InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ Reflections of the Jewel ( Chapter 73 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

Reflections of the Jewel

 

I was strapping my armor in place and I slipped Kumosaiga into my obi. I went before a looking glass and started pulling my hair back and braiding it. Ishin came into the room and he was tying up his hair. I growled and I hated his hair up.

“Asuna stop.” He snapped.

“Let me.” I said grabbing the leather lacing from him.

His hair was so smooth and straight. It came to his mid back and I picked up a brush to run through it. He was trying to be indifferent as I continued to brush it. I deftly arranged it at the nape of his neck and I started to tie it off but I stared at his throat.

“I want this better for us.” I said softly.

“We have a mission inu. Let us do what we need to do.” He said in a low voice.

“Who is being stubborn?” I asked in a temper.

“Let me see in the nearly six years I have known you; that would be you.” He snorted.

“Oh that is rich Ishin. You were hell bent on killing your brother. I fought my feelings because I was mated to him!” I snapped.

“That is the whole thing Asuna, you fought it.” He snapped in return.

I yanked his hair and he snarled at me. I ended up shoving him and he swatted at me. We ended up taking blows from the other and he yanked my armor off of me. He pushed me and I grabbed onto him and we fell. I ended up tearing at him with my claws and I had my fire back. I had been a weepy mess pregnant and I was getting my way I decided.

“Cannot handle one onna? Come kumo, you are being rather staid do you not think?” I said raising a brow.

“Oh if I wished to pummel you then I would, onna or not!” he growled.

“Poor Ishin; he gets all kinds of rutting and he gets depressed. Did Akane even please you?” I asked in a sweet voice.

“Shut up inu! I am sick of hearing about my dead mate! You are the one obsessed not I.” he snapped fiercely.

“What was it her shrine said? Oh hai, beloved mate.” I said starting to get bitter again.

“Why should I not have been mated before? I am ten centuries old, was I supposed to be celibate? Was I supposed to wait for my hateful inu?” he said with his voice dripping in sarcasm.

“Hateful? You call me hateful? You said go back and I did. I try and beg for your forgiveness and you push me away.” I said becoming forlorn.

“What have you done these past few years? I am sorry but she and I did not fight this much. I am used to peace in my personal life and I get hate from you.” He retorted.

I wrapped my hand around his throat and stared at him in utter despair. I dropped my hand and got up. I went to my armor and picked it up. I quickly put it on and I went to my personal trunks and began removing my clothing from the armoire. He had obviously made up his mind and I was no longer begging.

“What are you doing?” he demanded.

“Removing my hateful and obviously unwelcome person. I will no longer dishonor myself and supplicate you. You see me as insufferable and I have tried to at least get you to see my points some. Hai I have been jealous of Akane for along time because I am selfish; I am inu and that is what we do. I cannot bear the thought that you even loved her a little. It is terribly conceited but the ferocity of my feelings terrifies me. I look at you and I become consumed in this inferno that I cannot stop. I wish you the utmost in happiness.” I said slamming the trunk closed.

“Asuna wait!” he commanded.

“Unhand me kumo. I am no longer weeping and beseeching you. I shall make sure and arrange an acceptable arrangement with our offspring. I am needed in hunting down Magatushi and the Shikon no Tama.” I said unemotionally.

“You are not leaving! You will not walk away again especially when you finally tell the fucking truth!” He said holding my jaw firmly.

“I said unhand me.” I said clenching my teeth.

“NO!” he screamed at me.

I was taken back by the vehemence of his declaration and his eyes were crimson. He tore at my armor again and he undid his hair.

“This is the way you like it correct?” he purred in my ear.

“Hai.” I said in a quiet voice.

“You are not leaving me Asuna and especially having just given us the twins. If you want to fight for us then fight. Quit recoiling from your emotions. I embrace mine openly and you try to suppress yours. There is an epic amount of passion between us and I want you but I cannot keep handling the anger.” He said in a softer tone.

“I want to fight for us.” I said with a lump in my throat.

He pulled me to him and I trembled. Truly we needed to join the others but this was important as well.

“Ishin, you make me weak and strong at the same time. I go insane when I think you are in danger.” I murmured burying my nose into his neck.

He pressed his forehead to mine and I was emotional. I really did not want to hunt for the jewel. I wanted to destroy Magatushi but it infuriated me that somehow the damn evil trinket had somehow become my respomsibilty. I wanted peace; I craved it nowadays.

“We should go.” He whispered as his lips brushed my cheek.

“Hai.” I said weakly

“Really should go.” He said as he claimed my mouth.

My hands slipped between his haori and skin; his flesh was so scorching at the moment. Flashes of Vietnam entered my mind and I remembered how physically cold he had been. I opened his haori completely as he undid mine. My lips were claimed and devoured by his as our bodies were pressed tightly against the other. I nudged and provoked his mind. I caressed it with my own as his hands gripped my arms tightly. I filled him in a way only I could as all of my yoki and absolutely everything in me. His lips were ripped from mine as his physical grip was almost painful.

“So much.” He rasped.

“Feel me.” I breathed out.

My hakama did not fare well under his claws and his hands touched me everywhere. Somewhere in the years I had come to violently love Ishin. We ended up in a passionate embraces and tangled limbs.

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I met up with my family near Osaka and Ishin met us later. It was strange to see Naraku amongst my family members but he did stay with Ishin and me the most. The three of us would speak in hushed tones and I was very loving towards both of them. I could feel my mother's eyes on me and she seemed highly curious. I saw my father and uncle glaring at Naraku but he flatly ignored them. Kagome; being the only ningen, was already fast asleep.

“Asuna will you come take a turn with me.” My mother asked.

“Hai.” I replied.

I stood up and slipped away from Ishin and Naraku. I took my mother's arm and we walked away from the group. Mother actually walked us quite far and out of range of inu hearing.

“Have you allowed Masami to see Chen?” she asked softly.

“Hai. I allow him to visit with her at Shanghai.” I replied.

“Good. I want her to at least see him some.” She said sighing.

“Do you still love him?” I asked.

“Do you still love Quon?” she asked in return.

“Hai.” I nodded.

“I do not see him at all as I do not wish to bring up old feelings. I am sorry you have been dragged into this mess. I truly thought that I had sealed that damn thing away.” She said scowling.

“Mother, we just need to get rid of it. The sooner the better, I am ready to enjoy my life. I just had Iyo and Kenji.” I said rubbing my temples.

“I am happy for you sweet heart.” She said touching my face.

“Thank you.” I smiled.

“You seem quite cozy with Ishin and Naraku. How is that arrangement?” she asked.

“Quite well. Ishin's grandmere used to rule the Tsuchigumo. She mated herself to two brothers and it apparently worked quite well for her kind. She ruled till she was killed in battle.” I explained.

“So Ishin and Naraku are totally okay with this?” she asked leaning against a tree.

“Hai. We are all bound.” I said smiling.

She nodded and started to walk back. I looked at her and she turned.

“You miss him.” I said softly.

“It does not matter. I love and adore your father. That is all that matters. I was weak and I shall endeavor not to be again.” She said in a tired voice.

I nodded and she walked on. I watched the animals in the forest and it was too peaceful as I did not hear the animals start up their noises. I listened carefully and moved slowly. I was grabbed by sharp claws that pierced my arms. I heard a hiss in my ear and heavy breathing.

“Make one noise and you will be dead!” Magatushi said in a purring tone.

“I think not you worthless creature!” I said in a growl.

“I have you dead to rights. Where is the jewel?” he snarled in my ear.

“I have no damn clue! We are looking as well. How is it you are still alive?” I demanded.

“I am a survivor as well as Naraku it seems. How did you manage to distract him from his goal? You must be very good with your wiles to change a creature such as Naraku.” He growled softly.

“You will die by my hand.” I snapped.

“You are my guest for now. I have a place in mind and you will take us. Your brat is powerful and I intend to gut her slowly for her little displays.” He said in angry tone.

“Go to hell!” I snarled.

-Naraku! Ishin! Magatushi is in the forest. - I pathed.

Magatushi dragged me along and I knew that my mates heard my thought. I could feel them moving and apparently so did he.

“So you are a telepath. Well you are an interesting thing. I swear Naraku and kumo that I will reach in and drag her entrails out.” He snickered evilly.

Ishin stepped out and I glared at him. I wanted him to take out the bastard and he stood there ready to strike.

“What are you waiting for?” I demanded.

“Shut it Asuna.” Ishin snapped.

I grew furious and used my telekinesis to cut off Magatushi's breathing. He gasped trying to get in air and I elbowed him. He stared at me in horror and he retreated. I turned to Ishin and pushed him in annoyance. He smiled at me and tipped my head back and kissed me. Naraku appeared suddenly and I understood why he had done nothing. He and Naraku had been working together.

“You would not have been hurt.” Naraku said in my ear.

“Oh.” I said suddenly.

I saw Ishin smirk at Naraku; they were having rather wicked thoughts at the moment and I was their target. I groaned at their lust and became embroiled.

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I sat upon a rock that overlooked a valley below. I was meditating to try and think clearly. I could not fathom where the jewel had gone to. Magatushi sought it as well as us and it was becoming a race against time. I was in a rather deep trance and I was depending on my mates and family to look out for me. I was seeing flashes of Mount Hakurei-zan and dizzying images of the battles. I saw Bankostu of the Band of Seven and what I believed to be a very holy houshi. I scrambled up and saw Magatushi staring at me. My eyes flashed as I stared right back.

“You are a seer as well?” he asked in a dangerous tone.

“You need to crawl back into your mummified corpse and rot!” I growled.

“Sorry!” he laughed.

He rushed me and ported us away. I had no idea where we were and he pushed me backwards. I was falling and I righted myself but I was surrounded by powerful magics. I landed eventually and I was at the bottom of the Bone Eater's Well. The bastard had known about the properties of this ancient portal. I growled in supreme irritation and jumped up from the bottom of the well. I masked myself and walked towards Edo to ascertain the era. I was walking through Inuyasha's Forest and I saw the God Tree. I saw how peaceful the area was and I felt a ningen presence. I turned and stared at the frightened creature. There was no malice in my features and I left the area without a word. The area was beautiful and very calm. I kept my senses sharp and I felt an abundance of youki. I decided to visit the recent subject of my vision and I ported to Mount Hakurei-zan. I looked around the holy mount and felt auras all around. I descended carefully and followed a high amount of spiritual energy. There was a valley that apparently used to exist before my mate had decimated the mount. I sighed as I fully appreciated who Naraku had been. I masked carefully lest I alarm the houshi or miko to my presence. I hovered around the obvious stricken village and I could scent sickness and death. I wrinkled my nose but I saw a creature of such beauty that it stole my breath. He wore the robes of a high ranking houshi but his hair was long and pulled back. His brown eyes were so incredibly beautiful that I had to hold onto a tree. He did not sense me and I knew without a doubt that this was Saint Hakushin. This beautiful man became a living Buddha and my stomach recoiled at the thought. I was before Inuyasha was pinned to the God Tree. I went to leave the area when I felt a tiny hand upon my hakama. I looked down and it was a waif of a girl. She wore a dirty kimono and she was ill.

“You pretty.” She said softly.

“So you are. Little onna where is your family?” I asked gently.

“Dead.” She said tearing up.

She reminded me of Rin strongly and she tore at my heart strings. This girl would waste away in this filth and I could not see it happen. I swooped down and picked her up. She looked surprised and she actually let out a small scream.

“Shhh I will not hurt you. I am Asuna. Who are you?” I asked softly.

“Etsuko.” She replied shyly.

“How old are you?” I asked brushing her hair out of her face.

“I am four.” She said nibbling on a finger.

“Come. You need a bath and I need to see a healer friend of mine.” I said very gently.

I was so wrapped up in thinking that I did not notice the approach of the beautiful houshi.

“What in the Kamis name?” he asked shocked.

I whirled with her in my arms and he was surprised to see me as I was him.

“Back off houshi.” I said in a normal tone.

“What is a youki doing in these parts?” he asked with a determined look.

“Spying actually and I am an inu. This girl is sick and so are you.” I said bluntly.

“You stated the obvious inu but I am doing the best that I can.” He said sighing.

“I am taking the girl. I will not allow her to suffer this malady any longer.” I said walking past him.

“Who are you to take a ningen child?” he demanded.

“I was raised with a mortal whom I loved dearly. She is my sister the same as the one born by my mother. This child suffers.” I said narrowing my eyes.

“You are a strange youki.” He said looking me over.

“You are a sick houshi. You need attention yourself.” I said staring him down.

“The will of the Kamis.” He said softly.

“That is crap. You intend to stay here?” I demanded.

“Hai. Who are you?” he asked.

“I am Asuna and who are you?” I asked raising a brow.

“I am Hakushin.” He said in a soft voice.

“Hn.” I muttered.

My heart was beating wildly and I could not believe that I was attracted to a ningen let alone a houshi. I nodded and I ported to Korea. The little held onto me frightened. I could reach Nobu if I concentrated enough. He was as kind as they came when it came to anyone. I pathed to him and he was shocked. He appeared out of his shoki moments later.

“Healer Nobu. I need you to see to this girl. There seems to be a pestilence amongst her villagers. Could you come back to Honshu and help her and the houshi?” I asked directly.

“Hai. Let me get my things but how did you know?” he asked looking at me.

“Your eyes do not deceive you. You saw me several centuries ago and hai I am a relative of Sorami.” I said quickly.

Etsuko's eyes were wide and she seemed a little frightened.

“This is a very good man. He is very good at making others well.” I said in her ear.

She nodded and Nobu looked very concerned. I took his arm and I ported us back into the valley of Hakurei-zan. I spied Hakushin moving about trying to heal the others.

“First her, she needs a good bath and some decent clothes. My sire is the Lord of the West and if you go to Niigata then I shall be there directly.” I said quickly.

“Where in Niigata?” he asked.

“There is a small castle atop the hill that overlooks the town, which is the Western residence there. It is almost always vacant and I know about where my sire is at this time.” I said.

“Okay.” Nobu said taking Etsuko and producing his shoki cloud.

Hakushin felt Nobu's aura and he came quickly to where I stood. Again forbidden thoughts flitted through my head as I looked at him. He carried a staff that was similar to the one that Miroku wielded. I moved closer to him and kept my hands to my side. I leaned in and scented his neck. The sickness was bad and I looked up at him.

“You have such beautiful eyes inu.” He said suddenly.

“As do you houshi.” I replied in kind.

“Where is Etsuko?” he asked tearing his gaze away.

“She is now in Niigata with a very famous and kind healer. Nobu cares for all creatures and at one time was mated to a ningen.” I said reaching a hand and running it through the houshi's hair.

“Please you should not touch me. I do have spiritual powers.” He said in a warning.

“Do you honestly think you could purify me? I am a taiyouki and a very strong one at that. I only wish to help you.” I said running my claws through his silk like hair.

“Please do not touch me as such.” He said with a shaky breath.

“Why?” I asked him.

“Because you are what you are and I am what I am.” He said clenching his teeth.

“You are one of those? Try and purify me.” I said amused.

“No and I am not one of those as you say. Please leave and thank you for saving Etsuko. She is a sweet child.” He said trying to back away.

“I am sorry houshi. You will get well so you can make your own choices and not be dragged down because of what you are.” I said taking his arm.

He tried to back away but I ported. I was in the Niigata castle and I marched the houshi to the hot spring out in the back of the enclosure. I immediately began undressing him and he looked horrified.

“I am mated houshi so hold no fear that I will try and ravish you.” I said absently.

“Why are you doing this?” he asked in an angry tone.

“Because you are too valuable alive. It is disgusting and a travesty what you believe in.” I said untying his robes.

He was extremely ill and I could hear him wheezing. The hot water would help him breathe easier. I managed him out of all his clothes and helped him into the water. A moan did escape his lips and I suppressed my nature. I retrieved the soap and a cloth.

“Wet your hair.” I commanded.

“Why?” he asked.

“Just do it.” I said in a temper.

He leaned back and his neck was arched. I leaned in and scented him again. Underneath the illness was a very alluring natural scent and I closed my eyes. I pulled back and he straightened. His look was wary but I began to clean his beautiful hair. It was sinful in my eyes that this powerful creature was yoked as such and I knew what would become of him. Anger flitted through me at the stupidity of the average ningen. I ran my hands over his shoulders and his chest. He was breathing harder and I ignored it.

“Breathe in the steam houshi.” I commanded.

“Hai.” He said softly.

I indicated for him to stand and he did slowly. I kept my gaze averted and washed as I would one of my pups. He sank back down after I had cleaned him well.

“Your touch is gentle.” He commented.

“I am a mother. I am sure you think we youki eat our young but I assure you we do not. Inu are very protective of our pups.” I said as I massaged his shoulders.

“I do not kill if that is what you think.” He said closing his eyes.

“I do houshi. I am a warrior and I have fought many battles.” I stated as I began to dry his hair.

“I am dying.” He stated.

“No not yet.” I said touching his cheek.

“I am alright with my fate inu. I am alright with passing on.” He said as he began to drift.

“You will fight you hear me houshi?” I growled.

His eyes opened and I pulled him out of the water. I wrapped a large drying cloth around him and he shivered. His head was burning up and I ported us to some chambers. I laid him on the futon and covered him with a heavy silk quilt. His eyes met mine and his held confusion.

“Why are you doing this?” he asked me again.”

“Because you are the rare mortal that is worth it.” I said brushing his hair out of his face.

I lowered my lips to his in just a brief contact and he gasped. It seemed his sect of houshi did not marry and did not engage in the physical. I pulled back and his eyes were wide.

“You should not do that.” He said in a ragged breath.

“What because I am some impure youki and you are a holy ningen?” I said in a fierce tone.

“I have taken an oath. I should not be tempted.” He said looking away.

“That oath makes me wish to crash right through it.” I said leveling him a stare.

“Please. I have managed to live my life according to my beliefs. You may not believe in them but they are mine.” He muttered.

“I understand. Would it surprise you that my second cousin is a houshi and he is a youki?” I said flatly.

“Nothing surprises me.” He mumbled.

“Stay awake houshi.” I commanded.

“My name is Hakushin.” He said looking up at me.

I growled softly and leaned forward and began kissing him. He was surprised and he groaned. I was keeping him awake by any means necessary. I delved my tongue into his mouth and he groaned louder. He was inexperienced in this but his responses were erotic and he just flowed with it. I finally released his lips and he stared up at me.

“You will stay awake until Nobu gets here. He pathed to me and he will arrive soon.” I said quietly.

“You are a telepath?” he asked surprised.

“Hai.” I said softly.

He tried to drift asleep again and lightly shook him and he looked at me weakly. I needed to keep him awake by any means necessary and I held his face and kissed him again. His eyes fluttered shut and he responded with a sudden passion. My lips and tongue teased his and he moaned into the lip lock. I slowly backed away and his breathing was quickened. I heard Nobu enter and Hakushin stared at him.

“What manner of youki are you?” he asked softly.

“This is Nobu. He is a renowned healer and he heals ningen and youki alike.” I said stepping back.

“Etsuko is sleeping well and I gave her a draught that eases her breathing and fever.” He said as he sat.

“What illness is this?” I asked.

“I do not know the name but it causes high fevers, aches, troubled breathing, and lethargy. If left unchecked it can be quite deadly.” He answered.

“You did not answer as to what manner of youki you are.” Hakushin said interrupting.

“I am a kumo houshi.” Nobu answered.

To his credit the holy man said not a word. Nobu pulled out his herbs and venoms that he used to heal. Hakushin watched and I stood up and moved to the door.

“You will allow me to return will you not inu?” the houshi asked.

“Of course. You are not my prisoner houshi. You are an honored guest.” I said bowing.

I left the room and went to find the little ningen onna. She was tucked away in the nursery and she was sleeping well. She had been bathed and she wore a clean sleeping yukata. She was so tiny and so alone. I did the unthinkable and decided that I was keeping her. She had been fearless when she touched my hakama. I settled next to her and fell asleep.

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I was shaken awake gently and I looked up to see Nobu. He smiled and I smiled in return.

“The houshi will live. He will need to stay abed for at least a week.” He said quietly.

“Thank you Nobu.” I said inclining my head.

“I shall return in two days to see to them both. You will not explain anything will you?” he asked.

“No. I know you well my friend and you are honorable. Go and tend Ishin and Akane.” I said nodding.

“Hai.” He bowed.

He produced his shoki cloud and stepped in. Etsuko was sleeping deeply and I got up. I went to the chambers that Hakushin slept in and I watched his chest rise and fall. His eyes opened and he looked over at me.

“Do you feel better?” I asked gently.

“Hai much. It does not hurt to breathe.” He responded.

I stepped closer and sat by him.

“Who are you?” he asked me.

“I am an inu is all you need to know houshi. You are quite a powerful ningen.” I stated.

“I do not know. I try and do good is all in these hard times.” He stated closing his eyes.

“I know.” I said as I leaned in and took in his scent.

I had to close my eyes as his natural scent affected me. His scent was like breathing in the purest air on a high mountain. I realized it must be his spiritual powers as my aunt had a unique scent as well.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

“I am inu. My sense of smell is better than most creatures. You have an amazing natural scent houshi.” I said.

“I was not aware.” he said breathing slowly.

I darted my tongue out and tasted his neck and I bit back a moan.

“Kamis what are you doing?” he moaned softly.

“You are like a drug.” I said burying my nose into his juncture.

“Inu please.” He said breathing harder.

I began sucking on his pulse point lightly and I shut my eyes as they had bled to red. I wondered if my aunt's scent drove my uncle to distraction. Maybe it was because he was such an honorable individual. This was not finding the Shikon but I wanted to drown my senses.

“I must not do this.” He moaned.

I lifted my lips and brushed them against his rounded ear. He shuddered and I would not frighten him with my inner nature.

“Look away houshi.” I said in his ear.

“Why? What do you not wish me to witness?” he demanded.

“My desire for you.” I said bluntly.

I felt him turn his head and I stood up slowly. I looked away and growled.

“What is going on?” he asked confused.

“I am inu houshi. I have a true form.” I said suppressing my lust.

“I am mortal inu. I have no expectations of a long life and I serve my kind.” He stated out loud.

“Why should you give up your life for a bunch of mindless beasts?” I demanded.

“Because that is my purpose.” He answered.

“You intend to become a living Buddha?” I asked in sudden fury.

“If that is my purpose then hai.” He stated in a soft voice.

I turned and I laid him back. I met his eyes with my crimson ones and he seemed non plussed. I sat back and shed my haori. I wore a thin kosode underneath and I stood up and undid my hakama.

“What are you doing?” he asked shocked.

“Nothing houshi. I intend to sleep and I hate to do so alone.” I said in a deep voice.

“Please wear something!” he said scooting away.

“No.” I stated as I shed my kosode.

“I am still a man inu.” He said closing his eyes.

“A very beautiful one I might add.” I stated as I sat next to him.

He turned and looked at my face.

“Please do not.” He said.

“Do not what? You have assisted others and I am sure you have seen a naked body.” I said raising a brow.

“I do not pay attention.” He said tightly.

“Do you hate youki?” I asked.

“I hate no creature that the Kamis made.” He breathed in.

I pulled him to my lips and again kissed him deeply. He responded and wrapped his arms around me and I ended up underneath him. He ripped his lips away and pressed his forehead to mine.

“Weak! I am being weak.” He cried.

“Do not stop.” I stated in annoyance.

“I cannot do this.” He said and I rolled us.

“I will not see you destroyed for worthless ningens!” I growled.

“I am a ningen!” he declared.

“You have spiritual powers houshi.” I said staring at his marvelous eyes.

“What do you know that I do not?” he asked suddenly.

“Much.” I stated.

I wrapped my hand around his member and his body trembled violently. I gently stroked him a few times and he released a long moan.

“Your body is not a dirty thing and coupling is not evil. It does not even affect your abilities. What makes you good houshi is your heart and mind.” I said in his ear.

He did not speak and only moaned. I could not believe I was doing this but his scent and aura were driving me to stupidity. He tried to speak but closed his mouth as I still worked his male flesh.

“Please!” he cried out.

“Please what houshi?” I asked softly as I nipped as his throat.

“More please.” He ground out.

I slid down his body and licked along his turgid flesh. A soulful sound was released from his throat and I moaned as I took him into my mouth. He sucked in his breath and arched his body. He was an entrancing creature and my mind was hazy as I pleasured him. I cupped his testes and rolled them and he was crying out loudly. He began thrusting and I took all of him. I could sense his impending release and I tightened my grasp with one hand. He shouted out as he went rigid and he released his purity. I had to stifle a groan as he jerked forcefully as his seed left him. I licked and sucked him clean and I stared at him. His chest was rising and falling quickly. I slowly released him and slid back up his prone form.

“You are so beautiful.” I said softly.

“I…” he started to say.

“So beautiful houshi.” I stated as I began kissing and licking at his chest.

I sucked a flat nipple into my mouth; I tugged and nibbled it with my teeth. I was not necessarily being gentle and his groans and soft moans drove me wild. His hand cupped the back of my head as I laved my tongue along one nipple then the other.

“Kamis.” He muttered in passion.

I was losing any resolve I had and I pushed him back. I tasted his skin in a passionate haze and I straddle his hips. I sank down on him and he his head came up.

“You feel so amazing.” I groaned.

He said nothing but his sudden thrusting had me moaning. I laid my chest against his and began kissing him deeply. I met each of his thrusts with my hips grinding. I began kissing along his jaw and buried my nose in his juncture again. His scent truly drove me on. I wrapped my lips around the sweet spot and his spiritual powers were flowing along his skin.

“Under you. Roll us.” I begged in his ear.

He groaned and did as I asked. He cried out as he was in deeper. My hands gripped his backside and I kept myself from digging them in. I wrapped my legs around his hips and his face was contorted in exceptional beauty. I gasped out loudly as me moved against the other. I wanted him to live and I reached up and made him look at me.

“I can give you long life.” I groaned out.

“Why?” he rasped.

“I do not know. I do not do this but I cannot let you die a mortal death.” I managed.

“I am mortal.” He stated softly.

“Hai harder.” I groaned out as he thrust against me.

We both began our moaning again as our flesh met over and over. This was highly forbidden especially with him being such a powerful houshi and myself a taiyouki. I arched my body and I was fighting my instincts.

“Hakushin! Answer me.” I gasped out.

“Hai!” he cried in my ear.

“Hai?” I confirmed.

“Hai. Please anything.” He groaned in my ear.

I could feel my impending release and I sank my fangs into his neck. He again cried out but his moaning became louder as I took in his blood. I reached up and cut my own neck with my claw. I released his throat and he closed his eyes as I pulled his lips to the wound.

“Take it in.” I groaned.

I felt his tongue lap at the wounds and my body began convulsing around his member. He wrapped his mouth around the wound and sucked on it. I screamed out and my yoki released as his spiritual ones melded with mine. I was shaking as his purity filled me and I blacked out.

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I came to and Hakushin was sleeping deeply. I could not believe that I had mated him. He was a stranger and I remembered this is how Osamu had taken Airi. My beast was taunting me and I growled loudly. I rolled to my side and looked down at the most beautiful ningen that I had ever beheld. I had extended his life to what mine was and that gratified me. I put on a yukata and slipped down the hall and checked on Etsuko. She was awake and looking around.

“Hello.” I said coming closer.

“Hello.” She replied.

“Do you wish to come stay with me and live with me and my pups?” I asked.

“Pups?” she asked looking up at me.

“That is what my babes are called. I am inu so we call them pups. I have a daughter a little younger then you.” I said sitting.

“Hai! I play?” she asked.

“Hai you play. You will never be hungry and never be sick again.” I said touching her face.

“Thank you!” she said hugging me.

“I want you to sleep more. The houshi is getting better too so that he may help your village.” I said.

“Hai.” She said laying down.

“I shall be back soon.” I said softly.

I stood up and went back to Hakushin and he stirred at my presence. He looked up at me and I sat next to the futon.

“I feel well.” He said.

“Hai you should. I expect nothing houshi-sama but you now can do your work and you will not succumb to death easily.” I said touching his cheek.

“Why would you do this?” he asked.

“Because you are worth it. You are more than a normal ningen and you have so much good you can do.” I said honestly.

“You are more than just an inu.” He said looking at me closely.

I nodded and I willed Kumosaiga into my hand. I lifted it with my mind and it dropped into my hand. His eyes widened at the sight and I smiled.

“My mother is a kiang shi.” I replied.

“You are not evil.” He stated bluntly.

“Some would see me that way but no I am not evil. I hate the Ming Chinese with a passion. I admit I do not mingle with too many ningen but my aunt is a miko and my adopted sister ningen.” I said stretching.

“A miko? How?” he asked shocked.

“She fell in love with my uncle. He is rather obtuse but we love him.” I laughed.

“I am overwhelmed. How do you know of my future?” he asked.

“I have visions.” I said looking down.

“You said something about me and a living Buddha.” He remarked.

“Hai, I saw it and it disgusted me. I know you believe in those things but I can tell you that I know a supposed Kami.” I said staring at him.

“Who?” he asked shocked.

“Kaito. He is a very old youki and he has quite amazing yoki.” I said smiling.

“The Netherworld?” he asked with his eyes wide.

“Hai. He is a Tomoshibi wraith. He has the ability to see and guide spirits.” I said softly.

“Who else do you know?” he asked intrigued.

“I know a Shikyo Konjou named Teruyoshi.” I said.

He sat back and stared in utter amazement. I held his eyes and he looked away first. I just sat there and he looked back.

“What exactly did you do?” he asked me confused.

“I had to mate you to extend your life. I would do it again but as I told you it is just what had to happen.” I said taking his hands.

“Mate?” he asked.

“Youki do not normally marry as ningen do. Each species has its own traditions and practices but coupling can bind. I was married in a ceremony to a Byakko but that was political.” I said sighing.

“As in the mythic silver tigers?” he asked.

“Hai. They do exist. Hakushin, you can continue to do your works. Let your spiritual powers flow and realize that you are not tainted. You still have your purity.” I stated.

He did as I said and he looked amazed. I released his hands and I stood. I went to the armoire to see what might be available. I found a rich looking kimono and I scented it. It smelled like my uncle a little and I realized it had to have been worn by Izayoi. I marveled at Touga and realized this must have been a meeting place with his ningen lover.

“What is it?” he asked.

“My uncle's mother wore this. My grandsire was the Inu no Taisho.” I said.

“The Taisho?” he asked.

“Hai. He was my grandsire and my brother in my past life.” I said as I fingered the expensive silk.

He was speechless and I looked in the back of the armoire. I found another expensive kimono of soft pink. It was lovely and I knew Touga had intended it for his lover. I dropped my yukata and I heard him come closer.

“I do not understand all this but you have given me something.” He said behind me.

“I know you as Saint Hakushin houshi. You are something amazing.” I said straining.

“I want to touch you. I want to feel you.” He said into my neck.

“I want you too houshi.” I murmured.

“I have avoided physical temptation before.” He said as he pressed his lips to my neck.

“I am a devil?” I asked closing my eyes.

“No but you are a temptation.” He said softly as he breathed against my skin.

“Then you should not tempt yourself again.” I said shaking slightly.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me flush to his naked flesh. I could feel the spiritual power skating along my skin. I moaned softly and I placed my hands over his.

“So strong.” I moaned softly.

“You told me your name but my memory is hazy. You are Asuna.” He stated in my ear.

“Himegimi Reifujin Asuna; Daishou no Nishi.” I whispered.

He leaned my head back and kissed my lips. For an individual who had abstained, he was quite sensual. He slowly brought his hands up my stomach and cupped my breasts.

“You said you are a mother.” He stated.

“Hai. I am a mother.” I stated in return.

“If you have heard of me then you are not from this era. There is a magical well in the east.” He said flatly.

“The youki from the Shikon no Tama is loose. You play a roll and I have to stop him.” I admitted.

“How am I supposed to play a role?” he asked.

“You were buried alive during the end of your illness. Apparently you say you were alright with it but your soul did not find peace. The ningen you served buried you alive!” I said furiously.

“It is the way of my beliefs himegimi.” He said lightly touching my peaks.

“Well now you will live! Be buried `alive' and achieve your sainthood. You need to do it. You can sleep and when a hanyou named Naraku comes to you then do as he asks.” I said through gritted teeth.

“This really bothers you.” He said surprised.

“It should bother you!” I snapped.

“This is what I do himegimi. I am a simple houshi and I try to do good. That is all I do.” He stated as his hands kneaded my skin.

“You seemed to enjoy our joining.” I stated softly.

“It was unlike anything I have felt.” He commented.

“I have to find a way back. I need to find my Tengu or Kaito. I intend to take Etsuko with me and raise her with my pups.” I murmured.

“What does it mean to be mated?” he asked.

“For you it was a means to an end. You are free to do as you wish. You will heal at a faster rate and common illnesses will not take you. Heal away to your heart's content.” I said pulling away.

“Yet I must do as you said I must.” He said watching me.

“Hai. You must. Do not question as it may go against your beliefs but it must happen. I will find you in my era.” I said dressing.

“Where do you find your Tengu or Kaito?” he asked.

“Tamiko is in the North and Kaito can be found usually on Mount Fuji. Heed my warnings Hakushin please. I shall see you soon. I can take you back to Hakurei-zan.” I stated.

“Hai. Let me dress.” He said as if deep in thought.

I put on the kimono and wrapped the obi around my waist. I went to him and helped him with his robes. I kissed him passionately. He held the sides of my face and returned the caress. I groaned this time and he pulled away.

“You said I was a drug but it is you that is.” He said softly.

“I need to take you back.” I said breathing faster.

He nodded and I went to retrieve Etsuko. I scooped her up and came back to Hakushin. He was dressed and I laid Etsuko down for a moment and retrieved a silver brush. I ran it through his hair and tied part of it back. His eyes closed and I could sense his pleasure in this simple act.

“Do not let me fall in love with you.” I said heavily.

“I will do my best.” He stated.

“I am possessive and terribly selfish.” I said bluntly.

He looked at me in confusion and I stepped back. I picked up Etsuko and took his arm. I ported us away to Hakurei-zan and he stepped back. He bowed to me and said not one word as he slowly walked away. I kept my face neutral and my heart clenched. I could not bear the idea that he would have to endure anything. I ported to Fuji and sat upon a rock.

“Kaito! Please I need your help.” I called out.

“What are you doing in the past?” he asked.

I turned and saw him. My face lit up and I realized he knew exactly who I was.

“Magatushi pushed me down the Bone Eater's Well.” I explained.

“You have managed to pick up a ningen child?” he asked.

“Hai. She was sick and dirty. She is a fearless little thing.” I said looking down.

“Well go through.” He said as I smiled.

“Thank you.” I said inclining my head.

I walked through to my own era and I steeled myself. I walked back into camp and everyone looked stunned. Naraku and Ishin both looked up and came to me.

“Who is this?” Naraku asked.

“She is a fearless little onna who lost her parents. Magatushi found me and pushed me down the well. I was sometime before you came into existence.” I explained.

“The well still works?” Naraku said amazed.

“Apparently. Now she is an orphan and I intend to raise her.” I said.

“In a youki house?” Ishin asked.

“Hai my sire raised Rin, why not?” I asked raising a brow.

“I guess so.” Naraku said looking down at Etsuko.

“Her name is Etsuko and she is from the village that Saint Hakushin served before he was enshrined.” I explained.

Naraku stiffened and I touched his cheek. Ishin looked curious and I laid her in his arms.

“Will you take her to Nobu. I found him in that era and he helped her. I wish for him to look her over again.” I explained.

“I shall return soon.” He said bowing.

My parents came over and I smiled at them.

“I picked up a ward as well. I shall explain more later.” I said sitting.

“Where did you go?” my sire asked.

“Mount Hakurei-zan and the castle at Niigata. Sorry father but I did take gold and clothing.” I said shrugging.

“That is what happened.” He said in his famous bored tone.

“Hai well I could not walk up to you and say that I was your progeny and I needed your help. Anyways I am home by way of Kaito. I think Magatushi is scrambling like we are.” I said taking Naraku's hand.

Bringing up Hakurei-zan was making my mate agitated. My father glared at Naraku and made a non-committal `Hn'. He nodded and pulled my mother along. Kagome and Inuyasha stared at Naraku and Kagome turned her attention to me.

“Do you wish to speak to me Aunt Kagome?” I asked.

“Hai.” She said.

I kissed Naraku and he brushed his mind against mine. I proceeded to step into his miasma and disappear. Kagome took my arm and my uncle growled.

“Oh Yasha I will be right back!” she snapped.

“Yeah well don't get attacked okay? Who is gonna make my ramen?” he demanded.

“Inuyasha!” she hissed.

Inuyasha snorted in amusement and went in the direction of my parents. We walked and my aunt kept looking at me.

“Honey you have spiritual energy coming off of you in waves!” she said amazed.

“I met Saint Hakushin in person. He was a beautiful man and had such a tremendous heart.” I said looking away.

“Honey did you do what I think you did?” she asked bluntly.

“Kiss him? Hai I did that. His scent was unbelievable.” I said sighing.

“You exchanged energies?” she asked.

“Hai but he had to martyr himself for the damn mortals.” I growled.

“I am ningen sweetie.” She said looking at me.

“Mated to a youki. You are no longer mortal aunt.” I stated matter of factly.

“True.” She said thinking about it.

“I want to check on Etsuko. I shall return.” I said bowing.

“Hai.” She said bowing back.

I ported to my chambers in the West and changed into a battle hanfu. It was jade green and suited my skin. I let my hair down and I slipped my fang into my obi. I put on some black boots and I ported to the remains of Hakurei-zan. I let me visions guide me and I stopped at the edge of a sheer cliff. I looked out at the ruined area below that should have been the village that the houshi attended. The wind was fierce and I shook my head. I walked down the crumbled mountain and closed my eyes to see if I could by chance sense the Shikon. There was an air of loneliness on the mount and I sighed. I had a strong feeling he somehow had passed on anyway. I growled at the waste and descended the mass boulders and rocks.

“You are looking for something. You should have told me exactly who you were.” He said from behind me.

“Would it have changed anything houshi-sama?” I asked turning.

“You should have said something!” he snapped.

“Houshi it really matters not now. You were going to give up your life for what? You rival my aunt in holy powers.” I pointed out.

“You are the most powerful youki onna these islands have produced. You rule lands on the mainland and you yoke a holy man to you. How fair is that?” he demanded.

“I asked you! Do not get all preachy with me. Besides you do not belong to me as I told you.” I said moving again.

“I did exactly as you told me. I went against my own nature to preserve this timeline. I gave up my morals for you!” he yelled coming down the mountain.

“Why are you angry?” I hissed.

“How long has it been for you himegimi? It has been a very long time for me. I have wanted you! You did not say that it would hurt!” he snarled at me.

“How? How did it hurt? You gained a longer life and illness could not touch you.” I said sarcastically.

He was angry and I did not understand. He got nose to nose with me and his eyes held his emotions.

“You show me what it was to want more and you walked away. I have burned for you and I have become selfish. Your mates make me furious. You warned me that you were possessive but you did not say it would extend to me.” He said grabbing my shoulders.

“I was as honest with you as I could be. Maybe you should have died and became that thing. You are free houshi-sama. I have no designs on you.” I said staring at him.

“Tell me you felt nothing. Tell me you did not feel that pull. Tell me you did not experience the melding of my purity and your yoki.” He said fiercely.

“Hai I did. I also know you were cheated before. You are not now as I have lived twice before and know how it feels.” I said in an unemotional tone.

He pushed me backwards and held my jaw. His strength was surprising and he stared at me. Lust and passion was reflected in his eyes and his eyes roamed over my form.

“You are empathetic.” I said in sudden understanding.

“Hai. I thought you knew.” He said flatly.

“No. You can produce the most power barrier I have ever seen. I did not know and I am sorry. You can block out the emotions quite easily.” I said reasonably.

“I do not want to block them out. I want to feel them.” He said as he jerked me forward.

“Houshi this is not you.” I said stunned.

“It is after nearly one hundred seventy summers! I am Hakushin himegimi. You call me houshi and you mated me. Shall I call you inu?” he demanded.

“You call me himegimi. I call you by what you are. I do not have time for this discourse.” I said as I breathed in his scent.

“You desire me.” He said bluntly.

“I would have to be blind and very severely stunted to not desire you. I have never seen a ningen who is so beautiful.” I said honestly.

He actually blushed and held my chin. We were out in the open and his hands were actually shaking lightly. Suddenly he jerked open my hanfu and my eyes widened. His eyes roved over my form and he lowered his head and began kissing my neck and placed rather sultry caresses upon the sensitive flesh. My mind was filled with him again as his lips and teeth nipped roughly at my skin. His actions made me burn and I tried to shake my head to clear my thoughts. His tongue and teeth worked magic on one peak and worked it till it ached. I cried out softly as he hungrily laved his tongue and lips against my skin.

“Have you rutted other onna?” I demanded.

“I have touched no other onna. I have dreamed of touching this one.” He whispered against my skin.

“Not here Hakushin. Not like this.” I whispered.

“Asuna.” He whispered back.

I ported us to Qinghai and my chambers there. He pushed me back against the bed and stripped me out of my clothes and boots. He leaned down and tasted my center and I moaned. He was relentless and I still had a hard time believing he had not touched another onna. His eyes met mine and he shook his head no. I groaned as he slipped three fingers into my core and pressed a thumb to my nub. Hakushin lifted his head a little and watched me cry out for him.

“I may have not lain with onna before you but it did not mean I was ignorant my beautiful lover.” He whispered.

“No talking!” I growled.

“Oh now you wish for silence. I have imagined every which way to take you.” He said as he mercilessly brought me to climax.

I shouted out as I quivered under his ministrations. He did not wait and he stripped from his robes. He pulled my bottom towards him and he plunged into me. I gasped as our bodies joined. He did not give me any time to adjust to one thing as he moved within me. He grabbed one hand and released his spiritual powers purposely and I reacted with a loud moan. I was consumed and could not concentrate at all.

“Barrier. Kamis barrier please.” I cried.

He nodded and I felt a powerful barrier go up around my rooms. His movements were unhurried and he seemed to be dragging a maximum response from me.

“You should have told me who you were.” He mumbled in my ear.

“I asked you.” I retorted and but bit my lip as my body was winding tighter.

I knew my face was showing my rapture and he could feel my emotions. This was still highly forbidden and no youki would willingly accept a mating between a holy ningen and a high ranking youki. His face grew dark at my feelings and he thrust hard against me. I could not hold back my youki nature and my claws pierced his backside. He cried out in the pain but he continued to move against me harder. My breathing became more ragged as our coupling became quite wild. I was teetering on the edge and becoming desperate to fall. I was crying out and he fell against me as his release took us both as our energies melded together again. My head thrashed side to side as I ended up having the most amazing release. I felt as though I was molten and my body shook as we bathed in his immense power and my yoki.

“You were supposed to move on.” I managed.

“I was supposed to give you up?” he said pushing himself up and staring down at me.

“Hai. This is a forbidden union and you know it.” I stated shutting my eyes.

“Yet you did it anyway.” He accused.

“I was trying to give you something! It was sickening that you should have been ill and your people turn on you. I would have killed anyone that dared even try to do what those foul mortals did!” I growled.

“I am a houshi Asuna. It is my job to ease suffering.” He pointed out.

“You eased your own then. It is not selfish to want to live. Where have you been?” I asked.

“I have been around. I just quit saying my name and went by houshi. According to history Saint Hakushin passed on into the Netherworld.” He said leveling me a stare.

“Well you need move on. You know fully who I am and you know what danger I bring you. You can marry a normal onna.” I said clenching my teeth.

“You say that yet your feelings say otherwise. You have tied me to you and you will deny me. Well himegimi you play the political game quite well.” He sneered.

“You know nothing! I was not trying to do you a disservice houshi but correct an injustice. You should see this as an opportunity to do your good works.” I said bluntly.

“As you say madam youki. This lowly ningen begs your forgiveness.” He said sarcastically bowing.

“Houshi you go too far! I honestly was only trying to help you. I should have let you die a miserable and bitter death.” I growled.

“Take me back to the islands.” He said dressing.

“I am sorry you are displeased.” I stated softly.

“After realizing who you were I must say that I am not surprised.” He said pulling his robes into place.

“We do not know each other!” I snapped.

“On some level we are not strangers himegimi. You make us that way; I am not afraid of any youki as you seem to be.” He said curling his lip.

I growled terribly and he just watched me. This houshi had a lot of gumption speaking to me as he was. I stood up and came within an inch of his face. I was growling rather loudly and he blinked his beautiful eyes at me.

“You need to learn to separate your feelings from the act houshi. It was a means to an end! There is nothing more elemental than a physical union. I am sorry I took pity on you. I had a vision of you at Hakurei-zan as that thing and your emotions were intolerable. You were angry and you had been used.” I said continuing to growl.

“Yet you do not question why you had that vision? So sorry that my affections are filthy inu!” he said with narrowed eyes.

I realized the barrier was down and I scrambled for a dressing gown. Changming was approaching and I managed to mask the scent of the rutting. He pounded on the door and Hakushin crossed his arms.

“Enter!” I called out.

“Mistress are you alright? Who are you?” Chang asked with a nasty frown.

“Sorry inu-sama! I am a simple houshi who aided this great lady. She was injured in a battle and I was able to heal her. What you sensed was my barrier.” Hakushin lied effortlessly.

“My lady?” Chang asked.

“He speaks correctly. Magatushi is loose and the Shikon no Tama is missing.” I said as I glared at the houshi.

“Do you wish for Geming and me to help you find it?” he asked bluntly.

“We shall discuss it later Chang. Please, I am tired and this houshi aided me.” I said leveling my chief magistrate a stare.

“As you wish. Are you coming ningen?” Chang asked in a rather snotty tone.

“Chang!” I growled.

“Hai my lady.” He bowed.

“Very sorry but I am staying for the moment.” Hakushin said as respectfully as he could.

I nodded and Chang was obviously quite uncomfortable leaving me alone with him.

“I can handle one ningen Chang. Please go on now.” I said.

He grunted and left. I released my breath and my houshi circled me.

“He wants you. He does not like any male near you but especially a dirty mortal.” He said with a smirk,

“My dead mate raised him and several orphan inu. Tekeshi was a very good man.” I said looking away.

“You are a very good onna.” He responded.

“Why did you lower the barrier?” I demanded.

“Because I could. Now if you please I do have things I do on the islands.” He said crossing his arms.

His manner was infuriating me and I came up to him again. I grabbed the lapels of his robes and he just blinked at me. He pushed me backwards till I reached a wall and he held my jaw.

“I do not fear you inu. I said I fear no youki but you have turned what we are into a matter of semantics. You are ashamed that you would even desire let alone care for a ningen beyond those you are forced to endure.” He stated cruelly.

I slapped him and he just stared at my face. I slapped him again and again but he grabbed my hand. He ripped the yukata from me and turned me around. He pressed me into the wall rather hard and I marveled at his physical strength. I was horrified when I realized I was aroused. He worked himself into my heat again and I released a long moan.

“I have wanted you for so long.” He groaned in my ear.

“Hai.” I cried out.

I had awakened a profound lust in this powerful houshi and he had a time controlling it but it was proper to desire one's mate. He thrusts were hard and he worked his hand against my front and began rubbing my nub as he plundered my center with powerful thrusts. I was breathing quickly and making small noises as he brought me close to another release. His powers pulled on mine so hard that I actually cried out in a physical response. His holy powers infused with me and spread throughout me as if apart of my fibers. I climaxed hard and I screamed as I was taken to an intense and powerful high. He held me up as I sagged. His lips were on my neck placing feverish kisses along the responsive flesh. His lips pressed against my ear and I cried out.

“You tell yourself that these acts are a means to an end.” He stated roughly.

I was still trying to gain my senses again. I was being reckless and stupid at the moment. Neither of us had held back and I closed myself off. Hakushin held me until I found my legs and I stood up straight. He retrieved my yukata and I put it on. I was shaking a little and I ported back to Hakurei-zan. He said nothing else and he bowed. I was staring straight ahead and there were no promises or endearments spoken. He managed to disappear into the rocky background and I stood there as the wind tore at my thin yukata and my hair whipped around me.

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I was sitting on a jutting rock that overlooked a valley. My mother came up behind me and sat.

“You are withdrawing again.” She said,

“Am I? I have been thinking is all. We need to find the Shikon. We do not have it and neither does Magatushi. Who or what has it?” I stated.

“I wish I knew. You are in rather deep contemplation. Naraku and Ishin are concerned.” She remarked.

“I am fine. I want my life and my family Mother. I should not be doing this!” I snapped.

“I know. You are reeling from something.” She said putting a hand on my shoulder.

“Stay out of my head mother!” I growled loudly.

She nodded and she backed off. I sensed my sire but I did not turn. I stared out into the valley and wondered what the hell I had done. Naraku sat next to me and I laid my head on his shoulder. He did not say a word and he did not question me. He and Ishin had seen to Etsuko and I intended to see her soon. She was with Mizuki, Ayana, Katsu, Hikari, Kenji, and Iyo. Kazuo stayed with Sheng now as he stayed much calmer with his sire. I visited with him but I only saw a shadow of what my son was. He was haunted and withdrawn and I did not know how to make it better. Osamu and I always felt the other and I could not imagine loosing an identical sibling. Mingli had Zihao at the moment and I looked up. Rina never left Romania as Eyal wished.

“I want to bring Zihao home to Sendai. I shall return.” I said softly.

“Hai.” He said.

I stood and bowed. I ported to Lhasa and walked through the Bengal palace. I found Mingli at dinner with his brothers and Zihao was eating with chop sticks. He looked up and dropped his sticks and ran over to me.

“Hello my little tiger! Should you like to see your brothers and sisters?” I asked hugging him.

“Hai. Is Zuki there?” he asked.

“Hai she is. Haha had the twins; they are named Kenji and Iyo.” He said ruffling his silver hair.

“Hai! Ba took me to see my other Ba.” Zihao said as he hugged my neck.

“What did you tell your Ba?” I asked.

“I say that I happy but I miss him.” He said softly.

I looked up at Mingli and he smiled. My heart warmed at his generosity and he stood. He came over and kissed Zihao's head.

“I shall see you soon my boy. I hope you are well princess.” He said softly.

“We hunt the Shikon and Magatushi. I know not what we are going to do.” I said sighing.

“Can I help?” he asked.

“No. This is something we must do but thank you.” I said inclining my head.

“I care about you Asuna.” He said touching my cheek.

“I know. I love you too Li.” I said stroking his cheek in return.

Zihao began purring rather loudly at my declaration and I hugged him. Li chuckled and kissed my forehead. I nodded to Li and I ported to Jining to see Shezmu. He was working with Nahut and teaching her to draw in the stand. She looked up and screamed in happiness when she saw me. She wiggled away from Shezmu and wrapped her arms around my legs.

“Haha!” she yelled.

“Hello my darling. Is papa being good?” I asked her.

“Yes. Uncle sad.” She pouted.

“What?” I asked surprised.

“Anupu is here. He is not talking. Maybe you could speak with him?” Shezmu asked.

“Hai I think I can try.” I said handing him Nahut.

She shrieked in anger and I leveled her a stare. She pouted and I walked through the small village till I reached Anupu. He was reading and ignoring everything.

“Anupu?” I questioned.

“Leave me alone.” He growled.

“Excuse me? Do not speak to me that way Anupu.” I snapped.

“I have no wish to speak at all Akana.” He said glaring at me.

I glared at him and he stood fluidly. I followed him and he turned on me. He had my throat and he was hurting.

“Let me go Anupu.” I said flatly.

“Then leave me alone. I have no wish to talk and I have no wish to deal with another woman from your family!” he snarled.

“This is because of Akemi? What is going on?” I demanded.

He ported us away and shoved me away. I landed in the sand and I looked around at the backdrop of the Nile.

“Why have you brought me here?” I asked.

“You want me to talk.” He said hatefully.

“What has happened?” I asked.

“Akemi and I are no more. She went back and saved the dragon. She could not accept my love and made it quite clear that she was miserable. She said she was planning to kill herself before she brought him back.” He yelled.

“Anupu, I am sorry. I am not Akemi.” I said looking up at him.

“No you are not. You were Akana and you are now Asuna. I wanted you so damn badly when you were alive before but I was dutiful to Shezmu. You show up to retrieve Nahut and you had to argue with me over everything! I have not forgotten what it feels to be in you.” He said closing his eyes.

“Anupu you have been hurt terribly and I am sorry for it. I will make no excuses for Akemi but I know she never stopped loving Ryukotsusei. They were madly in love. You know I hold no love for the dragon myself as he killed me when I lived as Sorami. I am sorry you got hurt in the whole deal.” I said standing.

“Yes I have been hurt. I have resolved that I shall never give in to my heart again and I intend to have my nice orderly life. You bitched and complained about my ways but they worked for me and allowed me not to fall apart.” He growled.

“Anupu.” I said touching his arm.

“Do not touch me. Leave me alone okay?” he snarled.

“Anupu please.” I said grabbing his shoulders.

“Release me!” he shouted.

“I wish I could make this better for you.” I said in a wretched tone.

“Go back and make it so I never met her or you for that matter!” he said shoving me away.

“Damnit you do not mean that!” I hissed.

“Of course I do. I wished I had stayed dead. I at least would not be here!” he growled.

I looked away and I felt horrid. I had issues myself and Anupu's pain was weighing me down as well. I sighed and moved away to port.

“I am sorry. This is not your fault.” He said in a dejected tone.

“It hurts all the same and I am truly sorry for it. You are Egyptian Anupu and you should not contain yourself to one onna. You were Pharaoh of the greatest land at one time. You have a proud and rich heritage. Do not let my family do this to you.” I said sighing heavily.

“I want to be the inpu I was when I took you in Egypt.” He said in my ear.

“It was what was needed at the moment but neither of us should compound our mistakes. Do what you need and I am here for you always brother but that is what you are.” I said straightening my spine.

“Good advice sister. What has you reeling?” he asked bluntly.

“What makes you say as such?” I asked.

“I lived in the same palace as you for over two hundred fifty years Asuna. I would recognize your mood swings.” He said candidly.

“Did you always watch me so closely?” I demanded.

“Yes. I am ashamed that I was quite smitten with you. Shezmu used to sneak away and watch you at Karnak and I would do the same. Such lovely eyes you had.” He said closing his eyes as he sank into the sand.

I was stunned at his admission and I looked away.

“Everything is fine. I am quite content.” I said.

“You lie. You would do that when you were confused and angry.” He said meeting my eyes.

“It does not concern you Anupu as it concerns my life now and not my past one.” I said flippantly.

“What could be so bad that has your hanfu twisted up?” He asked smirking.

“You would not understand.” I said flatly.

“Try me. We are both a mess right now.” He said meeting my eyes.

“There was a mortal houshi who was renowned and made a saint. His name is Hakushin. I of course know the history but he was serving a village that was in the valley around Mount Hakurei-zan. He ended up contracting the illness that he was trying to save the worthless ningen from. They entombed him alive so that he would become a living Buddha. He actually became mummified and when Naraku went to the mount to recover after my uncle nearly killed him; he revived Hakushin and used him to place a barrier so powerful around the mountain that normal youki could not pass. The houshi was innocent and obviously very powerful as his barrier actually weakened my sire quite a bit. Magatushi pushed me down a magic well that threw me into the past as it did my aunt. I saw the houshi and I became intrigued by him. He was ill and I could sense the ningen's plans for him. I took him to Niigata and got him well. I also extended his life.” I said quickly.

“You would have to have mated him to do that.” Anupu said confused.

I looked at Anupu and his eyes widened.

“You mated a mortal? A holy mortal at that?” he asked shocked.

“I did it to extend his life! He is not some common ningen and he actually does much good!” I said defensively.

“Look in Egypt it happened often but in Japan? Is that not forbidden and especially a mortal that can purify a daemon?” he asked.

“Hai it is not well received. Uncle Yasha got away with it because he is half ningen. I am full youki.” I sighed.

“You do not carry a half daemon do you?” he asked suddenly.

“No. I would know if I carried. I am fine on that account.” I said looking down.

“Say nothing. You do not love this human do you?” he asked bluntly.

“No. I care what his future is but I do not know him well enough. I found what his villagers did to him heinous and disgusting. The religions of the mortals get on my nerves.” I said sighing.

“Did you ask him what he wanted?” Anupu asked.

“Of course I did. He said hai. In fact he said hai several times.” I said turning red.

“Was he a devout monk?” he asked me.

“Hai.” I said looking ashamed.

“You took a man that abstained all his life and mated him. You are very brash sister. I agree and what the humans were planning was awful. I think you did the right thing but just keep your mouth shut and your human at bay.” He said flatly.

“Still so very controlled in things. I guess you do need it to deal.” I said shaking my head.

“That has always bothered you that I do not show my emotions as freely as you did and do sometimes. Why should you care?” he asked.

“Because you are one simmering mess of feelings and when you do let loose you explode into a million different splinters.” I replied.

“How I conduct my feelings are not your problem Akana and yes I say Akana. You act so much like her at times it is frightening. Please just go and let me brood.” He said kicking the sand with his foot.

“I swore to talk to you.” I said quietly.

“Shezmu can let me grieve. He grieved on his own when he thought you dead.” He snapped.

“You are his brother and he loves you.” I said bristling at his careless words.

“You told me your dark secret and I told you mine. Leave now.” He snapped.

“How dare you order me about!” I snapped.

“I was a Pharaoh after all.” He snapped right back.

“I am royalty now Anupu. I was also a high priestess!” I said growling.

“Oh yes a priestess of Hathor. You were below me in rank Asuna.” He said smirking.

“Hathor was the daughter of Amon you creep! I was not below you. I never have nor will I ever be below you Anupu!” I said flashing my eyes at him.

“Really? Is that a challenge dear sister?” he asked sneering.

“Hai. You are no longer royalty and I am more powerful than you.” I said in a conceited tone.

He moved so fast that I was pinned underneath him. He was talking literally and his physical strength was overwhelming.

“Let me up Anupu.” I demanded.

“No! Your mouth has always been and always will be horrid. You speak your opinions so freely when it should be doing other things.” He growled.

“I said let me up Anupu. You are swaggering arrogant inu.” I growled back.

“Surely you can insult me better than that.” He retorted.

“Remove your cold and statuesque self from my person now! I find you as cold as any stone.” I snapped.

“You find me cold? Feel this sister.” He said touching my arm.

Pure heat filled me and I cried out. I was flushed and began sweating profusely. He looked amused as he stared down at me.

“Am I still cold sister?” he demanded softly.

“Please pull back ! Too much!” I cried out.

“Shezmu does not let loose his yoki as such?” he asked astonished.

“Anupu please! I am burning up.” I cried loudly.

“That is the point sister. You fight it.” He laughed softly.

“So hot.” I groaned out as I began pulling at my hanfu.

“I shall pull it back. Do not accuse me of being cold when I am anything but.” He snickered.

I ripped open the bodice portion of my hanfu to try and catch a breeze. He seemed highly amused still and snickered again at my responses. He laid his hands on my shoulders again and more heat coursed through me. He frowned and I knew he had intended to pull back his yoki. I began breathing harder and I was burning up all over.

“Anupu do something! Kamis please.” I begged him.

He got off of me and picked me up and settled me in the river with himself. My skin was hot to the touch and I pulled at my clothes. I managed to get them off and Anupu seemed concerned.

“I was only trying to tease you sister.” He said dragging sodden silk across my forehead.

My breathing was harsh as I surrendered to the inferno. I leaned my head back and kissed his lips. He did not respond but tried to withdraw it again.

“You are pulling my yoki in Asuna. Stop it!” he commanded.

“Cannot help it. I channel yoki.” I said wanting to melt.

I turned in his grasp and attacked his lips. Anupu tried not to respond but I was insistent. I held his head firm as I devoured him. He growled loudly and responded rather forcefully. The unbearable intensity continued to course through me as I dueled for dominance. Anupu was obviously not used to it and hauled me from the water. He was over me and his eyes were crimson.

“Do something. Please make it stop!” I growled softly.

“You ask a lot my dear sister in law.” He said in a rather deep voice.

“You did this! Make it stop Anupu!” I shrieked at him.

He looked shaken but I felt him suddenly and I let loose a deep groan as he filled me.

“Stop it.” He moaned.

“Now! Do something now!” I begged.

He grabbed my hands to try and pull back his yoki and I thrust against him. He shook hard and I could see his control fraying. I bucked my hips again and again; he snarled suddenly and began moving in me deeply. I arched my body and wrapped my legs around his hips. He closed his eyes and murmured in Egyptian. I was consumed for the moment as my lips met his. His anger and pain seemed to dissolve as the melding of our lips was insistent and beautiful. The blaze still burned within me and I knew he felt it. I felt his hand run up my thigh and I loosened it from his waist. My knee was in his elbow as our skin and bodies met over and over. His murmuring came out quicker and I arched my body against his. He nibbled lightly at one breast and wrapped his lips around it. He was rather gentle and I sensed that this was different for him.

“Anupu please. Please take this in. So much.” I groaned.

“You have to surrender to it Asuna.” He rasped in my ear.

I closed my eyes and relaxed completely. Anupu released a shuddering breath as I let go totally. He cried out as my own yoki was skimming along my skin and I felt his powerful yoki radiate off of him.

“Let down your legs.” He cried in my ear.

“No.” I moaned out.

“Oh Gods please Asuna!” he growled harshly.

I arched my hips to his and his fingers began kneading my nub lightly. I let loose a moaning growl as my body surrendered to an incredible and amazing climax.

“I must.” He groaned out trying to pull back.

I was still in the midst of the staggering release and his head fell to my shoulder as he became rigid. His breathing was quickened as he jerked against me. I moaned and I took his lips with mine as I kissed him deeply. He growled loudly and pulled away from my lips.

“Sorry. I am so sorry.” He whispered horrified.

I said nothing as he pulled out of me. The inferno was gone and I was exhausted. I could not think and I turned my head to look at him. He looked remorseful and I laced my fingers in his.

“Forgive me Anupu.” I whispered to him.

“Why?” he asked surprised.

“I did not mean to channel your yoki. It is not something I cannot control at times and it is apart of my yoki.” I said moving closer to him.

“I am ashamed of myself. I am sorry.” He stated looking away.

“You want me Anupu?” I asked softly.

“I have always wanted you. I wanted you the first time I saw you at the temple leading prayers.” He breathed.

“Then have me this one time and take no shame in it.” I said leaning down and pressing my mouth to his.

His hands reached up and held my face. There was only emotion as I allowed this one moment to occur. He was magnificent and I indulged.

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I was in the Atsuta Jingu. It was a most holy place amongst those of the Shinto faith. Sakaki trees surrounded me and I was tracking my prey. Magatushi had been seen around the area and I followed an old scent. My family was scattered as they too hunted him. I pulled my fang and listened.

“You looking for something?” he asked from behind me.

“Hai. You come to strange places looking for the jewel.” I said turning around.

“Well how was your trip bitch?” he sneered.

“Productive. You really have no idea where the damn evil thing is!” I marveled.

“Shut up!” he snapped.

“You are not as strong away from it. I wonder who has it.” I said intrigued.

“I figure it will eventually be found and when it is.” He laughed.

“Well you are a pansy. It is a wonder you were able to overcome Midoriko!” I sneered at him.

He rushed me and backhanded me quite hard. I was thrown backwards and hit a tree. I growled and jumped him. I pulled a dirk from a thigh holster and pressed it to his neck. He grabbed the short pull and jerked me forward. He ended up kicking my squarely in the back and I was thrown forward. I grunted and rolled. I grabbed Kumosaiga and let loose my yoki wave and he had to jump quickly to avoid the devastation. He was on me again and his yoki was burning my skin and I snarled. I sank my claws into his back and flooded him with my toxin. He screamed and jumped up. I grew a whip and wrapped it tightly around his leg and it cut into it and blood poured from the wound. He said something and a great deal of power threw me back and I slammed right through several trees. I was wheezing badly but I managed to stand. I used my telekinesis and slammed him into a tree as well. I concentrated on his head and he suddenly fell to his knees screaming in agony. Naraku and Ishin rushed to my side and I lost him. He ported out and I snarled.

“Thank you! I about had him!” I yelled.

“Sorry. We felt your pain. Are you alright?” Ishin asked.

“Hai I am fine.” I said wheezing badly.

“Asuna sit down.” Naraku commanded.

I heard Ishin growling and I looked up.

“Do you feel the spiritual energy brother?” Ishin said narrowing his eyes.

“Faintly, Kagome is the only one with that kind of spiritual powers.” Naraku replied.

My chest was heaving and I kept myself calm. I knew who it was and it actually made me nervous. I saw him from a distance and I knew that this forest held a very sacred shrine. He was probably at the shrine and felt my aura. Ishin crossed his arms and Naraku just watched with interest.

“What do you want ningen?” Ishin demanded.

“I felt the ruckus. I am a houshi at the local shrine.” He said staring at Naraku especially.

“Well you can move on as this is youki business.” Naraku remarked.

“You stand in a sacred place youki. Is the inu hurt?” Hakushin asked.

“I am fine houshi-sama.” I said looking away.

“Your breathing is labored and I can assist you. Your crest is that of the West.” He remarked as he neared.

“Step back houshi!” Ishin said in anger.

“Are all kumo so distrusting?” Hakushin asked raising a brow.

-Such a smooth liar you have become.- I pathed to the houshi.

-Well circumstances call for it mate! - He pathed in return.

I glared at him and he smiled softly. I wanted to throttle him and he sat on his knees. His hands took on a pinkish glow and he pressed them to my chest. Ishin was growling terribly and Naraku held him. My first mate watched very carefully and his eyes narrowed.

“Very few ningen have that kind of power. I know of only one houshi.” Naraku stated bluntly.

“Who would that be youki?” Hakushin asked.

“Thank you houshi-sama. Your help is most appreciated. We have things that need doing and I am sorry we disturbed your shrine.” I said standing.

“Answer me houshi.” Naraku said with narrowed eyes.

“I truly have no idea youki-sama. I am sure I can research it and let you know.” He said with a faint smirk.

“What is your name?” Ishin demanded.

“Housei. I am glad I could help a Western inu. Please take care himegimi.” He said bowing.

-You are being an ass! - I pathed rather forcefully.

-Well your two boys here are rather belligerent. I want you. - He pathed in return.

“You are no longer needed houshi. You may leave.” Ishin said putting a hand to his blade.

“I could purify your hand right off kumo before you could strike.” Hakushin said glaring.

Ishin looked angry and I held him back. Hakushin was being rather confident. This was not the houshi I met in the past. He was hardened and much more powerful.

“Ishin he is not worth it.” I said in a low tone.

Hakushin walked right up to me and jerked me back. He put a hand to my throat and I began growling.

“Let her go!” Naraku said as his eyes flashed crimson.

“I have no intention of hurting her but kumo boy will behave while he is on sacred ground!” the houshi said flatly.

-You intend to try and purify me? - I pathed in anger.

-Stupid question. Tell them to back off. You are still wheezing. - He pathed in return.

“Ishin and Naraku please I am still injured. I think I may have punctured a lung. Can you get Nobu?” I asked.

“Hai. Brother stay here.” Ishin commanded as he produced his shoki cloud and ported.

“I can heal her completely if you allow it youki-sama.” Hakushin stated.

“My name is Naraku houshi.” My mate said in a low growl.

“The Naraku?” Hakushin asked with narrowed eyes.

“Hai the Naraku. You handle my mate houshi and I do not take kindly to it.” Naraku said nearing me.

“You are notorious hanyou. Your mate is a himegimi and you are what?” the houshi said.

“Houshi!” I snapped.

-Port us to the shrine. - He commanded in thought.

-Hakushin! - I growled in his mind.

-Do it! You wheezing is worse. - He snapped back in thought.

I ported he and I into the shrine. He laid me down and ripped open my hanfu. He pressed his ear to my chest and pressed his hands to it. The amazing warmth spread through me and I realized he had not healed me very much out in the forest.

“Hakushin this is where you have been?” I asked.

“Hai. Ironic that you are here. I was just thinking of you. Naraku seems to sense me a little.” He chuckled.

“Well you did create the most powerful barrier these islands have ever seen.” I said as my whole body felt the tingling and pleasure.

“You think I shall walk away?” he asked me.

“I think you are being foolish.” I said as I closed my eyes.

He leaned down and kissed me rather passionately and I responded. I cursed myself and his devilish tongue. He pulled back as he sucked my lower lip a moment.

“I am a naughty houshi now. You are my secret as I am yours. You gave me this life and I shall endeavor to give you all I can.” He whispered in my ear.

I groaned softly and his lips ghosted my neck. He pulled back and covered my chest. Naraku would storm the shrine and I sensed my mate just outside. He appeared and Hakushin sat there in a very composed and serene position.

“Houshi you are pissing me off.” Naraku said flatly.

“Well you have much to answer for hanyou.” Hakushin said glaring up at him.

“I am no longer a hanyou and I am quite capable of killing one lone ningen.” He sneered.

“Have you changed? You do not sound like it.” My houshi snapped.

“Naraku he has helped me my love. I think we can go now.” I said softly.

-There is a hot spring near here. Meet me there tonight. - he pathed.

I blinked at him and I did not respond. Naraku leaned down and picked me. He produced his miasma and took us to Sendai. He laid me on our futon and laid his ear to my chest. He looked up and nodded.

“It seems he did heal you. Why would he do that and act so hateful to Ishin and me?” he asked.

“Nagoya is the outskirts of Western lands. I guess he may have felt a fealty to my family.” I stated shrugging.

“He seems familiar Asuna. He is powerful and I dare say he could purify a taiyouki.” He said.

“I know him not my love. Lay down with me. Path to Ishin and ask him to come as well.” I said laying my head on the futon.

Naraku stripped down to his hakama and slid in next to me. Ishin appeared not long after and slipped in on the other side. I was between them and I fell asleep rather quickly.

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I had checked on the pups and Etsuko was tucked between Mizuki and Ayana. I watched them sleep and I ported to Nagoya. I was a fool but I saw Hakushin waiting for me. I moved slowly and he waited patiently. I finally ended up across from him and his hair was down and fell around his shoulders. He wore a haori that was untucked and hakamas.

“No robes?” I asked softly.

“I can occasionally dress as such.” He murmured.

“Hakushin this is madness.” I said straightening my spine.

“Is it? Why do you say that? Youki and ningen are the ones that say that this is wrong and this is forbidden. I have never hated youki as a whole and it is obvious you respect some ningen.” He said bluntly.

“It is all well and good that you think as such but it is not reality.” I said looking away.

“Afraid of being your former brother?” he asked.

I whipped my head around and stared at his audacity. His eyes held mine and he stood.

“Do you think this dirty?” he demanded.

“It was not about the forbiddeness. It was about keeping you from a terrible fate!” I cried.

“So I should not apply my affections to you?” he asked.

“That would be the intelligent thing to do.” I replied.

“What do you really think? What are you really feeling? You are keeping me from feeling it.” He asked gripping my shoulders.

“I am trying to stop this. I did not want this to be complicated. I truly had no wish to complicate your life.” I said refusing to look at him.

“What did your grandsire feel for the hime?” he asked in a deep voice.

“He loved her deeply. He died saving her and my uncle.” I breathed out.

“Why should my feelings or yours be any less?” he asked lifting his hands to hold my head still.

“Houshi this is insanity.” I whispered fiercely.

He kissed me and my arms wrapped around his upper body and he did the same with me. He was stealing my heart and running with it. I had done the unthinkable and he had responded. We stumbled and fell to our knees. I ended up on my back with my legs wrapped around his hips. Our joining was slow and sensual; I was on dangerous path but this man refused to listen and I let him coax me. My body was arched against his as he brought me to beautiful rapture.

“Tell me what you are feeling.” He asked in a lazy voice.

“Too much Hakushin.” I murmured.

“I love you my himegimi.” He said into my ear.

“Houshi!” I growled.

“I am sorry that offends you but I do.” He stated with an edge to his tone.

“You are much more passionate then I would have thought.” I murmured.
”Was a devout Buddhist.” He said softly.
”Okay that was a given then. I did not think you would be this passionate outside of your religion.” I corrected myself.

He rolled us and I was on top. He held my hips as he guided me. I was surprised and moaned softly. It was becoming so much more dangerous then any relationship I had before. He kept one hand on my hip and his other drifted to my stomach. I still thought him the most beautiful ningen I had ever seen and Trajan had been rather stunning. He had a smirk on his lips and he had apparently ascertained my thoughts. He apparently had received some of my yoki when we mated. My thoughts shocked even myself and I shook my head to clear them.

“Come back to me himegimi. You are drifting in your own mind.” He mumbled as guided me down harder.

“Houshi!” I cried out softly.

“What have you done to me?” he moaned.

“Houshi please. Do not make me beg. Please harder.” I groaned out.

He sat up and I sucked in my breath as the angle changed. We ended up making desperate and passionate love. My mind kept screaming to get away from him and stay away. I ended up with my head to his chest and listening to his breathing. I had been aware of the barrier since he erected it, I feared no interruptions. His skin was several shades darker than my own and he was built muscularly lean. His features were more than pleasing to the eye but his general goodness urged me on. He was definitely more hardened but living longer could do that.

“I love you houshi.” I said barely audibly.

He did not stir and I slipped from him and dressed.

“Lift your barrier a moment.” I whispered in his ear.

“Why? Stay.” He demanded.

“I cannot. I have pups and responsibilities.” I said softly.

He groused but lifted his barrier. He rolled to his side and his eyes fluttered shut.

“Goodbye Hakushin.” I said trying to slip away.

“You intend to make this the last time I see you.” He said in a dark tone.

“I am not the wisest youki but this is bordering on complete and utter insanity. I have lands to rule and a youki and jewel to hunt down. You are ningen and need to be among ningen.” I said trying to convince myself.

“Sure. You are as bad as any other hate filled youki. You lowered yourself to play with the mortals and you walk away when it becomes too tough. Coward!” he yelled at me.

“How dare you! You were willing to become a corpse for a bunch of worthless beings that were more concerned about themselves!” I growled.

“Well you came in and shattered my beliefs to the Netherworld and back. You think I am not aware of the danger? You fear your station, you are no common youki so you fear what others may do to your rank!” he accused.

“I am already a lord Hakushin. I fear no one. You should be nervous what association with me could do to you!” I said perplexed.

“I love you! You took me and made me well. You gave me part of you and I am supposed to settle?” he snapped.

“You were supposed to not care.” I snapped in return.

“Sorry I am not that type of man. There are those that can have meaningless sex but I cannot. I was devastated by your kindness and the beauty of your soul.” He retorted.

“I have several mates Hakushin. I do not follow inu tradition at all and I follow mainland traditions in this regard. I do not know what you expect but this is not a wise course of action.” I said exasperated.

“This! This is what I expect! We can move about and do our own actions but come together. I desire you above anything.” He said sitting up.

“You are a houshi!” I cried.

“Hai I am. We have already coupled several time Asuna. You proved my powers do not lie in abstinence. I can do good and still make love to you.” He said in a determined voice.

“I can give you no more than this houshi. This is a forbidden union and it will have to remain with us.” I said staring at him.

“Fine.” He said standing.

“What are you doing?” I asked as he began undressing me.

“Getting my fill of you.” He said softly.

“Oh!” I cried out as he touched me.

I shut my eyes and gave into the overwhelming nature of this being. I got the sense that my cousin was an amazing partner simply because she could do what this mortal could. A very slight fear consumed me and I needed to prevent a hanyou.

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I made my way to dragon lands to see for myself Ryukotsusei. I ported to the Dragon's castle and Ryuu looked up and grinned.

“Cousin Asuna!” he cried.

“I hear my cousin has been quite busy. Your father is alive.” I said casually.

“Hai he is. He and Mother are still abed. Shall we wake them up?” Ryuu asked mischievously.

“Hai.” I nodded.

I followed my second cousin and we went to very ornate and carved doors. Ryuu pounded on them hard and I heard grumbling from Akemi. He pounded more and my sweet and tiny cousin threw open the door and shocked her son.

“Owe!” he cried.

“Hello cousin.” I said raising a brow.

“Shhh Ryu still sleeps. What are you doing here?” she asked.

“Well let me see, you said you would help your mother and father and you are here rutting your mate like you are newly mated.” I said as I pushed past her and her son.

“Lord Ryukotsusei! You are needed up and I intend to take my cousin. Shall you like to join her?” I asked rather loudly.

I watched the dragon crack his eye open and I smirked at him.

“What happened was a long time ago. You make Akemi happy and I am quite content in this life. Now will you rise?” I asked.

“Akemi there is an obnoxious inu in our chambers!” Ryukotsusei said loudly.

“You like to lie abed all day?” I asked with a smirk.

“Akemi, I am fixing to have breakfast!” he said.

I laughed and he actually smiled. Akemi walked forward slowly and looked relieved. She sat by her mate and he pulled her down.

“I see you two shall be busy. I shall partake of some sake with my cousin Ryuu.” I said standing and leaving their chambers.

I heard Akemi shrieking in laughter and I knew she had made the right decision for her; unfortunately Anupu had suffered for it. Ryuu brought me back to the study and poured me a small little cup of sake. We toasted his parents and I downed it.

“I can see how this castle was full of love and happiness.” I said smiling.

“Hai. We never knew my sire as a warrior. When we were very young he got on the floor and played with us and our toys. I know the stories of Mizuchi and he was awful but my father is very good.” Ryuu said.

“I see that. Well one more please.” I said holding out my cup.

Ryuu chuckled and poured me one more. I downed it and looked around.

“Tell your mother that I shall meet her in Edo in one hour. It seems your sire shall keep her very busy.” I said smirking.

“I shall tell her. Is everything alright cousin?” he asked.

“Hai everything is fine.” I said absently.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“Just tell Akemi I must see her.” I said then ported to Edo.

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I was sitting beneath the God Tree and I felt Akemi walk up. I looked up at her and smiled.

“What is wrong? Your aura is all askew.” She said flopping beside me.

“I have done the one thing that no full blooded youki should ever do.” I said rubbing my temples.

“You have become involved with a holy person?” she asked shocked.

“Hai. Not just any houshi either, Saint Hakushin.” I said in a whisper.

“Asuna you saw him? What? How?” she asked rapidly.

“Magatushi pushed me down the well. I had a vision of him as the Buddha mummy and it infuriated me. I purposely extended his life to save his life. He found me in this era and it has been intense.” I said shaking a little.

“Asuna, he is the most famous if not most powerful houshi these islands produced! I saw him years and years ago. He is such a good man and so kind.” She said in amazement.

“I am not worthy of goodness?” I asked infuriated.

“I did not say that! You deserve all manner of good but you are a full youki and he a houshi!” She said softly.

“I know all this Akemi. I know this is foolish and I will not bear a hanyou. I could not have a pup of mine castigated because of who I care for.” I said wringing my hands.

“What are you telling me Asuna?” she asked.

“Nothing Akemi.” I said looking up.

“Do you think you may carry?” she asked grabbing my shoulders.

“No. I do not think. I am just very wretched about it is all and I should not feel wretched about someone I care for.” I said gritting my teeth.

“It is not bad that you care for a ningen Asuna. Hell my mother is a miko! You just have to be discrete and never become pregnant by him.” She said shrugging.

“Hai. How can I care for him? He is ningen!” I said standing.

“Suna, I was three quarters ningen honey. Just because he is not youki does not mean he is not worthy. Please do not act like Uncle Sesshomaru used to.” She said looking at me.

“Check me.” I said in a whisper.

“Come on.” She said standing.

She pulled me behind her and we went into the house. I laid on a futon and closed my eyes. She checked me and prodded on my belly.

“Sweetie what do you want to do?” she asked me.

“Defeat Magatushi.” I said rising.

“Asuna.” She stated softly.

“I cannot think right now Akemi! This is not happening.” I yelled.

“Asuna, I know how you feel but you need to face this or end it.” She said shaking me.

I looked away and I grew sick to my stomach. Akemi came up and handed me something.

“This will make you sleep for now. You need to rest and think.” She commanded.

I took it from her and downed it. It was very bitter and I made a face. She sat by the futon and patted it. I nodded and I lay down. Dizziness overcame me and I succumbed to the draught.

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She felt horrid but her cousin was falling apart. She had given her herbs to induce miscarriage. She prayed that she could forgive her but she knew all too well what a hanyou would face. She had also slipped in an herb that would mask any scent. Akemi moved to the door and called for one of the twins. Jirou came up and was surprised.

“Kemi what is going on?” he asked.

“I need you to send a runner to Sendai. Send word to the kumo healer Nobu that cousin Asuna is miscarrying.” Akemi said softly.

“One less youki running around.” Jirou said coldly.

“Shut up! Now go before I purify the inu right out of you!” she snapped.

He chuckled and took off. Akemi leaned against the door frame and pathed to Ryuu. He appeared right next to her and she looked up.

“Can you track down your obbsan and jii-chan?” she asked.

“Hai. Mother is something wrong?” he asked.

“I need my mother.” She said.

He nodded and ported away. Now all she had to do was wait. She went and lay down next to her cousin and prayed harder that she would forgive her.

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Nobu appeared in the house first and he found his lady on a futon and in a deep sleep. He looked down at her cousin and sat down next to the futon.

“I sent for you as soon as she realized. She asked me to knock her out.” Akemi lied.

“That was foolish onna. Those herbs can cause horrible blood loss!” Nobu snapped.

“Well would you rather her hysterical?” Akemi snapped in return.

“No. It was too soon after the twins' birth.” Nobu sighed.

He felt for her and whereas Akane had issues getting pregnant; Asuna had no problems getting that way. He knew she had been rather obsessed about her family as of late but she did not need to tax her body. He checked her and she was bleeding heavily. He growled and was angry at the inu-ningen mix. He heard a ruckus and he saw a ningen miko and inu hanyou rush in.

“Akemi! What is going on?” Kagome asked.

“Suna starting cramping really bad and started bleeding. It seems she is miscarrying.” She lied again.

“Miko! She is bleeding badly.” Nobu called.

“Hold on.” Kagome said grabbing her bag.

Inuyasha scented the air and he looked at Akemi strangely.

“Come here Kemi now!” her father commanded.

“Hai Father?” she said following him.

He dragged her outside and away from the house. He turned on her and he looked upset.

“Those herbs are used to kill Kemi! What did you do?” he demanded.

“I had to Father. I had to! She was falling apart and Uncle Sesshomaru would have gone through the roof!” Akemi said rapidly.

“Why? He knows she has like a bunch of mates! Why should he care?” Inuyasha asked confused.

“Daddy, she was carrying a hanyou!” Akemi hissed softly.

“What? You killed her pup?” he asked shocked.

“She could not handle it. She would not be able to handle the fall out! She is a ruler and the daughter to Sesshomaru! Your brother would have gone through the fucking roof!” she said getting upset.

“Kemi! You listen to me girl, what you did was wrong!” he admonished her.

“Is it not wrong to bring a pup into the world that will be hated just like you were and me too?” she snapped.

“It should've been Suna's choice. Your mom is gonna know what you did.” Inuyasha said clenching his fists.

“Well la te da. Suna did not want it anyhow.” Akemi snapped.

“It? Are you an it? Am I an it?” he snapped.

“Father, she mated a houshi!” she hissed in his koinu ear.

“What?” he asked dumbly.

“Not just any houshi. Magatushi pushed her down the well. It apparently works for Suna but not Mother but anyway she went back and saved Saint Hakushin. Can you imagine what the youki would do if they found out that she was pregnant with such a powerful pup?” Akemi said in hushed tones.

“Hakushin? I saw him as a mummy!” he said horrified.

“You know Suna. She would make sure the timeline stayed correct. I don't know how they did it but she was getting agitated father.” Akemi said defensively.

“Oh boy.” He said whistling.

“Akemi Higurashi! Akemi come here right now!!” Kagome screamed.

“What?” Akemi snapped.

“What did you do? What did you do?” Kagome said shaking her daughter.

“Stop! Daddy explain it to her. I need to see Asuna.” She snapped.

Akemi jerked away from her mother and went back into the house. Asuna was still knocked out and Nobu looked nervous.

“Why did you do this?” Nobu asked in an angry.

“You are not my family kumo. I owe you nothing!” Akemi hissed.

“She is my lady! My lord loves her more than anything and she is here miscarrying! What did you do?” Nobu demanded.

“I gave her a draught to sleep deeply is all kumo. I am sorry it is causing issue but she was hysterical.” Akemi said crossing her arms.

“Well she needs to be watched carefully. Stupid onna! I am taking her back to Sendai.” He said producing a shoki cloud and disappearing.

Akemi sighed but she knew in her heart that she had done what her cousin needed. She wondered where the famous houshi was. She decided to investigate and tell the houshi to back off.

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I woke up to horrid pains in my back and lower abdomen. I scented blood and I began shaking. I managed to sit up and Nobu was next to me. I saw Ishin and Naraku in the doorway and my hands were shaking. My mind could not grasp what was going on.

“Nobu?” I asked confused.

“You are miscarrying Asuna. Your cousin sent for me and said you were hysterical, is that true?” he asked.

“Hai.” I said distantly.

My cousin had killed my pup and I was covering up for her. I began shaking harder and I managed to stand.

“Asuna sit! You are still bleeding.” Ishin said firmly.

“I have to find the jewel.” I said absently.

“Asuna please sit down.” Naraku said holding my arm.

I looked at Naraku and Ishin and pulled away. I stepped back and ported away. I was hurting badly and I held my stomach. I was in the holy forest and staggered along. I sat beneath a tree and wept.

-Hakushin!!!- I screamed in thought.

Nobu must have packed me to try and staunch the bleeding. I concentrated and ported to the shrine. I actually fell at the door and several houshi rushed over.

“A youki? What is a youki doing here?” an older houshi stated.

“Please. I need to speak with the houshi Housei.” I said looking up.

“Shut your filthy mouth youki!” A younger houshi hissed.

I looked up and one houshi stepped back. It was evident he knew who I was. He bowed repeatedly and the others looked confused.

“She is the lord's daughter! She is the heir to the West!” the houshi hissed softly.

I closed my eyes and bit back sobs. I would not have done this and I could not think too hard or I would kill her. I finally began sobbing and the holy men were terribly distraught.

“Please get Housei.” The houshi that knew me stated.

He came by my side but did not touch me.

“I bleed red houshi and I have witnessed death. I have born offspring and buried my loved ones.” I growled low in my throat.

“I know my lady.” He replied.

“Where is Housei?” I asked with a trembling lip.

“He was in a nearby village helping an injured man. Can you use your yoki?” he asked.

“Open your mind and I can see it.” I said breathing hard.

He thought of the village and I dipped into his mind. I ported to the small village and appeared near the outskirts. I pulsed my aura and slid down a tree. Hakushin came out of a hut and looked shocked to see me. I lifted my head and he immediately came to my side.

“What is wrong? You are shaking. Quit shielding from me himegimi.” He said sitting by me.

“The ningen…is he all right?” I asked dully.

“He is better. Tell me what is wrong!” he demanded softly.

“I need to be somewhere where no one can find me and I can fall apart.” I whispered.

“Go into the forest and I shall meet you there.” He said standing.

I stared straight ahead and then pulled myself to standing and made my way into the forest. I walked on for awhile. I stared off into space and I finally felt his hands on my shoulders.

“I was born in Kumano and there are very remote places in the mountains. Look into my mind.” He said in my ear.

I did as he asked and ported us to a very green place. This was actually a part of the Southern Kingdom but it was so remote that I doubted a neko would care. He led me to an enclosure of trees that acted as a sort of shelter. He sat me down and I looked at him with dulled eyes.

“What has you so? What is wrong?” he asked.

“My cousin did a heinous thing. Her mother is the Shikon Miko. I came to her as I could not fathom what I was doing and she rid me.” I said as the words tumbled out.

“I do not understand.” He said holding my face.

I could not say it and I began weeping. He held me as I cried. I cried out as vicious cramps nearly crippled me and I had only cried this hard when the kumo whore had my pups murdered.

“Please tell me. I feel your overwhelming pain.” He said as he held me.

I said nothing and managed to rest in his arms as pains wracked my body. I felt him shaking me awake and I looked up weakly.

“You are bleeding!” he said horrified.

I saw sudden understanding in his eyes and his face went from rage to calm very quickly.

“I can heal you.” He said gently.

“Hai. I am afraid I may bleed out.” I said in a tortured tone.

“Why?” he asked in a pain filled voice.

“Because she is mixed and she feared for me. She assumed I did not want it.” I whispered.

“How could she be so cruel?” he asked in anger.

“Because her sire is a hanyou and she knew what he faced. My father castigated his own brother for the longest time because his mother was a ningen. She figured he would do the same to my pup.” I said in profound sadness.

“You did not want a hanyou.” He stated in a hurt voice.

“I did not know what I was going to do but killing my offspring was not one of my options! I do not kill innocents houshi! Four of my pups lost their lives and I would not do such a wretched thing. Hate youki but do not think for one moment I would kill my own young! I am inu and uppyr and we as species love our babes!” I snapped.

“Who killed your pups?” he asked me softly.

“A foreign kumo named Terian. She seduced Ishin and she became pregnant. Katsu was rather big and tore her terribly when he was born. I did not kill her but I did nothing to stop her death.” I stated.

“What were their names?” he asked me.

“Hiroto, Hana, Nori, and Ken'ichi. Hiroto was Kazuo's identical twin and Ken'ichi and Nori were my younger twins. Hana was Lord Tekeshi's natural daughter.” I said closing my eyes.

“I am sorry.” He said holding me tightly.

I said nothing more and I felt his purity envelope me. He was healing me slowly so that I would not bleed out. Tears pricked my eyes but I felt myself feeling better gradually. I clung to the houshi and he looked down at me. I reached up and pulled his mouth to mine. He was trying to be restrained but I was stricken. He ripped his lips from mine and held me tightly.

“I am furious. I am sorry but I am so angry right now.” He choked out.

“No more than I. Thank you for healing me. I have to find Magatushi and end this. I think we have seen the results of what we can expect houshi. I will not put myself in this position again.” I said flatly.

“We are back to this?” he demanded.

“Hai we are. This is a mistake and we both suffer for it and an innocent did as well. I will not have this happen again. I will not loose another pup.” I said pulling away.

“As you wish himegimi. I have no wish to make anyone suffer my presence or that of my progeny!” He said indignantly.

“I did not mean it that way!” I said furiously.

“You did not want this. It obvious your cousin did your unspoken wishes and you did not have the convictions to say it. I figured you better than a bigot but you are no more than your cousin who is part ningen!” He snarled.

My eyes flashed red and I stood. I struck him across the face and turned away from him.

“Our species are too different.” I snarled as well.

“You gave birth to a Byakko and apparently you were not too different from the tiger to have his son. Why should mine have been any different?” He asked in an anguished tone.

“I tore apart my family at the time when I made that decision! You have no idea of what you speak. Quon was as bullheaded as you!” I said through tears.

“You see yourself so differently then a mere mortal onna but you lament your offspring's demise as a ningen would! Why is the idea so offensive?” he demanded.

“It was not offensive Hakushin. It was foolish and unrealistic but not offensive. A hanyou would be despised by the inu and hated by the ningen. How could I have protected my babe from all that hate? I did not want to loose it but to have it suffer?” I raged.

He could say nothing but I spoke the truth. Akemi would have much to answer for and I would have to stop myself from killing her. I looked away and began sobbing again. I was tired and I was tired of all the anger and rage. I ported away to the West to bathe myself. I went to the hot spring and sank into the water. I began scrubbing my skin and I washed my face of my tears. I heard pounding on the shoji and I growled. I felt the aura of my sire and I pulled the screen.

“Come.” I called out.

I heard him come in and I said nothing.

“Daughter. I just returned home. Inuyasha said you had suffered badly.” He said in concern.

“I am well now. I am fine my lord.” I said with clenched teeth.

“He said Akemi did something.” He murmured.

“It is my business!” I yelled.

“Asuna dress and meet me in the study.” He commanded.

I was angry and wanted to be alone at the moment. I quickly threw on a yukata and stomped to his study.

“Daughter talk!” he commanded.

“I was pregnant and I am no more. Akemi thought it prudent to make me sleep through it and the herbs caused me to bleed worse. I am fine now.” I said bitterly.

“Asuna.” He started to say.

“Father please, no lectures! This has been a trying day and we still have no idea what we are doing. I am fine and I need to kill something!” I said growling.

He waved me on and I ported out. I actually found Akemi near the shrine that Hakushin served in. I walked straight up to her and struck her with all my might. She landed badly and looked up in surprise.

“How dare you! How dare you! How could you?” I snarled.

“You are not seeing clearly. I am sorry but you would have placed yourself and that babe's life in danger!” she yelled back.

“You were the judge? You? You are my beloved cousin and now you murder a member of your own family! Rot in hell! Because you have to be miserable you do not have to make me so. I never want to see you again or I will kill you!” I said as my eyes were burning and my head ached.

“You do not mean that!” she cried.

“Hai I do. I understand saving your mate but you threw away a good male who loved you more than you will ever deserve!” I said as my claws were itching to dig into her flesh.

“You would disavow me for a fucking inu and Kamis damn houshi?” she yelled.

“Hai. You have become quite the youki cousin. I would have made a way for my babe. You make me want to announce Hakushin. You took liberties that were not yours! I am the heir to these lands and I am lord of others! You are and always will be beneath me! You had no right to do what you did.” I said as tears streamed down my face.

“Asuna please! I was trying to protect you!” she said tearing up herself.

She tried to near me and I shoved my claws through her shoulder. She looked horrified and anguished as I withdrew them.

“I lied for you. I lied to my sire to protect you as well. I will never see you nor will I acknowledge you. If you desire to live then you will stay away from me.” I snarled in her face.

I shoved her away from me and turned. I stalked to the shrine and entered. My eyes were crimson and I tried to calm myself.

“The houshi name Housei will come to the Western Palace when he returns. This is a command and not a request. These lands are apart of the West and I will be obeyed in this.” I snapped.

“Hai my lady.” A young houshi said bowing.

“Here.” I said throwing a bag at the houshi.

It was gold and would fund whatever good works the holy men did. He looked up shocked and I turned on my heel. I ported away to Qinghai. I lay on my bed in my chambers and cried myself to sleep.

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“Mistress. Please wake up.” Chang said shaking me gently.

“Hai?” I asked coming to.

“My lady you are covered in blood and it scents of a close relative.” He said in concern.

“It is no matter. I am expecting a messenger from the West. Please let me know when it arrives. I should like you and Geming to gather your best men and begin hunting Magatushi.” I said with an emotionless tone.

“Hai my lady. Is there anything else I can do?” he asked.

“Hai Chang.” I stood up and walked to my armoire.

I was in an emotional void and I stripped. I put on a shimmering hanfu of white that was edged in red. I heard Chang suck in his breath lightly and I turned. I watched him and I was half dressed.

“Chang?” I asked.

“Nothing mistress.” He said staring straight ahead.

I pulled my hanfu into place and walked forward. I pulled him forward and pressed my forehead to his.

“Find Magatushi and contain him. Do this for me.” I whispered in a tortured tone.

“Hai.” He stated softly.

“Please take the yukata and burn it.” I said turning my head.

“Hai my lady.” He said in my ear.

Chang kept stock still as I looked up at him.

“Are you alright?” I asked him softly.

“Hai. I need to go and get things together mistress.” He said stepping back.

“Thank you.” I said.

“Hai my lady.” He said starting to leave.

I followed behind him and turned him. We were in the hall and my hand was pressed to his cheek. He closed his eyes and nuzzled it.

“Thank you for your unswerving loyalty.” I stated.

“Hai my lady.” He stated.

I pressed my lips to his and pulled back. His eyes were sultry and I slowly pulled away.

“I shall retrieve Geming and we shall find the beast.” He stated in a firmer tone.

I nodded and he walked on. I ported to the Western Palace and walked into the gardens. I sat down upon a chaise and watched the sun rising. I heard Jaken snorting as he came into the serenity of the greens.

“What?” I asked.

“There is a houshi here. The filthy creature says you commanded him here.” He squeaked.

“Hai I did. Where did you show him to?” I asked standing.

“The Great Hall. Milord is there as well.” Jaken said prostrating himself.

“Thank you Jaken. How is your kappa onna?” I asked as I walked.

“Milady?” he asked stunned.

I put a finger to my lips and smiled softly. I left him and went to the Great Hall. I walked in and Hakushin looked up as well as my sire. My father was tense with an obviously powerful houshi.

“My lord this is Saint Hakushin. Houshi this is the Lord Sesshomaru, Lord of the Western Lands. Father the houshi sired the babe I lost. Akemi poisoned me to rid me of a dreaded hanyou. There now houshi and the truth is out.” I said narrowing my eyes.

Both males dropped their mouths open and I turned on my heel. I stormed towards my chambers and my father grabbed me. I looked at him and he stared at me in disbelief.

“I do not understand.” He snapped.

“He is ningen and I defiled myself correct?” I asked with no emotion.

“Do not put words into my mouth!” he growled.

“Magatushi pushed me down the well and he was in that era. He kept the timeline and I extended his life. He is a very honorable man my lord. I did not do what I did to risk anything but to do the right thing by a very good individual. I must have conceived when I was in the past. It matters not.” I rambled.

“That ningen has achieved sainthood! You defiled a houshi?” my father snapped.

I began laughing quite loudly. He was more concerned with the fact that I had `defiled' a holy man than the fact he was ningen. I leaned against the wall and continued to laugh.

“This is funny?” he demanded.

“Hai too funny.” I said wiping my eyes.

I walked back towards the Great Hall and Hakushin stared at me.

“Come houshi. Let me show you the palace.” I said taking his arm.

“Why did you announce who I was? Are you insane?” he demanded.

“No, I am not. You accused me of finding us offensive. We are out as they say. My sire seems to think I defiled you. He cares more that I rutted a holy man. Now your words hold no meaning and you can apologize.” I said crossing my arms.

“Apologize for what? I am here at your behest and now I leave of my own accord. I will not suffer you my presence when I am a mere ningen!” he said bowing then walking away.

“You make this decision houshi and not I. You walk away and it will be for good.” I said in anger.

“As you command my himegimi. I shall deign to not rise above my station again.” He said bowing and his words dripped in sarcasm.

I was angry but I let him go. I stifled the tears and shoved them deep into my soul. I breathed deeply and I saw my father stand in the door.

“He will not return my lord. I am sorry if I dishonored this house again.” I said bowing.

“I will not profess to understand. You did not kill Akemi did you?” he asked raising a brow.

“No. I will never see her again. Do not talk me out of it either. You had your mother executed for what she did to mother and Katsurou. I disavowed my cousin. She got off pretty easy.” I said frigidly.

“I cannot tell you to see her but she is your cousin.” He said raising his brow.

“Natsumi was your mother.” I growled.

“She was always a hateful harpy and Akemi thought she was helping you.” He growled back.

I turned away and ported. I was in Egypt of all places. I sat beneath a palm tree and my hands shook. Chang and Geming would aggressively follow my requests and Magatushi would be found sooner then later. I looked up and Anupu stood over me.

“Sister?” he asked softly.

“Hello. I was hoping you were here.” I said distantly.

“What is wrong?” he asked.

“I was pregnant. I told Akemi.” I said biting my lip.

“What did she do?” he asked in anger.

“She rid me of my pup. I was scared and not sure how I was going to handle it. She decided that it would be better if I did not carry.” I said in a hollow voice.

Anupu growled terribly and pulled me up. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me. His demeanor towards me had changed drastically.

“Evil harlot!” he snarled.

“I have banished her Anupu. Her own parents are horrified at her actions. She will suffer enough.” I said stiffly.

“Asuna look at me.” He commanded.

I refused to look at him and he made me look up. His eyes were angry and I could see the rage there.

“She did not rid you of a hanyou did she?” he said a horrendous growl.

“Hai she did.” I said meeting his eyes.

“Do not lie to me!” he hissed.

“Stop! Please just stop! I will not do this. It matters not alright?” I said holding my head.

“You were scared because you did not want to face Shezmu! You could not explain that is why!” he said shaking me.

“Leave me be! Have I not suffered enough? Anupu stop it!” I said beating his chest with my fists.

He was holding me and growling softly. I could feel his hate and his pure unadulterated fury simmering in him. He would not release me and I actually calmed in his hold.

“I should not have touched you. This is my fault and you suffered for it.” He said loudly.

“It was not your pup.” I said stiffly.

“I know you! I know you well Asuna. I knew you as Akana. I do not know why you insist that I am unintelligent.” He said holding me to him.

“Anupu let me go.” I said getting agitated.

“Tell me the truth.” He said raising his voice.

“Hai!” I growled.

He released me and looked away. I got ready to port and he held onto me. He pressed his lips to my ear and murmured.

“I am so sorry. Asuna please forgive me.” He whispered.

“It happened Anupu. It is over and we shall move on.” I said as he tightened his grip.

Anupu reached up and brushed his thumb over my cheeks then my lips. I lightly nipped at the elegant appendage. I closed my eyes as his hands held my face. I turned my head some and lightly kissed one palm.

“Forgive me.” He mumbled.

“Nothing to forgive.” I said wrapping my lips around his thumb.

“You would have said nothing.” He stated.

I looked up at him and met his eyes.

“I would not have tried to tell you. You have faced enough and neither of us wants to hurt Shezmu.” I said bluntly.

“You are right of course.” He stated with sadness in his voice.

“I need to go Anupu. I am sorry to have bothered you.” I said gently releasing myself.

“Did you want the pup?” he asked.

“Hai. I did. It was my pup and I would have loved it with all my heart.” I said looking away.

I ported to my northern holdings and went in search of Tamiko. I intended to go back and search for the jewel while Chang and Geming kept searching for Magatushi.