InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Calling out her name ❯ Trust ( Chapter 11 )

A/N: Hey! I'm updating again. I did two chapters today because I feel bad for not updating for a while. Well I hope you like this chapter. Oh and to answer Animeluvers question, no Kagome wasn't raped at all but everyone thinks she was, the only ones who know the truth are Kikyou and Kagome herself.

 

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.

 

Warnings: bad language and angst that's about it… I was thinking of putting some violence in here but I'll do that next chapter.

 

 

 

Chapter 11: Trust (Revised)

 

 

 

Kagome lay still, her chest heaving with the effort to simply breathe. Every couple of minutes her chest would constrict tightly and she felt like she couldn't take another breath in. She knew there was something wrong with her chest; she knew that her friends didn't have the medicine needed in this time to cure whatever she had.

She put her small hand on her chest; she could feel the rapid beating of her heart.

Sighing, Kagome turned towards the entrance to the small room where, Inuyasha stood. His eyes bored into her own, concern and guilt evident in their debts.

`Inuyasha I trusted you… how could you betray me in such a vile way?'

`He was full demon he didn't know what he was doing.' Another part of her mind whispered but Kagome refused to listen.

Kagome was pulled out of her thoughts when Kouga laid a gentle hand on her shoulder. She allowed a ghost of a smile to touch her lips, before setting her pale lips into a tight frown. She turned back towards Inuyasha and forced all her pain and anger to show in her eyes.

“What are you doing here?” she snarled. “Don't you have that dead abomination to give your attention to?”

Inuyasha's silver ears flattened against his skull at hearing the dark tone in her voice.

`I have completely lost her trust.'

Inuyasha lowered his head in self-pity, his curtain of silvery hair hiding his agonized expression.

“I never meant to hurt you Kagome…” Inuyasha began.

“Like hell! You left me to die out there, just to follow that dead thing like an obedient puppy! Did my trust mean nothing to you!?” Kagome lowered her head. “Did my love mean nothing to you?” she whispered.

Inuyasha's head shot up like a bullet when he heard those words slip out of Kagome's mouth.

`She loves me? How can she love a monster like me? Look what I have done to her, I have taken her innocence and I left her to die, I don't deserve her love.'

“I never asked you to love me…” He shot back at her.

“I don't think I can forgive you this time Inuyasha, you have utterly broken my heart.” She started to cough once more.

When the pain subsided she continued.

“Can you even imagine what it felt like to see you leave me to die and follow her? No…after what happened last night I won't forgive you…I don't know if I'll ever trust you again.” Kagome lowered her eyes to her lap.

“Please leave Inuyasha I would like to be alone, all of you please leave, except you Kouga, you stay.” She finished, squeezing Kouga's hand.

Inuyasha felt like a thousand swords had lodged in his heart when he heard her words. His ears drooped and he turned and trudged out of the small room.

`I have lost her; can I live without her by my side?'

He asked himself already knowing the answer to his question.

 

 

 

 

Miroku got to his feet, picked up his staff, and also walked out of the room. He caught up with the sulking hanyou and blocked his path.

“What was that all about in there, what does she mean that you left her to die? You were supposed to protect her, Inuyasha!”

“Do you think I don't know that!? Don't over step your boundaries bouzu!” Inuyasha roared his patience finally snapping.

He sank to his knees and dug his face into his clawed hands.

“I don't remember what happened! I was not in control. It wasn't my fucking fault!” he choked out.

“How can you not remember? It just happened last night!” Miroku snapped, harshly.

“I was a fucking full demon, Miroku!” Inuyasha yelled locking his smoldering gaze with Miroku's shocked violet eyes.

“What? How can that be, you had Tetsusaiga with you, you couldn't have turned into a full demon.”

Inuyasha stood and glared at the monk in front of him.

“Do you believe I would purposely do something to hurt Kagome?” He said in a low growl.

“No, I don't believe you would ever lay a hand on her, but still the fact that you turned into a demon with no reason at all is more then a little disturbing.” He said thoughtfully.

Seeing that the monk was now on his side, Inuyasha relaxed a bit and nodded his head in agreement.

“The last thing I remember is heading into the woods and then I blank out. This morning I woke up with Kikyou. I don't even know how I got there, she didn't tell me much except that she found me as a full demon and that I was with Kagome.”

Just then Inuyasha tensed and his hand flew to the hilt of his sword, his head snapping up to look in the direction of the forest.

Just as Miroku was about to ask what was wrong, he saw Sesshoumaru emerge from the shadows of the trees.

“What are you doing here Sesshoumaru, I'm not in the mood for a fight so fuck off!” Inuyasha growled in warning.

Sesshoumaru's face didn't move an inch, but his eyes glittered in amusement.

“Well, well my half-breed of a brother finally failed in his duty to protect his mate. It is quite amusing that you are the one who hurt your her.” He said in mock disappointment.

Inuyasha's hair bristled and he bared his fangs in rage.

“Shut up you bastard! What do you want!” he yelled.

“Quite impatient aren't we.” Sesshoumaru said in the same emotionless voice. “Very well if you must know, the strange scent that I can smell coming from you has caught my interest. Tell me what is it…it is quite familiar to me but I can't seem to remember what it is.”

Inuyasha froze at the demons words.

`What smell I don't smell any different?'

He then sniffed at his clothes.

“I don't smell anything what are you talking about. If this is some kind of trick to get to Kagome it won't work.”

Sesshoumaru's eyes turned cold as ice.

“I have not come here for your human wench; I have much more pressing matters then to be interested in a mere human. It is you that interests me. Now tell me Inuyasha; what is that scent!” He said in a now icy but demanding voice, that held no room for argument.

“I'm not telling you shit!” Inuyasha yelled, before he drew Tetsusaiga, lunging at his brother.

 

 

 

In the shadows of the forest a lone figure lurked in the branches of the trees. The stranger's eyes gleamed in amusement as the two brothers lunged at each other.

`My masters plans are working out as planned, he will be pleased. This Half- breed he seems to despise so much will die soon enough and then my master will finally be free to take what he has wanted for the past 50 years.'

Glancing one last time at the fighting demons, he turned and fled, heading back to report the good news to his master.

 

A/N: So who is this servant that is spying on Inuyasha? And more importantly who the hell is his master? Well all answers coming soon. Hope you like this chapter it took a while to write. Sorry to all my fans on AFF I haven't been able to update because the site was having some kind of problems. See ya!

Sapphire