InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Fear of Doubt ❯ Kagome's Version ( Chapter 2 )

Fear of Doubt

Dragon and Sword Master: I was thinking and came to the conclusion that I will make poems for each of Inu Yasha's group, except for Shippo, since he is to young for this kind of stuff. This is not my poem, it is my best friend and pretend sister HieiandKuramaLover.

How can I reach you, how can I find my way into your heart, when you won't allow anyone in? I try to reach you, but then I pull back when I hear the harshness of your tone, the anger in your voice. Do you hate me as badly as I think you do? Am I truly this worthless to you, just merely a girl who can sense the shards of the Jewel of Four Souls? I wish you'd let me in, let me love you like I know I can.

I wish you'd open up just once in a while. Why can't you even try, why won't you give me a chance? You're still stuck on Kikyo, I know that is why. You still can't let her go

Even though she wants you to die, so why do you choose her over me?! What does she have that I don't?! I offer you my heart, my soul, and all of my affection. All she offers is death and an eternity with her in hell! Who's the idiot here Inuyasha, who!! I'll tell you whom, I'm looking right at him. Then again, I can't say I really blame you since you two used to be lovers and she's so strong and independent while I am not.

I admit, I'm nothing like that, I cannot fight well, and it's usually you who always come to my rescue. But be reasonable InuYasha, I offer to love you forever, and she offers to kill you!?! Maybe I'm jealous, maybe I'm selfish, I don't know the difference anymore and I really don't care anymore. I think I love you Inuyasha, yet I can't explain why I always come back to you like a dog between his legs. You're rude, you're loud, you have bad language and a bad temper and yet I always come back to you, my heart always comes back to you because I hold this affection for you.

It's enough to make me cry, and sometimes I do. I cry over you Inuyasha and I feel betrayed. Why won't you return my feelings or my love? Or do you just see me as another Kikyo, as someone who had loved you in the past? Why won't you let me love you as Kikyo loved you in the past? I am asking these questions as my fear starts to consume me, my fear of your rejecting me, my fear of doubt within myself.

Dragon and Sword Master: Next up will be Sango, and it will be finished with Miroku. Now, this weeks fic is none other than Commonly Love by Chibi-Manny. Summary: Kagome is a princess, but doesn't like it. She finds out she's betrothed and runs away. Someone takes her in and she begins to enjoy her life until she is taken back to the palace to face the music. Inu/Kag Rated PG for very mild language. Please R&R.

This story is very romantic and has almost all of the important characters from the anime. Kagome is a princess yet doesn't want to be the princess. When she runs away, InuYasha finds her, and helps her along with the hardships and falls in love with her.