InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Big Changes ❯ Chapter 14

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A/N: Yay! My 14th chapter. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Disclaimer: I do own any of the InuYasha characters, only Oshaka.

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Kagome sat by the fire and sighed. 'It's been awhile since Oshaka fell under Naraku's control, every time we even try to get close to her she leaves or we fight. And I'm getting tired of it.' She softly picked up Shippo, not wanting to wake him. She layed the small kitsune on her sleeping bag. 'And a couple years since I have turned into a half demon.' She let out a light chuckle. 'It's funny.", she thought. 'Ever since then, all I've wish for was to be a human again.' She stood up and opened her bag taking out a picture in a frame. Holding it to her chest, finding it, she zipped up her bag and walked out of the village. She didn't even know a pair of eyes watched her the whole time.

Kagome walked into the woods and came into a sakura orchard. She sat down under a tree and looked at the picture. Taking it out of the picture frame, she smiled. She was happy, for the first time since that, she was happy.

It was a picture of InuYasha and herself. It was around Christmas time, Kagome was in an elf costume, which was green and fuzzy, to go along with it she was wearing the pointed shoes with the bells and even the hat. She had given InuYasha a present that year, it was a fake replica of the Jewel. It looked just like it, it dangled from the silver chain it was on, when she put it around his neck.

He didn't really like the gift, but she was happy that she had time to spend time with InuYasha.

She could feel her eyes water and burn, they were coming, she could feel them. She hid her face in her hands and sobbed. "InuYasha." She whispered. Through tears she bend the portrait a few times. Ripping it, she waited for the wind to blow, she let go of the half of the picture into the wind. "I'm sorry..." She said.

Inuyasha jump from branch to branch folowing Kagome to the orchard, where she sat under a tree. He watched as she took out a photo and cried. As much as he wanted to, he did not go to and hug her, trying to make her feel better. So, he listened as she cried and watched as her tears glistened in the moon light. He could not stop her as she bend the picture after saying his name. He felt his heart tear as she ripped the photo in half and let in loose into the wind.

It fell to the ground under the tree InuYasha was in. He waited until she had left until he jumped from the tree to look at the photo. It was........((A/N: ^-^ Cliffy, gotta wait.))

Oshaka trailed behind Sesshomaru, on their way to camp. She yawned. "Sesshomaru, can we stop, I'm so exhausted." He slowed down abit and waited for her to catch up. "Come, we will make a camp by the hot spring." She nodded and followed him through bushes and passed trees. Until they came to a grassy soft place beside a hot spring. She crawled over to a comfortable spot on the soft earthy spot and insantly fell asleep.

He smiled. 'Such a little girl inside.' He thought, he walked over to her and kneeled onto his knees and leaned over her. 'I wish I could tell her and show her how beautiful she is.' He moved the bangs from her eyes and kissed her on her soft lips. He wished he could take more, but he didn't want to force her into anymore. But he decided, tomorrow, he will tell her his feelings.

The sun rose in the sky in brillant colors or oranges, pinks, reds and yellows. The night has become day as the birds chirped and spread their wings to take the sky. Our favorite characters are coming awake.....

Oshaka groaned and covered her eyes when the sun's rays hit her eyes. She slowly became awake and sat up. Looking around, she had not spotted Sesshomaru anywhere. She walked over to the hot spring to see if he was there. Nope. She smiled and stipped off her clothing. She slid into the water and leaned against a rock. Feeling her muscles and body relax from sleeping on the ground. She massaged her shoulders and neck.

Meanwhile, Sesshomaru was sitting in a tree watching over her all night. He was thinking, thinking about her and how he could tell her how much he loved her. He sighed, how can he do this without hurting or scaring her.

He jumped down from the tree and waited for her to come back.

After drying off, Oshaka put on her kimono, wishing she had cleaner clothes to wear. She came out from behind some large yer thin bushes, and seen Sesshomaru. She smiled and walked over to him. "Where'd you go earlier?" She sat down beside him. He looked at her. "I didn't really go anywhere, I've been in the tree most of the night." She nodded in understandment. "Oh I see."

'Do it, now!' Sesshomaru growled, not that voice again.

'I will. It's just I don't how to say it to her.'

'Here, let me help you.'

'No, I think I can do it, and IF not then I'll ask you.'

"Oshaka?" He asked in a confused yet scared way.

"Yea?"

"Do you remember when we where still at my castle and I took you to the garden, and we danced?"

She nodded. "Yes."

"Do you know why I had taken you there?" He asked with little hope in his voice.

She paused for a moment. What was he thinking? Is this a test? Why was he acting this way, he never did that.

"Actually, no." She whispered.

He smiled and lefted her to meet his gaze.

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Some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed.

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"It's because I have feelings for you Oshaka."

She looked confused. "What are you saying?"

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It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.

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He looked into her eyes, "Oshaka, I'm saying that I'm inlove with you."

Opp! That did it. She looked away from him. "Can-can we go to the village now?"

"Oshaka I-" He tried to look at her face but she kept moving away.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore, lets just get to the village." She stood up and walked down the path leading to the village.

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When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been to long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.
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Sesshomaru followd her trailing behind. 'I can't believed I messed up so badly.' He thought. He heard a scream as Oshaka was pummeled to the ground.

"Get off me! Get off! Your heavy." Oshaka yelled while kicking and screaming. Her attacked raised their hand, brabbing her neck and chocking her.

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A/N: Ok there's chapter 14. Please R&R! ^-~ Peace!