InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ gymnast from hell ❯ chapter 14 ( Chapter 14 )

Hey you guys thank you so much for all those reviews!! So because of them, I've decided to post this chapter at tad bit quicker^.^ , well that was before fate intervened. Well heres the chap none the less.

This is for Kini and Tyni, because you both have been itching to kill me because of me stopping there. And for Licia and Nellie, because they said that Kagome in this chapter relates to them a lot.

I'm sorry I left yall hanging last time, I didn't even realize it was that big a cliffy, I thought it was a very minute one, that no one would really notice… boy was I wrong ­­-.-­­­­­;;;

Anyways, without further ado, the chapter…

Disclaimer: I don't own inuyasha or Linkin Park's Don't Stay, which is played at some time in the fic.

Chapter 14. if I were to name my chapters, this one would be named, `Don't stay' or `Cant stay' ::shrugs::

She went to the door and her smile faded. She leaned over, propped up on the doorframe, her casted arm holding her up, without adding pressure or pain to the appendage. She had on a pajama pants, it was blue and on the back where the butt was it said in yellow writing; `Quit Staring' and a t-shirt that said; `Up Yours'.

"May I help you?" she asked, albeit coldly, but asked none the less. This was not what she needed, this was her sanctuary, and how dare they come here! Ok maybe she's over-exaggerating at bit about the sanctuary part, but still this was where she felt most at ease, how the hell do they expect her to act right now!!!

"Your mom sent us with these" Sango said showing her the duffel bag, trying to ease the tension. Neither Inuyasha, Miroku nor Kouga wanted to talk to her, she looked like a serial killer right now, and the glare she kept giving Inuyasha was enough to give them nightmares.

"'gome let them in" Ayame yelled from the living room.

"Whatever" she said walking from the door, the troop followed silently, she passed by Aya, who was lying down on the back of the couch watching TV, "Your house"

"Kagome, I'm so sorry" Inuyasha said.

"For what, you didn't hurt me?" she said emotionlessly, sitting on a stool.

"No but, I was practically the cause for it, and I'm sorry for picking on you in the past"

"And why would you feel sorry?" she eyed them suspiciously.

"Your mom, she told us everything," Sango said.

"She did?" Ayame asked she sat up, starting to find this conversation very interesting.

"Yeah, and I wanted to say that I am really really sorry"

"Took you long enough" she replied coldly.

"So do you forgive me?" she asked hopefully.

She looked at him with a genuine smile, and then all too quickly her face went back to that of indifference, "No"

"Oh come on Kags, he said he was sorry" Ayame pleaded.

"And? That doesn't change anything!" she got up and went out to the back porch.

Ayame sighed, "Ok Inuyasha right?"

"Yeah"

"Listen, you are currently not in her good graces right now, then again, not many people are, but that's beyond the point, you were the first to ever see her cry, then she ran away. When she came here, she made sure that no one would ever see her cry, hear her laugh, see her smile, ad so on, they are weaknesses she claimed."

"Sounds like fluffy" Kouga muttered.

"I'm her most trusted, her closest relative. I'm the only one she ever laughed at or with, so I suggest that if you want her as your girlfriend, you better try harder, a simple apology will change nothing. Simply put; She likes you but she hates you"

"Huh?"

"What she means is, Kagome likes you-"

"Yeah I got that part"

"God how narrow-minded can you get, this is one of the reasons she can't stand you!!"

"Ok ok, sorry, continue"

"She likes you, but because of what you did, she's not gonna show it, she's gonna be cold to you- to everyone, until you make it up to her."

"And how do I go about doing that? She isn't one of those box of chocolate, bouquet of flowers type of girls y'know!"

"Yeah we know, that's why it's up to you to figure out what she likes" Aya piped in.

Kagome walked down the stairs, in a pair of black pants and the same t-shirt, she had her keys and sneakers in hand.

"Where ya goin?" Ayame asked.

"I'm hungry, so I'm gonna go to the mall for a bit"

"The good stuff, ok be careful, and don't make a repeat of what happened last time!"

"Ok mom" Kagome said from the door. They both knew that whenever Kagome leaves under the pretense that she's hungry, it means that something has `disrupted her peace.'

She went to her car and jumped in, she started it them sped off, with a specific song blaring.

Sometimes, I

Need to remember just to breathe.

Sometimes, I

Need you to stay away from me!

Sometime, I

In disbelief I didn't know,

But now, I

Need you to go!

Kagome sped down the main road, swerving through traffic. She was pissed. Why did they have to show up?! Damn her mother; now he feels guilty and wont leave her alone.

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

He was the one that changed her; he killed her spirit. Sure she's been teased before him, but his for some reason, it got to her, it hurt her, and she let it. ` A `happy' freak who's trying her hardest to hide the whore inside' was some of his torture. That line and so many others, everyday. It ate away at her very being, little by little, until what was left was a hard cold-blooded shell. Kouga helped him out, calling her worst things.

Sometimes, I

Feel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes, I

Just feel like screaming at myself!

Sometimes, I

In disbelief I didn't know

But now, I

Need to be alone…!

He stopped teasing her, she was glad. It was around the same time he broke up with Kikyo. Kikyo soon went to Naraku and Inuyasha just ignored her (Kagome). She was thrilled now; she was just another face in the punk crowd. Yet she sorta felt…alone.

When he teased her, she would give him dirty looks or hit him or retort or something. But when he stopped, she just felt a void in her existence. It was confusing and annoying. Then he came back, annoying the hell outta her. And for what? To join his stupid band. Then he kissed me! The nerve, it was a joke, it was all a joke. Then because of that kiss, some guys beat the crap outta her.

She looked down at her left hand and scoffed and then put her glasses on.

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

She had to get out of there, she couldn't be in the same room with him anymore, she couldn't stand him!

I don't need you anymore

I don't want to be ignored

I don't need one more day

Of you wasting me away

I don't need you anymore

I don't want to be ignored

I don't need one more day

Of you wasting me away…

With no apologies…

She didn't need anyone. She loved being alone, well that's what she convinced herself over the past years. That's what you see on the outside. But on the inside, is a lost soul, craving for happiness. Happiness she told herself she could never have.

No she doesn't need anyone, she doesn't want to give in to foolish emotions, she doesn't want to get hurt or be used. She doesn't need it.

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

[Just gimme myself back and]

Don't stay

"Your just afraid" she told herself, but she wouldn't have it, she wasn't afraid. What was there to be afraid of? She just doesn't want to be hurt or left alone. She just doesn't want to find out that he didn't like her from the beginning. She doesn't want him to trample on her heart. She just doesn't want it!

A few tears leaked from her eyes. She wiped them away, she doesn't cry, she doesn't laugh. She can't. She's just cold and emotionless. Emotions are weaknesses!

She pulled over on the deserted highway, which she found herself driving on. She realized something.

…maybe she was afraid…

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tbc…

Not a very long chapter, not very happy either. But at least they both know how they feel! At least I think they do.

I hope you liked.

Next chapter teaser: "you tell us this now when Kagome's not here!!… Aya, please come get me…what are you doing here?…Kagome I have to tell you something…looks like a storm's brewing"

There I hope that can keep you satisfied for now. The next chapter is almost done but I wont be posting in so soon, possibly next week, or if Tyni or Kini bails you guys out by trying to kill me again (which I have no doubt in my mind that they will) or if I get a bunch of reviews.

Well I'm off, you don't have to review, but I wouldn't mind. Have fun.

Until next time…

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