InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forgive Me ❯ memories and lullabies ( Chapter 5 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I Do NOT own Inuyasha
This chappie doesn't have a song since there's a lullaby in it...
I have no Idea who owns this Japanese lullaby but it isn't me, I don't even no what it's called.
bold is flashbacks
'these mean thoughts'
Chapter 5: Memories and lullabies
"Ha ha-ue" I giggled uncontrollably "Stop it! Stop it! I give!" Mother mock frowned at me, and released me from her clutches.
"What's the matter?" she said sweetly " You tickled me first Inu-chan, you shouldn't do things to people that you yourself can't handle!" She dived at me again, slow enough that I could get away. Jumping to her feet, she ran after me, chasing me around our low dining room table. I jumped on top of it and growled playfully as I pounced onto her back.
"I'll get you this time Ha ha-ue!"
"Never!"
Sometime later we both collapsed onto the ground, both of us panting and shaking with laughter. Mother reached over and brushed her hand across my bangs, trying in vain to create some kind of order. I smiled up at her as she shook her head and gave up on my hair. Still giggling, I suddenly let out a huge yawn, my teeth snapped shut with an audible click. She smiled warmly at me and pulled me into her arms as she stood up. I curled up there with my head on her shoulder.She carried me over to the bed we shared, looking down at me with tenderness in her emerald eyes. Laying me down, she started to stroke my head and ears. "I love you little Inu-chan" she told me, pressing her lips against the top of my head.
"I love you too Ha ha-ue, will you sing to me?"
"Of coure, but just one song"
My beautiful mother smiled at me and began to sing in an equally beautiful voice:
Nen nen kororiyo okororiyoBoyawa yoikoda nenneshina
Boyano komoriwa dokoe it ta
Anoyama koete satoe it ta
Sato no miyage ni nani morata
Denden taikoni sho no fue
Sho no fue
Sleep, sleep,
little one, sleep.
You're a good baby,
now go to sleep.
Do you know
where your nurse has gone?
Gone to her village
she won't be long.
What will she bring baby
when she does come?
A flute so lovely
and a thunderous drum.
And a thunderous drum.
"goodnight little Inu-chan"
With one last kiss, she left me to my dreams.
The memory shattered into nothing, leaving him shaking violently and fealing like his head would explode.
'My fault My fault my fault'
His numb brain kept repeating it over and over until he felt like he was going insane. Trapped in this endless cycle of guilt and regret. A dull ache was starting to spread across his left cheek. He frowned wondering what it was, then stopped frowning as it caused a jolt of pain to shoot through his head then from his head to his entire body. 'My chest hurts, my head hurts, what the fuck is happening?' The sting in his cheek intensified, making his head hurt even more.
"Inuyasha! Snap out of it!"
'What? Who was that? Snap out of what?' Inuyasha's head seemed to pound in time with the distant words. He groaned out loud. "Stop..."
Startled, Sango pulled back her hand before she hit him again. They all stared at him. A good five minutes ago, he'd suddenly collapsed onto the ground into a sitting position. He'd been staring blankly ahead of himself and muttering inaudible words ever since. Now he kept repeating himself, telling them to stop. Golden eyes snapped open, wide- eyed and when they focused on the hand in front of him, angry. He knocked Sango's hand away from his face, and growled viciously at her.
"What the fuck are you doing bitch?!" Sango glared at him, Inuyasha had never called her that before, he'd always reserved the honor of being called a bitch for Kagome.
After yelling, Inuyasha's reached up his hands to cover his eyes and groaned in pain."ugh...." Suddenly, as though finally realising what had happened, he snatched his hands away and jumped to his feet. He stood there swaying slightly. Closing his eyes he tried to get his ragged breathing under control.
"Inuyasha, you can't keep pretending nothing's wrong! When clearly something is! Now are you going to tell us or our we going to have to drag it out of you?!" Miroku was a bit red in the face now, but he was to fed up with the stubborn hanyou to care.
Inuyasha stared straight ahead before turning tired eyes on them. "I don't know" he mumbled
"What?" Kagome said a frown creasing her brow "What do you mean you don't know? Are you sick or something?"
"No, I can't get any of your stupid human illnesses. I meant I have no idea what's wrong with me" He frowned at there skeptical expressions. "I don't know OK! I'm not-"
He stopped, sniffing the air. His face turned blank again. Without looking at them he said one word "Koga"
TBC......
2 chapters in one day!!!! yeah for me!!!!!!
Cliffies galore!
The Koga and Inuyasha meeting will be... interesting to say the least
till next time!! =)
Chapter 6:Complete indifference...or not
This chappie doesn't have a song since there's a lullaby in it...
I have no Idea who owns this Japanese lullaby but it isn't me, I don't even no what it's called.
bold is flashbacks
'these mean thoughts'
Chapter 5: Memories and lullabies
"Ha ha-ue" I giggled uncontrollably "Stop it! Stop it! I give!" Mother mock frowned at me, and released me from her clutches.
"What's the matter?" she said sweetly " You tickled me first Inu-chan, you shouldn't do things to people that you yourself can't handle!" She dived at me again, slow enough that I could get away. Jumping to her feet, she ran after me, chasing me around our low dining room table. I jumped on top of it and growled playfully as I pounced onto her back.
"I'll get you this time Ha ha-ue!"
"Never!"
Sometime later we both collapsed onto the ground, both of us panting and shaking with laughter. Mother reached over and brushed her hand across my bangs, trying in vain to create some kind of order. I smiled up at her as she shook her head and gave up on my hair. Still giggling, I suddenly let out a huge yawn, my teeth snapped shut with an audible click. She smiled warmly at me and pulled me into her arms as she stood up. I curled up there with my head on her shoulder.She carried me over to the bed we shared, looking down at me with tenderness in her emerald eyes. Laying me down, she started to stroke my head and ears. "I love you little Inu-chan" she told me, pressing her lips against the top of my head.
"I love you too Ha ha-ue, will you sing to me?"
"Of coure, but just one song"
My beautiful mother smiled at me and began to sing in an equally beautiful voice:
Nen nen kororiyo okororiyoBoyawa yoikoda nenneshina
Boyano komoriwa dokoe it ta
Anoyama koete satoe it ta
Sato no miyage ni nani morata
Denden taikoni sho no fue
Sho no fue
Sleep, sleep,
little one, sleep.
You're a good baby,
now go to sleep.
Do you know
where your nurse has gone?
Gone to her village
she won't be long.
What will she bring baby
when she does come?
A flute so lovely
and a thunderous drum.
And a thunderous drum.
"goodnight little Inu-chan"
With one last kiss, she left me to my dreams.
The memory shattered into nothing, leaving him shaking violently and fealing like his head would explode.
'My fault My fault my fault'
His numb brain kept repeating it over and over until he felt like he was going insane. Trapped in this endless cycle of guilt and regret. A dull ache was starting to spread across his left cheek. He frowned wondering what it was, then stopped frowning as it caused a jolt of pain to shoot through his head then from his head to his entire body. 'My chest hurts, my head hurts, what the fuck is happening?' The sting in his cheek intensified, making his head hurt even more.
"Inuyasha! Snap out of it!"
'What? Who was that? Snap out of what?' Inuyasha's head seemed to pound in time with the distant words. He groaned out loud. "Stop..."
Startled, Sango pulled back her hand before she hit him again. They all stared at him. A good five minutes ago, he'd suddenly collapsed onto the ground into a sitting position. He'd been staring blankly ahead of himself and muttering inaudible words ever since. Now he kept repeating himself, telling them to stop. Golden eyes snapped open, wide- eyed and when they focused on the hand in front of him, angry. He knocked Sango's hand away from his face, and growled viciously at her.
"What the fuck are you doing bitch?!" Sango glared at him, Inuyasha had never called her that before, he'd always reserved the honor of being called a bitch for Kagome.
After yelling, Inuyasha's reached up his hands to cover his eyes and groaned in pain."ugh...." Suddenly, as though finally realising what had happened, he snatched his hands away and jumped to his feet. He stood there swaying slightly. Closing his eyes he tried to get his ragged breathing under control.
"Inuyasha, you can't keep pretending nothing's wrong! When clearly something is! Now are you going to tell us or our we going to have to drag it out of you?!" Miroku was a bit red in the face now, but he was to fed up with the stubborn hanyou to care.
Inuyasha stared straight ahead before turning tired eyes on them. "I don't know" he mumbled
"What?" Kagome said a frown creasing her brow "What do you mean you don't know? Are you sick or something?"
"No, I can't get any of your stupid human illnesses. I meant I have no idea what's wrong with me" He frowned at there skeptical expressions. "I don't know OK! I'm not-"
He stopped, sniffing the air. His face turned blank again. Without looking at them he said one word "Koga"
TBC......
2 chapters in one day!!!! yeah for me!!!!!!
Cliffies galore!
The Koga and Inuyasha meeting will be... interesting to say the least
till next time!! =)
Chapter 6:Complete indifference...or not