InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Fed Up but Not Lonely ❯ Chapter 1: The Spring ( Chapter 1 )
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By: crimsontears69 
Kagome's pissed. While at the hot spring, she runs into some one. What is she willing to do to get revenge for her broked heart?
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.27.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 865 | Status: Work In Progress
Kagome's pissed. While at the hot spring, she runs into some one. What is she willing to do to get revenge for her broked heart?
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.27.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 865 | Status: Work In Progress
fed up but not lonely
Chapter 1: The spring
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Inuyasha characters or the songs. The songs are ‘Losing Grip’ and ‘Unwanted’ by Avril Lavigne,
‘How’s it going to be’
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She set down her clothes, her towel and her CD player. As she disrobed she felt a chill creep up her spine.
Unbeknownst to her, she was being watched. She shrugged off the feeling as she set her CD player on the side of the
spring and slipped into the water.
‘Oh, this feels so good after a long day of fighting stupid demons’,she thought to herself. ‘Today would have been a good day if I hadn’t’ seen that retarded-ass hanyou fucking that clay bitch.’ She wanted to scream. ‘I’m so fed up with his shit. Fuck it! I’m done. If that’s how he wants it, then that’s how it’ll be. Que cera, cera.’ At this she put on her headphones and, turning it up as loud as possible, pressed play.
She leaned back and got into the music, singing along to vent some stress and pain.
‘Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going nowhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going nowhere’
“She has such a heavenly voice”, Kouga whispers to himself as he watches Kagome bath.
‘couldn’t have said it better myself.’ Kagome thought to herself.
Pressing the skip button on her player, she got into the next song.
‘All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Make me go away
Make me go away’
‘She looks like a fallen angel. She fell straight down to earth for me to hold’, Kouga thought to himself.
‘Hate that stupid bastard! That’s alright though. They can have each other. I don’t think I even really loved him,
I think I was just infatuated. And that fact that his 20 shades of fuck worthy didn’t hurt either’ Kagome thinks with a
small smirk on her face. ‘But now that he’s been caught fucking that whore he’ll be lucky if I come within 50 feet of his
nasty ass.’ She stopped her CD as she thought. She gets a disgusted look on her face as she shudders, thinking back to
what had happened.
~*********~*********~ (Flashback)
“I wonder where InuYasha is? He’s been gone almost 3 hours.”, Sango said while preparing dinner. “Yeah. He’s been
gone forever.”, Miroko commented. “I’ll go find him.”, Kagome said. “Alright.”, Sango and Miroko said.
As Kagome walked through the forest she heard some muffled noises so she walked towards them. She stopped short of a
small clearing. She was close enough to see and hear what was going on. The scene she saw was appalling.
InuYasha was lying on the grass completely naked with a naked Kikyo straddling his face. As he ate her out, she was
giving him head and fucking him in the ass with what looked like an animal skin covered phallus shaped object. An almost
scream of ecstasy came from both their mouths as they both came. Kikyo looked straight at Kagome. With a smile tugging at
her lips she said to InuYasha,”I think we have company.”.” I don’t give a fuck!” InuYasha exclaimed as her turned her over
and began to ravish her.
At seeing this, her body revolted against her and she vomited into the near by bush.As she walked back to the camp
sight, she didn’t shed a single tear. She had realized that she was past the point of pissed off and that she just didn’t
give a shit any more.
As she walked back into camp, Sango asked “Where is InuYasha?” “He’s in the forest. If you want him, just follow straight through and you’ll find him.” Kagome responded “I’m going to soak in the hot spring. Please leave me alone.” Sango and Miroko gave on another a ‘what did he do now look’. At this Kagome gathered her things and left for the spring. She decided she wasn’t going home she was going to stay for Sango, Miroko and Shippo. She also decided she needed to enlist some
protection of her own.
~*********~*********~ (End Flashback)
“How much more disgusting can he get?” Kagome said to herself, “Knowing InuYasha and Kikyo, probably. I’m glad I
burnt this CD while I was home last time.” She settled herself back against the edge of the spring and resumed the play of
her CD. “Who could I enlist to help me?” she whispered out loud as she began to sing one of her favorite songs.
‘I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in, swings empty
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around
How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
And how's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
How's it going to be’
When the song had finished, she saw someone out of the corner of her eye. She turned and saw Kouga walking towards her.
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Authors Note: So….. how do you like it so far? I won’t finish until I hear that someone liked it. OK?!
Chapter 1: The spring
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Inuyasha characters or the songs. The songs are ‘Losing Grip’ and ‘Unwanted’ by Avril Lavigne,
‘How’s it going to be’
**********************************************************
She set down her clothes, her towel and her CD player. As she disrobed she felt a chill creep up her spine.
Unbeknownst to her, she was being watched. She shrugged off the feeling as she set her CD player on the side of the
spring and slipped into the water.
‘Oh, this feels so good after a long day of fighting stupid demons’,she thought to herself. ‘Today would have been a good day if I hadn’t’ seen that retarded-ass hanyou fucking that clay bitch.’ She wanted to scream. ‘I’m so fed up with his shit. Fuck it! I’m done. If that’s how he wants it, then that’s how it’ll be. Que cera, cera.’ At this she put on her headphones and, turning it up as loud as possible, pressed play.
She leaned back and got into the music, singing along to vent some stress and pain.
‘Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going nowhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going nowhere’
“She has such a heavenly voice”, Kouga whispers to himself as he watches Kagome bath.
‘couldn’t have said it better myself.’ Kagome thought to herself.
Pressing the skip button on her player, she got into the next song.
‘All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Make me go away
Make me go away’
‘She looks like a fallen angel. She fell straight down to earth for me to hold’, Kouga thought to himself.
‘Hate that stupid bastard! That’s alright though. They can have each other. I don’t think I even really loved him,
I think I was just infatuated. And that fact that his 20 shades of fuck worthy didn’t hurt either’ Kagome thinks with a
small smirk on her face. ‘But now that he’s been caught fucking that whore he’ll be lucky if I come within 50 feet of his
nasty ass.’ She stopped her CD as she thought. She gets a disgusted look on her face as she shudders, thinking back to
what had happened.
~*********~*********~ (Flashback)
“I wonder where InuYasha is? He’s been gone almost 3 hours.”, Sango said while preparing dinner. “Yeah. He’s been
gone forever.”, Miroko commented. “I’ll go find him.”, Kagome said. “Alright.”, Sango and Miroko said.
As Kagome walked through the forest she heard some muffled noises so she walked towards them. She stopped short of a
small clearing. She was close enough to see and hear what was going on. The scene she saw was appalling.
InuYasha was lying on the grass completely naked with a naked Kikyo straddling his face. As he ate her out, she was
giving him head and fucking him in the ass with what looked like an animal skin covered phallus shaped object. An almost
scream of ecstasy came from both their mouths as they both came. Kikyo looked straight at Kagome. With a smile tugging at
her lips she said to InuYasha,”I think we have company.”.” I don’t give a fuck!” InuYasha exclaimed as her turned her over
and began to ravish her.
At seeing this, her body revolted against her and she vomited into the near by bush.As she walked back to the camp
sight, she didn’t shed a single tear. She had realized that she was past the point of pissed off and that she just didn’t
give a shit any more.
As she walked back into camp, Sango asked “Where is InuYasha?” “He’s in the forest. If you want him, just follow straight through and you’ll find him.” Kagome responded “I’m going to soak in the hot spring. Please leave me alone.” Sango and Miroko gave on another a ‘what did he do now look’. At this Kagome gathered her things and left for the spring. She decided she wasn’t going home she was going to stay for Sango, Miroko and Shippo. She also decided she needed to enlist some
protection of her own.
~*********~*********~ (End Flashback)
“How much more disgusting can he get?” Kagome said to herself, “Knowing InuYasha and Kikyo, probably. I’m glad I
burnt this CD while I was home last time.” She settled herself back against the edge of the spring and resumed the play of
her CD. “Who could I enlist to help me?” she whispered out loud as she began to sing one of her favorite songs.
‘I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in, swings empty
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around
How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
And how's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
How's it going to be’
When the song had finished, she saw someone out of the corner of her eye. She turned and saw Kouga walking towards her.
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Authors Note: So….. how do you like it so far? I won’t finish until I hear that someone liked it. OK?!