InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hidden Dangers,Lost Love ❯ Definitely Broken ( Chapter 5 )

Hidden Dangers, Lost love

By : Tears-of the-Shadows

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Summary: The recent attempts to claim her heart had been shot down, repeatedly, so why didn't this monk catch a hint. She was to broken to love, to care, to even feel it anymore. Dark. Pairings Inu x Kag, Mir x Oc

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Chapter Five: Definitely Broken.

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This time on Hidden Dangers, Lost Love: I hate you. . . Leave …… All Lies …. Escape… Deserved less . . . Fool. . . Dying slowly…. All my Fault. . Blades.

Last Chapter : That night he took her offer and joined their bodies. If only for one night, they loved each other. In truth, they would always love the other, no matter what.

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If you have noticed in my reviews it seems that I have posted a review for myself. That was an error on my friends part, sorry for the inconvenience and her stupidity. It was none other than Foxfireangel606. she's just a bag of brains isn't she. I had to update over her house, because my comp was on the fritz and I didn't want to disappoint my loyal readers, by the way, don't review, but who complaining. Anyway, she forgot to log out of my author name and accidentally read my story. As I said, sorry for the inconvenience and her stupidity. Its that dam TV. and that rap music. ( sorry, I always wanted to say that.)

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Miroku laid there reminiscing about last night. He had made love to the only girl he loved. The only girl who break through his barriers. He sensed her waking and kissed her lovingly on her forehead.

( Kinaki's dream )

I sat there in the large dining hall and watched Kirin poke her rice, daring it to come alive. She slammed the bowl down and grabbed my arm and dragged me to my personal study. She grabbed a book off the shelf and threw me and the book down. I knew what it meant. I got on all fours and I opened the book to a random page. I looked up at her. " How old are you?" she questioned.

I looked solemnly at the ground and answered with a feeble, " Eight, when I met you. Nine in a few days." Her laugh scared me as she pulled my close. " So young. So naïve. Have you told anyone about us?"

" No." ` There was nothing to tell.'

" Good. If they did, they would never look at you again. Not even your own father would look at with anything less than disgust."

I opened my mouth to say something but that's when I realized that she was right. I was dirty. I would be looked at with the same respect as the gunk you find on your shoe. No, I would need a ladder to get to that level of disgust. My life had been set out for me. I would never be loved, nor would I love anyone else. That night I grew cold and emotionless. I grew up that night as a woman with out a child hood, living a life of dying slowly.

" Say something ?" her voice taunted. But I remained silent. " The most common form of submission is silence. It's nice to know you see it my way.

( End Dream )

As I woke up, I remembered the events from last night. I had been in my human form and I had sex with him. I couldn't tell him all the truth about me and my sordid past but being the nice, I- love- everyone type, I broke it to him gently. " What in the hell are you doing monk.

" Your human side. . "

" What did you do, seduce her?"

" no."

" Let me guess, she filled you up with lies, about love and shit, you fool… how could you thin that I would love you. It was all lies." I yelled it at him, but more at myself.

" . . ."

" Got nothing good to say, good, there's nothing that can come out o your mouth that could help any of us. With that I picked up my stuff and I ran, leaving Miroku and my fallen tears behind. I ran to the north, until I caught that horrendous smell. Kirin.

I ran for a while, finding Kirin hunched over some girl. I did a flying kick and knocked her out of the young girl. No one deserved this. The girl wrapped her arms around my waist and started crying into my waist.

" Still forcing yourself upon young girls, eh"

" Yes, I find it to be quite rejuvenating. Getting jealous? Don't be, you always were my favorite." With that I attacked.

" I hate you, my memories haunt me, playing over and over in my head." with that I let seven years of anger, pain, hatred and frustration out on her defenseless body. I through her into a tree, her blood staining the bark. I grabbed her collar and forced her to her feet. I ran my fingers through my hair, grabbing three strands. They stood there stiff as a board, and with a flick of my wrist, using my demon power I changed them into three poison tipped blades. I jammed one into her arm making sure her arm was pinned to the tree. " Tell me, who was the demon wretch, that merged his body with yours."

" Naraku."

" You didn't deserve my father turning you down, he should've killed you."

I let an eerie smile play on my face. " He should've killed you. He should've rid this world from the likes of you. I stabbed her other arm pinning her to the tree for the most part. Her head fell limp. I knew she wasn't dead, she was just weak.

" You'll never escape your memories by killing me, they will always be with you."

" That I know. When I was young, you called me naïve. I was naïve, naïve and stupid. I can't believe I listened to you. Still, I hate myself than I hate you. Today, I told the only man I loved besides my father that I hated him. But I can't blame you for that. It was all my fault for not seeing it sooner. If he truly loved me , he would've understood my problem." I thrust my last blade into her heart as the poison ran free through her body. " I am naïve, I am stupid, but I know I save a lot of girls out there from your lies. No, I can't lose my memories, just by killing you, there is one more person that I have to kill first." I walked over to the young girl noticing that blood was running down her leg. " I am so sorry."

" Don't be," she said in a hushed whisper. " You saved my life, she would've killed me." I picked her up and carried her off into the afternoon sun, where ever she guided me to.

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I sat there in a cocoon of silence, pain, and misery. How stupid did I have to be to believe that she would love and idiot like me. I was going to be alone all my life.

I would hate that pain forever. I knew it, I hated it now, but I needed to be alone in this fake, misunderstood life.

My loneliness would be a problem no more. If I was going to be alone I didn't want to feel it.

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A/N: That's right, the last chapter is that next one. I finished it before I wrote this one so yes I am going to double post. My story is only six chapters. Though it was premeditated to be eight or nine. It was fun while it lasted.

I wrote this story and dedicate it to all that have been raped or molested. I no I may not captured all the right feelings but I captured it in my own little way. I understand If you didn't like what I did with the characters but I'm sorry. It was this was for a reason. The plot may have been hard to understand but all the times I edited it seemed okay to me so, here you go. Please don't hate me for the next chapter.

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Next Chapter: Selfish . . . Forced loneliness. . . Mixed concepts. . . whimpers. . . truth of mistake. . .sleeping beauty. . . oddly shaped emptiness.

Next time: Pieces on the Floor

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Tune in next time Loyal reader - Sama. Please review.

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FoxfireAngel606 ( tears-of the-shadows) : I am not a schizo ( schizophrenic) and I am an insom ( insomniac), so there is no way I can sleep with myself. Miroku is a fictional character created by the lovely Rumiko Takahashi. So you will only hear his cries ring through the night if you are watching the show. I would love to make you look stupid some more, but this has dragged on long enough. Good day.

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