InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ From Ice to SunShine ❯ Forgivness, the Plan ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Chapter 11: Forgiveness, the Plan

By Tainted InuShemeeko

Rin breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Sesshomaru's silver Pontiac Grand AM, parked in front of the house. She pulled her hunter green Achieva up next to it, once she had it in park Rin climbed out and closed the door behind her. Then with hurried steps she made it to the front door, her fingers shook as she reached for the door knob. She was afraid, she was afraid of what kind of state she would find Sesshomaru in.

Taking a deep breath Rin turned the knob on the door and pushed it open. The house was dark, which did nothing to comfort Rin's building fear. She walked in closing the door behind her as she did so.

"Sesshomaru, are you here?"

She slowly made her way into the living room when she heard a crunch underneath one of her dress shoes. Rin slowly switched the light on dim as she looked down at the carpet. Glass, that's what she had just stepped on, shattered glass but where did it come from? Her eyes darted up to find Sesshomaru slouched in one of the lounge chairs. His silver locks were wild upon his head; the four top buttons of his white shirt were undone, the sleeves were pushed up to his elbows.

Sesshomaru's disarray brought tears to Rin's eyes. She had made him like this, Rin looked closer at Sesshomaru. Tears, his normally cold honey brown eyes were red and wet from…from crying. He had cried for her, for their baby, this was the first time she had ever seen tears on his face and it broken her heart. The sound of something sloshing inside a bottle shook Rin out of her thoughts.

Her cinnamon eyes widened as she watched Sesshomaru pull a Whiskey bottle from his lips. His arm hung over the arm of the chair as he held on to the bottle. Tears slipped from Rin's eyes as she realized how much pain he really was in. Sesshomaru never drank, not like this; she also knew that he despised whiskey so why was he drinking it?

[Sometimes it's hard when you're so deep inside

To see all you could lose in a blink of an eye

Dreams could be shattered, you could be gone

How would I survive, `cuz you're where I belong

My soul believer, without you

I don't know who I would be]

Making her way over to Sesshomaru, Rin pried the whiskey bottle out of Sesshomaru's fingers and sat it on the bookshelf. She then leaned into Sesshomaru a little as she slowly ran her fingers through his silver locks. Fresh tears fell from her eyes as her forehead rested against his.

"I am so sorry Sesshomaru. I've been acting like a child; I've only been thinking how much I've been hurting. I never thought once about how you were feeling."

She brushed a feathery kiss on his still lips; there was no response from the stone statue that was now her husband. So she kissed him once more nothing, so instead she started to talk to him.

"Your father offered me a part time job this summer in between the college courses I'm taking this summer. I thought I would get a head start on some courses before my senior year starts this fall."

Sesshomaru continued to stare pass her, not even responding to her words.

"I boxed up a bunch of the baby's things today. That way when we do have a child, we'll still have it all. Also I was thinking maybe if you wanted too have our wedding for your whole family before I graduate we could. I wouldn't mind it at all."

Rin was startled at first when Sesshomaru's arms wrapped around her. His lips meet hers in a soft kiss, his voice soft as he spoke.

"So it would seem that you are not merely a dream. That is good to know."

In one quick motion Sesshomaru was some how standing on his feet with Rin in his arms. Their lips pressed firmly against one another, as he carefully made his way up stairs. Once inside his room, Sesshomaru kicked the door closed and carried Rin over to the bed, he then gently laid her on the bed. Their hands slid in and over each other's clothes as they tried to rid each other's bodies of the garments. Until both of their bodies lay nude before they other.

A moan of contentment slipped from between Sesshomaru's lips as he felt her skin slid against his. In each kiss and caress there was a need and wanting, that had been put at bay for too long. His hands continued to explore each and every curve of her body.

[Underneath, I can feel you move through me

Inside out, you surround me

I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath

Oh, you're everything I know

So how could I let you go?]

Rin's mind swam with the images of this morning; he had been trying to show her that he was still there for her. Instead she had turned away from him, she let go of all the sweet memories they had and only focused on her sadness. She kept on telling herself that she didn't need him right now, but she had been wrong she did need him.

"Sesshomaru I was so mean to you the last month or so. I can only hope that over time you well forgive my foolishness."

His honey-brown eyes gleamed with a fiery passion, as he captured her tender lips within his once more. He could now feel his sex growing larger with each and every second that past by.

"My sweet Rin, I forgave you the minute your lips touched mine. How could I not? For I had back the one thing I thought I had lost. I am sorry as well Rin; I should have never doubted how you truly felt."

[Sometimes I listen to a voice that isn't mine

I disconnect from anything inside

I have made choices, and wasted all the days

I could've been with you, when my heart

had stayed

I know you've waited faithfully

Blessing our love even stronger]

Tears fell from her eyes as she laid her head against his chest, yes she was wrong to doubt his feelings for her yet how could she not? He had been so quite and reserved, it was still hard for her to tell what he was feeling. The mask he wore always covered his true feelings. The memory of this morning flashed through her mind again. He had been trying, trying to reach out and comfort her.

Rin's left hand slid across Sesshomaru's exposed chest, as she clang to him. His natural scent of rain water and cedar was calming to her sense. She sighed as he soothingly rubbed her back. Each one of his wonder caresses caused Rin to shiver with a heat desire. She knew now that she had been denying herself as well as Sesshomaru for too long.

"Hold me, Sesshomaru, just hold me. I wish I could just stay in this moment and never let you go."

[Underneath, I can feel you move through me

Inside out, you surround me

I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath

Oh, you're everything I know

So how could I let you go?]

Sesshomaru smiled lightly to himself; yes he had been foolish to think that he could ever let her go. For Rin was in every one of his heartbeats, she had become the reason why he remembered to breath, yet she was also the reason why he forgot at times. He would have never thought it could have happened, but it had Rin had slowly started to thaw out his frozen heart.

"I shall hold on to you until you wish me to let go of you."

Rin smiled as she looked up at Sesshomaru, there in his beautiful honey eyes was the same glowing light, when he had asked her to become his wife and made love to her. Yes it was a gleam that she knew very well; it said that he loved her completely.

"I will never want you to let go of me again."

A small smile played on Sesshomaru's lips when he heard this.

"Then I shall hold on to you, until time itself no longer exists, so that shall be far longer than eternity."

Sesshomaru pressed his nose into the crook of Rin's neck as he pulled in her sweet smell of lilacs and roses. Surly someone had made a mistake, there where times that he just didn't see how he had gotten as lucky as to have found someone as innocent and sweet as Rin.

"Sesshomaru, will you make love to me tonight?"

Yes he was indeed blessed for the feel of her soft skin upon his was just what his heart cried out for. Tonight was the night that the two of them could start to slowly heal one another.

[I've been blessed with all the best

For every gift you have given

I've been touched by hands that trust

My love that's risen]

The sound of clothes rustling could be heard as the two star crossed lovers, removed the rest of their clothes. For a few moments Sesshomaru lay pinned beneath Rin's small slim frame. He moaned as each touch of Rin's velvet fingers seemed to heat the fire that was even now burning hotter inside of his loins.

In one quick surprising roll, Rin found herself beneath Sesshomaru. His hot lips pressed against hers, he then moved to the ticklish spot that he had found on her neck, which caused her to giggle lightly as he continued to kiss her in that spot. Sesshomaru then kneaded her breasts, his tongue then wrapping around the tip of one nipple and then the other. The moan he received from Rin was music to his ears.

"So it would seem that I haven't lost my touch."

Rin arched her back as Sesshomaru slowly made it to her navel, his tongue taking in the wonderful sweet salty taste of her skin. As he looked up at Rin he saw a strange wanting in her eyes that he had never seen before. Sesshomaru was now straddling Rin's body, her tender fingers weaving their way through Sesshomaru's wonderful silvery locks, which caused a moan of pleasure to escape from Sesshomaru's lips.

She then leaned forward and captured his lips to hers, drawing his body closer to hers as she did so. After a few seconds the kiss became so heated it seemed as if they were stealing air from each other. The fire in Sesshomaru's loins was now burning hotter, with each one of Rin's velvety touches.

Being afraid that he was about to reach his climax without Rin. Sesshomaru gently started to make his way through her folds. A few minutes later it was like a beautiful dance, Rin's hips moved with each one of Sesshomaru's rhythmic thrusts. It was now that Sesshomaru wished that time could just stand still in this moment and never fade. Sesshomaru thrusted his member deeper into her very core as he felt, himself reach the climax of their love making. His voice was husky and filled with passion as he spoke,

"Rin, you have brought warmth into my heart that I have not felt since I was a young child."

He wrapped his arms around Rin as she rested her head against his warm bare chest.

"You see there is a reason for my coldness, I was seven when my mother left me with father and never came back. From that I learned that the world is cold and cruel, and that in order to survive in that world, one must be cold as well."

Sesshomaru proceeded to run his fingers through Rin's shoulder length dark brown hair. Yes she was his reason for living, they had lost a child, but as long as they had each other he knew they would be all right. He then kissed her forehead, his lips then moving to each one of her cheeks before capturing her lips within his own.

Rin's soft voice broke through the silence as the kiss ended.

"Sesshomaru, I wish this moment would never end."

The makings of a small smile were drawn across his lips as he answered her.

"In that case I shall have to see what can be done to have more moments like this."

He smirked as Rin giggled lightly beside him her head once again rested on his chest.

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The sound of ice being dumped into a glass could be heard, it was then followed by the shuffle of bare feet walked across a tan carpet. The said figure then made his way to his room. Once inside he made his way to the far right side of the room, he then slowly slid the white wood panel back to reveal a secret hidden room.

For someone who had never seen this secret room the pictures on the wall would be very startling. Every single wall in that room was covered with pictures of Rin Faren, the fist picture dating back to Rin's 8th grade year in Jr. High.

"I'll make you mine again Rin. You will be mine again; all I need to do is take care of that pretty boy Tenseiga. Once he's gone you won't have anyone to turn too."

Bradley looked up from the photo that he had of Rin in his hands. His ice colored eyes glared over at a picture of Rin at the Jr. and Sr. dance. The picture was perfect except for one little eye sore that was in it.

"Sesshomaru Tenseiga."

Bradley's hands started to shake as he continued to stare at the photo.

"You ruined her, she tainted now because you had to touch her. She was living purity and she's been tarnished."

He then suddenly stuck out at the left side of the photo, a knife gripped inside his hands as he screamed at the photo.

"I won't let you keep her she's mine, all mine. You think you've won, but you haven't because this is only the beginning. I know how your days go, what your schedule is like. The first moment that you leave her alone, I will swoop down and take back what has always belonged to me."

Bradley then ran a shaky finger down over the breathtaking young woman who now stood alone in the photo. Her partner having had been ripped apart.

"Don't worry Rin; I'll save you from that horrible demon. He won't hurt you any more. Once you're with me I'll make you into the pure woman you once were, you'll never cry again."

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Sesshomaru's eyes glanced down at the sleeping form of Rin. He was in heaven, a feeling he hadn't felt in months. It felt as if nothing had ever happened, and they were sharing their first time together. However, a few minutes later he was reminded of the cruel reality, that Rin was no longer carrying their child that moment had been robbed from her and him as well.

Rin's soft voice broke through his thoughts when she spoke to him.

"I'm sorry Sesshomaru."

Sesshomaru was taken by surprise as those three words slipped from her lips. Completely confused by what she had just said he asked.

"Why do you feel the need to apologize when you have done nothing wrong? I do not want you to continue to blame yourself for something that you had no control over."

He gently brushed a strand of her hair out of her face as he continued to speak.

"We have suffered a terrible loss, however in time we will heal, for we both still have our lives together to live. Let us focus on that as well as our future happiness."

Rin nodded softly after hearing Sesshomaru's words. They would indeed have to focus on their future together and the happiness that was surly to come.

"Yes, I will do my best to focus on the things in life that I still have, such as you Sesshomaru."

Her lips were soft and gentle at first as they intertwined with his own lips, his left hand trailed down her bare back as his right one cupped her chin. Sesshomaru soon found his lips straying away from her lips to the smooth skin of her neck. The sweet taste and smell of her flesh was pleasing to his very senses.

Rin found that her legs were now intertwined with Sesshomaru's as they lay against one another. Her life would be complete if she could stay like this with Sesshomaru forever. However something always seemed to ruin her happy endings.

(A/N: Sorry about the short chapter, I kind of forgot where I was going with this chapter. There shall be a little fluff and citrus, oh if you want the lemon for this chapter you'll have to go to mediaminner.org, It will be posted by Friday I hope if not before, look for me under Tainted InuShemeeko. Same thing will stand for Ch. 12: Coldness Inside.)

(A/N2: Anyone who is brave enough to do a fan art of their favorite scene in From Ice to Sunshine or any of my other stories. Email it to me and the people who give it a try will have a chapter dedicated to them. By the way no one has to do this I was just wondering how many people would be interested in giving it a try.

Ja ne!

Tainted InuShemeeko)