InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ The Empire Builders ( Chapter 38 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

The Empire Builders

 

 

I was severely depressed but I pressed on with my plans to take the North back. I was going to finish what was started by Tekeshi and I. I assumed Naraku and I were done; I had not heard nor seen him for over a month. I withdrew from all except my pups. I saw to their educations and started the twins on learning foreign tongues. I spent huge amounts of time with Yuudai and on the plans of reuniting the Northern State. I kept Ang Chi busy as he was about half a century away from his own official title. The mantle of power passed with no rebellions. I was surprised but I had a good idea the people were tired of the constant warfare. I sat in Yuudai's study at the Western Palace and we discussed good launching areas for our campaign.

“Chuusin may I speak plainly?” he asked softly.

“Always.” I said looking up from my maps.

“You are withering away. You are not eating well and barely sleep.” He said.

“Karuson do not fret. I am in mourning and nothing more. I shall try and endeavor to do better.” I said with a wan smile.

“I hurt for you. You cry when you do sleep.” He said sadly.

He slept in my chambers some and I in his but we had not been lovers only friends. I looked at him and again gave him a wan smile.

“I will survive Yuudai. It is what I do.” I said standing.

“Do you wish for my presence?” he asked standing with me.

“Always. I cannot think much beyond what I intend to do my karuson. It would relieve me if you did sleep in my chambers.” I said looking at him.

“Hai. Will you sleep?” he asked.

“Probably.” I said absently.

“I shall join you later then.” He said bowing.

I nodded my head and left his study. I wandered the palace halls and ran into my father standing outside of my chambers. I bowed to him and went into my rooms. He followed me and put a hand on my shoulder.

“I will move to consolidate the Northern Lands within the month.” I said tiredly.

“You are working yourself to death.” He observed.

“It is no matter. I inherited a rather large state my Lord.” I said shrugging.

“You are amassing an empire and I worry you will not live to see it.” He said bluntly.

“I only amass what belongs to my pups. Hana will have her father's rightful lands and Ang Chi will learn to rule his. I do not want the power for myself.” I said tonelessly.

“You did not kill your mate!” he said severely.

“Did I not? Katashi was right and I am a faithless whore.” I said looking up at him.

“Do you know why I have never said anything of most of your choices? It is because you are just as much uppyr as inu. I can never understand that Daughter. I have no idea of your true instincts; how can you be judged? You continue to grow in yoki and strength and no other female in inu history have had as much. I look at you and see the future.” He said honestly.

“You see a broken shell and nothing more. I am not worthy of your titles and I am certainly not worthy of such praise. I have lost and I know it is my fault; so please be my guest and judge me.” I said softly.

“You were not even this broken after Sheng's demise.” He observed.

“It is because I loved another too. I know you hate him but I managed to lose that too. Please my Lord; I am truly tired and I have many things that need done. The boys will be done with their lessons within the hour and I must see to their toilette.” I said sighing.

“You have a nursemaid for that.” He said.

“I am their hahaoya and I intend to do better by them then I did my mates.” I said flatly.

“I expect you at the Great Hall at dinner.” He said stiffly.

“As you wish my Lord.” I said bowing.

I watched as my father left and I sank to my futon. I could not fall apart because my pups needed a strong parent. I appeared lively for them and gave into my nightmares as I slept. I decided to take a quick bath and I grabbed a yukata and went to the hot spring. I shut the door and slipped out of my kimono. I slipped into the water and allowed myself to weep openly. I was not good or evil; most sensible youki were just moving along following their paths. I had managed to entangle some very big snares in my own. I washed my hair and lathered my body. I rinsed and pulled myself out. I had to dress in state as it was a dinner for the nobles. They apparently were vying for my attention. I was still heir to the West after all and very recently widowed. I had a feeling that issues of a proper mating as they would call it would come up. I had news for them and I would never take another mate. I refused to ruin another male's life. I would have my favorites I supposed but mating was out of the question. I went into my chambers and selected a blood red kimono with fans and swords on the back. I put on a light silk yukata on then pulled on the kimono. I was tying the obi when Mayu came in. She automatically started drying my hair and started pulling it up and twisting it. I stood there and said nothing as she put in decorative combs and chop sticks inlaid with gold and ebony. It looked regal and nothing like me. She handed me gold ear drops and I slipped them into my ears. I stepped into silk slippers and looked at myself. I looked like a palace bitch and I sneered. In an act of defiance I slipped my fang into my obi and felt better.

“You would not be you without your fang.” Mayu commented.

“Thank you. Seeing as the nobles want a show; could you see to the pups' dinner and I will be back in time to tuck them in regardless?” I asked.

“Hai my Lady.” She said bowing.

“Thank you Mayu.” I said.

I dragged myself to the Great Hall and seated myself at the low table. I saw Sir Yuuta amongst the assembled and I refused to acknowledge him. My mother and brothers sat across from me and my father looked at me approvingly. Several delicacies of raw meat and oolong soup were brought in. I fiddled with my food and pretty much ignored the conversation. I saw Yuudai enter and he seated himself at the other end of the long table. He was dressed in his armor and regular soldier clothes and I gave him a sly smile.

“Not to speak about the Princess as if she is not here but what of a political mating my Lord?” a noble named Yahun said.

“That is not up for discussion Sir Yahun. This Sesshomaru's heir will follow her own decisions. She is the Lady of He Gang now.” He said flatly.

“What of the West?” another asked.

“What of the West Sir Mamoru?” I asked finally.

“Do you not think that taking a mate from your own cardinal state would build confidence my Lady? You rule vast tracts of land now.” Mamoru asked.

“I have no intentions of mating whatsoever. I beg your leave my Lord. My head aches and I bore of the conversation.” I said standing then bowing.

“Lady Asuna be reasonable.” Sir Yahun said.

“Would you have me mate your son Sir Yahun? I think not. I have an heir and that is all that will be said on the subject by me.” I said flatly.

I again bowed and left the Great Hall. I hated the pomp and circumstance of court life. I hated dressing in state and I hated that the nobles could not give me a suitable mourning period before they started their games. I went to the gardens and sat. I started laughing at the whole idiocy of the situation. I had stayed maybe twenty minutes and I had done nothing. I admired my karuson and showing up in his soldier clothing. He thumbed his nose when he could get away with it. I sat there and did nothing. I stood and moved sluggishly along to my chambers. I disrobed and fell to my futon in exhaustion. I refused to let sleep take me and I lay there. I heard Yuudai enter and I looked up at him. He took his armor off and his haori too. He climbed over me and settled in. He wrapped his arm around me and just held me. He made no moves and I was grateful.

“You looked beautiful but uncomfortable.” He murmured.

“I noticed you stayed in your normal clothes. How very unnoble of you.” I teased.

“Well my father demanded that I show my face at the castle but of course I am here. I should like to sleep if you will.” He stated softly.

“Hai go ahead.” I said quietly.

“Chuusin please get some sleep.” He said.

“Yuudai I will try alright?” I said.

“Hai.” He mumbled.

I contemplated the different tribes of the north. There was one that I foresaw giving us issue; the Sparrow-Hawks. Very little was known of them and they were more reclusive than the Dragon Clan or the Southern Tsushima Yamaneko Kingdom. They were taiyouki and vicious. Reports stated that there were less than a hundred individuals in the tribe. I truly had never seen a bird youki and thought it should be educational if nothing else. I heard Yuudai snoring and slipped from the futon. I put on a dressing gown and left my chambers. If I could not sleep then I would read up on would be enemies. I went to my father's study and he reading his never ending stacks of parchment. My father had set up a very strict hierarchy of nobles and positions that kept the West running smoothly. I was in the process of doing the same in Manchuria but it led to the tedious task of correspondence. The Western Lands were huge in comparison to most states in the islands and my father was a tireless taskmaster. He looked up and nodded. I inclined my head and went to the library portion of the study and pulled down old accounts of the North since the fall. I went and sat upon a pillow and opened the old book. My father stood and came and sat down by me. I looked up and smiled a little.

“You do not sleep yet again?” he observed.

“I am trying to read up on the raptors.” I said.

“Asuna the books will be here tomorrow.” He replied.

“Father I am fine. I am not going into battle tomorrow but I do need a plan.” I sighed.

“None of this will bring him back.” He stated bluntly.

“No it will not but staying busy keeps me sane.” I said cracking my knuckles.

“What does Yuudai say?” he asked.

“About?” I asked arching a brow.

“The northern tribes.” He stated.

“We really should not have too many issues except for the Sparrow-Hawks. They are not great in number but they are classified as taiyouki and therefore powerful. The ookami are moving into some eastern dens so that makes way for us to consolidate.” I said.

“You intend to reestablish the old inu borders?” he asked.

“Hai. I want it exactly as when it fell.” I said.

“I know several families that would return to their ancestral home.” My sire remarked.

“I see your stack of paperwork is still never ending.” I said with a smirk.

“Hai I never seem to be done with any administrative work. I have spent more time in this study this past half century than I have since I became Lord.” He replied sighing.

“We are a prosperous and rich state because of it my Lord.” I commented with pride.

“Hai I know but I do miss being on a field of battle. You have taken my place in most things military.” He said looking directly at me.

“I am setting myself up for as much work my Lord.” I said with my own sigh.

“I am for my futon and you should do the same Daughter. “ He said standing.

“I will in just a little while my Lord.” I said looking up.

“You will not; I know you.” He sighed.

“I will be fine.” I said stubbornly.

He bowed then left the study. Everyone was so damned concerned if I slept or not. I looked back down at the book and read my former brother's accounts of the raptors.

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I was in the northern most tip of Honshu and I was in a thick forest. I had made two treaties in the past week that brought me closer to my goal. The Badger Tribe and Black Bear Tribe both assimilated themselves under my command. They were small in number and had no wish for war. I pushed through dense vegetation and had to resort to using my fang to cut away some tougher growths. No wonder these raptors were recluse; you could barely get to them. I was determined to see these creatures for myself. Their legend had grown in my mind and it gave me something to focus on besides death. I kept myself completely masked and continued to cut through the forest. I stopped when I heard a very slight noise. I stilled and listened very closely and I heard a heartbeat. I was being hunted. My blood quickened and my eyes flashed red. A devilish smirk played upon my lips and I moved slightly. I heard the beating heart and deep breathing. I must be in the beast's sight. I saw a streak and I was thrown backwards into the trunk of huge tree. I hit with a thud and groaned. Whatever it was it was quick and strong as hell. I heard the swoop of wings and looked up. The damn thing was quicker than even I.

“Coward!” I yelled.

I heard a snort and looked around. I scanned the canopy and I was thrown forward and my fang was knocked from my hand.

“Bastard! Face me!” I demanded.

“Stupid inu.” I heard a strong male voice say.

“Excuse me? What have I done to you?” I asked narrowing my eyes.

“You are in my territory.” He said with contempt.

I willed my fang into my hand and looked around. The bird could be anywhere. He most likely had similar colors to the forest.

“So you are a coward.” I said mocking him.

“I am not stupid inu. You are a taiyouki as well and I must say your telekinesis is very strong for a dog.” He said.

“I am Lady Asuna.” I said into thin air.

“Tsubasa.” He stated.

“You are rude.” I snapped.

I heard another snort and then a creature of indescribable beauty landed in front of me. His eyes were dark molten amber with a black pupil. His hair was a rich brown with very slight green striping. His eyebrows were feather like and he had a pair of very lustrous sable colored wings. His fingers were tipped in deadly looking talons... He wore only hakamas and his chest was a burnished bronze from the sun. He looked at me boldly and his lips were set in grim line.

“You see me now. Why are you here?” he demanded.

“I was in search of the Sparrow-Hawk Tribe.” I said raising a silver brow.

“You found them.” He said staring at me.

“Are you always so rude?” I asked in irritation.

“To intruders I am.” He said crossing his arms across his bare chest.

“You wish to fight me?” I asked contemptuously.

“You would be outnumbered inu.” He said with a smile.

“So this forest is your territory.” I said in understanding.

“How very perceptive of you.” He replied sarcasticlly.

I grew angry at his impertinence and raised my fang to his neck. I narrowed my eyes and he seemed highly amused.

“I meant no one any harm. I was curious is all.” I stated.

“Curiosity typically leads to aggression I have found. Turn around and never show yourself here again.” He said cracking his knuckles.

He was quick and very self assured which meant he was not alone. The raptors must make their home amongst the trees.

“You lead this rabble?” I asked cocking a brow.

“You are loud mouth onna.” He observed.

I walked forward and put my fang tip to his neck. I scented him and he smelled of the trees and wild life.

“Are you scenting me?” he asked in disgust.

I used the hilt of my fang and knocked him in the jaw.

“I swear if any more of you appear I will kill him.” I threatened as I wrapped a clawed hand around his throat.

I heard gasps and my claws took on a green glow. Tsubasa made a strange noise in his throat and all was silent. I kept him down with my mind and he was surprised. I grew my energy whip and bound his deadly hands. He snapped his jaws at me and I hit him in the cheek.

“You threatened me first.” I said hauling him up.

“Now you will tell me an easier way out of here.” I said as I tore my haori.

I bound his wings so he could not spread them and his looked outraged.

“It does not hurt?” I asked.

“Why would you care?” he asked in return.

“You are my way out idiot.” I said in irritation.

“Go to the left.” He snapped.

“You are either their leader or perhaps related. Are you a youngling?” I asked.

“You think me a youngling? You are a fool.” He snorted.

“So you are an adult. Well this land belonged to my dead mate before the One Great War.” I stated as we walked.

“Lord Tekeshi died long ago.” He snapped.

“No he died last month and how do you know about Tekeshi?” I asked arching my brow.

“Liar!” he hissed.

“Why would I lie?” I asked.

“Tekeshi was rumored to have died in a war that raged on the continent.” He snapped.

“He survived that battle and died at Zhuanghe last month.” I said in a pained voice.

“We were the warrior elite of the Northern Lands at one time.” He said narrowing his predatory eyes.

“You were vassals of the inu?” I asked in surprise.

“That is what I said stupid bitch.” He snarled.

I growled at him and he glared in return. I continued moving out of the forest and he looked even angrier.

“You Tsubasa are a rude and impertinent individual. Tekeshi had wanted to reunite his lands under his rule before he was killed.” I stated.

“Prove you were his mate.” He demanded.

“You have but to see his daughter.” I said.

“Produce the female.” He demanded again.

“She resides at the Western Palace you fool. She is still an infant.” I said laughing.

“You are relations to the Western House?” he asked surprised.

“I am Lord Sesshomaru's daughter and heir.” I said.

“I will accompany you to the West and if you truly have the pup of the Lord then my people will assist you in reuniting the North.” He said.

“Why would you do that?” I asked in surprise.

“Because we owe Lord Tekeshi's sire; Takuma a blood debt. He saved our kind from extinction at the hands of our bitter enemies.” He stated flatly.

“Who are your enemies?” I asked.

“The Birds of Paradise. They still exist on HokkaidÅ.” He said.

“That is a name I have not run across in a long time.” I said as I cut the silk binding that held his wings.

I withdrew my whip and stepped back. He narrowed his eyes and took a long look at me. He reached out a hand and took hold of my hair.

“What are you doing?” I asked offended.

“Scenting you dumb dog.” He said laughing.

He put his fingers to his delicate nose and I could see he knew I spoke the truth. He looked genuinely surprised and waited for me to speak.

“You will come to the West?” I asked.

“I will fly myself.” He said wrinkling his nose.

“You find my scent repugnant?” I asked laughing.

“You smell like an inu.” He said releasing his wings.

I produced my yoki cloud and took to the skies. He seemed very surprised and he caught a wind and glided next to me.

“You scent of something different. Something I have not run across since I was on the continent.” He said absently.

“Kiang shi?” I asked him.

“Hai.” He said.

“I am half kiang shi and half inu.” I stated looking ahead.

“Interesting. Do you know many kiang shi?” he asked me interested.

“I know a few. I have killed many.” I said darkly.

“Hai many are nasty buggers. I knew one quite well.” He stated.

“What part of the continent?” I asked intrigued.

“A very cold place called Siberia.” He answered.

“You actually can be cordial?” I asked amused.

“Hai I can be cordial. We do not like outsiders but if you are Tekeshi's mate then we serve.” He said haughtily.

“Well you shall see for yourself.” I stated.

“You are slow; I am flying on ahead.” He said and I watched in utter amazement.

He was an arrogant bastard. I shrugged and figured if I could sway all the tribes and I could avoid armed conflict. I knew there would be battles with the East but I could them. It took me almost three days to reach the West and my new ally was an impatient one.

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I led the hawk youki through the palace and I watched the courtiers mill about.

-Mother I have brought a potential ally here; could you find Yuudai and bring him here? - I pathed.

-Hai- she thought back.

My mother seemed in a good mood and I did not wait long. Yuudai and she came upon my guest quickly. My mother dropped the tea cup she had been carrying.

“Augusta?” the hawk asked in complete shock.

“Tsubasa?” she asked in return.

“You two know each other?” I asked in disbelief.

“Asuna darling I must go.” My mother said back stepping and left in a hurry.

“Augusta!” Tsubasa called after her.

Yuudai and I looked at each other in surprise and looked at the hawk.

“Who is she to you?” Tsubasa asked shaking.

“My mother.” I said shaking my head.

“Your mother? She is the Western Lady?” he asked in anger.

“Hai. She has been for over a century.” I said.

“She has been here all this time. Kamis damn her!” he fumed.

“How do you know her?” Yuudai asked defensively.

“That does not concern you inu.” He said suppressing fury.

“Do you wish to see my daughter or face your past?” I asked arching a brow.

“I wish to speak to your mother first.” He said in a raw tone.

“I will ask if she will see you. Yuudai will you take Tsubasa to your study?” I asked.

“Hai my Lady.” He said bowing.

“Tell your mother she is a coward. Tell her if she does not face me; I will see her regardless!” he said with suppressed rage.

“I suggest not threatening my mother. She is a powerful youki in her own right and my father will not take kindly to it.” I said softly.

“Oh well I could tell your father a thing or two.” He said in anger.

He left with Yuudai and I stood shocked. Tsubasa's anger I recognized; he must have had strong feelings for my mother. I went in search of her and I found her in her chambers with tears streaming down her face.

“You obviously know him.” I observed.

“God help me hai! I knew him centuries ago. He never told me he was Japanese. I left him Asuna.” She said looking up at me.

“Did you love him?” I asked her softly.

“Hai at one time. What I feel for your father is greater and more profound.” She said wiping her eyes.

“He wants to see you.” I said.

“I had better get this over with.” She said standing.

“You met him in Siberia?” I asked.

“He mentioned that?” she asked blushing.

“He just said he knew an uppyr from Siberia.” I stated.

“I have to face him.” She said standing straight.

“What did you do?” I asked shocked.

“He mated me Asuna and I left. I did not want to stay in one place for too long and he wanted me to come to his home. I would not and we fought terribly. Terrible things were said and he sees that I betrayed him.” She said sadly.

“He wanted to control you.” I stated.

“Hai.” She confirmed.

“I will bring him to your study.” I said.

“Thank you.” She said sighing.

She separated from me and I went to Yuudai's study and Tsubasa was pacing liked a caged animal. Yuudai shrugged and I bid the hawk follow me.

“My father is not here but I suggest you keep a calm demeanor.” I said softly.

“I will try.” He said flatly.

I led him to my mother's study and she sat serenely and Tsubasa entered. The tension was so thick that it could have been cut. I bowed and left. I hoped she would confide in me later.

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Tsubasa stared at his former mate with anger. She met his eyes and did not flinch an ounce. She sat calmly and waited for him to speak.

“Why?” he asked.

“Why what Tsubasa?” she asked him.

“You walked away from us from me!” he said furiously.

“Stasio was closing in on me and I could not let that happen.” She said looking away.

“You did not trust me enough to help protect you!” he accused.

“I trusted no one!” she yelled.

“You mated someone else; how could you?” he asked in a furious tone.

“I was brought here against my will. I met Sesshomaru during the Shikon Debacle.” She stated.

“You sit here and act as though nothing ever occurred.” He accused.

“I am mated to the Western Lord now Tsubasa. My life before has no bearing on my life now.” She said raising her chin.

“I loved you. I loved you more than you had a right.” He snarled.

“You did not respect my independence.” She said bluntly.

“I wanted a family with you; I wanted a life with you. Apparently you wanted a huge palace and many servants.” He sneered.

“That had nothing to do with it. I wanted to live as I wished. I mated you in a fit of passion and no common sense.” She yelled.

“Does your current mate know you were a faithless bitch?” he snapped furiously.

“He has nothing to do with that time in my life. Besides you never told me you were from Japan; who lied to who?” she said glaring.

“I wanted to be loved for me not for my title but apparently that is what you wanted.” He said pained.

“What is your title Tsubasa? How was I supposed to know.” She said flippantly.

“I lead my people it translates the same as lord.” He answered.

“It matters not now; I am mated to Sesshomaru and have borne him four pups.” She said softly.

“You bore him offspring. You carried.” He said in a horrible tone.

“Do not Tsubasa! You blamed me for not being able to carry our babe. You called me a murderer amongst other things. Stasio was the last straw.” She said breathing hard.

“Well you were able to give the inu puppies; maybe you did not want my babe!” he accused.

Augusta stood up and slapped the hawk youki hard. He grabbed her hand and jerked her to him.

“I was young and devastated. I did not mean it.” He said suddenly.

“Tsubasa do not.” She said shaking.

“I love you still. Kamis I have never loved another.” He said looking down at his former mate.

“I do not love you anymore.” She said.

He pushed her from him and she stared at him in anger.

“You lie. I know you lie because I scent it on your skin. You have always been a lousy liar.” He stated.

“Apparently you were a very good one. Just a youki passing through.” She sneered.

“My mother was alive and still ruled the nests. I could do as I pleased.” He snapped.

“Well you can leave.” She snarled.

“Oh hell no Augusta Orlovich. I have made the decision to become close allies with the West. You will have to face me whenever I wish. You will not cower away; you will not leave your palatial splendor.” He said with a nasty smirk.

Augusta again slapped him and he moved closer. He grabbed her jaw and she tried to shove him with her mind.

“That still does not work. Your daughter managed to hold me because I did not know she possessed your powers. I will make you squirm and rue the day you left.” He snapped.

He stepped away and she snarled in fury. She slapped him again and again.

“Get out! Do you hear me? GET OUT!” she screamed.

He grabbed her hand and kissed her knuckles. He stepped back and bowed. He turned on his heel and went out the shoji door.

“Go to hell!” she screamed as she watched him walk down the hall.

“Care to share something?” Sesshomaru asked walking up slowly.

“No!” she snapped.

“Augusta?” the Western Lord asked.

“No I do not want to share. I want to be left the hell alone.” She said brushing past him.

“Augusta!” Sesshomaru called.

His mate was well beyond upset and he had no idea who the stranger was. He was a bird youki of some sort. He assumed it was a sparrow-hawk youki that Asuna had been searching for.

“Jaken!” Sesshomaru called.

“Hai milord?” the kappa said running up.

“Where is the Lady Asuna?” he asked in his bored tone.

“In General Yuudai's study milord.” He squeaked.

“Who was that youki?” he asked.

“His name is Tsubasa milord.” Jaken replied bowing.

“Hn.” He said.

He brushed past Jaken and went to the southern portion of the palace. He walked into Yuudai's study unannounced and saw his daughter conversing with the hawk.

“I am Lord Sesshomaru. Who are you?” he demanded.

“I am Lord Tsubasa.” He said looking at the inu.

“My mate is distraught after having seen you and I will know why.” He demanded.

“Lady Augusta and I are acquainted from the continent Lord Sesshomaru.” He said smugly.

“Why is she angry?” he demanded again.

“She did not say? Augusta was mated to me at one time.” He said raising a feathered brow.

“Excuse me?” Sesshomaru asked in sudden anger.

“Hai. She left me Lord Sesshomaru. Do not worry I have no designs on your mate. I am here because your daughter it seemed was mated to the old Northern Lord. My kind were the Guard as you would say.” He answered bluntly.

“My mate is the Western Lady and you will not address her so familiarly. Good day Lord Tsubasa.” He bowed then left.

“You knowingly angered my father Lord Tsubasa.” I stated.

“Does it bear on any alliance with you my Lady?” he asked arching his brow.

“I will have you be more respectful of my Lord and sire.” I said flatly.

“That can be done. Forgive my impertinence. I was in shock seeing you Lady Mother.” He replied.

“Hn.” I remarked.

Mayu appeared holding Hana and Tsubasa's eyes widened. Her green eyes were brilliant and she cooed softly.

“Lady Hana.” He said softly.

“She was named for Lady Hinako.” I said.

“She bears a very strong resembalance to the old Lord Takuma.” He said.

“How do you know?” I asked.

“I was born before he died stupid inu.” He snapped.

Yuudai growled and Tsubasa smirked.

“Are all you Western inu so sensitive?” he asked.

“When you insult us we are.” I said with narrowed eyes.

“Fine whatever. You have our talons at your side. She is the rightful heir to the North.” He stated standing.

“That is it?” I asked.

“Where do you plan to house my warriors?” he asked smirking.

“I hope you intend to leave the past in the past hawk.” I said standing.

“Hai the past is gone Lady Asuna.” He said.

“Yuudai can you discuss the pertinent details and I will go see to some accommodations.” I said bowing.

“Hai my Lady.” He said bowing in return.

I left the study and went in search of the head of the household servants.

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“You are in love with her are you not?” Tsubasa asked bluntly of the young general.

“What I feel or do not feel is none of your concern hawk. I need to know what if any threats we face in the North.” Yuudai stated in irritation.

“Is she worth it?” Tsubasa asked arching his brow.

“I have known the Lady Asuna since we were toddlers. She is worth dying for.” He snapped.

“Augusta birthed a beautiful onna.” He said wistfully.

Yuudai growled low in his throat and the hawk laughed. He sat down and pointed to the map of the North.

“You will have to battle the Byakko. They are silver tigers. Rather vicious creatures.” He replied.

“Thank you for the information. I am suggesting this as friendly as possible Lord Tsubasa; leave Lady Augusta be, Lord Sesshomaru is very fierce and loves her deeply.” Yuudai said.

“How could he not? Every male wanted her you know. She has changed little. She wears her hair down now and of course the kimonos. The czar at the time wanted her badly enough to kill for her; as if she would mate a mortal.” He said shaking his head.

“I am sorry for bad memories but she is a phenomenal Lady and good friend. She is a great mother and has given Lord Sesshomaru four pups.” Yuudai said bluntly.

“How did she carry those pups? How is it she managed?” he asked in sudden anger.

“She lost the first two then had the twins. She lost several more between the twins and Youshiro. I do not know how many have been lost per say but when she birthed Lady Yoshiko her womb was ruined.” He said.

Tsubasa looked stunned then nodded. He had thought ill of her but it was apparent that she had suffered greatly.

“She bore our babe dead.” He said quietly.

“I am sorry Lord Tsubasa. I know how you feel.” Yuudai said softly.

“The Lady Asuna?” Tsubasa asked.

Yuudai nodded then turned away. He could not think on the loss. There was much regret and Asuna needed him in her confidence and not as her lover. He understood the hawk's pain but shoved his to the side.

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“You were mated before? You never told me and now he sits in my palace?” Sesshomaru roared.

“Did you tell me every bitch you rutted before me?” Augusta snarled back.

“I was never mated before you Augusta and you know it.” He said yelling loudly.

“I told you I had a past. Tsubasa was a short liaison and a mistake. I lived over four centuries before I knew you Sesshomaru. I never claimed to be an innocent onna. I never said anything because it hurt too much. When I lost our first pup I was ready to die; you brought me back from wishing my own death. I have never loved ANYONE as much as I love you.” Augusta cried.

Sesshomaru pulled her into his arms and held her to him tightly. She would never say everything that had happened in her life. She had faced many obstacles before she had met him.

“Any other exmates going to show up?” he teased.

“Tsubasa is the only male I ever allowed to mark me except for you. I left him two centuries ago. It was over long before I met you.” She said looking up into his citrine eyes.

“I love you onna.” He murmured into her hair.

“As if I would love someone after I met you. You are my Lord and my life.” She said pulling him down to meet her lips. They melded together and went to their futon in a tangle of limbs.

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I walked the grounds and I was stunned that my mother had been mated before. It was information that made me understand and respect her more. My life had taken many turns and twists and I was left dizzy. I walked amongst the grass and saw the spot where Yuudai and I had rutted the last time. I stared at the spot and felt tremendous guilt. My cheeks also burned at the heat and passion that had consumed us. I did not need a mate I decided. I could not hurt anyone if they were not attached to me by a mark. My mind drifted to Naraku and hurt twisted in my gut. I lifted my chin and walked on. I had failed Tekeshi and Naraku. I would never do it again. I turned and went back into the palace. I went into my chambers and started taking my haori off. I heard a knock on my door and I called come in. Yuudai came in and bowed. I nodded to him and went back to undressing.

“My Lady the hawk has informed me along with the Birds of Paradise there is a group of Byakko.” Yuudai said.

I turned my head and looked over my shoulder and watched Yuudai. My back was bare as my hair was off my neck because of the heat. I dropped my hakamas and continued to watch my general. He turned his head and sighed softly.

“Why do you turn your head?” I asked him quietly.

“Chuusin I want to touch you right now but you need your space.” He mumbled.

“I thank you for consideration. You have never been shy around me before.” I stated.

“I have to meet with the garrisons now. I shall see you later.” He said bowing.

I turned and came to him; I lifted his chin and placed a very soft kiss on his lips. He stood there and allowed me to caress his lips. I ran my hands up his haori and reached up and untied his hair. It fell about his shoulders and I kissed along his jaw. His grey eyes shut as I reached his ear. I sucked his lobe into my mouth and a hiss passed his lips.

“Do you still need to see the garrisons?” I whispered into his ear.

“What do you want chuusin? Do you want me to lie with you or take care of your troops?” he asked defensively.

“You tell me what you want karuson.” I said running my fingers through his silver tresses.

“I want you to be happy chuusin.” He breathed.

“That will not happen karuson.” I said bitterly.

“I will pray to the Kamis that is not the case. I wish you good evening.” He said bowing again.

“Tell me what you want karuson!” I demanded.

“It is not my place.” He snapped.

“I asked you for it so I make it your place!” I said in irritation.

“Asuna I wish for you to sleep and not cry. I wish to see you eat a little more.” He said flippantly.

“Sly answers Yuudai. You wish for me to sleep? Make me!” I snapped at him.

He picked me up and growled loudly. He dropped me on my futon unceremoniously. I looked up at him in shock. He took his haori and kosode off and threw them to the floor. He lay down next to me and faced away from me.

“That is it?” I demanded.

“Hai.” He muttered.

I growled loudly and I was getting angrier by the second. He lay there and did nothing. I hit his shoulder and he grunted in annoyance. I did it again and I got a growl out of him.

“Stop it and try to sleep.” He snapped.

“You are being a brat!” I hissed.

“No I am being sensible.” He replied.

“You told me you wanted me!” I cried.

“Hai I do but not when you are in this state. I wish to see your face full of love and need for me not pain and regret over your lost mates.” He said thinly.

“You will have to wait for the latter but you would see the former.” I said.

“Chuusin please sleep just a little while for me? Please?” he asked me in a pleading voice.

“Fine!” I snapped.

I settled next to him and breathed slowly. I was itching to touch him and I pressed my front to his back. I scented his neck and I grew even antsier. I could scent his hunger and it was driving me feral. I moved his hair off his neck and licked the soft skin. He lightly groaned and it spurred me on. I continued to press open mouth kisses and taste his skin. I pressed my fangs to his jugular and a crushing urge to clamp down hit me. I started growling fiercely and he went rigid.

“Chuusin what are you doing?” he asked.

I growled louder and bit in barely. His blood was drugging my senses.

“Why is your beast unleashed.” He asked softly.

I released his vein and continued growling loudly. He did not move and my primal self was stalking my mind.

“Need you.” It purred loudly.

“Pull yourself back chuusin. You do not want this; you said you did not want a mate.” He said softly.

“Lies.” I snapped.

“No you said in front of all the nobles you did not wish to take a mate.” He whispered.

I pressed my fangs back against his skin and licked the minute wounds and I felt him shudder against me. The overpowering urge was back and I did want it. I sank my fangs into the vein deeply. He gasped and I made the sensation ecstasy. I released him and Yuudai turned over. He attacked my mouth and dominated the kiss. He was nipping and delved his tongue into my mouth. I sucked his tongue for but a second and he ran it along my lips then my fangs. He moved his lips to my throat and laved his tongue along my pulse point. His breathing was ragged and I had brought forth his own beast. His growling was intense and he nipped at my skin. He sat up and then leaned his head down and scraped his fangs gently against a nipple. Yuudai ran his tongue around the nipple and sucked it into his scorching mouth. I let out a guttural moan and he repeated the action to the other highly sensitive nipple. I continued to moan under him as his tongue and lips nipped at my skin. His tongue dipped into my belly button. I writhed under him as he spread my nether lips. His dipped his tongue and tasted my wetness. He moaned rather loudly and latched onto my bundle. He held it gently in his teeth and pressed his tongue against it. I gasped and my hips arched up to feel more of his exquisite torture. I felt him enter me with two fingers and the sensation was slightly different. He stroked a sensitive spot inside my sheath and I yelped at the overload of intense feeling of his tongue and fingers. He moved his finger tips slowly across that one spot. I kept arching my hips to get closer to the amazing feelings.

“Karuson! I beg you!” I cried out.

He growled low in his throat and increased the pace of his fingers and he suckled my clit just a little harder and I screamed loudly. The climax took me to heights and I fell. I convulsed around his fingers and squirmed as my eyes saw near stars. He released my clit from his mouth and withdrew his fingers. Yuudai undid his hakamas and they slipped down his hips. He moved so that he was on his knees and I flat on my back. He lifted my hips and my knees were together. I rested my feet on his thighs and entered me. I lifted my head and he supported my lower back while he drove himself into me. I was still sensitive from my previous release and the sensation of his member sliding in and out of my core drove me to new heights. I watched him move and I was overwhelmed with emotion.

“I love you.” I whispered softly to him.

I watched his crimson gaze meet mine and his movements slowed just a little. I opened my knees and he pressed his chest to mine and put his lips to my ear and his breathing was harsh.

“I love you my chuusin.” He said in the gravelly voice of his beast.

I thrilled at words and he moved against me. He was rolling his hips just a bit and again hit the same spot as his fingers did. I cried out again and his lips found mine. He brushed his thumb across my breast then the tightened nipple. I moaned into his mouth and cried out his name until my voice was hoarse. He released my lips and growled softly in his own euphoria.

“Yuudai!” I cried out as my body was approaching rapture.

“Take me with you chuusin. Allow yourself to fall.” He whispered unevenly.

I again lifted my head and watched as the face I knew so well contort and awash with feeling. He growled more this time and I knew this was an emotional joining. He suddenly thrust in me faster as my body was tightening again. He managed to lean forward and growled so loudly it startled me. He sank his fangs into my jugular and I felt him stiffen. Every time he released more of his hot seed he bit down harder, his act threw me into a third climax and my legs shook terribly in my release. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kept him seated. He released my neck and brought his hand to cup my jaw. He kissed me softly then laid his head on the pillow of my breasts. My beast and conscious self had chosen in gleeful unison. I heard him snoring softly and allowed myself to be taken by a blissful slumber.

I woke up much later with Yuudai's head still on my chest. We had shifted a little in our sleep and I ran my fingers through his silver hair. His was a shade darker than mine and it shimmered in the moon light that flooded the room. He murmured in his sleep and I let out a soft breath. He stirred and his magnificent eyes opened. He lifted his head and kissed me. I returned his passionate caress and I felt a tear slip out of my eye. His thumb wiped it away and no words needed to be said. He sat up slowly and stretched. I watched him slowly stand and pull his hakamas back up. I sat up and tied the knot for him.

“I love you chuusin.” He muttered softly.

“I love you too karuson.” I said smiling warmly.

He hauled me up and wrapped his arms around me. I laid my head to his bare chest and listened to the strong beating of his heart.

“I would like you to mask my mark chuusin.” He said.

“Why?” I asked surprised.

“For the same reason you masked Katashi's. We will be going into battle soon and I will not have anyone using us against each other. We are both warriors and that will not change. Your reasons a few years ago were more than sound.” He said softly.

“I will do as you ask.” I replied.

“You are still my commander and my Lady.” He stated.

“No you are my consort now. You carry the rank of general but I am not your commander.” I said staring up into his eyes.

“I will not have the nobles trying to use me to get to you.” He said bluntly.

“Like you or I give a damn what they say or think.” I said.

“Just the same; I think it is best that things stay as they are outside of this room.” He said sensibly.

“As you wish.” I said running my hands down his back and grasping his very taut backside.

“I really have to speak with the garrisons.” He murmured.

“Make love to me.” I purred.

“Hai.” He stated pressing me down against the futon.

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Tsubasa sat in the highest tree of the garden. He watched Augusta with a very young inu onna. She looked like his former mate and it tore at his heart. She was not aware of his presence and she taught the girl simple words in her native Russian. She was good mother he noticed and bitterness tore his heart. She had not been the same after their son had been born too early and Stasio had sent her brother to their home. He had not told her the truth simply because he too had been running from his own responsibility.

“I know you are there Tsubasa. I know your aura well even when you try and mask it.” Augusta said softly.

He jumped down gracefully and she looked up at him. Her skin was still pale and so smooth. He knew she could hear his thoughts; making love to her had been phenomenal. A slight pink stained her cheeks and she turned her head.

“Shiko can you see chichi in his study?” she asked her daughter.

“DA!” she cried happily.

“Very good little princess!” Augusta praised.

Yoshiko ran with her little legs into the palace. Augusta stood slowly and looked over at Tsubasa.

“Your eldest has your shape of face and your lips; your youngest is almost a miniature of you.” He observed.

“Asuna definitely favors her chichi.” She said.

“I do not understand your actions, could you try and explain your action?” he demanded softly.

“I was young Tsubasa. You have no idea what Stasio or Vlad were capable of. I also could not take the accusatory look on your face. You say you did not blame me for our son but I know you did. You forget I hear your thoughts and your anger tore through me like a knife.” She stated softly.

“I am sorry for that. I did not mean to feel anger towards you.” He replied at his painful memories.

“It matters not anymore.” She stated.

“I suppose not. How did you come here?” He asked.

“I was friendly with the old Eastern Lord and I was captured by Naraku and used ill by the youki Magatushi. They used me to get to Sesshomaru and try to take absorb his yoki. They thought they knew him so well and thought him above saving me. We escaped and have been together ever since.” She said shrugging.

“I am sorry you have suffered and I am sorry I did not tell you the truth.” He said.

“I knew you kept who you were secret but I have kept much secret myself. Tsubasa it was just a difficult point and no one's fault. Let us put it past us. I do not expect your friendship but hopefully you can forgive me.” She said looking down.

“You regret it.” He said understanding.

“I regret hurting you; I do not regret my current life.” She said looking at him.

“I do not understand fully.” He said indignantly.

“How I act and feel is not typical of even myself Tsubasa. I love Sesshomaru against my very nature. I have loved him so strongly it consumes me.” She said bluntly.

“You know it could have been that way for us but you ran away. Kamis you never gave me a chance to make it right!” he cried in anger.

“Enough of this! We can each point fingers but it does not change the facts.” She said flatly.

Tsubasa pulled her to him and took to the skies. She had not traveled this way in so long that her eyes widened. He set them down deeper into the forest surrounding the forest. He released her and she stared at him in shock.

“What are you doing?” she asked.

“I want you to speak plainly without fear from the inu. I want you to tell me the truth on it all.” He demanded.

“This is not right Tsubasa.” She snapped.

“Fear not Augusta your virtue is safe with me. I should like to hear all about your secrets.” He said coldly.

“Tsubasa our son died because my womb could not hold him in. It was my fault but not on purpose. Asuna and Osamu were born premature as well as Youshiro. Asuna saved Yoshiko. I have lost more than you know Tsubasa. If you wished me ill then I have suffered it. I have been raped, starved, and my pups die. Are you glad to know I have hurt? I have hurt and suffered. Does that please your hawk's pride?” she said staring at him.

“I hate feeling this. I hate remembering you!” he hissed.

“Let it go! I am nothing to you now!” she cried.

“You are quite right. You are nothing to me. You are cold and nothing like the Augusta I knew.” He said taking flight.

She looked up at the hawk and marveled at his power of flight. He was right and she did still feel for him. It was not fair that it paled in comparison to her mate. She sighed and teleported back to the palace. He was angry and hurt; he would have to deal with his emotions. She noticed Asuna sitting in the garden. Her oldest had a small satisfied smile and she felt great relief.

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“You are smiling. Dare I ask what makes you so?” my mother asked.

“Yuudai.” I said simply.

“General Yuudai?” she asked astonished.

“Hai I made him mine and it felt right and perfect.” I said strongly.

“Well the nobles will be happy.” My mother said amused.

“They will not know. Yuudai wishes to keep it silent for now.” I said.

“Yuudai is wise I think. What made you mark him?” she asked touching my cheek.

“He threw me on my futon.” I said smirking.

“Interesting mating ritual.” My mother laughed.

“Hai. He wanted to sleep and I did not. This makes me happy though.” I said.

“Very good then. What about Naraku?” she asked me bluntly.

“If I run across him then I shall deal with it then. Right now he wishes me away because I change his life on a whim; I change it because he is stubborn and was influenced by that filthy ningen!” I said in anger.

“Not all ningen are filthy Asuna!” she admonished.

“I have run across very few then. I almost rutted with one in the past. I am glad I was interrupted. He was intelligent and open minded but he was mortal.” I stated standing.

“Daughter you defend a ningen without thinking twice but you refer to them as filthy because of their mortal status; how is that fair?” she asked.

“It is because of their mortality that need defending. Because I see them as different does not mean I hate them. I choose to stay within the youki realm.” I said standing.

“You love Naraku.” She said.

“Hai I love him and when I see him again I shall throttle him.” I said in anger.

“I am sorry to bring you ill feelings.” She stated.

“No worries Mother. I am fine now. I will feel better when the North is under my control and fulfill Tekeshi's wish.” I said moving to the palace.

I went to my father's study and went in after my knock. He looked up and he looked tired.

“Are you alright?” I asked.

“There have been insurgents near the Eastern border. It is not too big a matter yet. I stayed up all night sitting and talking with your mother.” He said looking up.

“I see. I went against my statement at the noble's dinner.” I said.

“Indeed?” he asked interested.

“Hai. I have taken Yuudai as my mate and consort.” I said softly.

“Good.” My sire said.

“I am glad you are pleased with the match.” I replied.

“I was pleased with your match with Sheng too Daughter.” He said honestly.

“Thank you my Lord.” I said.

“Any pups he sires will be behind Hiroto as heir.” He stated.

“I understand.” I said.

“You are moving into the north soon?” my father asked.

“Hai by the end of the week. I have received news that the Byakko are actually mobilizing. They are tigers and will be a fierce battle.” I stated.

“I cannot revive you again with Tensaiga.” He said flatly.

“I understand my Lord. I am going to see if Shezmu-sama can bring out teleporting in me. I have tried and I am tired of needing to be somewhere and I cannot.” I said straightening.

“Have you seen the ancient one?” my father asked.

“Briefly.” I replied.

“Hn.” He muttered.

I stood and bowed to him. He inclined his head and I left. I went into the arena and closed my eyes and concentrated on Shezmu. I waited patiently and I saw him across the field. I moved to him and bowed. His brown eyes held mine and he reached out and touched my hair. I let him just run his fingers through my tresses and he stepped closer.

“What do wish of me little one?” he asked.

“You have supreme control over your yoki and I wish to see if I can manage to teleport. Two of my pups show the ability and I think I have the ability though latent.” I said.

“With enough yoki you should be able to awaken it.” He said smoothly.

“I move against two tribes in the northern islands soon.” I said.

“Why little one? You have managed to secure a huge portion of land in China.” He asked me.

“I am restoring the lands to my pups; they are not for me.” I snapped in irritation.

“You lost your mate; you cannot fill that void with war. I have tried that remedy.” He said softly.

“Shezmu I adore you but you have seen images of my life; this is what I do. I am warrior where you were thrown into it.” I said in irritation.

“I worry for you little one.” He replied softly.

“You do not have to worry. I have trained in warfare since I was five summers.” I stated.

“You ache for you losses. What happens when there are no more to conquer?” He asked.

“Die.” I muttered.

“That is not what you wish.” He said.

“Can you teach me or no?” I asked.

“Hai if your ability is there then I can teach you.” He replied.

“Thank you.” I replied.

“When do you wish to begin?” he asked.

“Now.” I said quickly.

“You are ambitious as ever.” He murmured.

“I have much that needs to be done and you are distracting.” I said bluntly.

“I have known you almost half a year and I have never known you not to be busy. You crisscross this island and China. You wish to learn to teleport so you can be more places faster; do I ascertain the truth of the situation?” he asked in a low tone.

“I am not you. I do not derive pleasure just lying by a beautiful river and watching the clouds. I am not immune to the beauties of nature but I prefer doing what I was born to do.” I retorted.

“I could derive just as much pleasure tasting your skin little one.” He said brashly.

“You were a great warrior; so great your own brother deified you. You mean to tell me you took no pleasure in that?” I asked in shock.

“I took pleasure in Yinepu's and the Hittites demise. Helping you kill that uppyr scum got my blood boiling some. Hearing you call me name brings me oh so much more.” He purred in my ear.

“You are doing it again!” I accused.

“Doing what little one? My people were very open about lust and love. There is no shame in such things. I have told you I have no interest in interfering with your lawful mates. I desire you no doubt and I know the same from you. My interests lie in being a support to you and being your lover.” He said bluntly.

“That is what you desire?” I asked surprised.

“Yes it is what I desire. I have told you before that I no longer wish to pass on into the afterlife. I thank you for having more strength than I. My interests are more primal so to speak.” He said in his silk like voice.

“I am stunned that you think so.” I said staring into his brown eyes.

“Why should you be surprised? I saw you in Rome and I was stunned. You would have been coveted in Egypt; I promise you that. Anupu would have given anything I think to know you.” He stated sitting in the grass.

“From what I remember your pharaoh brother was cold and hateful at times.” I said sitting beside him.

“I imagine that would have changed. Anupu too was obsessed with war. He centered more on power and you use it to exorcise your daemons so to speak.” He said playing with my hair.

“My daemons as you say are my own.” I said flatly.

“There is one I can help you with.” He said wrapping his arms around me.

“Focus on the northern castle. I want you to see it.” He said soothingly.

“I can see it with my mind's eye. What does that have to do with exorcising my daemons?” I asked annoyed.

“Hush you luscious mouth for one second and do as I will.” He snapped.

I sighed and focused on the castle. I felt Shezmu pull my yoki forth and I gasped. It was a physical thing and quite startling. I saw us teleport and he had to add his own yoki to finish it. I was breathless as it had drained me.

“You can port but it is underdeveloped. You will have to practice everyday to gain the ability.” He said softly.

“Why here?” I asked him.

“Because this is one thing you can face that is not war. This will bring you peace and that my little one is all I want for you. You need to face your wandering heart and bring it back in. My people believed that our spirit could be in several places at once. I think you need to adopt the philosophy.” He said softly.

“You speak in riddles.” I said in anger.

“No I speak the truth. I shall be at the Western Palace and awaiting your return.” He said then disappeared.

I felt Naraku's aura and I braced myself. Shezmu had brought me here and it was a mistake. I saw Naraku standing at a balcony and his expression was cold. I felt very real pain and anger. I moved away and intended to leave.

“Why are you here?” he asked.

“Practicing to teleport. It is obvious you wish to isolate yourself as always.” I snapped.

“You banished me remember?” he said in spite.

“You see it however you want. I am high handed remember?” I said in anger.

“Hai you are high handed. You command and all are supposed to jump for the mighty inu princess.” He said sneering.

My temper got the better of me and I jumped up to the balcony. I slashed at his face and he held my hand roughly.

“You made it possible for me to become full youki remember my love?” he asked me in a nasty voice.

“That monster flowed to and fro and took you from me!” I snared.

“I would have gotten control again; I always did. You lost faith in me. You lost your trust in me.” He said narrowing his eyes.

“I needed you!” I cried.

“His spirit was in my conscious and I am sorry for that but that gave you no right to rip what was essentially part of me away!” he said drawing closer.

His yoki was flaring and it was powerful; more powerful than before. He was actually intimidating me but I stood my ground.

“He still wanted her.” I said in a hateful whisper.

“You wanted Tekeshi. You cannot settle my little inu and I accepted that about you. You could not accept that I was a hanyou!” he snapped grabbing my arms.

“Let go of me.” I said in a dangerous tone.

“You probably took that silver male into your bed. I am not stupid Asuna. You are one of the few onnas that grace this world with more power than they ought to have.” He said sneering.

“My power has nothing to do with us!” I said slapping him.

“You try to dominate me as I have done to you. You hated that I was hanyou as much as that side despised you. You think yourself above such petty emotions but you display them when you change someone's life.” He said shoving me away.

“I did not hate that you were hanyou. I hate what being hanyou did to you and to us.” I said glaring at him.

“I did not hate that you were uppyr. I did not hate that you could never give of your all to me. Why should it have been different for me?” he said with narrowed mahogheny eyes.

I shook with anger and saw truth in his words. Self hatred consumed me again and I looked away.

“Mizuki cries for her chichi.” I said changing the subject.

“I will have my daughter.” He stated flatly.

“You will share your daughter with her mother! She is just as much mine as she is yours!” I said flaring my own yoki.

“Sharing has gotten me no where has it not?” he asked taunting me.

“Shut up!” I snarled at him.

“I think those words have passed my own lips have they not?” he asked as he stepped closer.

He pressed me up against a wall and I snapped my fangs at him. He pressed a claw into my palm and I hissed at the pain. He brought his lips to the wound and he licked at it. I jerked my hand free and struck him in the jaw.

“You made me infinitely stronger when you kept me as a full youki. I would gather that I could take you down without too much effort.” He said in a fury.

“Do it!” I dared him.

He wrapped a hand around the back of my neck and I felt his claws dig in just a little. I felt his yoki along my skin and I looked up at him. He could control me if I let him. Kamis his power had increased exponentially and he was pissed. I grabbed his neck and we stared at each other in anger, pain, and betrayal. Whatever Hisashi and Sorami had been to each other; Naraku and I had moved way beyond the basic uniting of the souls. I could not bring myself to actually harm him and I felt the same from him. I held onto his neck and I moved faster than he would ever be. I latched my fangs onto his neck and bit in brutally. He grunted in pain and he tried to move me off but he would have torn open his throat. I actually drank his life source and found a tiny weakness in his mental shields. He had let me in briefly and for short amount of times. He wanted acceptance then I was determined to know everything about him. I pressed against the tiny breach and he growled under me. I pressed every bit of yoki I possessed and shattered his shield.

“Asuna no!” he groaned under me.

I did as Sheng had done to me a few years ago. I flooded his conscious and his subconscious. I closed my eyes and felt just him. I had released his throat and his own grip on me loosened a tad. I saw the childhood of the ningen and the horrible treatment he had received. I saw the few lovers he had possessed and the lengths he went to have the Shikon no Tama. I saw through his eyes the memories of Mizuki's birth and the aftermath with Teegan. I gasped and so did he; I felt what our encounters had done to his psyche. Anger flared in his mind but I allowed him to invade my mind. I allowed him unfettered access. I laid bare my soul and determined we should know the absolute truth about the other. His presence in my mind felt hot and sultry. The intimacy was taking on the euphoria that I had only truly felt when Sheng had done this with me. I was gasping and he refused to vacate. He felt the rapture and was not going to give it up yet. I shook violently against him and he still would not leave.

-Please stop! - I cried in his head.

-No! I had no idea it could be this. - He whispered in my mind.

He did not relent and I felt him rip open my haori. I cried out in voice and mind. He sliced through my obi and undid my hakamas. His will held me captive but it was not like Vlad had done. He undid his own bottoms and I felt his staff against me.

“Tell me you want me.” He demanded softly.

“Hai!” I cried out desperately.

He lifted me up and brought me down on his impressive girth. We were inside each other's minds and we both cried out at the feeling of the other.

-Please this too much! - I pathed.

-No! They may have had your body but they will never have your very soul. This is mine alone my little inu. You should have forced this long ago. - He purred in my mind.

He moved within me smoothly and my hands were on his shoulders. I was helpless to everything and our yoki flared as it always did but it was his that was pressing me. He was so much more powerful and that was considerable since in his hanyou state he had almost matched my sire.

“I cannot!” I cried.

He murmured so softly that I did not hear him. They were melding and I could not breathe. We both were becoming overpowered by the combined energy. He had to hold me to him as he surged up into me. I could not stop my body and mind from shattering and I took my soul with me. He sank to the floor with me and I rested on his knees. I felt his orgasm rip from his body and I passed out.

I woke much later and we were still on the outside walkway that wrapped around the second level of the castle. I knew without a single doubt that I was going to bear his pup. That much yoki is what had brought about Mizuki. He stirred and held onto me tightly.

“I see why Sheng became addicted to this.” He admitted.

“Please stop.” I said in annoyance.

“I hold nothing against you; you should feel that. Why oh why did you not convince me to do this before.” He growled lightly.

“You were adamant about your privacy.” I retorted.

“Sharing that kind of joining is almost better than rutting.” He purred into my ear.

“Naraku you feel I am stubborn!” I cried.

“Hai you are. Go ahead and have your silver inu. He will never share this part of you. This is mine alone and I intend to exploit it most gleefully.” He murmured seductively.

“Are we back together?” I asked dumbly.

“I should hope we are. You will bare me another pup. I should like a son but another daughter would do just as well.” He snickered.

“How is it you are so jovial?” I asked annoyed.

“You know me as no other has or will. You gave your mind to me so freely. You did not even do that for your esteemed Sheng. It was reluctant with him at first. Kamis I have been a moron to have stopped you from joining us before.” He said licking my neck.

His sank his fangs into his mark and bit with intensity. He was making his claim apparent for all to see; my father would be furious.

“I do not care what the mutt thinks!” he snapped as he withdrew his fangs.

“Naraku!” I said warning him.

“No my little inu. This is a new beginning and I will not cower away. We forgive each other and your father can kiss my full youki ass!” he snapped.

“Oh Kamis!” I sighed.

“Besides you need my help in attaining the north for Hana. I miss my friend and wish to finish his plans for his daughter.” He said pulling away from me.

“Naraku?” I asked surprised.

“You are pregnant with my pup. I have no fear of loosing your love or devotion. Your general and your ancient mutt are there for whatever. You had said I was yours well my little inu this mongrel youki says the same of you. No one will dare share this kind of bond or I will kill them.” He said flatly.

“You are serious?” I asked him.

“I am as serious as a heart attack as the mortals would say.” He said leveling me a stare.

“You are serious!” I said thunderstruck.

“Hai. Now you were trying to learn to teleport and your ancient mutt friend can teach you. I am going to fetch the pups as I miss them terribly. I can reach you anyhow or anywhere and I will never not hear your call again. Besides you are planning to move against these two tribes in a few days are you not?” he asked.

“Hai.” I said.

I marveled at his ease of picking my brain for information he sought. Before it had been a forced thing and now it flowed as naturally as if we had been bonded forever. He smirked at me and I smiled up at him.

“Now you need to practice and channel me if need be. I intend to practice with our blade. We have both been fools my little inu princess. I intend to make it up to you what that idiot half of me did.” He said nipping at my lips.

“I intend to make up for my stupidity as well.” I said hugging him.

“You already have. I have wanted to have another pup with you. Not the best of times of course but it never really is.” He said scenting me closely.

“You can scent it already?” I asked him.

“Barely but it is there.” He said tracing my lips with a claw.

“You are coming back with me?” I asked him.

“Hai now.” He said pulling me flush against his body.

I laid my head against his chest and felt normal for the first time since we had our dreadful fight. Things had changed slightly but I knew he would be haven. I could feel his utter happiness at the idea of being a father again. Tomorrow I promised myself I would get back into my practicing; tomorrow I could face with passion.