InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hidden Dangers,Lost Love ❯ Howling Midnight ( Chapter 4 )

Hidden Dangers, Lost love

By : Tears-of the-Shadows

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Summary: The recent attempts to claim her heart had been shot down, repeatedly, so why didn't this monk catch a hint. She was to broken to love, to care, to even feel it anymore. Dark. Pairings Inu x Kag, Mir x Oc

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Chapter Four: Howling midnight, Unspoken Deception.

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Summary: Let me love you. . . I'm drinking my lunch. . . Echoing howl from the shadows. . . Maybe I'm not able. . . Bent but not broken. . . Worthless. . Can't be explained with words. . . Never.

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Previous: I sat straight up in my bed. I wiped the sweat off my forehead and realized I was crying, crying for the lost soul that was Sobayusha Kinaki.

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"And he tells everyone a story, cause he thinks his life is boring, and he fights so you wont ignore him, `cause that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you rarely see him do it, and he loves but he's scared to use it, so he hides behind the music, cause he likes that way..."

"Call Out" Thousand Foot Krutch

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I didn't sit with my friends at lunch today. I don't think I would've kept my thoughts in order. Listening to their constant bickering. They sickened me. They knew they cheated on each other, but they just smiled and kept on with the lie they called life. They had everything. Kagome and Inuyasha both had mothers, brothers and grandparents, while I had nothing.

My mother had died giving birth to me and my father had died two years later. I had been raised by the staff at my father's estate and when I was old enough I got my own apartment. I didn't grow up to be snobby and a brat, but scared and alone.

I had kept up this façade all these years and everyday I fell deeper. Every grope was a cry for help. I only did it to feel the pain of their slaps. I needed pain to know that I am still alive. I'm a virgin, untouched I guess you could say. I had hardly found a girl attractive until 8th grade. Then I found what I was put on this earth to do. . . Music. In music I had found that while not everyone had my back ground, they knew what I was feeling. I had more albums than anyone I knew. The cases lined my walls. That was my specialty. . . music. I could play any instrument, though some fingerings for the sax eluded me. I found that in my thoughts I had been staring at Kinaki, again. I stared back for a while then I noticed Kagome had found herself now tapping on her shoulder, indignantly. I could only wonder how they would even have the chance to become friends. A few minutes later Kagome walked away with a dejected look and a very un-lady like sigh.

-Kinaki POV-

I glanced over at the monk and sighed. Why did he look at me like that? All he had been doing was staring at me lately and it got on my nerves. No, it doesn't,' my inner self thought quickly. I almost choked on the soda I was drinking. Now where did that come from. I didn't like it and that's final. I was quickly dragged from my thoughts as that Kagome girl ran up to me. I sighed mentally and looked at the label uninterestedly.

" Did you forget or something," she started. " I thought you were going to eat lunch with us."

I smiled and replied, " I would've but as you see I'm drinking my lunch, so the next time I eat I'll sit with you, kay" adding the fakest smile I could find to grace my features. ` I'll never eat lunch again.' I thought, smirking. I watched her back grow smaller as she slumped back to her own table. I glanced over at Miroku and realized he was coming towards me.

" Um. . . ," He started, gracefully, " Could I walk you home, after school today?" He said nervously. I nodded, giving him a wink. I watched as he took a big breath and slinked away back to his own table. I smiled inwardly not realizing it had shown in my eyes. Why I smiled, I had no idea, but I knew something interesting was going to happen.

later that day-

I waited for her at the door. I was nervous and I was intimidated by the time she was taking to pass these doors. I sighed solemnly as five more minutes passed. " Aren't you going to walk me home, lover boy" an angelic voice teased behind me. I whipped around to see the girl of my dreams standing on the rail of the stairs. She gracefully jumped off besides me and bowed. " It's such a pleasure to be accompanied by you, Lord Monk." She said, laughing at the end. I blushed slightly. " Can you do something for me." She said. " please remove these." She pointed to the bun that was being held up by those same chopsticks. I studied her back and her long legs not covered by those black boots but by small black and white tennis shoes. I pulled the sticks free as it fluttered in the wind. She turned around and looked at me.

The words Ta Dah rang through my head as I looked at her. In her shoulder length hair was a streak of pure, unblemished white. Her eyes were the same diamond color but had flecks of sea green mixed in. A small blue tear drop appeared with two blue dots, one on each side. On her wrists where four stripes, two black, two blue. The blue stripes were on her right side, while the black stripes graced the left side.

I moved to hand her the chopsticks but she shied away from my touch. " Can't touch them," she said rubbing the tear drop on her forehead, idly. I slipped them into my shirt pocket and continued to follow her. We walked a few more blocks in silence, I was scared to say something stupid, she was never a talker. She stopped abruptly causing me to run into her back. I watched as the corners of her mouth twitched forming a mock smile.

" I told you that car would be the death of you," She said to the woman trying to start a hunk of metal that resembled a car, " I don't know why you won't just let me buy you one." She stepped off the side walk and closed the car door and opened the back door dumping her books on the seat. " Hop in, Miroku," she said, closing the door. I got in the passenger side and stared at her as she walked to the front of the car and lifted up the front fender and pulled it over her head.

Original POV

She positioned her self under the car so that it was balanced and let her demon blood take control. She felt the power surge through as she took off for the next three blocks until she got to the complex she now called home. She gently sat the car down as the passengers stepped out of the car. Kinaki grabbed her books and went upstairs, waiting for Miroku and her mother.

" Mom, meet Miroku, Miroku meet Risa," she introduced them. Miroku bowed slightly. As he straightened his back Risa held out her hand and shook it gently. Kinaki walked into her room and change clothes. She had on a long sleeved belly shirt, with the no material covering her shoulders and holes for her thumbs. She had a black mini skirt with two chains on the right side, on her legs were the same black boots she had worn the first day. On her shirt was the word ` Bitch' in white, misshapen letters. And her cute bellybutton was pierced by a barbell with a black diamond hanging off.

Her mother didn't seem to care about the obscene words or the revealing clothing. Neither did Miroku , for that matter. " Miroku," she said, breaking the silence, " know anything about cars." He nodded dumbly as he followed down stairs. He lifted up the hood and was about to take the radiator cap off when he snatched is hands back in surprise. It was burning hot. He stuck his two burned fingers in his mouth to ease the pain.

Kinaki scoffed and snatched his fingers away from his mouth and lick them gently. She turned to the car and grabbed the cap hand and screwed it off. Miroku could smell the burning flesh and could see the steam bursting out off the sides.

She gently put the cap on the top of the car and stared idly at her hand, which had two degrees burns all over it. Miroku couldn't help but stare at her hand as she flexed it slightly. Her hand turned until a very dark red as her demon blood healed her burns. Miroku looked away as she wistfully stared at her hand. In about two hours the had the car purring. Despite some oil stains they were pretty clean. Kinaki, using a spell, cleaned both of their clothes and sat in conversation with Kinaki's mother until about 11:30 p.m. no one cared to look at the clock. In fact after dinner no one had looked much at anything other than each others faces.

Hearing her watch's alarm, Kinaki figured that it was time for the young man to go home. " I'll walk you" she said forgetting about her other obligation. They walked for a couple of blocks, chatting idly about random events. As they neared Miroku's complex Kinaki stopped in her tracks as he head leaned backwards as she howled into the night. Her clock beeped midnight as a black aura surrounded her. The haze became too thick and was no longer able to see his beauty. As the haze dissipated , a girl with blonde hair and green eyes stood in her place, staring wistfully up at the moon.

She looked at Miroku rocking on her heels. "Whatcha think," she said mockingly, " Sorry I forgot I changed on the full moon." She followed Miroku upstairs as she seemed to get closer to his back. As he placed the key at the doorknob. He could feel explosions dancing down his spine as her tongue danced across his neck. She stepped back as he opened the door. She nearly dragged him to the couch and straddled him.

" Pleas Miroku, take me , take all of me. I could never have asked you this before because of my demon pride. I need your touch. I ache for you, long for you please, please end my torture." Miroku sat there shocked. " Maybe I'm not able." The whisper seemed to emanate from his toes , it was so small. " The pain I have endured can never be explained with words."

" Maybe, I'm not able. my spirit is bent but not broken, still I am worthless compared to the suitors you have or will soon have." His words stung, but the truth will always be better, especially considering he didn't want to ruin her life.

" Let me love you, even if it's just for one night." She was lying to herself, she knew it. She would always love him no matter what.

" I'm worth-," his words were cut short by the soft tender lips that had caught him by surprise. " Please," she whispered. His barriers broke, after all these years he let some one through.

If only he could see the future.

That night he took her offer and joined their bodies. If only for one night, they loved each other. In truth, they would always love the other, no matter what.

Author's notes -

Kinda sad don't ya think. Anyway, I'm going to have about one or two more chapters and I'm ending this sucker. Get your boxes of Kleenex cause the tragedy is coming. In the next chapter I will reveal Kinaki's age when she was molested. I will also break all of the Miroku fan girls hearts with the next chapter so beware. I said that my story was dark and you see why in the next two chappies. Im gonna start my other story soon so please read and review.

InuyashaKagome10 : I updated as fast as I can so I hope I met your deadlines. O gracious honorable one. J/K sorry for they delay school and all ya know.

FoxfireAngle606: You and your panda army are gonna have to chill cuz it's in the next chapter. BTW you stole my numbers and Im gonna tell my mommy on you. Face the wrath of being grounded. HAHAHA. . .oooooooookay I scared myself so I'm gonna go.

Next time on Hidden Dangers, Lost Love: I hate you. . . Leave …… All Lies …. Escape… Deserved less . . . Fool. . . Dying slowly…. All my Fault. . Blades.

Next Chapter: Definitely Broken.

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