InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Getting to know you ❯ Chapter Fifteen ( Chapter 16 )
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By: MIztikal_Dragon 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.02.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.9K | Visits: 447 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.02.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.9K | Visits: 447 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: No, I don't own them, never will, but a girl can dream. Koji, however, is mine, mine ALL MINE! Warnings: HEH wouldn't you like to know! It's evil, it's dirty, it's OmG I LOVE YOU! If you are squealish please keep it down to a minimum, there are others trying to read this too! There also may be some OOC-ness, so you are warned!
VERY IMPORTANT AUTHORESS NOTE AT THE BOTTOM! READ IF YOU WANT SOME GOOD STUFF!
Getting To Know You
By: Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Fifteen: (G.T.K.Y)
I don’t know what was going through my mind that night, there standing with Rin, our bodies becoming soaked as the water pounded onto our bodies. However, the very thought of her leaving was like a dagger to the heart, the very same heart I believed for a long time didn’t exist. I know that what I’ve done now and in the past are horrible, things that I could never live down, never forget, but I pray that one day things could be forgotten.
Sometimes I wonder why she was still there with me with her brilliant smile, captivating brown eyes, it seemed to good to be true, yet I’m glad that she decided not to go that night, or any other night either. I was the bad guy, the evil villain and despite trying best to make her see where I was coming from, I led her to pain, opened her heart and abandoned her. I am no less a beast than the ones who attacked my kingdom when it was my father’s, who killed his second wife and drove him to suicide, the one Youkai woman that I believed would have done these Western Lands some good.
What else was I supposed to do? I could not claim my growing feelings for Rin no matter how much my soul wished me to do so. My kingdom had fallen under and still sore from their deaths, and with my strong feelings, there was no way that I could lower myself to be seen as my father in their eyes, demon or not. They needed a leader, a honorable and reliable one, and that’s exactly who I intended to be. If cold, ruthless, and strict was what they needed (which it was) then it was only necessary that I do so myself.
It may have been a selfish way of thinking, however, I was going to rule the Western Lands how I sought fit, and that was the only way that I knew how to. Humans were not my forte, and finding myself falling in love with one was dishonorable to my late mother, not to mention everything that I had been taught, all the same it was happening and I could not even try to stop it.
Seeing her with that human boy named Koji had me at my limits and I wanted to growl in frustration, to tear the boy to pieces and feel the blood dripping from my fingertips as he writhed in pain, begging for mercy until his dying breath was wasted on cowardice. I could feel my bloodlust surfacing to make it known that she was mine, even though I knew deep down inside that she wasn’t, yet I couldn’t do that to Rin.
She was drifting away from me, finding a love all on her own (and with her own kind), how was I supposed to get in between that? Though I knew that she would come back to me no matter what, how was I supposed to take that experience away from her when all she wanted was to be happy? I couldn’t because I am not like those other demons without regard to consequences, I’m not a monster like they are. I refused to become like the demons and what not who took her parents away from her and InuYasha too, that would be too cruel.
So I did what I had to do, nothing. I let nature take its course and in time Koji went away for good (it was somewhat mostly my fault however), and once again Rin was mine. And though he was out of the picture, she seemed stuck on him, like a bee to its pollen filled flower, she was mourning him, loving him from the grave, dying on the inside and out for him and though I dare not normally say it, I was jealous. He was dead and yet she still cared for him more than she’d ever shown for me or anyone else, it was driving me mad, but scaring me all the same.
My father told me stories about the bond of love and how if it were true as the stories went that after a man died, his wife would soon follow. For almost a year I believed that in fact those old wives tales were true, that my Rin would become lost inside herself and leave me alone for good. My heart ached and my soul cried, how could she feel such a love and not feel it for me? How was this human boy able to capture her heart in a matter of days when I couldn’t do the very same in months, maybe even years, I’m not sure any longer.
I’m sure that my servants notice, they had a knack for learning things that were none of their business and then some. Often I found that it was through them in which my information about anything and everything happening in the castle was obtained. I was an alien in my own home, an outsider and it annoyed me to no end and though I did not show my irritation, I’m certain those around me could. Nothing besides politics were going my way, the search for Kagura was like a needle in a haystack, my less than illusive actions on Rin’s person, nothing as easy as I had thought it to be and some nights I questioned what was the point to all of it.
My kingdom was getting alone just fine, there was no need for any turmoil, any drama, and my servants and counsel were more keen on me wedding a female Youkai of high standard, someone that they could call their queen and I myself was completely unsure of what to do. I wanted what was best for my people and myself, and yet my selfish ways always got the better of me. It was always about instincts, think accordingly first that benefits me, and go over the consequences for those said actions at a later time of day (preferably days, or months away at a given time).
And then there was that kiss. It was something that I had never myself in all my life experienced that had so much passion and yet so much pain mixed all together. I wanted Rin, and I wanted her so bad that my claws ached with the need to touch her, to caress her face of let my fingers roam through the thick and full strands of onyx hair. The feeling of her soft body molding to my own as it was drenched with water, her own fingernails digging into my flesh as her tempting lips covered my mouth, practically sucking the rational thoughts from my entire being.
It was like electricity and I had only felt it once before. Rin had been hurt, lost, alone, and it was the night that she came back to me. The first night that I fully realized just exactly what was pouring from my soul and seeping through to my cold and (somewhat) lonely heart. Animalistic urges ran havoc throughout my body, insatiable desires that made my body tingle and spark to life, my breathing in pants and my pulse racing as if there were no tomorrow. An unexplainable lust for just a little human girl that I watched bloom from an awkward and curious child into a beautiful and daring young woman.
I remember that night so clearly than others sometimes and I know that that night was one in which I knew that I would be forever hers. She may not have known it, or anyone else for that matter, but I knew it and that was all that mattered to me. I wanted to possess her, make her mine in all aspects and for the most part, I had that very night. It was something that I almost came to regret, but not as much as the one night that followed not too long after. However, the night in the rain was something that defined Rin to me. It showed me how deep her passion was, how strong her loyalty to her king was, it gave me everything that I wanted in a queen and so much more, yet I was too arrogant to see it completely at the time. I was fool hardy and full of myself and I almost paid dearly for my mistake.
The rain had begun pouring down harder as her brown eyes gazed up into my own orbs of amber, and I saw the emotion radiating off them before grabbing her wrist and leading her inside. It was raining and I could not afford to let her catch a cold, or pneumonia, I refused myself to be that weak and not protect her from such travesties. The on lookers were curious and I could feel Rin’s unease as I practically dragged her down the corridors, the water from our clothes dripping unceremoniously onto the clean floors.
Wet silk irritated my skin as I walked, my first and hair clinging to my torso as I strode quickly to my bedchambers. My heart was beating a mile a minute and the moment I was able to enter my room, swing the nervously trailing girl behind me, and lock the door, I felt as though my chest was going to implode. She didn’t have the slightest chance to even blink before I was upon her again, my lips devouring hers with an unquenchable hunger, my claws scratching the back of her neck as I pulled her body flush against mine, almost moaning as the electricity flowed into me with such warmth and welcome.
Her gasp was soft and full or surprise as her delicate fingers gripped the cloth of my drenched white haori. My tongue darted into her mouth, sweeping against the entire hidden contours of her mouth, memorizing the feel of her as I maneuvered her backwards. Her moan was hesitant as our teeth clashed together, my fangs pricking her sensitive gums, the pads of my thumb brushing the lobe of her ear.
She was mine for the taking and I planned to have all of her, nothing would stop me. Her back gently hit the wooden bedpost of my bed and the palms of her hands pressed firmly against my chest and she pushed me away, her tiny heart pounding wildly in her chest as well as mine in my own.
The air was thick with my lust and as I gazed down at her flushed red cheeks, her kiss-bruised lips and her trembling body below my own, it was almost too much for me. Her eyes were pleading with me, showing an unfamiliar emotion that she always watched me with, and my hands lowered to her shoulders, my lips following and leaving feathery kisses down the column of her neck, nipping at the heated flesh.
Her wet cloak was a barrier to me, an article that was trying to keep me out and frowning as I paused in my ministrations, I easily tore the material away, splitting it from the seams with my claws and tearing some of her dress away with it as well. My name fell from her lips in a shocked cry, her hands flying up to hold the falling material hoping to save face, but she was not fast enough, I had seen her long neck, the pale and crème colored top of her chest which was now heaving rapidly.
I wanted to hear that sound again, I needed to and before either of us knew what was happening, I had picked Rin up in my arms and tossed her into the middle of my enormous bed, shrugged off my wet haori, and let it drop to the floor. I watched her with a fixated gaze, daring her to move from her current spot, and I felt the urge to smirk as I watched her doe like eyes grown bigger at the sight of my naked chest.
Somehow our shoes had disappeared and as I climbed predatorily onto my bed, my eyes feasted upon the sight before me, the grand view that was Rin. Her damp ebony hair looked haphazardly tussled about her shoulders and back, the long locks molding around the sides of her breasts. Only one sleeve of her once elegant day dress was still intact, the other having been ripped and resting now at her wrist. The neck of the torn garment barely clung to her alabaster skin, falling away from her form and exposing her left breast, the nipple already a hardened bud waiting for attention.
Her arms were apart, fingers clutching the sheets trying to keep her sitting up as her knees drew together and locked, the bottom of the dress barely falling halfway over her calves, the abused fabric pooling around her bent legs. I wanted to lick my lips in anticipation as I crawled to her, my eyes unblinking as I touched the soft skin of her leg and traveled underneath her dress, touching her more intimately than I had any woman in years.
I felt her flinch under my very touch, but it did not deter me, I merely crept closer until I was looming over her trembling body, my arms trapping her underneath me as well as my knees and my mouth merely inches from that beautiful dusky nipple that craved my attention so persuasively.
“Sesshomaru,” she sounded scared, practically frightened and I trailed my eyes up slowly to meet her own and I felt myself shudder in pleasure. “I-I’m not-”
And then my mouth was on her, my tongue swirling around that beaded bud, my fangs pinching the skin around it as I teased her, my claws ridding myself of both hers and my clothes. She tried to pull away, my name falling from her lips mixed with pleasure and fear, but I refused to let go. My long strands of silver hair mixed black and curtained over our bodies and I forced Rin onto her back, my body moving in between her legs and gyrating against the apex of her thighs.
Another cry fell from her lips as her nails dug into my shoulders, leaving crescent-shaped cuts that would heal in a matter of minutes, and I continued to make her understand what she was doing to me, what she was making me feel. Filling her with myself eagerly, her back arched up, exposing the length of her long neck, pushing more of herself to me and I fed off of her hungrily as my left hand held her hip prisoner with deadly and poisonous claws.
There were only a few more cries that fell from her lips, none of which were in any resemblance to my name as I thrust into her body, the balls of my feet allowing me more leverage to move deeper insider her as my fangs pierces the skin of that breast in which I had been ruthlessly teasing. The enormous bed rocked as my body reeked havoc on Rin’s my hips slamming against hers, my claws digging into her flesh as my brows furrowed, the beads of sweat rolling down them and dropping onto her pale skin.
It wasn’t long until my thrusts became awkward and shallow, my release following and my spent body falling exhaustedly over Rin’s, my head using her wildly heaving breasts as pillows as I lay still embedded deep insider her. I didn’t bother to look up at her as my eyes became heavily lidded, no kisses were given, no gentle wiping away fallen tears from her crying eyes, not even the aide of completion on her behalf. I had taken what I wanted and selfishly took all she had to offer and more, and returned it with disquieting silence and an aching heart.
I don’t remember how long I was asleep for, however I know it was more than a few hours. Somehow Rin had maneuvered herself up against the headboard of the bed, her back propped up against the many pillows that littered my bed. My head still resting in between her small yet full and round breasts, our bodies covered with the soft blankets we had been laying on earlier, and my lower half still sleeping peacefully inside her, her legs bent and pressed almost gently against the side of my buttocks and thighs.
One of her arms were draped against my back seemingly holding me close as the other hand ran through my hair, her cheek resting on the top of my head. I was surprised to find myself this way and at first I had not remembered my actions. I assumed that she would be gone, hiding as far as possible, her brown eyes glassy and filled with tears and pain, but what I woke up to was completely opposite.
Her voice was soft and soothing as she hummed a gentle melody. Small fingers dancing against the back of my head and neck, massaging the skin with her fingertips. I wanted to inhale deeply, to yawn loudly and let her know that I was awake and that she no longer had to stay if she wished not to. However I didn’t dare risk it. I wanted her to stay the way she was, relaxed, holding me close and whispering a phantom tune into my twitching ears while I slept.
I wanted to look up at her, watch her, kiss her gently and do so many other unspeakable things that I longed to do, but I couldn’t. I wasn’t made soft and I couldn’t open myself up just like that and pretend that everything else was just a whisper in time. I couldn’t even allow myself to apologize for what I did to her, I was so ashamed of myself for becoming so weak.
“It’s okay Sesshomaru, I forgive you.” Her voice was like music to my ears and my arms tightened around her waist as I realized exactly which tune she was humming to me.
It was the song that Izayoui played for my father on the grand piano every day that they were married in the summer. It was the “Angel’s Hymn”.
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VERY IMPORTANT AUTHORESS NOTE AT THE BOTTOM! READ IF YOU WANT SOME GOOD STUFF!
Getting To Know You
By: Miztikal-Dragon
Chapter Fifteen: (G.T.K.Y)
I don’t know what was going through my mind that night, there standing with Rin, our bodies becoming soaked as the water pounded onto our bodies. However, the very thought of her leaving was like a dagger to the heart, the very same heart I believed for a long time didn’t exist. I know that what I’ve done now and in the past are horrible, things that I could never live down, never forget, but I pray that one day things could be forgotten.
Sometimes I wonder why she was still there with me with her brilliant smile, captivating brown eyes, it seemed to good to be true, yet I’m glad that she decided not to go that night, or any other night either. I was the bad guy, the evil villain and despite trying best to make her see where I was coming from, I led her to pain, opened her heart and abandoned her. I am no less a beast than the ones who attacked my kingdom when it was my father’s, who killed his second wife and drove him to suicide, the one Youkai woman that I believed would have done these Western Lands some good.
What else was I supposed to do? I could not claim my growing feelings for Rin no matter how much my soul wished me to do so. My kingdom had fallen under and still sore from their deaths, and with my strong feelings, there was no way that I could lower myself to be seen as my father in their eyes, demon or not. They needed a leader, a honorable and reliable one, and that’s exactly who I intended to be. If cold, ruthless, and strict was what they needed (which it was) then it was only necessary that I do so myself.
It may have been a selfish way of thinking, however, I was going to rule the Western Lands how I sought fit, and that was the only way that I knew how to. Humans were not my forte, and finding myself falling in love with one was dishonorable to my late mother, not to mention everything that I had been taught, all the same it was happening and I could not even try to stop it.
Seeing her with that human boy named Koji had me at my limits and I wanted to growl in frustration, to tear the boy to pieces and feel the blood dripping from my fingertips as he writhed in pain, begging for mercy until his dying breath was wasted on cowardice. I could feel my bloodlust surfacing to make it known that she was mine, even though I knew deep down inside that she wasn’t, yet I couldn’t do that to Rin.
She was drifting away from me, finding a love all on her own (and with her own kind), how was I supposed to get in between that? Though I knew that she would come back to me no matter what, how was I supposed to take that experience away from her when all she wanted was to be happy? I couldn’t because I am not like those other demons without regard to consequences, I’m not a monster like they are. I refused to become like the demons and what not who took her parents away from her and InuYasha too, that would be too cruel.
So I did what I had to do, nothing. I let nature take its course and in time Koji went away for good (it was somewhat mostly my fault however), and once again Rin was mine. And though he was out of the picture, she seemed stuck on him, like a bee to its pollen filled flower, she was mourning him, loving him from the grave, dying on the inside and out for him and though I dare not normally say it, I was jealous. He was dead and yet she still cared for him more than she’d ever shown for me or anyone else, it was driving me mad, but scaring me all the same.
My father told me stories about the bond of love and how if it were true as the stories went that after a man died, his wife would soon follow. For almost a year I believed that in fact those old wives tales were true, that my Rin would become lost inside herself and leave me alone for good. My heart ached and my soul cried, how could she feel such a love and not feel it for me? How was this human boy able to capture her heart in a matter of days when I couldn’t do the very same in months, maybe even years, I’m not sure any longer.
I’m sure that my servants notice, they had a knack for learning things that were none of their business and then some. Often I found that it was through them in which my information about anything and everything happening in the castle was obtained. I was an alien in my own home, an outsider and it annoyed me to no end and though I did not show my irritation, I’m certain those around me could. Nothing besides politics were going my way, the search for Kagura was like a needle in a haystack, my less than illusive actions on Rin’s person, nothing as easy as I had thought it to be and some nights I questioned what was the point to all of it.
My kingdom was getting alone just fine, there was no need for any turmoil, any drama, and my servants and counsel were more keen on me wedding a female Youkai of high standard, someone that they could call their queen and I myself was completely unsure of what to do. I wanted what was best for my people and myself, and yet my selfish ways always got the better of me. It was always about instincts, think accordingly first that benefits me, and go over the consequences for those said actions at a later time of day (preferably days, or months away at a given time).
And then there was that kiss. It was something that I had never myself in all my life experienced that had so much passion and yet so much pain mixed all together. I wanted Rin, and I wanted her so bad that my claws ached with the need to touch her, to caress her face of let my fingers roam through the thick and full strands of onyx hair. The feeling of her soft body molding to my own as it was drenched with water, her own fingernails digging into my flesh as her tempting lips covered my mouth, practically sucking the rational thoughts from my entire being.
It was like electricity and I had only felt it once before. Rin had been hurt, lost, alone, and it was the night that she came back to me. The first night that I fully realized just exactly what was pouring from my soul and seeping through to my cold and (somewhat) lonely heart. Animalistic urges ran havoc throughout my body, insatiable desires that made my body tingle and spark to life, my breathing in pants and my pulse racing as if there were no tomorrow. An unexplainable lust for just a little human girl that I watched bloom from an awkward and curious child into a beautiful and daring young woman.
I remember that night so clearly than others sometimes and I know that that night was one in which I knew that I would be forever hers. She may not have known it, or anyone else for that matter, but I knew it and that was all that mattered to me. I wanted to possess her, make her mine in all aspects and for the most part, I had that very night. It was something that I almost came to regret, but not as much as the one night that followed not too long after. However, the night in the rain was something that defined Rin to me. It showed me how deep her passion was, how strong her loyalty to her king was, it gave me everything that I wanted in a queen and so much more, yet I was too arrogant to see it completely at the time. I was fool hardy and full of myself and I almost paid dearly for my mistake.
The rain had begun pouring down harder as her brown eyes gazed up into my own orbs of amber, and I saw the emotion radiating off them before grabbing her wrist and leading her inside. It was raining and I could not afford to let her catch a cold, or pneumonia, I refused myself to be that weak and not protect her from such travesties. The on lookers were curious and I could feel Rin’s unease as I practically dragged her down the corridors, the water from our clothes dripping unceremoniously onto the clean floors.
Wet silk irritated my skin as I walked, my first and hair clinging to my torso as I strode quickly to my bedchambers. My heart was beating a mile a minute and the moment I was able to enter my room, swing the nervously trailing girl behind me, and lock the door, I felt as though my chest was going to implode. She didn’t have the slightest chance to even blink before I was upon her again, my lips devouring hers with an unquenchable hunger, my claws scratching the back of her neck as I pulled her body flush against mine, almost moaning as the electricity flowed into me with such warmth and welcome.
Her gasp was soft and full or surprise as her delicate fingers gripped the cloth of my drenched white haori. My tongue darted into her mouth, sweeping against the entire hidden contours of her mouth, memorizing the feel of her as I maneuvered her backwards. Her moan was hesitant as our teeth clashed together, my fangs pricking her sensitive gums, the pads of my thumb brushing the lobe of her ear.
She was mine for the taking and I planned to have all of her, nothing would stop me. Her back gently hit the wooden bedpost of my bed and the palms of her hands pressed firmly against my chest and she pushed me away, her tiny heart pounding wildly in her chest as well as mine in my own.
The air was thick with my lust and as I gazed down at her flushed red cheeks, her kiss-bruised lips and her trembling body below my own, it was almost too much for me. Her eyes were pleading with me, showing an unfamiliar emotion that she always watched me with, and my hands lowered to her shoulders, my lips following and leaving feathery kisses down the column of her neck, nipping at the heated flesh.
Her wet cloak was a barrier to me, an article that was trying to keep me out and frowning as I paused in my ministrations, I easily tore the material away, splitting it from the seams with my claws and tearing some of her dress away with it as well. My name fell from her lips in a shocked cry, her hands flying up to hold the falling material hoping to save face, but she was not fast enough, I had seen her long neck, the pale and crème colored top of her chest which was now heaving rapidly.
I wanted to hear that sound again, I needed to and before either of us knew what was happening, I had picked Rin up in my arms and tossed her into the middle of my enormous bed, shrugged off my wet haori, and let it drop to the floor. I watched her with a fixated gaze, daring her to move from her current spot, and I felt the urge to smirk as I watched her doe like eyes grown bigger at the sight of my naked chest.
Somehow our shoes had disappeared and as I climbed predatorily onto my bed, my eyes feasted upon the sight before me, the grand view that was Rin. Her damp ebony hair looked haphazardly tussled about her shoulders and back, the long locks molding around the sides of her breasts. Only one sleeve of her once elegant day dress was still intact, the other having been ripped and resting now at her wrist. The neck of the torn garment barely clung to her alabaster skin, falling away from her form and exposing her left breast, the nipple already a hardened bud waiting for attention.
Her arms were apart, fingers clutching the sheets trying to keep her sitting up as her knees drew together and locked, the bottom of the dress barely falling halfway over her calves, the abused fabric pooling around her bent legs. I wanted to lick my lips in anticipation as I crawled to her, my eyes unblinking as I touched the soft skin of her leg and traveled underneath her dress, touching her more intimately than I had any woman in years.
I felt her flinch under my very touch, but it did not deter me, I merely crept closer until I was looming over her trembling body, my arms trapping her underneath me as well as my knees and my mouth merely inches from that beautiful dusky nipple that craved my attention so persuasively.
“Sesshomaru,” she sounded scared, practically frightened and I trailed my eyes up slowly to meet her own and I felt myself shudder in pleasure. “I-I’m not-”
And then my mouth was on her, my tongue swirling around that beaded bud, my fangs pinching the skin around it as I teased her, my claws ridding myself of both hers and my clothes. She tried to pull away, my name falling from her lips mixed with pleasure and fear, but I refused to let go. My long strands of silver hair mixed black and curtained over our bodies and I forced Rin onto her back, my body moving in between her legs and gyrating against the apex of her thighs.
Another cry fell from her lips as her nails dug into my shoulders, leaving crescent-shaped cuts that would heal in a matter of minutes, and I continued to make her understand what she was doing to me, what she was making me feel. Filling her with myself eagerly, her back arched up, exposing the length of her long neck, pushing more of herself to me and I fed off of her hungrily as my left hand held her hip prisoner with deadly and poisonous claws.
There were only a few more cries that fell from her lips, none of which were in any resemblance to my name as I thrust into her body, the balls of my feet allowing me more leverage to move deeper insider her as my fangs pierces the skin of that breast in which I had been ruthlessly teasing. The enormous bed rocked as my body reeked havoc on Rin’s my hips slamming against hers, my claws digging into her flesh as my brows furrowed, the beads of sweat rolling down them and dropping onto her pale skin.
It wasn’t long until my thrusts became awkward and shallow, my release following and my spent body falling exhaustedly over Rin’s, my head using her wildly heaving breasts as pillows as I lay still embedded deep insider her. I didn’t bother to look up at her as my eyes became heavily lidded, no kisses were given, no gentle wiping away fallen tears from her crying eyes, not even the aide of completion on her behalf. I had taken what I wanted and selfishly took all she had to offer and more, and returned it with disquieting silence and an aching heart.
I don’t remember how long I was asleep for, however I know it was more than a few hours. Somehow Rin had maneuvered herself up against the headboard of the bed, her back propped up against the many pillows that littered my bed. My head still resting in between her small yet full and round breasts, our bodies covered with the soft blankets we had been laying on earlier, and my lower half still sleeping peacefully inside her, her legs bent and pressed almost gently against the side of my buttocks and thighs.
One of her arms were draped against my back seemingly holding me close as the other hand ran through my hair, her cheek resting on the top of my head. I was surprised to find myself this way and at first I had not remembered my actions. I assumed that she would be gone, hiding as far as possible, her brown eyes glassy and filled with tears and pain, but what I woke up to was completely opposite.
Her voice was soft and soothing as she hummed a gentle melody. Small fingers dancing against the back of my head and neck, massaging the skin with her fingertips. I wanted to inhale deeply, to yawn loudly and let her know that I was awake and that she no longer had to stay if she wished not to. However I didn’t dare risk it. I wanted her to stay the way she was, relaxed, holding me close and whispering a phantom tune into my twitching ears while I slept.
I wanted to look up at her, watch her, kiss her gently and do so many other unspeakable things that I longed to do, but I couldn’t. I wasn’t made soft and I couldn’t open myself up just like that and pretend that everything else was just a whisper in time. I couldn’t even allow myself to apologize for what I did to her, I was so ashamed of myself for becoming so weak.
“It’s okay Sesshomaru, I forgive you.” Her voice was like music to my ears and my arms tightened around her waist as I realized exactly which tune she was humming to me.
It was the song that Izayoui played for my father on the grand piano every day that they were married in the summer. It was the “Angel’s Hymn”.
E/N: Heh, there are probably a few of you out there who are ready to pick up your knives and stab me, and that's cool. HOWEVER, if you liked this chapter, then there is yet another surprise in store for you. A PICTURE! lol YESH! (beats down her fangirl sister) So go check it out! tell me what you think of it... Praise me... lol (you don't have to do the last part).
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I don't know when the next time I'll be able to update. I'll only be able to really work on stuff on Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. I'll try to get more written on Monday night and hope to have something ready for the Fourth of July, but no promises on that. My new story "Anything For Love" is posted and I'm also hoping to have another chapter posted to that as well as "Back to You". However, I will be soon starting school and going back to being part time at my job, so things may become a little slower. I'm so sorry! I wish I could write like the other people out there who put out 10 paged chapters every other day. If I could, then I would, but honestly I can't. It's impossible for me. I'm still a little upset with the review left for my story "Bewitched" by PhoenixAshes (ffnet), so that story will eventually be gone through and a few mistakes that I said would be fixed will be set right, though the story is not going to change because someone had a wild stick up their ass and a grude because of past missgivings. I'm sorry but I didn't execute your ancestors! That's all, Thankz!
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