InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Healing what has been broken ❯ Do I mak you disgusted?? ( Chapter 6 )

I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA…….I tried to, but we won't get into that.

 

WARNING!!!!!!!- A scene with almost rape. If you do not wish to read this do NOT read this chapter! Take a look at rating!!!

 

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~RECAP!!!!!!!~

Kagome lifted her head from his chest and looked up at him. Inuyasha looked down at her and they locked eyes, kagome's filling with new tears. “Because, I…..I killed him.”

~END RECAP!!!!!!!!!!~

 

Do I make you disgusted??

 

Kagome's eyes filled with more tears as she bowed her head in shame. Her grip around Inuyasha tightened. He hadn't said anything yet, and it worried her. She snuggled her head into his chest as she felt his hold tighten.

Inuyasha couldn't believe what he had just heard. `She killed him? How? What? Why? Is she in trouble with the cops? I don't understand.' He just tightened his hold on her and breathed in her scent.

Kagome couldn't handle the silence; it was making her mind wander far too much. `What if he hates me now? What if he is disgusted? What will I do? Will he leave me by myself? Why won't he say anything!? What the fuck!?' “Say something damn it!!” Kagome yelled in anger as she removed her head from his chest and looked him in the eyes. She was so scared of what he would say she wasn't even sure she wanted him to say anything anymore.

Inuyasha looked into her eyes and felt a wave of guilt wash over him. She needed him there, she needed his soothing words. He was too lost in thought he didn't even notice. He could now smell the fear radiating off of her. “I….I don't know what to say Kagome. I….all I can say, well more ask, is why. Why? I don't understand. I mean I don't feel bad for that bastard, but why? I would never think of you doing something like that. And I was also looking forward to being able to rip that bastard into pieces myself.”

 

Inuyasha said as he held her as close as he possibly could. He never, not once broke eye contact with the hazel eyed angel in front of him.

Kagome's eyes filled with more tears and a few made their journey down her flushed cheeks. She stared into HER hanyou's eyes. She could see nothing but warmth and care in them. She could feel nothing but love radiating from his words. He really cared, and honestly wanted to know. She finally broke eye contact after a few minute and settled into his chest again. She put her head on his chest and turned it to the side. This was she could lean against him, and he could still hear her.

Inuyasha couldn't help but smile down at her as she did so. Once she was situated he gave he shoulders a squeeze and kept a tight hold on her. He could tell this was going to be hard for her to say.

“Do you want the whole story or just straight to the point story?” Kagome asked snuggling in deeper. It was as though she was hiding from the world, and she was hiding in his chest.

“What ever you feel more comfortable telling. I'm here to listen either way.” Inuyasha said looking at a wall that was right in front of him. He could hardly see it due to the fact that it was completely black in there room. The only reason he could was thanks to his demon blood. He wondered what time it was and looked for a clock. Once he found one he realized it was 2 in the morning. Where did the time go?

“Alright. Here goes nothing. Ok, so you know since I was like, what 9, that my father was abusive right?” Kagome said staring off into the darkness. Her eyes took on a glazed over look and she almost looked like a porcelain doll. Her eyes looked so dead. They just LOOKED like an imitation of real eyes.

Inuyasha gave a dark growl at the memory. O how he wished he could have killed him. “Yes.” Inuyasha snarled. Not at her, but at the imagined image of her father.

“Well, after we moved it stopped for a little bit. It only happened here and there, when he had a bad day at work or if I disobeyed him. I tried to do anything he said, just to keep the bruises to a minimum. It was almost as though after a while he came up with a pattern for it. He seemed to think it was a game. Maybe he thought I enjoyed it. I don't know. He would have FUN inventing different ways to make me cry out in pain. He would try a new way every week. If he found one that was especially pain-full. He'd use it periodically throughout the weeks. It got so bad that I was actually downstairs waiting for him to get home. I sometimes even brought his torture tools with me. I'd have them sitting out and ready for him. About a year and a half ago it was the worse it had ever been. I had lost the will to even care. He was in the middle of burning the insides of my toes and my neck. He said the burns on my neck would look like hickeys and everyone would finally know I was a tramp. He had already been going at it for two hours and was getting even angrier than when he started. He was so made, because no matter what he tried I wouldn't cry out. My body had died to the pain. My heart and soul already died from it years ago, and now my body. He got angrier and angrier as he started to burn my stomach. Then he said something that I didn't register at first. He said “Such a sexy stomach. I wonder where it leads……….”

 

FLASH BACK

 

Kagome lied limp on the floor, not feeling a thing. Her whole mind was blank, that is until her dad started undoing her pants. Her eyes shot towards his and instant fear filled her heart. He had on a lop-sided grin and was licking his lips. `He wouldn't! Would he!? No! I'm his fucking daughter!!!' Kagome thought frantically to herself. She watched helplessly as he un-buttoned her jeans.

“Kagome, Kagome. You look so delicious. I can't wait to rip open this body of yours.” Kio (her dad) said in a sadistic whisper. He was now un-zipping her pants

“Dad, Don't! Please, daddy don't do this. I'm your daughter dad! This is wrong. I don't want my first time to be with you! I don't ever want to be with you like that!” Kagome yelled through her un-regarded tears. She tried to fight against him

“Shut up you slut! Don't act like this is your fist time! You know you want me! You want to feel me inside you, don't you!? Say it you dirty skank! I know it's true.” Kio said taking off her pants now and then he grabbed both sides of her shirt collar and tugged. The shirt ripped in half. He stared at her developing breasts and licked his lips. He unclasped the bra in front and let it fall away, exposing her breasts to his starving eyes. He reached out a hand and started kneading her right breast.

Kagome was squirming. She was slapping, punching, biting, and pushing. She was doing everything she could to get away. He was just too strong. She screamed out as he grabbed her breast so hard that his nails sunk into it, drawing blood. “Please dad, stop it! STOP IT!!!!!!!!” a hand connected hard across her cheek bone. She let out a sharp cry as her head was thrown to the right side by the force of the punch.

“BITCH! Shut the fuck up and enjoy it like I know you are!” Kio yelled while switching his hand to the other breast.

Kagome left her head to the side. She stared into nothing as her vision blurred. She was about to give in and give up. She was about to stop fighting when her vision came back. About 3 inches away from where she was on the living room floor there was a golf club. It was lying next to their maroon couch. She tilted her head back to look at Kio. His head was buried in her neck and both hands were molesting her breasts. His head stayed the same and his hand moved down her body towards her panties. It was now or never. She slowly reached for the golf club with her right hand and rapped her small fingers around the end of it. Getting a tight hold she eased her hand up into the air. She let her hand slid more to where the base of the golf club was. She aligned the base of it with his head and swung as hard as she possibly could. She heard a sickening crunch and it made contact with Kio's head. His body became limp over hers. She wasted no time and wiggled herself from under him. She stood up and looked down at him. She was only left in her panties, that we half off her left hip, a ripped shirt and un-clasped bra. She clasped the bra in a hurry. She had trouble with the golf club in had, but managed it. She didn't dare let it do. She knew he wasn't dead. She could feel it. She looked cautiously around for her jeans and maybe a blanket for her to put over her upper body. She reached down for her jeans slowly. They were right by his head. As her hand made contact with the jeans, another hand made contact with her wrist. She let out a scream and looked into her now standing father's eyes. He was squeezing so hard it made her eyes shut in pain. She opened her eyes and looked at him again. `NO! I was so close. I won't give in now. I WON'T!!' She gripped the golf club and sung, she swung as hard and as fast as she could. She closed her eyes and just kept swinging. She heard a sickening thud, but still kept swinging. After 10 minutes she stopped and panted. She looked all around her and saw nothing. The she looked down and saw a horrible and yet nerve settling site. Her father was on the floor, and there was blood all over the place, his blood. It was all over her and the club. He was even surrounded in a pool of blood. She must have hit his head the most because it was all banged in and you couldn't even make out who it wan. Hi face was far too unrecognizable. She dropped the club and fell to the floor. Curling up into a little ball she sobbed, not because her “father” was dead, but because of what he had done to her over all those years. All the pain he caused had come to an end. She was finally free.

 

END FLASH BACK!!! (oh and just so you know. During this she was kinda saying all that to Inuyasha. Ok?? )

 

“After I relaxed and collected myself I called a trusted member of the mob and had him get rid of the body. All I had to do was change the cloths. Like I said before, the face was too unrecognizable. He had no idea he was getting rid of his own boss. Then I wrote a letter in his hand writing, stating that I was in charge and that he had gone away. It said he had quite. He retired. And so now I guess I'm the mob boss. But I left to the same guy who got rid of my father's body. He's ruthless and yet so sweet to me. No one knew how my dad treated me. They thought that type of thing was disgraceful. So the guy that got rid of my dad's body, his name is Yuki. (Name from Fruits Basket, but not same character.) Yuki is like a father to me. More than my real one ever was. Inuyasha? Do you think I'm a bad person for this? Do you think I'm just like my “father”? I should have told the police right? But, if I did that I would have been killed by the next morning. This was my only choice. I had to. Do you understand?” Kagome would randomly break down into sobs during her story and now at the end fresh tears were starting. She couldn't handle the thought of Inuyasha hating her. It made her sick.

Inuyasha really didn't know what to say to all that. He was so disgusted with her father it wasn't even funny. He wanted to kill him. He wanted to bring him back to life and kill him, over and over again. His hold on Kagome was so tight that his knuckles were turning white. He was afraid that if he let go something like that might happen to her again. He also didn't know what to say to the fact that she had finally told him about the whole mob thing. She is the BOSS of it! HIS Kagome is a MOB BOSS!! He opened his mouth and shut it a few times. He looked like a fish on crack.

“Well, say something. Wait, firstly could you lighten your hold a bit?” Inuyasha slowly processed this and did as she asked. Not much though.

“Wow. Kagome, I wish…..I wish I could have been there to protect you. I SHOULD have been there! I'm so sorry Kagome. You should have never of had to go through any of that. I'm glad you killed him. And the only thing I'm disgusted in is your “father”. That sick son of a bitch! I wish I could have killed him. Believe me it would NOT have been a fast death. That fucking bastard! The more I think about it the more I want to kill him. Arrrg!” Inuyasha said getting angrier as he talked. His hold on Kagome once again had gotten tighter.

“Inuyasha, you're so cute. I was so worried you'd be disgusted in me. Oh and Inuyasha, hold.”

“Oh. Heh heh. Sorry. I would never be disgusted with you. NEVER! Do you hear me? I'm a bit surprised you the mob boss…..but I think I can get over that……maybe not, but I can try.” Inuyasha said lifting her head by her chin to make her look him in the eyes.

Kagome gave Inuyasha a tight squeeze and let one tear of happy-ness pass down her cheek. “You have no idea how good it is to hear you say that.” Kagome gave his a quick peck on the cheek and settled back into his chest. She snuggled as close as she could. She was so tired. It took up all of her strength to say that whole story with such little emotion. She had only cried a few times. She was after all, taught not to. It took so much to hide her emotions, but now she feels better, being with Inuyasha makes her feel better. She closed her eyes and sighed. Then she felt her slippers. She kicked them off her feet and pushed them from under the covers and onto the floor with her feet.

Inuyasha turned bright read when she kissed his cheek. He was just glad Kagome didn't have demon vision. He snuggled closer to her as well and put his head down by the top of her head. He took in a deep breath and let the sweet smell of Jasmine and cherry blossoms dance around him. He let out a sigh of satisfaction. He was so content.

“Good night Yasha. Thank you for listening. I'm so….so happy you're with me again.” Kagome said in an almost whisper as she let her body relax against his.

“Good night Kaggy. I'm happy I'm with you too. And don't worry, I promise that no matter what I will always protect you. I'll never leave you.” Inuyasha said relaxing against her relaxed form. He could stay this way forever.

Kagome let a few tears of happy-ness slip her wall of defense. She was just so over-joyed to hear him say that. She waited so long to be in his arms, and now here she was. She closed her eyes and slowly slipped into a dream-less sleep. She had a smile on her face all through the night.

Inuyasha smelt the tears, but could also tell they were happy ones. It still drove him crazy to smell them, but if he had to choose, these tears would do just fine. He took in another breath. He drowned in her scent as he fell into a better sleep than he has had in years. 6 years to be exact.

The night engulfed the two long lost friends in a silent, comforting blanket. The hospital was quiet and the room was still. Everything, if even for that moment, was perfect. The fates of two brought together after being torn apart. It seemed as though Kami himself was smiling down at them. If only they knew how easily that smile could turn into a sadistic smirk.

 

 

 

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