InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Calling out her name ❯ Disgust ( Chapter 12 )

A/N: Hey everyone! I'm updating again! Aren't you happy?! Hey does anyone have any idea what the hell is happening in AFF? I can't log on, which means I can't update for my AFF fans! If anyone knows please fill me in. well on to the chapter. Hope you like!

 

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, and sadly never will.

 

Warning: not much happening that needs a warning except for the usual bad language and violence oh and of course lots o angst.

 

 

 

Chapter 12: Disgust (Revised)

 

 

 

 

`How can I still love him after what he did to me?' She asked herself in disgust.

`Almost did to you, don't forget what happened before you ran off. Plus he was full demon'

`Stop saying that you stupid voice! Get out of my damn head! He was aware of what he was doing to me, I know he was!'

Kagome rolled her eyes.

`Great now I'm arguing with myself, what's next?'

`Don't forget the curse that was put on him the same day. Don't you think it's a big coincidence?'

Kagome froze as that thought flew through her mind.

`What if the curse did have something to do with it? But how can I be certain?'

Kagome's brow furrowed in deep thought, as she tried to dig deeper and figure out the truth.

`You'll have to remember everything that happened last night.'

Kagome shied away from the idea.

`I can't relive that nightmare, isn't living them in my dreams enough?!'

`But what other choice do I have? There's no other way.'

Kagome dug her face into her hands in dismay.

“Kagome what's the matter?”

Kagome jumped in surprise as she felt a hand lay gently on to her shoulder.

`Oh! I completely forgot about Kouga.'

She lifted her face from her hands and turned her glazed eyes to Kouga's concerned face.

Kagome sat there for a minute and then threw her self into Kouga's arms, almost toppling them both over in the process.

After his surprise diminished he wrapped his strong arms around Kagome's shaking body. Kouga could feel the slight wet spot where Kagome's tears had seeped through his fur.

After a while Kagome withdrew herself from Kouga's embrace and sank back down into her soft bed.

“Kouga can you stay with me while I sleep?” she asked.

Kouga nodded his head and settled himself next to her. Kagome snuggled into his warmth and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

 

 

Kagome was awoken as she felt a slight breeze touch her naked skin.

She felt to warm and comfortable to get up just yet so she snuggled into the soft fur next to her and tried to go back into a blissful sleep.

`Wait NAKED!'

Her eyes popped open and she looked around at her surroundings. She was no longer in the cottage that she fell asleep in; instead she was in the middle of a small clearing that seemed vaguely familiar.

`Wait this is the clearing that it happened in.'

As realization dawned on her, fear started to crawl up her spine. She heard a low growl come from behind her.

Squeezing her eyes shut, Kagome took a deep calming breath and cracked her eyes back open. She slowly turned around to look behind her. What she saw sent ice-cold chills throughout her body.

Inuyasha was crouched there just outside of the shadows of the trees, and Kikyou was standing next to him.

“Well, well what do we have here?” Kikyou said a smirk on her cold lips.

Kagome started to tremble with both fear and the cold.

“Inuyasha I think you should take care of this poor excuse for a miko. I will be in the cave, I expect you to be done with her by the time I come back.” She said before she turned her back to Kagome and walked back into the darkness of the forest.

“Yes koishii, as you wish.” Inuyasha said.

He then turned his piercing golden eyes to Kagome.

`Wait golden eyes!? He's not a demon! That means he knows what he's about to do and he is going to remember everything! Oh god please not this, please god don't torture me this way, haven't I suffered enough?'

Kagome was shook out of her thoughts as a loud growl was emitted from the half demon, now only a few feet away from her shivering body.

Kagome stared pleadingly into Inuyasha's cold golden eyes.

“Please don't, just leave me alone. Inuyasha, do you not care for me anymore?”

Inuyasha's cruel lips lifted into a sneer as his eyes glinted in amusement.

“Ha! Do you think I ever cared for a weak ningen like you?! Don't make me laugh you were just a tool to get the Shikon no Tama, nothing more. And now I can finally be rid of you.”

Kagome felt like he had slapped her. Then she lowered her head in defeat.

“Souka…do with me as you wish…but I want you to know that the fact that I loved you was never a lie.” She said before she dropped her arms from across her breast and closed her eyes, waiting for the pain to come.

When it came it was excruciating. Kagome's eyes snapped open and stared down at the flood of blood streaming down her milk white stomach.

An arrow's tip was protruding from the middle of her chest. Kagome looked up one last time into the stunned face of the keeper of her heart and then the welcoming blackness slide across her vision. But before she fell into unconsciousness she heard a soft voice whisper across her mind.

“Please Kagome you have to understand these dreams I have sent you, you must stop this from ever coming to pass. You're my only hope to stop this great evil. This great evil is your otousan; you must stop him.”

“Oka…Okaa-san?” Kagome's last thoughts, before she finally breathed her last breathe.

 

 

Japanese Word Translations

 

Onegai: please

Okaa-san: Mother

Otou-san: Father

Souka: I see, I understand

 

 

 

A/N: Oh my god did Kagome really just die? Is that what you're thinking? And did I just say her father? Well you'll get some answers to your questions next chapter. I'm writing the next chapter and I'm already half way through it so you won't have long to wait.

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