InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Hidden Dangers,Lost Love ❯ Pieces on the Floor ( Chapter 6 )

Hidden Dangers, Lost love

By : Tears-of the-Shadows

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Summary: The recent attempts to claim her heart had been shot down, repeatedly, so why didn't this monk catch a hint. She was to broken to love, to care, to even feel it anymore. Dark. Pairings Inu x Kag, Mir x Oc

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Chapter Six : Pieces on the Floor

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This time on Hidden Dangers Lost Love: Selfish . . . Forced loneliness. . . Mixed concepts. . . whimpers. . . truth of mistake. . .sleeping beauty. . . oddly shaped emptiness.

Last Chapter : My loneliness would be a problem no more. If I was going to be alone I didn't want to feel it.

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Going all the way, looking so helpless, everyday, daddy's little defect. All the same, keep your secrets away from me...If you want to be mine, so don't don't don't make a sound your father's around to play with your head. The gift-wrapped guilt-trip kisses left you naked in your bed. And all I see don't don't don't believe, and all you see is what you get with me... Wasting all your time...Wasting all your time.

"Daddy's Little Defect" Sugarcult

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"As darkness quickly steals the light that shined within her eyes, she slowly swallows all her fears and soothers her mind with lies. Well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds when covers tucked in tight, funny how the bottom drops and she forgets to fight...to fight."

( I had to 2 of these telling how Kinaki's and Miroku's feelings.)

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One month later . . .

I had been running ever since the day I killed Kirin. I was proud of myself. A whole month without one dream including her. But now, Miroku's tears haunted my soul. His heartfelt sobs rang through my ears. I hated myself I was tired of sitting in trees wondering what if. Life is all about "what if". It is the most common thought, the most common root of guilt. The hardest thing to learn is that you will never know what would have happened if you had chosen differently, or if Fate had dealt you a kinder hand.

I thought about my new found understanding of life as I neared my father's grave. I sat down a plucked a strand of hair from my head. Immediately turning it into my infamous poison tipped blade. I sat it in my lap and waited for midnight.

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I dragged my feet. I was kind of nervous. But who wouldn't be nervous before they killed himself. I place my self on my mother and father's head plate( usage?). I placed my dagger on the ground and laid down to wait for midnight. It was amazing how many what ifs I had come up with all the days I spent in my room, contemplating my death. They all played around the subject of me and Kinaki. That's when it hit me ` contemplating my death' what was I doing here. I shouldn't feel this way just because I loved her and she refused me. I should move on with my life and find someone new. But I didn't want to find someone new. Did I really want to live to be old and lonely or die and feel nothing. Die I said.

I watched the stars twinkle in the night sky. I laid there for a while sorting out my thoughts. My watch beeped midnight as a shining star flew overhead. I sighed as I made a foolish wish, " Star light, star bright, First and maybe last star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might , get the wish I wish tonight. Please make my decision for me, show me what is right." Tears streamed down my face. I placed the dagger and pushed. I felt it enter my about a half inch when I heard it. It would be the angelic humming off in the distance. I ran towards it .

That's when I saw her hunched over, her lower back resting against a head stone. Her body was covered in blood and in her right hand was a small dagger. She looked up at me with a sad smile and mouthed the words `sorry'. With that she fell over. The effects of blood loss taking over her small, frail human body.

I ran to her and pulled her into a loving embrace. " I'm sorry, Miroku, for the words I said. I know I am selfish but can I ask for your forgiveness. I'm sorry your sleeping beauty turned into a living beast." Her body shuddered. I knew she could feel death near, but I grinned at her simile. Yes, that is what happened, no longer the girl sleeping in his arms, but a monster full of hateful words. " Can I ask why, you said those things."

" Yes, it's nice to know that the only people who have my memories aren't all dead." Her bloody hand reached up and pulled my forehead to hers. As soon as our skin touched I saw it all. Her being raped, her fight, her emptiness, she did need help. Her head fell back with a whimper and I realized my stupidity. I chose loneliness. She was forced upon it. She was scared and too young to know any better. She didn't want to be lonely that's the only way nobody would find out her dark past. She did need help and it was too late. " I was scared you would hate me so I pushed you away that's all."

I stared off into the oddly shaped emptiness and let my tears slide down my face.

Everyone had mixed concepts on life but hers were fed to her through lies and pain. She had no one. Her hand that was once holding a dagger, reached up and rubbed the blood that was seeping through my shirt. " I'm sorry to force you into that. I truly did love you." Her body shook with every cough nearing her death. I hugged her to me and wished that she would heal. Please let her be okay. In the early hours of the night, when I was in a precious delirium I felt her body go limp in my arms. I fell into a deep trance like sleep after that.

In my dream I saw her she was in my happy place. No longer was she sad and staring off into oblivion but happily chasing after butterflies. She turned to me and said " Thank you. For all you have done, even if it caused you pain. I love you Miroku. Please don't kill your self over me, nothing is worth it. I no longer am weighed down by my past. I will always wait for you, no matter what."

I woke with a start and looked at her limp body. I didn't check for a pulse, I just calmly picked her up and carried her off to a hospital. She would wait for me and I trusted her.

Fifty years was I long wait, I guess but on my death bed I was happy, I had lived my life happy. Even though I was old and alone, she had been guiding me through life. I learned and grew from her mistakes. And as I walked through the gates of heaven and saw her I knew that all that happened was for the best.

The End

A/n : Yes this story is done, I have no intention of writing a sequel. Yes, it was sad and I am currently crying, but good things make you cry. I am sorry to keep this story so short but it's better that way. Please don't send me flames because of this. It was good while it lasted, huh. Yes they did get back in the afterlife and they spend eternity together.

Please tune into some of my other stories. Good Bye for now.