InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hating to love him ❯ Affections across time ( Chapter 11 )

Chapter 11-Affections across time.

 

 

Miroku opened his eyes slowly. His head felt like it weighed a ton. He tried to put his hand on his head but it too felt heavy. He opened his mouth, which was dry and coughed. He hadn't noticed before but Sango was sleeping beside him. She jumped up out of her sleep,

“ Miroku?!” She looked down on him. Her face was riddled with worry. She touched his forehead to test his temperature. “ Are you feeling better?”

“ Wa… water.”

She jumped up and in a matter of seconds, she was back with a mug of water. It was cool from the morning air. Miroku drank it slowly, savoring every drop of it.

“ Are you feeling better?”

Miroku nodded his head slowly as he swallowed the last bit of water from the mug.

“ How long have I been out?”

“ Not more than a day.”

“ Why can't I move? Am I paralyzed? How will we have children now?!”

Sango's face quickly moved from worry to annoyance,

“ Get up Miroku.” Her voice was monotonous. She moved from his side and began to walk away.

“ Wait! You have to take care of me! I'm an ill man.”

“ There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Now get up Miroku so we can pack up and head out.”

“ If there is nothing wrong with me, how comes you were so distraught?”

Sango turned and threw him a jaundiced look. He smiled at her. His reaction to her look annoyed her, something that he could do so well.

“ I wouldn't want all those women you promised to wed to kill themselves to know you died.”

“ Oh, please. Do you really expect me to fall for that.”

“ You're dumb enough to.”

She turned back to what she was doing. Miroku got up and took up the cloth he had been sleeping on with her. Her words had hurt him.

“ Then why were you sleeping beside me?”

With her back still turned to him she answered,

“ You had the worst fever I've seen in a while. You were shivering and sweating at the same time. I slept beside you to keep you warm.”

“ Is that all?”

She stopped for a moment. It was like his question hit her with a physical blow but a suddenly as she stopped, her body movements became fluid again,

“ That's all.”

Miroku got up from where he sat. His face was twisted somewhere between anger, frustration and sadness. He took a brief look to where Shippo and Kirara slept curled up against each other. He took their sleeping as an opportunity. He walked up behind Sango and grabbed her.

“ What the hell…?”

“ Shhh, you might wake them.”

“ Let me go Miroku. Where are you carrying me!?”

She tried to pull away from him but he was determined. He lifted her up and placed her over his shoulders. It was hard to believe that this was the same man who was shivering and mumbling nonsense in his sleep last night. He was so strong and stubborn as he walked into the dense woods with Sago hanging over his shoulders like the hunt of the day. “ Miroku, your not well. Put me down!”

Miroku walked a good way before he slowed his pace. They were still in the dense forest and he stopped when they reached a large tree. He put her down roughly and before she could utter a word, he pushed her against the tree. The breath was knocked out of her. She closed her eyes as a sharp pain ran up her spine. She was about to tell Miroku a few choice words but when she opened her eyes, he crushed her lips with his. She felt the entire weight of his body press her up against the tree. A wave of shock hit her. She no longer felt lost for breath, however. She didn't know how to respond to him at first but soon she just relaxed and kissed him back. His kiss penetrated her and spread through her like the warmth of drinking sake; almost a drunken feeling. Her hands were pinned against the tree but had she been able to move them, she was certain she would hold him. She knew that she had strong feelings for him but come on; this was Miroku, the womanizer! If she let him know she had feelings for him… a sign of weakness…

“ Miroku…”

She spoke against his lips. His kiss was so rough, her lips had begun to bruise. He mumbled an unintelligent response that sounded something like a sigh and groan. “ Let me go Miroku.”

Miroku took his lips from hers and looked at her for a minute,

“ I won't. You've been having things your way too long. Now all you need to do is shut up and let me finish.”

“ I'm not one of your harlots!”

“ Exactly. You're much more than that. You're my lover.” With that he placed his lips back over hers. Sango, no matter how pissed she was at him, couldn't be mad for too long and soon, she was as much into the kiss as he was.

A great deal of time later, Miroku let her go. He looked at her flushed face looking back up at him. She turned her head to the side to avoid his haunting eyes.

“ Don't do that Sango. Look at me.”

“ Why? So I can see the satisfaction in your eyes?”

“ Satisfaction? What satisfaction?”

“ You know. That I have feelings for you, you finally know.”

Miroku laughed heartily, “ Are you serious? I had no idea we were in a competition.” He used his index fingers to position her head to look at him. “ If you were hiding the fact that you loved me, you weren't doing a very good job of it?”

“ How so?”

“ So you do admit you love me.”

“ No!” Her voice was misleading. It had very little confidence, “ But how so?”

Miroku stepped back, allowing her room to move. He had a smart smirk on his face like he was satisfied.

“ You get jealous too easily.”

“ Jealous? Of who?!” Miroku started heading back to where they had set up for the night.

“ I think Shippo is probably up now. You should come tend to him.”

“ Jealous of who?! Miroku, answer me!”

He just walked on confidently. That ass! He's never had the upper hand in our relationship, or whatever you want to call this, before. I wonder how he's going to treat me now that he knows.

 

Naraku had been miserable for the last two days he'd been without Kagome. He wondered if she faring out better than he was. He had reached a point where had began at taking people and villages without any prior reason. He had thrown the jewel shards at Kagura and told her to keep then out of his sight, then while still in his rage, he had her body. But not even she could equal Kagome. He missed her terribly. He needed some way into present day Tokyo. If only he hadn't left her that night and had gone so far, he's still have her. He spat into the ground and walked to the grassy area where had claimed Kagome as his own and told her he loved her. He got down on his knees,

“ Kagome…”

A stray wind blew and Naraku looked up to see a horde of demons floating around him.

“ We have heard your request Naraku, and we wish to help you as we helped Onigumo. Let us help you.”

“ Get away from me you vile excuse for a demon. Your weakness doesn't amuse me. How could you think you were in a position to help me? You cannot help me when you cannot help yourself.”

He pointed his palm towards the group of demons, and in one flash of light, they were gone. All that remained was the scorching scent of burning flesh. Looking into the air, he thought of Kagome. Her laughter would be welcoming to him in his time of bereavement. If she were here, he wouldn't feel this way. Just the thought of her proved to be a solace to him.

 

Kagome had a hectic day at school, but somewhere between avoiding Hojo and her other friends and creating excuses why she was absent, Naraku ran on her mind. She felt a pang of guilt. She should be missing him, but she didn't really. Was Inuyasha right? Did she only think she was in love because he treated her like she dreamt of being treated? Even he had said it to her once. He had said that the only reason she felt like this was because he fit in with her perception of the dream guy. But all those fun times and intimate moments, they couldn't have just been he imagination at work. She had strong feelings for him. She walked out to the schoolyard and began heading for the gate.

“ Hey Kagome.”

She turned to the sound of the voice to see Inuyasha leaning up against a tree. Shocked, she ran over to him,

“ What are you doing here?! People may ask question! You need to go back home!”

“ Calm down Kag. “

Kagome looked down at his appearance. He had on loose fitting jeans and slippers. His shirt was plain red and opened a bit at the neck. His hair was in one and his ears were tucked under a cap. “ Your mom gave me them to wear. Said it was your Dad's when he was alive.”

Kagome thought that Inuyasha looked the most handsome at that moment but some things are best left unsaid.

“ Yeah but why are you here?”

“ I couldn't stay locked up in your house with that dumb cat of yours for a minute. You know I hate cats.”

“ You keep Buyo out of this. Lets get you out of here before my friends spot you. You know they have you as my renegade bad boy girlfriend.”

She pulled him out the gate quickly and un noticed. They were walking in silence for a while before Inuyasha spoke,

“ So how was your day?”

What? Is he trying to start a conversation with me? School is the worst thing to ask me about. I can't tell him that Naraku was on my mind all day.

“ Ummm, school was ok.”

“ Oh.” He began to scratch his head, a gesture Kagome knew too well; he was nervous. “ Wanna stop by the park before we head home?”

“ The park?”

“ Yeah, I figured you could use a cooler before you go home.”

“ What did you do at the shrine?!”

“ Nothing, I swear! But just to talk.”

“ Umm, ok. But I'll have you know, this is creeping me out.”

“ You're the one who kissed me early in the morning after crawling into my bed.”

“ Whatever Inuyasha, but you better get me ice cream.”

“Sure. What's that?”

Kagome sighed, “ Its ok, I'll get it.”

 

Inuyasha and Kagome sat on the swings of the playground eating ice cream.

“ How exactly do they get the milk to freeze this way?”

“ I think it has something with the way they freeze and mix it at the same time.”

“ I like it. Ice cream.” He said `ice cream' like he was testing the word on his lips. She smiled at him. He was having fun. Most of the times Inuyasha had come to the present, he had come to save Kagome's ass or something. She was glad he could just relax this time.

“ You ready to go yet?”

“ Lets watch the sun set.”

“ When since you were such a romantic?”

“ Always, just not to you.”

She playfully pushed his swing so that it began to move sideways.

“ Whatever. But after this, we have to go. Its almost time for dinner.”

 

Later that night, Kagome snuggled up in her bed. She had begun to close her eyes when she heard Inuyasha shifting around in his sleeping bag,

“ Inuyasha, are you alright?”

“ I'm burning up! I'm transforming. Its my human night.”

She felt him get up out of his sleeping bag and walk over to the window, “ I'm going out for some air.”

“ Inuyasha, are you crazy!? You're going to jump out of a two-storey window. Have you forgotten you're a human?”

He stood over her and looked at her. Even in the darkness, Kagome could see his glowing cobalt eyes looking at her; she could feel them piercing her very soul. “ I will come with you.” She had read his mind. I wonder what he's up to. I'd think he would be mad with me for sleeping with Naraku. Suddenly she felt a twinge of nostalgia. Naraku…

“ Kagome!”

“ Huh?”

“ You spaced out for a minute there. I asked if you wanna go for a walk instead of just going outside?”

“ Are you crazy! Its almost 11! Most places are closed by now. I could get into a lot of trouble!”

“ That's why we're not going to get caught.”

Kagome looked up at him uncertainly. He held out his hand to help her up and threw her his most innocent look. She looked from his face to his hand, wondering what to do. What's the living if you never pull down your pants and slide on the ice? We all have to take risks sometime. What the heck… She held on to his hand and smiled at him. He pulled her onto his back and quietly they snuck out of the house.

 

Inuyasha had carried her all the way out to the coast.( Sorry guys, I am a child of water, can't stay away from it.) The view was breath taking. The moonless night created a calming complete darkness that was perfect for Inuyasha. The waves of the Pacific Ocean lapped lazily on the sandy beach quenching its un bearable thirst.. She smiled dreamily as Inuyasha sat down on the sand. His raven black hair shrouded his eyes and hid his emotion from view. He seemed deep in thought so Kagome sat quietly beside him. However, all this silence was not good for her, her mind kept wandering back to one thing… Naraku. I really wonder how he's doing. I have to go back. Just to see him one last time. Even if it's to say goodbye. Inuyasha is right, there is no way I can go around cavorting with a demon like him. He has nothing to promise me. What are you talking about Kagome? Her second inside voice countered. The man practically offered you the world and you're willing to give him up for this dog? You can't forget those few days you spent with him and how you felt can you? Just admit it. You love Naraku. But Inuyasha has always been there for me, even when he pretends not to be. And I love him. He's always gonna be my first love. Yeah, but what has he offered you? Nothing. He isn't worth your time. Kagome screwed her face at what the voice in her head was telling her. You're crazy! Her other voice laughed cruelly, No, you're the one arguing with yourself.

 

“ I really appreciate you coming out her with me.”

“ Huh? Oh right. I don't mind. Couldn't let you come out here alone.”

“ You need more protection than I do.”

“ I never said I would protect you. I just knew you'd want my company.”

Inuyasha lifted his head but still didn't turn to her. She could see, from the corner of her eye, him watching lazy night clouds drift past them. He suddenly lay back on the sand. “ All cards on the table Kagome. Tell me what you really think of me.”

Kagome laid back on the sand too, not caring that she would pay for it later when she had to wash out all the sand. “ You are a pig headed moron. You don't know when to give in and be honest with you're feelings.”

“ No Kagome, tell me what you really think of me.”

 “ Inuyasha, that is what I really think of you.”

“ Really? You don't think I'm sweet and adorable?”

Kagome spluttered out a long laughter. She snorted in an attempt to keep it in.

“ Inuyasha, the only thing sweet about you is…” She paused thoughtfully. “ Then again, there really isn't anything sweet about you. I can't lie.”

“ Then why is it your attracted to me?” His voice was cool, calm and husky.

“ I don't know. You treat me like shit. You belittle me and comparing me to that walking craft project Kikyo.”

“ Walking craft project?”

“ She's made from clay! What good can she do?”

Inuyasha fell silent for a minute. She knew she had crossed the line. Even she was feeling a bit bad, she was still her reincarnate. “ I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.” No reply. Kagome sat up and look down at him. His eyes were staring right past her. His face was impassive. She couldn't read his emotions.

“ Inuyasha…?” He blinked twice and sat up. Kagome absently began dusting the sand out of his inky black hair. “ I'm sorry I said that about her. I guess I'm a bit jealous.”

“ Of what?” His voice was serene. His eyes were placid.

“ You and Kikyo.”

“ I know I run off to her sometimes but she will never be mine again. She is dead. I have you.”

“ I will not be your consolation prize Inuyasha!”

He smiled intoxicatingly and placed a soft hand on her cheek. It was warm and toasty from the eminent anger boiling within her. She shrugged it off. “ Do not try to placate me!”

“ What you need to do is shut up.” Inuyasha watched her face go sour with pure shock before he conquered her lips with his own. She was stunned that she pushed him off.

“ You cannot belittle me and then expect me to give in willingly!”

“ What have I said Kagome?”

“ You told me to shut up!”

He kissed her once more but this time he led her firmly in place. He waited until she was finish struggling before her let her go.

“ You seem to enjoy struggling against me. You love to keep me at bay don't you?” He kissed her again.

 

Kagome hated her body. I loathe you. You're giving in to him! Her conscience spoke in a mean voice. But it was true; he body was betraying her mind. He head told her to push him away and slap him but yet still, her fingers were twined in the tresses of his mane. He touched her back ever so softly. Her thin nightgown gave her no aid in her mental battle. He gently laid her back down on the sand. She arched against him as his searing tongue tore through the un chartered crevices that was her mouth. She heard a soft moan. Oh my God, was that me? Inuyasha moved his head and ended the savage attack on her lips. He kissed her neck softly and languorously. There was no need to rush; he literally had the whole night. Kagome held on to his head and pulled on his hair,

“ No, Inuyasha…Please …stop.”

He ran his tongue on the outer shell of her ear. “ My dear, you tell me one thing but act another.” He pulled her ear lobe into his mouth and nibbled playfully, “ Now do you really want me to stop?”

“ No….”

“ I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that.”

“ INUYASHA YOU OVER BEARING POMPOUS ASS! PLEASE DON'T STOP!”

Inuyasha smiled satisfied with himself. Who the hell just shouted that? Certainly not me. You idiot! You just gave him the upper hand! Inuyasha trailed wet kisses from her hear to her chest. He breaths were ragged and shallow and he watched her breast swell with each breath he took.

“ Take me Inuyasha.”

“ Not just yet.”

He slipped the straps of her nightgown off, exposing her creamy twin mounds to his eyes. He drank them in the mythically. Sweet nectar from the gods. Dipping his head, he took the peak of one of the mounds in his mouth. He felt her writhe beneath him. She began to moan hoarsely. Not just yet, Kagome. Don't you dare climax without me taking you. Her moans didn't escalade. He pulled on her other nipple, twisting and turning it to amplify the pleasure she was receiving. She raked her nails through his hair. He slowly shimmied the gown down to he waist to give him more access.

“ Take it off Inuyasha.”

He ignored her harangued plea. Using his tongue, he began a wet trail down the center of her breast to her belly button, dipping his tongue inside and flickering it, just to tease her. Every time he created the wet trail, he would blow on it to instantly cool it. The contrast between the heat of his tongue and the cool of his breath made Kagome shudder in pleasure. Soon, he lifted her hips and pulled the gown off. He sat up and stared her in the eyes. He chocolate brown eyes went askew as he admired her body.

“ Are you ashamed of your body?”

“N..no.”

“ Then why do you look away from me?”

Kagome twisted her head to him.

“ Will you get on with it?!”

“ You cannot rush perfection.”

He straddled her and looked deep into her eyes, “ Eagar aren't we?”

“ Please stop taunting me like this.” She brazenly wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her lips. Entrapping him in a vice grip, she smiled inwardly as his hands trailed to where her legs met, her pleasure flower. She hissed out a slow yes. And gasped as he began to stroke her through her underwear. He kissed her soundly as he continued playing with the outer rim of her love nest.

“ Inu… Inu…Yasha…”

Pushing her underwear aside he touched her raw skin there. The petals that cradled her button were slick and wet. Stroking the silky button a bit longer, he felt when Kagome began to quiver beneath him. Taking that at a precursor of what she was about to experience, he plunged a finger inside her. She moaned loudly. He pulled his hand back and placed another finger within her,

“ Oh God. Please just take me now! I want you. Please don't do this to me!”

Inuyasha expertly thrust his two fingers inside her canal. His hand soon became glistening from the honey that flowed fervently from her. He knew she had reached a quiet release. Not to be out done, Inuyasha sat up. Kagome's eyes were closed and her thick eyelashes formed crescents on her rosy cheeks. Her breaths were frivolous. He hadn't noticed that he too was sharing he ecstasy. Even in the chill of the night, he had beads of sweat on his forehead. He took off his robe and his shirt. Kagome reached up and rubbed his chiseled chest. His heart was pounded hard in his chest. He's nervous! What a way to keep his cool when inside he is as fragile as…. as…. glass. Kagome's mind began to drift again as Inuyasha took her hand and sucked precariously on each one of her digits. Kissing her palms and knuckles he lowered his mouth to hers again. He kissed her wholly and never left anywhere neglected. He kissed the little depression at the base of her throat that made her laugh. All this time, she could feel his growing member against her skin. He was just as aroused as she was. She reached down and tugged on his pants.

“ Take em' off.”

“ Is that anyway for a lady to talk?”

“ Inuyasha! Don't irritate me!”

“ Ok, ok. But let me help you first.”

Lower his head to her thighs, he hissed the sensitive skin on the inside of her thighs, each time moving higher and higher. He moved up until he reached where her legs conjoined. He gripped her panties with his teeth and pulled. After a minuscule struggle he had completely pulled them down to her ankles where she then kicked them off. Testing her, he plunged his finger into her and smiled when he heard her moan his name. Slipping off his own pants, he kneeled naked before her. Kagome had never seen Inuyasha naked, well, not in real life. She always had one set vision for what his muscular, tanned toned body would look like, but this was much better.

“ Have you nothing to say, Kagome?”

She shook her head slowly. His member extended from his body to hover at an angle in the air. It was thick, long and riddled with veins. Using his knees, he pried her legs open more and nestled himself between them. Kagome held on to his shoulders to brace herself as he slowly touched her entrance. She squeezed her eyes shut waiting on the pain,

“ It will not hurt this time Kagome. You will like it better.”

She opened her eyes and for a moment, they were locked in each other's gaze. An intoxicating look that held them both under a spell until Inuyasha made his way in her. Her canal was tight, it held on to him like a vice grip. Too good to disrupt but Inuyasha couldn't help himself. Her warmth seemed to flow through him; right to his very core. He began slow laborious thrust in her, trying to contain himself. It had been a while since he had had a woman and after the wait he had endured for Kagome, he meant to enjoy it. He concentrated hard but the pleasure obscured his will power. The waves lapped lazily at the shore as they worked harmoniously. Just like they were. Kagome had arched her hips up to meet his thrust. She moaned in a beautiful voice that was more captivating than any siren of the sea. Loosing all grip of self-control, Inuyasha pulled himself out to where he almost came out completely, and then which much force, rammed himself into her. Her reached a spot previously dormant. This was a new level of pleasure for Kagome. She gasped loudly,

“ OH GOD! INUYASHA! OHHHHH YESSSSSS! DON'T STOP!”

Inuyasha watched her thrash her head wildly about on the sand trying to comprehend the pleasure she was feeling. Inuyasha looked down and saw her face go pale, and then in out sudden out burst she became pliant beneath him. Inuyasha felt a numbness grow in him, he almost forgot that he was in his human form and could not carry on as long as he normally could. The numbness became a tingling that spread through his entire body until…. In one huge exhale, he reached his climax where he collapsed on top of Kagome whispering her name in a exhausting tone.

 

 

A/N: I really didn't expect this chapter to be so long but once I started Inuyasha and Kagome's little love thingy, I couldn't stop. Had to finish it in the chapter. I tried with this love scene. I hope it was better than Naraku's own because, I feel it for Inuyasha. But…its up to you as my reader to tell me what you think so….. review me. And be honest! Love Jynxie xoxoxo