InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden Fantasies ❯ Forbidden Fantasies I ( Chapter 1 )

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Forbidden fantasies I

She had a clear shot at him, his barrier was gone and she had a golden opportunity to take him out, or at least hurt him quite a bit, then why…. Why the hell could she not do it? He turned his blood red eyes and looked at her and she could not help it, she was lost forever in those ruby pools. He owned her heart, she could never hurt him, it did not matter how much he had hurt her and he had killed her family and her tribe. If the Gods had any sense of justice she would hate him, she would not hesitate if the opportunity to kill him was given.

But she did hesitate.

Tears formed in her eyes when she saw Inuyasha release a swarm of diamond spears, many of them penetrated Naraku's body, his dark blood splattered all around him. He pulled away and disappeared. "Forgive me friends…" thought Sango as she rushed after Naraku.

She heard Kagome and Miroku shout her name as she followed their arch enemy, but she ignored them. She had to clear her chaos; she needed to sort up this mess once and for all. In the corner of her eye she saw Kirara, her faithful companion follow her.

- Kirara, go back!!shouted Sango.

The great fire cat gave up a roar.

- No, not this time Kirara, go back to the others!

The cat growled but turned around and flew back to the group.
Sango saw a small glimmer before a tentacle encircled her waist and lifted her up into the air. She was pulled towards a figure dressed in black and blue. "Naraku…"

"Sango…"her name was like a soothing balm to his twisted and tormented mind. He knew she have had the perfect shot at him after that Kagome had destroyed his barrier with her spirit arrow, but Sango just looked at him, tears flowing from her beautiful eyes. She cried… but why did she cry? Now she was running after him, he saw her use all her skills as a slayer to catch up with him. Why..? Naraku stopped in mid air and then he used one of his extensions to catch her and he hauled her up to where he was hovering.

The hold was soft and gentle, no squeezing or hurting what so ever. Sango was a bit confused, she had been sure he would kill her if he had the chance, but he didn't. Instead he looked at her with sorrowful eyes. Never had she imagined that his eyes could hold such an abundance of emotions. "Naraku…"

- Why? asked Naraku, his dark and deep voice made her skin crawl.

- I wish I knew, but I don't, answered Sango.

- I have killed your family and tribe; you should not have any qualms about killing me taijya Sango…

His voice lowered to almost a purring state. He raised his hand and caressed her face with his finger and he marveled at the softness he found. He was even more surprised when he saw her close her eyes and lean into his touch. How in all the hells had been on his mind when he wanted to kill her? He lowered them down to the ground and removed his tentacle from her body and pulled it inside his form again.

- This is wrong, you know this, he whispered.

- Yes, I know…

- If your friends knew they would hate you…

- I know…

New tears formed in her eyes and Naraku could feel them spill onto his hands. His heart, where ever it was hidden now, winced in pain. He, the evil Naraku, felt ill when he saw her pain and tears.

- Please taijya Sango, I am not worthy of your tears, said Naraku and wiped her cheeks with his thumbs, cupping her face.

- I know I have every right to hate you, but I can not. I know I should want to kill you, but I can not. I am tired Naraku… I am tired of this emotional chaos you have created inside me, burst Sango.

"My Sango… dearest Sango…"He took a step closer and hugged her tightly, wanting to give her strength to deal with her emotions.

Sango felt the warmth from his body as she was embraced by his strong arms. This was so wrong, but why did it feel so right? Her hands clutched his robe, careful not to scrape them against his armor.

Naraku felt her hesitation, and he moved away and with a small movement with one of his hands, the armor melted into his body and he were dressed in a dark lilac robe instead. He saw her smile through the tears and he felt a wash of relief and he smiled back at her.

- What's so funny? he asked her.

- Neat gift you have there, said Sango.

- Ohh, yeah..

A pregnant pause. None of them said a word; they just stood there and watched each other. Naraku saw two roses blush on Sango's cheeks and it made him curious.

- What are you thinking about Sango? asked Naraku.

- You, and why do you act like this? You have tried and killed me and my friends countless times, but now I am here, alone… why don't you kill me?

- Because - how could I kill a woman whom I have taking such a liking to?

"He likes me??!!"Her dark eyes widened and she stared confused at him.

- Yes Sango, I do like you. Although it took me some time to realize it..

- Why?

- Your strength and determination, your love and loyalty for your friends and your brother.

He wished he never had said anything. He saw her face twinge in despair. Her brother, the only one left of her family. He was alive only because of the dark shard in his back. For the first time in his life, Naraku battled with a guilty concision.

Sango saw log on the ground and she moved to sit down, she placed the Hiraikotsu next to her, her mind went numb. "Kohaku…"

Naraku kneeled in front of her, gently pushed her legs apart and settled between them, and then he buried his face in her stomach. He felt her tense up but then she relaxed again and she placed her hands on top of his head.

- Naraku-san? she asked tentatively.

- I know you never will forgive me Sango-chan, but know now that I wished that I had been born with a good heart, said Naraku, his words a bit muffled.

Sango pulled up his face and then she did the thing she never had dreamed about doing before - she kissed him.

Naraku was stunned, at first he could not process what she was doing with him, but when he felt the tip of her tongue lick his lips he groaned darkly and he answered her sweet kiss. Every demon part in his body melted under her gentle lips. This was pure heaven, nothing else; if it was possible he would remain inside Sango's loving embrace for all eternity. But that was only a dream, that this could never be….

Sango felt the kiss grow desperate and she knew why. Their relationship or what ever should call this, was not something that could last. It hurt her soul more that she thought was possible. "Ohh, Naraku-san... why did it have to be like this?" Sango thought and felt his hand move over her breast. She shivered a bit when the pleasant feeling coursed through her body.

- Sango-chan, I will not lie to you about this… breathed Naraku and pulled away. - This probably not change very much for our future, but I want you to know that I desire you Sango, and even if my heart is not inside this body, I know it will beat for you only. I wish we had met under different circumstances…

He traced her jaw line with his thumb before his hand went around her neck and pulled her face closer for another kiss. His other hand went from her waist down to her hip and she could feel his grip tighten. Her own fingers were entangled with his long wavy black curls. His hair was as soft as silk and that would probably never seize to amaze her.

"My little Sango, I wish I could tell you that this black bastard loves you. But I know that you do not believe that, but I do… All evil gods forbid - but I do."thought Naraku as he devoured every drop of warmth she could spend on him at the moment.

- I need you, whispered Naraku into her mouth.

- Yes… yes…

Then everything happened very fast. Sango mysteriously lost her slayer suit and Naraku also lost his robe just as fast. Naraku made a nesting of their discarded clothes and he guided her down to lie on her back and he placed himself next to her. He rested his head on his left hand, his long black hair spilled over his shoulder and some strands tickled her chest.

- Are you sure koibito? asked Naraku as he drew an invisible line from her neck down to her belly button.

- Yes I am, I want this, said Sango with fierce determination.

- I like you a lot Sango-chan, more than I ever could say. I will keep this memory inside my heart and soul forever…

Naraku let soft kisses rain down all over her face. He could not help the shudder that traveled through his body when her small hands flew like butterflies over his skin. Inside his head he kept rambling that this was what should have been from the beginning. Just him and Sango… He could have taken her that day her tribe and family were destroyed… "because of me… because of me…. It is my fault she is alone…"

Tears wet Sango's face and she looked at him and saw him cry and it made her soul bleed. She gently forced him to look into her eyes.

- Don't think Naraku-san, act instead, she whispered.

Naraku thought she was unbelievable; she was truly one of a kind. A woman so warm hearted and forgiving it almost killed him to kiss her again. A silent vow was made at that very moment, he would never use her brother again and he would never try and hurt her when their paths crossed again.

He kissed her cheek and down to her neck, licking the sensitive skin under her ear, nibbling at the earlobe before moving lower over her collar bone. His eyes were closed and instead he saw her with his heart and mind's eyes. His fingers made sure he never would forget how she felt, warm, trembling, throbbing with lust and love - just for him.

Sango's hands went on a journey of discovery. Even though Naraku was a mixture of hundreds different youkais, he felt complete under her fingers. In this form he was very well built without being bulky. His skin was soft and warm and she just loved his pine and manly scent. She pushed her nose into his neck and inhaled deeply. She could feel him pull her legs apart gently, her body shattered when his palm brushed over her Venus mound. She arched her back when he parted her nether lips to feel if she was ready.

Naraku felt her essence coat his forefinger when he moved it in between those velvety folds. Very slowly he pushed a finger inside her cavern and he heard her gasp and moan at the same time. His thumb circled around the small nub of flesh and her moan transformed into a scream of pleasure.

- Do you like it koishii? asked Naraku huskily.

- Mmmmnn, responded Sango and pushed her pelvis against his hand to take his finger deeper into her body.

He moved his lips over her neck and chest and caught a pert nipple in his mouth and suckled it. He tried to coax her body into a climax before he took her.

Sango tried to get enough air into her lungs, but it seemed like her body contracted into a imploding ball of fire. She could feel something liquid drip from her body, making a wet trail down her soft nether cheeks. She opened her eyes and saw the satisfaction inside Naraku's dark red orbs. She mouthed a thank you before relaxing a bit.

Naraku took the moment and moved between her legs. He groaned when he felt her hand upon his shaft, pumping it experimentally. He rested his weight on his arms, letting her be in charge. When she guided his flesh to her wetness he closed his eyes and gently sunk into her welcoming body. Soon he was surrounded by her loving warmth, for a few moments both held still, just relishing the joining of two lonely and sorrowful souls.

Sango pushed her pelvis against Naraku when he gently began to move in and out of her body. She knew he held back his raging lust, and he did it for her, only for her. She cupped his face with her hands and pulled his face down and kissed him with all the things she felt for him.

- Sango, my wonderful and beautiful little Sango…. He moaned into her mouth as she kissed him.

- Shhh, say nothing koi…. Say nothing…

Her soothing voice made him feel like the most cherished thing in the world.

Their lovemaking became more desperate for every minute passed. Hands moving over heated skin, fingers touching sensitive areas, deep kisses exchanged, words of impossible love floated onto the wings of the wind.

Naraku could feel Sango's inner walls collapse around his length and he heard her scream a twisted version of his name. His male ego got a boost and he pounded harder into her body, wanting to fill her with everything he had. But at the last moment he pulled out and spilled his release onto the Earth Mother herself. Never in his dreams he would leave her alone and pregnant with a child of his.

Sango felt him move them so they both lay on their sides, facing each other. He was still panting hard and she smiled as her hand moved over his cheek and hair. The tension from before was gone. The only thing that existed between them were their hearts desire - impossible wishes. The dark sadness grasped her heart and held it in a cold grip. Once she left him and he took off this would only be a memory. It would never happen again.

- Sango… my beloved… whispered Naraku and kissed the tip of her nose.

- Yes Naraku-san?

- Thank you, you have given me something far more precious that any magical jewel.

Sango smiled weakly and nodded. She watched him get up and get dressed.

Naraku saw her sad smile and it almost killed him on the spot. Why had he let her go in the first place? Without a word he walked away. There were no words to say.

Sango felt tears on her face as she watched him disappear into the forest. It was not until he had disappeared completely that she saw that little glass ball on the ground. He had left her his part of the Shikon no Tama.

"Naraku…. Why?"she asked silently and picked up the little black lilac shimmering jewel.

"Because I love you Sango-chan…."Sango jerked when she heard his voice inside her mind…

- Next time Naraku-san, next time… I promise you it will be a next time…, vowed Sango silently to the sky.

THE END!!

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