InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hanyou & Miko: The Way It Should Be ❯ Missing You ( Chapter 4 )

“Oops clumsy me.” Kikyo said with evil smile as she walked away from the well.

“Bring her back.” Inuyasha growled as he jumping out of the well and landed in front of her.

“I wish I could but you know as well as I that it’s impossible.” Kikyo said with a smirk. “Guess you’ll just have to wait 500yrs to see her again.” She said patting his chest. “That is if you live that long.” She added looking over at the demon standing waiting for Inuyasha.

Inuyasha gave a deep low vicious growl, and began to walk away.

“If the pain gets to unbearable…you can always go to hell with me.” Kikyo said.

“…Oh I’ll be sending him there shortly.” the demon said almost in a laugh. Inuyasha keep walking not even listening to them.

“She didn’t belong here...” Kikyo yelled.

Inuyasha stopped in his tracks and looked over his shoulder at her. In the blink of an eye he charged her slicing her several times with his claws. “And neither do you.” Inuyasha deep evil voice drawing the Tetsusaiga and slicing her across the chest She fell to the ground , a blue light emerged from her chest and disappeared into the well. She was then engulfed by flames and when Inuyasha looked down at her all that was left was ashes.

“I think you’ve had enough pain for one day...” The demon said before disappearing.

“Coward…“ Inuyasha growled then walked off toward Kaede’s village.

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Kagome sat on the floor of the well house clinging to the top of the well as a tears streamed down her cheeks. “Inuyasha!” She yelled in a wailing cry as she did this a blue light emerged from the well and disappeared into her chest. She became dizzy and pass out.

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“Inuyasha!” Kagome whispered as she awoke. She sighed as she rolled over onto her side and stared out the window at the well house. It had been three months since she was pushed down the well and everyday she jumped down the well hoping it would let her pass and every time she hit the bottom. “Inuyasha.” She cried clutching a fist full of pillow as tears began to run down her cheeks like they seem to every morning now.

“Kagome…” Her mother called walking up the stairs. “Kagome…” She said knocking on the door.

“I’m up mom.” Kagome answered sitting up and stretching.

“He‘s here..” Her mother said opening the door.

“When did he get here?” asked Kagome with wide eyes and a huge smile.

“Well he was standing outside the kitchen door early this morning and said he wait until you woke up…he didn’t want to disturb you.” She replied before Kagome slipped on her slippers, ran passed her and downstairs. She turned sharply and ran into the kitchen.

“Inu…” Kagome began but cut herself off as she glanced at the table and her smile faded. Yes indeed a young handsome guy sat at the table, but it was not who she was excepting.

“Good morning Kagome.” Hojo said noticing that she had entered the room.

“Good morning Hojo…let me go get dressed.” Kagome said with a sad look in her eye.

Hojo had been taking Kagome to and from school the last two months. During the first month after being pushed down the well she found that the only one who could console her was Hojo. Of course her mother and grandfather notice this and they consulted with his parents and they all arrange that the two would be married. Kagome took the news hard, real hard for the next two months she didn’t talk to her mother or grandfather, she would never forgive them for betraying her like that especially her mother, she knew how she felt about Inuyasha yet she arrange her to marry next month. Ever since then Hojo had taken it upon himself to take her where ever she wanted.

Kagome walked, well more like stomp upstairs and into her room. She plopped down onto her bed and immediately began crying. ‘Why is the world so cruel? Why can’t I go back? Why?’ She thought throwing her face into her pillow and screamed. She just laid there a few minutes before she deciding to get up and take a shower. She grabbed her school uniform, clean underwear and a towel walked into the bathroom. She started the water and let the room fill with steam and then got in. She stood under the shower head and allowed the water to run through her hair for a few minutes then lifted her head and allowed the warm water to wash away her tears.

After a nice 30 minute shower Kagome was dressed and ready to go. She walked slowly down the stairs wrapping her wet hair into a messy bun. “Ready.” She called in a hoarse voice walking into the kitchen.

“Aren’t you going have something to eat.” Her mother asked turning around and looking at her.

“I’m not hungry.” Kagome said grabbing her backpack and walking to the front door.

“You have to eat something Kagome…you didn’t eat dinner last night.” Her mother said following her.

“Fine I’ll stop at WacDonalds on the way to school.” She said throwing the door open and walked hurriedly down the stairs.

“See you later Mrs. Higurashi.” Hojo said with a quick bow then walked down the stairs over to the drivers side and climbed into the car.

“Have a nice day.” Her mother yelled waving her arm frantically as they drove off.

They rest of the day was just a blur to Kagome. Her classes were boring as usual and her friends talked a hole in her head at lunch. When the dismissal bell rang she hurried out the front gate and down the street but was stopped by Hojo who pulled up beside her.

“Where are you going?” He asked.

“Home.” She replied but keep her eyes fixed ahead.

“Well get in I’ll give you a ride.” He said but she didn’t stop. She stopped and went to cross the street but he pulled up in front of her. “Please get in.” He said pushing the door open. He didn’t want his future wife to walk anywhere, going anywhere for that matter, unless he was with her. She didn’t responded she just got into the car and slammed the door. They rode to her house in silence, once there she got out and ran inside without a single word to him. She ran passed her mother and upstairs to her room closing the door behind her. She dropped her bag on the floor and pushed the power button on her radio and then turned up the volume, then threw herself onto her bed.

“..here’s the newest from Hilary Duff...” A man voice said throught the speaker.


When the night won't fall and the sun won't rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you understand what it's all about

Nothing's ever what it seems
In your life or in your dreams
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin' sense of you

Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is

Kagome stared out the window she watched the rain hit the window and sighed she closed her eyes.

When you ask to stay and then disappear
It seems you're gone but you're really here
When every move seems out of place
But every kiss is filled with grace

Some things never get defined
In your heart or in your mind
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin sense of you

Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is

Tears rolling down her cheeks as her and Inuyasha first kiss played in her head.

Don't ever ask me for reasons
I can't get to you
Don't ever ask me for reasons
Why I live for you... I just do

I Just do

I Just do

Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is


She opened her eyes and stared out the window at the well. She went to turn her head but stopped and stared at the God tree in shocked. There Inuyasha was sitting on his favorite branch he glanced over at her and smiled. She smiled back as tears still flowed down her cheeks, but in the blink of an eye he was gone. Her smiled fell and her heart sank lower than it was before. She closed her eyes and fell asleep to the sound of the rain.

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“Kagome.” Inuyasha said as his eyes shot open. He sighed as he looked around the hut. Shippo lay in between Miroku and Sango and next to Kilala, Kaede lay in the center of the hut. Knowing that he wouldn’t be able to get back to sleep, he stood and walked out of the hut only to be greeted by the cold wind and pouring down rain. He looked down and saw he was standing in a puddle of mud he growled and walked off to the God tree. Once there he jumped up to his favorite branch, sat down and stared down at the well. ‘Why won’t it allow me to go to her?’ He thought remembering all the times that he jumped into the well these last three months. After breaking the news to the gang he hid away from the world for a few days up in the God tree or in his forest. The rest of his time was spent trying to find away through the well, the only time he hung with the gang was to eat or sleep, which was rare. He hadn’t really ate much and sleep almost never. If he were to be attack right now he won’t last more than 10 to 15 minutes if the demon wasn’t stronger than him. His drenched bangs clung to forehead, water streaming off them and down his cheeks if he were crying no one would notice.

Out of the corner of his eye he spotted Shippo at the base of the tree. “What?” Inuyasha growled.

“I had a bad dream.” Shippo replied looking down at the ground. He was soaked from top to bottom. Inuyasha sighed already knowing the dream he had, he had been having it the last few weeks.

“Come here.” He said looking down at the soak little Kitsune.

Hearing his these words Shippo quickly climbed the tree and jumped into Inuyasha’s awaiting arms. He dug his face into Inuyasha Haori and began crying. “I miss her.”

“I know…I miss her too.” Inuyasha said picking him up and putting him inside his Haori. “Can’t have you getting sick. She would never forgive me.” Inuyasha said putting on as best of a smile he could. Yeah the Kitsune got on his nerves at times but now they shared a common feeling which had brought them close these passed three months, Kagome wouldn’t of believed her eyes if she saw the two the way they were. Inuyasha watch the Kitsune squirm to get comfortable and then fall to sleep. He glanced back over at the well and the warm feeling he had just felt disappeared and sorrow once more filled him. Soon he fell weary and fell asleep to the sound of the rain.