InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Frozen ❯ Chapter 10: We’d never be apart ( Chapter 10 )

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Title: Frozen
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/ various, Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru, Inu Yasha/Kouga mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Frozen” by Madonna


Chapter 10: We'd never be apart

My body ached and my lungs and throat burned as if I had inhaled salt water. I struggled to wake trying to pull myself from the darkness and the more I awoke the more I began to realize I had lost feeling in my arms and what feeling I had was stiff and almost tingly.

I finally opened my eyes and saw that we still remained in the miasma corroded forest. The trees were darkened and decaying, their once strong and proud branches becoming gnarled and their once beautiful green leaves were blackened and falling off. I turned my head from left to right seeing that I was being held against such a tree by twisting grotesque roots and branches.

I struggled to pull my numb arms free with no success, the miasma affecting my body still, making me weak. My feet and legs were loosely grasped and yet it still did me no good to try to free them from the root prison leaving my legs spread apart. I growled in frustration and struggled once more and then I heard the cruel chuckles of Naraku from somewhere behind me.

“Oh, don't stop. Struggle some more. It is a rather arousing sight and not just for me it seems,” Naraku's voice oozed confidence and cruelty.

I looked up and saw Naraku sitting a few feet above me in my tree prisons branches starring down at me but then a loud snarling growl caught my attention and I looked straight ahead and the miasma cleared away at Naraku's command and there with feet scrambling and digging ruts into the dirt stood a wild looking and snarling Kouga.

I had heard how fearsome and terrifying wolf demons could be and I had seen my fair share in my younger days but seeing one you considered a friend and ally growling and snarling at you with fangs bared was an upsetting and disconcerting sight. Drool crept out from the corners of his open mouth as he bared his fangs at Naraku, snapping and snarling viciously, every now and then turning his attention to me with his nostrils flaring. He continued to struggle in his bonds of gnarled roots pawing and scratching with clawed feet, slowly making progress in my direction as he did so.

“Did you know that you are currently exuding quite an appealing scent,” Naraku sang down at me.

My eyes widened and I struggled more against my bonds not caring that I was cutting or scraping my wrists in the process.

“Oh, do keep struggling, it seems to arouse our little wolf prince. I could end his suffering and let him go. You could become a meal or potential mate…it's always hard to tell which. I suppose it depends on which hunger is at the forefront,” I could hear the sadistic grin in the tone of his voice.

I growled at him, and watched as he vanished from above only to reappear in front of me and just as quickly his hand slapped my cheek leaving a stinging sensation as well as a feeling of a slow tingle that made its way down my cheek. I watched as he lifted the hand that had done the slapping and traced a finger in the cut he had made. He looked down at the blood on his finger and brought it to his mouth and I watched as his tongue darted out and licked away the traces of my blood. I closed my eyes which had been a mistake as I felt his hair across my face like silky spider webs and then he leaned in close to my aching cheek and I felt the warm slimy feeling of his tongue as he licked my cut.

I shuddered despite myself and refused to meet his eyes until he grabbed me roughly by my chin and forced me to look up into those cruel beady camellia red eyes.

“Perhaps I should partake of this body myself,” he said as he traced his hand down my body opening my hakama as he did so leaving my chest and then my lower body exposed.

He stared at me and I closed my eyes as a hundred things ran through my mind, a hundred horrible scenarios.

“Have no fear Inu Yasha, you are not my type. You have a beautiful body but you are not Kikyo. It will be a beautiful sight to watch you be humiliated again and again with no way to save yourself,” he grinned cruelly and I watched as Tessaiga appeared a few feet away.

“We shall give you a bit of hope because I do so love watching it die in your eyes over and over again until hopefully it will never bloom again inside of you.”

As he said that the restraints on Kouga snapped and I watched surprised, as Naraku was knocked a few feet away by Kouga who now stood growling and snapping at Naraku's face, claws raking across arms that fought to protect his now face which was the perfect picture of shock.

Kouga was knocked off but it took only a second for the wolf prince to once again go after Naraku who now held a look of anger and concern. He would vanish from sight but scarcely escaping Kouga's attacks and it was then I realized that Kouga had shards in his legs still and his speed seemed only to increase as he mercilessly attacked Naraku until finally Naraku relented vanishing into thin air calling out one final message, “Enjoy your victory Inu Yasha, if you survive it.”

As he vanished, the miasma only dissipated a little, leaving us surrounded by it still, only in smaller amounts and Kouga still seemed under its spell as he growled and searched the grounds like the predator he was. Upon finding no sign of “the enemy” he then turned those bright feral cerulean eyes my way.

I closed my eyes and concentrated on slowing my breathing. I wanted to not be seen as prey. Panicking and fighting would only make his response worse and as he drew close I could smell him and his arousal.

I made the mistake of opening my eyes and saw him bare his fangs in warning as he inhaled deeply and knelt down so that all I could see was the top of black hair in its high ponytail. I felt his hands roughly push my legs apart and felt his hands probe my body roughly. A gasp escaped and he looked up at me with an intense stare before returning to his exploration.

A finger entered me with no preparation and I gasped and struggled to escape the sudden intrusion and the pain that it caused. He seemed to enjoy my reaction and he added another. My eyes watered from pain as I struggled against the grip he had on my lower legs and the tree limbs and roots that held my arms and hands in place.

He moved his fingers in and out roughly a few times before removing them and then I heard the crack of wood as one leg and then the other were freed from their weak bindings. I let a breath of relief escape but it was short lived as my legs were lifted and I felt his bare lower body pressed against my own and then hot flesh was pressed against my sore opening for a mere moment before it was forced deep inside. I choked on a scream and struggled in my bindings which he only seemed to enjoy.

He growled as a warning and then pulled out and thrust back in. It was an all too familiar and painful feeling, the humiliation an old and horrid feeling. The tears came unbidden as I felt myself slip away deep inside of my own mind wishing I could be anywhere but in my current predicament.

I kept reminding myself that this was my fault, not Kouga's. We had both been used as pawns; pieces moved around in this sadistic game Naraku has started and that I could hope to end. I was brought out of dark place as the pain suddenly was replaced by pleasure and I opened my eyes upon feeling gentle licks and nips on my lips. He moved his hips in just the right way and pleasure shot through my body and limbs and I wiggled against him unbidden and he plunged his tongue into my now open mouth capturing my gasps of pleasure, as if he were taking pride in his pleasure bringing thrusts.

It was as if the Kouga I knew were still there and he was making himself known. I could only hope this wouldn't ruin what camaraderie we had built up when he awoke and became himself again.

I shuddered and felt my completion nearing and no sooner had it crested and came upon me that he buried himself deep inside of me and poured his seed there. I was slammed hard against the tree trunk with his chin on my shoulder pinning me in place just like his lower body pinned itself inside me.

He shuddered and my body answered as we became a trembling mess. Until he finally finished his release and still he stayed pinned against me. I waited as I did so; I flexed my right hand and was surprised when it slid from its prison to land on Kouga's shoulder. I stared at it surprised as I realized my own blood covered it and had made it slick enough for me to slide free.

Kouga finally slide himself free of my body and removed his head from shoulder as I slid my other bloody hand and wrist free to rest on his other shoulder. I watched as the light and knowledge filled his eyes so I gently pushed at his hands so that he released my legs and hips so that I stood shakily for a moment before I slid to the ground, gasping as my aching and jarred body reminded me of its many hurts.

I waited a moment for my limbs to stop shaking as they regained movement and feeling and then I began to redress myself as slowly and carefully as possible. I was almost done when I heard a pained gasp that almost sounded like a sob.

I looked up into Kouga's eyes and saw the shame, hurt, humiliation and agony over what had happened.

I gave him a small watery grin and he seemed more horrified.

“Pull yourself together you damned wolf. We can't let this get to us, if we do he wins. You understand you wimpy wolf.”

“How…how can you sit there and pretend? Like it all never happened,” now he seemed to be gaining some of his old pride and indignation.

“When something like this happens that's what you do,” I forced myself into a standing position and carefully dusted myself off as I turned to look into his eyes leaving my grin behind to give him my straight serious face, “If we let this bother us he wins, you get it!? He can't win, I won't let him. Yes, it sucks and it hurts and it's embarrassing but it could have been worse, I could have been raped by Naraku. Would that have made you feel any better? Now, let's suck it up and instead of groveling in pity and self-loathing lets do something about it. It's time we take that ass down.”

I saw him compose himself and shake his head once and then twice before slapping himself with both hands in the face to pull himself out of his stupor, “You're right mangy mutt.”

It was quiet as I began to walk with him following, making our way out of the clearing miasma and back to the trail where I had left Kagome and the others. Kouga followed a ways behind as if making sure I wouldn't be attacked again or just making sure I was fine.

When we had reached clear and clean forest I turned to face him, “I'll be fine Kouga. Return to your pack before they start to worry. Besides I've been through worse with worse people.”

He seemed almost stumped and troubled by what I had said, not reassured but turned back around anyway. I watched for a moment as he slowly walked in the direction of the wolves' territory and then he picked up speed until he vanished in a leaf and debris filled cyclone. I walked quietly by myself until I made it back to camp.

Once there I made up a story about finding Naraku's trail but no Naraku only lots of demons which had lead to my many wounds. As night fell and Miroku and Shippo talked of going to bathe and taking a dip in a nearby hot spring and when they stood to go I followed. I waited until they had busied themselves with their own cleaning before cleaning my self. I attempted to act as normal as I could as I washed away my own blood and any evidence left of what had happened.

Once I was cleaned and smelling less like wolf I carefully sat in the hot spring and soaked my body and soul, washing away the worries and stress along with the aches and pains of my body. As I stared up at the crescent moon I promised myself that Naraku would pay for what he had done. And as I felt the familiar tug of Shippo's small hand on my dog ears I knew he had more to atone for than just my pain and suffering.

To Be Continued….

YAY!!!! Maybe I can get another chapter done tomorrow. Holy cow I'm on a roll. I promised myself if I could complete two stories I could start typing up my Tales of the Abyss fic. Yup….total fangirl. I also have a Kuroshitsuji fic I want to do and maybe a Karneval fic. If I can keep this momentum I might even do a Saiyuki fic. Well til next time~!

Kat