InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Healing what has been broken ❯ A name only you can say. ( Chapter 5 )

I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA!!!!!!!! …..or do I!? Hmmmm…………? (Gets glares from Inuyasha and the group) ………^_^…………..^_^*…… 230;…o_o…..O_O……O.O…….O.o…… o.O……. -.O……-.-……FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOLLY G MARRY SUE!!!!! Son of a BATCH OF COOKIES!!!.....I got that somewhere……..don't know where. Heh Heh (sweat drops)

Ok, ok. In my last chapter I realized that when I had Kagome take a shower I completely forgot about the I.V. So pretend I had her maneuver around it…..ok? ....Actually! Let's say she took it out!!!! And it's all good! Ok??? ^.^ …8O* (drool) tee hee. Ok. And I tend to make grammar mistakes…..I try. Please bare with me. Oh and ENJOY!!!!!

 

~RECAP!!~

“YOU!” He yelled pointing at Kagome “You're the daughter of Kio Higurashi!? Mob Boss Kio Higurashi!?”

~END RECAP!!~

 

A name only you can say. :

 

Kagome stared at her once calm and collected doctor blankly. What could she say to that? What WAS there to say? `If I say anything Inuyasha could get hurt. I can't chance anyone's lives. Not today. I won't put him through this again. I….I need to leave. I'll bring Inuyasha nothing but pain, nothing but regret. I have to get out of here!' Kagome blinked as she realized her was really waiting for an answer. “Uh, well…..”

“He became a Mob Boss Kagome!? I don't understand. Why? How…..” Inuyasha stammered as he looked at the young raven haired girl, who just happened to be tied into the Mob.

“I don't know OK!? I can't say anything! What do you want me to say!? What CAN I say!? You….you just don't understand. I can't say a damned thing, for everyone who's in this hospital sake. I don't know!! OK!? Is that alright!? Or do you was to interrogate me more!? Arrest me perhaps!? HUH!? Go ahead! I don't give a shit! What the fuck is this anyways! I'm the fucking patient! I don't deserve to be treated like this! Screw you both! I mean FUCK! What's so…” Kagome's profane breakdown was cut short when Inuyasha grabbed her elbow and pulled her into a tight hug.

“I never said you had to say a damned thing. I'm sorry I over reacted a bit. It's just that that's not something you hear everyday. You don't have to say anything. It's ok. I didn't how as in how did that happen. I meant it as in how did you live with that? How did you cope with having a father that was involved with that? How did you survive? How? You know, at this point I really don't give a shit. You're here in my arms, and as long as it stays that way, that's all I need to know.” Inuyasha said with his face buried in the crook of her neck, covered by her hair.

“Inuyasha…..I….I don't know what…….” Kagome lets out a deep sigh as she leans her head against his chest. “Thank you.” She gave him a tight squeeze around his stomach. She lifted her head and looked at the doctor. She looked him in the eyes as if to say she couldn't change who she was, as if to say she was trapped and had no choice. For some strange reason he understood her completely. He nodded his head and gave a small pleasant smile. He then turned and walked out the opened door, shutting it quietly behind him. Inuyasha gave a small smile when Kagome placed her head back onto his chest. He missed the whole moment with the doctor, due to the fact that his eyes were covered by Kagome's hair. He did wish she was wearing it down though. He could tell the doctor left because he could feel his aura receding.

“Kagome…..I'm glad you're alright. I missed you. It's been way to long.” Inuyasha said with a tight squeeze to her shoulders.

“Yes, yes it has. I'm glad as well.” Kagome answered while reveling in his warmth.

“Well, what do you want to do now? You should get some sleep.” Inuyasha said still not loosening his hold on her

At the moment Kagome was going to say something there was a nock at the door. “FOOD!!!!!!!” Kagome squealed as she shoved away Inuyasha and ran towards the door. She reached for the handle and twisted it. Opening the door the first thing she saw was a cart filled with steaming plates with steaming metal tops over them. “YUM YUM!!!!!!!!!” She chanted grabbing the cart and pulling it into her room.

“Miss. Higurashi, please enjoy. We gave you 3 complementary cookies as well.” Said a waiter

“COOKIES!?!?!?! Oh My F-ing KAMI!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” She ran out into the hallway and hugged the terrified waiter. He was expecting her to pull out a gun at any moment, so as soon as she let go he said a meek goodbye and ran off. Kagome ran back into the room and shut the door. She turned around and almost cried when she saw the food. She ran up to the cart and hugged it. Then she proceeded to jump around in circles chanting “FOOD!!!”

“A bit hungry are we?” asked Inuyasha while leaning on the wall by the door to keep from falling. He was laughing too hard.

Kagome gave him a glare….*grumble!!!!!*(Inuyasha's stomach ^_^) A sly smile made its way across Kagome's face. “And you're not?” She said looking at him from across the room by the cart with a glimmer in her eyes.

“No, not at all. I'm hanyou; hanyou's don't need to eat as often as you weak humans do.” He said covering his stomach and standing up straight. Kagome just stared at him and every so often saw him glancing at the tray of yummy good-ness.

“Really? Weak human am I? Well, this weak human is starving and since you aren't hungry…….this WEAK HUMAN is going to eat all this yummy, Kami sent good-ness.” Kagome gave him a smile and walked to the tray. She picked off the metal top and leaned towards the plate of food. She took in a good sniff of the food. “YUMMMMM!!!! Smells sooo good!!!!!!” She grabbed the plate with steak and fries, along with the ketchup bottle, and walked to the table by the window. It was a two person table. Nothing fancy, but it was perfect for her. She set down the plate and ketchup on the table. “Crap, Silverware.” She turned and went back to the cart and grabbed a knife, fork, and spoon. Then she grabbed a few napkins that were there as well. She made her way back to her food and sat down. She cut up the whole stake and then poured a bunch of ketchup onto her plate. She stabbed a piece of steak with her fork, drenched it in ketchup, and ate it. “So good.” Kagome said looking over at the hanyou while chewing. Inuyasha had absent mindedly moved towards the cart. She was now against the wall, but only 2 feet away from the cart. Kagome swore she heard an almost silent whimper from him and saw hid pleading face. “You sure you don't want any?” Kagome asked after swallowing.

“KEH! No need.” Inuyasha said once again putting on a tough face. Kagome had had enough. She stood up and looked Inuyasha straight in the eyes.

“For Kami's sake Inuyasha! Grab a fucking plate and sit your ass down and eat it! NOW! Before I shove it down your fucking stubborn throat!!! I've known you since I was 5! You don't need to put on this fucking tough macho man act for me!! I know you're strong, but I also know that you need food! If you get sick because of me I'll never forgive myself.” Kagome yelled slamming her hands on the table, then pointing at the chair across from her.

“Hanyous don't get sick.” Inuyasha mumbled, but kagome heard it

“GET YOUR FUCKING ASS IN THAT CHAIR AND EAT BEFORE I PURIFY IT! GOT IT!?” Kagome yelled with a bright pink aura surrounding her

Inuyasha's eyes widened and he took a step back. After the initial shock he quickly got a plate of food, silverware, napkins, and B.Q. sauce. He quickly sat down at the table and started eating. He put a big glob of B.Q. sauce on his plate and grabbed his fork. He stabbed the steak with the fork and dipped the end of the whole steak in the sauce. He looked at his handy work and then took a big bite out if the steak. After about a minute the whole plate was empty, even the fries.

“Not hungry huh?” Kagome giggled. “I see that. I'd hate to see you when you WERE hungry!”

“Keh.” He said sitting back in his chair…..*GRUMMBLE!!!!* (HIS stomach again……fat ass…..Jk. ^.O) Inuyasha looked down and back up at kagome with a small blush on his face.

“HA ha ha. I know you all to well, even after 6 years. I got you another plate. You should grab the pop while you're at it, all three cups please.” Kagome said laughing while biting into ketchup covered fry. She had only just finished her steak.

“Three? Why three……wait……not Mountain Dew! *sigh* It is, isn't it?” Inuyasha said standing from his chair and making his way to the cart.

“Maybe!” She answered in a singing tone. She shoved another fry into her mouth and smiled at him as she chewed it.

“Great.” Inuyasha said in a voice just dripping with sarcasm

“I know!!!”

Inuyasha grabbed the last plate and the pops. He carefully made his way back to the table. “Just….just not jumping off any buildings ok? I'm hungry and want to finish my food first.” Inuyasha said setting down the contents in his arms. Two pops in front of Kagome and on in front of him. He sat down in his chair and quickly finished his food. Kagome just sat a watched with a smile on her face. He shoved his last fry in his mouth and looked up at her. “Mwafh?” he asked with a stuffed mouth. Kagome lost it. She broke out into a fit of laughs and fell onto the floor off of her chair. She was laughing so hard tears were streaming down her cheeks. Inuyasha swallowed and took a drink of his pop. “WHAT!?!?!” He asked wondering why she was laughing so hard.

“You..*laugh*..are..*laugh*…CUTE!!!....*laugh*… Still…*laugh*….the same….*laugh*….Puppy!!!....*LAUGH!!!!!*” Kagome asked grabbing her stomach in pain from laughing so hard. She was actually rolling on the flooring tears and laughter!

“I AM NOT A DOG!!!!!!!!!” Inuyasha said in playful growl.

“HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! I ….*laugh*…Never…*laugh*….said…*laugh* …that!!! I said you …*Laugh*…..Were..*laugh*….a..*LAUGH!!!!* ….Puppy!!!!” she wheezed out while laughing

“Kagome…don't make me come down there!!” Inuyasha warned

“What are you gunna do puppy?” Kagome said tauntingly

“Alright! You asked for it.” He yelled and he launched himself at her. He lightly landed on her and straddled her waist. He cracked his knuckles and smiled a sadistic smile.

“Inu….Inuyasha? Wha…What are you gunna do?” she asked as she stopped laughing. Then she saw his smirk. “NO! NOT THAT! PLEASE!!” She pleaded and she tried wiggling her way out from under him

“Yes that. You should have listened Kagome. I warned you.” Inuyasha gave an evil laugh as he relentlessly tickled her sides

“STOP!...*Giggle*….Please…*GIGGLE*…..Inu& #8230;…*GIGGLE*….Yasha… *GIGGLE!* ……CAN”T…*GIGGLE*….BREATH!.....*GIGGLE!!*̶ 1; Kagome gasped out between giggles. She tried to fend off the hands of doom, but he was too strong.

“SO, am I a puppy?” He asked tickling her harder

“NO! *giggle* no! Please..*giggle*..stop now.”

“Alright. As long as you agree that I'm no puppy.” Inuyasha said falling onto the floor next to her. They now lay side by side, their heads only a few inches apart. They were both staring at the white ceiling.

“Oh I do agree, *pant* you're a dog.” Kagome said holding her ribs.

“KAGOME” Inuyasha said in a threatening voice.

“AWWWW..It's ok Inuyasha. You'll always be my little puppy.” Kagome said laughing. Soon Inuyasha followed. They lied there laughing like that for almost ten minutes when a thought hit kagome. “SHIT!” she yelled as she jumped up and ran towards the cart.

“What!?” asked a worried Inuyasha. He sat up and tilted his head to one side in confusion. (SOOO CUTEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!....sorry `bout that. O.o)

“My ice cream!! Oh thank Kami! He put it in a min freezer. Wait what!? Holy shit! This cart has a built in freezer. How kick ass is that!? Can I keep it!?” Kagome asked in awe at the cart. Then she heard Inuyasha laugh. “What?” She asked looking at him.

“You. You get so excited over small things. It's cute.” Inuyasha instantly blushed after saying that

“Well dog boy, I think it's cool.” Kagome said teasingly as she grabbed the cup full of her yummy Oreo ice cream and also grabbed a spoon. She let out a yawn as she dipped her spoon in her ice cream

“Dog boy? I am not a fucking dog damn it!!!!!” Inuyasha defended as he stood up and faced her.

“Oh I know Inuyasha. I'm just teasing. Does it really bother you all that much? You know I don't mean anything rude by it don't you? I think the fact that you're half dog demon is so cool. You wouldn't be you without it. Plus, I always called you that. Don't you remember? You never used to care when it was me who said it.” Kagome said suppressing another yawn while walking toward him.

“*sigh* I know. I never used to care when you said it. It's just after you left being called that reminded me of you. I didn't want to be reminded, I missed you too much.” Inuyasha said letting his bangs cover his eyes. His hands were clutching his shirt as he talked.

“I'm so sorry Inuyasha. I should have never left. I should have thought about it more. I….I missed you so much. I never, not for one day forgot you. I could never be called kaggy again after that. It….hurt.” Kagome confessed as she stood in front of him. She stabbed the spoon into the ice cream and put down the cup on the table. She looked at him the launched herself into his safe arms. “I don't want to feel so much pain that I can't even hear a word without crying ever again, never again.” She said in a pain filled voice. It was weird to Inuyasha, she hasn't even cried. She used to cry a lot, but that was before she was taught not to. Inuyasha put his arms tightly around her.

“Don't worry kaggy. You won't have to.” He said soothingly. And that's when he heard a sound that was almost a good thing. But it still broke his heart every time. She had started crying.

“Heh. You neither little puppy.” Kagome cried as she became limp in his arms. Inuyasha picked her up and carried her to her hospital bad. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and was crying into his chest. These were full out sobs. No silent tears, these were body racking sobs. He assumed she had to hold it all in with a father like hers. He didn't say anything. He knew she had to let it out and he was happy she felt safe enough to cry in front of him, even though he hated it. He tried to put her down on her bed, but she wouldn't let go. “Please, please hold me tonight Inuyasha. I need to feel safe. You're the only person who could ever make me feel safe. Please.” She pleaded between sobs.

“Of course Kagome.” Inuyasha said holding her tightly with one hand while he pulled down the covers and got them into bed. Once they were both situated he pulled the covers over them. They were facing one another. Kagome had her head in Inuyasha's chest and her arms around his waist. Inuyasha had his arms around her shoulders and held her possessively. Once the sobs died down a bit and he could tell she was relaxing he asked the question that had been bothering him since the day he saw her. “Kagome?”

“Hmmm?” Kagome said quietly with her head buried in his shirt

“Where is your dad? What happened to him?” Inuyasha asked hesitantly

“He…..he's dead.” Kagome answered almost silently

“What….what happened?”

“It's all my fault.” Kagome said tightening her grip on him.

In return Inuyasha tightened his. “I doubt that Kagome. Don't blame yourself. How could it have been your fault?”

Kagome lifted her head from his chest and looked up at him. Inuyasha looked down at her and they locked eyes, kagome's filling with new tears. “Because, I…..I killed him.”

 

Mwa ha ha ha ha! Did you expect that!? Huh!? Did you!> If you say you did you're lying! Liar! Ok. Ok. So I kept my promise and here in my update. I hope you like it. I worked hard and uh yeah. I like it. Please review. The reviews make me want to update faster. I want to get at least 5 reviews for my next update. I really want to know what you think….that is after all why I put my stories on here. Lol. Well, I hope you enjoyed this. Byes! -Forsaken Faith