InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Beautiful Disaster ❯ Chapter 3" Breakfast at Sesshomaru’s ( Chapter 3 )

*Disclaimer* I do not own Inuyasha or anything that relates to Inuyasha.

*Disclaimer #2* I do not own the song "Impossible" by Christina Aguilera or anything that relates to it.

*A/N~ I have NOT died, though many people believe it. I am SO sorry that I haven't updated in such a long time; feel free to chastise me all you want! Anyway, I hope you like this chapter, I have had writer's block for a long time, then suddenly I got an idea for this chapter, then after that I at down at my computer and started typing my ass off! Ja ne!*

Beautiful Disaster

By: Ali B.

Chapter 3: Breakfast at Sesshomaru's

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Oh...

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After kicking Inuyasha's ass into the ground, Sesshomaru decided to take Kagome to his home, soon to become their home, if he had anything to do with it that is.

"Uh..." Kagome groaned.

Instantly Sesshomaru moved to her bedside.

"Kagome?" he whispered in her ear.

"Sesshomaru?"

"Are you awake?"

"Barley." She yawned softly.

"Well, then get up, it's past noon." He nudged her shoulder slightly.

"Don't want to." She whimpered.

"Kagome." He said sternly.

"Fine." She sighed.

Sitting up she fell against Sesshomaru's chest. It was an odd sort of half hug.

"Umm...Sesshy...you're really comfy..."

Sesshomaru's eyes widened.

"But," she added, "you're in my way, so please move." She ordered softly.

"R-right." Was his shaky answer.

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It's impossible
It's impossible to love you
If you don't let me know what you're feeling, yeah
It's impossible, for me to give you what you need

If you're always hiding from me

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It felt so right to him to be here, in this room, in this bed, holding her close. Slowly he got up while Kagome followed him.

When she stood she felt a silky flow fall down her legs, that's when she noticed that she was wearing different clothing. She gasped lightly and swung her gaze to him.

"What am I wearing?!" she demanded.

"A nightgown." He said it as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, which it was.

"I can tell that, what I meant was why am I wearing it?" she snapped.

The blue-gray of the long flowing gown showed off all of her best features, her body, eyes, and hair.

"Would you have rather slept in your strange clothing?" he asked.

"No and there not strange!"

"Then why are you upset?"

"Well I-" she blushed. "How did I get this on?"

"A servant put it on you; a woman servant."

"Oh,"

Sesshomaru resisted the strong urge to roll his eyes at her.

"Well then, leave so I may get dressed." Kagome said.

"Your servants will be here shortly." He told her.

"I don't need-" she began.

"Yes, you do, you're going to dress properly, like-"

"Like?"

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I don't know what hurt you

I just, I wanna make it right
'Cause boy I'm sick and tired of trying to read your mind

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He wanted to say "Like the lady of the western lands" but held it back.

"Nothing. I will come to get you when breakfast is ready."

She gave him a curious look and with a swish of his robes he walked out.

When Kagome's servants came in and washed, styled, and dressed her they left. Kagome soon after wondered to the huge wall size mirror hanging next to her vanity and couldn't believe what she saw.

She was wearing a red silk kimono with a silver sash tied around her waist. The kimono had a silver crescent moon sewn into the right upper chest of the silky fabric.

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It's impossible, impossible
Oh baby it's impossible for me to love you, this way

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Kagome touched the crescent moon remembering with Sesshomaru's looked like. The same pale color and perfect shape. She smiled fondly at the reflection of the beautiful moon embroidery.

"He is so very handsome. They way he looks at me I would swear that he...I can't believe I'm thinking about him-"

"Who?!" a low voice growled.

She swung around to face the person who she so wished to...

`Bad, girl, bad, bad, little girl!' she yelled at herself.

"S-Sesshomaru!" she exclaimed.

He walked closer and backed her against her vanity. Putting his left hand on the right side of her head, while his right hand grasped her waist, he leaned in.

"Who?!" he said more forcefully. `It had better not be the half-breed of I'm going to-'

"You." She said in a small voice, not looking at him.

That was the answer he had hoped for, but not expected.

Not easing away he caught he gaze.

"You were thinking about me?" his voice was soft once again.

"I-" she tried to respond.

"You called out my name. When Inuyasha attacked you I mean."

"I did and he didn't, he-"

"You did and he did."

"But-"

"I was frightened."

"What?"

"I was so scared. I thought...when I smelled you blood, heard your words, your call, I was terrified that you had been hurt."

"Sess-"

He lifted his hand from the side of her head to put a finger to her mouth.

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It's impossible, impossible
Oh baby it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

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"Shh..." he whispered. "Let me speak or else I won't be able to get it out."

"Okay."

"I had been planning on coming back to see you right after I departed; I wanted to stay with you. You had been so kind and caring, I just wanted...but then I felt you change somehow. I knew that something was wrong when I smelt the half-breed's sent mixed with your blood; however minimum."

He took a steadying breath.

"In those couple our hours you opened my heart more than anyone has done for one hundred years...if I had lost you then, I would never forgive myself. I want, no, I need you with me, will you stay?"

Sesshomaru looked at her expectantly.

"Sesshomaru, I, I don't know what to say..." Kagome stammered. `Well it wasn't exactly a proclamation of love, but it sure as hell was close.'

"Kagome, you're not supposed to make me feel this way...I can't control myself when I'm with you..."

"How so?"

"I can't think straight and I get stressed out."

"I stress you out?" she asked slightly hurt.

"Not like that, I always have the over whelming feeling that I need to kiss you or touch you."

"You think of me like that?"

"Too much..."

`Closer.' Her mind whispered.

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Impossible to make it easy
If you always tryin' to make it so damn hard

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"I also think of you...in those terms...I was when Inuyasha...when he..." she trailed off.

But Sesshomaru wasn't about to let her end a possible confession.

"What terms? What went through your mind at that exact moment? Tell me." He commanded gently.

"As someone that I, that I, like a lot..." she said slowly, not sure how much information to reveal. Though she did notice his slight frown. "I thought about how safe I felt when I was with you. How strong you are, and yet, so gentle. I wanted you to come rescue me from my bad situation. Inuyasha, he thought," Then she remembered what Inuyasha had said, "he thought that you and I had a thing going on because you scent smelled aroused!"

Sesshomaru's eyes widened a fraction. That was NOT something he had thought about. And he was NOT prepared for her to say it either.

"He said WHAT?!" Sesshomaru all be screamed at her. Quickly realizing his mistake he apologized. "I am sorry, I did not mean to yell, but that, I mean he said what, excuse me?"

"He said and I quote, "You smell like Sesshomaru! An aroused Sesshomaru!" to me before going all psycho on me." She said with a sly smile.

Sesshomaru stood with his mouth open slightly and it reminded Kagome of the first time she had dumbfounded him, but then he straightened again and shut his mouth, looking half pissed off and half indifferent.

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How can I, how can I give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always puttin' up your guard

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Her giggles broke his trance and he looked down at her.

"What did you say?" he gulped, trying to keep his mask on but failing horribly.

"I denied it of course, but Inuyasha kept insisting that I had done something more than heal you, then he started saying how I should have killed you because of your weakened state. That comment he got a verbal whipping from me!"

"You defended me?"

"Of course."

Her brilliant smile turned into smirk almost instantly and Sesshomaru started to wonder weather she WAS all sweet and pure.

"So, Sesshy, why were you aroused?" she asked innocently.

"I, ah, well, you see, Kagome," he said hurriedly. But, being Sesshomaru he quickly got his grove back. "You were just so beautiful squirming around on top of me that I couldn't help it."

Kagome blushed so hard that she thought that she was going to explode.

Sesshomaru stepped even closer to her and pushed her further in contact with the vanity until her back was pressed against it, her legs where wide, which he was between, and his face was so close he could kiss her if he wanted to.

"W-what are y-you doing?!" she squeaked.

"I'm going to show you what you do to me." And he pressed into just a little more.

She could now feel the bulge in his pants threw her flimsy kimono. He was huge!

"Oh, my," she said low and husky. "You're very large."

"I am." He arrogantly agreed.

"And I did this to you?"

"The only one who has been able to do it." He groaned, lowering his lips to hers.

"Only?" she gasped against his lips.

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This is not a circus
Don't you play me for a clown
How long can emotions keep on going up and down

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"Only." And he kissed her.

Pulling her to him and him to her, they kissed with such passion it was a wonder that Kagome was still seated on the glass tabletop properly.

When the separated a few minutes later dew to lack of oxygen, they both stared into each other's eyes and panted.

Sesshomaru brought a hand up to her cheek and stroked it lovingly.

"Kagome, my darling Kagome..." he whispered tenderly.

She leaned into his ministrations and mewled softly.

"You sound like a bitch in heat." He told her. "My bitch."

Kagome again didn't respond to his possessiveness, she only turned her face and kissed the palm of his hand.

"Sesshomaru?" she whispered against it.

"Yes, Kagome?" he replied.

"Do you love me?" she asked looking away.

"I..."

"Just say yes or no, Sesshomaru."

"I honestly don't know. I met you on a personal level only yesterday. I really don't know."

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If you keep treating me this way,
Over and over and over and over

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She pushed him away and got off of the vanity. Leaving him completely shocked she walked to her door and opened it. Turning around she spoke.

"Then don't kiss me." And with a snap she the door.

"Shit." He swore. "Damnit, I should have just told her the truth!" He laughed at himself after that. "Yeah, and what would I say? Kagome, I am madly in love with you, I have been ever sense the first time I saw you?! How about not."

Then the novelty of what he had said hit him. "Have I really been in love with her that long?" He looked down at his pants, the bulge still evident. "Obviously so. I'm going to need a lot of cold baths before this is over."

With a sigh he left the room that smelled so much like the woman he loved.

When he arrived at breakfast Kagome was already seated to the left of his chair with a happily bouncing Rin asking question after question.

"Where did you come from pretty lady? How do you get you hair to shine so prettily? Are you and Fluffy going to make me brothers and sisters? Have you had some of cook's eggs? What do you like in you tea? How come-" Rin asked one question right after another as though she was competing in a marathon.

"Rin!" Sesshomaru said forcefully. "Please be quite and eat, I am sure the lady would like to eat her breakfast in peace."

"Actually I would love to talk to Rin, thank you Sesshomaru." Kagome said firmly.

"See, Fluffy, umm..." Rin started but looked at Kagome.

"Kagome." She said.

"See, Kagome, wants Rin to talk to her! So does that mean that Rin can?!"

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Impossible baby, impossible, impossible

If you makin' it this way, this way

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"Of course you can, Rin, I am sure that you don't need Sesshomaru's permission to talk to me. Right, Sesshomaru." Kagome glared at him over her raised teacup. And when he nodded his head she drank from it then turned to Rin whom was completely ignoring the demon lord.

`That little bitch! How dare she talk that way to me! I am, well, I know who I am, and so apparently does she, but still, she needs to be taught a lesson. If she is to become my mate and mother to Rin and our pups then she must have some discipline! Wait did I just-'

"Sesshomaru, Rin and I were wondering if we could be excused to go outside and play now." Kagome stated calmly.

He looked at her and nodded, but when she got up he grabbed her wrist, shooed Rin outside, dismissed his servants, and drew her to him, all while standing up in one fluid motion.

`He's so amazing...' Kagome thought wistfully. `No, wait, he's not! I am angry with him! He can't just-'

As Kagome started to mentally complain Sesshomaru kissed her again, this time slowly and tenderly.

And when he pulled away Kagome was breathless and had her eyes closed. Sesshomaru pulled her into a tight hug and whispered into her hear.

"Go play with our daughter and at nightfall come to our chambers, I have much to discuss about our future with you." Sesshomaru said affectionately, making quite clear that it was something that she would like.

And could she resist, the way he had said "our" three times was enough to bring her to her knees with weakness.

"Now, agree and we can talk later." He directed.

"Yes, we'll talk later, in our room, of our daughter and our future."

"A simple yes would have done." But gratified in the highest way possible, Sesshomaru leaned down and captured her soft lips in another sweet kiss.

Then he was gone and she was left standing there for a moment wondering why all of a sudden she felt so cold.

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Impossible, oh baby, it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

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*A/N~ There chapter three! And don't worry, I already have half our chapter four done so it will be up soon! Also, if anyone has anymore suggestions for songs for this fic please personally email me, don't put it in your review because I hate when people steal plots, it drives me nuts! Ja!*

*Preview*

Chapter 4: Not me

She walked back to their bed and sat down on the edge close to Sesshomaru.

"I'm sorry." She whispered with tears spilling down her rosy cheeks. "Please forgive me, Sesshomaru, I-"

"Shh. It's all right, come here." He said softly, holding his arms open, and when she crawled to him he incased her in a loving embrace. "Everything will be okay. I'll help you with your transformation. I'll be here with you."

"You promise?"

"I promise."

*A little something extra! ~Dialogue~*

Inu: Sesshomaru got his grove back?

Ali: Oh shut up! I had just finished watching the Emperor's New Groove (which I don't own)! So leave me alone!

Ani: Haven't you seen that movie like fifty times?

Ali: Yeah so?

Ani: Nothing, I just figured that you would have used a corny Disney (which I don't own) line like that a while ago!

Inu: You got that right.

Ali: Bad doggie! Be nice to you author!

Inu: About that, why do I have to be the bad guy?!

Ali: Because you a stupid bastard in the anime and manga and deserve it. That's why.

Inu: *Grumbling* Evil bitch.

Ali: Excuse me? I couldn't hear you.

Ani: Children.

Ali & Inu: Shut up!

Inu: Ali and I are having a serious conversation right now so shut your trap!

Ali: Yeah what Inu-kun said!

Ani: *Glaring* Fine *Walks off stage*

Inu: Wow, your muse is scary!

Ali: Tell me about it. She's constantly in my mind.

Inu: Do you get constant headaches?

Ali: *Nodding* More like migraines though.

Inu: Really? That sucks Ali-chan.

Ali: I know doesn't it, Inu-kun.

All: Sense when have you two been on good terms?!

Ali & Inu: *Jumping twenty feet away from each other* NEVER!

Ali: Get away from me!

Inu: You were the one who wanted to "chat" or whatever you evil authors call it!

Ali: Yeah, well you addressed me as Ali-chan!

Inu: ...

Ali: *Sticking out tongue* Ha! I got you and infront of everyone! *Looks at entire Inuyasha cast* I suppose you all had cams? *Everyone holds up a camera/camcorder/polaroid camera (which I don't own)* Good... *Gets an evil look in the eyes*

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And there goes the nice atmosphere...what will happen next time? Will Inuyasha be embarrassed? Will Kag-chan and Sesshy ever fuck? Will I stop referring to Disney movies (which I don't own)? Will I have to continually post disclaimers for everything I say? Will I ever shut the hell up? Not likely. Good day, till next time! JA NE!

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