InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Drown ❯ Chapter 4: Growing deeper and deeper ( Chapter 4 )

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Title: Drown
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/Kouga mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/Kikyo InuYasha/OC
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Drown" by Bring Me The Horizon

Chapter 4: Growing deeper and deeper

My body was no longer my own. I belonged to Kiba and so he used my body whenever the mood struck him. He was angry enough at me that he had given me over to Tobe. Tobe's job was to punish and make me wish for Kiba but he hadn't really done much worse than Kiba. I had stopped screaming for them long ago and in frustration they had done to me what they had done to Kira and Hana; they had shorn off my white locks until my hair lay cropped below my chin.

I missed my long locks but I also disliked that they had to have their hands closer to my head in order to grip and yank or pull on my locks which they did so cruelly when I ignored their incessant babbling and tried blocking them out.

Today they seemed especially angry and they made sure to dole out equal punishments upon me of punches and kicks and I did what I usually did and curled tightly around my belly, protecting the precious life within. When they had deemed me punished to their satisfaction; they left me and went off to hunt and so I lay there bloody and shivering in the cold, the smell of snow and ice around me mingled with the musk and earthy smell of wolves and tinted copper with my own blood.

As I lay there shivering and in pain I felt an icy blast at my back and felt the soft and gentle touch of Sachi's callused fingers letting me know she was at my side. We would often curl into each other for warmth and comfort when Kiba and Tobe left though it seemed that she had been spared their cruel intentions because of me. I felt a small victory at having turned their attentions from her.

The slaying of their comrades had given her time to heal as I turned their ire strictly on me. We lay there, her arms wrapped around my body, her front to my back with her hands gently rubbing my expanding belly and we both ignored our growling stomachs while prayed for pain relieving sleep.

I had wondered if the demise of their comrades was the reason they had yet to catch any other females unaware to bring back to their cruel sanctuary. Perhaps my current condition and treatment were worth it if that were true.

As we lay there a loud howl echoed in the cave and I watched as our wolf jailers stood with their hackles raised and left us alone in the cave. I shivered in tandem with Sachi as we wondered what fate would await us, what new cruelty stood outside the cave entrance as barks, growls, yips and the occasional cry of pain echoed off stone walls.

It quieted and then the strong smell of musk, pine and clean earth and the ever present smell of copper of fresh spilled blood wafted through the cave along with the sounds of panting and yips of eager excitement. I cringed and curled into myself as much as my body would allow. I wanted to hide and not be there and when the flap to the room I was housed in was flung aside both Sachi and I flinched in fear of what was to come.

“Inu…Yasha…,” asked an all too familiar voice that sounded so lost and confused.

My ears swiveled in the direction of his voice and my one good, non-swollen eye opened and looked up at the figure that came to stand over me.

There in all his snow covered glory stood Kouga. His cerulean blue eyes looked shocked and slightly disgusted but the disgust left as soon as it appeared and only pity mixed with shock and anger remained as he came to lean down over us. I closed my eye and cringed as his hand hovered over me and an unbidden whine left my mouth.

“Sachi, can you sit up,” Kouga asked softly and I felt her nod at my back before her limbs left my body causing me to shiver as my body was exposed and left open for all to see.

I heard the rustling sound of cloth and heavy furs and felt them cover my body with warmth and the security I wanted was now there if even a tiny bit.

“ Brace yourself, I'm going to lift you up, Muttface,” and I felt his arms moves so that they came up under my knees and I bit my lip whining, trying my hardest to not yowl or scream at the pain of my broken knees being jostled along with my ankles.

He paused as if unsure to continue when Sachi cleared her throat and spoke softly, “They broke his knees and ankles. It will be painful no matter how you hold him.”

I nodded and turned my body so that I could grab a hold of his breast plate under the thick fur cloak he wore. He wrapped his other arm behind my back and lifted me fully into his arms bringing me against him in a crushing hug. I felt someone wrap another fur around my body so that I was thoroughly bundled and then I felt the sway and jostle of my body in Kouga's arms as he moved. I huddled against his body warmth he ran and jumped and listened to his breathing and the steady thump of his heart and I felt safer than I had in months.

As we traveled I felt my eyes begin to close and I couldn't raise enough energy to fight it. I let Kouga's warmth and the swaying movements lull me into a deep sleep.

I awoke some time later in what looked to be an old abandoned hut. I was offered a cup of something warm enough that the cup steamed and when I made no attempt to leave my cocoon of blankets and furs to take it, it was then gently pressed against my lips. I took a few soft sips at first and upon tasting tea with could only be honey to sweeten it I finally brought a hand out to hold it to my mouth until I drained the cup.

Sachi giggled and took away the now empty cup and helped to return my arm to its cocoon of furs and warmth.

“Ginta found an old jar of honey and tea leaves and we could all use a nice pick me up, especially you,” she explained happily.

I was amazed to see little Sachi so bright and full of a happiness I had never seen her show in the caves under Tobe and Kiba's care.

“Where…,” I tried to ask but was spared asking my entire question.

“An old hut about half a days trek to either your brother's home or our caves,” said Kouga from beside me.

At the confused and slightly panicked look on my face he continued, “Your brother has been helping us search for you. It is up to you where you would like to go. I've sent Hakaku and some wolves to find him and inform him of your rescue. He should be here in the morning if not earlier.”

I wrapped my arms around my belly and felt my pup stretch and roll inside of me and struggled to bring my thoughts together.

“You are welcome in the Eastern Youkai wolf tribe for as long as you want to stay. You helped to save not two but three of our pack members,” and as Kouga said it I could see that he knew and understood at least some of what I had done to save Kira and Shizuka.

As I thought of the two I felt my heart constrict and my throat tighten as Hana's death replayed in my mind.

It was as if he were reading my mind because Kouga made a disgruntled noise and ruffled his hair frustrated,”I know what you're thinking. That stupid muttface of yours says it all!”

“We found Hana's body. She wouldn't die without reason and after seeing that belly you have I'm not surprised she would stay to protect you. Hana was always the big sister of the pack. She especially had a soft spot for cubs, so don't go blaming yourself; Stupid dog.”

The insult was said with affection and I nodded and buried my face in the furs as I fought to hide the tears that were cascading down my cheeks.

When my tears were dried up I lifted my face and found Kouga settled on the floor at my side. We sat against a wall in the corner or the hut facing the only door in and out of the small ramshackle dwelling. I watched him doze and when the peace of my surroundings lulled me into another peaceful I let it.

To Be Continued….

Sorry about the short chapters. I'm writing before and after work and I seem to have caught a cold some I'm forcing myself to update everyday so that I won't have an excuse to stop. I'm going to try for another chapter of “Do What you have to do” so I can finish that fic up and work on finishing the next one. Trying hard to finish fics so I can start on more new ideas… so many… Still want to write fics for Bleach, Kuroshitsuji, Saiyuki, Fullmetal Alchemist and now for Yuri on Ice <3

Thank you for reading and hopefully you'll continue enjoying my works.

Kat