InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Frozen ❯ Chapter 13: Now there’s no point ( Chapter 15 )

Title: Frozen
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Inu Yasha/ various, Inu Yasha/Sesshomaru, Inu Yasha/Kouga mentions of Inu Yasha/Kagome and Inu Yasha/ Kikyo
Category: Drama, romance, slash, Mpreg, yaoi
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Non-con, Mpreg, Incest, SPOILERS!
Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Inu Yasha or its chars. They are property of Rumiko Takashi and major companies.

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Frozen” by Madonna


Chapter 13: Now there's no point

The weather went from cool and crisp breezes to biting cold in less than three weeks. I continued to gather storable food around my den and the surrounding area but went no farther than that. It had now become more than noticeable that I was carrying and I wasn't too sure there was only one inside my body. My girth was definitely larger than my first and second pups. I suppose my healthy diet and general good health could all be attributing factors as well. I never knew where and when my next meal would come along when I was a young pup carrying my first. Each day was a battle.

I was reminded that I hadn't visited my first pup's grave since I had placed the head of the demon that had caused his demise upon it. I decided that once I was healed and my newest pup was old enough I would venture to the mountainside where I had buried him.

My thoughts were gloomier as the weather got colder but my pup's movements always reminded me there were happier times to come. Each kick made me more determined to make things better for me and for it.

No sooner had I gathered a few skeins of water in preparation that it began to snow. It started off as soft powdery flakes and grew in intensity. I wasn't bothered by it much and simply spent my days snuggled deep under my furs and blankets mostly sleeping. I've found that I had no energy and sleep seemed to call to me. As the snows got heavier a deep ache began in my back followed by on and off contracting pains along my midsection. It was too sporadic to be the definite onset of my labor and so I kept to my cave stretching what I could, pacing to help alleviate it and when it was done I would sleep or eat.

This continued until it was no longer sporadic and soon I knew I was in labor. I paced and squatted in the hopes it would hurry it along but a day and night passed with no progress and the pain soon became unbearable. There was no sleep, the pain didn't allow it. I stripped until only a light inner robe covered my body and even that had been pushed away at my expanded belly because it was still too much clothing.

It was past dawn the next morning when the pains had become unbearable and I allowed the pained moans to escape my chapped and bitten lips, each pain was worse than a knife being drawn across my abdomen, a stab after each slice of pain and my back ached so fiercely that I could have mistaken it for claws raking up and down piercing it at the base of my spine.

I felt some relief on my hands and knees as I rocked hoping the pup would move with my own movements. I wanted it to be born already. I was positive it only took less than a day for Shoheiki to be born once the onset of pains had begun and less than the morning for my waters to break and yet here I was two days in on my second evening and my waters hadn't broken and there was no progress only my extreme pain, agitation and worry.

I was falling in and out of unconsciousness by the time morning came on the third day. The pain was excruciating but there was finally some give as I felt my waters break. I was so relieved that I didn't care that I knelt in wet furs.

I gathered what strength I could and inhaled deeply as I felt pain build and it hit me like a tidal wave on the shore. A pain that tore a scream from my throat and mouth like none I had ever given before but I bore into it, pushing with all my might with the hope that I would deliver this pup and all would be well in the end. I felt something emerge and fought to keep up the momentum, inhaling and pushing while bearing down into it as it continued to tear into my body.

It ended and I sat up on my knees hoping the weight would help push everything down, making it quicker now that I had made some progress. As the next pains crested I inhaled once again and bore into it feeling more liquid gush between my legs and with it that excruciating pain and instead of fighting it I screamed as it engulfed me and pushed with it.

As it ended the sound of digging echoed throughout my small den and then light flashed in through the opening momentarily blinding me. There was no moving, I was stuck in this position as I felt the pressure build again as my pup further pushed through my strained entrance. I gasped as the pain descended with the pups downward movement and grunted before screaming into the pain and bearing down with all my might and looking up to find Kouga standing there with snow covering his ebony hair and furs and then Sesshomaru entered and stood beside him.

I would have been amused by their looks of shock and surprise but I could feel another pain start to crest. I gasped and struggled to breathe in and then howled in pain and into the pain as it washed over me and I pushed into it hoping it would end but knowing it wouldn't because something was wrong. It didn't feel right and what had passed through was not the pups head so I began to panic as I looked up at the two of them.

“He…hel..p me. Something's wrong,” I said as the stabbing pain returned and I wrapped my hands around my midsection as I silently prayed my pup survived.

Kouga was the first to move as he came to kneel in front of me. I watched his hands disappear below my waist and felt him gently probe my entrance and I gasped as I felt him tug gently causing the pup to emerge some more.

“What are you doing wolf,” asked Sesshomaru as he came closer.

“It's breech,” and at our confused looks he explained further, “The pup somehow either got turned around or just never turned itself. It's being born legs first. It's not common but it happens every so often.”

The pain enveloped me again and I took a deep breath bearing down and pushing into it as I felt the pressure build and the familiar feeling of burning and tearing began.

“Keep pushing, bear down like that. Good,” as I heard Kouga call out instructions I looked down and watched as he gently began to pull a pair of legs towards himself until I could see the lower body and noted the female genitalia. It was a girl, no wonder she had been so troublesome.

As one pain ended another began and I inhaled and screamed as I bore into this one with all I had feeling the body emerge and watching as Kouga helped to pull her free. He held her one handed and I watched a look of panic cross his face as his other hand began to delve into my strained and stretched entrance.

It hurt but I knew there was a reason behind it, he wouldn't cause me pain without reason but I couldn't stop the yelps of pain. I turned to look at Sesshomaru hoping he could explain but his eyesight was transfixed on Kouga and then the pain Kouga was causing ended.

“Push, Yahsa! Now bear into it with all your strength!”

I did as he commanded and finally felt the pressure disappear and as it did I felt my vision go hazy and I no longer had the strength in my legs to hold myself and I began to fall backwards only to be caught in a strong pair of arms and lowered onto my bed of furs. I fought for breath as I looked up into a pair of golden eyes framed by snow white hair.

I lay there struggling to breathe and stay conscious and I fought to listen for sounds of my crying pup and I turned my head so that I could watch Kouga pumping against a tiny chest and then he reached into her small mouth and pulled mucus and liquid from it before turning her in his hands so that her small stomach lay against his palm while he massaged her back while he chanted, “breathe” again and again. He looked almost panicked and then I watched as he lifted her by her feet and raised her so that she were dangling like a fish in his hands and smacked her bottom once and then twice. I watched through tear clouded eyes as finally liquid spewed forth and coughs began and then a deep inhale and finally loud squalling.

I cried, tears pouring down my sweat soaked face washing away all my fears and worries and then she was laid on my chest, her small belly on my chest and I laid my hand on her back and gently, albeit clumsily stroked her back to calm her cries. She calmed a bit and her body began to redden up.

I stroked her back I looked her over noting her drying black curls and thick black eyelashes. As I stroked her back my hand came to rest on a small furred tail at her plump baby bottom.

I grinned and wrapped my arms around her and heard a clearing of the throat. I looked up in time to see my brother glaring over at Kouga.

“How is it my brother's pup is a wolf cub,” he asked glaring at Kouga who was sorting through my pile of dried furs.

I saved Kouga the trouble and answered, “Short version is we were tricked and I'm just glad it was Kouga and not Naraku who fathered my daughter.”

My brother seemed momentarily appeased and when Kouga came over with a decent sized fur pelt I gently held out my daughter for him to take her. He did so and wrapped her in her new swaddling and was about to hand her back but I shook my head. My body cramped and I gasped as I struggled to push out the afterbirth from my laying position.

Kouga blushed a bit and turned to Sesshomaru, “If you help him kneel he can pass the afterbirth quicker and then I can change his bed furs so he'll have a dry place to lie.”

Sesshomaru knelt beside me and held me under my underarms and helped lift me into a squatting position while I struggled to push. When the cramping finally had subsided and I felt no pressure I was helped off the bed of furs and was lifted bridle style into my brother's arms. I blushed but said nothing when Kouga handed me my daughter and proceeded to roll up my soiled furs and exit the den with them. Sesshomaru laid me atop the new furs and grabbed one of my pilfered blankets from Kaede's and laid it atop me my daughter who had already started nursing loud enough that it echoed off the den walls, and already snuggled into my arms as if she were meant to be there all along.

Kouga returned and shook snow off of him self before taking a seat a few feet from the bed of furs, Sesshomaru did the same but on the opposite side. I sniffed and smelled Ginta and Hakaku's scents at the entrance of the cave.

I yawned and turned to look at Kouga, “They can guard the entrance from inside where it's a bit warmer.”

He nodded and stood up to go tell them instead of shouting the order. He came back and their smell had gotten stronger, letting me know they were inside safe from the elements.

As my daughter finished sucking I lifted her and began patting her on her now dry soft back until a soft burp could be heard and then I snuggled her against me as another yawn overtook me and I soon fought to keep my eyes open. I lost the battle but was happy to as the soft and gentle smell of newborn filled my nostrils and soft intakes of breath filled my hearing and weariness pulled me under into a deep slumber.

To Be Continued…

So I am conflicted on names. I did a search and found a few names for snow. The popular one being Yuki but I also found Rikka. I also want a word for Luck in there and words I found for that I like were Myouri and tsuki. So I played around with them a bit and came up with Myorika. I figured I could nickname her Rikka. What do you all think? Any ideas?

Kat