InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Dreams of Intergrity. ❯ Kouga admits his feelings ( Chapter 21 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
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Chapter 21: Kouga admits his feelings
Kagome and Sesshomaru were gone now; they were off to see her mother. Kouga had just gotten down arguing with Ayame. Again. He just couldn't contain himself sometimes, with her stupid sarcastic remarks, and witty comments. She was a handful. A cute handful. ' Did I just call Ayame cute ? ' He shook his head, his mind was playing tricks on him. He didn't have the jewel shards in his legs anymore, but he knew at one point he had to get rid of him. The wolf pack now had left and went with their tribes probably telling the tales to the small wolf demon's of how they defeated Naraku. That was amazing, he was gone now, for good, you couldn't say that enough, it was too weird that he wasn't ruining their lives anymore. Kouga finally gave up on Kagome, sure he liked her, but it was never love, not the way he thought it was, once he saw Ayame all that faded, he realized what love...
' WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HER!!! ' he growled. He was thinking about her a little too much, it was annoying him.
He remembered the lunar rainbow, he didn't forget, he was trying to protect her...from himself. Sometimes he was such an idiot, and he knew it. He made the biggest idiot out of himself when he tried to get Kagome and Sesshomaru almost killed him for it.
There were many times that he seemed so idiotic or just a jerk, but Ayame could see him, could see the underneath, knowing that there was more, and that is what bothered him the most. Kouga scratched his head, and began to follow a stream's path throwing rocks as he went. He looked up at the sky, and sat down in a field. He didn't say anything; he just laid there on his backside arms used as a pillow and stared into the blue. Ayame began to come across the field to see what Kouga was up to.
Kouga didn't notice and carried on looking at the sky, Ayame finally came to the point where she was practically sitting right beside him, and he gave her a glance, he looked at her carefully and studied her features, by god she was beautiful, and she still didn't know he returned her feelings, it was killing him, he was practically going insane. "Hey" Ayame said in a soft tone.
Kouga looked into those green eyes." What are you doing Ayame?" Kouga asked in a calm but gruff tone. " I thought I would keep you company" Ayame smiled alittle. "I don't need company, so leave" Kouga's voice was alittle gruffer. Ayame sucked up the pain and didn't say anything. " Alright Kouga, I'll see you later then, I sort of wanted to say goodbye though, but none the less see ya" Ayame arose and began to walk away. Kouga then re ran the words she spoke, and reliazed that he would have to go after her. ' Shit! Shit! Shit!' Kouga ran and finally caught up with Ayame.
"Kouga, what are you doing?" Ayame gave him a puzzled look. "I'm sorry" Kouga said in a regretful tone. "For?" Ayame looked even more confused, what could Kouga possibly be sorry for, he was always mean to her, why was he sorry now?
" For being a jerk " Kouga said. "Oh, thats alright Kouga I've gotten use to it now" Ayame smiled a sad smile, which made Kouga's inside's feel like they should be ripped out. "Ayame...will you keep me company?" Kouga asked with nervousness.
"Sure" Ayame said with a grin. They walked back to the spot they were once at, and laid down and looked up at the sky. Suddenly Ayame got up and punched Kouga in the shoulder, Ayame laughed, and began to run away, Kouga smiled and ran after her. Kouga tackled her down, and the began rolling and tickling and laughing down the field, until Kouga could feel her breath upon his lips, and pushed her bangs out of her eyes, and began to caress Ayame's cheek, and then gently grabbed her face, and kissed her she responded, and he began to stick his warm tongue into her mouth, Ayame moaned and this turned him on like nothing before. He continued to kiss her gently, and never had he tasted anything so sweet, so warm.
They continued kissing until Kouga's hands were upon her hips, he had to try to be respectful, he didn't want Ayame to think he was a pervert. He broke the kiss and looked deeply into Ayame's eyes. " I love you" Ayame gasped, and told Kouga she felt the same way. " And I remember the lunar rainbow" Kouga smiled, and Ayame's eyes reached happiness in her eyes.
They waited until the sun wen't down and just held eachother in content.
Kouga was in pure bliss, and never had he been so happy.
Chapter 22: Dreams are reappearing
Dreams again!? This was getting frustrating for everyone, Miroku and Sango realized something they didn’t know.
A/N: So what do you think? I’ll try and get chapter 22 posted soon!! I’m writing a new fanfic now with Sesshomaru and Kagome, it’s darker than this one though it’s called Memories don’t die, they scar. So please Review. ^.^-KaiousMoon
On with the chapter!
Chapter 21: Kouga admits his feelings
Kagome and Sesshomaru were gone now; they were off to see her mother. Kouga had just gotten down arguing with Ayame. Again. He just couldn't contain himself sometimes, with her stupid sarcastic remarks, and witty comments. She was a handful. A cute handful. ' Did I just call Ayame cute ? ' He shook his head, his mind was playing tricks on him. He didn't have the jewel shards in his legs anymore, but he knew at one point he had to get rid of him. The wolf pack now had left and went with their tribes probably telling the tales to the small wolf demon's of how they defeated Naraku. That was amazing, he was gone now, for good, you couldn't say that enough, it was too weird that he wasn't ruining their lives anymore. Kouga finally gave up on Kagome, sure he liked her, but it was never love, not the way he thought it was, once he saw Ayame all that faded, he realized what love...
' WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HER!!! ' he growled. He was thinking about her a little too much, it was annoying him.
He remembered the lunar rainbow, he didn't forget, he was trying to protect her...from himself. Sometimes he was such an idiot, and he knew it. He made the biggest idiot out of himself when he tried to get Kagome and Sesshomaru almost killed him for it.
There were many times that he seemed so idiotic or just a jerk, but Ayame could see him, could see the underneath, knowing that there was more, and that is what bothered him the most. Kouga scratched his head, and began to follow a stream's path throwing rocks as he went. He looked up at the sky, and sat down in a field. He didn't say anything; he just laid there on his backside arms used as a pillow and stared into the blue. Ayame began to come across the field to see what Kouga was up to.
Kouga didn't notice and carried on looking at the sky, Ayame finally came to the point where she was practically sitting right beside him, and he gave her a glance, he looked at her carefully and studied her features, by god she was beautiful, and she still didn't know he returned her feelings, it was killing him, he was practically going insane. "Hey" Ayame said in a soft tone.
Kouga looked into those green eyes." What are you doing Ayame?" Kouga asked in a calm but gruff tone. " I thought I would keep you company" Ayame smiled alittle. "I don't need company, so leave" Kouga's voice was alittle gruffer. Ayame sucked up the pain and didn't say anything. " Alright Kouga, I'll see you later then, I sort of wanted to say goodbye though, but none the less see ya" Ayame arose and began to walk away. Kouga then re ran the words she spoke, and reliazed that he would have to go after her. ' Shit! Shit! Shit!' Kouga ran and finally caught up with Ayame.
"Kouga, what are you doing?" Ayame gave him a puzzled look. "I'm sorry" Kouga said in a regretful tone. "For?" Ayame looked even more confused, what could Kouga possibly be sorry for, he was always mean to her, why was he sorry now?
" For being a jerk " Kouga said. "Oh, thats alright Kouga I've gotten use to it now" Ayame smiled a sad smile, which made Kouga's inside's feel like they should be ripped out. "Ayame...will you keep me company?" Kouga asked with nervousness.
"Sure" Ayame said with a grin. They walked back to the spot they were once at, and laid down and looked up at the sky. Suddenly Ayame got up and punched Kouga in the shoulder, Ayame laughed, and began to run away, Kouga smiled and ran after her. Kouga tackled her down, and the began rolling and tickling and laughing down the field, until Kouga could feel her breath upon his lips, and pushed her bangs out of her eyes, and began to caress Ayame's cheek, and then gently grabbed her face, and kissed her she responded, and he began to stick his warm tongue into her mouth, Ayame moaned and this turned him on like nothing before. He continued to kiss her gently, and never had he tasted anything so sweet, so warm.
They continued kissing until Kouga's hands were upon her hips, he had to try to be respectful, he didn't want Ayame to think he was a pervert. He broke the kiss and looked deeply into Ayame's eyes. " I love you" Ayame gasped, and told Kouga she felt the same way. " And I remember the lunar rainbow" Kouga smiled, and Ayame's eyes reached happiness in her eyes.
They waited until the sun wen't down and just held eachother in content.
Kouga was in pure bliss, and never had he been so happy.
Chapter 22: Dreams are reappearing
Dreams again!? This was getting frustrating for everyone, Miroku and Sango realized something they didn’t know.
A/N: So what do you think? I’ll try and get chapter 22 posted soon!! I’m writing a new fanfic now with Sesshomaru and Kagome, it’s darker than this one though it’s called Memories don’t die, they scar. So please Review. ^.^-KaiousMoon