InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Crossed Hearts ❯ cruel deception ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: Crossed Hearts

Disclaimer: I don’t own Inu Yasha or any of its characters, Rumiko Takahashi does. ^_

This story is a tag team effort by Amyfushigiyugi and littleolmee, enjoy!

Summary :: when the one you love and protect suddenly needs protection from you, what do you do? Inu Yasha finds out as others try to keep them apart because of one mistake he wasn’t even in control of.

Chapter 1: “Cruel Deception”



WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS A RAPE SCENE!!!! DO NOT READ IF UNDER THE NC-17 RATING AGE! IF THIS IS A SUBJECT YOU DON'T WISH TO READ ABOUT THEN PLEASE DO NOT READ. THANK YOU.


Inu Yasha squirmed slightly in his spot between the outstretching roots of a huge tree near the hotspring where their group had stopped for the evening. He gritted his teeth knowing Sango had left Kagome at the spring, much to Inuyasha's ire. He had stormed off angrily making an excuse that he was going to get more firewood, completely ignoring the others.

"He is such a hot head. Why is he going for fire wood when you already got plenty Miroku?" Shippou innocently asked from his place by the fire.

"Ah, well Shippou let me explain to you about Inu Yasha and where he is really going..." Miroku began with a lecherous smile only to be stopped by Sango.

"Miroku!" Came a dangerous feminine growl from beside them.

"Yes my dear Sango…" Miroku turned his amethyst eyes on her innocently in hopes she wasn’t about to brain him.

Sango eyebrow twitched, "Shut it monk. Shippou's to young to hear your wild idea's." She remarked, turning the fowl Inuyasha had earlier caught for them for dinner while trying to restrain from bashing Miroku’s head in.

Inu Yasha could still hear their voices as he made his way to the hotspring. He had only been going to check on Kagome to make sure she was alright when he jumped in the tree. He wasn't like Miroku; it wasn't like he was peeking on her for any indecent reason like the monk. 'I’m just making sure she doesn't get herself killed or something.' He huffed, 'knowing her she'd drowned herself by slipping or something like that.' At least that is what he told himself as he leaned over to check on her only to forget to breath for a moment as the air rushed from his lungs.

Kagome rose up from the steaming water, having just finished rising her hair. The droplets glistened in the fading light as it fell from her.

Inuyasha had caught sight of her undressed before but… always fleeting glances. His golden eyes glowed. He felt himself stiffen as he watched her continue running her hand across her body. It wasn't that his feelings were completely unknown, he knew what he was feeling for her. He'd be damned though before he'd act out on them. She was his friend and trusted him… plus he was supposed to protect her. He wouldn't jeopardize that for some stupid needs like Miroku would. Inuyasha growled pushing down on the erection he now had willing it to leave him alone. Inuyasha's sense were swimming, her sent was overpowering since she had just washed. Unknown to Inuyasha he was not the only one keeping watch as a Saimyoushou had settled on a tree near him.

Naraku smiled as he watched the scene play out in Kanna's mirror. The beautiful young priestess bathing unaware she was being watched and the wretched half breed who watched her fighting with his feelings for her. "I wonder Kanna, what is it that makes a priestess pure? Is it purity of heart, soul or is it of body that gives the priestess her power?"

"It is unknown master. This one, Kagome… her soul is very large. I am unable to capture it all in my mirror. Perhaps it is her soul." Kanna's quiet voice answered.

"True...then how does one explain Tsubaki? As a black miko her soul was certainly not pure. If it is the heart then how does one explain Kikyou? Her heart was poisoned long ago. That would leave the body." Naraku smirked.

"Will you test out your theory on them?" Kanna asked.

"Yes....let's us see if it is purity of body that gives a priestess her power." Naraku answered as he summons the tree demon that was at rest inside the very tree Inu Yasha stood in.

The youki within Inu Yasha was so focused on Kagome that he didn’t see or feel the vines as they slowly traveled up his legs surrounding him until it was to late. “What thmuf…” his voice was cut off when the soft vine wrapped around his face and slammed him against the tree. His hand fisted as the leaves now blooming within his mouth gave off such an evil taste as it traveled down his throat and into his body against his will.

Naraku’s lips lifted in a tainted smile as he gazed into the looking glass. He felt his own thoughts enter Inu Yasha’s mind and his own will became dominant inside the hanyou. Naraku closed his eyes as the vines slowly unwrapped from around Inu Yasha. He would feel every move Inu Yasha made… every thing he touched. Naraku's eyes darkened seductively.

Inu Yasha knew something was now inside him but he couldn’t fight it as he felt his blood heat up painfully. It was as if ever nerve within his body had awakened all at one, awaking a desperate need he had ignored for so long. He felt like he was going into sensory overload, even the breeze seemed to caressed his face sensually. His golden eyes turned to the one thing that could stop the overwhelming need. Kagome…

His haunted eyes followed her hand as she brought her soapy palm up the inside of her thigh and he hissed between his teeth… unable to tear his eyes from her. As if moving with a will of its own his body started moving toward her. She had yet to see him as she continued running her soapy hands across her breast then sank into the water to rinse. Almost unaware of his actions he began removing his clothes as he watched her disappear under the water.

Kagome sighed as the water enveloped her body, rinsing the day’s dirt away with its heated warmth. Startled at the feeling of something slide across her tummy Kagome pushed up off the bottom surfacing just as she was pressed back against a firm chest. Swinging her face around and looking up she gasped seeing disturbed golden eyes staring back at her. “Inu Yasha what are you…” her question was cut off as his lips slammed down on hers stopping her cry.

Inu Yasha could feel her soft skin under his fingertips as he dragged her closer. Part of the fight against the spell left him as his youki instinct tried to take over... wanting to claim Kagome as his forever. With a slight pressure to her lips he tilted her head back for better access and when she gasp he took advantage and deepened the kiss wanting to be inside her. He felt her struggle against him and he growled low in his throat... knowing it was to late. His hand traveled down the smooth skin of her abs as he stood behind her and pressed her harder against his flesh.

Kagome’s mind screamed as she kept her eyes wide open. Inu Yasha had never acted like this with her before. Memories of times he had shly put his arm around her to keep her warm came to her. How he blushed when she would take hold of his hand. She tried to draw back at free herself long enough to find out what was going on but his growl startled her and she gasp only to feel his tongue slide across hers setting it on fire. When his palm traveled across her waist to her thigh she almost fainted till his hand came up between her legs and cupped her center setting it on fire.

Inu Yasha couldn’t think… he could only feel as he felt the heat of her center calling to him. Everything about Kagome called to him in ways no one else had ever called before. His youkai instincts told him this is what he wanted, to have her as his as he gently stroked her heat. The feel of her body next to his was so right in part of his mind. As another part called to him to stop, that what was happening was not right. He had never been driven like this before but, his body would not obey him. He moved by a force not completely his own but, at the moment with Kagome pressed against him as she was he couldn't completely find the will to care either.

Kagome felt her whole body was on fire from Inuyasha's touches. She was shocked and slightly weak in the knees by his actions but, finding the strength to try to break away she bent over slightly pushing her bottom back trying to not only break the kiss but, also his grasp on her private area. To her surprise Inuyasha simply responded by following her so not to allow her to beak the kiss. Her squirming back only served to stroke the fires Inuyasha had started by his touches. The feel of his naked skin against hers cause those fires to erupt not only in herself but, in Inuyasha as well.

As Kagome squirmed trying to free herself she rubbed her bottom against Inuyasha causing him to harden more. Inuyasha moaned into the kiss from the feelings Kagome was awaking in him. Intense longing and pain seared through him as he pushed his hardness against her seeking pressure to ease the pain. Kagome's eyes widened realizing what she had just done. She twisted till she could finally turn within his tight hold and did the one thing she hoped would win her freedom. She bit down as hard as she could.

Naraku's eyes remained closed as he drew his tongue across the blood that formed upon his lip. With an evil smirk it began...

Inu Yasha jerked back from the kiss blinking back tears in his glazed eyes from the fear he felt coming off her. He didn't mean to hurt her… but he couldn't stop as he lifted her from the water and carried her struggling body to the edge of the pool where it was lined in soft moss.

Kagome was becoming more frightened by the second as she started yelling. "Inu Yasha what do you think your doing! Put!Me!Down!" The air rushed from her body as he did indeed put her down...a little too hard then dropped himself over her covering her body with his. She wanted to scream in his face as he grabbed her flailing hands and pressed them down on each side of her head. "Stop it!"

Inu Yasha placed his legs between hers and pushed forcing her to give him room to settle between them. "I can't stop..." he whispered as he felt her heated opening warm the head of his staff. "I can't..." a tear fell from his check as he strained away and strained forward all at the same time causing his arms to shake as he held himself above her.

Kagome's eyes locked with his. His eyes held a glazed look to them, reminding her of Kohaku's when he was being controlled. She could see the restraint he was using as if fighting something deep inside and suddenly understood it wasn't him doing this. "It's not you..." Kagome's mind whirled in hopes to break whatever was controlling him, without thinking of the side affects she screamed, "SIT!"

Inu Yasha's eyes widened as he tried with all his power to fight the subduing spell but couldn't as he felt himself sink into Kagome's body in the downward plunge...breaking through her maidenhead. Sweat broke out across his forehead as he tried not to hut her. "Kagome...why..."

Kagome couldn't answer his question she tried to scream out in the pain she was feeling but, nothing would come. Tears rolled down her face as her body clenched around Inu Yasha, squeezing his member painfully tight as her newly opened body tried to adjust to the intrusion.

Naraku bowed his head as he inhaled deeply. The spell he had placed on Inu Yasha allowed him to feel it all. The feeling of sinking into the young miko's body was overwhelming; she held warmth inside her that made him feel like he was being welcomed home. Naraku smirked at the thought, he knew part of what he was feeling was from Inu Yasha's own feelings but… it mattered not to him. He would twist this love just as he had the other one Inu Yasha had once had. "How will you deal with the fact it is your body that has defile the one you love Inu Yasha? You are the one who has ruined her, no one else will ever want her. Who would want a women who was raped by a hanyou of all things?" Naraku asked looking into Kanna's mirror as he once again took over the situation.

Inu Yasha gasped at the feeling of Kagome's body tightening around him, enveloping him in her warmth. It felt like she was welcoming him into her. He tried to ignore the pleasurable feelings he was experiencing, chastising himself for finding pleasure from her pain. When he realized he was once again moving against his will. Inu Yasha strained to stop the rocking motion of his hips, not wishing to cause her any more harm but, after the first strokes he found it harder to resist as his youkai aura flared demanding he continue and claim her. As his body moved with a will of it's own Inu Yasha lowered his face to nuzzle into her hair moaning softly as his eyes nearly glowed.

Kagome felt overwhelmed with the feelings Inu Yasha was creating within her. Knowing he wasn't in control of himself, Kagome thought to help him stop by pulled her legs up so her knees rested against his thighs tightening her legs around him, in hopes that her leg strength would be enough to still his rocking motion. She only succeeded in pulling him into her more. Kagome gasped to the sensation of him being drawn more within her as she tried to bit back the moan that came from her. Even if Inu Yasha wasn't in control of what was happening it was still his touch she was feeling and she couldn’t help but to succumb to his caress of her body as her heart began to fear the experience less.

As Kagome pulled him into her Inu Yasha felt himself soar at the thought that she was accepting him. His youkai instincts pushed him to increase his speed as he sensed her fear lessen, he could feel immeasurable pleasure that was only added to by the little sounds she was making as he thrust forward into her.

Naraku creased his brow at the feelings coming off Inu Yasha. He frowned, this was not what he had planned for, he wanted the disdainful half-breed to suffer… not be accepted. Making up his mind Naraku formed a void behind him and step through coming out by the hotspring near the two hopeful lovers. Keeping his connection with Inu Yasha he stilled his body as he approached them from behind. Standing just off to the side he peered down into Kagome's face as she came back into herself as Inu Yasha stopped his motion and began to growl. "Does he please you priestess?" Naraku cooed to her, his long black locks of hair flowing out around him in the slight breeze.

Kagome's eyes flew open as she looked up into Naraku's cruel face and dark eyes. Taking a deep breath to scream she stopped when Naraku strenghtened the spell and held up his hand to her. "I would remain silent unless you wish to watch Inu Yasha die in front of you." He instructed, taking a moment to reach out and brush his hand against Inu Yash's ear that was closest to him mockingly.

Though Inu Yasha was growling and seemed to be straining against whatever it was that was controlling him… it was clear to Kagome that Inu Yasha was unable to move to protect them from Naraku. Nodding her head, Kagome bit her lip to hold in her cry as she felt Inu Yasha continue trembling above her.

Naraku kneeled over her and seductively whisper. "I only wanted you to know who was behind his sudden attraction for you… that, and to say how much I have been enjoying you. The spell I placed on him allows me to not only to control him, but also feel everything he does. So actually it is I who is in control. Just remember that as he pleases you." Naraku leaned into Inu Yasha to whisper in his ear. "Remember this Inu Yasha... I might be in control, but it is your body that has ruined her. When you spill your seed in her, it will be your scent that stains her, not mine. She will hate you Inu Yasha and you will be forever alone." Naraku stepped back into the void closing his eyes to continue what he had started, the void beginning to shift, closing around him.

Inu Yasha growled struggling to rise off of Kagome as Naraku backed away from them. He would not be used by Naraku to hurt Kagome. It was true if this was not something she wanted and when he spilled his seed in her it would be his scent that would stain her. Shaking he began to raise himself away, his eyes beginning to clear as he fought the spell with everything in his.

Taking a moment he struggled to turn his head to look in her eyes. She couldn't hide the disgust she felt at the thought of Naraku touching her… but to Inu Yasha, the look only spoke of her hatred of him and what he was doing to her. His heart sank he knew what Naraku had said was true. She would never forgive him for not protecting her from this. As his heart broke, Naraku’s control increased heating his blood more making his arms give out.

Falling back onto her, Inu Yasha's body continued it's assault on hers, his eyes glazing back over as the feeling that something inside of him was going to explode took him over. Inu Yasha reached his peak and fell over it… spilling his speed within Kagome's awaiting body as a sorrowful cry was torn from him. As he shuddered at the feelings he was experiencing Inu Yasha's ear twitched, he could make out the sounds of their friends coming through the woods towards them.

Miroku knew he had felt the presence of something evil near them as he lead the way to the hot spring where Kagome was suppose to be at. 'I hope Inu Yasha is there with her.' Miroku hoped gripping his shakujou tightly.

"What do you think it is, Miroku?" Shippou asked from his place on Miroku's shoulder.

"I'm not sure but… it was definitely evil whatever it is." Miroku replied as he broke through the tree line to the hot spring to witness the last of the void closing. Miroku stopped dead in his tracks, spying their friends, and causing Sango to bump into this back.

"Miroku, what's the big idea?" Sango asked peering around him to see what he was looking at. Sango gasped blushing bright red at the scene before her. "Miroku we should leave them alone!" Sango harshly whispered pulling on his robes.

Kagome heard the voices of her friends, relieved that they now had help she called out to them. "Sango, Miroku....please help." Kagome's shaky voice asked. Hearing their friend’s plea for help they moved quickly, Kagome could hear them rushing forward. "Please get him off of me..." she begged as her eyes teared up.

The plea in her friends voice told Sango what was happening wasn't right. Raising her Hiraikotsu, Sango knocked Inu Yasha in the head to still him. "Miroku get him!" Sango angrily instructed putting down her weapon and grabbing a near by towel to cover Kagome with. As Miroku drug their limp hanyou friend away Sango could see the damage that had been done. Kagome's inner thigh's had a tinge of blood on them. Covering her friend with the towel Sango promised "I'll kill him for this."

Kagome peered up at her friend with wide sad eyes. "No Sango....please don't hurt him."

Sango regarded Kagome with shock… 'how could she forgive what he had done to her? She obviously didn't agree to this with the way she's acting.' Shaking her head as tears formed in her eyes Sango replied, "I'm sorry Kagome, I'm not you. I can't just forgive this."


Kagome used what strength she had left gripping hold of Sango's taiji-ya outfit "Sango, you don't understand. Inu Yasha was being controlled by Naraku! He did this… not Inu Yasha!"

Miroku held on to his friend, his arms under Inu Yasha’s holding him up. Miroku had asked Shippou to find Inu Yasha's clothes. He hoped to spare their young companion from this new turn. Hearing Kagome's explanation that Naraku was to blame, Miroku’s hold on his friend increased, realizing that must have been what he had felt that had lead them to witness the event. "Once again… it seems that Naraku has used us." Miroku solemnly said as he felt his friend beginning to tremble.

Inu Yasha could feel the control on his body waning as the urge to rid himself in the leaves took over. Finding the strength, his body began heaving as Miroku released his hold on him to let him fall onto his hands and knees as he began violently retching the evil from his body. Slumping over to the side, away from what he had just rid himself of Inu Yasha continued to cough a bit and occasionally dry heave.

Spying the dark leaves within Inu Yasha sickness, Miroku could feel the evil coming off of them. Reaching into his robes, he pulled out a sutra and placed it on the leaves as they disintegrated. "It would seem this is how Naraku was controlling him." Miroku said sadly looking at his fallen comrade as Shippou walked up and handing Inu Yasha's fire rat clothes to him. Miroku gratefully nodded, lying down the haori and under shirt. Approaching his friend with his hakama Miroku gently touched his shoulder. "Can you roll over? I'll help you get dress." Miroku quietly instructed.

Feeling to weak to argue Inu Yasha nodded and began to move his body. His nether regions were hurting from the whole experience he could just imagine how Kagome felt turning over he heard Miroku hiss. "Your all bruised?" Miroku began questioningly holding his hakama out for him. Inu Yasha reached out and jerked his hakama a way, beginning to put them on he admitted "I've..I haven't...never..." Inu Yasha began blushing as he tried to explain to the pervert monk he had never been with anyone… and the bruising was probably from his own will to fight what he was doing.

Miroku straightened up and nodded placing his hand on Inu Yash's shoulder. "Then Kagome is not the only one Naraku raped today." Glaring up at the monk Inu Yasha exploded. "What are you talking about? That was me hurting her!"

Miroku placed his hands up surrendering to the angry hanyou "let me explain....while it may have been your body that was used would you have ever raped Kagome had Naraku not been controlling you?"

"Of course not!" Inu Yasha yelled. "What the hell do you take me for...some kind of animal?"

" No my friend I do not. Then being you had never been with anyone either and it was against your will as well… you also were a victim here." Miroku sagely replied.

"You better believe it was against my will, I was trying to fight his control until..until." Realizing it was when Kagome had sat him that he took her, Inu Yasha lashed out turning where she was laying. "You sat me! Why? I was fighting back until you did that you, stupid fool!" his voice lowered almost to a whisper, “I might have been able to stop it.” he could taste the denial in the words knowing it was a lie. His youkai side would not have stopped.

Hurt showed in Kagome's eyes as she shakily replied. "I didn't think about where you were...I thought it might bring you back. Like when I turned you back from being full demon before. I'm sorry I didn't mean..."

"You didn't mean? Damn it!! Kagome..." Inu Yasha began trying to push himself up but, failed and ended up back onto his butt. His legs still weak from the experience. "Whatever, just get her back to the campsite." He instructed turning his back on her.

"Aren't you coming as well?" Miroku asked, watching Inu Yasha as he planted his fists between his legs.

"NO! I'm staying here for awhile." Inu Yasha said, his back still to them as they worked on picking Kagome up to carry her back to the camp sight. He didn't want to admit he didn't think he could walk back. Inu Yasha raised his shattered golden eyes to the sky as silent tears trailed down his cheek… 'Had I been fighting the spell at all?' He wondered silently. Deep inside he wasn’t sure.



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