InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Changing the Past, Changes the Future ❯ Lay Your Hands on Me ( Chapter 11 )
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By: Mikopixi 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.26.2005 | Updated On: 04.21.2009 | Pages: 4 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 2.3K | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.26.2005 | Updated On: 04.21.2009 | Pages: 4 | Words: 4.5K | Visits: 2.3K | Status: Completed
Chapter 11- Lay Your Hands On Me
“What are you doing?” Inuyasha looked at Kagome as she straddled his body. She smirked at him as she began to untie the sash around his waist. Once she was finished she pulled both the fire rat robe and the cream colored shirt from the waistband of his red pants and pushed them away.
“Do you remember the day that you claimed me as your mate and I did this to you?”
He mutely nodded.
“I want more, Inuyasha. Today I want more.” She whispered in his ear, before she ran her tongue along the tip of his ear.
A groan ripped from his lips as her hands began to caress the defined lines of his chest and stomach muscles. She laughed softly and bent her head to his chest to lap at his right nipple. “Uhh…Kagome.” He grunted and grabbed her short hair in his clawed hands.
“Do you like that, Inuyasha?” She laughed softly at the look on his face.
“Gods woman, what are you trying to do to me?” he gasped.
“I'm just trying to prepare you for what will come later.” She moved to his other nipple and began to lick it. After paying enough attention to that side, she began to run her hot tongue down his stomach. She was careful to pay attention to each of his defined muscles.
Inuyasha wasn't bulky with muscle, but he was more muscular than his appearance led one to believe. Of course, it was hard to tell what kind of body he had under the voluminous fire rat robes he wore. But it sure impressed Kagome. Then again, Kagome loved everything else about Inuyasha. Why wouldn't she love his body too?
Her hand slipped between his legs and she began softly knead him through his pants. His back arched as he groaned. This woman was going to be the death of him, but what a way to die?
His breathing hitched even more as her hand stopped touching him, and moved toward the waistband of his pants.
“Do you want this?” Kagome asked seriously.
Inuyasha could form no sounds other than grunts, growls, or groans, so he simply nodded.
Kagome smiled at him as she slid her hand into his pants. His body jolted as her hand wrapped around him….
And he fell out of the sacred tree, shattering his dream, and vaporizing his arousal.
He shook his head to clear the jarring ring from his ears, as he rose to his feet. He brushed off his baggy blue jeans and red tee shirt.
“Are you okay, Inuyasha?” Sota stared at him in shock as he held a broom.
Inuyasha felt his face burning as he faced Kagome's brother. “Keh! It takes more than that to hurt someone like me.” His eyes shifted as he smelled the air around him.
He had been in Kagome's era for two weeks and last night he had finally given in to Ms. H's pleas for him to wear modern clothing. His fire rat clothing hung in Kagome's closet and the Tetsusaiga was under her bed. He reached up to check his hat, to make sure that it hadn't fallen off him. Satisfied when it remained, he brought his hand up to the bill of the red Dale Jr. hat and snuggly pulled it to his head. He wanted to secure it, just in case.
“So, uh, where's Kagome?”
“I think she's still asleep.” Sota told Inuyasha.
Inuyasha looked up to Kagome's window. “Thanks kid.” He jumped to the window and opened it.
Inuyasha climbed into Kagome's room and was nearly knocked senseless by the scent of her. And she wasn't even aroused. A groan escaped him as he felt his jeans beginning to tent.
For the past two weeks, the sexual tension between the two had been steadily rising. After only a week, Inuyasha had stopped sleeping in Kagome's room. He was fighting a losing battle to not throw her down and have his way with her. He was afraid that he would hurt her, if he lost the control over his demon blood. What if he hurt her when he took her? What if he killed her?
This whole situation was so much more complicated than it had been before Kagome changed the past. Not Inuyasha wanted to change anything about it. Even though his nerves had been frayed over the past several weeks, he couldn't remember a time when he felt more at ease. It made no sense, but just being with Kagome, made him feel calm, even when he was painfully aroused.
His bare feet padded on Kagome's carpet toward her bed. Even though he wore clothing from this era, he refused to wear a pair of shoes. There was no way in hell he would restrict his feet too. Once he was next to the bed, he sank to his knees.
His head rested on the edge of it with his head next to hers. His ears pinned back when he heard her soft snoring. He found it amusing that his perfect Kagome snored.
He reached out to brush the hair from her face and lightly touched the scars on her face. Scars that he had left there. He had hit her. In a fit of impulsive, unreasonable rage, he had backhanded the girl he loved because he didn't understand his feelings.
Sesshomaru was right.
He was worthless.
He couldn't even protect his own mate from himself.
A low whimper escaped his throat as that whole night flashed through his mind. He remembered shoving her when she couldn't find Naraku and telling her that he would kill her if she ever said Tomi's name again. Most of all, he remembered the look on her face when she looked up at him, after he hit her.
She seemed so lost, so betrayed. If Inuyasha lived for another thousand years, he would never forget that look on her face as she held her hand against her bleeding cheek.
He held took Kagome's hand in his and rubbed his face against it. Then he just sat there with his cheek on the back of her hand.
Kagome woke up with something weighing her hand down. She tried to move it, but couldn't get free of what was holding it down. She heard a soft whine next to her and opened her eyes to see Inuyasha resting his head on her hand.
She could feel something wet on her hand.
“I'm sorry I hit you, Kagome.” His voice was soft, and she knew that he wasn't paying enough attention to realize that she had awakened.
Kagome didn't know what to say to him. She couldn't just tell him that everything was fine.
Because it wasn't.
Nothing was fine. She had changed everything and she was even more afraid now, than she had ever been before.
She had forgiven him for what he had done a week after he did it, but she couldn't forget. The simple act of hitting her had been a violent betrayal. In that careless act, he had nearly thrown away everything between them. Despite how much she loved him, she couldn't help, but wonder if he would do it again. Could she ever fully trust him as she had before?
His nose twitched as he could smell her fear spike. He raised his head to look at Kagome. He wasn't sure why she was so afraid all of a sudden. His tear filled gold eyes met with her blue ones.
Kagome stared at him in shock as she watched the tears trail down his cheeks.
“Fifty three years ago, I told you that I would never hit a woman and I laughed at you when you told me that you loved a half demon. God, Kagome, I'm such a worthless bastard.”
“No, you're not Inuyasha.” She swung her legs over the side of the bed and sank to her knees next to him. Her arms wrapped around him and she held him tightly.
“I'm sorry, Kagome. I hurt you.”
“I'm not going to tell you that it's okay, Inuyasha, because it's not. I forgave you for hitting me when I decided to return to say goodbye.”
His inner demon roared in outrage at the idea of his mate leaving him. Inuyasha tamped down the ruthless beast. This was hardly the time or the place to set it loose.
“You know, I can't help, but wonder if you will do it again. If I piss you off, will you hit me again? Remember Inuyasha, I know nothing about demon mating. Will being with me keep you sane? Will you be dominant and even more jealous?”
He didn't want to lie to her. “I don't know, Kagome. I hope I don't hurt you again, but I can't promise that I won't, because I don't know.”
Kagome smiled. “Thank you, Inuyasha.” His honesty pleased her. She knew how bad he felt about hitting her and knew he hoped that he never did it again.
She lightly brushed her lips against his and her thumbs wiped his tears from his cheeks, before she stood up. “I'm going to go help mama fix some breakfast.” She walked out of the room.
“Good morning, sweetie.” Ms. H smiled at Kagome. She loved being able to tell her daughter that every morning.
“Good morning, mama. Can I help you with anything?”
“No.” She smiled. “I think I have everything under control.”
Kagome poured herself a cup of coffee and sat down at the table.
“What's wrong?”
“Nothing.” Kagome looked at the cup.
“It's that half demon again.” Grandpa didn't even look up as he continued reading the paper.
“Would you quit calling him that? He's going to be the husband of your granddaughter.” Ms. H scolded.
“Huh?” Inuyasha had just walked into the room and stared at everyone.
All eyes turned to him.
He walked in and slumped in the chair next to Kagome.
“You do want to marry me, don't you?” Kagome's eyes held blue fire as she regarded him.
Inuyasha knew he was trapped. Hell, he was so afraid, the humans could probably smell his fear. “Of course I want to marry you, Kagome. We'll have three weddings if you want.”
“Three?” The others asked.
“Yeah. A demon ceremony, a wedding here, and a wedding in my time.” He grabbed the glass of water that was sitting in front of him and took a drink.
“Kagome, tonight me, grandpa, and Sota are leaving to go to Kyoto for the weekend. We think it's best that you and Inuyasha stay here.”
“Okay.”
“That's fine with me.” Inuyasha said. “Those train things are weird. I don't trust them.”
“Good. Now, to talk about the weddings.”
“Three weddings!” Kagome squealed. “That's so exciting.”
“Ah man.”
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The sound of the TV channel constantly changing was the only sound in the room. Kagome's teeth were grinding together as she watched Inuyasha's thumb endlessly change the channel. She shifted on the couch, wanting to do nothing more than sit him into unconsciousness. But she couldn't do that. She wasn't going to punish him for something as trivial as doing something that he had watched Sota and grandpa do all the time. Neither one of them had spoken to each other since that morning. Kagome had went to the store with her mother to get some food for them for the weekend.
Inuyasha had brooded in his tree all day. He had only come in because he smelled that dinner was ready.
Kagome glanced at the clock and sighed. It was nearly nine. Too early to go to bed, too late to go enjoy the sun. “I'm going to get in the shower.” She walked from the room.
Inuyasha continued to change the channels until he came to a weird movie. He blushed at what the people were doing. He shifted as he felt himself growing aroused by watching them. He glanced out the window and dropped the remote. “Oh no,” he gasped.
It was the night of the full moon. That meant that his human side went nearly dormant. If he didn't get the Tetsusaiga, he might hurt Kagome. He didn't become full demon, but what he became was pretty close. He rose to his feet and ran toward Kagome's room.
The sun had fully set when he threw open the door to her room. The sight he saw when ran into the room made him freeze.
Kagome was lying naked on the bed with a hand between her legs and another on her breast. She was moaning his name and the scent of her arousal made his mouth water.
With a whimper and a helpless glance toward her closet, his vision focused on her.
And turned red.
Kagome screamed as she jumped to her feet. “Inuyasha, you pervert! Sit!”
Mortified, she moved past him as she ran to the bathroom.
For a moment he laid motionless on the carpet. He lifted his head just as his gold eyes began to bleed red. The spell was still pinning him down when his claws lengthened and the magenta stripes appeared on his cheeks.
Red eyes blinked in confusion. How had he ended up on the floor? Where was he? As usual, he felt somewhat disoriented by the shift in his blood. He could smell Kagome all over this room.
This was the first time in a long time that he had forgotten to have that sword on him to prevent the transformation.
He rose to his feet. The power pumping through him felt amazing. He had never felt like this before. Was this the power that he had when he was full demon? If he was a full demon, why didn't he crave blood and death?
The others had told him that he was always like that when he was full demon. He inhaled and his eyes nearly rolled back at the scent of Kagome's arousal. For fifty three years, he had craved his mate's body. For the past two weeks, he had fought his urges and dealt with her teasing, but he would not be denied anymore.
They needed to go back soon and he would claim her body before they returned. This would make sure that everyone knew she was his. He intended to leave so much of his scent in her and on her that no demon would ever question his claim.
Determined, he walked from Kagome's room and to her bathroom. He turned the knob and furrowed his brows when he found that it was locked. He wanted to tear the door from the hinges, but knew she would sit him through the floor.
He used his longer claws to pick open the lock. He entered the room without her even knowing.
He didn't even bother to remove his clothes as he stepped into the hot water with her, so quietly she didn't know he was there. His arms wrapped around her waist and he pulled her back against his chest, listening to her gasp. “That wasn't very nice, Kagome.”
“What the hell are you doing, Inuyasha?” Kagome tried to pull away from him.
“It looked like you needed some help in your room, Kagome. I'm only here to help you.”
Kagome stiffened even more in his arms when the sound of his voice registered.
“Are you afraid of me, Kagome?” He released her.
She turned around to face him. “Why would I be afraid of you? Your demon blood might be in control of you right now, but you're still Inuyasha.” She grabbed his forelocks and pulled his head down to hers.
Their lips crushed together and Kagome's arms wound tightly around Inuyasha's neck as she pressed her naked body against him.
One of his clawed hands slipped between her thighs and he slid one of his fingers inside her. He was very careful not to hurt her with his sharp claws. “You're so hot and you taste so good.”
He moaned as she pulled her mouth from his and began to lick and nip his neck. “Tonight I won't have the control to stop. No more fucking games and teases. Tonight, I am going to claim your body.”
Every chance they had gotten over the past few weeks, they had learned almost everything they possibly could about the others body. Kagome wanted to wait to have sex until she was sure her birth control would prevent pregnancy.
The last thing they needed was to have her pregnant when Naraku found out that she was Tomi.
That hadn't stopped Kagome from teasing him to damn near the point of insanity.
Of course she had always found other ways to pleasure him. Kagome made Inuyasha feel like a stammering, flustered virgin with the knowledge she seemed to have about sex. Even though it was something that was everywhere in his time, he had been somewhat kept out of civilization for much of his life.
When he was young and his mother alive, she never spoke to him of sex. She made sure to keep him as sheltered from what she could. After she died, Inuyasha was alone. Growing up in the wilderness, shunned from human and demon society alike, he had only seen animals mate for survival. The few times he came across humans or demons mating, the male had always been the one in control and always driving into the female.
“I don't believe this. You're nearly in full demon form. I'm wet, horny, and naked, and you can't even pay attention to me.” Kagome pouted before her mouth covered his nipple and she teased it through his wet shirt.
Inuyasha would never tell Kagome that he loved it when she dominated his body. For once, he had found something that his human, half demon, and full demon side agreed on.
He pulled back from her with a smirk. He was just as good as she was at teasing. Even though he was nearly full demon, that didn't mean that the demon didn't like to play.
He watched her through half lidded eyes as he brought one of his clawed hands to the collar of his shirt. Studying his fevered mate carefully, he drew one long sharp claw down the center of the shirt, slicing it in half. He held her eyes as he pulled his hands down his chest and to the waistband of his pants. He tried to unfasten them, but with his long nails, he couldn't grab the zipper.
Kagome laughed as he struggled with the jeans. His ears pinned back and his face turned red with a blush. She stepped closer to him and brushed his hands away. “Let me help you.” She pulled down his zipper and unbuttoned his pants. She shoved them down his legs, sinking to her knees as she did so.
Another thing Inuyasha refused to wear were underwear. The half demon said they were too restrictive.
Kagome didn't mind. She put her hands on his behind as her tongue lapped at the head of his erect penis. His moans and grunts only spurred her on. She took more of him into her mouth. She couldn't believe the way she reacted to his body. She felt like such a nymphomaniac around him. He was so beautiful and since he often scoffed at her words, she would show him with her actions.
His hands clenched in her hair, but he was careful not to dig them into her scalp. He moaned as his mate continued to pleasure him. He had had no idea that someone could be pleasured with a mouth the way Kagome did to him.
“Kagome,” he moaned. He tilted his head back and got his in the face by the hot water coming from the showerhead. He coughed and sputtered as some of the water went up his nose.
Kagome pulled back and laughed at him. His only answer was his growl as his head snapped down, revealing his glowing red eyes. Before they had just been red tinted. Now, Kagome knew that the demon blood was in control of him.
A feral smirk crossed Inuyasha's features as looked at his mate. Her arousal had just spiked when she noticed that he was barely in control. So, the thought of him losing control made his little bitch hot?
He wouldn't allow himself to lose control. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt or kill his mate. She was after all, just a human.
He bent down and pulled her to her feet. His mouth clamped over hers in a dominating kiss. His hand once again slipped between her legs. This time, he played with the little bundle of nerves.
Amusement coursed through him when just after three strokes of his fingers, she screamed in his mouth when she came.
He spun her around, so she was facing the wall. She was still panting for breath from her climax. He had just touched her to give her that reaction. What would happen when he did more?
“Put your hands on the wall.” His hot breath whispered in her ear as his tongue traced it.
She did so and felt him place one of his muscular legs between hers. His right arm snaked around her waist and he pulled her back against his chest. His left hand was around his hot, throbbing cock, guiding it to her body.
He eased into her. She was so wet and tight. He inched into her until he reached a thin barrier. With an annoyed growl he pulled out and slammed back in. The force of his thrust pushed Kagome into the shower wall. He knew he couldn't last any longer.
He froze and his ears pinned back, his mouth opened to release a pleasured snarl as he exploded inside her. His fangs sank into her flesh, over his old mark.
Kagome couldn't believe how much it hurt. She was fighting hard not to start crying. Her breath came in sharp gasps. When he sank his fangs into his old mark on her, she screamed in pain. Before, it had been pleasure she felt when he marked her, now it was searing pain. She couldn't hold it back anymore and tears ran down her cheeks. She could feel him swelling inside her again and didn't think she was quite ready for that again right now.
Inuyasha savored his mate's powerful blood. He began to swell within her and was ready to begin driving into her again. Maybe this time, he would last longer. He lapped at her flesh, healing his mark.
His ears stood erect, then pinned back as the scent of tears overwhelmed his sensitive nose. He had known that he was going to hurt her. He released her and pulled back. His demon side receded back until he was normal again. It shrank away, it hadn't meant to hurt her. “I'm sorry, Kagome. I didn't mean it.”
She didn't even look at him. She didn't want him to see her crying.
It was obvious she didn't want him here. She couldn't even look at him. Everyone was right when they called him a monster. He should have been killed when his mother died. Kagome had seen value in it, and now she believed what everyone had said about him.
He struggled to pull the wet jeans up his body and finally succeeded. With one last glance at Kagome, he stepped from the shower.
It took Kagome a minute to compose herself and when she did, she spun around to face him. Only he was gone. “Inuyasha?” She heard the bathroom door slam shut.
“Shit.” She shut off the water, wrapped herself in a towel, and went to go find the self-loathing half demon. No doubt he took her lack of response as accusation or disgust, and ran off.
Kagome ran into her room to see him pulling on his fire rat clothing and the Tetsusaiga. His hair soaked and his ears pinned back.
He looked up at her. His eyes completely shattered. The look in them made Kagome gasp. “It's okay, Kagome. I'll be gone as soon as I finish.”
“Where are you going?”
“Back to my era. If I don't, I'll hurt you again.” He moved toward the window and opened it.
“Inuyasha.” He turned around at the sound of her voice.
“I'm really sorry, Kagome.”
She ran up and grabbed his arm. “Don't go, Inuyasha. Stay with me tonight and I'll explain everything to you in the morning.”
“What if I…”
“You won't. Come on, lets go to bed.”
He followed her to bed and watched as she slid into it with no clothes on. He climbed on top of the covers next to her. He watched as she slipped into a deep sleep.
He didn't find sleep for a long time that night. He stroked her face, where his claw marks were. All he could think was, `Why does she always forgive me for hurting her.'
“What are you doing?” Inuyasha looked at Kagome as she straddled his body. She smirked at him as she began to untie the sash around his waist. Once she was finished she pulled both the fire rat robe and the cream colored shirt from the waistband of his red pants and pushed them away.
“Do you remember the day that you claimed me as your mate and I did this to you?”
He mutely nodded.
“I want more, Inuyasha. Today I want more.” She whispered in his ear, before she ran her tongue along the tip of his ear.
A groan ripped from his lips as her hands began to caress the defined lines of his chest and stomach muscles. She laughed softly and bent her head to his chest to lap at his right nipple. “Uhh…Kagome.” He grunted and grabbed her short hair in his clawed hands.
“Do you like that, Inuyasha?” She laughed softly at the look on his face.
“Gods woman, what are you trying to do to me?” he gasped.
“I'm just trying to prepare you for what will come later.” She moved to his other nipple and began to lick it. After paying enough attention to that side, she began to run her hot tongue down his stomach. She was careful to pay attention to each of his defined muscles.
Inuyasha wasn't bulky with muscle, but he was more muscular than his appearance led one to believe. Of course, it was hard to tell what kind of body he had under the voluminous fire rat robes he wore. But it sure impressed Kagome. Then again, Kagome loved everything else about Inuyasha. Why wouldn't she love his body too?
Her hand slipped between his legs and she began softly knead him through his pants. His back arched as he groaned. This woman was going to be the death of him, but what a way to die?
His breathing hitched even more as her hand stopped touching him, and moved toward the waistband of his pants.
“Do you want this?” Kagome asked seriously.
Inuyasha could form no sounds other than grunts, growls, or groans, so he simply nodded.
Kagome smiled at him as she slid her hand into his pants. His body jolted as her hand wrapped around him….
And he fell out of the sacred tree, shattering his dream, and vaporizing his arousal.
He shook his head to clear the jarring ring from his ears, as he rose to his feet. He brushed off his baggy blue jeans and red tee shirt.
“Are you okay, Inuyasha?” Sota stared at him in shock as he held a broom.
Inuyasha felt his face burning as he faced Kagome's brother. “Keh! It takes more than that to hurt someone like me.” His eyes shifted as he smelled the air around him.
He had been in Kagome's era for two weeks and last night he had finally given in to Ms. H's pleas for him to wear modern clothing. His fire rat clothing hung in Kagome's closet and the Tetsusaiga was under her bed. He reached up to check his hat, to make sure that it hadn't fallen off him. Satisfied when it remained, he brought his hand up to the bill of the red Dale Jr. hat and snuggly pulled it to his head. He wanted to secure it, just in case.
“So, uh, where's Kagome?”
“I think she's still asleep.” Sota told Inuyasha.
Inuyasha looked up to Kagome's window. “Thanks kid.” He jumped to the window and opened it.
Inuyasha climbed into Kagome's room and was nearly knocked senseless by the scent of her. And she wasn't even aroused. A groan escaped him as he felt his jeans beginning to tent.
For the past two weeks, the sexual tension between the two had been steadily rising. After only a week, Inuyasha had stopped sleeping in Kagome's room. He was fighting a losing battle to not throw her down and have his way with her. He was afraid that he would hurt her, if he lost the control over his demon blood. What if he hurt her when he took her? What if he killed her?
This whole situation was so much more complicated than it had been before Kagome changed the past. Not Inuyasha wanted to change anything about it. Even though his nerves had been frayed over the past several weeks, he couldn't remember a time when he felt more at ease. It made no sense, but just being with Kagome, made him feel calm, even when he was painfully aroused.
His bare feet padded on Kagome's carpet toward her bed. Even though he wore clothing from this era, he refused to wear a pair of shoes. There was no way in hell he would restrict his feet too. Once he was next to the bed, he sank to his knees.
His head rested on the edge of it with his head next to hers. His ears pinned back when he heard her soft snoring. He found it amusing that his perfect Kagome snored.
He reached out to brush the hair from her face and lightly touched the scars on her face. Scars that he had left there. He had hit her. In a fit of impulsive, unreasonable rage, he had backhanded the girl he loved because he didn't understand his feelings.
Sesshomaru was right.
He was worthless.
He couldn't even protect his own mate from himself.
A low whimper escaped his throat as that whole night flashed through his mind. He remembered shoving her when she couldn't find Naraku and telling her that he would kill her if she ever said Tomi's name again. Most of all, he remembered the look on her face when she looked up at him, after he hit her.
She seemed so lost, so betrayed. If Inuyasha lived for another thousand years, he would never forget that look on her face as she held her hand against her bleeding cheek.
He held took Kagome's hand in his and rubbed his face against it. Then he just sat there with his cheek on the back of her hand.
Kagome woke up with something weighing her hand down. She tried to move it, but couldn't get free of what was holding it down. She heard a soft whine next to her and opened her eyes to see Inuyasha resting his head on her hand.
She could feel something wet on her hand.
“I'm sorry I hit you, Kagome.” His voice was soft, and she knew that he wasn't paying enough attention to realize that she had awakened.
Kagome didn't know what to say to him. She couldn't just tell him that everything was fine.
Because it wasn't.
Nothing was fine. She had changed everything and she was even more afraid now, than she had ever been before.
She had forgiven him for what he had done a week after he did it, but she couldn't forget. The simple act of hitting her had been a violent betrayal. In that careless act, he had nearly thrown away everything between them. Despite how much she loved him, she couldn't help, but wonder if he would do it again. Could she ever fully trust him as she had before?
His nose twitched as he could smell her fear spike. He raised his head to look at Kagome. He wasn't sure why she was so afraid all of a sudden. His tear filled gold eyes met with her blue ones.
Kagome stared at him in shock as she watched the tears trail down his cheeks.
“Fifty three years ago, I told you that I would never hit a woman and I laughed at you when you told me that you loved a half demon. God, Kagome, I'm such a worthless bastard.”
“No, you're not Inuyasha.” She swung her legs over the side of the bed and sank to her knees next to him. Her arms wrapped around him and she held him tightly.
“I'm sorry, Kagome. I hurt you.”
“I'm not going to tell you that it's okay, Inuyasha, because it's not. I forgave you for hitting me when I decided to return to say goodbye.”
His inner demon roared in outrage at the idea of his mate leaving him. Inuyasha tamped down the ruthless beast. This was hardly the time or the place to set it loose.
“You know, I can't help, but wonder if you will do it again. If I piss you off, will you hit me again? Remember Inuyasha, I know nothing about demon mating. Will being with me keep you sane? Will you be dominant and even more jealous?”
He didn't want to lie to her. “I don't know, Kagome. I hope I don't hurt you again, but I can't promise that I won't, because I don't know.”
Kagome smiled. “Thank you, Inuyasha.” His honesty pleased her. She knew how bad he felt about hitting her and knew he hoped that he never did it again.
She lightly brushed her lips against his and her thumbs wiped his tears from his cheeks, before she stood up. “I'm going to go help mama fix some breakfast.” She walked out of the room.
“Good morning, sweetie.” Ms. H smiled at Kagome. She loved being able to tell her daughter that every morning.
“Good morning, mama. Can I help you with anything?”
“No.” She smiled. “I think I have everything under control.”
Kagome poured herself a cup of coffee and sat down at the table.
“What's wrong?”
“Nothing.” Kagome looked at the cup.
“It's that half demon again.” Grandpa didn't even look up as he continued reading the paper.
“Would you quit calling him that? He's going to be the husband of your granddaughter.” Ms. H scolded.
“Huh?” Inuyasha had just walked into the room and stared at everyone.
All eyes turned to him.
He walked in and slumped in the chair next to Kagome.
“You do want to marry me, don't you?” Kagome's eyes held blue fire as she regarded him.
Inuyasha knew he was trapped. Hell, he was so afraid, the humans could probably smell his fear. “Of course I want to marry you, Kagome. We'll have three weddings if you want.”
“Three?” The others asked.
“Yeah. A demon ceremony, a wedding here, and a wedding in my time.” He grabbed the glass of water that was sitting in front of him and took a drink.
“Kagome, tonight me, grandpa, and Sota are leaving to go to Kyoto for the weekend. We think it's best that you and Inuyasha stay here.”
“Okay.”
“That's fine with me.” Inuyasha said. “Those train things are weird. I don't trust them.”
“Good. Now, to talk about the weddings.”
“Three weddings!” Kagome squealed. “That's so exciting.”
“Ah man.”
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The sound of the TV channel constantly changing was the only sound in the room. Kagome's teeth were grinding together as she watched Inuyasha's thumb endlessly change the channel. She shifted on the couch, wanting to do nothing more than sit him into unconsciousness. But she couldn't do that. She wasn't going to punish him for something as trivial as doing something that he had watched Sota and grandpa do all the time. Neither one of them had spoken to each other since that morning. Kagome had went to the store with her mother to get some food for them for the weekend.
Inuyasha had brooded in his tree all day. He had only come in because he smelled that dinner was ready.
Kagome glanced at the clock and sighed. It was nearly nine. Too early to go to bed, too late to go enjoy the sun. “I'm going to get in the shower.” She walked from the room.
Inuyasha continued to change the channels until he came to a weird movie. He blushed at what the people were doing. He shifted as he felt himself growing aroused by watching them. He glanced out the window and dropped the remote. “Oh no,” he gasped.
It was the night of the full moon. That meant that his human side went nearly dormant. If he didn't get the Tetsusaiga, he might hurt Kagome. He didn't become full demon, but what he became was pretty close. He rose to his feet and ran toward Kagome's room.
The sun had fully set when he threw open the door to her room. The sight he saw when ran into the room made him freeze.
Kagome was lying naked on the bed with a hand between her legs and another on her breast. She was moaning his name and the scent of her arousal made his mouth water.
With a whimper and a helpless glance toward her closet, his vision focused on her.
And turned red.
Kagome screamed as she jumped to her feet. “Inuyasha, you pervert! Sit!”
Mortified, she moved past him as she ran to the bathroom.
For a moment he laid motionless on the carpet. He lifted his head just as his gold eyes began to bleed red. The spell was still pinning him down when his claws lengthened and the magenta stripes appeared on his cheeks.
Red eyes blinked in confusion. How had he ended up on the floor? Where was he? As usual, he felt somewhat disoriented by the shift in his blood. He could smell Kagome all over this room.
This was the first time in a long time that he had forgotten to have that sword on him to prevent the transformation.
He rose to his feet. The power pumping through him felt amazing. He had never felt like this before. Was this the power that he had when he was full demon? If he was a full demon, why didn't he crave blood and death?
The others had told him that he was always like that when he was full demon. He inhaled and his eyes nearly rolled back at the scent of Kagome's arousal. For fifty three years, he had craved his mate's body. For the past two weeks, he had fought his urges and dealt with her teasing, but he would not be denied anymore.
They needed to go back soon and he would claim her body before they returned. This would make sure that everyone knew she was his. He intended to leave so much of his scent in her and on her that no demon would ever question his claim.
Determined, he walked from Kagome's room and to her bathroom. He turned the knob and furrowed his brows when he found that it was locked. He wanted to tear the door from the hinges, but knew she would sit him through the floor.
He used his longer claws to pick open the lock. He entered the room without her even knowing.
He didn't even bother to remove his clothes as he stepped into the hot water with her, so quietly she didn't know he was there. His arms wrapped around her waist and he pulled her back against his chest, listening to her gasp. “That wasn't very nice, Kagome.”
“What the hell are you doing, Inuyasha?” Kagome tried to pull away from him.
“It looked like you needed some help in your room, Kagome. I'm only here to help you.”
Kagome stiffened even more in his arms when the sound of his voice registered.
“Are you afraid of me, Kagome?” He released her.
She turned around to face him. “Why would I be afraid of you? Your demon blood might be in control of you right now, but you're still Inuyasha.” She grabbed his forelocks and pulled his head down to hers.
Their lips crushed together and Kagome's arms wound tightly around Inuyasha's neck as she pressed her naked body against him.
One of his clawed hands slipped between her thighs and he slid one of his fingers inside her. He was very careful not to hurt her with his sharp claws. “You're so hot and you taste so good.”
He moaned as she pulled her mouth from his and began to lick and nip his neck. “Tonight I won't have the control to stop. No more fucking games and teases. Tonight, I am going to claim your body.”
Every chance they had gotten over the past few weeks, they had learned almost everything they possibly could about the others body. Kagome wanted to wait to have sex until she was sure her birth control would prevent pregnancy.
The last thing they needed was to have her pregnant when Naraku found out that she was Tomi.
That hadn't stopped Kagome from teasing him to damn near the point of insanity.
Of course she had always found other ways to pleasure him. Kagome made Inuyasha feel like a stammering, flustered virgin with the knowledge she seemed to have about sex. Even though it was something that was everywhere in his time, he had been somewhat kept out of civilization for much of his life.
When he was young and his mother alive, she never spoke to him of sex. She made sure to keep him as sheltered from what she could. After she died, Inuyasha was alone. Growing up in the wilderness, shunned from human and demon society alike, he had only seen animals mate for survival. The few times he came across humans or demons mating, the male had always been the one in control and always driving into the female.
“I don't believe this. You're nearly in full demon form. I'm wet, horny, and naked, and you can't even pay attention to me.” Kagome pouted before her mouth covered his nipple and she teased it through his wet shirt.
Inuyasha would never tell Kagome that he loved it when she dominated his body. For once, he had found something that his human, half demon, and full demon side agreed on.
He pulled back from her with a smirk. He was just as good as she was at teasing. Even though he was nearly full demon, that didn't mean that the demon didn't like to play.
He watched her through half lidded eyes as he brought one of his clawed hands to the collar of his shirt. Studying his fevered mate carefully, he drew one long sharp claw down the center of the shirt, slicing it in half. He held her eyes as he pulled his hands down his chest and to the waistband of his pants. He tried to unfasten them, but with his long nails, he couldn't grab the zipper.
Kagome laughed as he struggled with the jeans. His ears pinned back and his face turned red with a blush. She stepped closer to him and brushed his hands away. “Let me help you.” She pulled down his zipper and unbuttoned his pants. She shoved them down his legs, sinking to her knees as she did so.
Another thing Inuyasha refused to wear were underwear. The half demon said they were too restrictive.
Kagome didn't mind. She put her hands on his behind as her tongue lapped at the head of his erect penis. His moans and grunts only spurred her on. She took more of him into her mouth. She couldn't believe the way she reacted to his body. She felt like such a nymphomaniac around him. He was so beautiful and since he often scoffed at her words, she would show him with her actions.
His hands clenched in her hair, but he was careful not to dig them into her scalp. He moaned as his mate continued to pleasure him. He had had no idea that someone could be pleasured with a mouth the way Kagome did to him.
“Kagome,” he moaned. He tilted his head back and got his in the face by the hot water coming from the showerhead. He coughed and sputtered as some of the water went up his nose.
Kagome pulled back and laughed at him. His only answer was his growl as his head snapped down, revealing his glowing red eyes. Before they had just been red tinted. Now, Kagome knew that the demon blood was in control of him.
A feral smirk crossed Inuyasha's features as looked at his mate. Her arousal had just spiked when she noticed that he was barely in control. So, the thought of him losing control made his little bitch hot?
He wouldn't allow himself to lose control. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt or kill his mate. She was after all, just a human.
He bent down and pulled her to her feet. His mouth clamped over hers in a dominating kiss. His hand once again slipped between her legs. This time, he played with the little bundle of nerves.
Amusement coursed through him when just after three strokes of his fingers, she screamed in his mouth when she came.
He spun her around, so she was facing the wall. She was still panting for breath from her climax. He had just touched her to give her that reaction. What would happen when he did more?
“Put your hands on the wall.” His hot breath whispered in her ear as his tongue traced it.
She did so and felt him place one of his muscular legs between hers. His right arm snaked around her waist and he pulled her back against his chest. His left hand was around his hot, throbbing cock, guiding it to her body.
He eased into her. She was so wet and tight. He inched into her until he reached a thin barrier. With an annoyed growl he pulled out and slammed back in. The force of his thrust pushed Kagome into the shower wall. He knew he couldn't last any longer.
He froze and his ears pinned back, his mouth opened to release a pleasured snarl as he exploded inside her. His fangs sank into her flesh, over his old mark.
Kagome couldn't believe how much it hurt. She was fighting hard not to start crying. Her breath came in sharp gasps. When he sank his fangs into his old mark on her, she screamed in pain. Before, it had been pleasure she felt when he marked her, now it was searing pain. She couldn't hold it back anymore and tears ran down her cheeks. She could feel him swelling inside her again and didn't think she was quite ready for that again right now.
Inuyasha savored his mate's powerful blood. He began to swell within her and was ready to begin driving into her again. Maybe this time, he would last longer. He lapped at her flesh, healing his mark.
His ears stood erect, then pinned back as the scent of tears overwhelmed his sensitive nose. He had known that he was going to hurt her. He released her and pulled back. His demon side receded back until he was normal again. It shrank away, it hadn't meant to hurt her. “I'm sorry, Kagome. I didn't mean it.”
She didn't even look at him. She didn't want him to see her crying.
It was obvious she didn't want him here. She couldn't even look at him. Everyone was right when they called him a monster. He should have been killed when his mother died. Kagome had seen value in it, and now she believed what everyone had said about him.
He struggled to pull the wet jeans up his body and finally succeeded. With one last glance at Kagome, he stepped from the shower.
It took Kagome a minute to compose herself and when she did, she spun around to face him. Only he was gone. “Inuyasha?” She heard the bathroom door slam shut.
“Shit.” She shut off the water, wrapped herself in a towel, and went to go find the self-loathing half demon. No doubt he took her lack of response as accusation or disgust, and ran off.
Kagome ran into her room to see him pulling on his fire rat clothing and the Tetsusaiga. His hair soaked and his ears pinned back.
He looked up at her. His eyes completely shattered. The look in them made Kagome gasp. “It's okay, Kagome. I'll be gone as soon as I finish.”
“Where are you going?”
“Back to my era. If I don't, I'll hurt you again.” He moved toward the window and opened it.
“Inuyasha.” He turned around at the sound of her voice.
“I'm really sorry, Kagome.”
She ran up and grabbed his arm. “Don't go, Inuyasha. Stay with me tonight and I'll explain everything to you in the morning.”
“What if I…”
“You won't. Come on, lets go to bed.”
He followed her to bed and watched as she slid into it with no clothes on. He climbed on top of the covers next to her. He watched as she slipped into a deep sleep.
He didn't find sleep for a long time that night. He stroked her face, where his claw marks were. All he could think was, `Why does she always forgive me for hurting her.'