InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Cry of the Heart ❯ To Fulfill Desires ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Summary: Fifteen years have past since that fateful day that Sesshomaru took Rin into his care. Rin now the age of twenty-one finds that her heart is crying out for more from Sesshomaru. Does her Lord carry the same feeling inside himself?

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Inu characters. I do own Mina. Thank you.

Title: Cry of the Heart

Chapter 2: To Fulfill Desires

By Tainted InuShemeeko

Mina hurriedly dashed in front of Jakken, making the small green imp stop in his tracks. Confused by the young demoness's actions Jaken asked,

"Just what do you think you are doing girl? Now move aside, I must speak to Lord Sesshomaru now."

Mina bowed to Jakken before she spoke once more.

"Lord Jakken. I beg you the Lord said he was not to be disturbed by anyone. Including you Jakken."

Jakken's round yellow orbs widened in disbelief as he absorbed what he had been told.

"Well…well that is unheard of. I have never known My Lord not to let me have counsel with him."

Mina winced and fell to the ground as she felt her master's anger started to build. If there was one thing she feared it was her lord's wrath. She knew that if Jakken didn't quiet himself, he would wish he had.

"Lord Sesshomaru? Lord Sesshomaru, where are you master? I must speak to you."

Mina brought her hands to her ears as Jakken continued to call for their lord. Jakken's voice softened when he sensed Sesshomaru was still in his bedchambers.

"Lord Sesshomaru?"

Jakken asked as he slowly pushed one of the large oak doors open.

"My Lord, you are not sick are you master?"

When he received no response from Sesshomaru, he slid into the room more.

"M-Master," he asked his voice shaking as he did so. Each curtain in the huge room was pulled closed. The farther he walked into the room; he could see his lord's silhouette sitting calmly in a chair by his bedside. The sheer canopy netting curtains were pulled closed around his lord's massive bed. Jakken could tell from the lumps in the bed that someone was indeed laying there.

Jakken's demon nose picked up on the scent of Rin's blood in the room. That is what made him so bold to inquire about her well-being.

"My Lord, has Rin's illness worsened?"

Sesshomaru's body remained composed his voice was as cold, as his eyes, as he spoke.

"Indeed, it has. I take it that you have faired well?"

Jakken bowed quickly to his lord.

"Aye, my Lord. I captured and killed the largest beast I could find. Dishes and being prepared from it as we speak."

"Very good Jakken."

Jakken bowed once again to his lord.

"Why t-thank you my Lord."

Sesshomaru let silence fall over the room. The steady breathing of Rin was all that was heard. His calm, cool voice the slid through the silence.

"I take it that the invitations have been sent as well?"

"Indeed they have my Lord. However, I do not see why you have to invite that half-brother of yours. If it had not been for that human mate of his, I would not be standing before you now."

"I see. Then we shall see if we can get my brother to come."

Jakken took a cautious step forward.

"Master Sesshomaru, may I ask you? Why you invited that half-blooded brother of yours?"

Irritation towards Jakken's constant questions; started too burn within his body, Sesshomaru's eyes then drifted toward Rin's sleeping form as it shifted in its slumber.

"Half blood or not. The blood of our father runs through his veins. He to deserves to see the new addition to our family. He allowed me that same chance and so I shall return it."

Jakken had become confused by his lord's words. Just as he was about to question him about it, he spoke to him.

"Jakken."

"Y-ye-ss my Lord?"

"Leave us."

Jakken bowed as he turned to leave.

"As you command my Lord."

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Once he was sure Jakken was gone, he rose from his seat and sat on the edge of the bed. Rin's body was awaking anew, his mates heat cycle was coming once again. The demon blood pulsing through her veins was now reacting to his mark on her neck. It was readying her body for the taking of a mate, and the chance to produce new life.

His fingers now traced the lilac colored stripes that now ran down her each of her shoulders. Such a thing made him wonder if Inuyasha's mate, Kagome had inherited any strange markings on her human body. Sesshomaru then placed a kiss upon Rin's forehead. Which then caused her eyelids to flutter open.

"Sesshomaru? Where?"

The events of the night that she slipped into her two-day sleep flipped though her mind. Shivers rippled down her spine as she felt Sesshomaru move her hair aside. His soft wet lips pressed against the flesh of her neck as he moved them down the right side of it. Sesshomaru's gentle kisses stopped as he reached his mark on her neck. Once his mouth traveled over the spot he began to nip playfully at it.

Sesshomaru smirked at the heat he could feel pulsing from Rin's body. Her body's scent told him that she was now truly ready to mate with him. His instincts were proven correct when Rin in turn playfully nipped at one of his ears.

Before Rin had a chance to move. Sesshomaru had her pinned beneath him. He now relished in her scent for it no longer had the scent of death mixed in with it. He then smirked down at Rin as he spoke to her.

"I believe I have found a fitting punishment for you Rin."

Rin's voice became seductive yet, still managed to hold its curiosity.

"Really and how does my Lord Sesshomaru plan on punishing me?"

In response to Rin's question, Sesshomaru slowly and gently ran his claws over her bare breast until each one of her nipples had become taut with anticipation. A soft moan escaped her body as Sesshomaru's hand slid down her ribs and then waist, He then paused at the junction at her thighs.

His amber orbs seemed to sparkle with a strange light, as he brought his lips to Rin's. As their tongues explored the vast caverns of each other's mouths. Sesshomaru's right hand caressed Rin's inner thigh. He then began stroking the folds in which her womanhood laid.

Rin hissed lightly against Sesshomaru lips, as she felt he fingers slide within her. Her body tensed as she felt a slight pull against something within her body. Her renewed body seemed to become excited with each one of Sesshomaru's touches. It made her wonder if she would hold the same power over him if she were to touch him. She would find out later, for right now she would lay submissive beneath him, and indulge in his every touch.

Sesshomaru's very body quivered as the juices from her woman's center flowed from within her. Within those few moments of inhaling her body's sweet juices, he felt his pulsing member grow long and hard with the want of his new mate.

The pulsing in Rin's neck where her mate's mark lay quickened. She then pulled out of the kiss panting for air. Sesshomaru simply looked amused as he stared down at her. In one quick turn the control had changed partners, for it was now Sesshomaru who was pinned beneath Rin. Her right hand pressed firmly against his shoulder. It was then that Sesshomaru realized that Rin no longer had the strength of a human, but of a half-demon.

Sesshomaru simply watched as Rin undid the sash to his haori and then the one to his hakama. She then straddled him firmly but gently around the waist. Her knees pressing against his ribs, as she leaned forward to press her lips against his. The throbbing in his member increased as Rin's lips pressed harder against his. The sweet musky scent of her arousal was now starting to swirl and twist together with his own sweet and tangy musky scent.

Their body's desires for one another were now wrapped together, making it impossible for the other one to ignore. Sesshomaru felt his control over his demon blood start to slip, he would not lose control, he had to take her all the way now or he would without a doubt lose control. Which was something he, Sesshomaru never did.

There was a sliding of clothing and the shifting of bodies as Sesshomaru once again took over. Not once did his Rin blush as her passion glazed eyes gazed over every curve of his nude body. Her cinnamon eyes sparkled with a renewed passion as she caught sight of his pulsing member.

Rin willing opened herself to him as his throbbing member prodded the folds to her woman's center. Her tight walls seemed to hug against his shaft as he pushed deeper into her. Rin bit back a cry as she felt Sesshomaru push through the rest of her barrier, her nails digging into his shoulders as he did so.

After a few moments he pace and thrust quickened as Rin's hips move with each thrust. Her back arched as he thrust once more, spilling his seed into her womb. After he had released himself from with in her, he laid down next to Rin his breathing coming out in pants causing a smug smiled to appear on Rin's lips.

"I do hope I wasn't to much for my Lord Sesshomaru."

Sesshomaru voice and face remained stoic as he answered Rin.

"Of course not. It was merely like a 95 mile run in my true demon form."

He felt a twinge of hurt pierce his heart. He knew it had come from Rin, it also shown deep within her cinnamon eyes as she gazed at him. Sesshomaru then knew that he had wounded his mate's heart.

"However, this was more pleasing to my senses then a run is."

That seemed to heal the damage he had done earlier on. He then ran his hand through Rin's locks as she laid her head against his well-toned chest.

"Rin?"

"Yes, my Lord Sesshomaru?"

Sesshomaru continued to absentmindedly to comb his fingers though her hair.

"We both now have something we both desired. Surly I was not all that your heart desired to have?"

Rin smiled as she snuggled closer to Sesshomaru, she then sighed.

"Well there is something else I would like to have one day. It's not something I can have right away."

Sesshomaru's voice remained void of any feeling.

"What is this something you desire in which you have to wait for?"

Rin looked at Sesshomaru unsure if she should answer him.

"Do you really wish to know Sesshomaru?"

Sesshomaru's cold gazed held with her curious one.

"This Sesshomaru would not have bothered to ask if he did not desire an answer."

Rin took a breath as she apologized to her lord.

"You are right my Lord Sesshomaru. You would not ask if you didn't wish for an answer. I apologize for questioning your sincerity."

His voice became course and demanding as he spoke.

"Rin. I did not ask for an apology. I asked for an answer."

"Yes my Sesshomaru."

Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow when he heard Rin drop his title for the first time that night. He however did not speak of it; he only listened to Rin's gentle voice as she spoke.

"I guess the one thing I really crave if my life, other then you my lord. Is a family, I can't help but feel envious of Kagome and Inuyasha. They have a six year old and two three year olds and from what I heard they are expecting a new edition soon."

Sesshomaru's eyebrows rose in interest; a small smile then crawled onto his lips. Rin raised her own eyebrow as she noticed the small smile on his lips.

"Sesshomaru. What is it what do you know that I don't know?"

Her lord hid his emotions well. For there was not a smile on his lips, nor a sparkle in his eyes as he replied to Rin's question.

"Who is to say that, that desire has not been granted as well. For our bodies are now joined together as one. My blood now travels in will your blood as well, however you seem to be the same. In appearance that is, your body has changed much inside. For your body is renewing your cycle."

Rin's eyes widened at what her lord had just said to her.

"You mean I could be…"

Her words trailed off as Sesshomaru spoke.

"Indeed."

Once the happiness of there being a chance that she might be already expecting. Rin then thought about what Sesshomaru had said earlier on. She then decided to question Sesshomaru.

"Sesshomaru?"

Rin started to question then once seeing her lord's eyes closed, she stopped herself. Sesshomaru inhaled a bit before he chose to speak, his eyes still remaining closed.

"What is it Rin."

Sesshomaru notice how she remained silent for a while before speaking her mind once more. Oh how she had changed through out the years.

"I was just wondering if I was still me? Now that I have demon blood coursing through my body, what am I? Am I a demon now too, or a hanyou, or am I still a human?"

Sesshomaru never moved nor opened his eyes, as he responded to her question.

"Your blood is still human, so you are indeed not a demon. However, you are not a hanyou either, the mixture of blood was not enough to make you into a hanyou. Nor are you completely human, for there is still demon blood in your veins."

None of this had given Rin the answer she was seeking.

"I understand all of that my Lord, but who and what am I now?"

Sesshomaru wrapped his right hand firmly but gently around her waist. His eyes remain closed and his voice sounded tired.

"You are who you have always been, you are Rin. As to what you now are you are The Lady of the Western Lands, as you are my wife<I,mate. You, Rin are the part that this Sesshomaru has found that completes him."

Rin couldn't help the smile that formed on her lips. From Sesshomaru was correct, she was his, now and forever. She could tell by her lords evening breathing that he was indeed trying to rest. However, Rin was not ready to go to sleep as of yet. Thoughts of how she could pleasure her lord more run through her mind.

It wasn't t long before her hand was sliding down her lord's thigh causing a low moan of pure bliss to escape him. Sesshomaru's golden orbs shot open and a shaky gasp of ecstasy slipped between his lips, as he felt Rin's hand glide over his manhood. His sleeping member was brought to life as Rin's fingers gently stroked it. Sesshomaru noticed the sparkle that appeared to leap into her eyes as she continued to pleasure his body in such a way.

Heat was once again pulsing though his once again large member. His passionate desire for his new mate had once again been awoken.

"Rin do you have any idea what you have done?"

Rin smiled as she leaned forward and placed her lips against his. She looked deep into Sesshomaru's orbs as she broke the kiss.

"Well Rin hopes she has given her lord and mate much desired pleasure?"

Sesshomaru's cold eyes continued to stare into Rin's cinnamon as he spoke to her.

"Indeed you have Rin. So you no longer have to do so."

Rin now felt completely stupid. Perhaps she had gone to far with her actions. No she then decided later that she hadn't. For her Lord Sesshomaru was just being who he was himself. Rin then thought of something that she could ask her lord.

"My Lord Sesshomaru? May I ask you something?"

Rin was careful with the tone that her voice spoke in. For she was unsure how her lord would chose to answer her.

"My Lord, you have asked me what it is that I desire in my life, and I have answered you. However, my Lord Sesshomaru you have failed to tell me what you desire."

Sesshomaru scoffed lightly at his mate as he spoke.

"I have not failed to tell you. For you were the one to fail in asking me until now."

Rin nodded and then turned her cinnamon orbs up to Sesshomaru.

"I however am asking you now am I not my Lord?"

Sesshomaru slowly inhaled her sweet scent as he pulled her slender body closer to his. However was it that this strange heart had managed to, should the word be uttered. In some way Rin had manage to tame him.

"I, Sesshomaru have everything he needs right here."

Rin then decided to question him once more.

"Wouldn't you like to have children one day?

Sesshomaru looked down at Rin with is piercing golden orbs as he spoke.

"I suppose having children would be pleasurable at times. However it would not have to be a must. If we are meant to have them, then we will have them. If not then we shall go without. Rest now Rin, for the next couple of days you shall need your strength. You shall be meeting the other lords of the land. You will have to show them that you are strong and that this Sesshomaru, did not misjudge you. For I do not make mistakes."

Rin nodded as she snuggled closer to Sesshomaru's warm flesh, surly she had died and gone to heaven. For this was the first time in years she felt at peace.

(A/N: Time to rate it good, bad or awesome. Let me know in your review, byez Tainted InuShemeeko. Oh thanks to all of you who reviewed.)

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