InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Future Heart, Future Pain, Future Hope ❯ Interlude ( Chapter 25 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

I see you all liked the last chapter...thank you very much.

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Interlude...

Kagome's diary

Certain things are always meant to happen, whether it be fate or circumstance, no one knows. It just happens. But often, more or less, those events must play a role in history... a history that is meant to change the world. For the good or the bad...that is the question we ask ourselves.

No one truly knows except God....and even then some believe that he wonders...I remember something that was told to me once long ago...it was from a movie ironically and why it comes to me now I don't know....but somehow it fits

We have no fate but what we make for ourselves...

I believe that is true and yet at the same time it is not. I do believe we all have an assigned fate in life it is simply how we get there that is the choice....that is offered to us....

The whole thing with Taro and Shippo and the future is set in stone I think.

Can we change it?

Maybe...I don't know. But we do know the events are set in stone in Shippo's time, and I find it hard to believe.

Inuyasha agrees with me as well. He would simply not give up on retrieving his son, as would I. The fact that we stood there and allowed the blast to hit us. It is hard to accept. Still we are not them, the people we are in the future yet. I am not pregnant and if I was Inuyasha would know it.

Besides earlier after we had made love, and returned to the village. We talked as I was dressing in this Kimono. We had agreed to wait...

I wasn't ready and neither was he. We didn't even know much about the tattoos on our bodies, or even whether or not I would live as long as Inuyasha. Luckily, Sango answered what she could for us. The tattoos that showed us that we were mated, extended my life to match his. Whether or not how long that was...well that was entirely up to us and nature.

Inuyasha had proclaimed right then and there it would be forever if he could help it...

Still to get back to the events surrounding myself and Inuyasha...

I can't help but wonder why would someone would do that to a child. Warp his mind into believe that his parents were dead? Keep them from finding him? It is simply to horrible to even think about much less write about....

I hope we do save him, whether or not I know him, I can feel the connection between us. What is odd about that is Inuyasha says he can as well. It is faint, but it is there. Growing...

We do admittedly wonder about that. Even asked Miroku the other day as well. He says that he has been sensing something strange around me and Inuyasha. Something different...

He hasn't quite put his finger on it, but it is there. It just eludes him greatly...

What's weird is that other than the connection to Taro, Inuyasha agrees with Miroku as do I. There are certain things that I know, that yet I couldn't possibly know either. To begin with, how could I know that I could use Miroku's Sutras?

To me it was an idea that I had, but now that I think about it...

It wasn't. It was like I knew I could do it and so I did. And Inuyasha has told me that he can literally sense his demon blood calming and coming under his control with relative ease now. I mean he told me he almost forgot the Tetsaiga this morning!

And he never forgets the sword that keeps his blood in check...

Which brings us back to Shippo...Miroku wouldn't elaborate on it. But he told us that Shippo had relayed something to him and Sango concerning Inuyasha and his sword. That in his time, Inuyasha almost never needs to carry it....

Of course he thinks thats a load of bull and feh'd it off as he usually does. But right now...well I don't know. Miroku's theory is that he thinks it has something to do with me and the fact that we had mated. He thinks somehow that when the energy we shared split, that it did something else to us...something that we haven't seriously felt yet.

It would be scary to think about, but you know what's weird. I am not scared...

Whatever is happening to us feels right, feels like it was a part of what was supposed to happen all along...because it was fate.

Fate is such a powerful thing....

It may be set in stone, but something tells me, that when Fate realizes something is wrong...it gives us a chance to correct it.

To change it to something else...

But what frightens me truly...is this

What will it cost it us to change fate? To stop it?

I don't know but what is frightening is this...will the cost be to high?

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This idea came to me and at times through out the story I will be doing stuff like this through, Inuyasha and Kagome as well as the other's points of view of the events going on...till then I do hope you enjoy...see ya!