InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forever Pain ❯ Chapter 26~Mistake?? ( Chapter 27 )

Forever Pain

By Mija

Discliamer~Nope dont own none of them so dont sue k?? and yes its been mega long since Ive updated and Im affraid this chap will dissappoint but I thought what the hell??? anyhow...let me know k?? huggles and smiles Mija..:-)

Chapter 26~Mistake??

~~~Kagome melted. I mean she acutally melted into the kiss Inuyasha was giving her. She felt her bones liquify, she felt her insides turn to mush. That is how powerfull his kiss was to her. He seemed to suck every particle of her being into him and absorb it. Gods it was good. She would off fallen in to a heap of jello if Inu hadnt held her up. After he pulled his lucious lips from her he looked down at her with his amber eyes flashing, and oooooooh so confident. He was smirking.

"Come with me." he commanded, and she shuddered, part of her wanting to deny him and another wanting to surrender.

"Where?" She asked breathelessly.

"Home." he stated simply and she was about to protest when he lifted her up bridal stlye and carried her out of the club witouthesitation. The only time there was a pause was when the valet was getting his car. But even then they did not speak. Kagome couldnt even if she wanted to, his lips seemed glued to hers, he was kissing and nibbling and sucking, as if making sure that she didnt have time to rethink and deny him.

~~~On the ride over as she sat in the passenger side of his jaguar, she began to think. She had come down from the awsome passion filled haze Inu had created in her. Now she was clear headed and was thinking this was a bad bad idea. She couldnt do this. She couldnt go back to Inu's penthouse. She wasnt stupid or naive, when they got there, there was only one thing they would be doing. The thought of what they would do made her shudder. Not in fear but in excitement. She had no doubt Inu would be a wonderfull lover, and frankly she hadnt had anysexual release in a long time. The last times with Hojo didnt count. She had not enjoyed it, he had sought his pleasure and she had just indured. Once upon a time Hojo had been a great lover. Sometimes she wondered if that why she had stayed with him after hed first hit her. Had it been love or the incrediable lust he had made her feel? Sango had once told her that a guy who was good in bed could pretty much have anything he wanted.

~~~She glanced over at Inu, who stared straight ahead as he gripped the wheel and drove a bit faster than the speed limit aloud. She could see the fire still sparking in his eyes and knew he was anxious, in a hurry to get to his penthouse so they could continue what they had started in the club. Oh God he was hot, he was sexy, he was a dream, and that scared her more than anything. She couldnt do this, she cried into her mind. Well she could and she knew she would enjoy it more than anything in her life. Theres where the problem was though. She just KNEW that once she made love to Inu, her heart would forever be lost to him and she couldnt allow that. She couldnt. She was scared. She didnt want to fall in love again and have her heart broken yet again. Deep down she knew Inu, with all his crass and crude, rude ways wouldnt hurt her physically. How? She didnt know, but her gut told her he wouldnt. No one with Kyoto for a sister could be a bad person. But what about emotionally? Yes he was attracted to her, she wasnt a fool, she knew he was as was she, but what about later? How would she feel after he got tired of her and went to his next conquest? Inu was a playboy, a jet set social man who was used to being with many different women. And she was weak when it came to her heart, she fell in love so easily. She feared she was already half in love with Inu already. He could break her heart, and she was scared of that.

~~~Inu could feel the tension coming off of Kagome. He knew she was having second thoughts and that was frustrating him. He was so close damn it. He'd wanted her for so long it seemed. Now when he was so close, he was going to loose her. Yes he wanted to make love to her, BADLY, but that wasnt the only thing he wanted. He wanted to be with her. Talk with her, hold her close as they watched TV or ate a meal. He could still remember the night they had eaten at his aunt Kaede's restraunt. There had been no flirting, no sexual inuendos. They had talked and had laughed. It had been a great time. He couldnt remember the last time he had actually enjoyed a non sexual moment with a woman who made him feel comfortable and so at ease. Yes he wanted to get her in bed, even then, but it had been nice to just talk, to just be with her. And thats what he wanted now. Ok ok, he wanted alot more tonight, but he knew this was just a step into a relationship with her. Hell he was a man and seeing her in that dress, dancing like she was had turned him on and made him harder than a rock. He wasnt ready to let her go just yet, but he didnt want her to regret anything they did either. He was torn.

"Kagome??" Inu called to her in the silence of the car as he slowed down for a red light. He knew he was really going to regret this, but if he didnt do it he had a feeling he would regret it.

"Wha..what?" Kagome replied nervously, looking at him with a little surprise. She had been startled from her thoughts when hed spoken.

"You dont have to do this Kagome...I can take you home if you want..." he stated, sighing at the stupidity of it. But he didnt want to force her to do anything she wasnt ready for.

"Huh?" she asked with surprise. Was he serious?

"Look Kagome dont make any mistake about what Im saying...I want nothing more than to take you to my place and peel every single stitch of cloth you have on and make love to you all night...God you dont know how bad I want that...but if your not ready for this...then I would rather take you home, then have you regret anything that happens between us." Inu replied and Kagome felt her heart melt. How could it not? He was actually willing to take her home? To NOT take advantage of her weakness for him? He was actually worried about her doubts? Shit this could actually make her worry more. No one she had ever dated would of done what Inu was doing. They would taken advantage of the situation and not had a single regret. Damn you Inuyasha, your going to make me fall in love with you arent you? She thought.

"Would you hate me if I did take you up on the offer to take me home?" she asked a bit nervously. What if it was an act?

"No...I couldnt ever hate you..." he replied with a resigned sigh as he turned towards where she lived.

"Thank you Inu...and...and Im sorry." she replied with a bit of regret but with relief as well.

"Dont be..never be sorry for something like that...when I get you in my bed I want it to be what we BOTH want...I dont want regrets or doubts about our fist time." he replied.

"You sound confident about that? What makes you think there WILL be a first time?" she asked with a grin. He looked at her with a raised eyebrow and a cocky little grin on his face. Oh God he was hot, and dangerous.

"Trust me woman...Ive had a taste of you already...and I garuntee you that I wont settle just for a single taste...one way or another Im going to taste every inch of you one day soon." he stated with that cocky grin. Kagome felt a blush spread up her neck and up her entire face, but she couldnt help the dampness between her legs at his declaration. Damn he was good, she thought, and wondered for the first time if she was making a mistake NOT going to his place and making love to him.

A/N~Ok here is the latest chap..yes yes I know yall were wanting a lemon and actually I was heading there, but sadly thats not what my hands ended up typing. Sigh...again Muse in on strike so who knows when I will update, but I will try to do so soon. I thank you all for your patience and for those still loyal to reading this..:-) till next time be well safe and much huggles and smiles Mija..:-)