InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Dark Desires ❯ Giving In ( Chapter 1 )

Dark Desires

Chapter One: Giving In

By Priestess of the Blade

Ok, what's my inspiration for this story you ask. Well I'm sitting at the computer it's 11:00 PM and I'm listening to Anime music. I'm feeling seriously antsy and just need to do something to get it out of my system. So what do I do? I get it in my head to write a seriously dirty fanfic, something all dark and sexy (if I can pull it off). Of what? I don't know. At the point of writing this intro I have no clue what is going to come out of me except that it is going to be sexual. You have been warned.

Ooh I know what to do now. Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does. Although Miroku is my Man-bitch. (A swarm of lawyers burst through Priestess's door) I was just kidding! I swear! Jeez! (The lawyers leave pouting) Ok it's safe now. (Miroku climbs out from under the bed) Miroku: Are they gone? Me: Yes Miroku-sama.

Miroku: Ah good! Now how `bout we get back to…

Me: No I'm typing a story.

Miroku: Oh…Am I in it?

Me: No (Miroku looks crushed) I mean not yet! Watch some TV I'll be done in a little while.

Miroku: Fine (Walks off pouting)

Me: Hentai monks can't live with `em can't live without `em. (Priestess ponders this as the TV can be heard in the background.) NOT THE SPICE CHANNEL!

Miroku: Aw man! (Whip noise heard in background)

Me: Like I said, man-bitch.

(A/N: This takes place shortly after Naraku takes Kikiyo and she escapes to wreak havoc and what not.)

He rolls off of me, sated for now. His hand continues to hold my breast possessively. He has always wished to defile me and now I have let him. I have never let Inuyasha touch me in this way. I wouldn't, not while he was still part demon. Yet I have just let Naraku do things to me I had never imagined were possible and he is a more vile demon than Inuyasha can ever hope to become with the Shikon no Tama. This is what my hatred for Inuyasha has driven me to. I am filthy with the sweat and seed of a demon. The demon that created this hatred in me, he became a part of me when I accepted the hatred, now I have accepted the rest of him. Why? You will soon see.

A few days earlier…

"Kagome! Come back here you stupid wench!" Inuyasha screamed at the back of the girl stalking away from him. It was late. The full moon shone high in the dark clear sky lighting the way for Kagome to the Bone Eater's well, to her home. She tried to ignore the frustrated hanyou running after her. He refused to be ignored. He grabbed her by the shoulder pulling her roughly to face him.

"Where do you think your going?" he growled at her.

"Home. Now leave me alone Inuyasha." Her voice wavered between tones of anger and sadness. She herself could not decide which she was feeling more of. Inuyasha decided to ignore the sadness, monsters and anger he could deal with a crying girl was another story. So he lashed out at her trying to make her angry so she would not cry.

"You're not leaving. Kagome get back to the village, you just got here and we have shards to find."

"No." her voice was calm now.

"NO?"

"No." Inuyasha wondered if it was too calm. The thought worried him; though he was loathe to admit it. So he ignored the worry and continued on.

"What the HELL is wrong with you?" He glared at her daring her to answer, so she did.

"You! You Inuyasha! Always, always you." She stared back at him challenging the stunned look on his face. Oh how much she wanted him to play dumb, she ached to scream it all at him. She couldn't take keeping it to herself anymore. He honored her wishes with a confused look and a shocked response.

"Huh, what'd I do?" Kagome sighed swallowing all the fear and pain and let him have it.

"WHAT DID YOU DO? IT"S EVERYTHING YOU WON"T DO INUYASHA!" Kagome threw up her hands in frustration, and Inuyasha stared at her his mouth dropping in surprise, shock, disbelief, take your pick. "I can't take your damn indecision anymore. You act like you care for me, most of the time I can believe you do. But at the mere mention of Kikiyo you turn as cold as a block of ice. She shows up and you're ready to follow her to hell. Is she so fucking important to you that you truly can't live without her? You said yourself that you two never really trusted each other yet you still wish to be with her over me. I trust you Inuyasha! Why can't you see that?"

She paused to breathe, to collect herself, she needed all her courage to say what was coming. She needed to be able to face his decision either way. She was grateful Inuyasha didn't say anything.

"So this is it Inuyasha, you want me to stay you decide. Her or me? The corpse or the living breathing girl? Death or life? Kikiyo or Kagome?"

Silence fell with an almost audible thud. Kagome had finished what she needed to say and now awaited Inuyasha's response, terrified he would choose the dead girl.

Inuyasha couldn't speak. Did she really just ask him that? He knew she cared for him, yet he had tried to deny that she truly wanted to be with him. He wanted her, wanted Kagome badly. Yet he owed Kikiyo his life. He had betrayed her, that betrayal causing her to lose her life. He had not been able to love her enough, and for that he deserved to die. If he chose Kagome how could he know that the same would not happen with her?

"Kagome…I…" Inuyasha still did not know what to say. Did he love Kagome more? Did he love her enough? Could he protect her from himself?

"I don't know Kagome, Can't I think about it?" Okay, that sounded more like a whine than he meant it to.

Shit! Does he have to sound so pathetic? This is gonna hurt. Kagome steeled herself. She had made her choice. Now or never. "No Inuyasha. Give me an answer now or I'm leaving." Kagome was quiet for a moment. "And I don't know if I'll come back." She whispered this so it was barely audible, but to Inuyasha's demon ears it was as though she screamed it.

WHAT! How dare she? How dare she threaten me like that? Damn Wench! That's it! No more nice Inuyasha. Like she could get away from me in the first place, if she tried to leave I could catch her. Fucking Bitch! If she tried to stay away I could bring her back. But I'm not letting either happen.

Kagome was scared. Inuyasha had just turned bright red. He was pissed. She knew as soon as it was out she shouldn't have said it. She didn't really mean it, she would come, she had friends and she had promised to stop Naraku. She was just thinking how much it hurt to look at him, to be around him when he wasn't hers.

Then Inuyasha grabbed her. Kagome screamed as He threw her over his shoulder like a sack of grain and stalked back in the direction of the village. Like she said Kagome trusted Inuyasha and she knew he wouldn't hurt her, but she hated the fact that he could do things like this.

And now she was pissed. She screamed at the top of her lungs, "SIT!" And Inuyasha dropped, taking Kagome with him. She hit the ground hard as Inuyasha created a crater beneath her. She groaned in pain and rolled over coughing. Inuyasha mirrored her groans of pain from his hanyou shaped hole. Thoughts of escape were blocked from Kagome's mind as she held back tears from the pain, acutely feeling where every bruise would form.

Inuyasha recovered before her. She's gonna pay for that. He crawled out of his hole spotted her prone form and jumped on it. He rolled her to face him and glared. Kagome's eyes slowly cleared of pain as she met his gaze. She swallowed nervously. Inuyasha's eyes seemed tinged with red and his aura flared brightly with fury.

"So you want me huh?" Kagome nodded slowly, confused and a little worried about the look in his eyes. "Fine then you can have me."

"Huh?" Kagome was lost. What was Inuyasha saying? He answered her unspoken question when he ripped her shirt off. "What are you doing Inuyasha?"

"Just giving you what you want." He stated as he proceeded to cut the stupid undergarment that Kagome insisted on wearing on her chest. Inuyasha was ready to give into every feral instinct he had his mind clouded with rage. If she wanted him she could have him, danger and all. He was sick of fighting her, sick of being sat every time she had a mood swing. She fucking deserved him if she was gonna act like that. And he was more than happy to oblige her. He was sick of fighting his desire for her sake.

"Inuyasha…I…I don't…I'm…not ready…for…" Kagome stuttered as she pressed her hands to his chest trying to hold him away. She was burning with embarrassment and the feeling of Inuyasha's hand gripping her bare breast. Shit! I didn't mean for this to happen!

"You smell ready to me." Inuyasha growled as he pressed harder against her folding her arms under the pressure so he could lie on top of her. He smiled smugly at her embarrassment, but he hadn't lied he could smell her excitement.

"WHA…!" her cry was drowned in a deep kiss. She gasped at Inuyasha's force which only allowed his tongue entrance. Kagome fought a moan as she struggled uselessly against him. She writhed on the ground against him which only served to excite Inuyasha more, and she felt it. Her eyes widened in surprise and panic settled in. Oh my God! What am I supposed to do?

Inuyasha chuckled at her obvious discomfort. "Kagome calm down!" he whispered in her ear. His warm breath nearly drove away her fear. Then he pressed his knee between her legs and swallowed her in another kiss. When he pressed his knee against her she lost control. Her hand, which had been clutching at Inuyasha's shoulder, on reflex tried to push his face away and her nails cut in to the skin of his cheek leaving bloody scratches.

"Kagome!" Inuyasha's hand left her breast and flew to his cheek to feel the blood.

"Oh my gosh, Inuyasha? I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" She gasped trying to catch her breath and truly worried about him.

"Feh, it's nothing." He looked hard at her, desire still strongly evident in his eyes, yet the ferocity had faded. "Are you?" The scratch had given him back his senses for a moment and he fought his rising need fought the anger that had brought him to his position atop her. He wasn't sure if he could stop now, but his humanity screamed for him to try. Kagome would never really hurt him, unless he hurt her first. He was worried now that he had.

"Um…I…I'm okay. Just…It was just a little fast. For me. I…I mean…I've never…" Kagome looked away, pushed her fear down and tried to be honest with Inuyasha. As she wanted him to be with her.

"Oh…well I figured. Me too." Inuyasha broke in as Kagome trailed off. Her eyes jerked back to Inuyasha.

"Oh!"

"Stop looking at me like that!" Her surprise bugged him, he didn't know why.

"No. It's okay Inuyasha I just thought that you had, with Kikiyo or something."

"Feh." Inuyasha stared off at the sky for a moment and then glanced back down at Kagome. Maybe it was just the fact that all the blood was in his other head at the moment but he decided to be honest with Kagome. "You know I owe Kikiyo something for my betrayal, I always will. But I guess that I never really did love her, she just made me feel less alone for awhile." Kagome watched him surprised and pleased that he would admit so much to her.

"You wanted a choice. I made it." Inuyasha gently took her cheek in his clawed hand and leaned over her brushing his lips softly against hers. When her hand went to grasp his and she pressed harder into the kiss Inuyasha lowered himself over her again. This time she let him.

He held himself over her, gentle and frantic as he pushed himself into her. She clutched against him in delicious agony.

That is how she found them.

Filthy Whore. That is what she is, the vessel that keeps my soul from me. She writhes against him and his filthy hanyou body, eager to accept his demon seed. And Inuyasha, so easily pulled away from me, once before and now again, he will pay for his evil. I will make him pay as I have planned to from the day I returned to this earth. I will find a way to torture them both before I send them to hell together.

To Be Continued…

Dun Dun DUUN! Oh no! What is Kikiyo planning for the two lovers? Aren't you relieved Inuyasha finally acted on something? I know I am. That's why I wrote it. Well I feel better now. And I think I liked how this story turned out. And I'm just brimming with ideas to finish it. I'll have another chapter up soon.

That got longer than I thought it would. Let me know if you liked it/hated it. Did I make it dark and dirty, I can't tell. What did you think of it? Don't you hate Kikiyo (What a bitch!)? And how clichéd is my title? Kind of sounds like a bad romance novel or something, oh well. I love reviews. Just remember that my ego may be inflated but it's very fragile.

Ja ne!

The Priestess