InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Can't Stay Away ❯ Chapter 9 - Accepting ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

After his date with Yura, getting home, Inuyasha decided he wouldn't give up that easily. Maybe the problem wasn't him, maybe it was Yura. He should try someone else, someone new. He couldn't let Kagome rule his life like that. It wasn't possible someone he knew for such a short time had already destroyed his sex life.
He decided to go to a bar right away and pick the first attractive woman he laid eyes on. Her name was Masumi. She was tall, statuesque-like, beautiful hair and soft, dark eyes. I guess she's beautiful. Her eyes are nice. Not as nice as Kagome's, butÉ wait, the hell?
Coming up to her he introduced himself and saw her look of pleasant surprise. Oh well, here we go again.

"You REALLY are Inuyasha Takahashi! My name is Masumi", she squealed.
"Nice to meet you, Masumi. So, can I buy you a drink?", he asked, dreading her answer.
"Sure! I'll have a Pi–a Colada!"
GeezÉ "So, Masami, what doÉ", Inuyasha got interrupted.
"It's Masumi!", she said irritated.
"Oh, right, sorry. So, Masumi, what do you do?"
"I'm a model", she said proudly.
Great, just greatÉ "That's nice".

The barman brought their drinks and Inuyasha did his best to have a conversation with the woman. He thought he should get her number "just because", even though he knew she wasn't the one who would make him forget about Kagome. I can't even have a conversation with her, but maybe getting her to bed will help. Not tonight, I have to forget about this conversation first, he thought, hopefully.
Before calling it a night and declining the woman's advances, he asked for her number and left.

Kagome went to work on Monday and tried her best to avoid Inuyasha. Luckily, he seemed to also want some distance, since he didn’t come up to her office and didn't look her way whenever they passed by each other.
Later, unfortunately, they both had to face each other, since Kagome had to speak with him about a project.

"Inuyasha? Excuse me, I have something to discuss with you", she said, knocking on his open door.
He froze. He thought she was there to ask him why the hell he's been avoiding her all day.
"Uh, sure, come in".
She got in and made her way to the chair in front of him, not looking at his eyes. Staring at the papers on her lap, she started talking about the issue with the project she was working on and asked him another day to hand him the briefing, still not looking at him. "So, is that okay?", she asked, looking at his face with a sad but stoic expression, trying her best to hide the hurt she was feeling.
Inuyasha wanted to take her in his arms and hug her and kiss her, asking for her forgiveness. He couldn't stand seeing her like that, especially knowing he was the one who was responsible for her pain.

"Of course, it can wait another day", he said. "Kagome, IÉ"
"Okay, thank you. I'll hand it to you tomorrow", she said, interrupting him and leaving his office, with her head down and moist eyes.
Great, what an idiot I am.

Kagome grabbed her things and decided to leave a few minutes early, since she didn't want to risk running into Inuyasha after their talk. She was getting to the front door of their floor when someone called her name.

"Kagome! Hey! I've been wanting to talk to you all day, but I got caught up with the new Saint Barbara's project. I'm so happy you want to go out with me. What do you think, tomorrow night, I'll pick you up at 8pm?", Kouga said, beaming.
He's kinda charming with all his eagerness. "Sure, Kouga, that sounds great", she said, smiling at him.
"Great! Can't wait! Bye!", he said grinning.
"Bye". As Kouga was leaving, Kagome saw Inuyasha standing behind him, with his fists closed and an angry look on his face. He came up to her, stomping.

"What the HELL do you think you're doing?", he said grabbing her arm gently and leading her to the hall. "You're going out with that wolf shit?!".
"Y-yes, why?", she said, shivering.
"WHY? WHY? Because you're MINE! And that piece of shit is not worthy of you! How can you do that? You're really serious about going out with him?", Inuyasha was fuming, his eyes were now turning red.
"WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? I'm not yours. We are not even exclusive, and you made it clear yesterday. Besides, I told you I was dating someone else, an old friend, and you didn't mind. So what's the problem if I want to date Kouga? It is MY decision. I'm not your girlfriend, you are not my boyfriend. Hell, you probably screwed that date of yours last night, didn't you?", Kagome said seething.
"YES, you are MINE, Kagome. Don't you understand that? You CAN'T go out with him". His youkai was slowly taking control, affecting his choice of words. My bitch is challenging me! Kagome felt is demon side take over and put her hands on his arms, rubbing them up and down, trying to soothe him, while telling him to calm down. It worked, since his eyes were slowly going back to the usual amber. "Don't you DARE go out with him. I'll kill him!", he said, before breathing deeply and cooling down a bit. "And no, I didn't screw anyone last night, even though I wanted to, to get you out of my mind, but I couldn't! Happy? I can't stop thinking about you even when I'm trying to fuck!".

Kagome's mouth almost dropped to her knees. Did he really say that? He can't get me out of his mind? He can't have sex with another woman?

"Inuyasha, IÉ I don't understand. You were the one who interrupted our kiss yesterday, looking confused, you were the one who said you were dating someone else. I didn't want to go out with anyone else, but I had to, since you obviously don't want to be with me, only me. Do you think it is fair to me? To let myself fall in love with you only to be let down someday, realizing you don't feel the same and that I'm not enough? I won't go through that, either you like it or not!"

Inuyasha looked stunned. Did she really say that? She liked him that much? He let a sigh of relief.

"Kagome, I do feel the same way about you. That's what scares me", he said, seriously. "I didn't realize how much I care about you up until now, when I saw you with wolf crap, but I can't ignore it anymore". He stopped when he saw someone walking down the hall and looking at them. "Come to my house, we have to finish this conversation somewhere else". She nodded and they took his car to his mansion.

The drive was silent and Kagome was impressed by his house. It was definitely big, but not flashy. It was modern and the gardens were impeccable. He helped her out of the car and they walked to the front door.

She was even more impressed with the inside of the house. It was really beautiful, classic and elegant, but it didn't scream "wealth". Everything was tasteful and with a certain edge, and she thought it suited his personality perfectly.

"Please, have a seat", he said gesturing to the couch. "I'll get us something to drink".

He came back with two bottles of water and put them down on the coffee table, while also seating beside her. He took her hand and immediately started to talk.

"Kagome, I'm done trying to hide my feelings. I like you. I think I could fall in love with you. I think we would be good together, maybe have a future together. But I'm afraid. We don't know each other that well and my track record with women is not that great. Most of them betrayed my trust and trust is the most important thing for me, in any kind of relationship. I don't think you're not trustworthy, but, like you, I don't want to be let down", he said staring at her carefully. "All I want is for you to be honest with me, at all times. If you can do that, I'd be the happiest man in the world and would give you everything I could".
"InuyashaÉ I'm also afraid of getting my heart broken, but I also can't deny my feelings for you. Regarding honesty, I would give that to anyone I was in a relationship with, without being asked to do so. And you can trust me as long as I can trust you. And I do. I don't need anything elseÉ just you".

Inuyasha thought he might explode with happiness. Hearing her say those words was all he ever wanted. She didn't even want anything elseÉ just him. She wanted him, hanyou him. Without waiting any longer, he kissed her deeply and soon scooped her up in his arms and started taking her to his bedroom. She wasn't afraid. She had no reason to be afraid with him.

He laid her down and hovered over her, kissing her gently on the lips then her neck. When he got lower, he started unbuttoning her shirt, marveling at the sight of her skin.
"YouÉ you are so beautiful. I want to kiss all of you", he said.
"Then why don't you?", she said, shyly.

He smirked and started kissing her again, with more passion. He soon took her breasts in both of his hands, massaging them and then kissing them over her lacy bra. She moaned and he took this as a sign and unhooked her bra, releasing her bouncy tits and taking one of her nipples to his mouth, kissing, sucking, rolling his tongue over it, while still holding the other one with his hand.
She could feel his throbbing erection between her thighs. She had never felt so aroused. I'm the reason he's hard.
After a few minutes of fondling and kissing, Inuyasha decided he couldn't hold himself any longer. It was getting painful. Just when he was about to unbutton her jeans, Kagome took his cock with her hand and started rubbing it. He thought he was going to cum right there and then. He had never felt anything like this. And he was still wearing his pants. Then, she slipped her hand inside his pants, grabbing his cock and using the pre-cum as a lubricant. This thing is huge!, she thought.
Afraid of climaxing too soon, he stopped kissing her and gently took her hand out of his pants. He stood up in front of her and started taking off his shirt, then his pantsÉ and Kagome couldn't take her eyes off of his muscular, ripped body. When he was about to take his boxers off, Kagome panicked and realized what he was about to do.
Inuyasha saw the change in her eyes and her scent.

"Kagome?", he said worryingly, forgetting about the stripping show he was just giving her and sitting down beside her.
"Inuyasha, I-IÉ have to go. We can't do thisÉ I can'tÉ I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I made you think we were going toÉ tonight. I'll leave", she said, standing up and grabbing her clothes.
Inuyasha grabbed her arms and pulled her down on the bed. "Kagome, it's ok, I understand. I wouldn’t want to do anything you didn't want to. I'm happy just to be with you, we don't have to do anything", he said, reassuring her.
"Are you sure? BecauseÉ it's not that I don't want to. I do. I just don't think this is the right time."
"You're probably right.... I mean, I REALLY want to and I'm ready whenever you are. But we just started dating, we can wait". Not much longer, though.

Kagome smiled and gave him a big hug. He buried his head on her shoulder and hair, breathing in her unique scent. God, I'd do anything for her.