InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Bittersweet Affinity ❯ Unity ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha… Honestly, if I did, would I be spending my time writing fanfiction?

Warnings: This story contains M/M, yaoi, lemon…I think you get the idea.

Bittersweet Affinity

Unity

“Escape me?

Never---

Beloved!

While I am I, and you are you,

So long as the world contains us both,

Me the loving and you the loth

While the one eludes, must the other pursue.” --Robert Downing

You look angelic—the moon's lustrous light lending its shine to your ethereal eyes. Beneath me, I feel your body tremble—do you fear me, sweet one? Or do you shake in anticipation of what is promised to come? Never have you looked so innocent or seductive at one time! Always such a paradox, dear brother.

Your lips quiver, swollen from our languid kisses. Coral lips part as a small, almost inaudible whine escapes them. My wandering eyes caress your form ever so gently, then slide shut, and I nuzzle my nose against your velvety cheek, becoming intoxicated with your lovely presence and your scent laced with mounting desire.

My ardor must be sated.

My demon must be satisfied.

My youki must be appeased.

My heart must be given to you…

As I share with you, may you share with me your heart, my sweet one? My youki—my soul, my spirit claws at my being, clamoring for release. It reaches for you.

With abated breath, I wait for your response, for your answer, for your blessing…for your love.

Yes, I must say it. I cannot deny the demands of my heart or the blissful beckoning of your soul. Your siren's song called me here, and I find myself unable to hold onto the last traces of my animosity for you. I cannot keep pretending you mean nothing to me—little brother, sweet one, cherished one—you and I…we were meant to be.

I did not always think as I do at this time. As you know, we spent much of our lives fighting, quarreling…trying to eradicate one another. I should not feel this way. I once thought you were a mistake—our father's greatest one. And it destroyed him.

He let that human—that Izayoi-hime. What did he ever see in this frail human? What attribute could she possibly have that would ensnare the heart of the most powerful youkai in existence?

Father met his demise for your mother to live—for you to live on that night so long ago when I begged him to reconsider. Was the life of a ningen and a hanyou worth our father's life?

I suppose I shall never know. I do not know whether I should be grateful father sacrificed his life; for if he had not, you would not be here in my arms now. Reflecting upon the past, I see father's wisdom and love for us—his dear sons. His final gift to me…not the Tenseiga or even the Tessaiga…but you, dear little brother. You are the greatest treasure our father could bestow upon me.

And I am forever in his debt…

Returning my thoughts to the present moment, my golden eyes search your glistening gaze for your answer. You stare back in wonder, and I cannot help the lump that forms in my throat. Almost shyly, you dip your head to break our eye contact. I feel your slender, silky hands wind around my neck as you pull me close for a kiss.

I feel the moment your youki joins with mine in joyous accord. Our inner demons expand up and outward from our beings, only to merge together and intertwine as one. So similar to what our physical union will be...

You have released me from the self-imposed chains placed around my heart. You forgive me for my mistakes, as I have forgiven you. Your endless sleep is over, but you must know that our new life together is just beginning. You sigh happily, and I suspect you feel utterly complete, as I do. My lovely angel, you draw me close for another bewitching kiss.

I rain light kisses upon your brow, eyelids, cheeks, nose, lips, and chin. My path continues downward upon your body…

You feel divine…

You taste delicious…

You look radiant…

You hold my fragile heart in your grasp…

I hear you murmur, "Sesshoumaru..."

Oh, how fulfilling it is to hear my name fall from your succulent lips. In return, I whisper your name reverently. "Inuyasha..."

Bringing my face close to yours once more, you raise a finger to trace the crescent moon upon my brow and the markings that glide along my cheeks. Grasping my face tenderly, you shake your head in amazement.

"Why me?" you whisper gently. "Why me, when you could have anyone you desire?"

Smirking, my hands wander to your hips and I give them a knowing squeeze. I feel you shiver once more from my touch.

"Your doubts are foolish, sweet one." I give you a smile and a wink. Why I seem completely unlike my normal, calm self when I am around you is beyond me... "I chose you, little brother, because I desire you, and no one else."

As my gaze wanders up and down your body in an appreciative manner, I whisper in your downy ear, causing it to twitch beneath my warm breath, "And can you blame this Sesshoumaru for desiring you? You have grown to be quite irresistible, my sweet one."

With quite the endearing blush, you turn pink from head to toe, I am sure, and I find it absolutely adorable...and alluring...

My hands leave your hips and one moves to grasp your wrists and pin them above your head. Your eyes widen as I lick my lips, but you quickly recover as you give me a sultry smile. Rapidly, I feel my body warming further at your suggestive smile and gaze.

With a slight growl, I grind my lower body against yours. You gasp and throw your head back in pleasure. Oh yes, this is only the beginning...

"If you have any doubt of my feelings for you, sweet one, here and now, they shall be laid to rest," I firmly state.

You simply smile and nod, tipping your head back and baring your neck as you settle more fully into the bed of grass beneath you.

This resignation of power...

This display of submission...

This denouncement of dominance...

This abandonment of fear...

It sets my soul off like a wildfire, and I know I can no longer delay the inevitable...I shall have you, as my flames of desire and lust for you consumes me...

Beneath this dark, resplendent sky, the stars will witness our true union—our complete, unending physical bond. So little brother, be silent and relax as I worship your body with my devotion for you…

I promise you passion.