InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Do What You Have to Do ❯ Chapter 22: I don’t know how ( Chapter 22 )

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Title: Do What You Have To Do
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Do What You Have to Do" by Sarah McLachlan

Chapter 22: I don't know how

Light filled the room and yet neither of us ventured out of bed. We lay there amongst the crumpled and wrinkled sheets that smelled of sweat and sex and we explored each other once more which then lead to me seated in Sesshomaur's lap as he lifted me and brought me down so that he impaled me deep inside while he attacked my chest with his very capable lips and teeth.

“Are you…trying to… pup me…” I gasped out writhing in pleasure.

His deep golden eyes looked up at me and I moaned out my completion as he buried himself deep inside of me. I sat in his lap and fought for every breath while my wildly beating heart began to calm once more.

“If I do, you'll come home sooner,” he said in a childish manner and I reached to wrap my arms around his neck and brought our faces close so that I could kiss his forehead where the indigo crescent moon stood out. I kissed the stripes on each cheek and the very tip of his nose and then ended with his lips.

His eyes stared into mine and his arms around my waist tightened and he closed his eyes and flipped his hair over his shoulder and revealed the bare expanse of his ivory shoulder and neck and then he opened his eyes so that they bore into my own.

“Mark me,” and the way he said it left no room for argument or confusion.

My eyes must have shown my shock and surprise because he gave me a small smirk and cleared his throat to get my attention again.

I nodded and leaned forward placing my lips between his neck and shoulder and kissed the spot before I opened my mouth and bit down onto his soft flesh and hardened my bite until the slight tasted of his skin and then blood hit my tongue. I released my jaws and looked down at my handiwork with a great feel of pleasure and pride. I leaned over licking away the little bit of blood that had formed and then I was pulled back so that his lips could connect with me and we shared a kiss that ended with a duel of tongues.

It seemed no matter what this male demon did, he always left me breathless.

He loosened his hold and I was lifted and laid down on the bed as Sesshomaru stood up and walked out of the bed room and into my sitting room. I heard the door open and his voice and then he entered again.

“I've ordered a tub to be brought in and filled and food to be brought.”

He said it and sat on the bed at my feet and I could feel the happiness rolling off of him. If he were a cat he would be purring.

It hadn't taken long for the food to arrive and I was helped up into a sitting position and then handed a thin yukata which I donned before the two of us walked into my sitting area where food had been set out on my small table. We sat and ate a breakfast of rice and eggs and a few choice pieces of slightly seared fish. While we ate I alternated between watching Sesshomaru eat and the progress of the tub being brought in and filled with steaming hot water two buckets at a time.

While three servants helped fill the tub two others removed my soiled bed sheets and replaced them with fresh smelling clean ones. We finished our food and the servants left taking our empty dishes with them, closing the door behind them.

I walked into my bedroom and used the washing bowl left and a rag and filled the bowl with some of the steaming hot water and a bar of rough soap to lather a rag which was taken from me as Sesshomaru stripped my yukata from body and began to tedious job of scrubbing me clean starting with my finger tips and ending at my toes; careful and precise with every nook and cranny in the middle. I blushingly returned the favor until we both smelled of sage and citrus and our own personal scents and not of sweat and sex.

He stepped into the tub first and sat down before beckoning me in. I felt a moment of petulance, wondering how the two of us were supposed to fit into the tub provided but I discovered as I stepped into the tub and was pulled down so that I sat down between Sesshomarus legs with my back against his chest.

It was a bit of a squeeze but the water and the company were comforting and so I sat in the scented water and closed my eyes and lost myself in the feelings of contentedness.

We sat like that for a bit before Sesshomaru decided he would wash my hair for me and allowed him because his talented hands danced across my skull and ears causing moans and sighs of pleasure to escape into my quiet quarters. He rinsed my hair and I stood and motioned for him to turn around, he did as I bid without question and I returned the favor, scrubbing oils and soap into his hair and massaging his scalp before I rinsed his silvery tresses.

He stood and helped me up and we exited our tub and wrapped ourselves in drying cloths and when our bodies were dried we dressed and combed through our drying tresses.

I spent the rest of the day following him watching as he walked the grounds and joined with our children in their lessons and I watched him work on documents; signing, sealing and then having certain ones sent out. We united with our youngest two and played out in the garden with them, sparring and play fighting until dusk came and then we went inside and cleaned up.

We all gathered in the dining area for dinner and when everyone was settled and dinner had been served and everyone had eaten their first few bites I cleared my throat and when no one looked I did so again, a bit louder and found myself with five pairs of surprised eyes looking my way; not including the servants standing against the wall.

“I have decided to take a small journey on my own to visit some friends. I will be leaving tomorrow morning and will hopefully be back before the first snow falls.”

I saw the smiles on Ryusei's and Chiouka's faces and saw the worried looks on Haderashi's and Hissorashi's.

“I am not abandoning you boys. I'm pretty sure you will barely notice my absence because your father and brother will more than likely start taking you out to begin your training. Soon you will be like them and your sister and you will be able to transform into your magnificent Inu Youkai forms. When I return I expect to see your new forms and all the progress you've made in your studies. Make me even prouder than I already am.”

They gave watery smiles and nodded and I beckoned them to me which they did quickly and without hesitation.

I wrapped them in a big hug against my chest and leaned over so that my head was between the two of theirs, “I love you to the moon and back and for as long as I draw breath I will return to you, this is a promise you can hold me to.”

They both nodded and I held them tightly a moment longer before letting go and gently bopping their bottoms as I sent them back to their seats to finish their dinner.

We ate and as a special treat had sugary sweet chilled fruit for dessert. Everyone ate heartily and when we had eaten our fill everyone stood and began to go off on their own. I watched as Chiouka and then Ryusei went off in separate directions; Ryusei to the library where he seemed to study incessantly and Chiouka to the bathing chambers. She was as neat and tidy as her sire.

Sesshomaru and I walked the twins upstairs and into their rooms. I tucked them in and they begged for a story and this time Sesshomaru indulged them with a tale of he great Inu Youkai lord who had defeated any and all that had come to stand against him and how the lord had won the hearts of demons and humans alike and how the trysts had given him the gift of two sons and before there could be more to the story Sesshomaru quieted and we both tucked our sleeping sons in and vacated their room as quietly as was possible.

Once out of their room I was taken by the hand and lead into my own. Once we were past the door his hands and mouth were on me and danced a dance of desire and need as we refused to remove our hands from one another.

Somehow we managed to disrobe each other and I was pushed against my dining table and as his warm breath tickled my bottom and thighs his intent was known by my self and well received. I moaned and gasped and dug my claws into the fine food of the table as I rode out the pleasure his talented tongue wrought from me until it vanished and was replaced with his hardened flesh which pushed inside and pinned me between his hard body and the hard table, my stomach atop the tables surface. I was ravaged until my seed covered the table top and his was released inside of me.

I watched my breath fog the surface of the table and then I was I lifted with him still deep inside and I was turned so that my arms could wrap around his neck and my legs around his hips, which I could barely manage as my body jolted and shook in pleasure, past and present.

We made it to the chaise in my room and he sat with me in his lap and as his mouth attacked mine and our tongues dueled until we had to separate in order to catch our breath and he took that opportunity to attack my neck and the sensitive area just under my chin and worked his way down to my collarbone.

I felt his swelling lessen and I took advantage as I moved my hips in a rhythm like dance on his lap that caused him to cease the movement of his lips and throw his head back in pleasure and this gave me a surge in confidence so I added more movement until his eyes closed and I watched his throat convulse as he swallowed deeply.

He wrapped his hands around my hips as I danced above him and we both gasped as he hit that spot deep inside that caused me to see stars and flashes of light and my body tightened around him where he was buried inside of me. He took advantage of my momentary loss of control and began to thrust up and hit that nerve and since I was not one to be outdone I danced and gyrated my hips as we both fought for that pleasure that was building once more in both of our bodies.

It crested and both of us vocalized our release as it came upon us. I felt myself falling backwards but his strong hands held me in place, his fingers digging deep into bottom as I was filled once more with his seed.

He lay back and brought my pleasure wrought and boneless body with him so that I was lying atop his heaving chest with his arms coming up to wrap around me. I nuzzled against him so that my head came up under his chin my hands curled around his chest which glistened with his and my sweat. I took a deep breath and shook as a small orgasm overtook me as he loosened once more and slid from my body.

As our bodies cooled I began to shiver and I felt his arms tighten as he moved to sit up and stand with me nestled in his arms and against his chest once more. He walked us to my bed and gently moved the covers down from the made bed with his elbow and then laid me down and covered me up. He blew out the candles in the room and then joined me from the other side of the bed and under the covers and once more brought me against his chest.

I listened to his heartbeat and felt my own heart beat in time with his. As I inhaled his scent and listened to his heart I knew that I was going to miss his scent, his voice, his arms and his warmth. I was going to miss him. The revelation made me sad because I was going to be without him but it also made me happy because I had found love and it was returned and I was leaving but with the promise he would be waiting for me and that would make my homecoming a great one.

Sleep came and no sooner had I fallen asleep that I was gently awoken by Shesshomaru's sweet kisses.

“It is time for you to wake.”

I nodded and sat up stretching my limbs before I stood up and was greeted once more with the old tub filled with steaming water.

“Reika is spoiling me,” I said out loud.

“She cares for you; a good deal of the palace staff does. So do not be so surprised that they spoil you,” Sessh said as he came to stand behind me. He leaned over and kissed my mating mark and then I turned so that he could kiss my lips.

“Now bathe, your clothes are set out on your bed.”

I watched as he left my room and then heard the door to my quarters close.

I sat down in the water and washed my body and hair and when I had deemed my self clean I stood left the tub and dried myself thoroughly. As I came to stand at my bed I found a bright red fire hakama set folded nicely on my pillow. I lifted it and discovered that it was a brand new firerat robe very similar to my original one, the only difference is that this one had beautiful gold and silver stitching that depicted beautiful white dogs soaring and running along the seams. It was beautiful and was a reminder or my family.

I dressed and looked at myself in the mirror before I took a deep breath and left my quarters. I made my way down the stairs and into the dining room where I was met by all my children; though the twins still looked half asleep and their sire.

“Come have breakfast and then we will see you off,” said Ryusei and I smiled brightly at him as I sat down between him and Sesshomaru.

We all dug into our meal of rice, eggs and thick broth and when we had all eaten our fill Ryusei stood and held out his hand. I took it and stood up and we made our way to the front doors and once through them I felt a weight lifted from my shoulders. The bright spring sun shined down and it was like a beacon guiding the way to the gates of the palace.

Ryusei stopped at the gate and smiled brightly at me. I turned around and was handed a filled leather satchel by Chiouka.

“I filled it with a water skein, some dried meat, pickles, fruit and some other small necessities though Otoosan said you wouldn't need much,” I pulled her into a hug which she returned in a very lady-like fashion.

The twins ran over to me and hugged me tight and held up two handmade necklaces with wooden and glass beads shinning brightly in the sun.

“So you don't forget us,” said Haderashi while his brother nodded.

“I could never and would never forget you two or your sister your eldest brother or your Otoosan. You are ALL in my heart and now I will have mementos to hold close to my heart,” I responded as I hugged them tightly.

They let go and I kissed them on their pudgy cheeks and once more on each forehead.

“Be good while I'm away and be sure to learn and do lots so that you can show me when I return and be good for your Otoosan, Chiouka and Ryusei.”

I walked over to Ryusei and he wrapped me in a big hug and I could hardly believe this was the child I had birthed at the beginning of all this. My tiny son was a man.

“Be safe, Too-chan and have fun.”

I nodded and he leaned down so that I could kiss his forehead like I had done for his little brothers.

“Keep your Too-san busy. Make sure he isn't too lonely.”

He nodded and I felt Sesshomaru come up behind me. I turned around and looked into his golden eyes that had once held contempt and anger now held the complete opposite. He stared at me in an almost lost sort of way and his eyes held what I could have called sadness and a bit of…love.

“Come back to this Sesshomaru,” he said and I grabbed his face and pulled him down so that I could kiss him. Our kiss was momentary and when it ended I grinned at him and winked.

“When I return we can share another and you can show me how much you've missed me.”

He didn't say anything but nodded solemnly before I turned and walked through the gate and out into the open. I took a deep breath, and put the satchel over my shoulder and head and then stretched before I jumped up and into the highest branch of the first tree I saw and then from that branch to another as it all came back to me and the freedom overwrote just a little of the sadness I felt deep inside.

To Be Continued…

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