InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cracking My Heart ❯ Chapter 5 ( Chapter 5 )

Mmmm, this is nice.

 

Kagome opened her eyes and yawned. She was on the pull out bed on the couch. This was slightly confusing, as was the conspicuous absence of its regular occupant.

 

He left? Wait, its Saturday, he doesn't need to get up early.

 

She looked around, then heard the shower running. She relaxed, and noticed the tray on the side of the bed closest to her.

 

Breakfast?

 

Kagome crawled over to it, and giggled. A stack of pancakes was sitting on a plate, and he had evidently used syrup to draw a heart on top. On one side of the plate he had drawn Kagome with chocolate syrup.

 

I guess he doesn't mind me in his bed.

 

She picked up the bottle of chocolate syrup, and drew Inuyasha's name on the other side of the pancakes. She grinned at the entire effect, which resembled the kind of thing people carved into trees.

 

“Morning Kagome.” The bed creaked as Inuyasha sat down next to her.

 

“I was going to make porridge with a floating smiley face, but then I figured it'd be easier to write with syrup.”

 

Kagome smiled. She snaked a hand around his waist and leaned her head against his shoulder.

 

“I love it. Thank you.”

 

His hand went around her hip, and he hugged her to him.

 

After several seconds of silence Kagome reached out and grabbed a fork. Inuyasha smiled and followed her example.

 

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“Hey, you wanna go out somewhere?” Inuyasha asked, lounging against the counter, watching Kagome do the dishes.

 

“Sure. What do you have in mind?”

 

“An amusement park just opened near here. It's supposed to be really good.”

 

Kagome smiled at him. “Let me put on something else.”

 

Inuyasha reached out and caught her before she left, giving her a one armed hug. She smiled and closed her eyes, leaning into him. They stayed that way for a little while, until Kagome finally extracted herself and made for the bedroom.

 

He's acting like an affectionate puppy. Kawaii! And he didn't seem mad about me coming into his bed. Maybe I can let him back into his bed. My bed. As long as he doesn't do anything.

 

Would it really bother you if he went farther than hugs?

 

Yes! When he got what he wanted, that was when he abandoned me. As long as he's fighting to get me back then he really is caring. As soon as I give in…

 

Kagome shook her head as she pulled on a loose shirt and a stretchy skirt.

 

I'm getting so big. Soon I won't be able to wear any of my old clothing.

 

She returned to the living room to find the pull out bed back as a couch, and Inuyasha waiting by the door. She gave him a half-hearted smile, which he immediately frowned at. He vaulted across the room and held her up to his chest, nuzzling her neck.

 

“I'm alright, Inuyasha.” Kagome said finally, trying to push him away. He squeezed her gently, kissed her cheek, then lead her by the hand out to the car.

 

“If something was wrong, you'd tell me, right?”

 

Kagome looked up into his eyes, filled with worry. She nodded, and he seemed satisfied.

 

Inuyasha frowned as he got into the car.

 

Something is bothering her.

 

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“You know, sometimes being pregnant has its nice sides.” Kagome said to no one in particular. Inuyasha turned and looked at her, curious. She grinned, and twirled. “I'm not allowed on roller coasters or any of the awful spinning rides that make me want to puke!” She started skipping up the path, giggling.

 

Inuyasha grinned. “I should never have fed you cotton candy.” He called up to her.

 

Kagome turned back and smiled at him. “Why not? I'm friendly when I'm hyper.” She pranced back and hugged him fiercely. He hugged her back, stroking her hair gently.

 

“Hey, hey, try to keep it down in public,” a man yelled from a nearby ride. “If you want to come inside though…”

 

Inuyasha laughed and carried Kagome over to the entrance. She looked at him curiously, then at the sign above the entrance, and blushed. She blushed even more when Inuyasha settled her right next to him on one of the tacky boats. He still had an arm around her shoulders, and was leaning onto her shoulder. She looked up at him as the boat lurched forward. His eyes were closed, and he was nuzzling up to her. She giggled and exposed more of her neck.

 

She felt his lips brush against her neck, and shivered. Her hands went to his ears, stroking them. He moaned and began nipping, pulling her flush against him. She cupped his cheek, and brought him up so she could look into his eyes. Again, before her courage could fail, she leaned forward and brought her lips to his.

 

She held them for a brief second, before pulling away. Less than a split second later, their lips met again, and Inuyasha ran his hand into her hair holding her closer. He nipped her bottom lip, and gladly entered when she opened for him. He explored her mouth, as though he had forgotten in the months they were apart.

 

Time seemed to stop as they kissed, and it seemed like no time at all until the man was clearing his throat loudly in their direction. Kagome grumbled and hid her face in Inuyasha's shoulder. He stroked her hair gently, and helped her out of the boat. She held onto his hand, and they walked together, both thinking the same thing.

 

Perfect.

 

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“Aww, come on, Inuyasha, it can't hurt.”

 

“Feh.”

 

“Not even for me?”

 

“If it's for you, then what do I get in return?”

 

“I'll make dinner. Something really special.”

 

“Like that'll do it, Kagome.”

 

Kagome frowned, then brightened. “I'll give you a kiss.”

 

Inuyasha's ears perked up, and he seemed to consider it. “How about two? One before, and one after?”

 

Kagome grinned, and rocked onto her toes, bringing him into range. He closed the distance and kissed her. It was short, mainly because young children were running about with over protective mothers. After a few not so subtle glares, they broke apart, and Inuyasha rolled his shoulders back.

 

“Watch me.” He grumbled. He strode over and picked up the hammer, and brought it above his head in one swift motion. The bell's clang immediately followed the hammer's fall. He turned back, and grinned.

 

“See, I can defeat the machine. Let's go somewhere where people won't stare.” He grabbed her by the hand and led her off into a darker corner of the park. They sat on a bench, and Inuyasha tugged Kagome into his arms. He stroked her face gently, before lowering his lips to hers.

 

Time seemed to stand still as they remained connected, his hands found the small of her back and held her to him. She in turn dug her fingers into his hair and started finger combing it. Finally they broke for air, and Kagome leaned her cheek onto his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and let his head rest on her hair.

 

Kagome giggled suddenly. Inuyasha lifted his head up to gaze at her with his eyebrows raised.

 

“So, this is what they mean when people cuddle.” She giggled again, and smiled at him. He raised his eyebrows even more, and rolled his eyes.

 

“Poor Kagome, you can't even tell what proper cuddling is. This is hugging.”

 

Kagome frowned at him, and smirked. “Well, Inuyasha, if you are oh so experienced, then by all means, enlighten poor naïve me. Show me what real cuddling is. Or are you too much of a man to cuddle in public?”

 

Inuyasha stared at her, not wanting to back down from her challenge. “Please, you can't cuddle properly on a park bench. But seeing as it is getting late, we could head home and I'll show you how to cuddle there.”

 

Kagome laughed. “I still think you're just too afraid to show a soft side in public. Chicken! And I'm not tired-“ she immediately made a complete fool of herself by yawning widely.

 

Inuyasha smiled broadly, and picked her up. “I win this round.” He said smugly while walking toward the exit.

 

Kagome sighed. “Alright, but let me walk. People are staring.”

 

Inuyasha let her down, but kept possession of her hand.

 

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Kagome stretched out on the bed, yawning widely. She gazed through half closed eyes at the man who had settled on the chair across the room.

 

“Forgotten your promise already?” she asked, smiling coyly.

 

He in turn grinned back and sauntered over to her. He pulled her into his arms and lay down on his side, letting her rest tucked into his chest. His chin was resting on her crown, and one of his legs was gently thrown over her legs, while his arms were wrapped around her upper body.

 

“You're amazing, you know.” He mumbled to her.

 

“Hmmm, why is that?” she asked.

 

She felt his lips press into her hair, as though he were considering the answer.

 

“You took me back, after all I did to you.” He said quietly. “I was a complete bastard, and you would have been totally right to just put me on a restraining order, or just beat the living crap out of me. But, here we are, cuddling.” He laughed softly, and nuzzled her neck. “I'm so sorry.” He whispered.

 

Kagome reached up and found one of his ears. She rubbed at the base, listening to him purring at her actions.

 

“I think I'll forgive you.” She said to him, relaxing in his arms.

 

“Really?” he asked.

 

Kagome sat up and looked into his eyes. Her hands cupped his cheeks, and she regarded his hopeful bright eyes.

 

“Really.” He nuzzled her hand, a happy, content look on his face.

 

“Ano, Kagome?” She looked up and gave him her attention. He took her hand and started playing with the fingers. He was blushing, and gazing determinedly at their hands.

 

“Well, seeing as you are living with me, and you forgive me…would you consider possibly marrying me?”

 

Kagome bit her lip, and looked down. “It's not that I don't forgive you…” she mumbled.

 

Inuyasha looked down, his eyes immediately losing their hopefulness. “It's alright.” He muttered. “I know you don't trust me. Hell, I don't even deserve your trust.” He carefully stood and made his way to the closet, grabbing a pair of sleeping hakama, and disappeared into the bathroom. Kagome got up and grabbed her sleeping clothes, pulling them on. She returned to the bed and lay back, burying her face in the pillow.

 

I promised myself I would never let the bastard close to me…so why does turning him down make me feel like a monster? His face when he realized I didn't want to marry him?

 

You don't trust him. If he ditched you after a week, the most wonderful week of your life, he will probably do it again.

 

I know, but he's been trying so hard for me. He's letting me live with him, paying for food and helping the baby.

 

Yea, but, it's only been a month. Most people have engagements that last that long. You only had non-murderous feelings for him for maybe 5 or 6 weeks.

 

Kagome's musing was cut short by the arrival of Inuyasha. She pulled her head out of the pillow to watch as he trudged over to the door, plainly sulking, but trying to remain proud. At the door he turned back to her.

 

“The offer still stands, if you ever change your mind.” He mumbled.

 

“Wait!” Kagome called. He looked at her, eyes hopeful again. She held his gaze for several seconds before blushing and looking down. “Well, that couch is really painful to sleep on,” she began. “This is your room, and your bed, right? I could take the couch, if you want your bed, or, this is a pretty big bed,” she continued.

 

He cracked a small grin, and took tentative steps toward her. When he detected no denial in her eyes, he vaulted for the bed, making her shriek as she was thrown in the air.

 

“Baka!” Kagome grabbed a pillow and started hitting him with it.

 

“Abuse!” Inuyasha yelled, trying to shield his face from her blows. He reached behind him and grabbed the other pillow, attempting to fight her pillow with it. After about five minutes of exhausting pillow fighting, both collapsed on the bed. Kagome had her head on Inuyasha's stomach, and Inuyasha had a hold of her ankle and was playing with her toes.

 

Kagome smiled, and tried to get up, but moaned and lay back down. Inuyasha's eyes immediately narrowed; and he sat up, letting her head slide into his lap.

 

“What's wrong?” he asked, running his fingers through her hair.

 

Kagome smiled wearily. “My back isn't very happy that I'm pregnant.”

 

Inuyasha winced, and lifted her up into a sitting position. “Can I help?”

 

“If you want to,” she mumbled. Inuyasha began to massage her shoulders. She sighed blissfully, and relaxed. Her eyes slid closed as his hands migrated down her back, ridding her of the tension that had plagued her all day.

 

All too soon the soothing feel of his hands ceased, and she grumbled at the lost contact. She heard soft laughter behind her, and strong arms wrapped around her torso and lay her on her back. His head rested against her shoulder, and he nuzzled into her.

 

“I say I deserve an ear rub after that.” Inuyasha said.

 

Kagome giggled, and latched onto his ears. He began to rumble deeply in his chest, and she smiled. After several minutes he completely relaxed and began to snore lightly. She smiled and finger combed his hair as he slept. It wasn't long before her fingers stilled and she followed him into dreams.