InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Future Heart, Future Pain, Future Hope ❯ Chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

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Conversations among women…

Following the slayer, Kagome and Shippo just looked at one another as the young woman kept making continuous curses involving a certain monk. Her mouth emitting some familiar ones that they have often heard from the hanyou, both wisely say nothing as they don't wish to turn her anger on them.

Still as they reach the hot springs, the little Fox looks to Kagome with a hopeful _expression….

“I remembered to bring it Shippo, Souta says to be careful though. Last time you punched a couple of holes in it with your claws…”

“I was sorry…I didn't mean to…”

“I know Shippo, but you got to be careful all right? But you are lucky in the fact Souta was able to fix it. Just be cautious when getting on and off okay?”

“Okay Momma.” Shippo replies as he takes the inner tube away from her. Throwing it in the water, the little boy proceeded to change into the little swimsuit that Kagome had given him. Then playfully hopping in and climbing onto the float, he closed his eyes as Kagome and Sango both join him moments later .

Opening them as they get settled, he reaches out and is content as he gets a sucker for which to savor peacefully as the water takes his cares away.

Watching as Kagome goes through, what has almost become a ritual with the Fox demon. Sango waits until the child takes on a look of pure bliss, which is the clear sign that he is off in his own little world, to voice the problems in hers.

Then looking at her friend who gets settled against the steam rocks, she notices the marks upon her body, from mating with the hanyou, who has expressed his love at last.

“Kagome…”

“Yes Sango?”

“Did…Did it…Did it hurt?”

“Excuse me?”

Trying to find the right words, Sango looks lost and confused as she stares at her friend. Finally finding the courage to say it, Sango gazes up into those kind dark eyes…

“Did it hurt when you and Inuyasha had…well you know?”

“Why do you ask?”

“Please Kagome…just answer me…did it hurt?”

“Well…it did hurt at first, but that is a given Sango. I mean…it`s the thing…”

“The barrier, that we women have right.”

“Yes…”

“So it does hurt then?”

“It did Sango, but Inuyasha…what he and I did, he took away the pain….”

The slayer stares at her confusedly. Even though she knows, that Kagome comes from a time were women are able to talk openly about such things, the nervousness is still there. Because of the sheer fact, that she herself was a product of this time…what Kagome calls her past…

“I don't understand Kagome…how could Inuyasha take away the pain?”

“Sango…why are you asking me this?” Kagome whispers softly, as Shippo lets out a little sound of contentment.

“I …”

Seeing how her friend gets quiet and afraid, but at the same time extremely thoughtful. Kagome sits back in amazement. “This has been really bothering you for quite some time hasn't it?”

Looking at her friend, Sango simply nods her head. “Everything I was raised to believe about sex, was that a woman was just supposed to lie there and take it Kagome. But the marks on your body and the ones you left on Inuyasha's back…and the _expression of peace that the two of you had with one another…afterwards…”

“Have made you question your beliefs.”

Nodding her head, Sango watches as Kagome approaches her. Feeling as her friend's arm encircles her shoulder's Kagome begins to speak with a quiet assurance.

“Sango the reason why the pain went away, is because I found pleasure in Inuyasha's arms. I knew that he would make sure to erase that pain with his touch and he did. He made me feel things that I have never felt before, and before I could figure out what was happening. The pain was gone…like it had never existed.”

“Kagome…”

“And the fact of the matter is Sango, these times and their view towards sex is wrong. A woman doesn't just have to lie there and take it. She can be warm…she can be responsive, if she is allowed to be and if the one with her feels the same way.”

“You really think so?”

“Sango I know so…Inuyasha was my first…and according to the marks on my body and his, he will also be my last. And I wouldn't have it any other way.”

“But how did you know Inuyasha was the one, I mean, he was in his…well you know…”

“Mating cycle?”

“Uh huh….”

“Sango…I didn't know at that time…”

“You didn't?”

“No I didn't, but when he approached me yesterday Sango, I don't know why I stayed. His eyes flickered red, like the demon was trying to come forth. But it wasn't that cold red…it was more warm…sedate…”

“What do you mean Kagome?”

“I don't know how quite to explain it Sango, but when I saw him looking at me like that, his eyes flickering back and forth between gold and red, it was like I saw Heaven. My heart started racing, my body started to tense with anticipation. And all I could think about Sango was him…Inuyasha wanting me…”

“So you let him mark you on the spur of the moment?”

“Sango I didn't even know at the time that was what he was doing until I saw the results as we drifted off to sleep. All I knew was that I was with the man whom I had loved for so long, and here he was looking at me, like I was the only thing in his entire world. How could I not surrender to that…”

“Like you were the only thing in his entire world huh…” Sango said quietly. Her heart saddening at the thought of a certain monk. “I wish…I wish Miroku would look at me like that…”

“He does Sango…he does…”

“Then why the hell does he insist on grabbing my…”

“Bottom?”

“YES!”

“Maybe because he is an idiot?”

“Kagome!”

“Well I don't know why he does Sango, so don't look at me…but to find out the answer to your question, you have to do one thing…”

“What?”

“Ask him yourself.”

“Ask him myself…?”

“Uh huh…”

With that said, Sango leans back in thought as the sound of Shippo fast asleep on the float, reaches them. Watching as Kagome feels mischievous and splashes a little water on the Fox, to irritate the child. She ponders Kagome's words.

Ask him yourself…

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Elsewhere….

Inuyasha watched the fire silently. In his mind he hears Kagome's words to Sango and smiles.

“Like I would have let you refuse surrendering to me wench…”

Hearing the monk groan as he comes to, Inuyasha seriously begins to debate, whether or not to punch his friend's lights out again, but noticing the pained _expression on Miroku's face. He figures there is another way to get through to the lecherous priest…

“Monk…you and I need to have a serious talk…”