InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forgotten Anamnesis ❯ Making new memories... ( Chapter 5 )
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Chapter 5 – Making new memories...
As their tongues danced together slowly and sensually one thought and one thought only rang true in both of their minds: they couldn't tell if the kiss really seemed familiar or not, which tended to suggest that they hadn't actually done it before, but regardless, it also felt right. Maybe they really had each been wanting to do it for a long time now but for some unexplained reason they hadn't yet been able to. Neither of them worried about the possible and unknown whys for very long, though, as Inuyasha raised up both of his hands, cupping the back of Kagome's head with his right while placing his left on her upper back, pulling her into him even more closely as they continued the kiss. Their mouths occasionally broke apart for brief gulps of air, but those pauses did nothing to shatter the magic of the moment as they jumped right back in for more, Kagome's arms climbing up to wind around Inuyasha's neck as her legs worked themselves out of being tucked within her sleeping bag, as she somehow ended up sitting curled in his lap, the two of them each eagerly trying to mold themselves as close to the other person as physically possible.
Inuyasha was in absolute heaven, the smell of her, the taste of her, the feel of her in his arms everything he had imagined it would be and more. The outside world could burst into flame for all he cared and the two of them would remain protected from harm, wrapped in the safety of each other's embrace. Hellfire itself could not rival the heat he felt burning within his blood in that moment, as his body grew more and more excited with every passing second. He needed to have her, all of her, tonight, in that room, in that moment; he needed her now.
“Kagome...” he moaned between kisses, his mouth trailing lower, attacking her neck.
The miko panted heavily as he found an extra sensitive spot along the side of her throat that sent delicious shivers rushing down her spine when he gently nipped at her fragile skin with his fangs, using just enough pressure to tease without causing any harm, soothing the sting with his tongue afterwards. She moaned as well, murmuring “Inuyasha...” in a quiet, breathy voice, and the sound of it was music to his ears.
Kagome could barely think straight, whatever faint wonders and worries about the outside world she had previously had immediately getting tossed to the wayside as she concentrated fully on the sensation of Inuyasha's fangs and tongue tickling her sensitive skin. She could sense his youki increasing in strength a faint amount in his passion, a savage adrenaline rising in his body along with more physical evidence, both of which she could feel as she pressed her aura, and body, against him, but her awareness of his arousal only fueled her own. There were no second guesses, no pauses to consider whether or not they should be doing this or how far they should allow themselves to go. All of a sudden it was as if a dam that had been holding her emotions at bay had ruptured, and as as result she was now pouring all of herself into him; she was fully prepared to receive all of him into herself in return, both emotionally and physically.
The scent of Kagome's arousal hit Inuyasha full force in her nearness, and he groaned, finding that the odor spoke more to his human half than canine side as it didn't make him want to brainlessly hump her like an animal instinctively being driven to mate, although being aware of her body's reaction to his attentions certainly had the man in him wanting her all the more because of it. Reversing the direction of his mouth to bring it back up to her own, only because her pajama top was momentarily preventing further south-bound exploration, he moved both of his hands to cup the sides of her face in that moment as he kissed her with fervor, pouring his desire into her, and she responded by opening her legs to wrap them around his waist, straddling his lap.
The maneuver momentarily gave him an even stronger whiff of her excitement, which had him groaning a second time before he even fully realized what she was doing. As soon as his clad stiffness came into contact with her pajama covered center it was as if a bolt of electricity shot through them both, and gasping, Inuyasha finally pulled his face away from Kagome's enough to look her in the eyes, although not because he had suddenly decided to second guess anything or give her the chance to back out. Honestly, he wasn't sure if he could stop at that point even if she asked him to. While he would never force himself upon her against her will he would definitely have to finish the job himself if she rejected him; there was only one thing that would put out his fire by that point, and as his eyes stared deeply into her own in that moment they didn't ask her if she was sure, seeking permission to take things further. Instead they were reflecting only the silent promise of things to come, bespeaking of his burning need to possess her, and gazing deeply into her stormy blue-gray pools what he found swimming in their depths spoke only of equal passion, equal fire. She didn't want him to stop, something she made explicitly clear as she chose that moment to start grinding herself against his stiffness, rocking her hips in a sinfully delightful rhythm that had both of his hands moving to her waist, helping her movements along.
Kagome's hands shifted from being wrapped behind his neck to grip his shoulders as she rode him, a devilish glint in her eyes revealing her amusement in knowing how her movements affected him. She had been at his mercy moments prior when he'd found her weakness, the sensitivity of her throat, but now it was her turn to turn him into a panting, gasping, quivering puddle of want and need, and she was loving every minute of it.
“D-damn, Woman...” Inuyasha managed to rasp out after a moment, as Kagome got more and more into it, suddenly using his hands on her waist to cease her movements instead of guiding them along. “You tryin' to make me mess myself?” he asked with a lopsided, teasing grin, his voice still a bit strained.
“And what if I am?” she teased back, her voice and eyes issuing a challenge.
He chuckled.
“Kagome...” he began, smiling crookedly at just loving the sound of her name on his tongue. His right hand reached back up and cupped her left cheek, his left hand still on her right hip, his eyes suddenly serious for a brief moment. “You're sure?” he asked her then, figuring the question did rightfully need to be voiced, even though the way she immediately smiled back assured him that he'd already known the answer.
Removing her hands from his shoulders and reaching up to remove his right hand from her cheek as well, Kagome sat motionlessly against him for a moment, even though his throbbing erection was still pressed snugly against her dampened center. She then answered his question by crossing her arms in front of herself and pulling off her pajama top. His eyes grew large at the sudden appearance of her bare breasts exposed for his viewing pleasure, paying zero attention to the bottle of jewel shards that hung in between them, and it didn't take long at all for his right hand to find its way to her left breast, cupping it and testing its weight, before he was then leaning forward and capturing her right nipple with his mouth. She hissed in pleasure at the sensation, tilting her head back and arching her back, pressing her chest more fully into his face, and he greedily laved her breast with his tongue, sucking on her nipple as it pebbled under his touch. Using his index finger and thumb he gently pinched and rolled her left nipple until it was just as hard and then switching breasts, he moved his mouth over to her left, giving it the same attention while his left hand raised up to play with her newly neglected right breast. Switching back and forth hungrily and greedily, he kept this up for the next few minutes, trying his best to give each globe equal attention until, as if finally remembering the girl they were connected to, he raised his mouth back up to hers again for another heated lip lock, his hands enjoying the simpler feel of her bare back for the time being as he moved them both to her back to hold her against him as he kissed her passionately, their tongues dueling for dominance.
Thoroughly enjoying his treatment of her, Kagome's own hands did not stay idle for very long, as she brought them up and started fiddling with the ties of his suikan, starting with the little black string that went across his chest over his right shoulder to help hold the extra large, folded flap of fabric in place. For the briefest of moments it amusingly passed through her mind how the act of removing his jacket seemed surprisingly familiar to her, as if she'd actually undressed him before, and she certainly wasn't going to question where her knowledge came from as she found she somehow knew exactly how to remove his rather archaic choice of wardrobe. Come to think of it, everyone in the village was dressed in some type of outdated kimono or another, not a hint of more modern clothing to be found, although she supposed if the whole point was to be traditional then things like Western-style pants and button-up shirts wouldn't be a welcomed addition, although thankfully nobody had seemed put off by her school uniform, caring much more about the fact that she'd helped to slay an oni rather than worrying over what she was wearing.
Why was she thinking about the villagers again?
The most important thing to note in this instance was that despite being dressed in modern-day clothing herself she was in fact familiar with Inuyasha's primitive style of dress as well; Kagome wasn't sure why kissing him didn't seem familiar while undressing him did, but she certainly wasn't going to argue against the sensation, letting her unconscious knowledge be her guide since her fingers apparently knew exactly what they were doing, allowing her to continue to undress him without breaking away from the kiss.
Untying the little black string to hang loosely over his shoulder, Kagome next worked on untying his thin obi, her hands quickly joined by his as he helped her undo the knot until the red belt came loose as well and his suikan slackened, although the outer robe still mostly kept its shape from how it was still tucked within his hakama. Breaking apart from the kiss, then, Kagome smirked and offered him a playful wink as she worked her hands into his red jacket, yanking it out from where it was tucked within his matching trousers and almost frantically pulling the sides apart to expose the white kosode he wore underneath. He chuckled at her eagerness to undress him and let her do the honors, enjoying the view of her bouncing breasts in the meantime.
Pulling his suikan open with such playful gusto inadvertently brought Kagome's attention to his rosary necklace, the beads rattling and clicking together a little as they dropped down against his kosode, and so without really giving the matter much thought she reached for the kotodama in that moment as a result, the goal in her mind simply to render her partner completely void of any form of covering whatsoever. If it was on him, she wanted it off, simple as that.
Kissing him passionately for a moment longer, the miko then pulled back and made the move to lift the beaded necklace up and over his head, Inuyasha offering her no resistance, the hanyou never having given the beads much more than a passing thought himself until they both suddenly got the surprise of their lifetime when an unexpected magical force manifested itself out of nowhere, physically preventing the necklace from passing past his chin.
Shocked, at least mentally, Kagome dropped the beads as if they had shocked her physically as well although thankfully the force-field that had appeared around them had not in actuality been painful in any way. That didn't stop her from squeaking in surprise, though, as she blurted out a quietly murmured “What the hell?” before reaching for the beads a second time. She was prepared for the resistance that time and actually tried to fight against it, narrowing her eyes at the beads for daring to defy her even though it was no use; the rosary refused to budge.
Inuyasha, meanwhile, was just as surprised as Kagome had initially been, although he got over his shock quickly enough to find amusement in Kagome's frustrated facial expression and quiet curses. Finally, he lifted both of his hands up to cup hers, encouraging her to drop the stubborn necklace back in place with a playful call of her name.
“Kagome...” he said with a chuckle in his voice, and with her eyes meeting his she released the beads, allowing him to pin her hands against his kosode-clad chest a few inches lower than where the kotodama hung as he gazed into her eyes with an amused sparkle dancing in his own golden amber depths.
“It's just so weird.” she spoke up, her tone of voice confused. “The beads are magically bound to you, but why? What do they do?”
He shrugged his shoulders the best he could while holding her hands against his chest.
“Who knows?” he questioned rhetorically, since obviously they wouldn't learn the rosary's purpose until after getting their memories back, or at the very least catching up to their friends. “But if the beads wanna stay on so damn bad then just leave 'em be; I'm sure my kosode won't put up as much of a fight.” he added with a wink, and Kagome laughed at that.
Brazenly, she removed her hands from where he held them against his chest and slid them lower, pressing them down and in between their bodies to grasp his still rock hard erection through his pants.
“Or your hakama.” she spoke up with a seductive purr, and he made a strangled sound that was like a cross between a moan and a growl.
The next thing Kagome knew she was lying flat on her back across her spread out sleeping bag, Inuyasha's body lying possessively over her. He'd somehow managed to shrug out of his opened suikan as well during the maneuver, and as his lips crashed down over hers once again Kagome's hands quickly resumed their previous activity from before getting sidetracked by his mystery-necklace, as she fiddled with the ties of his kosode until that robe came loose as well. Yanking it out from where it was tucked within his hakama she then started sliding the fabric down his shoulders and arms, and wordlessly he complied with her silent request, taking the briefest of moments to devoid himself of the white under robe before quickly getting back to the business of kissing her senseless, enjoying the sensation of rubbing their bare chests together, skin on skin.
Gently, teasingly, Inuyasha rocked his hips against the miko's, rubbing their pelvic regions together though not to the intensity she had previously used when she'd been grinding herself against his lap. Now that he was the one in control he could set the tempo to something that wouldn't make him risk finishing before they'd even begun, and he absolutely loved the way she moaned and gasped as he pressed his throbbing stiffness directly against her clit before wiggling his hips slightly from side to side.
Lifting himself up a little bit with his hands pressed flatly on the ground at either side of her head, he raised his upper body up enough in a push-up type of manner to gaze passionately down into her eyes while leaving their lower regions still pressed against each other, his smile revealing his fangs although the expression was much more genuine and less of a smirk than any smile she'd seen him wear thus far.
“You are so fucking beautiful.” he said, and despite the crude choice of language her heart soared at his words, as if she'd been waiting to hear them all her life.
“I think...I think I love you...” she confessed then, unhesitant at that point to admit such a thing out loud.
His smile only widened all the more, if that were even possible, as his eyes sparkled with his unbridled happiness. Yes, he was as horny as all get out and he wanted to make love to her, but that was exactly the point, he'd realized that he thought of it as making love, not fucking or banging or boinking or even mating. He most definitely wanted to have sex with her but he didn't want to just have sex with her; something buried deep down in his very soul told him that this was a special moment, an important moment, and something that he would not regret once he got his memories back, although making her feel used...now that he would regret, and it was absolutely out of the question.
“I think you're right...” he answered her playfully then, adding quickly, “...and you know what else? I think I know that I love you, too.”
It was Kagome's turn to smile with a look of pure elation.
Inuyasha continued.
“I got no idea why we've never been together before, and hell, maybe we have but it's just been a while, maybe 'cause of the whole 'youkai trying to kill us' thing out in the woods 'n' whatever, but I just want you to know, even though I'm very horny for you right now, I ain't just thinkin' with my dick.”
Kagome giggled at the way he stressed being very horny, the evidence of which was still pressed snugly against her pajama-covered center. She wiggled her hips a little, causing a light chuckle to escape the hanyou as he wiggled back. Then it was Kagome's turn to speak.
“Nothing wrong with thinking with your dick sometimes, so long as your head and heart are also paying attention and are in full agreement.” she replied with a sultry edge to her voice, surprising the hanyou with her mild use of vulgar language. Laughing at his playfully startled eyes, she continued. “It's obvious what he wants...” she stressed, giving her hips a little bounce, “...so since both of our hearts and minds also agree I say we give him what he wants.”
“I won't argue with that.” Inuyasha answered in a soothing, caring tone of voice, before slowly lowering himself down to lightly peck her lips with a chaste kiss before next planting a kiss on her chin, the side of her neck, collar bone and then between her breasts, as he shimmied himself down along the length of her body, continuing to plant little chaste kisses in his wake as he went further south.
Kagome squirmed below him as he worked, a small part of nervous although a much larger part of her was eagerly anticipating whatever was to come as he made her giggle slightly with the tickling way his tongue teased her bellybutton before he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of her pajama bottoms and started to gently pull them down her legs. Cooperating, Kagome raised her hips, allowing him to pull the fuzzy pants all of the way down and off, leaving her clad only in her dampened white cotton panties. Kneeling at the edge of the sleeping bag, then, Inuyasha started fiddling with the ties to his hakama, and his hands were quickly joined by the miko's when Kagome sat up and silently offered her assistance, just as eager to rid him of the rest of his clothing as he was.
Releasing the final knot, Kagome pulled Inuyasha's hands away from his pants' ties and brought them back up to her breasts, placing each palm over a firm globe and encouraging his fingers to mold and squeeze. Gravity easily finished the job for them as his loosened hakama fell to his knees with a near silent swoosh of fabric, and gazing hungrily up into his eyes, Kagome started lowering herself to lie back down against the sleeping bag again. Wordlessly, he followed suit, letting her guide his descent by the way she still held his hands cupped against her breasts, and once he was once again lying flush against her it just took some mild readjusting of his legs for him to kick his hakama the rest of the way off, leaving him clad only in his straining white fundoshi.
Settling his legs to rest in between Kagome's, he moaned in pleasure into their latest kiss as she opened her legs to better receive him, the position so much more intimate without the added covering of their pants getting in the way as even the simple feel of their bare legs rubbing together heightened his level of excitement. It didn't put him into a frenzied state, though, this latest kiss slow and sensual with their tongues and lips lazily becoming fully acquainted with one another. At one point Kagome's tongue broke away from dueling with his own to tentatively examine the feel and sharpness of his fangs, and he let her explore that demonic side of him without worry when not even the faintest trace of trepidation leaked into her scent as a result. That she was okay with his demonic characteristics, that she wasn't bothered by them, that really meant a lot to him, to know that this human girl, this miko was willing and wanting to be intimate with him. Even though he couldn't remember anything about his own life, or his female companion in particular, he still knew a little bit about how the world worked, just generally speaking. He knew that birds flew and fish swam, that snow fell in the winter and that spiritual humans were designed to fight beings with demonic powers. And in fact it was true that Kagome battled youkai, having that whole destiny of needing to keep the shards pure and out of the hands of evil and all of that, so apparently he was the odd one out, a hanyou working along side her, fighting off other youkai, but so long as the fact that he was half youkai himself didn't bother her then he wouldn't worry about it either.
The fact of the matter was that Kagome was not bothered by him being half youkai in the slightest, and especially not right now, while there were so many other more important things to think about, like how absolutely wonderful it felt to have his body lying possessively over her own as he kissed her senseless. She wasn't worried about his fangs, or his claws, the occasional press of a talon noticeable against her delicate human skin as he squeezed her breasts though he never used enough pressure to actually harm her. His fangs and claws, they were simply a part of who he was, and since she wasn't afraid of him she wouldn't be afraid of those parts of him, either. Something in her heart assured her that he would never, could never hurt her. The whole youkai/miko thing was honestly the furthest thought from her mind. It simply felt too right to be wrong, and all her heart was telling her was that she was so incredibly happy to be there with him, like that. Apparently she had wanted it for quite some time now, and so now that it was actually happening she planned on enjoying it to the fullest. She was sure that once they eventually got their memories back that they'd still remember everything that'd happened to them now, while under this spell, and she was sure that this moment, this night, would be a memory that she'd treasure forever.
Shifting himself a little off to the side after a moment, Inuyasha broke away from their latest kiss as he propped himself up on his right, laying on his right hip on the sleeping bag with his left leg bent and still resting in between Kagome's opened legs. Slowly, he moved his leg up and down a little, teasing the miko as he pressed his thigh snugly against her panty-covered heat. His groin was more or less straddling her left hip in the process, although he made no move to thrust against her like a horny dog randomly humping whatever body part was available to him. Instead, with his upper body propped upright slightly on his right arm that was bent at the elbow, his arm from elbow to wrist resting on the ground beside Kagome's head, Inuyasha delicately ran a teasing line down her body with the index finer of his left hand, simply cherishing the feel, and appearance, of her naked flesh. Of course, she wasn't fully naked just yet, but he'd rectify that situation soon enough. In the mean time he was fascinated by the way her nipples had become hard little pebbles under his ministrations, flicking them ever so carefully with his claw tip. She smirked up at him, clearly amused by his playful inspection of her body, and the fact that she was clearly not nervous about his claws dancing across such delicate skin really touched his heart.
He shifted the position of his right hand to reach for and cup the top of her head, tangling his fingers in her silky raven locks.
“Kami...I really do love you...” he murmured quietly, his tone of voice almost suggesting he was in awe of that realization. “I must. This...this feeling...there's just no other way to describe what it's like for me to have you here like this. I want you so badly.”
Gently, he used the index finger of his left hand to hook her chin and tilt her face into yet another kiss, one she fully welcomed, raising her right hand up to grasp his left and pin it against her stomach.
“Then have me.” she murmured when he pulled back from the kiss, and the familiar smirk she'd come to expect and love to see on those beautiful lips of his suddenly returned in that moment with a vengeance.
“Your wish is my command.” he purred suggestively, shifting his left leg back and forth to tease against Kagome's center a second time, which earned him another moan from the girl.
Moving his leg out of the way, then, Inuyasha pulled his left hand out from where she'd been lightly holding it against her stomach, immediately dancing his fingertips in a delicate, teasing fashion along the elastic band of her panties before slowly but surely drifting lower, to the area of fabric that was thoroughly soaked by that point, saturated with a scent he couldn't get enough of. Pressing down a bit harder with the pads of his fingers in that area, Kagome moaned again, wiggling her hips a little as her eyes drifted closed and her head tilted to the side, towards her left, closer to Inuyasha who still had his right hand brushing through her hair. Shifting himself even closer to the miko, he kissed her forehead before pillowing her head on his right arm and chest, bending that arm down to cup her right breast with his right hand as he semi-cradled her upper body in a half embrace while continuing to lightly poke and prod at her panty-covered heat with the fingers of his left hand. His erection was screaming at him to take her by that point, but he could wait a little while longer, telling that part of himself to shut up while he enjoyed observing Kagome's various reactions to the different ways he touched her. Fully cupping her cotton-clad womanhood, she moaned throatily, in tones that sounded suspiciously like his name, and then he started a distinctive rubbing pattern, loving the feel of his fingers getting wetter even through the layer of cloth although he was definitely looking forward to removing that last article of clothing from her body.
In a minute ... he told himself, mildly worried in the back of his mind of the possibility of accidentally harming her so very delicate flesh in that region with a claw. Even though he knew she wasn't afraid he figured it was better to touch her like this, over her underwear, just to be on the safe side.
Or so he thought, at least, until his left hand was unexpectedly joined by Kagome's right. Glancing up at her face revealed to him that her eyes were still closed, but she'd taken a hold of his left hand and was bringing his fingers back up to the top edge of her panties, in an attempt to show him that it was perfectly all right with her if he touched her underneath them. Something she made explicitly clear without words as she guided his fingers to do just that, pulling his hand down the first couple of inches before retracted her own hand and letting him take the lead once she knew she'd gotten her point across. It was obvious what she wanted, so taking a deep breath he slowly, and very carefully, slid his hand further down below her final covering, noticing first the soft patch of curls before his fingers then encountered a wetness, and heat, he couldn't possibly have anticipated. Being half youkai he was completely unbothered by turning the logs in their fire with his bare hands, and yet she was almost too hot to touch, burning him in a way that left blisters on his heart and soul rather than his flesh. He knew what would sooth that ache, but first, he also knew that Kagome was aching as well, burning for him just as strongly, and he would help her to put out that fire, first, even as it stoked his own.
“Inuyasha...” she gasped out in a cross between a whisper and a groan, her eyes still closed as her head rocked lightly back and forth from side to side.
He had gone for it, pressing his index and middle fingers in between her nether-lips to find the treasure buried within, and rubbing her clit in a somewhat circular motion he was absolutely enthralled by the way her body shook and jerked at random, her hips gyrating in a way that suggested she wanted to feel even more from him, and more of him.
“Inuyasha, please...” she moaned then, her eyes blinking open to meet his own, her expression almost begging.
He smirked again.
“Please what?” he asked with a teasing edge in his voice and eyes.
Instead of answering, Kagome reached down with both hands and started tugging down her panties.
Not about to complain about that Inuyasha temporarily paused in what he was doing to assist her, dragging the soaked piece of cotton down her legs to discard in the same general area as the rest of their clothing, and then as soon as the panties were off his fingers were back with a vengeance, the hanyou proving his ambidextrous ability to please since the girl below him certainly wasn't complaining either. In fact, Kagome was fairly incoherent at the moment, although what wits she did still have about her she used to reach across herself with her right hand and grasp his fundoshi-clad erection. He groaned at the contact, faltering in what he was doing for a moment before quickly redoubling his efforts to bring her pleasure, trying his best to ignore the way she was massaging his linen-covered length. A task she was making none too easy as she met his eyes with a knowing smirk shimmering in her own stormy blue-gray pools as she palmed him, squeezing and pulling his most sensitive body part through the fabric of his loincloth in outrageously delightful ways.
His hips developed a mind of their own as he began rocking against her hand, keeping his tempo in synch with what his hand was doing as the only way he could keep his mind focused enough on the woman beside him and not on the wonderful sensations tingling throughout his nervous system, and then just when he was getting the hang of it Kagome went and upped the ante, snaking her hand underneath the fabric of his fundoshi. Squeezing bare flesh, he shuddered at the sensation, fumbling for a moment as his fingers lost their coordination while the miko giggled quietly at the thought of him almost literally being putty in her hands. Inuyasha of course was unaware of what she'd found so amusing since she didn't voice her thoughts aloud, although the simple fact that she was amused in turn amused him as well. Sex was supposed to be fun, after all, and he couldn't help but notice how she seemed unperturbed by the fact that her own actions were hindering the pleasure she'd been receiving, as she started stroking him even harder every time he faulted, as if the two of them were suddenly engaged in a game of who could out pleasure whom and whoever became so far gone that they could no longer focus on what they were doing to their partner would be the loser.
Smirking, and not about to be undone, he held Kagome's gaze and took the plunge, literally, shifting his hand to push his middle finger up and inside of her. She gasped, suddenly releasing his dripping cock as her head flopped back, and for the briefest of seconds Inuyasha actually feared that he might have hurt her although before he could even ask her if she was okay or retract his finger she started grinding herself against his hand. He grinned triumphantly then, a smug expression Kagome didn't see because she was too busy seeing stars behind her closed eyelids.
I win ... he thought playfully, In more ways than one...
After all, being allowed to touch the miko in such an intimate way was another victory in and of itself, even if he had no conscious recollection of just how long it'd been since he'd first started fantasizing about it.
Slowly, carefully, Inuyasha retracted his finger before pushing it back in just as slowly, his throbbing cock protesting the lack of her touch although he did his best to ignore his own bodily needs for a few minutes longer. He'd get his pleasure; right now he was too busy finding a whole different type of pleasure in delivering Kagome her own. Leaning over her body, he reclaimed her left breast with his tongue, swirling the moist muscle around the hardened pebble that was her nipple before closing his lips more fully around it, suckling her teat like a babe. She gasped again at the duel stimulation, arching her back while gyrating her hips at the same time, her body language screaming at him to give her more of what he was giving her. He eagerly complied.
Kami, I love the way she tastes ... he thought absently as he continued his oral ministrations, licking all over her breast before going back up to the sensitive spot on her neck he'd discovered earlier. She responded by tilting her head, granting him better access to her throat, and the animalistic side of him rumbled approvingly at the sight before he promptly got to work creating what was sure to be one hell of a hickey in the morning.
His left hand stayed plenty active, especially since he was finally able to concentrate on what he was doing without the distraction of her talented fingers messing him up, as he repeatedly switched off from pumping her with is middle finger a few times before then resuming rubbing at her clit with both his middle and index fingers pressed together, not quite brave enough to try inserting a second finger into her although she still didn't seem to have any complaints with the way he was 'handling' the situation. He was so into what he was doing that it didn't even occur to him to think about whether or not the act of pleasuring her in such a way seemed familiar to him at all. He seemed to instinctively know what to do, but he didn't really ponder the hows or whys, chalking it up to a combination of common knowledge and being able to gauge her reactions, his nose playing a significant role in the latter. It was easy to know what she liked when she smelled so strongly of liking it, that smell translating into taste as he continued to bathe her skin with his tongue. A taste he knew could become habit forming very easily. She was a delicacy that he would never get tired of sampling, over and over again.
Of course, the passing thought of how good she actually tasted had a nasty little part of the back of his mind whispering to him after a moment, wondering if she would taste just as good as she smelled in certain other places. It really wouldn't be too difficult to get his answer, and so telling himself that it was just innocent curiosity, although the 'innocent' part was honestly debatable, he slowly made his way back down away from her neck in that moment, his mouth traveling lower, back towards her breast, which then made the goal of quickly licking his fingers in between switching from rubbing and pumping much easier to accomplish without the miko noticing. For some reason he feared that she might think it disgusting of him, just a tad too dog-like. It was a legitimate worry as far as he was concerned, but by the gods, the taste of her... She tasted even better than she smelled and he couldn't help it, he wanted more!
Trying not to worry about the consequences, Inuyasha wasn't 100% lost to his passion in that moment although he was pretty damn close, as he started kissing his way back down her body again, like he'd done when he'd moved to pull off her pajama bottoms earlier. He didn't want to ask first and risk grossing her out, figuring she'd tell him to stop if she didn't like it and hoping that maybe, just maybe, if he made her really like it then it wouldn't even occur to her how dog-like she was letting him be with her as she allowed herself to enjoy it. After all, she had said that she loved him, hadn't she? And hadn't she also said that she found him handsome, especially with his canine ears? And his claws and fangs certainly weren't an issue, so then maybe she was totally cool with all the weird little quirks he had because of his inu-youkai half and he was worrying about nothing. There was only one way to find out...
Kagome let out a combination squeak and gasp of surprise as Inuyasha went for broke and suddenly dove between her legs, repositioning himself for better access as he stretched out before her womanhood, propping her legs wide open with his hands. Whatever lingering trace of awareness he'd managed to hang onto until that point was instantly lost as he went to town, slurping and lapping at her like the dog he was, his worries erased, although thankfully Kagome didn't seem to have any complaints, anyway. In fact, it was clear that the opposite was true as she bit her bottom lip to keep from shouting out too loudly just how much she was enjoying his treatment of her. Focusing most of his attention on the hardened nub that rested just above her entrance, he rolled his tongue around her clit the same way he had done to her nipples, before then flicking it with the tip of his tongue a few times in rapid succession, always sensing when she was getting close and immediately shifting to a slightly different pattern of movement in order to keep her hanging from the edge just that much longer before letting her topple over into the abyss of mindless pleasure that would be her orgasm when he finally allowed it to happen.
His fundoshi-clad erection was pressed snugly between his body and the floorboards, and he languidly rocked his hips as he devoured her, the mild pleasure enough to keep the fire roaring in his veins while being nowhere near satisfying enough to risk extinguishing it. He would take his satisfaction only after he had delivered the miko's, and only within her body.
“Inu...Inu-ya...sha...oh...I'm...oh pl-please...so close...” she begged quietly, both loving and hating the way he was keeping her suspended above the precipice.
Hearing her say his name like that...even though he only knew it was his name because he had been told it was, her quiet begging was enough to send shoots of tingles racing down his spine, and the throbbing demand of his neglected erection grew so great that finally, he could no longer take it. He would grant them both release.
Building her back up again took no time at all, and as the miko frantically started whispering “Don't stop! Don't stop!” he obeyed her frenzied command, continuing on with precisely the way he'd been licking her the moment her body had started to shake.
Desperately, Kagome was almost to the point of tears, as her head shook from side to side, her hips quivering. She was right there but just not...quite...
“Ahhmmmmmmm...!” she scream/moaned as her climax hit her full force, throwing her left arm over her mouth and clamping down halfway between elbow and wrist to gag herself in a desperate attempt at not shouting out too loudly and potentially worrying (or scandalizing) any villagers within earshot.
Inuyasha greedily rode out her turbulence, loving how much wetter her orgasm made her as it gave him even more of that delectable nectar he so adored. He didn't want to lap it all up, though, knowing he wanted to leave her plenty wet for his intended purposes. Once Kagome's faint, panting whisper of “N-no m-more...” reached his ears, as she tried to shift her nether region away from him, he immediately complied and raised himself up on hands and knees, crawling forward and over her body. His swollen manhood was still restrained within his fundoshi, but that was an inconvenience easily remedied as he shifted his body weight onto his left hand and effortlessly tore his final covering away from himself with his right. Kagome lazily raised her head enough to glance down herself and spy his naked perfection as he did so, his visibly throbbing erection standing tall and proud amidst a nest of silver curls, and seeing the way her gorgeous hanyou companion was holding himself suspended above her in all his naked glory as he prepared to join with her only substantiated for the miko the fact that she loved him. Before she'd lost her memories, she'd loved him. For all intents and purposes he was a stranger to her right now and yet as she watched him naked above her, his lips glistening with her own moisture from the intimate pleasure he'd just given her as he smiled down at her with a look of pure joy rather than anything akin to perverted triumph, she still felt nothing but welcoming happiness in her heart as she longed to complete their joining.
Having no intention of postponing what they both truly wanted even one second longer Inuyasha immediately reached for himself with his right hand, still holding his upper body raised up with his left which was not a problem for him with his demonic strength, and then aligning himself at her entrance he slowly started to press inside, murmuring a softly spoken “Let me know if you need me to stop.” as he kept his pace slow but steady.
Biting her lower lip, Kagome nodded her understanding, breathing heavily through her nose as she accepted all of him into her body, inch by agonizingly delicious inch. It stung and burned, a little bit, her sensitive flesh unused to accommodating such an intrusion, muscles being stretched that had never moved that way before, but it was not truly painful and so trying her best to relax her muscles and not tense up Kagome remained silent, allowing her lover to complete their merger until he was fully immersed within her body, unable to delve any deeper. They both immediately had the answer to the lingering question of whether or not they'd ever done this before, since they both felt that she was far too tight to not be a virgin, even if their last encounter had been several months ago, which it would've needed to be in order for Inuyasha to have smelt no residual evidence of the act on either of them, but even with the newfound confirmation that this was their first time – which they had both admittedly already thought was a good possibility – neither of them regretted having made the decision to go forward with it. Neither of them could think of any reason other than a lack of opportunity to explain why they'd not yet physically expressed the emotions they both knew were there, and so despite the drama of currently being in the dark regarding their life stories they were also both equally grateful for the way fate had gifted them with this cabin for the night. Yes it was sad that the previous owner had perished, but that was not their doing and it was most certainly the will of the gods that they had found their way back to this village, which was full of friendly people who had in fact been able to give them at least some information about themselves. And having learned that they apparently usually traveled with two other humans and two small youkai, it was truly no wonder why they hadn't yet had the time to articulate their feelings for one another in such an intimate way, since being in the presence of four other companions probably didn't leave much in the way of privacy on a nightly basis. Add their mission to collect and purify jewel shards into the mix, fighting random youkai here and there as they went along, and their lack of quality alone time truly became no mystery at all.
And speaking of jewel shards, Inuyasha absently noticed the little glass bottle he'd honestly forgotten all about until that moment as he lowered himself fully to Kagome's body, pressing the two of them flush together, skin on skin, as he hugged her to him, simply enjoying the sensation of being one with her. As she hooked her legs around his own and her arms wound up around him, hugging him back, the bottle of shards she wore was pressed in between their chests, along with his kotodama, but he didn't care. He wasn't paying the shards any attention at all and neither did they seem to be paying him any attention as the shards remained completely pure, ignoring the fact that they were in indirect physical contact with his body, separated only by the glass of her bottle no differently than when he'd grabbed it in his hand and they'd started to taint. True, they were also still in contact with Kagome's skin through the glass, unlike how she'd previously held the bottle by the cord, and it was possible that that had something to do with it, but Inuyasha tended to think that it actually had more to do with the fact that he'd since made the decision to not let them tap into his youki, and as he gazed lovingly into Kagome's stormy eyes in that moment, his own golden pools easily bespeaking of how utterly happy he was, he found absolutely nothing tempting about those stupid shards whatsoever.
It didn't occur to either of them that there had supposedly been the possibility of Kagome losing her ability to keep them pure. Even though neither of them consciously knew it, her spiritual purity came from her heart; purity of the flesh was irrelevant. Some miko might lose their powers after sexual intercourse, probably because they had psyched themselves up into thinking that they would and their own thoughts manifested it into truth, but since Kagome had never been raised to think that way in the first place there were no whispered memories of some forgotten lesson to plague her mind with doubts as she and her demonic lover came together. As Inuyasha slowly retracted his hips part way before then just as slowly pushing himself back inside again, his eyes closing as a tremendous wave of pleasure crashed through him and made him shudder, Kagome's only thoughts revolved around how unbelievably happy she was.
She felt loved.
She would make sure that he felt loved as well.
As Inuyasha retracted his hips a second time Kagome rocked her body in time with his on the descent, and he hissed, a shudder traveling down his spine as he pinched his eyes tightly closed. Not only was Kagome a virgin, but it was pretty clear to Inuyasha in that moment that he was, too. Either that, or any random woman he might have previously been with prior to meeting the miko had simply been horrible in comparison to Kagome's unparalleled perfection. Her insides squeezed him almost to the point of pain except instead of pain it was mind-numbing pleasure that coursed through his body with every stroke. The sensation was so intense that he could hardly move. He somehow instinctively knew what it felt like to be ready to peak and regretfully he was already almost there. Trying to breathe through his nose to calm his nerves backfired when all he could smell was Kagome's taste on his tongue, and suddenly, he was kissing her again, hungrily, not caring what her reaction might be to tasting herself in his kiss.
Kagome of course had no objections as she eagerly returned his kiss with equal passion, her body still singing from the lingering waves of euphoria that occasionally washed through her, their joining keeping her pleasured body on high alert, unable to fully come down. Moaning into their kiss as Inuyasha pulled almost all of the way out before sliding in yet again, their tongues never pausing in the battle for dominance, what little discomfort there had been for the miko when he'd first entered her was quickly starting to melt away. As he repeated the move a few more times, going slightly faster with every stroke, limpid pleasure rose up from her core to spread out along every nerve in her body. Still, Kagome had already had her release, and even with as gratifying as their dance was to her she knew that her partner had not yet experienced the same intensity of pleasure that he had gifted her with, and she wanted him to reach that level; she wanted to feel him find his fulfillment within her, and know that it was because of her that he had experienced such bliss.
“Faster...” she managed to get out between kisses, her voice breathy and desperate.
“Are you sure?” he asked her softly, lifting his upper body enough to look her in the eyes. “I don't want to hurt you.”
She met his eyes with a look of resolve mixed with love that had his heart thumping loudly in his chest.
“You could never hurt me.” she stated devoid of uncertainty, then moving both hands to the beaded necklaces he wore she fisted it and yanked him down into yet another kiss while thrusting her hips up at the same time, her legs still wrapped around him.
He moaned into the kiss, but then pulled back again after a moment, the smirk in his eyes causing a sparkle of amusement to dance in her own as she wondered what he was up to.
“Lower your legs.” he commanded softly and she obeyed, and then he raised himself up a little bit again, Kagome releasing his kotodama to let him.
Then, one by one, he gently reached back for Kagome's legs and brought them forward, hooking them up and over his shoulders. They both shuddered at the sensation such a small yet colossal change in position caused to rush through their bodies, and then slowly Inuyasha retracted his hips before pushing forward yet again. Kagome gasped, and he paused, the silent look of concern in his eyes asking her if she was okay, which she answered by rocking herself the best she could in that position in a silent plea for him to get moving. Chuckling then, Inuyasha complied, slowly but surely building up his tempo. He still could not move within her as steadily as he would like, needing to stop after every few strokes as his body shook, but then pinching his eyes shut and biting his lower lip he would move again, faster and faster each time, until he was almost slamming himself within her but then pausing to hold in his explosion before retracting his hips with greater speed and slamming forward once more. Each plunge forward sent shards of residual pleasure ricocheting throughout Kagome's body, and it quickly got to the point where she could no longer rock herself in time with his thrusts, doing little more than holding on for the ride as he started pounding into her at his fastest pace yet.
He knew he couldn't last very long like that.
The pleasure had finally gotten to the point where he simply couldn't take it, and so losing himself before he'd actually lost himself, he had a brief moment of realizing I can't take it any more! before quickly saying to hell with it and rocketing his hips forward over and over as fast as he dared without risking physical harm to his human lover. His release raced through his body faster than he could blink, his nerve endings screaming their joy as his body seized, and then he exploded with a strangled groan escaping his throat that probably would have been a howl had he not consciously tried to stifle the sound.
Kagome felt it as jet after jet of his white hot seed shot deep within her waiting body, and for the briefest of moments the worry of pregnancy flashed through her mind – though only because of their mission to collect and purify the jewel shards and not because of any doubts regarding their feelings for one another or their ability to be parents – but she quickly brushed those mild concerns aside, understanding that it was honestly too late to worry about it now and that whatever happened they would deal with it together.
Panting heavily, Inuyasha grunted as the last of his release traveled through him, and then letting Kagome's legs fall away from his shoulders, her heels hitting the ground with light thumps, he more or less collapsed against her, nuzzling his face in the crook of her neck on her left side as aftershocks of pleasure from shifting their positions made him shiver with delight. They stayed like that for several minutes, Inuyasha trying to even out his breathing as he lied stretched out on top of Kagome, the miko lazily drawing patterns on his back with the tip of her right index finger while her left hand tenderly rubbed his left ear, her arm wrapped loosely around the back of his head from where he still nuzzled the left side of her throat. Finally, he lifted his head enough to smile down at her, their love communicated back and forth silently through the knowing looks in their eyes before he kissed her tenderly. A bit regretfully, then, because he didn't want to leave her warm embrace, he slowly lifted himself up, out and away from her, until their bodies separated and he was able to plop himself down beside her, pulling her into his arms.
“Even if we don't ever get our memories back, I know one thing...” he murmured quietly after a moment, resting his chin on the top of her head as they held their arms wrapped around each other. “I know that we belong together, you 'n' me.” he finished, giving her body a little squeeze.
Kagome gave Inuyasha a little squeeze in return.
“Definitely...” she agreed without hesitation. “No matter what tomorrow brings, or the next day, or the next, we're in this together.”
That said, Kagome reached out and fiddled with the sleeping bag, Inuyasha catching on and offering his assistance with getting the two of them tucked within the bag. It was a tight fit, the bag not really meant for more than one person, but neither of them found it uncomfortable to be held so closely together, as Kagome and Inuyasha both rolled over onto their right sides so that he could wrap himself around her in a spooning embrace. Their fire was dwindling but neither of them felt like getting up to replenish the wood, and so this way they could let the fire die out and they would keep each other warm with their body heat instead. Maybe some people couldn't sleep if they were all snuggled up against another person like that, but Kagome actually found it quite cozy, and sooner than she would've expected sleep started to creep up on her, though even as she felt all the muscles in her body totally relax she wasn't quite nodding off to dreamland just yet.
Reaching for Inuyasha's left hand where it rested against her stomach she pulled it up to cup her left breast, smiling when she felt him chuckle behind her before he gave her breast a little squeeze.
“You wanna go again?” he asked her playfully, his flaccid penis resting pressed against her bottom indicating his own body's sated state even though the miko imagined she could get him going again without too much effort were she actually interested.
“Just didn't want you thinking certain parts of me were off limits now that the excitement's over.” she replied, her tone of voice playful as well.
Inuyasha had thought it'd gone unnoticed how he'd almost reached up to cup her breast before hesitating and deciding on resting his hand on her stomach instead.
Sneaky wench ... he chuckled in his mind. He gave her breast another squeeze.
“Good to know.” he answered with a teasing edge, the rest of his body still calm and content and not growing more excited again by the intimate contact.
There was something almost...soothing...about being allowed to just hold her but in such an intimate way. He was almost guaranteed to have one of 'those' types of dreams, now, but the prospect no longer embarrassed him, since he obviously didn't have to worry about what Kagome's reaction would be. With that last thought in mind, he let himself start to drift off as well, his left ear still flicking to the occasional odd sound here and there though he still could detect no sign of any potential threat in the area. They were safe, and with that knowledge he finally allowed the sensation of sleep to consume him.
Kagome was amazed a few minutes later when she realized that Inuyasha had actually nodded off before her, although she imagined he had to be terribly exhausted since he hadn't slept at all the night before, and who knew how long he'd actually gone without sleep? Since learning that they had separated from their friends to destroy the oni that had been attacking this village two days ago, Kagome felt it safe to assume that at the very least he had stayed awake that night as well, as the two of them had undoubtedly camped out in the forest alone, obviously in that place they'd come across during their return journey back to this village today. So that meant that he'd gone without any sleep at all for at least two nights in a row. Youkai strength or no youkai strength, she could only imagine that he was dead tired, especially after having to fight that oni, and she didn't even know how stressing that battle had been, and then there'd been that tengu, not to mention all the other random little youkai that might not have been too difficult to kill but had still required the use of him expelling some of his youki in order to conjure up the attacks necessary to kill them. And then on top of everything he'd probably exerted whatever energy he'd had left over the last few minutes, as they'd engaged in rather pleasurable, albeit tiring activities. It was no wonder he'd fallen asleep so fast, when you really thought about it, and Kagome took it as a compliment, that she'd actually tired him out.
She blushed mildly as her thoughts took her back to their oh-so-recent joining, not one single shroud of regret clouding her mind. She felt content, and loved, and ready to face whatever tomorrow brought their way. She also felt quite exhausted, and so very comfortable in her partner's warm embrace, his even breathing against her neck rhythmic and soothing rather than annoying in any way. It didn't take very long at all for the miko to follow her hanyou lover into slumber, and the peaceful expressions they both wore as they slept would have even the most prejudice of outside observers reluctantly acknowledging that their love for each other was real, whether or not they approved being irrelevant. No one and nothing could dispute the validity and strength of the hanyou and miko's feelings for one another. Only time would tell if they ever regained their lost memories, but in the meantime the two would go forward with their lives together, creating new memories to cherish always.