InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Betrayal's Gift ❯ Chapter 22
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
22
“I'm sorry, I'm sorry already, forgive me!”
Said a young man who was running up stairs past people. In his minds eye he saw the violet eyes penetrating his soul, those beautiful purple orbs. Then a very sensual mouth curved up into a smile as a blush danced across her cheeks.
`Ken, I really like you…I'm the luckiest girl in the world do you know that.'
“I'm a prick, I don't deserve you, I never did."
The young man pushed up further bumping into some people.
“Excuse me young man.” Said one elderly woman sounding rather annoyed and shaking her head at the youth running up the stairs.
However, he continued to remember her, the one he's desperately tried to forget. There she was sitting under the tree with the picnic basket drawing a strawberry in her mouth. He told her she had strawberry juice on the corner of her lips. He leaned in close to wipe it off then he kissed her. She tasted so good.
`What was that for?'
`Because it was the right moment.'
The girl sighed contentedly.
`I could fall in love with you.'
“No don't fall in love with me, I'm an ass hole, I'm so sorry!”
The young man continued to climb up the stairs. When all of a sudden the dreams or visions as he had them kept coming up into his head. He saw the baby and he saw the grotesque form it was in. The lifeless child lay before him in his hands while his hands were covered in blood.
Then the child looked up at him.
`Daddy, you killed me, you made momma run away.'
“NO, no no no no no…I'm sorry, I'm sorry Hotaru, I didn't mean too. I swear forgive me what can I do to stop you from haunting me!!”
Then he kneeled down on a stair holding his head in one hand and gripping the rail with the other. Then he whispered.
“I'm so sorry”
`What did you do daddy, why are you being haunted?'
Flash Back
“You know it's been a month and I thought we'd celebrate our anniversary.”
He leaned in on her and began to kiss her. She enjoyed the kissing. He was the first person to ever kiss her. His hands began to slide down her sides and then slide on her thighs; they ran back up and found their way beneath her shirt. She stopped his hands.
“Please Ken…don't…”
“You know, we've been together for a month and you don't want to let me go for second base? What the hell Hotaru, I mean…shit…I've given a lot up for you can't you give me something?”
“I'm sorry, I just…well…I've never…”
“Wait, don't tell me…Hotaru Higurashi…you're a virgin?”
She looked away from him blushing. He laughed softly.
“It's not funny.” She retorted.
“I'm tired of this Hotaru, you know I've been trying to get close to you all this time, I love you, I tell you that all the time, don't you love me?.”
“What are you talking about? Of coarse I love you…you're the only one whose ever given a damn about me at school.”
“Than baby, let me show you how much I love you.”
He leaned in again and kissed her, this time it was more possessive, more aggressive. His hands roamed her body and pulled and kneaded roughly. She didn't stop him, afraid that it would only anger him and then he would leave her. If he left than she'd be alone again.
He smiled down at her and patted her silky hair “you see was that so bad?”
However, he didn't let her answer that. He ripped open her button shirt and started to kiss down her neck, kneading her breast painfully. She tried to push his hands away.
“Ken, stop it your hurting me.”
“Shut up and stay still, how are you going to enjoy this if your fighting with me.”
He pushed her arms down to her sides and began to lick her nipples and bite down hard on them. Hotaru cried out in pain.
His hands left her arms and traveled down the length of her to her thighs and began to roughly push them apart.
“I said stop it Ken your hurting me!”
However, he forcefully shut her mouth with sloppy wet kisses.
`Oh man is this going to be good. I'm getting rock solid just thinking about it.'
“Shhh baby, it won't hurt…I promise…you just need…to stop….fighting…me.”
Hotaru took her hand and slapped him across the face and tried harder to push him off, but this only made him mad.
“Bitch! Your gonna slap me for wanting to make love to you?! Oh, I get it…you want it rough, alright…I'll give it to you rough.”
He sneered and it was exhilarating how she fought like a hellion he put all his weight on her. He slapped her around and grabbed her up by the waist. Next, he turned her around to where she was on her stomach as flat as she could be with the passenger seat as far back as it would go then Ken lifted her skirts up.
`Oh damn these legs and those little pink Hello Kitty underwear, shit, this is going to be the best dare I've ever had.'
He heard her moan with mortification and his swollen hammer jumped with excitement. With his body weight he stayed on top of her keeping her down as his knee pried her thighs open. With his free hand he tore off her under garment.
“Oh, baby this is going to be sweet.”
He felt her shiver beneath him and he smiled as he closed his eyes in anticipation.
“Please don't do this Ken. Please…”
He licked his lips and with one hand pressed against his pant leg, it was beginning to hurt. He knew she needed to be quiet. He looked around the car to see what he could gag her with. Then he remembered her cute underwear.
He then took his Knee and pressed it to her back while he tied her underwear around her mouth. The pressure hurt so much tears started to well in her eyes.
He held her hands up above her head with one hand as he removed his engorged phallus out and held it in his quivering hand. He closed his eyes as he pumped on the organ a couple of times and listened to her mew beneath him.
`Could I really go through with this?'
He opened his eyes and looked at her in the position he placed her in. Her long locks were coming undone in a wild state from her plaits her mouth looked swollen from his kisses and she looked even sexier gagged. Her followed the curve of her back and then at the round and smooth rump that presented itself to him. He moaned as he shivered. He pictured himself driving deep within her folds. He removed his hand from his heat and felt the velvety folds of her sexual organ and immediately by his touch alone clear liquid started to form.
“Oh Hotaru damn bitch, your wet already, you must like this.”
He hunched forward and with one forceful blow he pushed in. He felt himself tear through a barrier and his entire body convulsed. In pure animalistic movements he threw his body into her. Hearing her cries through the material. He felt a thick liquid gushing between them and he felt he was in heaven. With his free hand he stuck a couple of fingers roughly into her other tight hole and followed his own rhythm.
“Hotaru…oh…this…feels…so…R 21;
He pumped with much more intensity and fever. By this time his other hand was grabbing roughly at her breast and continued down her body pulling up at her waist. He slid out of her body only to mercilessly ram it back in again. He saw flashes of light and soon he felt a tightening in his abdomen and felt her stomach clenching as well when they came together as one unit.
They lay there quietly for a few seconds before he kissed her on the back of the neck and sat back down in the drivers' seat. He looked over at her and saw that she had sat back down trembling while she removed the garment from her mouth. Her hair was in chaos and her skin was pale, far too pale from what he could discern.
He smiled. “Hotaru that was the best I've ever had.”
She didn't say anything. She didn't even look in his direction. He reached out a hand to touch her face and she flinched and cowered to the door.
“Oh, come on now…you enjoyed it, don't deny it, I brought you satisfaction.”
“Please…take…take me home.” She said quietly. He pouted.
“Don't be like that Hotaru, you know you wanted it.”
She looked up at him, her beautiful purple eyes looked at him, looked through him and pricked something in his soul making his spine feel as if it were doused with ice.
“You're a bastard Kentaru.”
He dropped her off at her home and watched her walk up the stairs in pain and even as he drove away he couldn't shake the look in her eyes.
When he arrived home there was Fuu waiting for him by his front door.
“Well?”
“Well what?”
He walked past her reliving the night. His gut was telling him he did something wrong. He now regretted what he had done.
“Did you two do it?”
“That is none of your damn business.”
Fuu smiled wickedly.
“Oh, so you like her then?”
He looked around his house and noticed that both his parents were gone and they had left him a note. He read it briefly then tossed it in the trash.
“So what if I do?”
“Is she better than me?”
“She was a virgin unlike you.”
Fuu scowled at his remark. She slapped him across the face hard. He rubbed his cheek and smiled at Fuu.
“You know she hits better too.”
“Ken you're a bastard.”
“Hey, that's the second time someone called me that today.”
He sat down on the sofa and picked up the remote control from the table and turned on the television. He put his feet up and started flipping through the channels.
“Well, it looked like you enjoyed yourself.”
This got his attention.
“Yeah that's right. I followed you. I've been following you two from the beginning waiting. Humph, it almost seemed like you really liked her there for a minute.”
“What are you talking about?” He said this now becoming angry. Fuu smiled and sat down.
“Yeah, you heard me right, I followed you, I saw the whole thing. I even have pictures.”
She reached into her purse and through the pics that she printed out onto the table. He picked them up and looked at them than up at her. His face was red.
“You do look like you enjoyed it too much, if you back out of the deal Ken, I will post these on the internet and you will look so bad. You'll be off the football team because it looks likes she's crying in some of these pictures, it is obvious that she was raped, and oh, I could simply help her to convict you when she tells the authorities.”
“Fuu what do you want?”
“I want you to remember the deal, you were supposed to get her to fall in love with you, you were supposed to use her and than announce it to the entire school faculty how easy she was and take the money that was offered on the table for the bet.”
He picked up the pictures and ran to the kitchen taking them and burning them over the gas stove.
“And if I don't?”
Fuu laughed and as she did that she covered her mouth with the back of her hand. When she stopped she walked up over to Ken and wrapped her arms around his torso from behind.
“Silly, I have the originals, I've already placed them on various disk and hid them, you know for rainy days.”
She let him go and pulled out of her bra the last picture.
“Oh the two of you look like you really enjoyed the climax, you never had that face with me…I wonder why? Oh well it doesn't matter because the freak meant nothing to you…right?”
In defeat he turned around and put his arms around her little waist. He plucked the picture from her hand and looked at it. Hotaru looked so exotically beautiful that he felt the need to be with her again. She was a very sweet girl, but Fuu was right, he had to go through with it. He couldn't shame his family or his school football team. He threw the picture behind his shoulder and kissed the girl in front of him.
“She meant nothing to me.”
“Good, I was beginning to worry.”
She jumped up and wrapped her legs around his hips and grinded her groin area against his. He cupped his hands on her hips and noticed that she wasn't wearing any underwear.
He put her down and kissed her long and deep.
“Fuu go up to my bedroom, I'll meet you there in a few. I'd like to wash up first. Don't wish to keep this freaks stench on me any longer it's making me gag.”
She smiled and sauntered out of the room. When she was gone he looked for the picture and when he found it he looked at it again.
“I'm sorry Hotaru, I had no choice.”
Than he folded the picture and put it in his wallet.
End Flash Back
“Young man are you alright?” Said a middle aged man who was passing by. The older man grabbed the youth by the shoulder and noticed that the young man was sweating; he was soaked through and very pale.
“You need a doctor.” The older man continued to say.
“I'm fine sir.”
“You don't look so fine to me are you sure?”
“Just afraid of heights that's all; I'm trying to break my fear.”
“Oh, ok lad, that's right face your fear head on and you'll find peace.”
“Yes sir, peace I need to find it.”
Against the older mans better judgment he let the younger one leave. The young man made it up to the last point of the tower and looked over the ledge. He saw all of Tokyo from there and it began to feel peaceful. He needed to confront one more demon.
Then Hotaru formed in his mind, the girl who was kicked down and humiliated. The one who blasted him with her energy. The vision of her never left his mind.
`You didn't have to go through with it you know. Really, your reputation would not have been soiled.'
“You don't understand, Hotaru would have had me go to jail on rape charges, Fuu had evidence of it.”
`You hesitated before doing it, you could've stopped.'
“You don't understand…I did like you, no I do…I do like you. Hotaru…I fell in love with you. I can't explain why I did what I did…I…”
`There are no excuses Ken, I told you in the courtyard you would pay.'
Flash back
“Oh, so, tell me Hotaru…where's your little boyfriend?”
Hotaru frowned she continued to walk on by pushing Fuu out of the way with her shoulder.
Fuu laughed. “Awww, did the two little love birds break up? Must've been an awful fight. Tell me…Hotaru…did you give it up?”
“Leave me alone Fuu, I don't have time for this today.”
Fuu looked around at her party in mock shock.
“Did the freak try to blow me off, tell me Ken, did she do a better job than what she showed right now?”
He pulled out from behind the tree, the very tree where all this began. He was standing there for the longest time. He didn't go to school that day because he kept thinking about the alternatives he had all weekend long. He was living in fear of the police knocking on his door. Fuu took her lunch break to remind him of why he had to go through with this plan of hers.
“Why do you hate Hotaru so much? I mean I don't get it, she's a nice person.”
“She hurt me bad, you don't understand, she used some freaky priestess powers on me and when I told no one believed me. I had to go to a shrink…hmph…do you know what happened then Ken?”
“What he told you you were crazy?” He smiled at his own joke when he felt someone hit him upside the head.
“No…that bitch it's her fault…I lost my virginity to the damn doctor…the doctor who was supposed to help me. He kept doing it to me until I finally wised up and told my parents that I didn't see what I saw. She turned into a dragon and threatened my life. When that old nasty pervert was on top of me I vowed to get even with her. When I found out she had a crush on you, I set my plan to motion, however I didn't think you would actually like her.”
“What gives you that idea?”
Fuu giggled mischievously, “I saw the picture in your wallet all folded up. I bet you jerked off to it all weekend. Now you see here, get your ass to the school courtyard where she walks everyday. Meet us by the cherry blossom tree where you two got together understand or I will make sure that I ruin you. You're not ruining my chances at getting back at her.”
This last part she spat out. So, now here he was pulling out from behind the tree. Hotaru paled, color drained from her and seeped deep beneath the granite under her feet.
`I'm so sorry Hotaru, but, I have to do this.'
“Well, it was a nasty job, but hey twenty bucks is twenty bucks.” He laughed as he pulled the money out of Fuu's hand.
Everyone started laughing as Hotaru felt her knees wobble.
“Aww, did you really think Kentaru here loved you? You are so pathetic, heh, so tell us Ken, and was she a virgin?”
“Oh, yeah, she was so tight too. She begged me, she juiced up for me and man was she moaning, I believe she could make a career over in the red light district.”
Hotaru fell to the ground and Fuu stood in front of her, using her foot she pushed the girls' head into the cement hard causing blood to trickle the white granite.
“Get the hint Hotaru, leave and never come back. We all hate you, everyone here hates you.”
Then she picked up the girls head and forced her to look at her surroundings. Hotaru noticed the entire school was watching this spectacle.
“Yo, Ken, so tell me, was she easy.”
“Yeah man, like taking candy from a baby. Her cunt was so tight it blinded me man. Yo you owe me a twenty too. All of you do. That was the deal.”
He went to everyone who dared him and took the money from them. He shoved the money in his pocket and looked around.
The student body heard this and whoever didn't was sure to hear it by tonight. He knew that when she attends school tomorrow she will be the top of the gossip. They both will be, but, Hotaru was going to look like the desperate fool, because it would be rumored how she gave it up to Kentaru so easily and how she was used, how stupid she looked. Yeah he might look like a jerk for a little bit, but, she was the freak not him.
One of the guys that was there squatted behind her and ran his hand up her thigh and caressed her butt. Ken found himself wanting punch the guy but couldn't move, he smiled in his head when he saw her try to kick at the guy but Fuu still had her hair and slammed her face into the ground.
“Now freak, the whole school knows you're a desperate slut, kill yourself now.”
“Why do you hate me so much, I've done nothing to you?”
He saw Fuu bend down to her ear and told her something that only Hotaru could hear, but he could only guess at the vicious words that were coming forth from Fuu's mouth.
All of a sudden he saw Hotaru's eyes rolled back as a powerful energy surged through her body. It blasted Fuu off of her, Hotaru's hands hit the ground and the granite broke, shocks of purple energy traveled like lightning on the ground.
In disbelief Ken tried to run but found that he couldn't move, he looked at Hotaru again and noticed that something from inside of her came out and raced toward him. He screamed and when he felt his entire body in pain he passed out.
Later he woke up to find that Hotaru was gone, and that the paramedics were there. When they asked him what happened he couldn't answer. It wasn't long after that incident that he began to have dreams of her and she was torturing him, raping him and it felt so real. When he woke up he felt the pain of what happened in the dream. But when he dreamt of the child growing within her womb he felt the hairs on his back standing up.
Several times he tried to catch a glimpse of Hotaru, he wanted to say something to her but he realized that he was a coward. And when he did see her, she seemed different. He decided to follow her and he followed her to a clinic. He knew then that it was true, that she was carrying his child.
`Oh my god…she's really…'
When she came out she seemed disturbed and distressed. Then he followed her again to an abortion clinic and he sat in the parking lot crying. His child was going to die. He couldn't believe that Hotaru would actually do something like that, but when he saw her leave, his heart jumped with joy. But something happened to her during that time because that was when the unimaginable nightmares began.
The child would form in his hands dead and covered in blood. His hands would be soaked in blood and the child would speak to him and blame him. Hotaru would come in that purple light he had witnessed and rake his body in pain. Tear the skin from his muscles and laugh in his distress and feed off of his fear.
One night he asked how can he stop this haunting when Hotaru answered in a voice not her own, it was darker more sinister.
`You could always apologize, but really that wouldn't be enough now would it. You killed my baby.'
End Flash Back
The air was rushing into his face and through his hair as he smiled into the wind.
“I'm doing it Hotaru…I'm doing it for you…I'm sorry…”
As he was falling he saw a vision of her face.
`Ken, I think I…I…'
“You think you're what Hotaru?”
The girl blushed and looked down. She folded her hands over her long raven lock and ran them through alternating her hands.
`I think I love you.'
“I love you too Hotaru, I never meant to hurt you, do you forgive me then?”
Hotaru cupped her hands around his face and gave him a feather light kiss then her soft purple eyes turned into dark purple voids and in a mocking voice she responded.
`Like hell, die you bastard!'
She disappeared and the last thing he saw was the granite on the sidewalk.
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Kagome was sitting in her mother's room keeping her mother company. Ms. Higurashi still had not woken since the day of the fall. The nurse was in the corner checking the old woman's vitals and changing out the bag that supplied Ms. Higurashi's food through the IV.
Kagome turned on the television to watch the news and talk to her mother about the current events.
“Tenchi, this has been a very shocking afternoon for some witnesses today, a young teenage male jumped from Tokyo Tower and plummeted to his death.”
The camera followed the newscaster's finger up the tower and back down to where lots of emergency crew and cops were hovered around a dead body.
“Do we have any reason's Minako.”
“No, not at the moment, the local police are doing everything they can to solve this incident, however, talk on the street is dictating that the youth committed suicide. Oh wait…I think they are ready to disclose the boys' information.”
The camera followed the newscaster toward the area where the police were standing getting ready to make a statement to all of the reporters.
“I know you are all wondering who this boy is and why he jumped from the tower, but, we are not going to disclose any of that information at the moment. We would like to inform the parents of their child's death and find out the reason for this atrocity. Thank you.”
“But commissioner, can you not at least tell us the boys' name?”
“I'm sorry; I'd like to talk to his parents first.”
He walked away with some of the other officers toward the dead body. While newscasters were still shouting out questions and snapping pictures. The pretty red headed newscaster turned back to her camera and with a serious expression full of sorrow for someone she didn't' know she said_
“Well there you have it; the commissioner doesn't want to elaborate right now but we will keep up to date with this story, here first on channel seven news; back to you Tenchi.”
Kagome shook her head in sorrow.
“Mama, what would make a young man with a bright future want to do something like that?”
She took her mother's hand and rubbed its wrinkled leathery skin.
“I know, obviously the boy had a lonely life. I'm glad Hotaru hasn't done anything like that…it would kill me…it really would.”