InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Emo Diaries ❯ Piecing it all together ( Chapter 5 )
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A/N: Hey everyone! I hope you liked the last chapter. I know: It was short! lol's. I'm still not "totally" sure about what I'm going to write for the next chapter yet. & remember to please review, so I have some feedback.
Disclaimer: I do not own & did not create any o the characters of the Inuyasha series. If I did, I wouldn't be wasting my time writing this pathetic fan-fic, but instead, I'd be freakin' drawing cartoons! GOD!!!!
Emo Diaries
Chapter 5: Piecing it all together
Kagome's P.O.V. (7:08am)
Huh?... What's going on? "Where... where am I...?", I slowly mutter to myself. My eyes are still partially shut. I'm lying down. I'm on a bed... I open my eyes fully to realize that I am in Sango's apartment. I was in her bed-room, laying in her bed. I stifled a yawn. Through her window, I could see that it was light outside. The sun-light clouded the room in bright beams. I slowly begin to rise up from my spot on the bed. "Ow... my head". I say to myself while massaging the side of my head. Why do I have a headache? Am I hung-over? "Sango...?". No answer. "Sango?". I say again. But still no answer. I lift the covers from off of my body, and I move my legs to the ground. I slowly come to a standing position. "Ouch... my body aches...". Why was I in such pain? What time was it? I make my way to the bed-room door, and I open it. "Why am I in Sango's apartment to begin with?". I ask myself. I turned the corner and I entered the living room. In there, I saw Sango's sleeping body laying on the couch.
"Sango's asleep...", I say to myself. I walked over to the couch and crouched down to my knees, so that our faces were level. "Should I wake her?". I contemplated this for a few seconds. I finally decided that it would be best to wake her. Besides, how else was I going to find out why the hell I was here? My hand reached out towards her shoulder, and I gently shook her. She didn't even stirr. I shook her again, this time slightly harder.
"Hhhhhmmm....", she groans.
"Sango?", I say to her softly. "Sango, wake up...". Sango began to wake up. She reached her hands out to stretch, then she yawned. Her eyes still looked drowsy when she finally said, "Kagome...? You're finally up". She yawned again.
"Sango... what am I doing in your apartment?".
"You...", It was a little hard for Sango to speak due to the fact that she was so sleepy.
"You fainted last night Kagome", She finally said. This was shocking to me!
"What?". I couldn't make sence of what she had just said! What does she mean. Fainted!?!
"I fainted?"
"Last night... When we were at the Club Crystyal. I don't know how it happened... But... You started to panic... Then... You fainted and fell to the ground!".
Oh my gosh! I fainted!?! What in the world did we do last night!?!
"I panicked?... Was I drinking?... ".
"No Kagome... you were still working when it happened. You were fine, then all of a sudden... you began to panic".
"Panic?...", I said bewildered.
"Yes... I don't understand how it happened... it just came out of nowhere, Kagome. I was so worried for you".
"Wow... the strange thing is, I can't remember any of this!", I said, still confused.
"Kagome", Sango said sharply. Then she waited a while, and the room drifted into this weird silence. An awkward sort of feeling.
"What do you remember from last night?". I Paused... Then I though to myself...
I tried my best to think of Sango and me leaving my apartment that night. How I was in a rush. How we ran to the car and sped to the night-club. The way the lightning on the outside of the club illuminated the side-walk as if it were the moon.
"Well... I can remember coming to the club..." I said sort of in a daze.
"Uh-huh?", Sango added, nodding her head.
"And when we got there, there was lots of music and noise".
"Ok... what about when we got to the bar?". Sango asked me. I thought about my job. Manger Kikyo had been yelling at me for being late for work! That I can remember easily! A guy came up to the bar and bought some drinks. Then I went to his table to deliver them... just then... That's right! I got a good look at this "drummer guy" that Sango has the hots for... But... Then what? I went back to the bar, but... something happened.
"Hmmm....." I murmured. What happened after that band left the stage? Did another band come up next? No.... wait... A stool! A wooden stool! One of the stage-hands put one up on the stage.
"What are you thinking Kagome", Sango said as if she had been napping while I was thinking and she just snapped awake. She yawned.
"A wooden stool...", I said. I didn't exactly mean to say it out loud.
"Huh?", Sango questioned. "Um... go on Kagome".
"I can remember a wooden stool, but... who sat down in it? Someone was on the stage on a wooden stool". Everything was still very fuzzy in my mind, but I tried my hardest to recall the details.
"Oh! you must mean that guitarist!", Sango burst out!
"Yeah, that's it! But... what about him", I envisioned this for a few seconds.
"That song...", I finally said. I could almost rebember the distinct sound of his voice, and the waves that passed through me while he sang. I could remember his fingers and how they met the stings to create a perfect, harmonized melody..
"It was a beatiful song", Sango added.
"But that wasn't it... What happened next", I thought out loud. I don't understand. Was my panic attack somehow linked to this guy? This guy with long locks of silky, black hair, and a face of pure sincerity.
"I'm confused", Sango said scratching her head.
"Sango, can you remember exactly when I began to panic?". I finally asked.
"Well...", she thought, " it was right after that guitarist left the stage, I think. Then I turned around and looked at your face and you were completely screwed!". Sango had a way with words.
IT HIT ME!! Somehow, the thought just snapped into my head like a streak of light. And that's exactly what it was. Two huge glares of streaming light!
"His eyes!", I shouted! I immediately covered my mouth in embrassment.
"His eyes? What are you saying, Kagome? Who's eyes?..... Hello?!?", she waved her hand in front of my face, for I was staring into space by then.
"Nothing! Nothing at all... it's nothing", I lied. I knew that if I told Sango, I'd never hear the end of it! I'd finally found out that the reason. I had panicked was because he had stared directly into my eyes. Deep down in the pits of my soul, I could feel them. His eyes were watching me like a hawk!... Though he probably didn't mean for that...
"I'm getting to be way too much of a fanatic", I muttered to myself while rubbing my aching head. My head was still very sore from when I woke up. I must have fallen on it when I hit the ground.
"Fine, keep your secrets. Hmp!", Sango said, annoyed..
"Oh! And by the way, Kagome... that guitarist?". When Sango said this, I almost jumped.
"Eeek", I sqeaked. "What about 'That Guitarist', Sango?", I was a little shakey.
"Well", she said in one of her happy tones. She was looking at her nails.
"Well...", I repeated. "What is it, Sango? What about him?
"As soon as you fainted..." She was stalling. I couldn't stand when she did that. "He ran right by your side to help you", Sango was now grinning wildly!
"What?!?", I shouted! I was in disbelief. She had to be messing around with my head. "You're kidding". I said.
"Nu-uh, it's true. Then... He picked you up and carried you to the back room... I went with him of course, just so he wouldn't try anything."
"Sango, you're lying... You are, aren't you?". Then I looked at her face. All though she was acting like a child, I've always known when Sango was being honest.
"Oh my God! You're not lying!".
"Nope. He even watched over you until it was time for him to leave".
"Whaatt!", I was finding it very hard to contain myself. Not because I was drooling over this guy or anything, but because the thought having some guy you've never met before see you faint and watch you while you sleep. A tad-bit shocking for me, even somewhat scary.
"I can tell you, if he wasn't there, I might have had some weird nervous-breakdown. I wouldn't have known what to do! I would've been running around in circles while you choked on your own vomit and died!", Sango explained wildly! , (with zero logic, might I add).
"What?", I was madly confused.
"Nevermind...", Sango rubbed her head and looked the other way.
"Sango... it's ok... I'm alright now. I don't want you to wor--"
"Just promise, Kagome!", Sango cut me off. "I need for you to promise me that you will always take your pills with you wherever you go... no matter what", Sango looked dead serious.
"Sango...", I said.
"Just promise!", she said. "No matter what, Kagome. No matter what". I looked Sango in the eyes. She stared back. They were the same eyes I had gazed into as a child. Those two bright stars. They shined like the northern lights. They were hers... and hers only.
"I promise, Sango... no matter what".
She hugged me. I hugged back. I could feel her tears soaking through the cloth of my shirt.
Was Sango really that afraid for me? I feel terrible that I had put so much fear into her heart last night. I hope it should never happen again.
Sango is my best friend. She has been for as long as I can remember. We'll always look out for eachother. The both of us smiled. We then rushed into Sango's kitchen to make peanut-butter and Jelly sandwiches for ourselves, an all-time favorite.
Sango... my lively friend. She can be so childish, and yet, so serious. Even though I've known her for so long, I still can't fully understand how her mind really works. But I do know one thing. Her ans I will always be there to look out for eachother, forever... being there for one another, to get though these tough times that exist in this day and age...
...No matter what.
AN/: Awww, I'm a sucker for these tender moments *Tears*. I'm trying hard to get to the good parts, I just don't want to rush things too much. Post comments in ur reviews please. Review & Thanx :)
Disclaimer: I do not own & did not create any o the characters of the Inuyasha series. If I did, I wouldn't be wasting my time writing this pathetic fan-fic, but instead, I'd be freakin' drawing cartoons! GOD!!!!
Emo Diaries
Chapter 5: Piecing it all together
Kagome's P.O.V. (7:08am)
Huh?... What's going on? "Where... where am I...?", I slowly mutter to myself. My eyes are still partially shut. I'm lying down. I'm on a bed... I open my eyes fully to realize that I am in Sango's apartment. I was in her bed-room, laying in her bed. I stifled a yawn. Through her window, I could see that it was light outside. The sun-light clouded the room in bright beams. I slowly begin to rise up from my spot on the bed. "Ow... my head". I say to myself while massaging the side of my head. Why do I have a headache? Am I hung-over? "Sango...?". No answer. "Sango?". I say again. But still no answer. I lift the covers from off of my body, and I move my legs to the ground. I slowly come to a standing position. "Ouch... my body aches...". Why was I in such pain? What time was it? I make my way to the bed-room door, and I open it. "Why am I in Sango's apartment to begin with?". I ask myself. I turned the corner and I entered the living room. In there, I saw Sango's sleeping body laying on the couch.
"Sango's asleep...", I say to myself. I walked over to the couch and crouched down to my knees, so that our faces were level. "Should I wake her?". I contemplated this for a few seconds. I finally decided that it would be best to wake her. Besides, how else was I going to find out why the hell I was here? My hand reached out towards her shoulder, and I gently shook her. She didn't even stirr. I shook her again, this time slightly harder.
"Hhhhhmmm....", she groans.
"Sango?", I say to her softly. "Sango, wake up...". Sango began to wake up. She reached her hands out to stretch, then she yawned. Her eyes still looked drowsy when she finally said, "Kagome...? You're finally up". She yawned again.
"Sango... what am I doing in your apartment?".
"You...", It was a little hard for Sango to speak due to the fact that she was so sleepy.
"You fainted last night Kagome", She finally said. This was shocking to me!
"What?". I couldn't make sence of what she had just said! What does she mean. Fainted!?!
"I fainted?"
"Last night... When we were at the Club Crystyal. I don't know how it happened... But... You started to panic... Then... You fainted and fell to the ground!".
Oh my gosh! I fainted!?! What in the world did we do last night!?!
"I panicked?... Was I drinking?... ".
"No Kagome... you were still working when it happened. You were fine, then all of a sudden... you began to panic".
"Panic?...", I said bewildered.
"Yes... I don't understand how it happened... it just came out of nowhere, Kagome. I was so worried for you".
"Wow... the strange thing is, I can't remember any of this!", I said, still confused.
"Kagome", Sango said sharply. Then she waited a while, and the room drifted into this weird silence. An awkward sort of feeling.
"What do you remember from last night?". I Paused... Then I though to myself...
I tried my best to think of Sango and me leaving my apartment that night. How I was in a rush. How we ran to the car and sped to the night-club. The way the lightning on the outside of the club illuminated the side-walk as if it were the moon.
"Well... I can remember coming to the club..." I said sort of in a daze.
"Uh-huh?", Sango added, nodding her head.
"And when we got there, there was lots of music and noise".
"Ok... what about when we got to the bar?". Sango asked me. I thought about my job. Manger Kikyo had been yelling at me for being late for work! That I can remember easily! A guy came up to the bar and bought some drinks. Then I went to his table to deliver them... just then... That's right! I got a good look at this "drummer guy" that Sango has the hots for... But... Then what? I went back to the bar, but... something happened.
"Hmmm....." I murmured. What happened after that band left the stage? Did another band come up next? No.... wait... A stool! A wooden stool! One of the stage-hands put one up on the stage.
"What are you thinking Kagome", Sango said as if she had been napping while I was thinking and she just snapped awake. She yawned.
"A wooden stool...", I said. I didn't exactly mean to say it out loud.
"Huh?", Sango questioned. "Um... go on Kagome".
"I can remember a wooden stool, but... who sat down in it? Someone was on the stage on a wooden stool". Everything was still very fuzzy in my mind, but I tried my hardest to recall the details.
"Oh! you must mean that guitarist!", Sango burst out!
"Yeah, that's it! But... what about him", I envisioned this for a few seconds.
"That song...", I finally said. I could almost rebember the distinct sound of his voice, and the waves that passed through me while he sang. I could remember his fingers and how they met the stings to create a perfect, harmonized melody..
"It was a beatiful song", Sango added.
"But that wasn't it... What happened next", I thought out loud. I don't understand. Was my panic attack somehow linked to this guy? This guy with long locks of silky, black hair, and a face of pure sincerity.
"I'm confused", Sango said scratching her head.
"Sango, can you remember exactly when I began to panic?". I finally asked.
"Well...", she thought, " it was right after that guitarist left the stage, I think. Then I turned around and looked at your face and you were completely screwed!". Sango had a way with words.
IT HIT ME!! Somehow, the thought just snapped into my head like a streak of light. And that's exactly what it was. Two huge glares of streaming light!
"His eyes!", I shouted! I immediately covered my mouth in embrassment.
"His eyes? What are you saying, Kagome? Who's eyes?..... Hello?!?", she waved her hand in front of my face, for I was staring into space by then.
"Nothing! Nothing at all... it's nothing", I lied. I knew that if I told Sango, I'd never hear the end of it! I'd finally found out that the reason. I had panicked was because he had stared directly into my eyes. Deep down in the pits of my soul, I could feel them. His eyes were watching me like a hawk!... Though he probably didn't mean for that...
"I'm getting to be way too much of a fanatic", I muttered to myself while rubbing my aching head. My head was still very sore from when I woke up. I must have fallen on it when I hit the ground.
"Fine, keep your secrets. Hmp!", Sango said, annoyed..
"Oh! And by the way, Kagome... that guitarist?". When Sango said this, I almost jumped.
"Eeek", I sqeaked. "What about 'That Guitarist', Sango?", I was a little shakey.
"Well", she said in one of her happy tones. She was looking at her nails.
"Well...", I repeated. "What is it, Sango? What about him?
"As soon as you fainted..." She was stalling. I couldn't stand when she did that. "He ran right by your side to help you", Sango was now grinning wildly!
"What?!?", I shouted! I was in disbelief. She had to be messing around with my head. "You're kidding". I said.
"Nu-uh, it's true. Then... He picked you up and carried you to the back room... I went with him of course, just so he wouldn't try anything."
"Sango, you're lying... You are, aren't you?". Then I looked at her face. All though she was acting like a child, I've always known when Sango was being honest.
"Oh my God! You're not lying!".
"Nope. He even watched over you until it was time for him to leave".
"Whaatt!", I was finding it very hard to contain myself. Not because I was drooling over this guy or anything, but because the thought having some guy you've never met before see you faint and watch you while you sleep. A tad-bit shocking for me, even somewhat scary.
"I can tell you, if he wasn't there, I might have had some weird nervous-breakdown. I wouldn't have known what to do! I would've been running around in circles while you choked on your own vomit and died!", Sango explained wildly! , (with zero logic, might I add).
"What?", I was madly confused.
"Nevermind...", Sango rubbed her head and looked the other way.
"Sango... it's ok... I'm alright now. I don't want you to wor--"
"Just promise, Kagome!", Sango cut me off. "I need for you to promise me that you will always take your pills with you wherever you go... no matter what", Sango looked dead serious.
"Sango...", I said.
"Just promise!", she said. "No matter what, Kagome. No matter what". I looked Sango in the eyes. She stared back. They were the same eyes I had gazed into as a child. Those two bright stars. They shined like the northern lights. They were hers... and hers only.
"I promise, Sango... no matter what".
She hugged me. I hugged back. I could feel her tears soaking through the cloth of my shirt.
Was Sango really that afraid for me? I feel terrible that I had put so much fear into her heart last night. I hope it should never happen again.
Sango is my best friend. She has been for as long as I can remember. We'll always look out for eachother. The both of us smiled. We then rushed into Sango's kitchen to make peanut-butter and Jelly sandwiches for ourselves, an all-time favorite.
Sango... my lively friend. She can be so childish, and yet, so serious. Even though I've known her for so long, I still can't fully understand how her mind really works. But I do know one thing. Her ans I will always be there to look out for eachother, forever... being there for one another, to get though these tough times that exist in this day and age...
...No matter what.
AN/: Awww, I'm a sucker for these tender moments *Tears*. I'm trying hard to get to the good parts, I just don't want to rush things too much. Post comments in ur reviews please. Review & Thanx :)