InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Flames of Purgatory ❯ chapter 16 ( Chapter 16 )
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By: rAiNwAtEr 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.21.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.4K | Visits: 152 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.21.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.4K | Visits: 152 | Status: Completed
I can never get over the amount of reviews I get for this story. My heart swells every time I open my e-mail box. I am truly grateful for all the reviews I get no matter what they say. Thank you very much.
Ok, something people should know. A lot of people have asked about the lemon. Well, as we all know, this website has rules that I must follow and will not break. I take the warnings and the rules seriously and don't wish to tread on the toes of the administration of this site. I am happy with this chapter and I hope it meets the needs of my readers.
There are a few reviews that I really want to answer unfortunately, the reviewers who asked a question or pointed something out didn't leave their e-mails.
Reviewer thanks: blueyabc123, Dib-is-My-Love-Affection, FallenCrimsonAngel, thr3e, NeoDarkcloud, Kagamoesiun, Ariel, Baby Sess, Reptilian Goddess, Orme, theanimeartist, SonnyGoten, ilovekyo, Narakusluver, Demitria Miriam, foxy-comic-death, Dragon Master03, .::Pink Jade::., GoTrinba, KuraRose, FireieGurl, shady gurl, blue peach, Aquarriiss-The-Inu-Hanyou-Alchemist, BaikenSeishino, Sesshy's numba1 gurl, evilkitten, babier, Shinimegami7, yehudi13, Michelle, flammes, AnimeLvr, InuSessyYaoiGirl, anime-luney, Ahja Reyn, Hoppy-chan, and darkwolvesbite.
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Song Name: Things i'll never say
Song Description: First CD published
Song By: Avril Lavigne
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I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it—yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you—away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you—away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it—yeah
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Last time in chapter 15:
… The last thought in Inuyasha's mind as he got in the car and Sesshomaru started up the engine was, ‘is this really going to happen tonight? God, I hope so…’
Flames of Purgatory
Chapter 16
( Inuyasha's P.O.V )
Sesshomaru was speeding like a bat out of hell. Did I care? No. Hell, I wanted him to go faster. I couldn't keep my hands off him. I touched him wherever I could. I was consumed in a craving that only my brother could satisfy. I need him, I want him, and I will have him. My inner thighs and lower abdomen were heated by a fire from within that refused to cool. I was on fire and only he could put me out.
My hands groped his thighs and snaked under his shirt to caress his toned stomach as I licked and sucked his smooth neck. He just drove faster. I couldn't control myself; I have been deprived for so long. I want to feel him in anyway possible. He is mine and I his. Two souls intertwined. Damn, I felt hot and bothered.
Through my fogged and hazy mind, I noticed flashing blue and red lights from behind us. Somewhere in the back of my mind I realized that cops were chasing us. We were speeding like nascar drivers on and off the highway. Ask me if I care. I don't. Now there's a scary thought. I am so consumed in Sesshomaru's scent and flesh that I wouldn't give a damn if we got arrested right then and there. Just as long as they put us in the same jail cell, I don't give a shit. I need him now and I am sick of waiting.
Sesshomaru picked up the speed and weaved in and out of the side streets. Thanks to his youkai senses he had an upper hand on the cops. After thirty minutes of a high-speed chase, we managed to lose them. God, everything gave me a thrill. The car chase was heart racing, speed thrilling, and such a turn on. If Sesshomaru didn't give it to me tonight I was prepared to take it from him by force. I'm desperate and needy. My morals can fuck off for the night.
To my relief and Sesshomaru's, our house loomed in the distance. He slowed his nascar driving to an easy 30mph on a road that had a 15mph speed limit. Honestly, it was extremely slow comparing to what we were doing. Sesshomaru was quiet the whole time. I think he is trying to control himself. He was giving me a look that said, "One word and I’ll take you hard, fast, and rough, right here in this car," Damn, he was sexy.
Sesshomaru whipped the car into the garage and opened his door harshly. I was about to scramble out my door when Sesshomaru grabbed my arm and yanked me over the driver seat and out the car.
"Too. Slow. Go. Now."
He pulled me over to the door at the side of the house. He fumbled with the many keys looking for the right one. He unlocked the door and then pulled me into the house quickly. I closed the door not to subtly and locked it.
As soon as I turned around Sesshomaru had me pinned against the door sucking on my neck. I moaned shamelessly. His breath was hot and tickled my skin. The little microscopic hairs on my neck stood up at attention as if seeking out my brother hot wet tongue. That wasn't the only thing that was standing for the occasion. I was painfully aroused and Sesshomaru's obvious arousal was poking against my hipbone.
"Is that a sword in your pocket or are you just happy to see me big boy?" I managed to breath out.
He smiled against my neck and answered me by pushing harder against my side. I couldn't take it anymore.
"Your room. Now."
We stumbled together through the darkened kitchen to the stairs. Neither one of us could take our hands off one another. Our breathing came out in pants, our heartbeats skyrocketed, and our need consumed us in a blaze of fire. We stumbled up the stairs all the while I left numerous hickeys on his neck. His neck now looked like a hungry vampire who hadn't feed in a century had attacked him. His hands massaged my behind and thighs. God, everything was going perfectly.
Nothing was going to stop me. If Azul or Shippo showed up I'd just tell them to fuck off. I was deranged and hungry. If the president himself popped out of nowhere, I'd tell his ass to pull up a seat and enjoy the show because I'm not stopping. If God the all mighty came to tell me my time was up, I'd tell him it would be in his best interest to let me get off before dieing or I'd haunt his ass from hell. If ... well, you got the point.
I quickly walked into Sesshomaru's room making sure to lock the door behind me so no pests would interrupt. I pushed Sesshomaru down on the bed and straddled his hips. We grinded like rabbits as he shredded my shirt off and I returned the favor. Our bare chest slid against one another. I moaned as our nipples brushed together. Sesshomaru hissed and ran his hands down to the waistband of my pants and boxers. He flipped me so he was on top and slipped off the rest of my clothing leaving me bare for his hungry eyes. My skin flushed from his stare. There are no words to describe how heavenly it feels to have someone close to godlike stare at you in want and need.
It was addicting to have someone of that magnitude crave you and I never wanted to find a cure. Rehab was out of the question.
With an impatiens that was unlike Sesshomaru, he ripped off his own pants and boxers. As soon as he laid down on me and his bare skin touched my own heated skin I wanted to scream. My legs wrapped around his waist and the strangled scream that threatened to rip from my throat came out strangled and in a load groan. I panted like a man left to thirst surrounded by nothing but sand and overly pressed by heat. When he rubbed our pelvises together I did scream. He swallowed it with a hungry kiss that seared my soul.
This sinful feeling felt heavenly; which was such a contradiction.
I rocked against him with equal passion. My hands tangled in his hair to bring his head down so I could connect my lips with his own swollen red petals. Our concealing spells melted away. The heat from our passion driven bodies could make the flames of hell burn in envy. Our touch singed and burnt our souls.
He did everything right. He knew where to touch and where to kiss. I cried out too many times to count as he rode my body up and over the hill of passion as we joined as one. Each and every time I reach my peek I cried out his name in passion. My tears of joy were kissed away by his soft lips as he cooed to me with soft words of comfort. Our heavy breathing and panting mingled together. It was beautiful and I couldn't stop my self from crying out what my heart was feeling.
"I love you Sesshomaru. Dear God, I love you."
He held me as our rapid breathing calmed. My head rested on his chest as I listened to his heartbeat. It slowly lulled me to sleep along with his light kisses on my forehead and his soothing fingers running through my hair. But I did not sleep soundly, for at the back of my mind, I realized Sesshomaru didn't say he loved me when I revealed my heart to him. It scared me like hell to think he didn't feel the same way. It was too late to turn back now, I was in too deep.
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Sango hummed to herself as she put her clothes in the washing machine. She had gotten up early for the soul purpose of getting her chores done as soon as possible so she could spend the day with Miroku. Their date yesterday was a complete success. Her feelings for the slightly perverted boy were rapidly growing.
She smiled to herself as she added soap to the water in the washing machine and closed the lid. She placed the laundry basket on the floor on the side of the drier and bounced up the stairs out of the seller and into the kitchen.
Sango quickly finished up her chores and took a quick shower. She got dressed in a simple pair of jeans and a pink T-shirt. She put her hair up in a tight ponytail and was off.
She had decided some where between taking a shower and getting dressed that she wanted to surprise Miroku. She stopped by a bakery and bought a simple apple pie and headed over to Miroku's place. The heats humidity caused her bangs to stick to her face and sweat to form on her brow. Her jeans started to cling to her frame due to unwanted sweat. The sun had no mercy as it scorched down upon her.
By the time Sango got to Miroku's house she was beyond hot and sweaty. Her mouth was perched and her lips dry. Her throat burned from the constant dry swallowing she had done while walking without water. Her throat was itchy and red raw.
Pushing aside her thirst she switched the bakery bag from her right hand to her left so she could ring the doorbell. A short moment later a girl older then her answered.
"Hello. Can I help you?" Rin asked nicely. She looked Sango up and down as if she had found a treasure. She automatically assumed Miroku was doing something with this beautiful girl. The question was what.
"Oh, hello. My name is Sango. I am a friend of Miroku's. Is he home?" Sango asked politely.
"Yes he is. It is always a pleasure to meet a friend of Miroku's. I am his older sister Rin. Please to meet you. Please do come in," Rin said with sparkling eyes.
"Thank you," Sango said with a smile of her own. She took the time to observe her surroundings. She was standing in a spacious living room that was well furnished and decorated. Nothing too fancy but you could tell they lived well. His family was obviously middle class working people like her own family.
"I'll go get Miroku for you. Please have a seat," Rin said before taking off to locate her brother. For some reason he had been avoiding her lately. It was almost as if he didn't want to see his sister. 'How strange,' Rin thought.
Sango did as suggested. As she sat down she looked at the many pictures on the coaches side table. There were pictures of Miroku as a child along with his family. He looked very happy and cheerful. He was simply adorable. One picture showed him missing his two front teeth as he smiled for the camera. He couldn't have been more then six. It wasn't long until Rin returned with Miroku in toe.
"Hey Sango. What a pleasant surprise," Miroku said as his eyes lit up in delight.
"I wanted to know if you wanted to spend time together today. Oh, and here. I picked up an apple pie from the bakery on my way here. I hope you like it," Sango said with a slight blush. She was nervous and excited all at the same time.
"Thanks! I love apple pie," Miroku unexpectedly pulled Sango into a tight embrace. This caused Sango to blush an even deeper red.
"Well, I guess I'll just leave you two love birds alone. Nice to have met you Sango," Rin said as she walked out of the living room.
Miroku had the sense to blush a little at the statement. He quickly recovered and focused on Sango. Rin could be such a pest sometimes.
"Sango would you like to go out and get some ice cream for this pie?"
"Sure. I would love that," Sango said with a smile.
"Well let me get my coat and place the pie in the kitchen and we can leave," Miroku said and they went to go do just that. It wasn't long before the two left and were walking down the street, side by side.
The atmosphere between the two was relaxed and unstrained. The sun beat down on the two as they strolled in silence. The birds chirped in a song made for lovers. A light breeze swept the trees and Sango's waist length hair. Every now and than, a car would zoom by creating a wonderful breeze for the two. The sky was a brilliant blue without a cloud in sight. Miroku was the first to break the silence.
"I really am glad that you stopped by. There was something I wanted to talk to you about."
"I see. Well I also feel like we should discuss some things," Sango replied. She knew it was time to bring up their relationship status or more accurately their lack of one.
The two approached the local super market. It was a lovely old Italian brick building that had many high length windows. The owner of the store had once told Miroku that the store had been in his family since they came from Italy. The two walked through the front doors and Miroku picked up a hand basket from the door entrance. The store had a wonderful fragrance of fresh baked cinnamon bread and fruits. Unlike other stores, this market wasn't lit by bright lights that made you squint when you first walked in. It was mostly lit by the suns rays coming in from the many high arched windows.
The two made their way to the ice-cream department and browsed. They joked with each other and laughed over each other's comments. To any stranger they looked like a happy couple out on a date to the market. The way they touched each other’s shoulders while talking or the glances they passed at each other. It was like something out of a cheesy love movie but some how they pulled it off.
The two paid for their purchases and left. They talked about school and their plans for next year on the way back to Miroku's house. Before they knew it they were back. As Miroku expected, His nosey sister was sitting on the porch waiting for them.
"Well Miroku, were did the two of you go? By the way; is she your girl friend, Miroku?" Rin asked with an overly polite smile.
"Pay no heed to the she-devil Sango. She is depraved," Miroku said while ushering Sango into the house and to the kitchen.
Miroku quickly cut both Sango and himself a slice of pie and some ice cream and hustled Sango to his room. He didn't want Rin to corner them again. Miroku took a seat on his bed while Sango sat next to him. They ate for a little while in silence. Both knew what was on each other’s mind. The question was, how to bring it up? This time Sango was the one to speak up.
"Miroku, I know you still have feelings for Inuyasha and you probably always will. All I am asking for is a chance. I know it is a big leap for you but I am also putting my feelings on the line. If it doesn't work out, you're not the only one that will get burned. I also understand if you just want to stay friends. I don't want to force you into anything however, I don't want to always be a shadow in the background. If you have any kinds of feelings for me other then friendship, then let us take that leap together," Sango said while looking into Miroku's eyes.
Miroku could only look back at Sango in surprise. She had laid her heart out for him and was waiting for his judgment. It was true that he still loved Inuyasha but he also had feelings for Sango. The question was if he was ready to move on. To move on would sever his last hope for Inuyasha and it truly would be over between the two. But wasn't it already over? Didn't Inuyasha have Sesshomaru? Hadn't he already received his answer?
"Sango, I do have feelings for you. But in order for me to start a relationship, I need a little more time to heal. I know it is selfish for me to ask you to wait but that is the best I can offer," Miroku said. He spoke honestly, it was the least he could do for Sango.
"I understand. I will wait. But please don't make me linger,"
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(Sesshomaru's P.O.V)
I woke to warmth that surrounded my body like nothing else. For the first time, I woke without a care in the world. I felt whole and at easy. Then my world came crashing down as I remembered last nights activities. My eyes squeezed tight in shame. I was supposed to be stronger then this. In fact, this happened because I am weak. My hunger and need over whelmed me. My harbored love for my brother over took me. Wetness formed at the corner of my tightly closed eyes. This wasn't how things were supposed to be.
I had planned to cut my wrong and sinful feelings off and push Inuyasha away so he wouldn't get attached to me. But it was too hard. It felt like I would die if I cut Inuyasha completely out of my life so I had settled for just fighting with him and putting up a facade of hate towards him. But from the first time I saw him at the hospital a seed of love was imbedded in my heart, and with time, it flourished. I was tangled in a web of love and need that only Inuyasha could garden. It felt like I was falling with nothing to break my fall. I was drowning in a sea of need and I didn't know which way was up. I forgot how to breathe and I was hanging on by a thread.
I needed to push Inuyasha away.
I slipped out of bed without a word. I got dressed and left my room without looking back. I was afraid to look back because I knew if I did my resolve would crumble like a house being smashed by a bulldozer. I would crack and never be whole again, not that I was whole now. I left my heart and soul with the beautiful sleeping hanyou on my bed.
(End Sesshomaru's P.O.V)
Inuyasha woke soon after Sesshomaru had left the warmth of the bed. He rolled over onto his back and slowly allowed his eyes to crack open.
"Sesshomaru?" Inuyasha croaked out. Sleep was fogging his brain at the moment. He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes and sat up in bed. 'Damn, my ass is killing me,' was Inuyasha's first thought. He looked over to Sesshomaru's side of the bed and frowned when he saw it empty. He got out of bed and got dressed. He wobbled to the door all the while cursing that his ass hurt.
Inuyasha wobbled down the stairs and as he was about the walking into the kitchen Sesshomaru was walking out of it fully dressed. Inuyasha smiled and went to give his lover a hug when Sesshomaru by passed him and kept walking without a word or even giving him a speared glance.
Inuyasha's soul died. A wave of cold dread and fear washed over him. The icy fingers of uncertainty grabbed at his throat suppressing the whimper that was about to burst forth. Inuyasha quickly grabbed Sesshomaru's arm to prevent him from walking further away.
"Sesshomaru, what has gotten into you? Why are you acting like this?" Inuyasha cursed his quivering voice. He sounded fragile and weak. But he had finally made love to Sesshomaru and thought he had knocked down Sesshomaru's cold frigid walls. Now it seems Sesshomaru had only built higher ones. Blocking out not just Inuyasha but the suns warmth as well.
"Remove your hands. Just because we slept together doesn't mean I love you, because I don't. Stop acting like a woman," Sesshomaru felt like dieing. His insides shriveled up with every hurtful word he said to his lover. But this was best for the both of them.
"What?..." Inuyasha didn't know whether to laugh and hope Sesshomaru was playing an awful joke of cry out in frustration.
"Why are you acting like a bastard?! I thought you understood how I felt..." Inuyasha felt hot tears leak down his cheeks. His bangs hung low like curtains to block Sesshomaru's view but Sesshomaru could smell the salty substance.
"You won't have to worry about seeing my face anymore anyways," Sesshomaru said while breaking out of Inuyasha's tight hold.
Inuyasha panicked. What the hell was going on? This couldn't be happening after the perfect night they had shared.
"What? Where? I don't understand. PLEASE SAY SOMETHING! DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME!" Inuyasha was losing his composure. Nothing made sense.
"I called the university this morning and told them I would like to enroll in summer classes before school start up this September. I will be moving into the dorm rooms in two days," With that said Sesshomaru turned around and walked out of sight.
Inuyasha sank to the floor. His heart shattered. His soul was ripped from his body leaving him in a heap of agony. With Sesshomaru's two sentences he had glimpsed death; a death of the mind and soul. What would he do? What could he do?
"Why..." Inuyasha whispered to the empty halls of the house. Tears singed his throat and a harsh cry of anger and fear split free from his throat.
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TBC
(End chapter)
Ok I know this is short but I didn't want to push the main part in this chapter. The next chapter will be longer so don't worry.
I really want a reply for this chapter because it touched on some really important points. This was my first time writing a provocative scene. Please send comment and tell me if this chapter has met every ones expectations.
Ok, something people should know. A lot of people have asked about the lemon. Well, as we all know, this website has rules that I must follow and will not break. I take the warnings and the rules seriously and don't wish to tread on the toes of the administration of this site. I am happy with this chapter and I hope it meets the needs of my readers.
There are a few reviews that I really want to answer unfortunately, the reviewers who asked a question or pointed something out didn't leave their e-mails.
Reviewer thanks: blueyabc123, Dib-is-My-Love-Affection, FallenCrimsonAngel, thr3e, NeoDarkcloud, Kagamoesiun, Ariel, Baby Sess, Reptilian Goddess, Orme, theanimeartist, SonnyGoten, ilovekyo, Narakusluver, Demitria Miriam, foxy-comic-death, Dragon Master03, .::Pink Jade::., GoTrinba, KuraRose, FireieGurl, shady gurl, blue peach, Aquarriiss-The-Inu-Hanyou-Alchemist, BaikenSeishino, Sesshy's numba1 gurl, evilkitten, babier, Shinimegami7, yehudi13, Michelle, flammes, AnimeLvr, InuSessyYaoiGirl, anime-luney, Ahja Reyn, Hoppy-chan, and darkwolvesbite.
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Song Name: Things i'll never say
Song Description: First CD published
Song By: Avril Lavigne
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I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it—yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you—away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you—away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it—yeah
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Last time in chapter 15:
… The last thought in Inuyasha's mind as he got in the car and Sesshomaru started up the engine was, ‘is this really going to happen tonight? God, I hope so…’
Flames of Purgatory
Chapter 16
( Inuyasha's P.O.V )
Sesshomaru was speeding like a bat out of hell. Did I care? No. Hell, I wanted him to go faster. I couldn't keep my hands off him. I touched him wherever I could. I was consumed in a craving that only my brother could satisfy. I need him, I want him, and I will have him. My inner thighs and lower abdomen were heated by a fire from within that refused to cool. I was on fire and only he could put me out.
My hands groped his thighs and snaked under his shirt to caress his toned stomach as I licked and sucked his smooth neck. He just drove faster. I couldn't control myself; I have been deprived for so long. I want to feel him in anyway possible. He is mine and I his. Two souls intertwined. Damn, I felt hot and bothered.
Through my fogged and hazy mind, I noticed flashing blue and red lights from behind us. Somewhere in the back of my mind I realized that cops were chasing us. We were speeding like nascar drivers on and off the highway. Ask me if I care. I don't. Now there's a scary thought. I am so consumed in Sesshomaru's scent and flesh that I wouldn't give a damn if we got arrested right then and there. Just as long as they put us in the same jail cell, I don't give a shit. I need him now and I am sick of waiting.
Sesshomaru picked up the speed and weaved in and out of the side streets. Thanks to his youkai senses he had an upper hand on the cops. After thirty minutes of a high-speed chase, we managed to lose them. God, everything gave me a thrill. The car chase was heart racing, speed thrilling, and such a turn on. If Sesshomaru didn't give it to me tonight I was prepared to take it from him by force. I'm desperate and needy. My morals can fuck off for the night.
To my relief and Sesshomaru's, our house loomed in the distance. He slowed his nascar driving to an easy 30mph on a road that had a 15mph speed limit. Honestly, it was extremely slow comparing to what we were doing. Sesshomaru was quiet the whole time. I think he is trying to control himself. He was giving me a look that said, "One word and I’ll take you hard, fast, and rough, right here in this car," Damn, he was sexy.
Sesshomaru whipped the car into the garage and opened his door harshly. I was about to scramble out my door when Sesshomaru grabbed my arm and yanked me over the driver seat and out the car.
"Too. Slow. Go. Now."
He pulled me over to the door at the side of the house. He fumbled with the many keys looking for the right one. He unlocked the door and then pulled me into the house quickly. I closed the door not to subtly and locked it.
As soon as I turned around Sesshomaru had me pinned against the door sucking on my neck. I moaned shamelessly. His breath was hot and tickled my skin. The little microscopic hairs on my neck stood up at attention as if seeking out my brother hot wet tongue. That wasn't the only thing that was standing for the occasion. I was painfully aroused and Sesshomaru's obvious arousal was poking against my hipbone.
"Is that a sword in your pocket or are you just happy to see me big boy?" I managed to breath out.
He smiled against my neck and answered me by pushing harder against my side. I couldn't take it anymore.
"Your room. Now."
We stumbled together through the darkened kitchen to the stairs. Neither one of us could take our hands off one another. Our breathing came out in pants, our heartbeats skyrocketed, and our need consumed us in a blaze of fire. We stumbled up the stairs all the while I left numerous hickeys on his neck. His neck now looked like a hungry vampire who hadn't feed in a century had attacked him. His hands massaged my behind and thighs. God, everything was going perfectly.
Nothing was going to stop me. If Azul or Shippo showed up I'd just tell them to fuck off. I was deranged and hungry. If the president himself popped out of nowhere, I'd tell his ass to pull up a seat and enjoy the show because I'm not stopping. If God the all mighty came to tell me my time was up, I'd tell him it would be in his best interest to let me get off before dieing or I'd haunt his ass from hell. If ... well, you got the point.
I quickly walked into Sesshomaru's room making sure to lock the door behind me so no pests would interrupt. I pushed Sesshomaru down on the bed and straddled his hips. We grinded like rabbits as he shredded my shirt off and I returned the favor. Our bare chest slid against one another. I moaned as our nipples brushed together. Sesshomaru hissed and ran his hands down to the waistband of my pants and boxers. He flipped me so he was on top and slipped off the rest of my clothing leaving me bare for his hungry eyes. My skin flushed from his stare. There are no words to describe how heavenly it feels to have someone close to godlike stare at you in want and need.
It was addicting to have someone of that magnitude crave you and I never wanted to find a cure. Rehab was out of the question.
With an impatiens that was unlike Sesshomaru, he ripped off his own pants and boxers. As soon as he laid down on me and his bare skin touched my own heated skin I wanted to scream. My legs wrapped around his waist and the strangled scream that threatened to rip from my throat came out strangled and in a load groan. I panted like a man left to thirst surrounded by nothing but sand and overly pressed by heat. When he rubbed our pelvises together I did scream. He swallowed it with a hungry kiss that seared my soul.
This sinful feeling felt heavenly; which was such a contradiction.
I rocked against him with equal passion. My hands tangled in his hair to bring his head down so I could connect my lips with his own swollen red petals. Our concealing spells melted away. The heat from our passion driven bodies could make the flames of hell burn in envy. Our touch singed and burnt our souls.
He did everything right. He knew where to touch and where to kiss. I cried out too many times to count as he rode my body up and over the hill of passion as we joined as one. Each and every time I reach my peek I cried out his name in passion. My tears of joy were kissed away by his soft lips as he cooed to me with soft words of comfort. Our heavy breathing and panting mingled together. It was beautiful and I couldn't stop my self from crying out what my heart was feeling.
"I love you Sesshomaru. Dear God, I love you."
He held me as our rapid breathing calmed. My head rested on his chest as I listened to his heartbeat. It slowly lulled me to sleep along with his light kisses on my forehead and his soothing fingers running through my hair. But I did not sleep soundly, for at the back of my mind, I realized Sesshomaru didn't say he loved me when I revealed my heart to him. It scared me like hell to think he didn't feel the same way. It was too late to turn back now, I was in too deep.
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Sango hummed to herself as she put her clothes in the washing machine. She had gotten up early for the soul purpose of getting her chores done as soon as possible so she could spend the day with Miroku. Their date yesterday was a complete success. Her feelings for the slightly perverted boy were rapidly growing.
She smiled to herself as she added soap to the water in the washing machine and closed the lid. She placed the laundry basket on the floor on the side of the drier and bounced up the stairs out of the seller and into the kitchen.
Sango quickly finished up her chores and took a quick shower. She got dressed in a simple pair of jeans and a pink T-shirt. She put her hair up in a tight ponytail and was off.
She had decided some where between taking a shower and getting dressed that she wanted to surprise Miroku. She stopped by a bakery and bought a simple apple pie and headed over to Miroku's place. The heats humidity caused her bangs to stick to her face and sweat to form on her brow. Her jeans started to cling to her frame due to unwanted sweat. The sun had no mercy as it scorched down upon her.
By the time Sango got to Miroku's house she was beyond hot and sweaty. Her mouth was perched and her lips dry. Her throat burned from the constant dry swallowing she had done while walking without water. Her throat was itchy and red raw.
Pushing aside her thirst she switched the bakery bag from her right hand to her left so she could ring the doorbell. A short moment later a girl older then her answered.
"Hello. Can I help you?" Rin asked nicely. She looked Sango up and down as if she had found a treasure. She automatically assumed Miroku was doing something with this beautiful girl. The question was what.
"Oh, hello. My name is Sango. I am a friend of Miroku's. Is he home?" Sango asked politely.
"Yes he is. It is always a pleasure to meet a friend of Miroku's. I am his older sister Rin. Please to meet you. Please do come in," Rin said with sparkling eyes.
"Thank you," Sango said with a smile of her own. She took the time to observe her surroundings. She was standing in a spacious living room that was well furnished and decorated. Nothing too fancy but you could tell they lived well. His family was obviously middle class working people like her own family.
"I'll go get Miroku for you. Please have a seat," Rin said before taking off to locate her brother. For some reason he had been avoiding her lately. It was almost as if he didn't want to see his sister. 'How strange,' Rin thought.
Sango did as suggested. As she sat down she looked at the many pictures on the coaches side table. There were pictures of Miroku as a child along with his family. He looked very happy and cheerful. He was simply adorable. One picture showed him missing his two front teeth as he smiled for the camera. He couldn't have been more then six. It wasn't long until Rin returned with Miroku in toe.
"Hey Sango. What a pleasant surprise," Miroku said as his eyes lit up in delight.
"I wanted to know if you wanted to spend time together today. Oh, and here. I picked up an apple pie from the bakery on my way here. I hope you like it," Sango said with a slight blush. She was nervous and excited all at the same time.
"Thanks! I love apple pie," Miroku unexpectedly pulled Sango into a tight embrace. This caused Sango to blush an even deeper red.
"Well, I guess I'll just leave you two love birds alone. Nice to have met you Sango," Rin said as she walked out of the living room.
Miroku had the sense to blush a little at the statement. He quickly recovered and focused on Sango. Rin could be such a pest sometimes.
"Sango would you like to go out and get some ice cream for this pie?"
"Sure. I would love that," Sango said with a smile.
"Well let me get my coat and place the pie in the kitchen and we can leave," Miroku said and they went to go do just that. It wasn't long before the two left and were walking down the street, side by side.
The atmosphere between the two was relaxed and unstrained. The sun beat down on the two as they strolled in silence. The birds chirped in a song made for lovers. A light breeze swept the trees and Sango's waist length hair. Every now and than, a car would zoom by creating a wonderful breeze for the two. The sky was a brilliant blue without a cloud in sight. Miroku was the first to break the silence.
"I really am glad that you stopped by. There was something I wanted to talk to you about."
"I see. Well I also feel like we should discuss some things," Sango replied. She knew it was time to bring up their relationship status or more accurately their lack of one.
The two approached the local super market. It was a lovely old Italian brick building that had many high length windows. The owner of the store had once told Miroku that the store had been in his family since they came from Italy. The two walked through the front doors and Miroku picked up a hand basket from the door entrance. The store had a wonderful fragrance of fresh baked cinnamon bread and fruits. Unlike other stores, this market wasn't lit by bright lights that made you squint when you first walked in. It was mostly lit by the suns rays coming in from the many high arched windows.
The two made their way to the ice-cream department and browsed. They joked with each other and laughed over each other's comments. To any stranger they looked like a happy couple out on a date to the market. The way they touched each other’s shoulders while talking or the glances they passed at each other. It was like something out of a cheesy love movie but some how they pulled it off.
The two paid for their purchases and left. They talked about school and their plans for next year on the way back to Miroku's house. Before they knew it they were back. As Miroku expected, His nosey sister was sitting on the porch waiting for them.
"Well Miroku, were did the two of you go? By the way; is she your girl friend, Miroku?" Rin asked with an overly polite smile.
"Pay no heed to the she-devil Sango. She is depraved," Miroku said while ushering Sango into the house and to the kitchen.
Miroku quickly cut both Sango and himself a slice of pie and some ice cream and hustled Sango to his room. He didn't want Rin to corner them again. Miroku took a seat on his bed while Sango sat next to him. They ate for a little while in silence. Both knew what was on each other’s mind. The question was, how to bring it up? This time Sango was the one to speak up.
"Miroku, I know you still have feelings for Inuyasha and you probably always will. All I am asking for is a chance. I know it is a big leap for you but I am also putting my feelings on the line. If it doesn't work out, you're not the only one that will get burned. I also understand if you just want to stay friends. I don't want to force you into anything however, I don't want to always be a shadow in the background. If you have any kinds of feelings for me other then friendship, then let us take that leap together," Sango said while looking into Miroku's eyes.
Miroku could only look back at Sango in surprise. She had laid her heart out for him and was waiting for his judgment. It was true that he still loved Inuyasha but he also had feelings for Sango. The question was if he was ready to move on. To move on would sever his last hope for Inuyasha and it truly would be over between the two. But wasn't it already over? Didn't Inuyasha have Sesshomaru? Hadn't he already received his answer?
"Sango, I do have feelings for you. But in order for me to start a relationship, I need a little more time to heal. I know it is selfish for me to ask you to wait but that is the best I can offer," Miroku said. He spoke honestly, it was the least he could do for Sango.
"I understand. I will wait. But please don't make me linger,"
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(Sesshomaru's P.O.V)
I woke to warmth that surrounded my body like nothing else. For the first time, I woke without a care in the world. I felt whole and at easy. Then my world came crashing down as I remembered last nights activities. My eyes squeezed tight in shame. I was supposed to be stronger then this. In fact, this happened because I am weak. My hunger and need over whelmed me. My harbored love for my brother over took me. Wetness formed at the corner of my tightly closed eyes. This wasn't how things were supposed to be.
I had planned to cut my wrong and sinful feelings off and push Inuyasha away so he wouldn't get attached to me. But it was too hard. It felt like I would die if I cut Inuyasha completely out of my life so I had settled for just fighting with him and putting up a facade of hate towards him. But from the first time I saw him at the hospital a seed of love was imbedded in my heart, and with time, it flourished. I was tangled in a web of love and need that only Inuyasha could garden. It felt like I was falling with nothing to break my fall. I was drowning in a sea of need and I didn't know which way was up. I forgot how to breathe and I was hanging on by a thread.
I needed to push Inuyasha away.
I slipped out of bed without a word. I got dressed and left my room without looking back. I was afraid to look back because I knew if I did my resolve would crumble like a house being smashed by a bulldozer. I would crack and never be whole again, not that I was whole now. I left my heart and soul with the beautiful sleeping hanyou on my bed.
(End Sesshomaru's P.O.V)
Inuyasha woke soon after Sesshomaru had left the warmth of the bed. He rolled over onto his back and slowly allowed his eyes to crack open.
"Sesshomaru?" Inuyasha croaked out. Sleep was fogging his brain at the moment. He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes and sat up in bed. 'Damn, my ass is killing me,' was Inuyasha's first thought. He looked over to Sesshomaru's side of the bed and frowned when he saw it empty. He got out of bed and got dressed. He wobbled to the door all the while cursing that his ass hurt.
Inuyasha wobbled down the stairs and as he was about the walking into the kitchen Sesshomaru was walking out of it fully dressed. Inuyasha smiled and went to give his lover a hug when Sesshomaru by passed him and kept walking without a word or even giving him a speared glance.
Inuyasha's soul died. A wave of cold dread and fear washed over him. The icy fingers of uncertainty grabbed at his throat suppressing the whimper that was about to burst forth. Inuyasha quickly grabbed Sesshomaru's arm to prevent him from walking further away.
"Sesshomaru, what has gotten into you? Why are you acting like this?" Inuyasha cursed his quivering voice. He sounded fragile and weak. But he had finally made love to Sesshomaru and thought he had knocked down Sesshomaru's cold frigid walls. Now it seems Sesshomaru had only built higher ones. Blocking out not just Inuyasha but the suns warmth as well.
"Remove your hands. Just because we slept together doesn't mean I love you, because I don't. Stop acting like a woman," Sesshomaru felt like dieing. His insides shriveled up with every hurtful word he said to his lover. But this was best for the both of them.
"What?..." Inuyasha didn't know whether to laugh and hope Sesshomaru was playing an awful joke of cry out in frustration.
"Why are you acting like a bastard?! I thought you understood how I felt..." Inuyasha felt hot tears leak down his cheeks. His bangs hung low like curtains to block Sesshomaru's view but Sesshomaru could smell the salty substance.
"You won't have to worry about seeing my face anymore anyways," Sesshomaru said while breaking out of Inuyasha's tight hold.
Inuyasha panicked. What the hell was going on? This couldn't be happening after the perfect night they had shared.
"What? Where? I don't understand. PLEASE SAY SOMETHING! DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME!" Inuyasha was losing his composure. Nothing made sense.
"I called the university this morning and told them I would like to enroll in summer classes before school start up this September. I will be moving into the dorm rooms in two days," With that said Sesshomaru turned around and walked out of sight.
Inuyasha sank to the floor. His heart shattered. His soul was ripped from his body leaving him in a heap of agony. With Sesshomaru's two sentences he had glimpsed death; a death of the mind and soul. What would he do? What could he do?
"Why..." Inuyasha whispered to the empty halls of the house. Tears singed his throat and a harsh cry of anger and fear split free from his throat.
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TBC
(End chapter)
Ok I know this is short but I didn't want to push the main part in this chapter. The next chapter will be longer so don't worry.
I really want a reply for this chapter because it touched on some really important points. This was my first time writing a provocative scene. Please send comment and tell me if this chapter has met every ones expectations.