InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ Reflections of the Jewel Part III ( Chapter 75 )

A/n: I do not own Inuyasha; Rumikio Takahashi does.

 

Reflections of the Jewel Part III

 

I was hurting badly as I came to. I looked over and Kenomaru was lying next to me. He apparently slept in very little clothing. His pale skin covered very sinuous muscle. He breathed softly as he slept and I perused his form with hooded eyes. He was built compact and hard and his stomach was defined with hard lines. I bit my tongue as he was really a specimen.

“I imagine you are hurting.” He said softly.

I barely nodded and he met my eyes. His jade colored hair fell around us and he searched my face.

“Here take this.” He said as he handed me a wooden cup.

I could smell the herbs in it and I drained it. He wiped the corner of my mouth and he laid back down.

“My healer was able to reinflate your lung. He had to cut you deeply to do it and that is the cut on your side. Try and rest; I told you not to struggle.” He said closing his eyes.

“I need to go home.” I said in a tired voice.

“The puppy in your belly is fine by the way.” Kenomaru said lightly.

“Pup. It is a pup.” I snapped.

“Puppy or pup; same difference. You dogs are rather touchy types.” He said smirking.

“I want to go home.” I said growling.

He moved so quickly that I was pressed into the softness of the mattress. He lifted a hand and flexed his claws as if willing himself not to.

“Afraid to harm me?” I snapped.

“If I wished to harm you then I would have let you suffocate to death.” He retorted.

“Then strike me ga!” I growled.

His hand grasped my thigh and ran it up my leg. He followed the curve in my hip to swell of my breast. His eyes watched mine and I said nothing.

“You say strike; you wish me to strike you with my blade?” he asked in a husky voice.

“You have made yourself my enemy. Do as enemies do and strike.” I demanded.

“You are a means to an end regarding your uncle. Now as far as me wanting you; that is personal.” He said with a lusty look.

“I am going home.” I said as I tried to get up.

I was still in pain and the draught left me sleepy. I sighed and closed my eyes. I felt his hand brush my breast and I sighed softly.

“I want you.” He breathed roughly.

“Sorry.” I said breathing deeply.

He growled as he lowered his lips to mine. He teased me relentlessly with his delectable mouth. He seemed to be getting impatient and he ripped his mouth from mine.

“I want to feel you.” He replied in a deep voice.

“You want a myth you have built up in your mind ga. I am not this creature you think I am.” I said flatly.

“You think I have a fantasy of you?” he laughed.

He was amused and he took my hand. He pressed it to his groin and my eyes widened.

“I am rather enamored yes.” He chuckled.

“I…” I said dumbly.

He sighed and gently opened my thighs. He would not rape me but he would try to convince me into rutting. He teased my center with his member and I gasped quietly. His face contorted in immense need but he held himself back.

“Why do you deny us both?” he asked.

“This is wrong!” I snapped.

“What is wrong is that you tie yourself to worthless and mindless beasts.” He growled.

“You are so much more refined?” I asked getting angry.

“Kumo? You are mated to kumo!” he snapped.

“Hai and I rather love my kumo mates.” I said flatly.

His face took on a predatory look and he quickly cut into his chest with a claw. Blood welled up and I turned my head.

“Let us see how much kiang shi you really are.” He commented.

My eyes were red and I growled. He turned my head to make me look. I lost my nerve and licked the wound. He groaned above me and I attached my lips to the wound.

“Shall I beg my little she dog?” he moaned softly.

My eyes squeezed shut and I bit into his skin. He shuddered above me as I tasted his blood. I pulled back and licked my lips. He swooped down and slipped his tongue into my mouth. He expertly ravished my mouth and I responded. Flashes of my anger about Ishin and Terian Huber dissolved. I was not exactly fighting hard. I whined softly as he slowly withdrew from his sweet torture.

“Tell me yes! Say it.” He said in a heated tone.

I shook my head and he snarled in anger. He slipped a finger through my nether lips and massaged my nub. I mewled underneath him and cried out. I pulled him down and kissed him to stop my cries of passion. I pulled away and suddenly gathered a silk blanket around me. He looked surprised and I channeled Ishin and Naraku. I ported out and appeared at Ishin's feet. I had sent him to his knee but he looked quite relieved. He saw my state but picked me up. I could feel his anger simmering but I kept myself awake.

“I did not. I did not give in. Scent me closely.” I said softly.

“You shame me then. I am not as strong as you am I?” he said under his breath.

“You get angry because I stay his advances?” I asked surprised.

“No but at least I would not feel so wretched at the moment. Did you enjoy your inu lover?” he asked in a scorching tone.

“I have my reason. It was not a betrayal.” I tried to reason.

“I am in a killing mood my beloved. I am getting intensely hateful as you have been of Akane. Have your fun with the inu but remember who your priority is!” He hissed in my ear.

“Ishin, I hurt like the seven hells right now.” I said in pain.

“You hurt? I hurt inu. I go through hating you and loving you in the same breath. I shall take you to Nobu.” He said seething.

He produced his shoki cloud and stepped in. We appeared in Sendai and he laid me on the futon. I felt terrible guilt at the moment and Ishin had sent in Nobu. The kumo healer looked me over and he proceeded to give me a rather liberal dose of widow venom. I felt nothing but warmth and I laid back in contentment. Ishin came in and sat down next to me. He was suppressing his fury and I sat up carefully. I was feeling wonderfully pleasant at the moment. I got on all fours and crawled over to Ishin.

“Nobu gave you widow venom. Lay down Asuna.” He said with an edge to his voice.

“No.” I said practically purring.

“Kamis inu you are a lightweight. You are drunk, lay down now.” He commanded.

My beast was in control but I had willed it. I settled in his lap and lightly ran my fingertips over his throat. He closed his eyes as I continued to lightly touch him.

“Ishin.” I breathed in his ear.

“What?” he asked.

I pressed his mind and he gasped loudly. I was touching him physically and mentally and he laid me back.

“This is not right and you know it.” He moaned.

“Why?” I asked.

“You are altered.” He said as he physically shook.

“I am in control enough to bring you to release with just a thought.” I said in his ear.

My thoughts were very focused as he groaned and lay on his back. He was not exactly totally open to this type of coupling but I did not care. I nuzzled his neck and slowly sank my fangs in. I began drinking deeply for a moment and my beautiful mate was mindless. I sank my fangs on the other side and he cried out loudly as I experienced his climax with him. His chest was heaving as I lifted my head. His obsidian eyes met mine. Desperate passion was reflected and he was on me and ripped the coverlet from me. We ended up joined on every level and wherever my beloved other mate was he was dragged in as well.

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I woke up sprawled across the futon with Ishin and Naraku. I felt better but I could use a hot bath. Naraku stirred and pulled me to him.

“You are rather wicked my little inu.” He purred in my ear.

“I wanted you here and you were not. I need the hot spring.” I moaned softly.

“Go on then. You have managed to wear me out.” He said slapping my backside lightly.

I smirked and crawled over them. I felt calm and centered at the moment. I had escaped temptation and I was glad of it. I slipped into the hot spring and I relaxed totally. I ended up dozing lightly when I felt him. I looked over at Kenomaru and my eyes hardened.

“That was quite cruel of you.” He said tapping his foot.

“I am not yours.” I said looking at him.

I was sensing so many things at the moment and I felt Magatushi. I growled low and Kenomaru looked confused. I stood up and dove for my yukata. Magatushi appeared and shoved a morphed limb through my side and pinning me to the floor.

“About time you whore!” he said chuckling evilly.

My brain was screaming that I was hurting but I willed Kumosaiga into my hand. It had been concealed underneath my shed silk. I slashed Magatushi in the neck and he stumbled back. Kenomaru had also moved and broke the limb. Magatushi turned on the moth and they ended up crashing into the stone wall. I was able to cover my nakedness as the two fought. The ruckus brought Ishin and Naraku to the spring. Ishin's fan blade appeared and he began blocking Magatushi's attacks. Kenomaru jumped back and hovered over the ground. Naraku pulled me to him and glared hatefully at the moth. Kenomaru moved with blinding speed and had shoved his blade through Naraku. I screamed but my mate calmly removed the metal and he pierced the moth ruler with a bony appendage. Kenomaru released his silk and Naraku jerked us away and produced a barrier. He had been burned and he was bleeding heavily. I watched as Kenomaru ported away and I sank my claws into the wound and released my toxin to seal it off. I dragged him to the spring and washed the poison silk off of him. I heard Magatushi snarl and he too had to retreat. Ishin had a gash in his cheek but he was otherwise fine.

“Nobu will be here in a moment.” Ishin said looking at Naraku.

“Ishin, take him to our chambers.” I asked in a shaky breath.

“Hai.” He said picking up his brother.

Naraku was awake but he was concentrating on regenerating. The sword came close to his heart and I was going to rip Kenomaru's wings off of the moth. I too was bleeding but I slipped on the yukata. I grabbed my fang and Ishin saw me moving.

“Asuna! Do not go after him! Asuna!” he yelled as I ported.

I appeared in the cocoons and Kenomaru was being tended. I ripped the healer from him.

“Leave if you wish to live.” I growled.

The healer jumped up and ran for his life. I pointed my fang at Kenomaru's throat and my chest heaved.

“He is my mate. You try and kill him then you may as well try to kill me.” I said in my most threatening tone.

“Run me through.” He shrugged.

“Why are you naked?” I asked in irritation.

“The other youki tore a major artery in my thigh.” He said leaning back.

I threw him a cover and he watched me amused. He put his hands underneath his head and just stared at me. He saw my side bleeding but made no move to help.

“Cover yourself.” I demanded.

“Make me.” He snapped.

I was furious and grateful at the same time. He had deferred the attack of Magatushi but hurt Naraku.

“Give me the Shikon no Tama. You make yourself a target by having it.” I said.

“Come find it then.” He said smirking.

His naked form was distracting me terribly and I blushed hotly as I tried to ignore his rather impressive assets. I laid my fang down and came closer. I could feel it near as I began throwing pillows and bedding. Blood seeped from the wound in his thigh and I could not stop myself as I lowered my lips to it and lapped it up with my tongue.

“Now you tease me.” He groaned out.

I lifted my head and brought myself parallel to him.

“Give me the Shikon.” I breathed against his lips.

“For what? What do I get in return?” he asked silkily.

“Your life spared.” I said.

“How about you give yourself to me freely and I shall let it be found.” He said smirking.

“Then how about you quit denying your own lust? Why have you not struck me?” he asked smiling.

“Lust is nothing. Give me the jewel or you will bleed out right here.” I threatened.

“Sorry.” He said in light sarcasm.

I wrapped my hand around his member and he groaned softly. I lightly stroked the sensitive and responsive organ.

“You wish to play games Kenomaru? You wish to take me on?” I asked in a seductive whisper.

“I have something you want and you are something I want.” He managed.

I barely touched my lips to his as I tightened my grip a little. He bucked in my hand and his staff was heavy with need. His eyes opened and met mine and I stopped my ministrations for a moment and allowed my Dakkasou to the surface of my claws. I dripped it into the wound in his groin area and he hissed a moment.

“Do you still wish to play games?” I asked him.

“I have spoken my desires to you.” He said in a deep voice.

I moved and licked the underside of his staff. He shifted in the bed as I did it again.

“Woman! I am losing my control. Leave or give yourself to me.” He hissed.

I took as much of him in my mouth as I could and sucked on him for a moment. I stopped myself and sat back. I watched him coolly as his eyes flashed crimson. I stood up and willed Kumosaiga into my hand.

“I suggest you think really hard about the Shikon no Tama. Magatushi is not to be taken lightly. When you took the jewel you awakened him.” I said grinding my teeth.

He ended up pulling me to him and he was nearly panting. He was surprisingly gentle as he undid my yukata. He pressed his lips to my ear and licked and sucked on my lobe. It took me by surprise as a spike of lust tore through me.

“So you intend to leave me hurting and in a rage?” he asked hoarsely.

“I intend to tend my mate.” I said flatly.

He picked me up and sat me down on a side board. He pushed into me some and he released a shuddered moan. My eyes were wide and I cried out softly.

“Say it!” he demanded of me as he shook with the great strain.

“Hai!” I cried out.

“Hold on.” He commanded.

I ended up grasping his shoulders as he pushed into me all the way. He gave short and gentle strokes to tease me. I groaned at his torture and wrapped my legs around his hips. He kept up the torture as I was moaning loudly.

“Harder!” I hissed in his ear.

He had a lazy grin on his face as he thrust in me harder. I cried out more and he seemed pleased. His arrogance got to me and guilt wracked me.

“Stop. Please stop.” I cried out.

“Are you serious?” he asked in disbelief.

“Hai! Stop and my respect for you will mount.” I said breathing roughly.

He withdrew and got a dressing gown and covered himself. He was tense and quite angry. My side had begun to bleed heavier and he sighed. I closed my yukata and grasped my fang. I ported to the West and went to Yasu.

“Old man I need you to stitch this up, Magatushi attacked.” I explained.

“You stink of the moth.” He snapped.

“Kenomaru was there as well. The pup is alright? I punctured a lung.” I said readying myself for a tirade.

He grumbled and began snapping and snarling at how reckless I was. It was as if Yuuta was speaking. I sighed as he slapped my leg.

“Your pup is fine. Good hardy inu pup.” He said smirking.

“Why does my father hate Yuuta so much?” I asked.

“Yuuta is a silver as well. He has power and influence; your sire and he chased after the same bitches always. Yuujin raised Yuuta as a rival to your sire. I know not all the history but Yuuta knows the bitches lust after him. Your chichi never said anything but he was lonely. Yuuta garners attention anywhere he goes and I think the thought that Yuuta has taken you from him is unbearable to your sire.” Yasu said sighing.

“So they are both full of crap.” I said sighing.

“Pretty much. You know Yuuta is the oldest of several brothers right? He has one sister,” Yasu said.

“I have met a few of his brothers through the years.” I nodded.

“All of them are rather handsome males and all of them of rich. Yuuta rules the roost. His father was killed some century and half ago; he rules the House of Yuu which you made yourself a member of.” Yasu said sewing up my side.

“I realize Yuuta is powerful within the nobles but what does that truly mean?” I asked him.

“Good Kamis girl. Yuuta has almost as much money as your family!” he laughed.

“So.” I said shrugging.

“Your sire has more wealth than any lord around. He has more money than you.” He said tying off his stitches.

“I guess I do not understand the nobles' mentality. Does Yuuta really love me?” I asked softly.

“I imagine he does.” Yasu said lifting my chin.

“I want this pup to have every prestige that I can give it. I guess I still doubt Yuuta some.” I said looking away.

“Yuuta is like Yuudai in some ways my girl. I am sure he wants you to care for him as himself.” He shrugged.

“He spoke out against me so much Yasu. He has bedded some of the prettiest bitches in the state and he openly admits he did not love Yuudai's mother.” I said looking up.

“You know the nobles are stumped that your sire mated for love. It is not common and you know it. This notion of mating for love is strange to them. Love is for lovers in their minds.” Yasu said rubbing a salve into my newly sewed wound.

“So basically this is a political union for Yuuta. I can handle that. His standing will give this pup every advantage and I will quit being hounded by all to take an inu mate. I angered my sire but Yuuta is familiar and agreeable.” I said unemotionally.

“I did not say he did not love you.” Yasu said in irritation.

“You did not need to. I think I need to convene the council and explain my actions. Thank you old man. You have made my path clear.” I said straightening my yukata.

“Damnit girl I did not say he did not love you. I have not seen him have those kinds of feelings but that does not mean it could not be.” He said following me.

“My position as the crown princess and heir to the title makes me the most desirable bitch at court. I know this and I shall press my status for this pup. I am going to ask that this pup be made my heir. I do not need Yuuta's love. I had Yuudai's heart and soul. I need not take anymore from the House of Yuu.” I said bowing.

Yasu looked at me sadly as I walked away. I went to my study in my chambers and called upon Jaken. He came rushing in and bowed low.

“Can you convene the noble council? I know the hour is late but it is important.” I said.

“Hai milady.” He said bowing.

“I hear you are to be a chichi.” I said reading letters.

“Milady?” he squeaked.

“Are you?” I asked.

“Hai.” He nodded.

“Good.” I said smirking.

He jumped rather high and he took off. I went to my armoire and pressed my forehead to the door and allowed a tear to fall. I was going to make a mating with an inu work and have a traditional mating; no love and no expectations. I pathed to Ishin and Naraku and my former hanyou was resting. Ishin appeared suddenly as I dressed in a formal kimono.

“Are you alright?” he demanded.

“I attacked him and he repelled me. I need to figure another way and stay away from him. I am announcing my intentions to the council now; if you will excuse me.” I said wrapping a scarlet obi around my waist.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“I am being used for power Ishin. It is an internal inu thing but I needed a strong inu heir for the West. Kazuo is still shattered from the murder of his twin. Yuuta gives me what I need and he gains prestige. That is what this about.” I said pulling part of my hair up.

“I am sorry I doubted you. You are doing what you should. Forgive me.” He said taking my hands and kissing them.

“I love you both so much. My father mated for love and he is happy. I mated for love outside my species and I am happy. I can never have a good relationship with an inu male because I am not a good bitch. I hope you understand this.” I said kissing him on the lips.

“They are assholes.” He murmured.

“They follow tradition. My sire does not but in this I shall. Never doubt my love. I make mistakes but our home is the most important thing to me.” I said clinging to him desperately.

“It seems I need to read inu history as you have read Tsuchigumo history.” He murmured.

“As you wish Lord Ishin.” I said stepping back.

I bowed low to my mate and looked up at him. He looked amused and I winked at him. He laughed and again kissed my hand. I waited on him to leave and I went to the council chambers. The nobles grumbled and groused and my sire sat in his position as lord. He looked annoyed but I bowed low before him. I met his eyes and he seemed intrigued.

“Why has your heir called us this late?” Sir Daigo asked.

“Where is Sir Yuuta?” Jouichi asked.

“Hear Lady Asuna out!” Another snapped.

I looked at my sire and he rolled his eyes. I winked at my sire and he had a ghost of a smile.

“I called you all here to confirm rumors that I am indeed pupped with an almost pure inu. This pup is being named heir after me.” I said sitting next to my sire.

“Who is the father? A foreign lord?” Jouichi asked.

“Sir Yuuta sired my pup. I made an alliance with his house to give me what I needed. It is nothing more and nothing less. He is not my consort but he shall have the rights of a proper inu mate. I am however mated to the Tsuchigumo as you all know and that is where my heart is. This is just a matter of politics.” I said standing.

“About damn time you had an inu.” Daigo said under his breath.

I left it at that and went to my sire's study. He followed and he was pleased beyond measure. I had publicly announced Yuuta as nothing more than an alliance. He pulled me into a very smothering hug. He released me and looked down at me.

“What happened?” he asked.

“I love Ishin and Naraku. I mated for love and this gives our family stability. I understand your history with Yuuta a little more now and I truly can not fathom him loving me. I will however use his title and his monies to honor this house.” I said sitting.

I was hurting as I wanted to believe Yuuta but I could not. The more I heard the more I saw a very calculating and cold individual. The rutting was spectacular and I could take solace in that. I met my father's eyes and I kept a stoic expression on my face. He looked almost giddy and that was a frightening thought.

“I am for bed again. Your mother is waiting on me.” He said smirking.

“Good evening my lord. Can I assume Yuuta may come back to court?” I asked.

“Hai. I should like to see his face.” My father said laughing.

I shook my head and went to our family shrine. I peered into the sarcophagus and saw Yuudai as he would always be. Ken'ichi was beside him and I began sobbing terribly. I clawed at the stone and sank to my knees. I covered my mouth as pain washed over me.

“Forgive me Karuson for not having enough strength to save you. Forgive me for what I am doing. I will not be used for anything. Please continue to take care of our sweet boy.” I said wiping my eyes.

I lied against the side of the tomb and fell asleep. I fell into nightmares and I was sure I was screaming. I was shaken awake by my twin.

“Asuna! Sister wake up!” he said urgently.

“What?” I asked.

“You were screaming. Were you dreaming of the battle?” he asked sitting next to me.

“Hai. How are your three pups?” I asked.

“I am going to be a father a fourth time. Aileana wants a break for a little while.” He said hugging me.

“I am so happy for you Osamu.” I said hugging him back.

We sat and talked about everything. I could not be sure if we used our voices or our minds. We were engrossed as the sun came up. I sensed another inu aura and I ignored it.

“Well I want you to come and visit us in Scotland. We are here half the year and there the other half. My sons and daughter need their Aunt Asuna.” He said excitedly.

“I think I shall.” I said smiling.

“Asuna.” I heard from the door of the shrine.

“Sir Yuuta?” I asked staring over at him.

“I should like to speak to you alone.” He said with clenched teeth.

“Osamu, ask Zhou to prepare my trunks and I shall take us soon. Let me tie up loose ends here.” I said standing.

I looked down at the face of my best friend and consort and our son. I bit my lip and wiped my eyes. Osamu bowed and looked at Yuuta coldly. I walked the path from the shrine into the forest.

“You told the council that I sired our pup. You also said that this is political?” he asked in fury.

“It occurred to me that by cementing an alliance with a ceremony that this union is like a mating of old. No love and no expectations of it. This pup shall access to your side and my side. I took your son and now I will probably give you another. I believe this is a fair arrangement. You are free to pursue your conquests and I am free to love my other mates with all my heart. This is a good and solid alliance.” I said unemotionally.

“You are leaving me to the wolves.” He said in horrendous anger.

“No. You have fucked the Western heir and it gives you monies and prestige. Not only yourself but your many brothers and your sister. Your son by Wakana will have more. I think you have it quite well. I get what I want in an inu pup. Thank you for the alliance, it serves my purpose well.” I said bowing.

“You cold hearted nasty whore! Who used who? You refuse to believe me when I say I love you? You doubt my heart? Fine then Asuna. I shall milk this alliance as you put for all its worth and I will fuck whom I please.” He said in such a heartless voice that I was stunned.

“You would anyway. I shall be back when I am back. I care not what you do.” I said flatly.

“How could Yuudai love you?” he asked in a cold voice that would put my sire to shame.

“I do not know. According to you all I did was ruin his life. You are quite correct and he is dead. Good day Sir Yuuta.” I said holding in my emotions.

I walked on and ported as I did so. I ended up in my chambers and I helped Zhou finish packing my trunks. I had seen the memories of Yuuta from Naraku. His words haunted me as I laid my silks into the trunks.

“Thank you Zhou. Could you fetch Osamu?” I asked.

“Hai my lady.” She said bowing.

I groaned when I sensed Yuuta and he looked at me like he did when I was a pup. I moved about my chambers and his feelings were rather hateful.

“I want something in formal writing before you run off like you always do. I want it cemented that my pup is your heir. I want monies available to accommodate a prince.” He said in a glacial tone.

“I anticipated your requests. Here is the formal contract and it has been signed by my chichi. You have access to my personal funds up to a certain amount of course. See fit to build him a castle.” I said disdainfully.

His chest was heaving in horrendous anger and he walked me backwards into a wall.

“I want my conjugal rights as well.” He said hatefully.

“Perhaps when I return.” I said looking away.

“You will be in breach of the mating contract.” He said nearly snarling.

“Fine take what you wish.” I said meeting his eyes.

“Hateful harpy! You put Natsumi to shame.” He said in my ear.

Color drained from my face and I looked at him with contempt.

“Hai I suppose I am. She was the final straw that killed your son but I was the catalyst. You almost had me fooled. I almost believed you.” I said as emotion built up in my chest.

“You freely admit you used me. You used me to, how did the dark one put it? Oh hai, to hold onto to a piece of Yuudai. To think that you were any different from the selfish and self absorbed brat you were to be a grown up was too much to fathom. You are a handsome bitch and really quite good in rutting but then practice makes perfect.” He said sneering.

“You would know of course. You are neither Ishin nor Naraku. You are not worth the effort. You use onna for physical gratification and jockey your position in this state. Well you are about as high as you can go but you will never be a consort. Your son had and has that title.” I said jerking away from him.

He was so angry that his features were roughened and I could feel his yoki in his aura. He grabbed my jaw and I dared him with a look.

“I bared my soul to you. I hate you more than I ever could hate anyone. You are the epitome of evil.” He said backing away.

“I am assuming that you want nothing to do with the spawn of a devil?” I called out.

“No. I want nothing to do with either of you.” He said.

“Good. Naraku looks forward to this pup.” I said walking back into my chambers.

I walked into the innermost room that served as a sitting room. I sat in the dark and in a low chair. My shoulders shook as I cried silently. I still did not believe him. I saw him trying to get back at my sire and I could not allow it. Osamu found me and held me tightly.

“He has always treated us with contempt sister. He is not worthy of you.” Osamu said making me look at him.

“I killed his son Osamu. Revenge should have been expected. Come let us leave before I cry again.” I said rising.

Osamu took my hand and we walked back to my trunks. I ported us and my things to Castle Sutherland.

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Yuuta stood in his castle and hatred poured from his very soul. He knew better than to trust the royal family. He allowed himself to be taken in by the harlot's beauty and wiles. He intended to bleed the contract for all it was worth. His gut twisted in the turmoil he was feeling. He went to his sideboard and poured a liberal amount of wine.

“Sir Yuuta my lord?” his maid servant asked.

“Hai?” he responded.

“The lord is here. He demands entrance.” She said in fear.

“Let him come.” Yuuta said as he sat.

Sesshomaru came into the office and looked around as if bored. Yuuta knew better and the Lord of the West had come to gloat.

“Get your gloating over with and get out my lord.” He said looking up.

“You were handed your own medicine cur.” Sesshomaru said curling his lip.

“Hai and hand it she did. You have taught your hateful little onna well my lord. She is just like you. Bravo on turning her into a monster.” Yuuta said meeting the amber eyes of his lord.

“I should kill you and get it over with.” The lord sneered.

“You would kill the sire of your pup's heir? Again bravo Lord Sesshomaru-sama; fear not and I want nothing to do with the pup I sired. Your family can go ahead and twist it.” He said looking down at his shipping reports.

“You live because you bring in valued cargo. You live because you pay in taxes. You live because you are of use to me. Never forget who is lord Yuuta. You are a mere pestilence otherwise. Your titles and lands are entailed to this pup.” Sesshomaru stated in his rich baritone.

“You son of a whore! I loved her you know. I truly loved her and she expertly slew me.” He said in anger.

“I know you loved her. She is mine Yuuta. She has been mine and could never belong to you. Your actions in the past cemented her opinions; she only needed a little swaying.” He said with a malicious grin.

“You truly are the Killing Perfection. Congratulations Sesshomaru on your win. Please leave my home my lord.” Yuuta said bowing.

“Hai. It pleases me that Yuudai is with his true family. You were never worthy of him either.” the lord said.

Yuuta blanched and he shook in anger. He watched as his hated rival left his office and his home. He sat down and felt a huge weight settle in heart. He had felt this pain when Yuudai had died and then Ken'ichi. He hardened his heart the second time in his life. If he saw her then he would spit at her. He would cause all manner of mischief for her and her hated family.

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I was reading Scottish history and I found myself wanting to meet a ningen named Wallace. I also wanted to meet a ruler named Robert the Bruce. The Scottish histories mirrored Japan in many ways. Their traditions were different but then they were delightful in my eyes. I was four months along and I kept up my duties from afar. I made Ishin and Naraku come to Scotland to see its wild beauty and they were taken. Kenomaru had retreated inland and could not be found at the moment. Magatushi too had disappeared. I assumed he hunted the moth ruler himself. My belly was round and my little one kicked hard. I begged Ishin to tell me what it was but he would not. He was delighted to find that the pup was telepathic and both of them bonded with it within my womb. It would kick and roll when my kumo mate and Naraku were near. I was reading in the library as the castle bustled around me.

“You know I can send you back.” Kaito said suddenly.

“Kaito?” I said jumping up.

I hugged him and kissed him hard. He smiled as I pulled away. Hikari was in his lap and she threw herself at me. She was Tomoshibi and it grieved me to be away from her so much but her true form did not allow it. I kissed her all over her face and she giggled.

“She has been good?” I asked.

“Hai of course. Her uncles love her. Even Kaimei.” He said grinning.

“She must keep you busy.” I said softly.

“Hai. I miss you but she is still so young. When she is older and not so dependent then I shall come to you more.” He said smiling.

“I have missed you both so much.” I said as tears shown in my eyes.

“Why do you doubt the inu?” he asked suddenly.

“Why should I not? Why should I set myself up and hurt two whom I love more than anything. Shezmu has no expectations of me or our mating. We just are.” I said shrugging.

“You were cold my love.” Kaito said letting Hikari down to walk around.

“You did not grow up around Yuuta either Kaito. You saw or felt from afar. He hated me before and he does again. I do not care.” I said shrugging.

He looked sad and then got a look on his face. I smiled and he reached and rubbed my belly.

“You are having a girl by the way. You must make sure and she is turned before birth. It seems your beloved Yuudai was also feet first.” He laughed.

“Thank you my love. Can you send me back really?” I asked.

“Hai. That time period is rather warlike; you should feel right at home.” He said as he leaned forward and touched my moon.

“There now you look more ningen. You are so beautiful. I shall send you back on the morrow. Now we are off to see more of the world. Say by to haha and we see her soon!” Kaito said happily.

I smiled and watched them fade. It hurt every time they had to leave. Naraku never said a word because there was no competition. I leaned back and held my belly. I was delivering a female heir and I was pleased beyond measure by the news. I went back to reading the histories as tears slipped down my face.

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Tamiko really was disappointed in her beloved Western family. She watched Sir Yuuta become morose and bitter. She decided to intervene and came to the castle of the noble.

“I need to see your master.” She said softly.

The maidservant looked confused to see a ningen but she let her enter. Tamiko was amused that her appearance through all off. She was shown into a very opulent office and sat on a cushion across from the silver male.

“Who are you?” he asked intrigued.

“I am Tamiko, Sir Yuuta. I am a tengu.” She said waiting for his response.

His face held amazement as he looked her over.

“You look ningen! I am sorry and I hope that was not disrespectful.” Yuuta said shocked.

“I choose this appearance to put others at ease. It is easier being a ningen witch versus a tengu inugami.” She said sweetly.

“To what do I owe this pleasure Tamiko-sama?” Yuuta asked.

“I serve the West but mostly the Western house. I am very saddened at my boy for being himself yet again.” She said shaking her head.

“You mean Lord Sesshomaru?” Yuuta asked as if he were poisoned.

“Hai. He is good and kind. He loves his family very much. He has suffered in his life and he loves his pups too much. Touga and Natsumi were both rather bad parents.” She said softly.

“How is this my problem?” Yuuta said as the bitterness laced his words.

“You have not heard from the onna you loved. You do not seek out your mate.” She said.

“I do not care. They can rot in the Netherworld. I have had my pups and they are not of that house!” he said coldly.

“She was manipulated you know. They took her self doubts and turned them on her. She questions everything about herself including her feelings. She hates herself and blames herself for your son's death. She blames herself for the pups too. She truly thinks you cannot forgive her for anything she did as a young one. You are harsh Yuuta; your own sire was severe on you.” Tamiko said gently.

“I was harsh because she was so spoiled! She tore up my goddesses and those could not be replaced. She would have a fight with Yuudai and destroy my things! She has not changed much. She has gone from possessions to feelings. She is as cold and unfeeling as the male that sired her.” Yuuta raged.

“It sounds as if you have not forgiven her. She carries your pup Yuuta if you want to think that way or not. She gives you what no one can.” Tamiko said standing.

“What?” he asked desolate.

“She gives you an heir to these lands and a daughter. I shall not interfere.” She said heading to the door.

“Is she still in that wasteland?” he asked.

“Hai and no. Kaito has been busy again. She will not bear the pup here.” Tamiko said then bowed.

“I do not understand.” He said confused.

“Maybe you are not meant to; maybe it is better this way. You hold hatred in your heart and you pass that onto your infant daughter. Hai it seems better this way.” Tamiko said sweetly.

“I did love her. I loved her as passionately as I could. I know now why one should not mate for love. It is impossible to deal with the fallout. My mating to Wakana was pleasant and we knew what to expect.” He said in anger.

“You knew what to expect? How often did you lie with you mate?” Tamiko asked.

“A few times a year. The rest of the time we had our lovers. I expected her to provide me heirs and love them. It was not difficult and she was a good bitch.” Yuuta said in a frigid tone.

“No offense but how was the rutting? Pleasant and you knew what to expect?” Tamiko said lightly.

“Whatever. I shall not keep you inugami-sama.” Yuuta said.

“You really wish for my boy to win?” Tamiko asked.

Several emotions went through him but hatred of Sesshomaru was a huge one. He stood and came to stand across from the Tengu.

“I will see her once.” He said coldly.

She took his hand and she effortlessly ported them to Scotland. He looked around and he was taken by the sheer beauty of the mountains and wilds. Tamiko pointed to the castle and she faded. He steeled himself and went to the massive stone structure. He scented kitsune and he inclined his head to the guards.

“I am here for Lady Asuna. Is she available?” Yuuta asked in perfect English.

“I saw her not te far from here. She was taking a walk along the loch with Laird Kimbrace.” The kitsune guard said.

Yuuta clenched his jaw and lifted his nose to scent the air. She was not masking and he scented his pup. His heart twisted as the smell got to him. He could also scent the male ookami and he grew into a jealous rage.

“I shall wait here for her return.” Yuuta said flatly.

“Are ye from her homeland?” the guard asked.

“I am from her homeland. She is the princess and heir to the lord.” He said biting his tongue.

He waited and he could scent her closer. His true self was stirring and the idea that an ookami was even near his bitch made him angry. He slowly walked into the castle and found her sitting at a long table with many others. He saw the Lady Aileana and Prince Osamu as well. The ookami was next to her and she was smirking at his words. It was obvious the canid was a hanyou but he was obviously attracted the Western princess.

“Lady Asuna.” Yuuta said from the doorway.

He had spoken Japanese; Osamu and Aileana looked up. Osamu began growling and Aileana calmed him.

“Sir Yuuta. Why are you here?” I asked with an emotionless tone.

“Things need to be said.” He replied in English.

“Who are ye?” Cawley asked.

“I am Sir Yuuta Laird Sutherland. Lady Asuna and I have business to discuss.” Yuuta said gracefully.

“Go crawl back into your money pit Yuuta!” Osamu growled.

“Osamu, I shall handle this.” I said standing.

Collum put a hand over mine and I smiled at him. I nodded no to him and he looked quite displeased.

“Asuna!” Yuuta growled.

“Do not think to command my sister Yuuta. She is your princess and lady!” Osamu said standing as well.

“Prince Osamu, with all due respect this is not your business pup. Now tend your lady as she is distressed.” Yuuta said in a cold voice.

I felt the pup stir within my belly and Yuuta saw it too. He moved closer to me and his hands tangled in my hair. He lifted my face and stared into my eyes. I stared back coldly but he lowered his lips to mine. I heard gasps from all over as it seemed he was starved. He possessed my senses and I lost track of everything; it was just he and I at the moment. I responded with need in my gut and a heavy heart as my own hands held him close to me as the kiss took on desperate tones. He finally pulled back and his eyes were red.

“In private; I need to say some things.” He said close to my ear.

My brother wisely kept his mouth shut and Collum was bristling. I nodded to Yuuta and withdrew from his grasp and walked fluidly up the stone staircase to my room. As soon as I shut the door Yuuta had me in his arms and then on the bed. He looked down and his hair was as if a curtain. I greedily accepted his lips for what I did not know. He was feverishly kissing along my neck and jaw. I unconsciously arched my body and he slipped open the hanfu and licked and sucked one breast lightly then the other. I began whimpering under his attentions but he did not let up. He began tugging on the nipple with his teeth as I moved and cried out softly under him. I kept trying to arch my body to get closer to his amazing mouth. He exposed my round belly and he placed fevered kisses along the roundness. He slipped several fingers through my nether lips and he growled softly as his elegant fingers worked the slick flesh. I gasped very softly as he again slowly kissed me. He tasted every inch of my waiting mouth as my heart felt as though it would beat through my chest. He lifted his head and met my eyes.

“The hanyou?” he asked in his beast's voice.

“What about him?” I asked in a haze.

“I want to know if has touched my bitch.” He growled.

“No.” I replied smoothly.

He turned me to my side and eased himself in. He released a pained moan as he fluidly began moving. I whimpered again as he was making passionate love to me. I brought his hand and began licking and sucking on his fingers that had worked me a few minutes past. His moans were different then normal and it seemed emotional for him. He ended up splaying his hand openly on my abdomen and then slid it up and cupped my breast as he moved to make me wanton. He rolled my tit and his sultry mouth scorched my neck where he was sucking on the pulse point.

“Yuuta!” I moaned out.

He would not respond to my cries but kept up the sensory assault. His free hand he gently ran up under my chin and tilted it back. He lips sought mine and possessed me hungrily. I cried out into the kiss as his thrusts were deeper and he slipped his fingers back through my folds. They expertly massaged my nub and I flew apart. I clutched and gripped him as my pent up emotions poured from me. He buried his nose into my juncture and found my pulse point again. He wrapped his fangs around it and I relaxed and arched my neck in submission. He whined as he held onto me as he too experienced a beautiful release. He was growling possessively and laid me on my back as he pulled out. He placed a hand again on my belly and the pup was kicking under his fingers.

I wanted to say something biting but I could not bring myself to ruin the moment however fleeting. I cried softly and he wiped away the tears with his thumb.

“You are mine. Do you hear me? You are my bitch,” he growled loudly.

“Hai.” I said softly to calm his inner nature.

“She is mine as well. You both are mine.” He said getting worked up.

“Hai.” I said baring my neck again.

He instinctually took my throat and he sank his fangs in deeply. I experienced a rush and almost a small climax. I shook against him and he released my neck. He released a guttural groan as he was scenting me.

“Come home. Come home to me. I want to see you grow heavier with her. I want to feel you everyday.” He said into my neck.

“Why?” I asked softly

“Onna! I have said over and over, I love you. I hurt terribly without you and you hurt me when you said we were nothing but an alliance. You were a pup before, you are grown now. I admonished you as pup before. You are a grown onna and I love you. This is not about politics; this is about two inu who have fallen in deep despite circumstances. I want to scent you everyday and take you everyday. I want your cries of passion to fill my chambers. I want to fight with you because you are stubborn and I want you there to talk with me.” He said imploringly.

I closed my eyes and kept back tears.

“I follow my heart Yuuta. I do not mate for increased land mass and I certainly do not mate for the glory of the West. I want to see this as different but who says when I displease you that you will not turn on me?” I asked.

“You would not question Yuudai's feelings. You would not have made him jump through hoops and perform to make you understand. You were a pup before and I your elder. I would have been remiss and wrong not to discipline you. You were a companion of my son and I had the right. Now I did not have designs on you, I did not want to make love in the first place despite how I was feeling. I knew it was a mistake but I was desperate to fill my senses with you.” He admitted.

“Yuuta. I am sorry I have said such awful things to you. I think we should just admit that this was a futile attempt at something. I am fine and she is fine. You have given me what I wanted for awhile now. This was beautiful but our wishes are unrealistic. You should take what you can from this farce and move on.” I said softly.

“You care more for keeping your sire happy then yourself. You are twisted you know. I will not bare my soul again. You are a waste of effort.” He said pulling away from me.

I said nothing as he dressed. I wanted to ball up and cry but I was saving myself any more turmoil. I slipped from the bed and pulled on a dressing gown.

“You are such a beautiful bitch. You carry very well. It is a shame that you cannot allow me into your heart. You are as cold and calculating as any normal court bitch in the West. The only difference is you wield so much more power.” He said tying his obi into place.

“You will leave me one way or another. It is inevitable. Think me cold Yuuta but you will thank me later.” I muttered.

His eyes widened and he looked thunderstruck. He whirled me around and shook me lightly.

“You tried to drive away Yuudai too. You do this for what? You think I will go onto the Netherworld?” he asked.

“Why not? Yuudai did! Tekeshi did too. Why not save yourself now!” I said in a sudden torrent of emotion.

“Oh my Kamis! You are driving me away because of this? Asuna, I am neither of those males. I am not a warrior.” He said softly.

“But I am. You would be a target like Ken'ichi, Nori, Hana, and Hiroto. If I give you my whole self then you will die. It happens every time. Leave whilst you can.” I said furiously wiping my eyes.

“Asuna, you did not kill Yuudai.” He said softly.

“Did I not? You compared me to Natsumi!” I said in anger.

“I was angry. Did you truly mean the words you said to me?” he asked raising a brow.

“Some of them.” I said looking away.

“You have a way with words. I am not the same man I was when you were a pup. I was a few years from losing a good friend myself. I may not have been in love with Wakana but I loved her as a very good friend. I lost my daughter whom I wanted badly. We have enough males in the family to carry on the name and I wanted a little onna to spoil. Hai I said spoil.” He said looking up.

“I am sorry you lost Atsune and Wakana. You lost your eldest son also. I cannot forgive myself.” I said in a wretched tone.

“Give me another son then. Give me a son and I shall name him for my beloved one. This is a strange situation I will admit but not improper. If you feel so horrid for it then give me that chance to have another.” He said softly.

“No. You are better off the way it is.” I said stubbornly.

“You are not horrid as I thought. You wallow in self pity and languish in the past. You keep your ghosts Asuna and see if they shall warm your bed. How much do Lord Ishin and Naraku know of your heart?” he asked.

“Ishin does some and Naraku knows it all. He adored Yuudai. They were very good friends; Yuudai made Naraku swear to care and love Ken'ichi as his own if he were to die. He did and still does. He mourns terribly for the loss of the one little inu boy who meant the world to them both. I have caught him at the shrine on several occasions saying prayers. This is the Naraku I know. He would not share that he has a full heart and that he has changed dramatically but I see it and I know.” I said closing my eyes.

“You give him the benefit over and over but you will not do the same for me. Naraku was his friend and I was his sire! He and Yuuto were my life! Everything I did and do was for my pups. If I said or did anything offensive in your eyes it was because I loved them so. I act the same as your own sire does with his own and I am a monster for it!” Yuuta said impassioned.

I heard a knock on the door and Yuuta looked furious at the interruption. I called out for whomever to go away but the knocking increased.

“Come.” I called sighing.

Collum came in and I knew he had been courting me. I had allowed no familiarities but it was courting none the less. Yuuta ground his teeth and Collum crossed his arms.

“I could sense ye ire. Say the word and I shall throw him out.” Collum said in his thick accent.

“Listen here half breed. This is between my mate and me. That pup in her belly is mine and you had best know your place!” Yuuta said in a very snotty tone.

“Yuuta please!” I snapped.

“Do ye think ye could take me on? Ye look like a pansy!” Collum snapped.

“Enough!” I yelled.

Yuuta grew furious and bared my neck. He was growling terribly and I was highly agitated.

“You see this? This is my mark and it is deep and sure. We are married before our Kamis of old. If you think I would allow a half breed wolf to touch what is mine then you are deluded.” Yuuta snarled.

“I learned quick like that yer mark has no sustenance here. It does not seem like the lady wants ye.” Collum said in sarcasm.

I held Yuuta back and this was not like him to fight over a female. In fact I had never seen Yuuta act anything but like a courtier.

“I am not a piece of meat to be fought over. I am a ruler and frankly this grows tiresome. Lord Kimbrace please let me handle my countryman.” I said firmly.

Yuuta looked hurt and angry all over again. I sighed and pointed to the door. Collum sneered at Yuuta and my mate looked about in a murderous rage. Yuuta crossed his arms and his handsome jaw was set and Collum bowed before me. He left and Yuuta pushed me against the wall. His behavior was so inu like that I was aroused and almost willing to submit.

“You will honor our mating. You will not cower away from this. We are mated by tradition and law. You will give me this pup and any other I feel like having.” He growled in his beast's voice.

“So say you? Who is the royal one and who is the noble?” I asked.

“You are my bitch. This is not a political union and it will not be treated as such. If you cannot accept my heart then fine but you will not take my daughter. You will give me a son or by the Kamis I will see to it you obey.” He said furiously.

My eyes widened at his rather forceful statement and he was glowering.

“You will not continue to humiliate me anymore. You have a modicum of honor and you will grace my futon occasionally to keep up appearances. You will live in my homes for some of the time and I swear if that ookami half breed lays one hand on you then I shall kill him. I may not run around with a katana strapped to my hip but my sire was a soldier and he did train me quite well.” He growled.

I stared at him as he stepped back and he looked beyond hurt. He lifted his head and stared at me.

“As you wish Sir Yuuta. I do have honor and I shall keep up appearances for your honor as well.” I said softly.

“Fine. I shall leave you for now so that you may be fawned over and made love to from a distance. I cannot force your hand with the kumo lords but I shall do so with anyone else. You owe me for ripping me heart out and throwing it away.” He said in an emotionless tone.

“Quit with the dramatics Yuuta. You are a nobleman and head of the council. You are immune to matters of the heart! You have no room for love only political scheming. You feel dishonored and nothing more. Do not make this about love for you are incapable of it.” I said in anger.

He slapped me then stepped back. I actually saw unshed tears in his eyes and he turned to leave. He opened the door and took several steps at a time to leave. I followed after him slowly and Osamu was at the bottom of the stairs. Yuuta refused to look at him and very calmly walked past all the others. Collum snorted in amusement and Yuuta turned on him and grabbed his throat. I saw his toxin seep to the tips of his claws and Collum yelped in pain. I flew at Yuuta and pulled on his hand.

“Let him go! This is between us!” I yelled in Japanese.

“Tell him to learn his place! He is nothing to me or you! My house has been of a noble stature for more than two thousand years! You touch my mate and I will kill you, you worthless fuck!” Yuuta snarled in English.

“Ye wish te fight fer her?” Collum asked in fury.

“You would loose half breed. You are not even inu. Come home Asuna as my patience wanes!” he snarled as he stepped back.

Yuuta stood straight and straightened his clothes. I saw the pain in his eyes and he walked from the castle. I was torn badly but Osamu held onto my shoulders. Collum stood and everyone began talking slowly.

“Let him go sister. We are above him.” Osamu said in my ear.

“He swears I have hurt him.” I said softly.

“How? He has no heart. He never did and why should you care? You have a silver in your womb, is that not enough?” Osamu asked.

“It is enough.” I nodded.

Collum came to my side and offered me a glass of watered down wine. I took it and sipped it slowly. I sighed and shook my head. I sat back down to finish eating and to forget what occurred.

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I had returned for a short time to the West to honor my word. Yuuta was not in the palace compound so I did not feel obliged to stay with him. Yasu checked on the pup and he was pleased with her growth.

“I was told she is feet first. When should you turn her?” I asked.

“In about a month. She is healthy missy. She is going to be a good healthy girl. Have you even let Yuuta see you?” he asked.

“I have seen him. I shall keep up appearances and not humiliate him as he says I have. I am tired old man and I am for my chambers. Let my sire know I am home?” I asked.

“He prolly already knows missy. You have an obnoxious aura.” Yasu said.

I laughed and stood. I made my way to my chambers and took off my hanfu. It was summer and rather humid this time around. I covered with a light silk blanket and kept a hand on my belly. I tried to sleep as my back was aching at this point. There was no resting and I sat up. Kaito was there and he smiled. Hikari jumped into my futon and hugged me tightly.

“I thought you wanted to go visit the past?” he asked.

“Hai I think I shall. Let me dress.” I said.

He chuckled and knelt down by me and an emerald hanfu appeared. I looked at him and smiled. Hikari squealed in joy. She was babbling happily about whatever came to mind and my heart ached.

“Dearest we are always with you. I know it is hard but she knows her haha. I make sure she knows you and feels you.” He said lifting my chin.

“Eyal will not allow me to bring Rina here. I am limited because I will not give up Ishin and Naraku. My pups are here and he has changed. He is so wrapped up in her that he and I have nothing.” I said looking away.

“You gave him something he apparently desperately wanted. He is being selfish but he loves her so. I pray it will get better for you.” He said brushing my hair back.

“Probably not. I think eventually that I will even be barred from seeing her. Well send me back to see the Scottish warriors of old.” I said touching his face.

He lowered his lips to mine and kissed me. I felt him along every fiber of my being. He lifted his head and Hikari stared up at us grinning. He swooped down and picked her up. She leaned forward and kissed me to. I smiled at them both and nodded.

“There you go. I shall visit you whilst in the past.” He said kissing my fingers.

His words eased the ache in my heart and I nodded. I retrieved Kumosaiga and stepped through. I was in the Highlands and sat down to see the stark beauty and my eyes were beholding a very heaven like place. I knew my markings would be gone and I would appear as an exotic ningen. I felt a heaviness in my inner hanfu and found a large bag of gold.

“Thank you my love.” I whispered.

He brushed my mind and then he was gone. I walked along the rugged terrain and intended to find some shelter. I thanked the Kamis for the cooler weather and I was comfortable. I walked for several hours and came upon a small village. I saw soldiers who wore iron armor and tunics of red and orange. I spied the men and they were treating the native Scots like animals. I did not interfere but my dislike for the English was evident. I kept my distance and I heard footfall and I turned. The ningen was unkempt and his hair wild. He blinked at me and I was in finery for this era.

“Who are ye?” he asked.

“Who are you?” I asked in return.

“I am Jaime.” He replied.

“Good to meet you Jaime. I am no one of import.” I said raising a brow.

“Yer a pregnant lass with nicer clothes than I have ever seen. Ye say ye are no one of import?” he asked raising his own brow.

“I have friends at Castle Sutherland.” I said.

“Well yer no Anglish that tis fer sure. Where ye from lassie?” he asked.

“An island very far away. How far from Halkirk and Sutherland am I?” I asked him.

“Bout a day's walk. Ye should not be so far from a place lass. Ye look like yer bairn be coming soon.” He said crossing his arms.

“What is your last name Master Jaime?” I asked him.

“I am James Mac Laughlin. Ye never said who ye are.” He stated.

“My name is Asuna Orlovich. Good to meet you Jaime Mac Laughlin.” I said raising my chin.

“Yer a strange lass.” He said shaking his head.

“That I am. Take care sir.” I said walking away.

I had picked up the image of Castle Sutherland and I figured it would be better for me in an area with other youki. I was walking to find privacy when I felt a hand on my arm and a stench that turned my stomach.

“Where do you think your going?” a disgusting soldier said leering at me.

“Unhand me now fool.” I said coldly.

“Uppity whore. Well I have never stuck my cock in a noble woman's crotch but it should be good.” He laughed.

I grabbed his throat and lifted him off the ground. He looked terrified of me and I snarled at him.

“Do not think to lay your filthy hands upon me again or they will never find your body parts.” I said hissing.

“Put me down.” He begged and he then urinated on himself.

I dropped him and kicked him in the stomach. I spit on him and moved on.

“What are ye?” I heard from behind me.

“Master Mac Laughlin as you can see I can care for myself. I am a woman and no more.” I said turning.

“Ye lifted him as if he weighed nuthin and ye have a sword on yer hip. Yer not a normal lass.” He said.

“Women are trained to defend themselves where I am from. We are not expected to sit around and wait for our men to protect us. We have clans like you do and my country is torn asunder by war.” I explained.

“Ye made an enemy of that soldier. He will have the magistrate lookin fer ye soon enough. Ye need te hide lassie.” He said coming to my side.

“He intended to rape me. Was I to suffer his stench?” I asked.

“They are Anglish. They dunno care who or what ye are. Now I know these lands. Yer fetching lass and ye stick out.” He said flatly.

“Then I shall accept your help.” I said inclining my head.

“I can get ye te MacLean lands. They dunno hate the Mac Laughlins and our clans intermarry.” He said looking around.

“Then I am in good company. Could I ask you a favor?” I asked.

“Aye.” He nodded.

“Can you bathe? My sense of smell is heightened in my current state.” I asked sweetly.

He barked in laughter and he shook as he held his stomach.

“Aye lassie I can go jump in the loch fer ye.” He said wiping his eyes.

I smiled and he bowed. He took off in a run and jumped into the water. I laughed till my sides hurt. He grinned and proceeded to clean himself up. He dragged himself from the water and bowed again. I followed him as he led me away from the village. His hair was a deep auburn and it was long. His eyes were bright blue and quite jovial. We hid out in the forest and I fell asleep under a tree. I was tormented by dreams of the Battle of Changchun. I relived seeing Yuudai fall to a bunch of ningen scum. I was screaming in Japanese for my beloved karuson to not leave me. I was shook awake and I stared up into the kind eyes of Jaime.

“Wake up! My God lassie. What language do ye speak?” he asked softly.

“It was Japanese.” I said wiping my eyes.

“What were ye having a nightmare about?” he asked.

“A battle. My former mate fell at a city called Changchun.” I said closing my eyes.

“The father te yer bairn?” he asked.

“No. That is another tragic story. His name was Yuudai and our son died a couple of years ago as well.” I said shaking off my melancholy.

“I am sorry fer ye. Why would ye be at the battle?” he asked getting me a skin filled with water.

“I led the troops.” I said taking a drink.

He sputtered and looked at me. I blinked at him and waited for him to stop choking.

“Ye lead men?” he asked shocked.

“Yes and I tie my own boots too.” I joked.

“Yer a lass!” he said amazed.

“I am a princess Jaime. It is expected of me to be a warrior and handle myself with a blade.” I shrugged.

“Royalty?” he asked dumbly

“Yes. My father is a powerful lord. He rules most of the main island of Japan.” I said smoothing my hanfu.

“Ye lead men?” he asked again.

“Yes I do. Come Jaime I know many Scottish lasses and they are as fierce as any male Highlander. Why should this surprise you?” I asked him laughing.

“How do ye know so many if ye are from here?” he asked me intrigued.

“My brother is married to a fine Scottish lass named Aileana. She makes him happy and I am happy to visit.” I said leaning back against the tree.

“Well I think I might jest have to piss my kilt as well.” He said smirking.

I laughed and took in more water. I sat up suddenly and I heard metal scraping the ground. Jaime looked confused.

“Come we are being tracked.” I said standing.

“How do ye know?” He asked.

“You do not hear the brutes?” I asked.

“No.” he shook his head.

I lifted my head slightly and scented the same English soldier.

“They have us surrounded. Pull your weapon and do not fear me.” I commanded.

“Aye.” He said pulling a long sword.

I pulled Kumosaiga and I saw an arrow coming at me. I reached up and caught it. I broke it and threw it at my feet. Several more came at us and I had to throw up a barrier. Jaime looked highly confused and I saw the soldiers move closer. They could not see the barrier for they were mortals but I could see it clear as day.

“Move now! Kill them all.” I said to Jaime.

He nodded and I suddenly lowered the barrier. I came at the soldiers quickly and they were shocked at my speed. I ducked and stabbed several men. They fell dead or dying and I had to shove my claws through another's chest. Jaime was fighting his own battles at the moment and I came face to face with a youki. His eyes were wide as he watched me.

“You are like me.” He said under his breath.

“Call your men off or they will all die!” I snapped.

“Back off!” the male youki said.

He was masking heavily and I could not tell what he was. He looked mortal as I did at the moment.

“Who are you and why did you assault one of my soldiers.” The youki asked in a rich English accent.

“I am Lady Asuna. Your soldier intended to lay his filthy mortal hands all over me.” I said.

“Pull back and I will meet you at the loch.” He told his men.

“Sir will you give me a moment to speak with this English?” I asked.

“Aye.” He said glaring at the male youki.

We both waited till we were out of mortal ear shot. He pulled his helmet off and short brown hair was revealed. His eyes were pale green and his hair curling and shiny.

“What manner of demon are you?” he asked bluntly.

“What manner are you?” I demanded.

“I asked first woman.” He retorted.

“Your name?” I asked.

“I am Aldwyn Dillingham.” He said bowing.

“I am Asuna.” I nodded.

“What manner of demon?” he asked.

“Say youki. It sounds much better.” I said rolling my eyes.

“Your native word for demon?” he asked smirking.

“I am an inu youki.” I said looking him over.

“I know not what that is.” He stated crossing his arms.

“It means dog demon.” I said.

“You are a dog demon?” he asked shocked.

“Yes. What are you?” I asked.

“I am as well. How and where are you from?” he asked almost excited.

“Asia. I did not think there were inu in the British Isles.” I said confused.

“My family is all I know. We of course hide our nature but you are like us!” he said amazed.

“Call of your men from these lands. These people are good and kind.” I said.

“You ally yourself with the Scots?” he asked disgusted.

“I ally myself with no one. I am visiting and I do not like the mortal filth touching me. How can you stand the stench?” I asked disgusted.

“We have our ways. Come to England. Meet my family.” He said widening his eyes.

“It is wrong to hide yourselves as such. I shall make my way south soon. I will kill the next soldier that lays a finger on me.” I said flatly.

“When is your pup due? By the looks it is soon.” He commented.

“She is due in two to three months. Good day.” I said walking past him.

“You are a pregnant bitch in a country full of savages. You said you were a lady. At least stay amongst your English cousins who can at least appreciate your true self. Our estate we hide nothing. We hunt and act ourselves.” He said.

“I am of noble birth where I am from. Call off your men and I shall return with you.” I said crossing my arms.

“I shall oblige you. Where is your mate?” he asked.

“That is not a topic I will discuss.” I stated firmly.

“Alright then. We hail from Flintshire. I am the eldest son of the duke. My family is at court but I shall send them a message to come home.” He said smiling.

“Do you abilities? We call it yoki.” I asked.

“Yes. Do you?” he asked.

I lifted my hand and my Dakkasou appeared. I put my hand down and looked at him.

“I have nothing as fancy as that. We have moderate mental abilities.” He stated.

“I look forward to meeting your family.” I said nodding.

“Shall I count on to see you then? You will come to Ewloe Castle?” he asked.

“I shall come. I will be there say in a week?” I asked in return.

“Yes. I shall call of the dragoon. I look forward to seeing you again.” He said bowing.

I watched him leave and I was thunderstruck. There were inu in the British Isles and they were more ningen looking than I had ever seen. I followed my nose to Jaime and he looked impatient. I smiled and we moved on. I made it to familiar country and I showed my nature to the kitsunes. They were excited as well to see a foreign canid. I poured over maps to familiarize myself with the area. The English had just conquered the Welsh area of Flintshire and this King Edward was a blood thirsty brute. I ported at the end of the week into the forest around the castle that Aldwyn had named. The area was lush and green. I scented the salt in the air and I walked slowly towards the castle. I kept my senses sharp and I heard running. I pressed myself to a tree and saw two pups tussling. I watched amused as they barked and yipped. They were taunting one another and I figured they were brothers. I yipped loudly and they stared at me shocked. A bold pup strode forward and began scenting me. His cold nose brushed my hair and skin. He proceeded to lick me and I looked up amused. He barked to his brother who came out shyly. This one was younger and I put out my hand for him to scent. He licked my fingers and looked up at me with his crimson gaze.

“You found us.” Aldwyn said.

“Yes it seems I did. They are beautiful! Who are they?” I asked petting the boys.

“My little brothers. How old are you?” he asked.

“I am almost one hundred sixteen.” I said smiling widely.

“You are older than me. I am barely ninety.” He said running his fingers through his brothers fur.

“Should you like to see my true form?” I asked the pups.

The jumped excited and barked loudly. I stepped back and changed form. I butted the pups with my nose and they began yapping excitedly. I gazed at Aldwyn and his face was unreadable. I took off in a sprint and the pups followed. I barked at them to show me the hunting grounds. They ran ahead of me and I hunted with them for the afternoon.

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I was laughing merrily at the table as Lady Dylis and her mate Lord Brynnmor, Duke of Flint. I found out they were Welsh in ancestry and they followed the current English king for survival. I kept my true rank secret and Aldwyn was rather temperamental. I sipped on water as I was served domestic pig.

“Now the boys here took down the deer but as the lady of the house I got to eat first.” Dylis said smiling at her younger sons.

“Asuna we always speak of our history and you say very little.” Brynnmor said.

“There is not much to say Lord Brynnmor. In Asia there are numerous states that have inu. I am obviously a silver but there are several types.” I said drinking more water.

“You said you were of noble birth. What is your rank?” Aldwyn asked from his seat further down the table.

“I am Reifujin no Daishou Himegimi.” I said in Japanese.

“That means?” he asked.

“Lady Asuna; Commander of the Armies and Princess of the Western Lands.” I mumbled.

“Huh?” Dylis asked surprised.

“I am the crown princess of my lands. My father rules and I am the heir. I rule Shanghai, Zhejiang, Hong Kong, and The Northern Lands of Japan as well as Western Qinghai.” I said lifting my head.

“You say rule as in you are a queen?” Aldwyn asked.

“We are not called that. I go by Lady Asuna but yes Aldwyn I rule. My former mate was named Tekeshi and I inherited his many principalities upon his death.” I said evenly.

“Is that why you did not mention him in Scotland?” Aldwyn asked.

“I am an Asian ruler Aldwyn. There are no expectations of monogamy.” I said blushing.

“Excuse me?” Lord Brynnmor said shocked.

“These mortals follow the religion of the Greeks and Romans. I am assuming you all do as well?” I asked.

“Yes of course.” Dylis said.

“I follow no such religion. We have our inugami of old but that is different. There was inu in Egypt as far back as the first dynasties of that land. There are inu all over it seems. My way is normal amongst my kind.” I said stabbing a piece of the near raw pig with a device called a fork.

“Very interesting. So why involve yourself with the Scottish?” Aldwyn asked raising a brow.

“Do you truly believe in this mortal named Longshanks?” I asked him.

“No. I do what I must to survive and find sanctuary amongst my home.” He said bluntly.

“I have a twin brother who is mated to a Scottish vixen. She is no one of any import but she is a good sort. These islands remind me of home.” I said stabbing another piece of meat.

“You have a twin?” Dylis asked interested.

“Hai. His name is Osamu. I was born minutes before him. I am the eldest of six.” I said swallowing some water.

“Well you could have said this sooner could you not?” Aldwyn asked in irritation.

“My son quit being such an ass.” Brynnmor said.

“As you wish father. Pardon me.” He said standing.

He walked out of the dining room and I was shocked at his rudeness.

“He has a brooding disposition.” Dylis said.

“I can see that.” I said standing.

“Please stay. We so enjoy having another dog demon around.” Brynnmor said.

“I do not intend to leave. I am just going to see if I upset Aldwyn.” I said bowing.

I walked through the castle and found Aldwyn staring out into the night.

“Does it bother you that I am of higher birth?” I asked.

“It bothers me you hide the truth. We welcome you here! We would not care if you came from a hovel. It is different and nice to see others of our kind. Do you have any idea what it is like to have to live in total secret?” he asked.

“No. I was raised in a court where there are so many inu it is obnoxious. Now if that is your wish then come visit. I on the other hand get tired of all the alpha male rubbish and political junk.” I joked.

He smiled and looked at me as I sat. I was aching in my lower back and I rubbed it.

“Allow me?” he asked.

“Yes.” I nodded.

He kneaded the muscles and I groaned as they stretched and began to ease. He smiled then stepped back.

“You are stunning woman. I have only seen brown inu as you call them. This whole area has our kind. I thought I should tell you that Longshanks will be here in two or three days.” He said clenching his fists.

“You do not like the English but you dislike the Scotts as well?” I asked.

“Yes. I am Welsh and I like neither. I serve the English King because it preserves our way of life not because I find him worthy. You shall see. He is a bastard of the worst sort. They say his son is taken with other men and Longshanks cannot abide it.” Aldwyn chuckled.

“Well we have those issues in the West as well.” I laughed.

“Who sired this pup?” he asked.

“Aldwyn please. I have no wish to talk about it. I need to return to the West soon to have her. She has not turned and our healer is more than two millenniums old.” I said looking away.

“This male has hurt you?” he asked.

“I have been hurt and I have hurt. Let us just say I pissed off the wrong male. He is most unhappy with me.” I said walking down the hall.

“Then maybe you need not go back.” He said bluntly.

“It is a matter of honor. I have a mating contract and I will abide it.” I said staring straight ahead.

He snorted at my words and I looked at him.

“You mean to say you mate for love?” I asked amused.

“Is there another reason?” Aldwyn asked in return.

“The West would eat you alive.” I laughed at his innocence.

I went to bed that night thinking on history. I was starting to fall asleep when I was filled with such need suddenly that I cried out. Kaito was keeping his word and I squirmed under the sheets. My body arched as incredible surges of pleasure invaded almost every part of me. It was so intense that I was gasping.

“Kaito!” I whispered in a passionate tone.

I felt his presence in the most intimate of places. My hands ran over my body and the intense ache.

“Too much! Please…please deliver me.” I whispered in a breathy tone.

I arched again as I experienced an intense release in mind and body. I covered my own mouth as I screamed. Kaito was being risqué again. I rolled to my side completely spent when I heard a soft knock on the door.

“Enter.” I called out softly.

“Are you alright?” Aldwyn asked.

I saw his nose twitch in the pale light and I flushed.

“I am sorry. I was dreaming.” I said blushing fiercely.

“I see. I am sorry to disturb you then.” He said closing the door.

I heard chuckling in my mind and I laid back. I stared straight up and growled.

“You are all manner of wicked my darling Tomoshibi. Laugh and know that I shall learn a way to pay back your sweet torture.” I whispered.

I felt pressure on my lips and I gave into my invisible lover. He was deciding to be quite wicked and he had phased in enough to physically join but for me not to see him. I let out short soft gasps as he moved in me. He was taking me on my side and I was moaning as our coupling was always intense and always amazing. My claws shredded the bedding and I felt him everywhere touching me and kissing me. I felt as if he was sucking quite hard on my nubbin as he moved within me. I could not control the loud moan that escaped my lips as I exploded violently. I knew Kaito too was spent and he held on enough to appear corporeal and kissed me deeply.

“I shall see you soon my lover.” He said whispering in my ear.

I nodded unable to speak and he was gone. I again heard knocking and I had no strength to get up.

“Hai.” I called out in Japanese.

“Lady Asuna?” Aldwyn said coming to my side.

“Hello.” I said lifting my head.

I was covered by a quilt and nothing else. Aldwyn looked around and he scented the air.

“Have you been…?” he started to ask.

“I have very vivid dreams.” I stated in a languid tone.

“I...” he said standing.

“Have you?” I asked curiously.

“Yes. It is just not so openly discussed. I am sorry for bothering you.” He said moving to the door.

I laid back and passed out. My wraith lover was quite the pervert at times. I grinned for the little while I was awake.

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The whole of the family was anxious and I was sitting beneath a tree reading. I stayed out of the way whilst they prepared for this bastard king. I was amused at these inu entertaining the mortals. I had fallen asleep under an elm tree when I was awakened by a mortal richly dressed.

“You I have not seen.” He said in a thick accent.

“Who are you that I should see you sir?” I asked.

“I am Edward.” He said looking amused.

“Longshanks.” I said raising a brow.

“You have gumption.” He laughed.

“You are not so bastardly.” I said standing.

He laughed quite loudly and gave me his arm. I walked with him and I saw Brynnmor looked relieved.

“I am told by the Duke of Flint that you are royalty as well.” He said lifting my chin.

“Yes majesty. I am a lord and lady. I am also a princess.” I said eyeing him.

“They say you are from Asia.” He said regally.

“I am.” I nodded.

“You are an exotic beauty.” He said admiringly.

“Thank you majesty. Please forgive my cumbersome manner for I would bow properly.” I said inclining my head.

“Think nothing of it.” He smiled.

He walked me around the yard and I plead tiredness. Aldwyn came to my side and looked at me.

“Are you alright?” he asked in my ear.

“Pain in my back.” I said hanging onto him.

“Let me take you to your room.” He said.

I nodded and I again clutched at Aldwyn. I began panting as a severe pain hit me. I cried out and all in the yard stared at me. I looked up at my host and I panicked.

“She needs to be turned. Aldwyn help me.” I said looking scared.

“I am no doctor!” he said.

“I will walk you through it. It takes strength and no mortal could turn an inu pup.” I said in his ear.

He nodded and my hanfu became soaked with waters. I groaned as the pain in my back was killing me. Aldwyn held me up and the English king watched intrigued.

“Take me behind the castle. I will port us.” I said under my breath.

He nodded and he walked me to the back. I ported us to my room and he laid me on the bed.

“Expose my belly.” I said through the pain.

He ripped open the hanfu and he looked nervous.

“Feel for her head. It is up here.” I said closing my eyes and putting his hand where her head was.

“Press firmly but with strength to coax her down. This is painful and I will scream.” I said breathing roughly.

He nodded and he did as I instructed. The pressure was unbearable as he forced her to move. I had to scream as he worked. I heard a maidservant enter and she too was inu. She helped Aldwyn push her into place and I arched in pain.

“My name is Lucilla my lady. I have birthed many pups.” She said softly.

I nodded and Aldwyn stepped back. He looked relieved as I was pouring sweat. He looked at me and I smiled.

“Who left you as such?” he demanded.

“He cannot love me. So much from the past and I am dirty.” I mumbled.

“He leaves you and his pup?” he demanded.

“I sent him away. I will not kill another.” I said closing my eyes.

“Why Lady Asuna?” he asked taking my hand.

“It is because of me that his son died. My poor sweet pups and his face when we buried him.” I said starting to cry.

“You speak in riddles.” Aldwyn said.

“It is because of me, do you understand? Yuuta will learn to hate me anyway. I made him hate me so I could try and free him.” I said sighing.

“This Yuuta is the sire? He thinks it appropriate to leave his pregnant bitch?” Aldwyn asked horrified.

“I sent him away. He is head of my sire's noble council and I have dishonored him.” I said crying softly.

“My lord you are upsetting her. She needs all her strength to have the pup.” Lucilla said.

“I shall be with the king and my family. Make sure to come get me before the pup is born. She should not have to be alone.” He said in her ear.

“Yes Lord Aldwyn.” She curtsied.

Lucilla watched me and bathed my head as I labored.

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“This woman is fascinating. Where is her husband?” Edward asked.

“He died majesty. It seems in her culture that she was her mate's heir. She rules several lands and her father is the equivalent of a king.” Brynnmor said bending the truth.

“Your son looks at her.” Edward said thinking.

“They are friends if you will majesty.” Brynnmor said.

“A woman should not have to bear an infant alone and no lands should be ruled by a woman alone.” He said bluntly.

“I agree your majesty but she is also from a strange land. She is the heir to her father's kingdom.” Brynnmor said.

“A woman?” he asked highly intrigued.

“I have seen her fight my lord. She is highly skilled in war.” Aldwyn said from the door.

“She fights?” Edward asked more than astonished.

They all nodded and Edward stood. He indicated for Aldwyn to take him to her and the young man looked uncomfortable but did as he was bid. Lucilla answered the door but fell in a bow when she saw King Edward.

“Majesty?” Lucilla asked.

“Is she awake?” he asked.

“She sleeps.” The maidservant answered.

“Wake her.” He commanded.

Lucilla brought water and gently shook the woman. I woke up slowly and I saw the king. He stared at me and I was offended at his presence. I kept my ire from my face and I looked at him.

“I am told that you fight in battles.” He said in his rich accent.

“I am a warrior yes.” I said breathing deeply.

“Why?” he asked me.

“I am my sire's oldest child majesty. He felt that because I was female was not a hindrance. I have spent more time in a dojo than most places.” I said grimacing.

“You will come to Kent when you have birthed this baby. You will show me your skill.” He said flatly.

“As you wish.” I said closing my eyes.

I mentally cried out and Aldwyn looked at me. He heard me and I stared at him.

-Do you hear me? - I pathed.

He nodded barely and I was astonished.

-What can I do? - He pathed in return.

-Get this obnoxious mortal out! - I pathed as my eyes widened.

“Majesty we have added to our gardens, should you like to see?” Aldwyn asked.

“I should like that.” The king nodded.

He left my presence and I released a long painful moan. It seemed my daughter was going to take her time. I had decided to name her for her sire. I had thought long and hard and was naming her Yuzuna for him and me both. I closed my eyes to rest to retain my strength.

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I was pushing hard and Aldwyn had returned to just be here. I was growling terribly as I bore down. Lucilla was a fabulous midwife. I cried out as I felt her stretch me terribly.

“Push really hard my lady. Really hard. She has your hair!” Lucilla said.

I nodded and I pushed with all my might. I cursed every curse word in my native tongue and Lucilla blushed hotly. Aldwyn was looking concerned and I scented the blood as well.

“Lucilla?” I asked as I laid my head back.

“You have torn a goodly amount. It will be okay my lady.” She said softly.

Aldwyn did not look so sure and I looked up at the ceiling.

“Kaito, do not let me die here without Yuuta seeing us.” I whispered in Japanese.

“Beloved! Look at me.” Kaito said beside me.

Aldwyn looked shocked and Lucilla looked frightened. Kaito stared down at me and then at the two English inu.

“Aldwyn, I will see again my friend.” I whispered.

His eyes widened and Kaito brought me to the Western Palace. Kaito appeared back with Yasu and the healer was shocked.

“Listen missy, I know you are tired but you have to push really hard. How long have you been in labor?” he asked me gently.

“More than twelve hours. Save her Yasu, do not worry on me.” I said rolling my head to the side.

“I am not going to loose either one you. You Kaito make yourself useful and get Sir Yuuta. There is a council meeting.” Yasu commanded.

“Be right back Hanori.” Kaito said looking concerned.

“Alright my girl push really, really hard.” He commanded.

“I cannot.” I said tired.

“Asuna! I mean it girl, push really hard.” He said getting nervous.

I sat up and tried to bare down but it was useless. Yasu looked more concerned and I laid back.

“Her name is Yuzuna. Cut her out Yasu.” I whispered.

“She is stuck. Kamis damn it!” he snarled.

I heard Yuuta and my family coming. My mother flew in and she looked terrified. My sire's eyes widened in horror and Yuuta about lost it.

“Baby, honey you have to stay awake. Honey do not sleep.” I heard my mother say.

“Cut her out.” I told Yasu in a hoarse whisper.

Yasu nodded and I looked over at Yuuta. I reached out my hand and kissed his palm.

“I want her named Yuzuna. Do this for me?” I asked softly.

“Hai but you will name her yourself. Asuna, please do not die on me.” He said holding my hand tightly.

I smiled and looked at my sire. His eyes were hard and full of hatred. I grimaced and cried out as Yasu cut into my belly. My mother held me and my vision was swimming.

“Chichi? I love you my lord.” I said trying in vain to stay awake.

I saw Yasu pull her out and she was blue. He rubbed her skin vigorously and she let a cry. I closed my eyes as I saw my sweet onna born. She even had my crest and I was felled by birthing a pup; no enemy had ever done quite this much but I was happy.

“No! No, no, no! Baby no!” Augusta said screaming as she shook her eldest daughter.

Sesshomaru stood there as his daughter's hand went limp. Yasu tried to stop the bleeding.

“Did she put herself into a sleep?” Yasu asked.

“I cannot tell. Her heart is still beating but it will not for long. Go to wherever and drag that worthless uppyr here!” Yasu commanded.

Augusta ported to Buda and found Vlad in his library. He looked up and she was covered in blood. He could smell that it belonged to her daughter and he shot up.

“Jarek! Watch your sister.” He commanded as his son came in.

Vlad grabbed Augusta and ported them to where Asuna laid on the futon was blood seeping from her. He fell to his knees beside her and tried to reach her.

“Vlad her heart is stopping! Do something!” Augusta yelled.

“What would you have me do? I cannot replace the blood that fast!” he cried.

Sesshomaru had not moved and had a look of disbelief on his face.

“Kaito. Yasu call on Kaito. He can tie her soul here.” The Western Lord said suddenly.

Kaito appeared but he was full of fear himself. Sesshomaru looked at him and growled.

“She gave you what you wanted now save her as you did Sheng and Ayana!” he snarled.

“She does not want to stay.” He said in grief.

“What do you mean? Why would she not want to stay?” Augusta asked crying.

“She is happy. She thinks she shall see the others.” Kaito said touching her face.

“Tie her here whatever you have to do wraith!” Sesshomaru said as his eyes flashed crimson.

“She has not left her body but you have very little time.” He said fading.

“Naraku! Where is Naraku?” Augusta said.

“Sendai?” Yasu offered.

Augusta ported and saw Ishin and Naraku both drained of color. They looked at her and Naraku came to her.

“We do not have much time. She is almost totally gone. Please you have the strongest tie to her. Pull her out and make her put herself in a death sleep. Please!” Augusta cried.

Naraku pulled her into his miasma and appeared next to his mate. He truly had never seen her so devoid of color. He sensed a very small part of her and he pulled so forcefully that she responded.

-Why do you leave me? Do you not love me? - He pathed.

-Tired. I am tired. Let me go. - I pathed weakly.

-No! Do you hear me? Take my yoki and put yourself into a sleep. We will care for you. We love you! Why would you leave us? - He begged.

-So much energy. You may be pulled down with me. - I said trying to fade.

-Then do it! - He snarled in my mind.

I was barely aware and I pulled on his yoki so hard he grunted physically. I pulled harder trying to gain enough strength to do as I needed. I whispered my love and I slipped into oblivion. Naraku looked down at her and he was mentally and physically drained. He needed to sleep but he forced himself to stay awake.

“Her heart is barely beating but she is still alive.” Yasu said relieved.

“Naraku! I owe you a debt of honor.” Sesshomaru stated as he leaned down next to his daughter.

“Just quit hounding her about us okay?” he said weakly.

The Western Lord looked up and met the eyes of his former enemy and nodded.

Vlad looked relieved as well but he knew she could be asleep a long while. Yuuta had slipped to the door and held his daughter. She had his gray eyes and their silver hair. She bore every marking right down to the last stripe of her mother. She was quiet and just watching wide eyed. Yuuta's heart constricted painfully as he saw a resemblance between his sweet baby girl and his eldest son. He looked over at the onna he had given his heart to and she looked as lifeless as Yuudai did in death.

“She will be installed in my home.” He said aloud.

“Excuse me?” Sesshomaru said in a sudden fury.

“She gave me a daughter this day and she is my lawful mate my lord. She will stay in my castle by her daughter. You Naraku and Lord Ishin make yourselves comfortable in my home. Stay as long as you like so that you may be near her. My daughter will see her mother everyday and everyday I shall be with her. You can rot Sesshomaru-sama if you think differently.” Yuuta said as his eyes burned crimson.

“She is my daughter Yuuta. She is the heir to these lands and she will stay with her family!” Sesshomaru stood to his full height.

“We are her family as well! She shall be amongst her family. You will not keep us from her as you did the last time. You will insulate her from those who love her. Yasu take Yuzuna for a moment will you?” Yuuta asked.

The old inu nodded and held a miniature of the princess. Yuuta picked Asuna up and carried her out of the infirmary. Yuuta looked back and saw Naraku following. Sesshomaru was being held back by his mate and she was talking fast. Yasu actually ported to Yuuta's castle and called for Yuuto. The young male came forward and stared at the healthy infant onna.

“This is your sister; her name is Yuzuna.” Yasu said laying the pup in his arms.

“Kamis she looks just like father and the princess!” he cried softly.

“Hai. Your father has defied the lord and I need to run interference.” Yasu said firmly.

“Should I get her a wet nurse?” Yuuto asked.

“Hai. Lady Asuna is barely alive. She is in a coma like sleep.” Yasu said.

Yasu ported out and Yuuto looked down at the heir to the state. Yuudai would have been proud he knew. He carried his sister and went to the maid servant and called for a wet nurse. He sat in a swing in the garden and slowly swung back and forth to soothe the most coveted onna in the Western Lands.

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Yuuta sat in his office doing work and suffering the lord's presence. His daughter slept in her cradle next to him and Lord Sesshomaru had come to do his daily vigil. Naraku and Lord Ishin had come to be friendly with him and he could see how Asuna could get on with them so well. He had opened his castle to her other mates and her pups. He wanted her to feel all of her loved ones so that she would want to fight and her body to heal. She had been in the death sleep for over a month and every day she gained more color. Her mother came daily and cut her own wrists and gave her nourishment. He looked over at his sleeping daughter and knew profound love. She was a good pup and liked to look at all manner of things. He found he had to share her some with the kumo because she knew them already. He knew she was telepathic like her mother and Yasu had informed him that she had some of her yoki already. He told him to expect her to start changing into her true form very soon.

“You are thinking of her.” Naraku said from the door.

“Lord Naraku! How does she look to you?” Yuuta asked respectfully.

“She looks much better. I was wrong about you inu. You are more like Yuudai then I could have ever imagined. I was honored to call him a friend and ally.” The former hanyou said.

“Hai. He liked you as well. Lord Ishin is handling your state affairs?” Yuuta asked.

“Hai. He handles two factions of the state and I the other. The ookami tsuchigumo do not like him and pay fealty to me but that is just our politics. Our ways would seem strange to an inu.” Naraku stated.

“Well I am glad to have you. I have a council meeting. Would you please watch over them both?” Yuuta asked.

“You never need ask.” Naraku said inclining his head.

Yuuta stood and walked out of his castle after his kissed his daughter's head. He was despondent but he dealt with it. Life had handed him many obstacles. He stopped by to see his son's shrine and his grandpup. He saw them both; so very pale and lifeless. Alone he allowed himself to feel the utter despair and the pain.

“Well son. I miss you very much. You did me great honor all your life.” Yuuta said softly.

Unshed tears pricked his eyes but he did not shed them. He looked behind him at Sesshomaru and sighed.

“I am allowed to grieve for my son am I not my lord?” Yuuta asked coldly.

“You are a wretch. You will never be forgiven for this Yuuta.” Sesshomaru said as coldly.

“I shall live without your approval I assure you my lord.” Yuuta said bowing.

“I want my grandpup and daughter brought into the palace. I have sent soldiers to your castle to see to it. You will not defy me again ever.” Sesshomaru said in a frightening tone.

“She went to her knee and asked the inugami to bless our mating. She said the prayers before the houshi and accepted mine in return. She swore on her honor to uphold our union. Who are you to undo that?” Yuuta asked.

“She is my daughter!” Sesshomaru snarled.

“She is your daughter and she is a mother. She is a sister as well as a mate. She is like a lot of bitches and she has many roles. You cannot keep her forever under your thumb my lord. She was grown nearly four decades ago. I know the anguish to keep them from harm but that cannot always be helped. I did not want Yuudai in the army. I begged and pleaded. I swore to disown him but at the end of the day it was out of respect for you and love for her that drove him to it. Despite the fact that he did not listen to my wishes, I had to let him go. I feared this very thing but I knew it was my son's life. I knew he would die in battle. It happened to my sire and to my great grandsire. You cannot see that this is what she wanted. I cannot stop you from taking Asuna but I will be damned if you take my daughter.” Yuuta stated looking at the Western lord hard.

“I hate you Yuuta. I hate that you may even be a little right. Do not overstep your bounds again with this Sesshomaru.” He said turning to leave.

“Is the Lady Asuna staying amongst her pups and her loves?” Yuuta asked.

“For now.” Sesshomaru replied.

The lord walked out and left Yuuta to his musings. He intended to do as she wished. If she wished to not be mated then he would press the courts for a dissolution to the mating. It was not common but it could be done. He almost had no heart left to deal with the personal in his life and he poured his energy into his businesses and the council. He really did not even feel like going to the meeting. He left the shrine and went back to his castle. He went to his chambers and lay down next to her.

“I want you to be happy. I want you to feel something besides pain and regret in your young life. You wanted to free us from this union and I shall set forth the necessary things to do so. I want you to be truly happy and not have regrets. I realize that you regret us and I think I understand why this happened. We needed the other for a time and that is okay. I will always love you.” He said softly.

A tear glided down his cheek and hit hers. He leaned down and kissed her gently. The ancient inu Shezmu had been to see her many times and he seemed bereft himself. Yuuta stared down at her beautiful face and the profound hurt seeped in again. Her hand twitched and he was shocked. He called for the maidservant and sent for Sesshomaru and Augusta. He had Naraku and Lord Ishin sent for as well. He watched raptly as her hands twitched more and her eyes opened. She stared out into nothing but she was slowly coming to. Yuuta held her cold hands and she rolled her head to the side. She stared at him and he saw recognition.

“Asuna.” He said softly.

“Water.” I rasped.

“Hai.” He said as he pulled me up.

He pressed a cup to my lips and he tilted my head back. He helped me to drink it down and I closed my eyes. He wanted to leave me and tears slipped out of my eyes. I had told him to go but to hear him say it broke me further.

“Yuzuna? I wish to see her.” I said in a hoarse whisper.

“She is in the next room. One moment.” He said as he got up and retrieved our pup.

He brought her to me and he held her up for me to see. I weakly lifted my hand and touched her chubby little cheek. I closed my eyes and tears fell unabated down my cheeks.

“Where is everyone? I have heard you all.” I said softly.

“They are coming. Naraku and Ishin I think will be very pleased. As soon as they are here I shall leave you to them.” He said very gently.

I nodded and true to his word as soon as they arrived he left. Ishin held Yuzuna up and he was talking softly to her. Naraku looked at her with adoration on his face.

“Thank you for lending me your strength. I could not have done it without you.” I said.

I sensed my sire and my mother. The brothers stepped aside and my mother held onto me tightly. She finally let me go and my sire held me to him tightly. He stayed like that for several minutes and finally laid me back down. I was still too weak to hold my pup but they held her up so I could touch her and scent her. I spent several hours speaking softly and learning my pup's features when I was allowed to rest. I had been fed and watered well. I laid on my side on the futon and shook with tears. I tried to will my legs to move and I pushed myself up. I was in Yuuta's chambers and I pulled myself from the futon and was pulling myself and my atrophied muscles. I managed to pull myself up and I was pouring sweat. I managed to sit in a low chair and close my eyes. I heard fabric rustling and looked up to see Yuuta. He was staring at futon and it occurred to me that he thought me gone. He sighed and then came into my line of sight.

“How did you manage to get so far?” he asked softly.

“Stubborn remember?” I joked.

“Asuna, I watched you almost pass on. This is not funny.” He said kneeling across from me.

“Did you see the high court?” I asked changing the subject.

“Hai. They will dissolve the union. When you are well you may give them your accounts. Your father wishes you back in the palace and I think you will do well there. I shall have Yuzuna moved to the palace nursery.” He said standing.

I was devastated as he moved about his chambers as if normal. I breathed deeply and I pulled on the side board that the chair was next to. I willed myself to walk and I was walking very slowly. I was leaving under my own yoki and I was not going to face this wretched feeling. I managed to the door whilst Yuuta was in his closets changing. I opened the shoji door carefully and very slowly managed to cross into the hall. My throat ached and my chest felt as if a stone was pressing down. I was holding myself up as the muscles burned horribly.

“You need to be away from me this badly?” Yuuta asked from behind me.

“Hai. I thank you for all you have done. I am most honored Sir Yuuta that you did care enough to fulfill my needs and wishes.” I said bowing my head.

“Okay.” He said picking me up in his arms.

He looked straight ahead and walked towards the palace. He was tense and he brought me to my chambers. He opened my shoji screen and carried me to the futon.

“I wish I had more self control that day. I was wrong and please forgive me for dragging you into this debacle.” I said as he laid me down.

“Let us forget it. I am leaving court for awhile. You need time to get to know our daughter and I need to deal with my estates. I am relieved you are well my lady.” He said inclining his head.

I nodded and he went to leave. He looked over at me. I saw the unshed tears in his eyes and he said nothing.

“Yuuta?” I asked softly.

“Hai my lady?” he asked looking away.

“I wish you would not regret us either.” I said.

“I shall regret that you could not believe in me. I shall regret that my words in your youth hurt you so much that you thought me a monster. I shall regret seeing pain in your lovely eyes and know I am the cause. I truly thought I was doing right but it obviously damaged your opinion of me forever. I have only felt this much pain when I buried Yuudai and your son. Good evening my lady and I shall send Yuzuna to you.” He said choking on the words.

We both were feeling profound guilt and anguish. I reached up and pulled his head down and kissed his cheek. He jerked away and his chest heaved.

“There is nothing between us. I have bared my very soul to you and you had no wish to see. I could obviously not make you happy in any measure. I want you happy but I want to be happy as well.” He said in his wretched tone.

“Yuuta.” I said breathing through the turmoil.

“Goodbye princess.” He said tearing his eyes away.

“Yuuta.” I said again.

“What do you want from me? I cannot do anymore!” he snarled.

I held his face and his eyes were crimson. I mumbled forgive me as I brought his lips to mine. I lightly kissed him and I had intentions of letting him be. He wrapped his arms around me and gathered me to his body in a crushing grip. Forlorn and passion was communicated; need and pain also. He pressed me back and kissed me silly. He released my lips and pressed his head to mine.

“You wish me away. Tell me you wish me away.” He said in a desperate tone.

“I wish you love and I wish you happiness.” I said meeting his eyes.

“If you wish those things then why do you insist that I cannot love you? Kamis all you have to do is look at her. Why can you not give me an ounce of your heart? Am I really that much of a distasteful monster?” he asked hoarsely.

“You are inu.” I said meeting his eyes.

“Hai I am inu and so are you.” He said clenching his teeth.

“I am tainted. I am unworthy of being with my own. I am dirty; you said so yourself in Kyoto.” I said roughly.

“I say things I do not mean in fits of anger. Asuna, that was years ago. Let it go! Let this past go, you are grown now. You are a skinny wayward youth no more.” He said bringing a hand to my face.

“I feel guilt. I do not feel guilt in our coupling but the fact you do not hate me.” I said meeting my eyes.

“Even if I blamed you for Yuudai's death, I would not have to punish you. You do that enough yourself.” He replied brushing my lips with his thumbs.

I kissed his elegant appendages and reached up a hand to run through his straight silver hair. His mane came to well past his shoulders. It was thick and such a pretty silver. I had seen him in his true form and he was exquisite. I could not rut quite so soon but I could make love to him. I kissed his thumbs again and felt him tense up.

“We should stop.” He said gently.

“Ask me Yuuta.” I said very softly.

“Do you love me? Will you let me love you?” he asked.

“Hai and hai.” I said pressing light kisses to his neck.

“Accept my stupidity. I have been known to be dumb.” I said kissing him again.

I nipped at his lips and he nipped back. He groaned suddenly as I applied my yoki. He looked down at me and I saw him swallow and bite back a moan. Our gaze was intense and he ended up on his back. I was concentrating quite hard and his back arched. He was highly perceptive to be able to feel the telekinesis quite this strongly. I brushed my lips over his and he groaned.

“My darling please.” He begged softly.

I cursed my weakened body but I changed the sensations and his body was arching hard. I wrapped my hand around his silken staff and worked him along with my mental attentions. I heard him gasp rather hard and he cried out as his completion overwhelmed him. I was rapt as I watched him.

“Such a beautiful sight.” I whispered in his ear.

“Your yoki is splendid.” He said in a husky tone.

“Hai. I rather love it. When I am back to full strength, I want you to come hunting with me.” I said licking his bottom lip.

He nodded and I sucked on his succulent lip. I kissed along his jaw and breathed in his ear.

“Forgive me. Please forgive me. I love you Sir Yuuta. I love you.” I whispered.

“Kamis let me up. I am painfully hard again.” He groaned.

I smiled as he got up and straightened his hakama. He shook out his hair and I was mesmerized.

“I am retrieving the most beautiful inu onna in the world. She looks almost exactly like her beautiful mother.” He said looking down at me.

“Thank you.” I said looking up.

“Your sire has barely seen her. I think he was in fear of loosing you. I truly have never seen that much blood.” He said clenching his jaw.

“Aw well I have almost bled out before.” I teased.

He sighed and bowed. He left me for now so he could bring me our daughter. He came back half an hour later and she was swaddled. She did favor me heavily but her eyes were gray. I laid her between me and Yuuta. We lay on our sides facing each other.

“Look what we did.” I marveled.

“Hai. Yasu says she is powerful like you. I think she will be a good heir.” He said kissing her head.

“Do you truly wish me to give you a son?” I asked amused.

“Hai.” He said smiling.

I heard knocking on my shoji and I called out. My sire came in and his face was set in a grim line. He looked down at my newest daughter and his eyes softened. She was a little miniature Sesshomaru as I had been. Yuuta sat up and offered up our pup. My sire held her out a little and looked at her yawn and stretch. She scrunched up her little face then yawned again.

“She is more than perfect. She is a silver and a beauty. Yuuta the council is convened. Come present your daughter and the crown princess.” He said matter of factly.

Yuuta bowed and stood up. He took his daughter in his arms and he left to go to the council chambers.

“She has your yoki. She has very similar power to Mizuki and is a worthy heir.” He said in his deep voice.

“Thank you my lord.” I said smiling.

“I shall help you up. I still find Yuuta obnoxious but he sires a perfect pup.” He snorted.

“Like you do?” I teased.

My father helped me up and had his ghostly smile. I wore a heavy dressing gown and he helped me walk to the council chambers. I came in and sat down next to my father and Yuuta watched me from his seat.

“This is Yuzuna.” Yuuta stated holding up our pup.

The council members seemed rather pleased at her appearance. Yuuta was proud beyond words I could tell. He was proud because she was such a pretty pup and obviously strong.

“Well Yuuta you and Princess Asuna have made a handsome bitch.” Yahun said.

“Thank you.” He said looking down.

“You are whipped Yuuta. All she will have to do is bat her pretty face at you and you will be mush.” Jouichi said amused.

“Speak of experience with Juuna, Jouichi?” Yuuta retorted playfully.

“Hai I do. Lord Sesshomaru-sama she is credit to the House of the Moon and the House of Yuu.” Mamoru said from his seat.

My father inclined his head and several nobles bowed.

“It is good to see you up and around my lady.” Another councilman said.

“Thank you.” I said.

The formal introductions took place and her official title was placed upon her. She was officially made my heir and placed in succession for the title my sire held. She was known as Princess Yuzuna now and would be called lady as she got older. I was exhausted and held her tightly. My sire brought me to the family shrine and I looked into the sarcophagus.

“Yuudai, this is your sister my sweet karuson. I give Yuuta what he lost when your mother died and I somehow feel we were not in vain. Rest well my beloveds.” I said softly.

I slipped from the shrine and my sire walked me back to my chambers. My pups were in my chambers and they were obnoxiously loud. I was happy as I sat amongst the melee. I had one last battle on the horizon and it was to finally bring about the end of the Shikon no Tama.