InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Finding My Love ❯ Going Home ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: I do not own Inu Yasha, Rumiko Takahashi does, *tear*
Four: Deep thoughts
there she was. Sitting against a tree. Her face was normal now and did not look red from crying as it did before. 'I should get back to the hut.' She thought. Even though she didn't want to face Inu Yasha or any of them for that matter.
knowing the woods for she had walked them oh so many times before, left the edge of Inu Yasha's forest. She pulled back the flap that covered the door to the hut, only seeing Sango sitting by the fire, string at the ground. She walked in and went over to the far side of the hut, in the corner farthest from the door. "Where are Miroku and Shippo?" Kagome asked Sango.
jumped as if she had just been in a trance and then looked at Kagome. She'd heard the question, at least. "Kaede went to tend to patients in the next village. She needed some help and took Miroku and Shippo to help her. I also wanted them to go along to protect her. She's getting old you know? And you never know what demons could be lurking around these parts. Especially since the Shikon Jewel is so close." Sango took a breath. "So where were you guys this whole time? You've been gone for a few hours now, and we were beginning to worry. Oh! Is Inu Yasha back to his normal self?" Sango bombarded Kagome with questions.

"Yeah, Inu Yasha is hanyou again. He's just out in the woods right now. I got him out of his demon state and then left him to cool down. And then just a little while ago, I found him" Kagome then whispered under her breath, "with Kikyo." Sango had obviously heard this when her face went into a surprised look. She became even more curious at that point.
sorry Kagome. I know that you and Kikyo don't get along and you have your thoughts about what Inu Yasha's and Kikyo's relationship is, right?" Sango didn't wait for a reply. "But you have to understand that Inu Yasha does love-" She was cut of.
Kagome said quietly. "No! No, No!!" She put her head in her hands, shaking her head. Sango crossed the room towards Kagome and heard soft sobs. She put her arms around Kagome, only to be pulled into a hug while she cried upon her shoulder. After a while, Kagome quieted down, then finally managed to get some sleep in the futon in the back room of Kaede's hut.
an hour later, Inu Yasha snuck and sat near the door. Looking around, he didn't see Kagome anywhere, but he could smell her. By her even breathing, he knew that she was sleeping, and then he smelt tears. They were an old scent, so he knew that she had probably cried herself to sleep.
didn't even look at Sango or acknowledge her presence in the room. But he knew that she was looking at him, and it frustrated him even more than he already was.
knew why Kagome had been crying, though. How could he not? Faintly, it haunted him. But faintly was enough. He didn't want to remember! 'I...I...' Even in his mind, it was hard to say. 'I...did that to her.' How could he have done such an inhumane thing? 'I don't know. I don't really remember what happened, but I know that we did it, and I think I did it by force. <sigh... if only he knew how wrong he was...>
still looked at him. He seemed so deep in thought. 'I guess he's thinking about Kikyo and Kagome.' Sango thought. She was right. He was thinking of Kagome, but not how she supposed. He was confuse about how she felt now.
guess I'll leave him alone and go to bed. After all I am tired and the only reason that I stayed up was because I wanted to make sure those two were ok.' "Goodnight Inu Yasha."
a reply, not expecting one anyway, she got up and move to the back room where a comfortable futon had her name on it.
while later, Miroku and Kaede and Shippo stumble through the door. Kaede talked with the two while Inu Yasha listen. The ohter three though he was asleep.
seems that Lady Kagome and Inu Yasha have returned now. " Miroku nodded towards Inu Yasha with his words. "And obviously he isn't demon anymore.
A squeaky voice called from Miroku's shoulder. "I was getting worried about Okaa-san! Inu Yasha rushed off with her, it scared me. But I am glad that Inu Yasha is back to normal. And to the looks of it, he's getting some much needed rest." Shippo said.
he mentally added, 'Although I can smell Okaa-san's tears, I wonder what happened between them?' Shippo got up and walked into the back room, laying with Kagome.
wonder what happened between them? What did Kagome do to get him out of this demon state ye speak of?" Kaede asked, breaking the silence.
Kagome, she probably said 'osawari' and he snapped out of it. But they were gone for a while." Lecherous thought crossed his mind, but Sango wasn't there to hit him.
walked into the back room, and he saw some of Kagome's papers lying on the floor near her pack. He brushed it off and assumed that she had been studying for her 'tests' whatever they were.
crawled next to her, underneath the kimono that covered her. ANd even though Kagome was asleep, she wrapped her arms around him, holding him close like she did every night.
Yasha's POV~
*sigh* I just couldn't control myself. I wanted her so much. I can't remember everything that happened though. The lust, the urges, they're all I can remember on my part. How did she act. What does she think of me now?' Inu Yasha held back tears in his amber orbs. Soon, sleep over came him, just as exaustion has not too long ago.
began to dream...
shed beads of sweat which rolled over his naked body. He looked down at Kagome, she was just the same. Underneath him, sweating, she had a look of pleasure written on her face. This drove Inu Yasha wild. She lifted her head and then took Inu Yasha's lips into a most passionate kiss, of which he gladly returned. All the while, Kagome began to stoke his ears, loving and gentle. It drove him even more, and as he reached his release, so did she. Moaning his name, she arched and Inu Yasha released at the same time, she let him bite her neck...
Inu Yasha's POV~
during Inu Yasha's POV...
had woken up right when she planned to. Looking around the room, she spotted Shippo in her arms, and Kaede and Sango on futons around the room.
unwrapped her arms from Shippo and looked at her watch. It was almost five in the morning. She'd only gotten about three hours of sleep after seeing Inu Yasha and Kikyo together in the woods.
got up and packed a few papers back into her pack.
Chapter~
Hey, this is a longer chapter than my others, and I know that it is kinda gloomy so far, but it will brighten up. It will get better, and I thank inuyasha_1234 for the great review that I got!

It will get better as I have already said and you should be expecting some Miroku and Sango scenes as well! ~;-)
really like some reviews, if I should continue, or if I should change some things...