InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Good Girl Kagome ❯ Innocence Lost ( Chapter 3 )

Innocence Lost

(A/N ok- I didn't say this in the other chapter mainly because it didn't come up, but I don't own Inuyasha or any other characters, and by the way, I need a name of a hot car, I didn't know what car to put so I left it to your imagination, Review with a car you like and I might put it in)

Kagome trudged to the Principals office, it wasn't the first time she would be in trouble about fighting. As she stepped into the office she saw Kouga sitting there looking up and he was holding ice on his nose, Kagome smiled despite herself.

"wipe that smile of your face girl!" Keade entered the room with the vice principal. Now him Kagome liked, he was pretty nice, firm but fair which was a good thing these days. "Kagome, what are you doing here again?" Jack, he let everyone refer to him by his first name, he was cool like that, he looked at Kouga and winked at her. They all knew that Kouga deserved whatever he go but it wasn't ok in school.

"Ok miss Kagome, you know what you did wrong and will be punished accordingly, you will serve detention an" she was cut off by Kagome " no wait please I can't be late again ill, get punis- ah, in trouble with my father please isn't there any way? Please? She was starting to sound desperate, but Keade couldn't give an exception. " I'm sorry miss Higurashi, but you should have thought of that before you did anything" She walked away. Leaving Kagome in the room with jack. " ok Kagome, I know this sucks but its fair, her is your pass and slip for detention, and guess what, I'm the one serving detention today" he winked at her and walked away. At least now she had a small ray of hope. She walked back to lunch and met up with her friends.

"So what did the old hag want?" Inuyasha inquired. " Nothing unusual, I hit Kouga and that was bad" she wagged her finger to imitate the principal "and now I am serving detention" it was her 4th one this month `Daddy isn't gonna like this at all' Sango looked at her sympathetically knowing full well why her best friend was a little depressed.

BBBEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP!!!!! ( yeah that's the class bell, the bell at my school sounds just like that, its stupid)

"Ok guys, Kagome and I are going to gym now, have fun in biology" Sango taunted, they all knew that biology was the worst subject in the world. Sango waited until they were out of earshot from the guys to say anything about Kagome's detention.

"Kagome, what the hell are you going to do?!" " I don't know Sango, ill just have to tough it out this time, that's all" Kagome fixed her eyes determingly ( A?N I don't think that is a real word, but oh well you get the point). Sango only sighed a reply and headed for the girls locker room. When they were dressing Mrs. Knox, their coach informed them that they were going to do something very important and that they should pay attention.

"Class today we are going to learn self defense, I want you out and ready in five minutes, we have someone special to teach you here today. All the girls walked out, Sango and Kagome were the last ones out.

" Ok class, this is your teacher for the day, officer Shippou" the coach announced and then casually left the room to attend to other things.

The cop smiled and started his speech " Ok, My name is officer Shippou, but must people call me red, you can call me which ever, don't look at me, I didn't make u the nickname, I think it has to do with the hair" he lifted his hat to show his hair, and it was indeed pretty red. "ok" he continued " I am here to talk to you about self defense, you have to know how to protect yourself when you need to because there is a chance that no one else is around to help. I'm going to show you some quick maneuvers that will aid you if your ever in any danger. Ok now I need a volunteer." He quickly scanned the audience. He always looked for the one least involved, and he spotted her

" you, you over there, what's your name?" Shippou pointed to the girl. "Me... Kagome"

" ok, Kagome, please come down and assist me please." She nodded and slowly got up and made her way to the mats. " Ok class our Kagome here is going to be the victim and I'm the attacker, we are going to shower you some simple moved that will help you" the class nodded " ok, Kagome face me please" she did so " ok now to show everyone the full effect I'm going to ask you to close your eyes and open them only when I tell you to so you can get surprised like you would if this were truly to happen" She closed her eyes and tried to focus on the things around her, but she couldn't. she kept to the thought that she would never escape from violence, that it was what she deserved, she was trash and deserved pain. When she heard the signal to open her eyes she was so out of it that when she opened them and saw a fist fly at her face, she quickly covered her face and dropped down on the grounded, curling around herself and protecting her stomach. Shippou jumped back at her reaction, that was one he wasn't expecting ` its almost as if...as if.....she is used to this...what if....no, can't be' he was shaking he head trying to make sense out of this. He also noticed the girl hadn't gotten her senses back yet he kneeled down and was about to shake her but some girl shouted at him not to

"NO! WAIT" Sango came running to her friend " don't touch her, here let me, she crouched to her ear and started murmuring nonsense to get her back. The girl came back to earth and looked at the crown around her. She quickly looked away

"what the hell was that" she heard one of the girls ask. " oh, nothing, sorry I had a nightmare last night and couldn't get much sleep, it kinda shook me up and now I'm just tired." She prayed that they would except her excuse. Luckily they did and no other questions were asked. Sango volunteered to replace Kagome as the victim she her friend could rest. When the class was over they all reviewed what they learned

" ok class, if he is in front of you what do you do?"

" kick him in his manhood." A girl names Sarah said. " good what about if you are behind him?"

" run like hell, but if you can't run kick him behind the knee, and he will fall, which gives you some time to think of something else" Tracy the brain of the class said

" ok now the 2 most important things I can ever tell you is this 1. when your in danger, never scream help, no one will, instead call fire, people will come a runnin" the class laughed at his use of slang. " and 2. it only takes 5 pounds if weight to rip of a mans ear, go for those first, with that being said you are all dismissed." The class cheered ad started to gather their things. He saw his chance to talk to his earlier assistant, and casually walked up to her. " excuse me, miss Kagome I wanted to give you this." He handed her a white card which she shyly took. " it has my cell office and home number, call anytime you need anything." She nodded and put the card in her purse. " he kneeled down to look her straight in the eyes. It was all she could do to not tell him the truth, which was that she needed help, that her father hit her, but she knew she couldn't. She reluctantly looked away. Shippou just sighed and walked away "Oh and by the was Miss Kagome, You might want to add a little more cover-up to your right cheek" and he left, he got into his car and drove away.

Kagome just stared at the empty hallway. She couldn't believe what she had just heard. A single tear fell from her face as she realized she had just given up her best chance at freedom.

Fourth period was English, which was Kagome's top subject, she loved to write she would always write stories about romance and love, things that were a mystery to her. She felt that if she could at least write about them then for her she would be experiencing them on some level.

" Ok class, I have an assignment for you, now this will be a whole yeah assignment so you can take your time and it will be due either at the end other the year or when ever you finish it. It is a question and I want you to answer it on paper, that's the assignment" the class nodded at the easy assignment " but let me tell you, this paper will basically be your grade do the whole year, so do your best" the class groaned and waited for the topic so the teacher turned to the board and started to write the assignment.

The class looked at the teacher like her was crazy on the board were three words-

`What is courage?'

"not so easy now is it?" he smiled tot he class and continued the lecture of suffix's and prefix's (A/N we just finished that part of the semester, it was horrible) Sango, Inuyasha, And Miroku all looked at each other and started talking abut how long they would have to make this paper to get a good grade on it. Everyone was talking except Kagome, she was lost in her world ` how can I answer that question when I don't even have enough to stand up for myself' she subconsciously rubbed her aching cheek. She spent the entire period like that, yelling and discouraging herself. Then finally the bell rang, it brought Kagome out or her trance and she walked out, her three friends just stared and her retreating form. They all were basically thinking the same thing

`Poor Kagome, I hope she doesn't get in anymore trouble than she already is in right now... is that a hand on my.....'

` Kagome seemed to be deep in thought, I'm truly starting to worry about her, I think there is something that she isn't telling us.......is that an ass on my.....'

"HENTAI!!!!!!!!" Smack!!!!!!!!!!!

Miroku nursed his injured cheek while Sango fumed. She turned to look for Inuyasha but he was also in his own world at the moment ` I know that I saw a bruise on her cheek, and I also heard about what happened during gym class, Kagome please tell me what's wrong so I can fix it' He was so frustrated that he stormed out of class and straight to the parking lot where his car was.

" Yash my love, Wanna give me a ride?" Kikyo was prancing toward him. `oh fuck this' yash thought ` I don't have time for this!' " No. Kikyo I really don't, I broke up with you awhile ago, go screw a janitor or something." He got in his car and was out of the lot before she could reply.

Yash raced down the street and pulled into his own parking space he walked into the store that was called ` House party' he always wondered about the name, but it was a pretty popular store and he got some good cash,

"Yash, you bum your late" Yash looked at David, his boss. " sorry, bad traffic" David just rolled his eyes and went back to the back.

(A/N I'm not gonna go into yash's job, its just customers sales and music)

At Detention

Kagome sat at her desk in the back of the room and was working on her homework, despite how looks and how she acted she was an a b student. She was, at the moment, working on that essay for English. Normally she would be done with it by now, but this time she just couldn't think of anything to say.

" Well, well, if it isn't Inuyasha's bitch, tell me Kagome, how does it feel to know that he will never love you like he loves me?" Kikyo walked in with a smug look on her face.

" tell me Kikyo, how does it feel to know that you can't just screw teachers to pass classes, that you actually in fact have to have a tiny bit of intelligence?" Kagome responded, not even looking up to acknowledge kikyo's presents.

Kikyo was fuming, she was so angry she kicked a desk.

Kikyo, please sit down and get this over with I don't wanna be in here anymore that you do" Jack settled the argument that was and the girls grew silent.

Kagome looked at the clock and gasped. `OH My God I'm an hour late, he is gonna hit me for sure! Crap, I have to get out of here' she was hyperventilating and new had to calm down. " Kagome, are you alright?" "Yes Jack I'm fine." She put on her best fake smile she could muster " Ok, but I'm still going to send you to the nurse, she should still be here, come up and get a pass." Kagome walked to hit desk and grabbed her pass, she took her stuff with her because she wasn't sure how long she would be at the nurses office. It wasn't until she got half way there that she realized `the nurse is never here after school' she sat on a nearby bench and looked at her pass she smiled at what she read

`Go home girlie, you owe me for this-I expect an apple tomorrow' She quickly gathered her stuff and ran home as fast as she could.

When she got to her house she was thrilled to notice that her fathers car wasn't in the driveway. But then frowned when she remembered that he had deliberately parked away from the house one day when she was late so he could catch her in the act. She was unbelievably terrified of what would happen if he was home `please god, don't let him be home'

Kagome opened her door as quietly as possible, she would be in big trouble if her dad found out she stayed out passed curfew. She shut the door and crept to her bedroom door, she went in and shut it and let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. ` Yes, I got it' she was smiling to herself at her own victory, at least was she thought was her victory

" Kagome, Kagome, Kagome, tisk tisk!" She turned around hoping to god it wasn't who she thought it was.

"Daddy please, I'm Sorry" He slapped her hard across the face. And then kicked her hard in the stomach. When she was on the floor he went and locked her door. He kneeled beside her and started to pet her hair, "now Kagome, I'm going to show you how to respect me since you can't do it on your own." He was dead drunk, she could tell because if his breath. With that being said he grabbed a fist full of hair and threw her roughly on the bed, she looked up at him and was scared to death of what she saw, his eyes, they were filled with....with... lust.

"Daddy...no...." he was coming closer " Daddy please don't do... mmpphh"

Next Morning-

Kagome woke up feeling like it was the end of the world, `how can I face them, they would hate me if they knew...knew that I was.... a whore' she laid there on the bed for what seemed like an eternity, she could still feel him, his rough hands grabbing at her, and she could still feel his lips crushing hers, even when she needed air. It was gone, her innocence the one thing that she had the right to give to who ever she chose was violently taken from her with out her consent. His breath was the worst thing, he stank of alcohol and smoking. She had to get out of this bed. She got up and went straight to the bathroom the first thing she saw was a mirror. Her entire middle from the neck to her hips was covered on bluish green bruises, her neck most of all, he had choked her to muffle her screams and in a rush every single detail of last night came rushing back to her and she couldn't take it all, she lunged for the toilet and proceeded to throw-up everything she had eaten yesterday, ` I can't believe he did that to me' She looked in the mirror as she washed her mouth out.

She took a shower and washed every part of her body at least 3 times and her hair4 times. When she got out she put on a turtleneck to cover the bruises on her neck and a pair of pants that were to big for her to cover the rest. She knew this outfit would raise questions, of course it would, winter wear in the middle of may. She hoped they wouldn't say anything, `Sango will notice, what will I tell her! I can never tell anyone, they would hate me, and would be disgusted...oh, I'll just tell her he hit me, she doesn't have to know everything' she gave a sort of half smile thinking that she could pull it off.

When she got to school she felt that everyone knew what had happened, that they were all staring at her, thinking her a slut, she looked at her feet and walked as face as she could to history class

(A/N ok- they have a block scheduling thing where they have 4 classes one day and another 4 the next say and the days swap so yeah just to explain why the don't have math ok continuing)

She walked in and sat in her desk and stared at the window next to her. She was looking unwaveringly at the sky and wondered `how could things have gone so wrong?' she didn't even become aware of the fact that her friends were all trying to get her attention. Finally Inuyasha had had enough and grabbed her by the shoulders and start to shake her

"Earth To Kag! Get your ass back to home planet!!!" Kagome screamed like there was no tomorrow and dropped from her chair and onto the floor then she lay still.

"KAGOME!" Sango ran to her and put her head in her lap. It was then Inuyasha noticed that some of Kagomes shirt had come up a little on her left side, Sango notice to and quickly covered it up ` green.. what the hell...bruises....what are bruises doing on my Kagomes body!!!!!' he was acting frantic and Miroku took this time to calm him down "yash, get a hold or yourself, she probably just fainted because you scared her, and besides you heard her, she hasn't gotten much sleep lately so don't worry" Inuyasha sighed Miroku obviously didn't see the bruise that Kagome was sporting on her hip. `Sango, she covered it up, shouldn't she be curious also?, wait... does she know something?' He opened his mouth to say something but before he could Kagome came to. "Kagome, are you ok?" Sango sounded really worried. " yes Sango " Kagome replied" I'm fine just haven't been sleeping well" Sango looked at Kagome in anger and she turned away guiltily. " Come on Kagome I'll take you to get some water, you boys stay here!" " But Sango" She pleaded " I don't need wate" " of course you do Kagome, now lets go" Sango cut her off before she could say anything.

Inuyasha and Miroku stood there stunned into silence, did Sango just order Kagome to do something? No one is able to do that.

"I wonder what they are hiding" Inuyasha said, he waited until the girls were out of sight before following them. He walked for quite awhile till he turned a corner he thought her saw them go down and had to quickly go back so as not to be seen. He could hear their conversation perfectly.

"Kagome, I'm serious no more lies, what happened?!" she cast a stern look at he friend before grabbing an ice pack and putting it on Kagome's head

" I got home late and her got a little angry, that's all" ` that's all he thought, and who exactly was getting angry

" Kagome... a little angry l have you seen your self? I can see five bruises on your neck if I pull the turtleneck down and four if I look on your sided, no telling how many are on your stomach!" Sango was angry, Kagome could tell

`I wish I could tell you but you would hate me' she wanted to scream that so her friend would understand but she just couldn't bring herself to do it

" ok, he got really angry, there, I got home late because of detention and he got bad and beat the crap out of me!" she was crying now and Inuyasha could tell.

" Ok, Kagome its ok, listen I want you to go to the nurse and sit there and keep this icepack on your head ok" Sango gave her a hug and sent Kagome to the nurse.

Sango stood there for awhile, she had to wipe her tears of her face before going back to class and seeing the guys. She took a deep breath and started for her class room, she didn't get very far though, as soon as she turned the corner an arm grabbed her and shoved her into the janitors closet.

"HELmmpphhgg" Sango was yelling. She stopped when she heard a familiar voice.

" shut up bitch I just want to ask you a question" Sango let the breath she was holding go. " what Inuyasha?" she hoped he hadn't heard what they were saying but from the look on his face it wasn't likely. Sango new Inuyasha loved Kagome, and he was very protective over her, she new that if he found out that things would go from bad to worse.

" What the hell was that all about?" she cringed at the anger that that was buried underneath the question " I don't know what your taking about Yash" "BULLSHIT" was his reply " no I'm going to ask again and this time... no more lies" he smirked as he gave her her own words back. " OK. She Replied, Ill tell you everything-

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Ok, that was it for this chapter, i hope you liked it. I am having a pit of a conflict here, i'm not sure if i should like have the rape scene be told or not, what do you think? Email or review with the answer please. I would like to give my math teacher kudos for coming up with that essay question!

And here is a preview of what is to come

" Ok, he did what?!?" sango asked " he.. uuummm... he raped me...oh god Sango please dont hate me!" Kagome wrapped Sango in a bear hug and Sango hugged her back gladly.

"oh Kagome, I could never hate you." Sango stared at Kagome for a good while before she got up and ran out of the room. She came back with Kagomes travel bag.

"sango?" Kagome was puzzled "what are you doing?" Sango was empting kagomes drawers and putting every thing into her bag " what the hell doe sit look like im doing, i'm getting you the hell out of here!" this time, Kagome didnt protest, all she did was get up and help her pack.

They had gotten everything they wanted in 20 minutes and were ready to be out the door. " Wait, where am i going to go, your house is the first place he will look!" kagome was starting to really worry. " dont even worry about it" sango said." I got the perfact place, wait here." Sango disapearred back into the house leaving Kagome waiting outside.

It was only 2 minutes before she was back and waiting with her friend. "Sango, where am i going?" sango grinned and said she would have to wait. About 10 minutes later a car pulled up and the person rolled down the window. " hey, any of you bitches need a place to stay?" Kagome wheeled around "Inyasha?!?!?!?!"

Ok, thats all you get, wait till next chapter to find out how like with Inuyasha is like.