InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ I am the Moon ❯ The Kumo Past II ( Chapter 80 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

“What do you mean you do not know where my daughter is?” I demanded.

“I am sorry Asuna but Karu and she had a fight again. The Yosei showed up and now she is gone.” Ishin said sheepishly.

“I leave for a day and my fifteen year old daughter goes missing? Damnit Ishin! Karu? Karu!” I started yelling.

I marched towards Karu's rooms and pounded on his shoji. I heard grumbling and he slid it open. He looked sleepy and I growled. I was scenting the air and picked up on Mizuki's scent but it was old.

“Where is she?” I demanded.

“How should I know?” he demanded.

I grew furious and slapped him soundly. I stepped into his room and I scented blood. I whirled on him and wrapped my hand around his throat.

“I smell her blood! Where is she Karu?” I hissed.

Ishin ran in and pried my fingers from Karu's neck. I snarled at him and he seemed a little nervous.

“Do you scent the blood Ishin?” I demanded.

“Blood? You smell blood?” Ishin asked astonished.

“Hai.” I said following the old scent.

“Why did my daughter bleed in your room?” I demanded.

“We had a row and she cut her cheek. I am sorry that it happened.” He said lifting his head.

“Ishin tell your son not to lie to me again!” I growled.

“What do you mean Asuna?” Ishin asked coming closer.
I was trying to keep myself calm but failing miserably. I slapped Karu so hard he fell back. I went to hit him again and Ishin held my wrist.

“How could you?” I screamed at him.

“What? What did he do?” Ishin asked dumbly.

“Do not be so stupid Ishin! You sorry little bastard!” I screamed.

“I did nothing!” Karu hissed.

I pounced on him and snarled as then Ishin dragged me off.

“You defiled her! You took her innocence!” I hissed.

“No I did not!” Karu said fearfully.

“Why do I smell virginal blood Karu? I am half uppyr you little twit!” I snarled in a horrendous fury.

“Asuna! Stop now!” Ishin said in my ear.

“You defend him?” I said in a hiss.

“What are you scenting?” Ishin asked.

“It scents differently Ishin! You tell me that you did not touch her when you espouse your irrational feelings for her?” I said in anger.

“We explored. I am sorry but no I did not take her innocence!” he admitted.

I calmed and I tried to see it from an adolescent's point of view. I stared coldly at him and straightened up.

“You will face Naraku and tell him what you two have been doing.” I said staring at him.

“No!” Karu said backing up.

He looked at his sire and Ishin crossed his arms.

“He will loose his head!” he cried.

“You are an idiot Karu! Keep your hands off of my daughter! I will not tell your uncle what you have been doing if you find her and soon!” I growled.

“Hai! I will find her, I swear!” He said bowing.

He ported via his cloud and I looked at Ishin. He sighed and shook his head.

“I am sorry inu. Did you not tell me that you and Yuudai used each other for exploration?” he asked.

“I was older than fifteen!” I snapped.

“Well she is a hybrid youki like Naraku love. She may be reaching maturity quicker then a full kumo or inu for that matter.” He said.

“You are right. Your son is quite stunning Ishin and quite possessive of her. You teach him to gratify himself!” I hissed as I walked past him.

“Inu that is not fair.” He said following me.

“If Mizuki ends up pupped then I will skin Karu and nail him to the retaining wall, do you hear me?” I said in a deadly voice.

“Do not threaten me Asuna.” Ishin growled.

“I have not begun to threaten Ishin. Your son will mate her if he has done things other than what he says. Then I shall ream him till he is no more!” I growled.

Ishin stepped back and I knew he was thinking how Akane acted when her babe was threatened. I snarled at him and pushed past him. I went to my chambers and laid on the futon. I closed my eyes and concentrated on my astral self. I was in Kaito's plane and I was near his family's dwelling. I walked right in and saw his brothers. Kaimei glared at me and I made an obscene gesture at him.

“Where is Kaito?” I hissed.

“Sleeping inu. You know very well where his chambers are.” Kaimei answered.

“Ass.” I hissed walking by the elder Tomoshibi.

“Enjoying your tiger and inu?” he asked in a cruel way.

“Hai very much.” I retorted as I went to Kaito's chambers.

I saw him and I was astonished. I went to his side and gently shook him awake. He rolled over and opened his eyes.

“My love.” He murmured.

“Hello Kaito. Where is Hikari?” I asked.

“Another brother you have not met has her. What are you doing here?” he asked.

“Seeing if you can locate Mizuki. She has become quite taken with the Yosei and in fact professes love for the boy. Her step brother Karu has also been causing issue.” I stated.

“I told your mother that Karu and Mizuki would become quite the pair.” He sighed.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“They have a love similar to you and Ishin. Full of passion but full of terrible anguish. Lord Jouichi's epic emotional bouts are passed down to his sons. The only one who does not seem affected too much is Naraku.” Kaito explained.

“I have noticed that the ruling family of the funnels is rather an emotional lot.” I snorted.

“Well drew you in.” he said softly.

“Can you help me find her? Ishin thinks Mizuki is more like her chichi in that she may be more mature at a younger age. Naraku did not have a childhood as we know. He was immediately an adult youki.” I explained.

“Well that is just it. He may have had his adult body but did he not act as if a child. He acted out to get his way about the Shikon and the miko.” Kaito pointed out.

“You are right. Why did you not tell me that Magatushi was an oni?” I asked.

“I did not know. Asuna my love, I am aware of many things but not everything.” He said softly.

“I have missed you very much.” I said cupping his cheek.

“Your mother explained right? She begged and I knew how much you loved the tiger. I knew your passion for him even overshadowed that of your general.” He said softly.

“I had not realized I was that obvious.” I said sheepishly.

“I know you.” He said meeting my eyes.

“I love you and Kamis, I have missed you terribly. Hikari pops in and out. Quon is quite taken with her. We are at war with Panyu by the way.” I said softly.

“What?” he asked shocked.

“Hai. Sheng decided to kidnap me and I truly had no idea how powerful the Panyu inu were. He is a powerhouse of yoki. Chen, Yoshiko, and Yuuta are dead. My mother has taken Lady Meifen as a lover I believe.” I said lying next to him.

“I am sure your sire had no idea what to do with two females?” Kaito asked.

“I am sure my mother made it quite clear what he was supposed to do. I have never seen him so easily blush.” I said with a small smile.

“I am so sorry.” He sighed.

“I know what you are thinking Kaito and when you can bring back my sister. She was too young to die but Chen and Yuuta died with much honor.” I said looking away.

“You loved the inu.” He said holding my face.

“Hai I did. I loved Yuudai too so I decided that I would not decide. How very brave of me do you not think? Now my daughter is facing issue and I am furious with Sheng. Kazuo hates me and wishes me ill and I am sure it is worse since my mother killed his uncle.” I sighed.

“You did not control Sheng. You never did and you know that. You loved him at one time very much but it pales in comparison to what you have now. You cannot regret that as fate has had her way.” He said softly.

“Was I Ayana?” I demanded.

“What makes you ask that?” he asked suddenly uncomfortable.

“You really need not lie Kaito. You are bad at it.” I said glaring.

“Would it really matter?” he asked.

“You wanted me to remember Akana because it was in that life you fell for me. Was I so busy as Ayana that you could not insert yourself into my life?” I demanded.

“You almost reached your potential. You were more powerful then any of us had ever seen till now. I do not know all the details nor do I care.” He said looking away.

“The kumo have their own guardians!” I said shocked.

“Hai okay? We and they do not get along. Leave it alone.” He demanded.

“Tamiko did not want me remembering Akana's life and now you do not want me to remember Ayana?” I demanded.

“Do you really wish to remember that Ishin and Naraku are your grand babes in spirit and Jouichi was your son? Do you really wish to go there?” he demanded.

“As Karu has been pointing out, I am no longer blood. The recluse Bihua swears that I am her; I have caught Nobu's thoughts and he thinks so too.” I sighed.

“A recluse? What the hell have you been doing?” he asked shocked.

“Reuniting the Tsuchigumo Kingdom! Why not?” I asked.

“You are pregnant with tiger twins and you are trying to reunite the kumo? They are a dangerous lot Asuna!” he snapped.

“Why is everyone so damn hateful of them? I know them well and they are not evil!” I hissed.

“No not evil. They are just forces of nature koi. They have ungodly amounts of yoki in a normal kumo let alone a taiyouki. What has brought on these questions?” He asked.

“I have been developing kumo yoki it seems. Bihua swears that the supaida nami was in fact Ayana's.” I commented.

“Damn recluse! Damn kumo. Are you not tiring yet?” he asked.

“Some. I imagine Ishin will shake me awake soon enough. I did threaten to hang Karu by his balls.” I shrugged.

“Mizuki is in the West by the way.” He said.

“Thank you. There is the pull, I must go my love.” I said quickly kissing him.

“I can bring Yoshiko back.” He said meeting my eyes.

“Have one of your brothers do it. I miss you terribly and I wish to feel you soon.” I said in a sultry tone.

“Kamis onna! Go before I keep you here and ravish you!” he said grinning.

I felt myself pulled back and I sat up. Ishin was standing over me and I nodded. He pulled me up and I could see Mizuki was found.

“She was in the West.” I said.

“Hai. You went to see the wraith?” he asked.

“Hai. He is almost fully recovered.” I nodded.

I walked past him and I went to the nursery. She stood there and she was defiant. She was staring at Karu in complete anger and suddenly a vase went flying towards the kumo youth. I pushed him out of the way and caught the vase.

“You will explain yourself now!” I commanded.

“Explain what haha?” she snapped.

“Ishin take Karu out of here.” I said.

Ishin sighed and dragged his son from the rooms. Mizuki stared at him and then at me.

“What kind of exploration have you been doing?” I asked.

“We kissed and we touched everywhere okay?” she said flushing.

“He did more than that Mizuki.” I said in a growl.

“Haha please! Something ripped when he explored alright?” she said in embarrassment.

“You will see Nobu now!” I snapped as I grabbed her and brought her to the healer's apothecary.

I knocked loudly and he slipped open the door. He looked at Mizuki and I; he motioned us in and I dragged my eldest daughter in. I made her sit on the futon and I crossed my arms.

“There are theories going around that she may be physically maturing faster than a normal kumo or inu onna. Naraku became himself immediately when he came about and I think there may be some truth in the theories.” I said.

“Mizuki, I need to examine you.” Nobu said.

“Go ahead.” She said in a snotty tone.

“My lady could you give her privacy?” Nobu asked.

“No.” I said glaring at her.

“She may be more honest with me without you here.” He said softly.

“She will be honest with me or she will suffer.” I said in a growl.

“As if you have any right to talk haha! You who have at three mates at one time! How many lovers?” she demanded.

I slapped her and Nobu had to pull me back. I was snapping and snarling at her and she sneered.

“You ungrateful brat! I have handed you an empire!” I snarled.

“Hai you have and you intend to control me the way jii-chan tries to control you! I am not a baby anymore!” she hissed.

“Check her Nobu before I kill her! You will learn your place! You are still my daughter and you are still under me!” I said jerking away from the healer.

I stormed away from the rooms and slammed the shoji shut. I was stewing and I ported home to the West to talk to my sire about how to handle a strong willed onna.

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“Mizuki, your haha is right and you are physically coming into adulthood much quicker then any youki I have seen. You still need to listen though.” Nobu said softly as he finished examining her.

“I get sick of their rules. I get sick of the control! I love Karu okay. I love Ayumu as well and no one can handle that!” she lamented.

“They do not handle it because you are supposed to be a young youki onna. You are not ningen and therefore not an adult.” Nobu stated.

“How long has haha been your lover?” she demanded.

Nobu's eyes widened and he looked at her shocked. He said nothing as he stood.

“What your mother does or does not do is no concern of mine young onna. Your health and well being are. This is just my suggestion and you slow down and learn all you can. Your mother is a mighty warrior and truly a good onna herself.” Nobu stated.

“I know!” she sighed.

“Then why do you fight her?” he asked.

“Because I am too much like her.” She retorted.

“I see. Well then young Karu needs to respect that you are not ready for such adult activities. I will not say what you have done but you need to slow down.” Nobu said.

“Hai okay? Besides you never told me how long you and haha have been lovers.” She said flatly.

“As I said that is not your business Lady Mizuki.” He said softly.

“I know Uncle Ishin wants it. He wants her attentions here. He wants her so immersed in kumo things that she has no time for anything else. He also adores you as much as my chichi.” She said bluntly.

“How do you know all this?” he asked surprised.

“Because most mental shields are too weak for me. I can easily dip into minds. I know you love and adore my mother.” She said as she stood.

“I adore Lord Ishin as well. Now go on.” He said flushed a little.

She smirked and left. She knew what they were saying and she knew for a fact it was true. She was becoming an adult sooner then anyone cared to think about. Mizuki went to a window and looked out over the castle and the valley.

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I saw Kaisei and I was surprised. He motioned to me and I looked at him surprised.

“What are you doing here?” I asked.

“Kaito said you wished to bring your sister back. He actually demanded I do it.” He said sighing.

“That will drain you badly?” I asked gently.

“Not terribly. She is not gone that long.” He explained.

“I see. The further you have to go to reach their souls the more yoki you use.” I said nodding.

“You still are a frightening onna.” He said smirking.

“I have not threatened you lately.” I said smiling.

“No you have not. Kaito did not say you were so pretty when you smiled.” Kaisei said stepping back.

“Why would you help us?” I asked.

“Because I am hoping that maybe your mother could introduce me to her other sister.” He said smiling.

“I see you wish to sire a pup.” I said in understanding.

“Why not? Hikari is such a blessing.” He said smiling.

I nodded and he fell in step beside me. I led him to my mother's study and we poked our head in. She looked tired and very forlorn. Yoshiko's death was affecting her badly.

“Asuna? A Tomoshibi?” she asked looking up.

“Hai. Now Lady Augusta will you introduce me to your half sister Sabina?” he asked.

“Sabina? I have not seen her in centuries.” She said surprised.

“Well she is here on the islands and I must say she is stunning.” Kaisei said softly.

“I care not if you know her. What do you want?” she asked.

“I suggest you go into the hall.” He said fading out.

Augusta jumped up and ran into the hall. Yoshiko was there and the blood was awful. I ported to Nobu quickly and he saw the look on my face.

“My sister.” I said softly.

I ported us and he kneeled as soon as we appeared. My mother was bawling and I saw my sire running towards us. Nobu began using his silk to pull the wounds closed and my mother looked at me in such a way that I felt her tumult of emotion. Yoshiko was whimpering as the pain was almost unbearable I knew.

“Lady Asuna, port back to Sendai and in my apothecary there is my box.” He said softly.

“The one in your chambers or the actual apothecary?” I asked quickly.

“My chambers.” He said.

I felt eyes on me and I ported quickly. I found the box and then ported back. I opened it for him and he located what I knew to be widow venom. He handed me the anti-shoki and I went ahead and drank it. He held Yoshiko's head up and poured widow venom into her mouth. She swallowed and closed her eyes in sleep and not death. My mother fell over her and cried openly. My sire looked at me and his eyes were moist. I nodded and he very carefully picked her up and took her to her chambers. Nobu followed my mother and I walked with the kumo healer.

“She will be fine. She was torn through her kidney and she needs to stay abed. You were right about Mizuki. She is almost an adult my lady.” He said softly.

“I figured. Naraku is not going to know what to do.” I stated sighing.

“She knows how I feel about you. She also said that Ishin wants us to have a relationship.” Nobu muttered.

“She has been prying.” I said in annoyance.

“Hai.” He nodded.

“Thank you for saving her.” I said softly.

He pulled me into an alcove and held my face as he kissed me gently. I reacted without thought and became totally engrossed in the feelings. I leaned my head back as his lips grazed my throat.

“I would walk through hell for you.” He murmured.

He nipped my lips again and pulled away in a groan. His eyes were bleeding red and he kissed my hand.

“I have to see to her.” He mumbled.

“Hai.” I nodded.

He slipped away and went to Yoshiko's chambers. My fingers were pressed against my lips and I smiled softly. I moved to my chambers and decided to nap. My parents needed to be with Yoshiko for the time being and I needed to get back to my plans of conquering the south. I fell asleep and began dreaming of an awful battle. I could see kumo everywhere and I saw the dead and dying. I saw Jouichi in the distance and I could feel myself stabbed in the gut. I gasped awake as I saw Nobu standing over me.

“You cried out. Your sire asked me to check on you.” He stated.

“I was having a bad dream.” I said softly.

“My lady?” he asked softly.

“No matter my sweet Nobu.” I said smiling.

“You were speaking the funnel's natural tongue.” He stated.

“Well I do not remember.” I said looking away.

“Asuna?” he asked.

“What?” I asked in return.

Nobu came to me and said something strange. I looked at him and pretended not to understand. He had told me he loved me. I gave him a blank look and he shook his head in confusion.

“I said I love you.” He sighed.

“I love you too my healer. How is my sister?” I asked.

“Living. Lady Meifen was there too and she looks like she is soon to deliver as well.” He said.

“She was cubbed before I was. Quon will have his sibling soon.” I said in anger.

“Come.” He said pulling me up.

He pressed his hands to my belly and the girls moved. I was surprised as they did so.

“Your tiger will want to feel this.” He said lifting my chin.

“Hai. Nobu what are you thinking?” I asked.

“I am thinking how much I love you and how much I yearn just to see your face now. I have never been very emotional. I felt deeply for Ine and Juuna; I feel overwhelmed in my passion for you and that is not me but I want it to be me. I have good thoughts about you in the same thought I think of being inside of you as we culminate our passion.” He said tilting my head back.

“There are thoughts that I was Ayana. I do not care if I was or not. It matters not now.” I said meeting his eyes.

“No it does not matter.” He said mesmerized.

“I suppose I can go to Hunan. I shall return to Sendai in a day or so.” I stated.

“Hai.” He nodded.

We again kissed and I wrapped my arms around him tightly. I ended up against my wall and Nobu was breathing harshly in my ear.

“Weak. I get so weak.” He groaned.

“I know.” I cried out softly as his hands ripped at my clothing.

He was in me and he groaned louder then I have ever heard him.

“So tight Asuna. Kamis you are gripping me so tight.” He cried in my ear.

I physically shook and he groaned louder. I saw flashes of something like this and I held him within me. I heard myself cry out louder and murmuring over and over. I looked around and I was not me. I was staring out as someone else. I felt myself screaming my release and I came back. Nobu looked at me strangely and he pulled away slowly. My legs were shaking and I sank down the wall.

“Asuna?” he asked kneeling.

“The kumo have their own Kamis and their own guardians. I need to see one.” I said meeting his eyes.

“Asuna, I know not what you mean.” He said.

“I know not either. I feel things and I see things now.” I said looking at him.

“What do you mean?” he asked softly.

“You tell me Nagaharu.” I said to him in his instinctual tongue.

His eyes widened and he stepped back. He stared at me and shook his head.

“I know that name.” he said in a fierce whisper.

“You should know it.” I said in funnel.

“Stop! You are Asuna.” He said in Japanese.

“Am I?” I asked.

I stood up and I tried to get my bearings. I was overwhelmed in my feelings at the moment.

“Ayana Agelena. She was a brown funnel. She looked nothing like the black funnels and in fact invited them to Japan from the mainland and a huge island from the south. She had brown hair and very light brown eyes. She loved Gaku very much but fell in love with the son of a colonist funnel. His name was Nagaharu.” I said looking at him.

Nobu stepped back and looked shocked to his foundations.

“He died and she never got over it. She bore the ningen ill and in fact hated them. She knew Nagaharu would not want that but she did.” I said staring at him.

“Stop!” he said looking away.

“You died and I could not stop the pain. I could not stop feeling the void.” I said breathing hard.

“No.” he said fiercely.

“Nobu! Kamis the pain!” I said clutching my chest.

He came to my side and held me. He produced his shoki cloud and brought us to Sendai. He laid me on the futon and he ran to get Ishin and Naraku. So many images were running through my head and I could not stop the torrent. I could not understand unlocking them and what had brought it on. I was afraid to close my eyes and I felt Ishin and Naraku at my side.

“I need to see one of your Kamis. I need you to find one Ishin. Help me!” I said harshly.

“Inu what is wrong?” he asked.

“Too much! Too much pain. I lived a long while almost as long as Akana. Should not have died. Killed by the fucking ningens!” I screamed.

Naraku and Ishin looked at each other and Ishin jumped up. The one person that he knew had knowledge more then he did was the recluse Bihua. The damn recluse was here and annoying. He entered the great hall and Bihua looked up along with every other kumo in the room.

“You now!” Ishin demanded.

“You really command me funnel? Where is your mate?” Bihua demanded.

“In the apothecary. You know of our demi gods? Do you know where the stories originate?” Ishin asked the recluse.

“Kinki.” Bihua answered.

Ishin entered and I saw Bihua. He bowed low and I looked over whelmed.

“I need to see our ancestors Bihua. I need to know. Nobu please come with me. Ishin and Naraku, we have to finish the reunification. We also have to crush the Panyu.” I said allowing myself to be pulled up.

“Can you tell me what the hell is going on?” Naraku demanded.

“She is remembering fool. I knew you were her!” Bihua said grinning like an idiot.

I was staring out and I could see too many images and nothing made sense.

“Asuna what are you seeing?” Ishin asked nervously.

“The past.” I said staring at him.

“What are you saying, not this idiot.” Naraku asked.

“I think I may have been her. I think that maybe I was a spideress.” I said dumbly.

“Good Kamis.” Ishin said in shock.

Bihua rolled his eyes and took my arm. He ported suddenly and without Nobu. I growled in anger and we appeared before a huge and ancient cave system. It was pitch black and I felt the cold.

“In there you will find one of our oldest. You are really her.” He said lifting my chin.

“If I was then that makes me your leader.” I said coldly.

“I know that my lady. I also remember her thighs wrapped around my hips. Yes, I was her lover for a time and I shall say that she was amazing in all things. No one could deny you but you knew that. You had but to look at a male and they were yours.” He said in a sultry tone.

“Back away Bihua!” I hissed.

“I shall until you remember.” He said in my ear.

He stepped back and I stepped forward. My skin was goose pimpled and I moved forward. It was dank and dark as I walked forward. I heard a distant voice singing and I was shaking.

“Finally come home to us Ayana. So long you have been gone.” A lovely voice said.

“I am Asuna.” I said aloud.

The voice laughed and began singing again. I walked further into the caves and I felt the warmth of breath on my neck.

“You are one of us Ayana. You were always meant to be a jorogumo.” The lilting tone spoke.

“I am unsure of what you speak.” I said in a shaky voice.

“Our people do not know us anymore. They forget you too. We knew you would come back to us. We have been patient.” The voice said.

“We?” I asked.

“You sense us. You are home and you are one of us.” It said.

“I am an inu.” I said.

“Only in flesh. Your spirit is that of a jorogumo.” The voice said in laughter.

“I was an uppyr before as well. I was also an inu too!” I cried out.

“She returned to her family and your first life means nothing to us. You have returned to your people for the third time. You are a kumo!” the voice snarled.

My eyes widened and I saw a dark haired onna move forward. Her skin was deathly pale and she wore her own silk. The caves became illuminated and I saw many kumo all over. Her eyes were light brown and her yoki was suffocating.

“Mother.” I breathed.

“You remember.” She said circling me.

“No.” I said shaking my head.

“You were my baby and you left my nest to conquer the world.” She said running a claw along my cheek.

“You are a kumo kami?” I asked.

“If you should like to call me that. Tell me my name my baby girl.” She said circling me more.

“You are Asa.” I said stunning myself.

“Very good. My baby has returned. I knew if I waited that you would remember. I have waited for so long for you to restore our peoples!” she said fiercely.

I stepped back and she stared at me. She was ungodly beautiful as she moved to me.

“If I am her then do not I commit incest?” I demanded.

“You are her but you are not blood. You have come back to fulfill you roll as the leader of us. The Tengu will be angry and so will the Tomoshibi.” She said holding my chin.

“I cannot be who you say I am.” I stated.

“I would know my own daughter the same as you know yours?” she demanded.

“I should not be here.” I said backing up.

“Why because you are an inu now? Will it be easier if I show myself to my great grandsons?” She asked in that lilting tone.

“Why do you not lead the kumo?” I asked suddenly in anger.

“It was never my role. You were the warrior and you were the leader. All your siblings naturally followed you.” She said in a saddened tone.

“How many did you have?” I asked.

“I have been alive along time Ayana. I have birthed more than a hundred young. Three have survived and these are their children and great grandchildren. They prefer to stay in their true forms.” She said looking around.

I saw many brown funnel webs and I was amazed. I looked at Asa and she moved with grace.

“I do not want to remember!” I said suddenly.

“You were never a coward Ayana. You took what you wanted much as you do now.” She said running her finger along the belly of kumo youth.

“I cannot do this. I have to go!” I said backing up.

“I will not loose my daughter again! I will not let those that are less then us dictate. You will remember as I have been willing it!” she snapped.

“I cannot do this. I will reunite our kind but it is under my name and not the mythic Ayana.” I said looking away.

“Akane is not dead.” She said suddenly.

“What?” I said narrowing my eyes.

“No she is not dead. Shall I wake her?” Asa asked.

“You evil bitch!” I snapped.

“Me? You are the one that denies the truth. I foresaw your little trysts with Ishin. Shall I make your life more difficult daughter?” she demanded.

“Leave me alone!” I said leaving the cave.

She was suddenly in front of me and stared into my golden brown eyes.

“Ayana! Listen to me; you were not supposed to pass on beloved dear! You were not supposed to leave us all! You gave your life saving Jouichi. You loved your eldest son like I love you! I have my baby back and do not think for a second I will let you go again!” She said shaking me.

“Let me go Lady Asa. I do not want to feel more pain. Who was Nobu to me?” I asked.

“Nagaharu. He was your first mate.” She said crossing her arms.

“Let me go.” I said softly.

“You will see me! I will waken her.” She threatened.

“Fine.” I shrugged.

“Ayana!” she snarled.

I was nervous at her anger. I stumbled back and ran from the cave. I ran straight into Bihua and looked up at him. He looked down and I growled.

“Take me back to Sendai now!” I snapped.

He fazed us out and I moved through the castle. She unleashed a torrent of memories and I held my head.

“Stop it!” I screamed.

Ishin and Naraku ran in and I was holding onto me head seeing Ayana's life before me.

“No more! Mother stop!” I screamed loudly.

“Lady Augusta?” Ishin asked softly.

“No. Go away!” I yelled.

“You will remember!” she said from the side.

I looked up and there stood Asa. Naraku and Ishin were stunned and backed away from the powerful aura. She knelt by me and lifted my chin.

“You will not rise until you see it all and know who you are! The other elders got their way and made you know; now it is my turn! You are my daughter Ayana. You will rise and make this nation more powerful then it was before.” She said in anger.

“I am Asuna!” I screamed at her.

“No you are Ayana Agelena! You are my most powerful babe I had ever birthed.” She stated flatly.

I was shaking under the onslaught of memories and pain.

“Mother please stop!” I said crying out.

“Then come home so that I am not forcing you!” she demanded.

“Mother I have other mates! I have many babes.” I said meeting her eyes.

“They are cared for at the moment.” She said.

“The Panyu!” I stated.

“Will still be there and the oni Magatushi. Arm yourself with the knowledge to unleash your yoki fully! Realize why you have been drawn to these males over and over again. Become you!” she hissed.

“Why can you not release them slowly? Why does it have to be this way?” I asked in anger.

“Fine then Ayana. You always crossed me. You will come home when you cannot stand it anymore! Remember I warned you. Take another step great grandson and you will be picking yourself off the floor.” Asa said glaring at Ishin.

“Excuse me? Who are you hag?” he demanded.

“I am your ancestor and much stronger then you boy. You too Naraku, I suggest you back off.” She said coldly.

I stood up and she stared at me in anger.

“You will learn Ayana. You will learn not to disobey your mother.” She said in fury.

She disappeared and I knew true fear. Ishin and Naraku held me up and I looked around. I began sobbing as they led me to a low chair.

“I need to read whatever you have on your grandmere. That onna is more powerful then anything I have ever felt.” I said shaking.

“Hai. What did she threaten?” Ishin asked.

“My worst nightmare concerning you.” I said looking away.

“What?” he asked.

“It matters not Ishin. Did you cremate or bury Akane?” I asked.

“She is buried.” He said shaking his head.

“Great just great!” I said standing up.

I walked to my chambers and fell upon the futon. I saw Nobu in the shadows and he came forward. He held a scroll and handed it to me.

“I figured you would like to read of her.” He said softly.

“Nobu what did you see?” I asked.

“Us. Except we were not us. I was taking you for the first time.” He said looking at me.

“Nagaharu was her first mate. He was her first love.” I said meeting his eyes.

“You felt so unlike I had ever felt. You felt untouched in that moment.” He said sheepishly.

“We were remembering.” I said with widened eyes.

“It was uncomfortable my lady.” He stated.

“I am sorry Nobu.” I said sighing.

“You were a kumo onna.” He said in shock.

“Hai I guess so.” I said looking down.

“I have to go.” He said rising.

“Nobu? I do not want to remember alone.” I said shaking.

“Put your shields up my lady.” He said softly.

“She threatened to bring Akane back.” I stated.

“To make you submit?” he asked surprised.

“I hate her Nobu. I mean I really hate Akane. I am insecure enough without her.” I admitted.

“I do not think she will do it. I think she is bluffing.” He stated.

“I know not. I need to go to Hunan.” I said rising clutching the scroll.

“I will tell your mates.” He said.

“You are my mate as well.” I said searching his face.

“A lesser one Asuna.” He stated.

“No less important.” I said fiercely.

“What is happening to me?” Nobu asked.

“Take me from here.” I said hoarsely.

He ported us away and we were in the forest around Gifu. Asa was releasing memories in torrents and I remember seeing Nobu as this Nagaharu. I could see his lithe body and Nobu was seeing things as well. He laid me back and our lips were together as he undid my hakama and his own. He slid into me and I arched my whole body. I was crying out and crying at the same time.

“You came back to me.” I mumbled.

“I never left you. I could never.” He stated as our bodies moved urgently.

The absolute beauty of the moment dragged us under and I cried hard. I was seeing so much and I began sobbing.

“Asuna.” He said holding me tightly.

“I fell in love with you more than sixteen hundred summers ago!” I said in amazement.

“I have to go. Please go to your tiger.” He said stumbling back.

“You were a healer then too.” I said crawling forward.

“Stop it!” He cried.

“I understand.” I said bowing my head.

“Kamis this is too painful.” He said looking away.

I ported away and appeared in Hunan. I lowered my head and sobbed terribly. I felt Quon come to me and pull me up.

“Beloved?” he asked.

“Shut it out! Stop it!” I cried.

“What are saying my love?” he asked.

“Her life! Her loves!” I said shaking my head.

“Who?” he asked.

“The founder of the Tsuchigumo Kingdom.” I said as he pulled me along.

Quon called on Guang and I held my head. He brought something to me and I downed it. I waited and I sagged suddenly.

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She woke up and gasped. She was pulled from the earth by a pale hand. She looked at the obviously very old and very powerful kumo onna.

“Who are you?” she asked.

“I am Asa. Your former mate is my great grandson and I need you to distract him.” She snapped.

“What the hell do you mean my former mate?” she asked in disbelief.

“They believed you dead my dear but you were in a coma. Now you wish to see your son?” she asked.

“Karu?” she asked stunned.

“Hai. He is nearly grown now.” Asa said in a calculated way.

“Where?” she demanded.

“Sendai. A place you know very well.” Asa said disappearing.

The old jorogumo watched as the Lady Akane woke up fully and ported. She smirked and knew the spit fire of a funnel onna would bring out Ayana. She hated to be so cruel but she had died the day her precious youngling has been ripped from her life by wretched mortals. She ported and she watched.

Akane stormed into the Sendai castle and was horrified at seeing so many types of kumo. She stared at Aya and the general dropped her katana.

“Lady Akane?” Aya asked shocked.

“Hai Aya. It is me. Where is my son? How long have I been gone?” she asked in a pained voice.

“You have been thought dead for four decades.” Aya said with widened eyes.

“Good Kamis! Where is Karu?” she asked.

“In his chambers my lady.” She said bowing.

Akane ran and knew where his chambers were supposed to be. Ishin and she had built this castle and she knew it by heart. She pounded on the shoji and a youth of incomparable beauty opened.

“Who is it numbskull?” Mizuki asked.

“Who are you?” Karu asked puzzled.

“Where is your sire Prince Karu.” She said calmly.

“He was searching the library about his grandmere.” Karu shrugged.

“Who are you?” Mizuki asked rudely.

“I could you that question young one.” Akane snapped looking at the incredibly beautiful young onna.

“I am the Lady Mizuki bitch!” she snapped.

“Excuse me?” Akane asked furiously.

“Zuki! Watch your mouth!” Karu said.

“Make me. Do not look at me like that witch. I will blow you to pieces.” Mizuki threatened.

Aya came up behind Akane and pulled the former lady back.

“Not her my lady. Leave her alone.” Aya said fiercely.

“Aya! Who is this bitch?” Mizuki demanded.

“My lady she is an old ally of this nation. You will treat her with respect!” Aya commanded.

“Bite me! Come on Karu let us go see the young ones.” Mizuki commanded.

Mizuki ported them out and Akane stared at Aya in horror.

“Who was that?” she demanded.

“That would be Mizuki. She is the most powerful youngling I have ever beheld. Her mother is something.” Aya said to her old friend.

“Who is her mother?” Akane demanded.

“My lady much time has passed. You need to sit down. Lord Ishin reconciled with his brother.” Aya said gently.

“He found his brother reincarnated?” she asked.

“Hai. They have found things out and they trust each other. That girl is the daughter of Lord Naraku; Hisashi's reincarnation. She and Karu are very close.” Aya said.

“That inu!” she said in anger.

“That is Lady Asuna. She is Lord Naraku's mate.” Aya nodded.

“She did not lie in the past.” She said in understanding.

“I do not know. I do know she is the most powerful onna I have ever beheld.” Aya stated.

“Really?” Akane asked in anger.

“Hai.” Aya nodded.

“Karu?” a little voice was heard.

“Princess Ayana your brother and sister have gone to look for you and the others.” Aya said.

Akane stared at a little Ishin and her heart squeezed painfully in her chest. The little kumo onna stared at Akane and backed up. She ran after Karu and her sister.

“That is Ishin's daughter.” Akane said.

“Hai. He named her after his grandmere.” Aya said.

“Who did he mate?” She asked.

“Lady Asuna.” Aya said sighing,

“Her? He mated her? She is inu!” Akane screamed.

“There is reason to think she was kumo at one time.” Aya said in defense of the current kumo lady.

“How many has she born him?” She demanded.

“Ayana, Iyo, and Jouichi.” She stated.

“She has given him more babes.” Akane said in pain.

“I am sorry my lady. I know this hurts you and that grieves me.” Aya said softly.

“You like her.” Akane stated.

“Hai I do. We all do actually. She has brought the recluse and tarantulas back to the nation.” Aya said softly.

“Take me to Ishin.” Akane said standing.

“Hai my lady.” Aya said bowing.

Akane followed Aya to the library and she saw the reincarnation of Hisashi and had to admit he was quite stunning. She saw her former mate and her heart clenched painfully.

“Damnit brother! The library is a mess!” Naraku growled.

“Look it is not like I spend copious amounts of time here. That is your niche brother!” Ishin snapped.

“Like our chambers, you drop your crap everywhere. Did I teach you nothing as a youngling?” Naraku said in exasperation.

“Last I checked we were lords and we had servants.” Ishin retorted.

“Ass.” Naraku sniped.

“Whatever. Aya I know you are behind me. Did Asuna not go to Hunan?” Ishin said jumping down and turning.

His face dropped and he saw the onna he had been mated to for the longest time. Naraku came forward and eyed her.

“Who are you?” he demanded.

“Hush brother. I know who she is.” Ishin said in deep voice.

“Hello Ishin. Long time my love. You must be Hisashi or what is his reincarnation. I am Lady Akane; his true mate.” Akane said raising a brow at Ishin.

“You died.” Ishin said with a shaky voice.

“No apparently I did not but then you obviously were in a fucking hurry to get rid of me!” She snapped.

“Akane that is not true!” Ishin hissed.

“I fell defending our son! He does not even know my face! Your daughter Lord Naraku is a little foul mouthed tart!” Akane stated.

“My daughter is not your business onna. I leave you to this person brother. Please remember that your legitimate mate needs us right now.” Naraku said coldly.

Naraku walked out and Ishin stared in utter shock at his first mate.

“You are mated again and you sired more babes?” she asked in a pained voice.

“Akane, you would not revive! They tried for days as I would not let them bury you. I finally had to as there was no life in your body. I was not alright and it took me years to adjust to life without you. I never took a lover until I met the inu.” He explained.

“And you mated her?” she asked in anger.

“After nearly two years hai I did. I fell in love with her Akane. You were gone and I was alone. Do you not understand that?” he asked.

“So you bed your brother's onna?” she asked horrified.

“I did not mean to. It just happened; look this has been years for me. Naraku is right and she needs us right now.” He said looking away.

“That is it?” she asked in anguish.

“Hai. It has to be.” He said looking down.

“Kamis Ishin! Inu? A fucking inu?” she asked in horror.

“Look! I will not apologize as you were gone! I love her and how dare you call her names!” Ishin growled.

“Oh my Kamis!” She said stepping back.

“What?” he demanded.

“You bonded her on every level. You swore that I was your only soul mate.” She said in profound hurt.

“I will not do this Akane. I owe you nothing.” Ishin said flatly.

“You bastard!” she snarled.

Ayana poked her head in and saw her sire.

“Chichi!” she cried running to him.

Ishin picked her up and pressed his forehead to hers.

“Yana scared chichi.” She said hugging his neck.

“Why precious?” he asked.

“Her. She is mad.” Ayana said softly.

“I am sorry little one. My name is Akane and I am a very old friend of your chichi.” She said softly.

“Kay. I will go now. Karu and Zuki leave again.” Ayana said.

“Son of a whore!” Ishin said as he let his daughter down.

He moved to the babes' wing of the castle and his son was indeed gone.

“What is going on with Karu Ishin?” Akane asked.

“He and Mizuki get into all kinds of trouble. Asuna is ready to smack him around.” Ishin sighed.

“Why?” she said in anger.

“Because our son has been playing grown up with Mizuki Akane.” Ishin said in anger.

“He is too young!” she said in surprise.

“Right Akane. He is nearing fifty.” Ishin said rolling his eyes.

“When did you ever feel the right to roll your eyes at me Ishin? I was a ruler in my own right!” she hissed.

“Hai I know. I have discovered many things Akane. I have discovered my past and Asuna is my rock. Do you understand?” he asked stiffly.

“You fell for a harlot. What is not to understand?” Akane said sarcastically.

Ishin raised his hand to smack her and lowered it. He shook his head and walked away. He could not explain to her his feelings and he truly felt no need to.

“I am sorry Akane but I am not the same.” Ishin said looking away.

“Obviously not.” She said in spite.
Nobu came in and was truly not surprised to see his former lady. He bowed and turned to Ishin.

“The jorogumo has been unleashing the memories Ishin. She is on overload and I know not what to do for her.” Nobu stated.

“I will speak to the bitch!” Ishin snapped.

Ishin marched to find Bihua and he found the recluse in the barracks. He growled and Bihua turned.

“Where is the jorogumo?” Ishin demanded.

“Kinki.” Bihua answered.

“Where in Kinki fool?” he demanded.

“The cave systems. I warn you that she is more powerful than anything you have funnel.” Bihua snorted.

“Get out of my castle.” Ishin snapped.

“I will when my lady commands it so. She is more than you will ever know.” Bihua laughed.

The recluse faded out and Akane was behind him. She was intrigued at the goings on and she followed Ishin as he ported to the ancient site. Ishin felt the oppressive nature of the cave and entered. He felt funnels everywhere and he looked around in the pitch darkness.

“What do you want my son?” she asked.

“Why can you not leave her alone? Okay so she is one of us at one time! Why does it matter? She is no longer in a kumo body!” he cried.

“She was my daughter Ishin. Could you let Ayana or Iyo alone?” Asa asked coming from the dankness.

“No of course not but this is hurting her. I love her as she is.” He said in anguish.

“You have always known she was kumo Ishin. You should have no shame in loving her as she is not your blood and you never knew your grandmere.” Asa said pacing.

“I know a little jorogumo. I know she was great; I named my daughter for this reason. I know she was much loved and much revered.” Ishin stated.

“She died too early. She died defending your father who by the way was a good man. He did not deserve the fate he received. Fusae was the devil the same as that foreign kumo. My Ayana should not have been murdered by mere ningens! She died saving the son she loved! Do you truly know how huge your family is? Do you know how many aunts and uncles she bore?” Asa asked.

“No I do not and you know I do not. My life was ripped apart by that slut of a mother that bore me.” He growled.

“Akane you may come forward.” Asa stated.

“Why did you bring her back? Why would you do this to your kin?” Ishin demanded.

“She will help curtail young Karu or you will be a grandsire rather soon.” Asa said raising a brow.

“Damn him!” Ishin growled.

“He is your son young Ishin. I am a watcher but I love my daughter in any form. I made sure Hisashi heard her cries when that dragon violated her!” Asa said in fury.

“You did that?” Ishin asked shocked.

“Hai. I also made sure she saw your true past in your memories. She was great Ishin. She was greater then all of us. I love my daughter!” Asa stated.

“How can I be mated to her then?” Ishin asked in anger.

“You can because she is no longer related to you. I want her to realize her full power. She will continue to bring us back to our glory and you at her side. She is meant for greater things. The Tengu even told her that her path did not lie amongst the inu and never did.” Asa answered.

“I see. You wish her to remember why?” Ishin demanded.

“The key to unlocking her yoki is in her memories. She has already unleashed the supaida nami.” Asa said crossing her arms.

“Why do you all hide here? We are out in the open now and we would welcome our kind into our homes.” Ishin said looking around.

“They are purists Lord Ishin. They prefer their natural forms and have no wish to live amongst those who are not. No offense but some of us prefer this way. Ayana was one who did not like this life.” Asa said softly.

“I see. You are forcing her here.” Ishin stated.

“There are things she needs to see. I will make her see them one way or another.” Asa stated.

“She carries the tiger twins. I have no wish for those cubs to be harmed.” Ishin said softly.

“Love the twins already?” Asa asked surprised.

“They are apart of her so hai I do. I love all her babes.” Ishin stated.

“Then tell her to come home. Tell her to come to me.” Asa stated.

Ishin shook his head and ported out. Akane followed him silently and he rounded on her. She stared at the male she had loved for most of her life. He looked stricken and she moved to him and pulled him down in a deep kiss. He growled but suddenly responded to the familiar. He jerked away from her and scowled.

“I will not do this to her again. No Akane!” he snapped.

“You are loyal when she has so many mates?” she demanded.

“Not with you. I have my liaisons if I wish but not with you. She feels insecure of your memory enough and I shall not give her reason to doubt.” Ishin stated.

“Yet you fucked her in the past? Do not lie Ishin.” She snarled.

“I did. I told her to go back and I take responsibility for that. We had come through a very difficult trial. You have no clue and again I will not indulge you.” He said sighing.

“Do you hate me?” She asked in anguish.

“No, I loved you very much but I had come to realize that you held back from me. She gives me every bit of herself and never holds back anything. We fight in passion just as much as we make love that way. Hai I also share my futon with her and Naraku.” Ishin said crossing his arms.

“You sick bastard!” She snarled at him.

“You are the one who could not share with me Akane.” He snapped.

“Oh you are rich! You think the reason I did not share is because I was keeping from you? I was injured terribly before I met you Ishin. My pelvis was crushed and our intimate activities sometime caused me great pain. I had no wish to suffer agony as you tried to please me!” she hissed.

“You never told me. You kept it from me and made it seem as if you did not want all of me. Why should I explain this? You did not trust me enough.” He said in old anger.

“With good reason obviously!” she sneered.

“Shut up!” he cried.

I walked in on the ruckus and I was bleary eyed. I felt Ishin's anguish and I had come. I watched and it did not shock me to see Akane.

“Ishin?” I asked softly.

“Inu!” He said nearing me.

“Harlot!” Akane snapped.

“Whatever. Why are you upset?” I asked barely staying awake.

“You woke up to check up on me?” he asked.

“Turmoil. Sorry I cannot think right now. Guang gave me a powerful draught. I need to talk to you.” I said shaking my head.

“You need sleep.” He said tipping my chin up.

“Mizuki and Karu are in the forest by the way.” I mumbled.

“Hai good. Come.” He said leading me along.

“Be our guest Lady Akane but make no mistake who the lady is here.” I said in my drugged state.

She said nothing and Ishin lead me to our chambers. He helped me down and kissed my forehead.

“This does not change; regardless of whom I was.” I said fighting sleep.

“I know that beloved.” He said holding my face.

“I do not doubt. I heard your words.” I said softly.

“Thank you. I love you so much.” He said gently.

“Nobu?” I asked.

“He is in his chambers.” Ishin stated brushing hair off of my forehead.

“The anti-shoki.” I stated drifting.

“I will get him and the medicine.” He said gently.

I watched him get up and he went to get Nobu. I knew Akane was there and I stared at the ceiling.

“What do you want Lady Akane?” I asked.

“They think you are THE Lady Ayana? What a joke. You are an inu harlot.” Akane said with malice.

“That is very nice Akane but you may leave my chambers now.” I said coldly.

“These were my chambers at one time whore.” She said in anger.

“Not any more. Asa roused you to tip my hand but I think she did not count on Ishin's love of me. You were his past and now you are not. You have not had to endure what we have!” I snarled.

“What have you had to endure inu?” she hissed.

“Why give you ideas?” I snapped.

“You are pretty, I will give you that but I have seen many pretty whores too. They peddle their bodies in the bigger cities like commodities. Is that what you did when you hooked an honorable male?” she asked coldly.

“Well you wanted his land in Vietnam so you attacked him.” I said with narrowed eyes.

“You know of our mating?” she asked in disgust.

“Hai every last detail. You changed your tune the instant you faced him. You realized you would be dead so you kowtowed to save your life. Your son came after me in Shanghai and I ended up sparing his life. Ishin was hell bent on killing Naraku and I could not allow that. I however got to know him some and had to save Karu's life again and again but he followed his chichi around like a puppy. I realized he was good but very wrong. Things were brought to light that turned out to be the truth. Ishin forgave him and they now co-rule. Neither of them were willing to step aside from our mating so they decided to follow their grandmere's tradition. Ishin has since been back to see his sire and Fusae.” I said crossing my arms.

She digested the information and stood up.

“You should not have touched him in the past. At that point he was still mine.” She stated.

“You are right and I should not have. I know he told you that he requested I did. It was still wrong and you have my sincerest apologies for that but I will not apologize for being with him now after your demise.” I said meeting her eyes.

“If you do turn out to be the Ayana then I will pay fealty to you. I hope you can convince Ishin to honor his commitment to me. I will accept a role as his second mate but only if you are her.” She said flatly.

“That is Ishin's decision. I will not accept any babes from your womb.” I said crossing my arms.

“No worries on that inu. Karu was all I could manage. The damage from my pelvic injury and Karu's birth ruined my womb. I do not have to adore you but I can manage.” She said in neutrality.

“I have to accept a concubine and I really have no interest.” Ishin said from the door.

“Why are you so cold to me?” Akane asked.

“You lied to me for centuries! This onna protected me from the womb!” He growled.

“I did not lie! Why should I have shared my shame?” she hissed.

“Pardon, if you two insist on arguing then please do so elsewhere.” Nobu said from the door.

“Excuse me? These are my chambers Nobu.” Ishin snapped.

“Your mate is trying to fall asleep. Now leave!” Nobu commanded.

“I will be in the library love if you need me. Naraku is there as well.” Ishin stated.

“Hai.” I said nodding.

I watched Akane follow Ishin out and I looked at Nobu. He sat down next to me and hissed at my cold hands. He felt my head to make sure I had no fever.

“You are running a small fever.” He said brushing dampened hair off my forehead.

“I still need another couple of months.” I said in a sleepy tone.

“Hai. I will see you through this okay? I will not loose you I swear.” He stated softly.

“You are trying to run from me.” I said closing my eyes.

“No, I am not. I am only trying to sort through what are my memories and those I am seeing. I am seeing things that make me wish for death right now.” He said in a gentle tone.

“I am sorry to drag you into this.” I said as tears slipped from my eyes.

“No Asuna. I have not been dragged into anything but this is disconcerting. You know me well enough to know I like my life nice and orderly. I am a calm individual and being emotional is not my thing.” He said softly.

“Why now? What does it matter now?” I lamented.

“I do not know.” He said wiping away tears.

“I do not want her here. I hate her but I am trying so very hard.” I said in a wretched tone.

“Akane? She takes getting used to. She is loud mouthed and hard around the edges like Aya.” He stated.

“She loves him so much!” I said in a tortured tone.

“Ishin flatly refused her did I not hear?” he asked.

“Hai but we both know if you put Ishin in a tempting situation then he just might.” I said looking away.

“You need not worry on that my lady. Lord Naraku?” Nobu asked looking over his shoulder.

“She is running the fever again?” Naraku asked.

“Hai. I shall see the Byakko healer now. Things will get better my lady and my lord.” Nobu stood and bowed.

“Thank you healer.” I said with my eyes still closed.

“Thank you Nobu.” Naraku said.

I watched him port via his shoki and Naraku pressed his head to mine. He held my face and kissed my nose. I smirked a little and he did it again.

“You need to smile a little. Too much has happened recently.” He said kissing my cheek.

“I may discover things you do not want to know Naraku.” I said biting my lip.

“I will handle it. I do not like her.” He said in a frosty tone.

“I do not care.” I said in a neutral tone.

“Hai you do.” He said settling next to me.

“Okay I do.” I said in a tired voice.

He held me and I drifted off to sleep. I felt his body heat and I fell into deep dreams.

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“Damnit Akane leave me alone! Take back your lands as far as I care okay?” Ishin snapped.

“You are damn coward!” she yelled.

He grabbed her throat and stared at her hatefully. She could not believe he did not even care anymore. She kept hearing hints of something that he had done. She growled and he released her. He backed up and stalked away. She felt his brother and turned around.

“Leave him alone.” Naraku stated.

“Why should I listen to you?” she snapped.

“Because I am more dangerous than a normal kumo.” He said bluntly.

“You are just as beautiful as he is but much colder. Have you always been this way Hisashi?” she asked raising a brow.

“Hai.” He said raising his brow at her.

“You two are such a pair. You have to share the same onna?” she asked.

“You have no idea of our life. We are happy this way and she makes us both very happy. I need not explain my life to you. You are nothing to me.” Naraku said in disgust.

“Really?” she said coming closer.

“I know you can mesmerize bitch. I want nothing to do with you.” Naraku growled.

“You think you know all my yoki?” she said laughing.

“You can rot for all I care.” Naraku stated.

“Such a dominant male. You must hate the types of kumo where the female rule.” She said coming closer.

“Do not dare touch me!” He snapped.

“Is that what happened? A female kumo touched you and Ishin? Is that why he is hateful?” she asked suddenly.

“I will not discuss anything with you!” he snarled.

“But that is it though!” she said astonished.

“Shut up!” he growled in old anger.

“What happened?” she demanded.

“I said I will not discuss it and I suggest you leave it alone!” he said jerking away from her.

She grabbed his hand and she pressed his mind with powerful telepathy that he normally only felt from his mate. Akane was able to pull the images from his mind and she stepped back. She looked at him horrified and stepped back.

“Your baby boys!” she said as tears stung her eyes.

“Stop it now!” he said growling.

“Two other babes? Did she kill this monster?” Akane asked.

“Ishin got her pregnant and we took the boy back. She died after she bled out having him.” Naraku said looking away.

“Ishin did that?” she asked stunned.

“He was coaxed into by that whore. Do not ever invade my mind again or I will kill you and this time it will be permanent.” He threatened.

“Strong words mongrel.” She said narrowing her eyes.

“You want to see me back it up?” he demanded.

“I think you are all talk Hisashi!” she snapped.

A bony appendage erupted and nearly impaled her but she moved quicker and grabbed it. She broke it and pointed it at his throat.

“Make a move shape shifter and you will be bleeding out on the floor. I may not know you well but I know of you. Your antics with the Shikon no Tama are infamous. I am sure you are no longer hanyou seeing as there is no ningen stink on you but you will not best me.” She said confidently.

A tentacle erupted and went to wrap around her and she spun and sliced through it with the broken bony appendage. He winced a little but she surged forward and knocked him over. He landed flat on his back and she ended up straddling him.

“You are full of surprises. It is said you can take any form you wish. Is this your true humanoid form?” she asked.

“Get off of me!” he snapped.

“Is this your true humanoid form?” she demanded.

“Hai!” he snarled in reply.

“Do you have a true form?” she asked.

“Not one you would recognize. I said get off of me!” he hissed.

She produced a shoki cloud and pulled them in. He grew furious and threw her. She landed in a crouched position and jumped him again. She tore his haori and exposed his back.

“There it is! You truly are his big brother!” she said amazed.

“Bitch!” he said as his eyes took on a crimson glow.

“Your daughter looks just like you. Pretty little thing but just as mouthy as you.” She said circling him.

“I only know you from Ishin's memories and I do not like you much at all!” Naraku said flatly.

“You do not know me. Your brother is a cad apparently. I fell in love with the wrong brother.” She said bluntly.

He felt her claws run along his scar and it brought him immense pleasure.

“Stop!” he growled.

“I am not seducing you. I am amazed is all.” She said tracing the scar more.

“I said do not touch me! Do not be familiar with me!” he said backing away from her.

“They say you are in part kumo. You carry that scar so it must be true; do you have silk?” she asked.

“I have whatever I wish.” He said with narrowed eyes.

Akane was intrigued and lifted his wavy hair.

“How many onna have you had?” she asked.

“Why does that matter? I have the onna I want.” He growled.

“From the stories you were a pious individual, almost a saint they say.” She said smirking.

“In both lives I have never been a saint.” He snapped.

“How many lovers have you had in this life?” she demanded.

“Enough!” he said glaring at her.

She smiled and walked away from him. He looked around and recognized one of the smaller palaces in Vietnam. He watched her move through the halls till she reached a wing that he did not recognize. She pushed open the dusty doors and went into very old chambers.

“This is where I birthed Karu. It was a very rough birth. As you probably know Ishin's babes are rather big; even for kumo. Karu was as beautiful as a newborn. I thought he looked like Ishin but he is looking more like my sire nowadays.” She said as she stripped out of the haori and hakama she wore.

Naraku turned his head and had to admit to himself she was indeed unusually pretty; she had rather nice curves he tried not to notice.

“What is your favorite form then since you can choose any?” She asked looking over her shoulder.

“The one you see.” He stated.

“Well it is very nice indeed. I wonder what you look like with no silks.” She said brazenly.

“Stay out of my way Akane. Stay away from Ishin as well; he wants nothing to do with you anymore.” Naraku said meeting her eyes.

“Why is that? I was with him for centuries and he was happy before he met her. Is she really all that amazing?” Akane asked hurt.

“She is the mother of my young and his as well. She brought us back together; there is deep devotion hai.” He stated.

“Devotion? Have you stayed loyal to her?” she demanded.

“Not at all times no. I have had a lover or two through the years but she does not truly care.” He said honestly.

“You mean you have had encounters.” She said turning.

Her skin was pale cream and her breasts were full with very pale pink tips. He turned his head and had no idea why he stayed.

“Why are you staying?” she asked at his thought.

“I said stay out of my head!” he growled then grabbed her around the neck.

“Go ahead. I am dead as it is.” She said in anger.

She took his other hand and pressed it to her breast and pried his other fingers from her neck. She sucked on one finger then another. He stared at her lips and he shielded his mind from her.

“That is not nice. You are intrigued by what held Ishin to me for so long. I thought it was love but apparently it was just to be anything but Fusae. Apparently he has it in him to be a tremendous cad but hey that is fine. You on other hand are something worth figuring out.” She said in a deep voice.

“Leave us alone!” he growled.

“I am not that creature Naraku. I would never harm another babe no matter what species. It would have been the inu I killed not her innocents. I most certainly would not have killed kumo young.” She said bluntly.

His eyes met hers in anger at the mention of the murders and she leaned forward.

“You loved them deeply did you not?” she asked.

“Hai, I loved my sons deeply.” Naraku stated looking away.

“You seem like a very good chichi.” She stated.

“Enough! I cannot think deeply on it.” He said in old anger.

“What were their names?” she asked.

“Ken'ichi and Nori.” He growled.

She did not think and leaned forward; she pressed her lips against his cheek and pulled back.

“I am so sorry that you lost your sons. I can only imagine the pain you suffer.” She said pulling away from him.

She walked into a closet and he heard her rummaging through the old silks. She stepped out in a form hugging dress. There was barely a back to it and very low cut.

“I only wear traditional fashions on the battle field. Good day Lord Naraku; I shall leave Ishin alone. I know him not apparently. I do expect to know my son but Ishin has stated that I can take back my lands and I intend to. I hope the inu gives you more sons.” She said bowing.

She walked past him and he was stunned. He expected her to act like the whore in Prussia. He ported via his miasma back to Sendai and shook his head. She was not what he had expected at all. He went to his chambers and saw Asuna sleeping on the futon. She was on her side and he could see her brow covered in sweat. The cubs were growing he surmised and pulling on her yoki. Ishin walked in and saw the state of his brother's haori and raised a brow.

“Your ex-mate.” He explained.

“What did she want?” Ishin demanded.

“I do not know. She was most put out with you.” Naraku said.

“I am sorry but I love her now and I will not betray that.” Ishin said looking at his beloved mate.

“Even though said onna has two other mates and other lovers?” Naraku asked amused.

“Look, I have made my peace with my past. Akane is not my future; this family is my future.” Ishin said crossing his arms.

“I agree brother.” Naraku stated shedding his torn haori.

“Brother she is dreaming.” Ishin said suddenly.

“What do you mean?” Naraku asked.

“I mean Asa is making her see Ayana's life.” Ishin said moving to her side.

“Hell!” Naraku said sitting by her.

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The pain was almost unendurable as I crawled forward. I was surprised and shocked that ningen had done this to me. My leg was ruined as I pulled myself over to my eldest son.

“Jouichi?” I cried softly in his ear.

“Mother?” he asked breathing hard.

“You live. That is what matters. I am not long for the living my son. You must take up the mantle.” I said as I pressed my bloodied hand to him.

“Mother no! Mother please!” Jouichi cried out as I began rasping.

“You must not let the mortals overrun us Gaku Jouichi. They are afraid of what they do not understand. I am nothing but a monster to them and not a ruler. Please make sure I am interred in Korea please?” I asked feeling as though sleep were taking me.

“Mother! Mother!” Jouichi cried.

“Nagaharu, I join you now.” I whispered.

I laid my head on the ground and felt at peace. I knew it would be fine as Jouichi was a good son and would rule my people well. I closed my eyes and felt complete peace and no pain.

I gasped in my breath and sat up. Naraku and Ishin were there and I looked around.

“I saw your sire. He was so young!” I cried.

“What do you mean?” Ishin asked.

“My death. I saw the last moments before I died.” I said crawling forward.

I forced myself to port and made it to Tamiko. I staggered into her hut and she stared at me. I was angry with her lies and she knew what I wanted. She sighed and produced the portal that would take me back to Jouichi. It appeared and I went through it. I was near the Korean palace as I walked along the path. I pulsed my aura and I was surrounded by funnel webs immediately. I bowed the best I could and one helped me to stand.

“Lord Jouichi please.” I said softly.

“This way my lady. Can you walk?” he asked.

“Too tired.” I answered.

He picked me up and I was taken into the palace. I was sat upon a chaise and I waited for awhile before Jouichi rushed in. He knelt beside the chaise and kissed my hand.

“I have to know certain things Jouichi. Do you know Asa?” I asked.

“She is supposedly a jorogumo.” He stated confused.

“Asa is Ayana's mother.” I whispered.

“My mother was a brown funnel.” He said softly.

“Your mother was a jorogumo.” I said flatly.

“What makes you say this?” he demanded.

“Take me to Kinki.” I said in a shaky breath.

He nodded and picked me up. He produced his shoki cloud and ported us to the area I asked. He set me down and I moved slowly to the caves. The rocks outside were littered with funnel shaped webs and a few brown kumo could be seen. He seemed a little shocked and I walked into the cave.

“It is about time you came home. I have been watching you in all eras.” Asa said from the shadows.

“Who are you?” Jouichi asked.

“Why your mother never brought you here still boggles me Gaku Jouichi. Can you answer that question?” she asked me.

“I wanted more for my family! I did not wish to stay in my true form all day doing nothing!” I exclaimed.

“We purists were not refined enough Lord Jouichi.” Asa said coming forward.

“I have seen you before!” he said astonished.

“You saw me the day my daughter fell is that not right?” she asked me.

“Hai. You were called upon to take care of him. He was still so young.” I said looking away.

“What the hell is going on?” Jouichi asked.

“I have called my daughter home Jouichi.” Asa said running her claws along my cheek.

“This onna is an inu.” Jouichi said narrowing his eyes.

“Do not drag him into this Asa!” I growled.

“Then he may leave.” She said looking over at him.

“Pardon?” Jouichi asked getting angry.

“The boy is impertinent.” Asa stated annoyed.

“He is the Lord of Tsuchigumo! Jouichi, I shall be fine. This bitch will not hurt me.” I growled.

She chuckled as she waited for Jouichi to leave. His eyes implored me to come but I nodded no. He stepped back and ported away. I turned to Asa and she beckoned me over.

“Welcome home Ayana.” She said turning.

“My name is Asuna now Mother!” I snapped.

She chuckled and I looked around at the place I barely remembered. I did not want to remember and I did not want to think that I had done what I had done. She put a hand on my shoulder and made me look at her.

“You have always been one of us. You have always wondered why you felt different.” She stated.

“Never tell my birth mother any of this.” I said looking down.

“She loves you as I do. She will adapt.” She smiled.

“Why can you not release the memories slowly?” I asked.

“You need your yoki Asuna. You are hurting yourself and your younglings by not knowing. You can defeat the mutts easily enough.” She said lifting my chin.

“Fine! Show me but I am Asuna now and I am not totally her anymore.” I said growling.

“You are the same soul as you were in Akana, Ayana, and Sorami.” She stated.

“Yet I was an uppyr before and an inu.” I said fiercely.

“Hai but you were your most powerful as Ayana. You have been fully restored in that yoki. I will release the memories slowly if you promise to come to me for training.” She said slyly.

“Do I have a choice?” I asked.

“Hai you always have a choice.” She said crossing her arms.

“Fine I promise. On my honor. You know of Mizuki?” I asked.

“Of course I know of her. She is quite the little powerhouse herself. The reason you are so strong and she as well is because you are kumo my dear. The females have a tendency to be the more powerful sex even amongst the funnels. It is the way in nature and amongst our kind. It is not strange to us at all the way you are. You should not be shamed.” She said staring at me.

“The males are more loyal.” I stated dumbly.

“They are supposed to be. In nature many species give up their lives in mating. Youki are more adept at not killing our mates but you get the idea.” She said smirking.

I knew her words to be true and I looked down.

“You house my daughter's soul and hai I see you as her but you carry no blood and no relation to Jouichi, Ishin, or Hisashi. You do realize that Karu and Mizuki will mate.” She said in wisdom.

“I figured but not this soon.” I stated.

“Maybe not for a few years but it will happen. It is destined.” She said smiling.

“May I go home now and sleep and not dream? I am exhausted.” I said.

“Hai you may go and sleep. Jouichi has missed you.” She said with a small smirk.

I growled and ported to the Korean palace. He was sitting at his desk in his library-bedroom as I sat down opposite him.

“What is going on?” he asked meeting my eyes.

“Do I have to say?” I asked wanly.

“I think I deserve to know.” He said sitting back.

“I have been showing yoki that apparently was Ayana's. That onna was the mother of Ayana; that onna was my mother at one time.” I said looking down.

“What?!” he said looking at me shocked.

“I did not know.” I said sighing.

“Are you telling me that you were my mother at one time?” he demanded.

“I told you to inter me in the main Korean palace near a male named Nagaharu.” I stated.

He dropped his tea cup and stared at me. I turned red and could not meet his eyes.

“We have and you are my mother?” he asked.

“No, not anymore Jouichi. I have not remembered everything and frankly I do not want to. Asa wants me to remember how to invoke my yoki.” I said.

“I can teach you that for I have most of Ayana's abilities.” He stated.

“Jouichi this changes nothing.” I said flatly.

“For you maybe but it means something different to me!” he snapped.

“I am not even the same species! I lived once before and once after; I am quite far removed from your mother's life. What concerns me is if I have the yoki then damnit I want to unleash it! I do not need to remember dying or birthing or any other damn thing! I am Lady Asuna Yuina Zoya Orlovich and not her!” I snarled.

“Okay!” he said putting up his hands.

“Who I was explains why I feel such a strong connection to the funnel kumo in particular but make no mistake Jouichi; I am me.” I said standing.

“Who happened to be my mother long ago!” he said in amazement.

I moved to him and lifted his chin. I stared into his obsidian eyes and there was confusion reflected. I lowered my lips to his and he tried to jerk away from me. I held him firm and began kissing him deeply. He surrendered to me as I worked us both into a frenzy. I pulled back and he stared at me.

“I cannot think.” He said hoarsely.

“I need to rest Jouichi.” I said standing and moving to the futon.

“What are you having?” he asked softly.

“Twin girls.” I said lying on my side.

“Which of your mates?” he asked settling next to me.

“My Byakko mate. His father was recently killed and he inherited the title of Lord. I am technically the Lady of Hunan now.” I stated closing my eyes.

“Byakko shoki is deadly.” He commented.

“Hai. Quon did not want me having any more of his cubs but it happened quite by accident and the same evening he took a concubine.” I said softly.

“Ironic.” He said kneading my back.

“Hai. Then come to find out they are identical girls.” I laughed lightly.

“So how are you surviving the shoki?” he asked.

“Nobuharu's son Nobu. He is brilliant and quite the healer.” I stated.

“He was just born.” Jouichi said in my ear.

“Baby Nobu hmmm? This I will have to see. He orders Ishin around a lot. He would not dare order Naraku; most fear my hybrid youki mate.” I said laughing lightly.

“They are okay with you have the cubs?” he asked softly.

“Hai. They seem to like Quon. I am sorry about Sakina; I did not mean to drain her yoki.” I said as a tear slipped out.

“It is not your fault. It is probably better that she was not born seeing as she may have had a weak constitution. I do not think I could have seen her and then know she died.” He said sighing.

“I am sorry Jouichi.” I said biting my lip.

“Truly I am okay. You are an amazing onna.” He said holding me closely.

I laid there afraid to sleep to see anymore. Jouichi was snoring softly and I stood up. I ported to Gifu to see if I could catch a glimpse of the infant Nobu.

“Who are you?” I heard from behind me.

“My name is Asuna and I heard from Lord Jouichi that there was a babe born to healer Nobuharu.” I stated.

“My name is Ayae. Hai, I just gave birth to a boy named Nobu.” She said smiling.

“Your mate helped save my life after I encountered a recluse. May I see your sweet boy?” I asked.

“Hai.” She bowed.

She led me into the familiar dwelling and a young Aya was holding her newborn brother.

“This is a friend of Lord Jouichi. Give me Nobu Aya.” Her mother commanded.

“Hai.” Aya said laying Nobu in his mother's arms.

Ayae laid Nobu in my arms and I stared down at the gentlest creature I knew. His legs and arms were jerking as he looked around. I rubbed his cheek and kissed his head.

“You are perfect Nobu.” I said as I touched his soft black hair.

“My lady?” Ayae asked.

“Your son is very handsome. He is an easy babe?” I asked smiling.

“Hai. He is perfect actually.” She laughed.

“It is good to meet you both. He truly is a beautiful boy.” I said bowing my head.

I laid him back in his mother's arms and bowed again. Aya was watching me and I winked at her. I ported out and felt my hands. They were cold and I sighed. I moved to the nearby springs and let my kimono fall. I stepped into the warm water and relaxed. I was thankful for the warmth and I felt the girls move in my belly. I was thrilled to feel them move and I brushed their minds. I sensed their purring and knew they would be Byakko dominant. I was feeling colder and I knew the girls were releasing more shoki. I pulled myself out and put on my kimono. I went to Jouichi's chambers and wrote him a quick note as to where I would be. I ported to Mandalgovi, Mongolia. I watched my claws turn a little blue and I was shocked to my stripes. I went to the castle that I had been to in the future. I felt a presence and I whirled quickly. There was the snow leopardess Nayan. She moved so quickly that she had me pinned to the ground. She pressed a spear to my throat and I growled loudly. I swiped her with my claws and she screeched as she jumped off of me.

“You stink of dog and Byakko!” she yelled.

“I am inu and I carry Byakko cubs!” I snarled.

“You lie!” she said in her broken way.

“Really? Why do I carry the Byakko shoki then? I need the Byakko whore!” I yelled.

I saw several male Byakko and I rolled and ripped into Nayan's leg.

“You be dead dog!” she hissed.

“Stop!” I heard a loud voice call.

I looked over and recognized Deming Hu. I was grateful and lay on my back. The tiger lord walked over to me and looked down. He seemed amused and I gave him a small smile.

“You are an inu and you are in the wilds of Mongolia. Are you not a little far from home?” he asked.

“I need your healer Guang my lord. I carry very special babes and I would prefer to deliver them to their sire alive and stay alive myself.” I said as he helped me up.

“Your claws are turning blue!” he said surprised.

“You talk to dog Deming?” Nayan demanded.

“Yes Nayan. You can go back to your cubs now my friend. This female poses no threat to us or you.” Deming stated.

“Whore bitch!” Nayan hissed.

“Overgrown pussy!” I snapped.

She growled but Deming pulled me into his shoki mist. I put my hands into my kimono sleeves and tried to warm up. I walked through the castle and Deming brought me to the ancient's apothecary.

“Guang we have a strange guest.” Deming stated.

Guang looked at me and he patted a cot. I came in and he pulled open my kimono. Deming saw my distended belly and Guang felt it.

“These are girl cubs.” He said.

“Pardon?” Deming asked surprised.

“He said they are girl cubs.” I said,

“I heard him inu but you are a canid and I do believe the word cub is feline.” Deming said meeting my eyes.

“I am not a normal inu and my mate a normal Byakko. Look they are leeching their shoki and I frankly do not want to fall into a coma.” I said as I sat down.

“You have done this before?” Deming asked shocked.

“Hai. A son named Zihao.” I said.

“Well how interesting. Guang how long till she births?” Deming asked.

“Very soon my lord. In fact I think the cubs are trying to come now.” He said standing.

“What? No! They are not due for another couple of months!” I cried.

“They are ready and they are big enough inu. They will be small but they are twins.” He shrugged.

“I have to get home. My mate would be furious to miss the birth!” I said trying to move.

“Where are you to go?” Deming asked.

“Hunan.” I said breathing hard.

“I only recently conquered Hunan.” Deming stated surprised.

“Lord Deming, I need to get home! Guang you know Tamiko?” I asked.

“The Tengu?” he demanded.

“Hai.” I nodded.

I looked down and groaned as my water broke. Guang bowed and ported out. Deming scented closer and stared at me.

“You carry relatives of mine!” he said shocked.

“Lord Deming! Damnit Byakko.” I growled.

“Okay. Where are you from?” he asked.

“Not where, when I am from.” I said shuddering.

I felt more cold coursing through me and I shuddered violently.

“I see. Tell me no more. You obviously know my family in the future.” He said bowing.

Guang and Tamiko appeared and I was curious at the connection. She came to me and felt my head.

“The girls are leeching more yoki.” I murmured.

“Hai. We go to Changsha now!” she said porting us.

It occurred to me that she existed amongst all times and planes. She nodded yes at my thought and I was still angry at her for lying to me.

“I am sorry! Have you not been through enough? Do you need the guilt of who your mates are? Asa is a self righteous bitch!” she growled.

“I get that.” I sighed.

We appeared in Changsha and she helped me to Quon's chambers. She sent the maidservant to retrieve the Byakko lord. My breathing was heavy and she kissed my forehead.

“I will get healer Nobu. He will wish to be here as well as Guang.” She said softly.

“When was Guang your lover?” I asked.

“Long ago. You are very observant but you will be one of us someday.” She said squeezing my hand.

“What is that Tamiko?” I asked.

“An elder. We all have lived before you know. All except the Tomoshibi but that is another story.” She said porting away.

Quon entered and his face fell. He thought it was too early and he felt my hands. He hissed and looked at me.

“I am very cold but barely feverish. Guang checked me and he said they are ready. Have you picked their names my love?” I asked.

“Wen and Wenling.” He said softly.

“Very lovely Quon. I love you my Byakko lord.” I said closing my eyes.

“This is too soon my darling.” He said in a worried tone.

“Guang swears that the girls are fine.” I said in a whisper.

“They are fine. They are very well my lord.” Guang said from the door.

“How do you know Guang?” Quon asked pacing.

“The kumo healer has been keeping me appraised my lord. He has been fortifying the draughts with nutrients that have been known to help heal and grow limbs.” Guang said.

“He did that?” I asked stunned.

“Hai my lady. He was making sure that if the cubs needed to come a month or two early that they would be healthy. He is the most gifted and brilliant healer I have ever met.” Guang stated.

Nobu entered and I watched Quon go to his knee and bow before him. Nobu looked embarrassed and looked at me.

“You have saved my daughters healer. You have my gratitude always!” Quon stated.

“I only did my job my lord. She is my lady as well.” Nobu bowed.

I closed my eyes as a massive contraction gripped me. Nobu came to my side and felt my head. He looked down at me and his eyes were full of love. I realized he loved these cubs as much as Quon did.

“Would you let me take them through your belly?” he asked.

“If you think it best.” I stated.

“It would be less complications I think.” He said in funnel.

“Then who I am to contradict the most talented healer?” I asked in his native tongue.

Quon listened and raised a brow. I took Quon's hand and pressed it to my belly.

“He wants to take the girls through my belly.” I said in a soft voice.

“Whatever you think best healer.” Quon stated.

Zihao ran in and came to my side. He laid his head on my chest and began purring deeply. I patted his silver head and he looked up at his sire.

“They are going to take your sisters through her belly. Come let us wait in the hall as it will be bloody, okay?” Quon stated looking down at his son.

“Hai.” Zihao nodded.

“I love you my son.” I stated.

“Love you haha.” He said as Quon led him out.

Nobu sat as well as Guang. The kumo healer pulled out his pouch of knives. He handed me a draught and I nodded it no. He growled and I still nodded no. He sighed and proceeded to clean my belly and produced a knife. He carefully cut across my old scar and went through the layers. I retreated in my mind to control the pain and I began seeing a birth of another. I was laid out on a white bed and there was a storm raging outside. I was crying as I saw my babe lifted from my belly. I came to as Nobu snarled loudly.

“Asuna! Come back are you alright?” he asked.

“Jouichi was not Gaku's!” I cried.

“Huh?” he asked.

“Jouichi was Nagaharu's son.” I said looking at Nobu.

He turned bright red and then went back to work. I felt the pulling and stretching and I saw a silver haired cub pulled out. She began mewling immediately and Quon rushed in. Tears streamed down his eyes as Nobu cut her cord. Guang held a blanket and she was laid into it. She had very subtle gray stripes around her hairline and her body. She bore the moon on her forehead and Quon seemed captivated by her. Her mewling cry was coming louder and Quon offered a knuckle.

“She is hungry mama.” He said looking at me.

“She is your daughter.” I laughed lightly.

“Funny inu.” He smiled.

“Name her!” I stated,

“She is Wen Hu.” He said kissing her tiny forehead.

Her eyes opened and they were golden brown like mine. I was captivated and I felt Nobu pulling out her twin. He smiled as he held her up and she was mewling too. She looked the same as Wen, down to her last stripe and beauty mark near her little lips.

“Good Gods man!” Guang whistled.

“What?” I asked.

“They are mirror twins.” Guang said holding up Wenling and Wen. Their marks were on opposite sides and their marks were as if a reflection.

“Kamis this is amazing!” I said softly.

The girls were mewling softly now and Nobu began sewing me up. He looked at them and his expression was soft. Quon brought them over to me and I smiled at them widely.

“Here Wen is obviously hungry.” He said softly.

He helped me open my hanfu and put my tiny girl cub to my breast. She latched on and began feeding with gusto. Wenling too began rooting and Quon helped me latch her on as well. Nobu finished sewing me up and stood up.

“I would suggest taking in some blood my lady to help strengthen you but it went better than expected.” Nobu stated gently.

“Stay for a little bit Nobu? You are the big reason these girls are here.” I stated.

“I will stay for a bit. They are beautiful Lord Quon and my lady.” He said bowing.

“Come for a moment Healer Nobu and have some sake!” Guang said clapping Nobu on the back.

“I probably should not.” He said smiling.

“Please Nobu.” I said.

“As you wish. I will check on you three in a little while.” He said touching their cheeks.

“When is Ruolan due to give birth Guang?” I asked.

“In a couple of months my lady.” Guang answered.

“Well my lord you have four cubs now.” I said smirking.

“Yes and three are from my beloved wife. Thank you my darling for giving them to me.” He stated kissing my lips.

I sighed in happiness and put thoughts of my past life out of my head. Zihao popped his head in and grinned like a fool when he saw his twin sisters.

“Haha! They are so pretty!” He cried as he came in.

“They are as pretty as you were as a cub. The whole court thought you the handsomest cub ever.” I said smiling as he came forward.

I watched Nobu slip from the room following Guang and my heart swelled.

-I love you so much. - I pathed.

He looked up and had a soft smile. I was madly in love with him as strongly as Naraku and Ishin. It was powerful what I felt and I was happy. I laid back a little and the girls nursed their fill. Quon helped me unlatch them and he called for some clothes to be brought and they both had their tales. They were tiny and striped; Zihao played with the tiny appendages and smiled at his sire.

“Ba, can you and haha have more cubs please?” he asked innocently.

“We can talk about that later. You know you are having another sibling soon.” Quon stated softly.

“Hai I know but that is not my full siblings like the girls here are. They are so pretty haha. You and Ba make pretty girls.” He said purring.

I smiled and ruffled his silver head. He lay on the bed beside me and yowled softly to them. They responded to his voice and they stared out at the world around them.

“I am so unbelievably happy inu. They are perfect my beloved. This is all I have ever wanted since I have met you.” He said then kissed my forehead.

“I am so happy to have been able to give you more cubs my sweet. I have been unhappy that I could not but this is one of the happiest moments of my life.” I said with tears of joy.

He caught my lips in a passionate kiss and I bit back a groan. Zihao purred louder at our obvious adoration of each other. Quon pulled back and his eyes were red.

“Should you like to bathe in the tub?” he asked.

“Hai. You will stay with the girls?” I asked.

“Of course. I will take them in a few minutes to show the court, this will bring the nobles great joy after Ba's death.” He said looking down at his infant daughters.

Zihao picked up Wenling and Quon picked up Wen. They slowly walked them out of the rooms and I managed to stand. I went to the large bathing pool that was attached to Quon's chambers. I could not ask for better sires to my progeny; Quon was one of the best as well. I felt hands on my waist and I sensed Nobu.

“You should have help right now.” He said in my ear.

“You are here.” I said with a smile.

He helped me into the large room that held the heated pool and he shut the door. He had sat me on an ornate bench and he slowly undid my silks. He was not being licentious and he was in his healer mode. I made him look up at me and his face held his simmering emotions.

“I love those girls.” He said under his breath.

“I know you do. I would have not been able to birth them without you.” I said softly.

He reached up and slowly pulled me into his lap. He kissed me gently on the lips and wrapped his arms around me with a softness borne from compassion.

“Nobu, you are something beyond my comprehension. I love you so very much.” I said against his cheek.

“I feel as though I should feel that I have betrayed Ine and Juuna but I do not. I know I loved them deeply but I know why Ishin and Naraku love you so much. I feel such violent passion for you as well.” He stated.

His words made me blush and he settled me in the pool. He poured water over my hair and was washing it carefully when Quon came in. He smiled at me and Nobu moved away.

“I will be around for a little while longer Lord Quon and my lady.” He said bowing and retreating.

“Again I owe you my happiness healer.” Quon stated.

“You owe me nothing my lord. I am happy to serve.” Nobu stated and then left.

“The kumo must covet him and would loose their minds if they were to loose him.” Quon said as he finished washing my hair.

“Get in with me.” I said.

“Okay.” He said stripping out of his clothes.

He sank in next to me and tipped my head back. He pressed his lips against mine softly. He growled softly and began kissing me deeper. I gasped into it and he slowly pulled back.

“When did he say I could take you?” he asked hoarsely.

“I will let you know.” I smiled.

He continued bathing me and then helped me out. Quon turned his neck and motioned for me to drink. I sank my fangs in and tasted he very powerful blood. I craved Eyal's at the moment but I took just a bit from my Byakko mate. He laid me on our bed and I closed my eyes.

“I am going to be in the throne room for a little while. I will be back soon. The girls will be with me for a bit so you can sleep, are you okay with that?” he asked brushing my hair out of my face.

“Hai.” I said smiling.

“I love you Asuna. You have made me the happiest today.” He said kissing my forehead.

“I am happy as well my lord.” I said holding his hand.

He kissed my knuckles and bowed low. I smiled at him as he left the room and it seemed I was alone for a moment. I closed my eyes to rest when I felt a hand on my own. I opened my eyes and Nobu was there.

“I know you need rest. I was coming to tell you that I am going back to Sendai now.” He said brushing fingertips along my cheek.

“Please do not leave me.” I said in a soft voice.

“I am not leaving you my lady. I am just tending the few patients I have in my apothecary. You are in capable hands here.” He said gently.

“I held you as a newborn.” I said suddenly.

“You did?” he asked surprised.

“Hai. You were tiny and so perfect.” I smiled.

“I doubt I was perfect.” He laughed.

“You had quite a bit of black hair for a newborn and you were quite active.” I said holding his hand.

“Why say this?” he asked.

“I love you.” I said kissing his hand.

“I love you as well.” He said leaning forward and kissing my cheek.

“I should not have been cruel when Juuna died.” I said in a tired voice.

“Hai you should have. I was beyond an idiot and she paid for my idiocy. You should have torn me to pieces.” He said in an emotional tone.

“You are still feeling as if you cannot truly be loved?” I asked.

“Stop Asuna! You just had those beautiful girls. You need rest and I need to check on Aya's men okay?” he said in a fierce tone.

I watched him port from my room and I turned my head. I grew anxious and I ported from my bed to Sendai. I moved slowly and I only had on a sleeping gown. I made it to his apothecary and let myself in. He was indeed caring for some warriors and the kumo soldiers looked at me with widened eyes.

“What? Why are you on you feet? You just gave birth damnit my lady.” Nobu said standing up.

“I have to talk with you now.” I said in a shaking voice.

“There, go in there now my lady!” He said furiously.

I moved slowly to his chambers and he stormed in a moment later. He slammed the door and helped me to the futon.

“What is wrong with you Asuna? What is so important that you risk bleeding out?” he demanded.

“I will not allow you to pull away from me Nobu! I will not allow you to take yourself from me ever!” I said with reddened eyes.

“What makes you think I would take myself away from you?” he asked kneeling near me.

“You are distant.” I said closing my eyes.

“No, I am not distant Asuna. You just gave birth my lady!” he said softly.

“Then why did you not stay? You allowed me to birth them and you left me!” I said grabbing his shoulder.

“Asuna, it is my honor and pleasure to see them into this world. They are the tiger's cubs.” He said lifting my chin.

“I want you there, I need you there damnit!” I hissed.

“Okay. I will come back as soon as I get these warriors healed and back to Aya. My sister will have my backside if I do not have her warriors back to her in a timely manner.” He said lightly.

I smiled at him and kissed his palm. His breath caught as my lips continued to brush across the sensitive skin. He helped me up and kissed my lips.

“Go now. I will return to you soon.” He said smiling.

“Alright.” I said bowing a little.

I ported back to Changsha and lay on the bed. I fell into a light sleep and into dreams.

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Akane was watching him and he had no idea. He was resting beneath a tree and she was beyond intrigued. She slowly let herself down with her silk and landed near him. His mahogany eyes opened and he stared at her. She smiled at him and sat down across from him.

“You seem tired.” She stated.

“Hai.” He said evenly.

“I am not your enemy Naraku. I am curious is all. I was mated to Ishin for seven centuries and he hated you for a long time. Now you and he are very close and that fascinates me is all.” She said.

“You are immodest in your dress.” He stated.

“I hear you tastes for your mate are as immodest.” She retorted.

He glared at her and she laughed lightly.

“I know it is arrogant but I know my body is pleasing. I know males stare at me and yes, I do show it off.” She stated.

“Ishin is not here.” Naraku said flatly.

“I did not come to see Ishin. We are done and I find myself strangely okay with it.” She said honestly.

“Then why are you here Lady Akane.” He asked.

“To see you. I find you such a mystery.” She shrugged.

“There is no mystery Lady Akane. I was Hisashi in my other life and I was a hanyou in this one. What is there to know?” he asked sarcastically.

“Such a cooler persona then Ishin. He is very emotional and you are not.” She said smirking at him.

“No, I am not a hothead most of the time.” He admitted.

“Hmm. Well Lord Naraku I shall leave you alone now as I have words for my son.” She said standing.

He said nothing and she smirked suddenly. She leaned down and breathed heavily in his ear. He shuddered lightly and she released a soft laugh.

“Well well. You are very much kumo.” She said smirking.

“What do you want from me Lady Akane?” he growled.

She pulled him to standing and ran fingers along his jaw. She leaned forward and hovered her lips over his.

“I will not touch you I swear. I am not that evil bitch and I will not be accused of it. I will say that you are a very handsome male.” She stated in a whisper.

“I repeat what do you want Lady Akane?” he asked.

“Honestly?” She asked.

“Hai.” He stated with a growl.

“I shall not lie but hai I want the chance at tasting your rather obvious charms. I know that is just a little to risqué for you so I shall settle for innuendo.” She stated in a hoarse whisper.

“You may go.” He said in a cool voice.

“Hai my lord.” She said bowing.

She lifted her leg next to him and her skirt fell away exposing her toned leg. She latched her foreign sandal closed and Naraku's eyes roamed her obviously toned leg. He grabbed her roughly and pushed her against the tree.

“Do not tempt me!” he growled.

“I have done nothing. If you want me then that is on you Lord Naraku.” She said flatly.

He jerked her forward by the back of her neck and she thrilled at his actions.

“You do not want me to do this Akane.” He said roughly.

“I do not want nothing you do not wish.” She stated.

“I take you then you are mine. I will not share you with anyone.” He said roughly in her ear.

“I should be yours alone?” she asked surprised.

“You are making me crazy.” He admitted.

“I would never know.” She said in a breathy tone.

His senses were filled with her unusual scents and her beautiful body. He wanted to dominate the strong female and it was not like him to desire anyone but his inu. He jerked the silk from her torso and exposed her beautiful breasts. He leaned his head down and began suckling a nipple roughly. She cried out suddenly as he bit and sucked almost harshly. She moaned out as he moved his attentions to the other. He turned her and pushed her against the tree. He stepped back and ripped the dress from her body totally. Her hips and breasts were in perfect symmetry as his claws raked her belly.

“What are you doing?” she asked through the haze.

“Possessing you.” He growled in her ear.

He spread her nether lips and he inserted two fingers into her and he slid down her body so that his mouth was parallel to her center. He latched onto her nub and suckled her hard. She cried out as he was ruthless in his actions. He wanted to taste her climax and she was moaning for him as he moved his fingers and suckled her. She grabbed at the tree and cried out rather loudly when her body convulsed. He slid back up her body and met her obsidian eyes.

“Where were you hurt?” he demanded.

“My pelvis was crushed.” She said in a shaky voice.

“You will tell me how to take you Akane and you will scream my name.” he said in her ear.

“It is hard for me to be on my back.” She said in a breathy tone.

“I control my miasma.” He said as he sat.

He undid his hakama enough to free himself and he joined them with her facing out. Her breathing was labored as he filled her. The angle was different and she was filled to capacity without pain. Naraku closed his eyes as she squeezed him tightly.

“Onna move!” he commanded.

She whimpered as she began to grind into him. He concentrated and controlled his miasma. He would use it to numb her and he pierced her nub. He released just a tiny bit and she screamed out.

“Naraku?” she cried out.

“It will not hurt you. You will not hold back for me Akane. Wrong brother.” He growled passionately in her ear.

There was a burning and throbbing sensation. Instead of pain she felt a magnificent fire coursing through her legs and center. She ground into him harder as he met her moves. One hand guided a hip and the other went to her nub. He rubbed it rhythmically in time to their movements. He watched her head fall forward as she began moaning loudly. He had wanted her at their last encounter and he was determined that she would be only his and he refused to share her. Her walls were clamping down on him hard and he snarled as the pleasure coursed through them both.

“Akane! Scream for me.” He demanded.

He pulled her flush to his chest and bit into her juncture forcefully. She screamed out loudly as she climaxed violently. He shook as her body held him in a vise and he groaned out his own release. She shuddered hard for a few moments until she finally calmed.

“You should not play with fire little girl; you will get burned. I am not just Hisashi anymore.” He said in her ear.

“What exactly are you?” she asked shaking.

“A true shape shifter. It is true that I carry within me my soul from Hisashi but I also carried a very wicked soul for a very long time too. Kamis, Ishin never said what a perfect body you had.” He mumbled in her ear.

“You can let me go now.” She said breathlessly.

“Oh no onna. You will scream several more times before I let you up.” He said in a sultry tone.

“Why do you want me?” she asked starting to groan.

“You beg to be dominated and you beg for satisfaction. You will be mine in heart and soul.” He said clutching her tightly.

“Why?” she demanded.

“I will have something that is mine totally. I am a very selfish individual Akane. My precious inu knows this but you will not be touched except to feel me.” He said hoarsely.

“Not like this before.” She cried out softly.

“This is me Naraku. Harder.” He growled in her ear.

She ground harder and he pulled on her mind and she yelled out in the euphoria. Never in her wildest dreams could she have imagined Ishin's brother like this. He wore her out and brought her so many releases that she was bordering on comatose. Ishin had been an excellent lover when she allowed it but Naraku took and gave so much that it consumed her. She slid down the tree and he handed her his haori. She wrapped herself in it and shook slightly.

“I shall see you soon my lover.” He said smirking.

“Yes.” She nodded.

Naraku bowed and had a very serene expression on his face. He produced his miasma cloud and stepped in. He could see where Ishin and the funnel onna would not get along now. Ishin had become so much more extroverted and so laid back about everything. He was still and always would be madly in love with Asuna but very wicked and very old Naraku like thoughts consumed him about the funnel onna. He intended to show her many new things that would blow her mind. He was smirking when he walked into the castle. Ishin was busy finishing up the alliance of the five kumo species and he was pleased with that as well.

“Hello brother.” He stated as he passed by.

“What did you eat that has you smirking like a fool?” Ishin asked.

“Very big prey.” He said raising a brow.

“Asuna had the twins.” He said without looking up.

“What? Why were we not there?” he asked miffed.

“It happened quickly. It seems Nobu has been feeding her all kinds of things to fortify her body and that of the girls. They are small but completely healthy. The tiger named them Wen and Wenling.” Ishin said finally looking up.

“It seems Nobu has been very chummy with our mate.” Naraku stated crossing his arms.

“Nobu has saved her life and that of her cubs. Lighten up!” Ishin said rolling his eyes.

Naraku growled and left the room. Ishin suspected that Nobu was her lover and he was perfectly alright with it if it kept her here more. He was much happier when his mate was amongst the kumo. He sighed as he looked at his ever growing pile of paperwork. Naraku dealt with the ookami kumo and it seemed no other. He was getting to the point that his brother would take on much more administrative work. He stood and stretched and went in search of his younglings.

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The dreams were vivid and telling. I kept seeing Nagaharu and Ayana in so many moments that I woke up and was panting. Nobu was asleep in a chaise near the bed and I looked at him. I knew he too had been seeing things and I wondered exactly what.

“I am not asleep, just resting.” He murmured.

“Where is Quon?” I asked.

“He and the girls are visiting amongst the throng of tiger nobles. It seems the birth of the princesses has caused quite a stir.” He commented.

“Thank you for figuring out the answer Nobu. You truly are the most gifted healer I know.” I stated softly.

“Do not fill my head with nonsense but thank you.” He said smiling.

“What have you been seeing?” I asked.

“Too much.” He said in a pained voice.

“What does it mean you think?” I asked.

“It means that we knew each other before and apparently we had a tragic love. The story of my life.” He shrugged.

“Nobu…I…” I tried to say.

“I am tired and weary of loosing either out of my own stupidity or fate. I remember such painful things that I hate to see them at all. I cannot think that I lost you before.” He said in wretched tone.

“You do intend to extract yourself from me. Do me a favor Nobu; please give me enough credit not to lie openly to my face! Be the hermit again and do not feel; it is what you are best at!” I growled.

“How dare you! What do you want from me Asuna?” he snapped.

“Nothing Nobu. I want nothing from you as you want nothing for yourself. I am sorry I have taken your time. You have been kind to attend me. Please do as you need as I am sure it is not here.” I said crossing my arms.

“As you wish my lady.” He said bowing.

He ported via his shoki and familiar pain crushed my heart. Nobu was uncommonly brilliant but also of the personality not to handle emotional hang-ups. I dressed myself slowly and went to the throne room. The nobles were there in great number and I was surprised. I noticed Ling's absence and knew he must be attending Yoshiko. I was simmering in anger and Quon could tell.

“Asuna?” he asked softly.

“I need to get this kumo situation figured out my love. I will be back in a few hours to feed the girls.” I said kissing his lips.

“Do as you need.” He said softly.

I bowed and ported away. I was in Kinki and I looked around the caverns. I could feel so many kumo and I knew that I knew them.

“You have a brother and sister here still.” Asa said.

“I want to know what transpired between me and this Nagaharu! I want to know why Nobu keeps running from his feelings!” I growled.

“He was your first love and he was your everything Ayana. You left the nests for him.” She said softly.

“I left for a black funnel?” I demanded.

“Hai. There were not many here at the time. You were the one that invited them here long ago. Will you submit to the memories now?” she asked raising a brunette brow.

“Hai. Show me.” I said sitting.

“Hai Jouichi was his son. He was killed whilst you carried your eldest son. That is why you had such tender feelings for your oldest babe. He was Nagaharu's son but you named him for Gaku to give him legitimacy and the title.” She said bluntly.

I nodded and she pressed her claw at the base of my neck. I succumbed and felt myself being laid back. My eyes closed as the weight of history was pressed in upon me.

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I snuck away from the nests and the overbearing presence of my mother. I threw my golden brown hair over my shoulder. It was impossibly long now and I felt the need to have it cut. I wore a katana on my hip and I was trying my hand at hunting in my humanoid form. I looked back at the nest with disdain and wanted more. I saw other youki live in castles and had coalitions. This life disgusted me as lazy. I shook my head and moved further into the mountains. I had made the audacious move to invite funnels from the mainland and a huge island from the south. They were black and highly unusual to me but they were handsome creatures in my opinion. I saw a lone funnel and I grew playful. I climbed up it without disturbing the trip lines and looked down the silk tube.

“Hello! You are far away from any nests.” I stated.

A black funnel stared back at me and he seemed stunned at my appearance at the top of his web. I was in a mood and I threw my blade away.

“Bottoms up!” I cried.

I slid down his web and into his body. He made a slight sound as I hit his sternum. I rubbed his underside brazenly and laughed merrily. He changed form suddenly and pressed me back into his web.

“What are you doing? Are you insane?” he demanded.

“No my name is Ayana. What is yours?” I asked smirking.

“Nagaharu. You are the jorogumo.” He said bluntly.

“One anyway. You seem not to be having much success. Come hunt with me!” I said brightly.

“No! I was fine till you made such a ruckus.” He said glaring at me.

“Oh quit pouting!” I laughed.

He crossed his arms and stared at me annoyed. He was gorgeous and it made me blush. His hair was shiny black and past his shoulders. His eyes were obsidian whereas mine were a light brown.

“You are a brown funnel are you not?” he asked.

“Hai. I build funnel webs but your kind is more robust in nature.” I said smiling.

“I will hunt with you since you interrupted.” He snapped.

“Good! I have wanted company. My siblings annoy me.” I said laughing.

“How many do you have?” he asked surprised.

“Too many. My mother is a leader of sorts and Kamis she has many lovers.” I said smiling.

“That is not normal for my kind.” He said looking at me.

“It is for us. Anyways I am hoping someday to build palaces and castles instead of live in caves.” I groused.

“You do not like the nest life?” he asked surprised.

“Do you?” I asked.

“No not really.” He laughed.

“So Nagaharu what is it you do?” I asked.

“I heal. What do you do?” he asked.

“I cause issue for my mother.” I shrugged.

He laughed and my heart beat harder at his smile. I climbed up his web and smirked back at him. He seemed puzzled but followed me. We ended up staying out very late and actually caught deer in our humanoid forms. I watched him as he talked and he was elegant more than anything. He caught me staring and I smirked at him.

“Why are you doing that?” he asked.

“Doing what?” I asked him.

“Staring. Do I look strange or something?” he asked.

“No. You must be a second generation black funnel.” I commented.

“Hai that is right. You invited my kind here more than a century ago.” He said smiling.

“Hai. You were born here?” I asked.

“Hai. My mother is a jorogumo too but from a nest very far south.” He shrugged.

“Oh. The black funnel dominates?” I asked.

“Obviously.” He laughed.

I was drawn to him and I moved closer to him.

“You are beautiful.” I stated.

“Thank you I think.” He said blushing.

“How old are you?” I asked.

“One hundred four.” He said meeting my eyes.

“I am close to three hundred summers.” I said softly.

“You are not mated?” he asked shocked.

“No. I have had lovers but no one I wished to be tied to.” I said smiling wide.

“See you female dominated kinds are so odd to us.” He said in a softer tone.

“Oh your females are no strong?” I asked in a miffed tone.

“Hai they are but they do not subjugate the males.” He said rolling his eyes.

“Whatever.” I said sitting back.

“What are you waiting for Ayana?” he asked smiling.

“Huh?” I asked confused.

He snorted softly and pressed me back against the ground. My eyes were wide and he had the most sensuous smile on his face and my heart was hammering in my chest.

“Not many onna just appear at the top of my web.” He said tracing my lips with a claw.

“What are you going to do?” I asked him.

“Being very naughty I think. I am not acting like me at all.” He whispered.

I was shocked and pleased at the same time. He leaned down and took my lips in his and I responded with abandon. I was unused to a strong male and I was getting anxious. When he latched onto my nub; I cried out and when he released his venom; I screamed. He ended up in me and thrusting hard and my body was ablaze in the passion. I had lost count of the climaxes and he suddenly rolled us so that I straddled him. My eyes widened and my mouth was in an `o' shape.

“You are so damn tight!” he growled.

“Kamis!” I cried out loudly.

He guided me hard and the pressure in my loins exploded unlike my previous releases. He had pulled on my mind as well and I crumpled over him. I was barely conscious as we both rasped out harsh breaths.

“I am not like this.” He said in a moan.

“Okay.” I said trying to succumb to the blackness.

I finally passed out and when I woke up I was in his web again. His eyes cracked open and I stared at him.

“I am sorry.” He mumbled.

“Why?” I asked softly.

“I am not a wanton individual. I lost myself.” He said sheepishly.

“Loose yourself more healer. You would make my mother piss herself I think.” I said jokingly.

“I hope you will hunt with me more often.” He murmured in my hair.

“Hai as often as possible.” I stated grazing his cheek with my lips.

Thus began my love affair with Nagaharu. It was wild and passionate. It brought me joy and love. I began to think that there could be more for my kind and I started venturing further and further away from the nests. I began searching out other types of kumo in Japan and as well as on the peninsula. There were five main groups of kumo between Japan and Korea. I was in the jungles of Siam searching out the infamous recluse kumo. I sensed them but did not see them. I held onto my katana as I moved carefully.

“Who are you?” I heard.

“That depends who I talk to.” I retorted.

A male recluse stepped out and he was stunning beyond words. I had never in my three centuries seen such a variety of kumo as I did on the mainland. His coppery eyes followed me and I stood my ground.

“I am Ayana. I am here to meet the leader of your kind.” I stated.

“You have met me now you can go.” He said with a smirk gracing his lips.

“Well recluse I have heard that you require an opponent to best you so I shall. Then you will listen to what I propose!” I said arrogantly.

He glared at me and pulled his katana as well. I moved quickly and struck with deadly accuracy. He seemed surprised but blocked quite well. We fought back and forth and at one point pinned him to a tree. He pulled my fang out and shoved me backwards. He went to change form and I grew annoyed at his arrogant nature. I flung my yoki from my hand and the trees behind him exploded. I narrowed my brown eyes and he stared at me with what appeared awe on his face.

“Now you will listen or you will die.” I said flatly.

“What do you want?” he demanded.

“I want to form a nation.” I said raising an eyebrow.

“A what?” he asked me.

“I want to form a Tsuchigumo nation. I want to form a mighty coalition where we the kumo rule and the other youki will leave us alone.” I said bluntly.

“What did you say your name was?” he asked.

“My name is Ayana Agelena. I am at your service.” I said bowing.

“I am Bihua; you funnel have intrigued me.” He said crossing his arms.

“Well that is a start. I am from Nippon.” I stated.

“A Japanese funnel. How very strange; your yoki is unlike anything I have seen.” He stated.

“Hai it is not seen in any funnel that I have encountered either.” I said sweetly.

He neared me and I saw his pupils which was unusual in a kumo. I turned and began walking and he fell in step beside me. We began talking and he definitely intrigued me. He agreed to come to Japan in one week and I had to meet with the tarantulas and widows next. I looked back at Bihua and he was smirking.

“Wipe your face recluse.” I said giving him an audacious look.

“Why?” he asked me.

“Because I said.” I stated in irritation.

“You may have bested me in a spar woman but never in anything else.” He said giving me a lazy grin.

I walked straight up to him and grabbed his hand and crushed it in mine.

“You will not disrespect me recluse. I have no need to hide amongst the trees. I am not afraid of anything let alone one lone male!” I growled in his face.

“How very charming! Your kind is dominated by the females.” He purred.

I shoved him against the tree and shoved my claws into his chest. He was in pain but kept that same cocky air. I grabbed his manhood through his silk bottoms and his eyes widened.

“If I wanted I could make you my bitch Bihua.” I threatened.

“Then why do you not?” he retorted.

I growled at him and he was one that needed the female to prove her power. I mentally sighed and then grabbed his jaw firmly with my fingers.

“Pray I do not kill you recluse.” I said smirking.

“Doubtful funnel.” He snapped.

I did one thing I had never done and I pressed a claw near his groin. His eyes widened and he moaned loudly. I licked at his lips and he broke out into a sweat.

“I rule Bihua. Make no mistakes and it is my power that will bring about our empire. You either bring your kind in willingly or face my wrath. You are nicely equipped I see.” I purred in his ear.

“Please.” He begged.

“You wish for release?” I asked softly.

“Yes.” He breathed roughly.

“Remember that this is my doing recluse. I bring you pleasure and you bring me the recluse.” I said in a husky tone.

I realized that some of the kumo that I would have to show my prowess and dominance. It excited and thrilled me at the same time. I wrapped my hand around his length and stroked him hard and fast. I sucked his lower lip into my mouth and slowly kissed him as I worked the flesh. He growled loudly as he attacked my mouth but I stayed in control. I did not release his mouth as his body reacted with a vengeance. He moaned into my mouth and I slowly pulled back.

“Now Bihua you will do as I ask.” I said licking at his lips.

“Yes.” He groaned.

“I will see you in Japan in one week near Tottori.” I said patting his cheek.

“Yes.” He nodded.

“That is a good boy. Bihua you know if you please me then many things can happen.” I said stepping back.

He nodded and the arrogance look was replaced with desire. I ported away and shook my head at how easy some kumo males were. Nagaharu was not and I looked forward to seeing my beloved. He had built us a small castle along with some of his distant family and mine too. My mother was furious that her youngest babe should move away from the nests and make my own way in life. I wanted more and I wanted an empire. I was willing to fight for it and Nagaharu was there. I slipped into our room and saw my beloved asleep on the futon. He was a gifted physician and had become renowned amongst the funnels for his abilities. He was lying on his stomach and my gut twisted. I moved to him and began kissing his neck and back. He squirmed and sighed in his sleep.

“Nagaharu.” I stated as I ran my hands over his muscled back.

“Hmmm?” He moaned.

“My love. My heart.” I stated leaning over him.

I began feverishly kissing any exposed flesh and he moaned louder as I lost my mind to my emotions.

“My lover.” I mumbled as I nipped his skin.

“Ayana.” He groaned.

I laid my body flush to his and I could not stop touching him. He came awake and rolled to face me. He ripped my kimono open and hooked my leg in his elbow. He pushed into me and my body arched against his as we made love. I cried out so many endearments and words of love for him. I became awash in his yoki and his mind as we became hurried in the clashing of our bodies. I ended up gouging his back with my claws as I flew apart in the rapture.

“I love you.” He breathed in my ear.

“Hai.” I groaned.

He collapsed against me and tears leaked from my eyes. I was so happy that I had met him that day and interfered with his solace. I had never been so happy in my life and I knew it was because of him.

“When will you give me your babe?” I demanded.

“When you have your empire. If you have to fight, I do not want you in danger.” He stated softly.

“Nagaharu, I am tired of waiting. We have been together for almost twenty summers.” I pouted.

“We are youki beloved and a few centuries will be okay.” He said slipping fingers into my center.

“Why do you do that when I get cross?” I asked in a moan.

“Because when you climax it releases things in your system to make you calm.” He chuckled.

“I hate you!” I moaned.

“No you do not but love me as much as I love you. How about there my love?” he asked in a husky tone.

I could not breathe as he touched me in such a way that my whole body trembled waiting for the approaching tsunami of feeling. He stroked it with more force and I screamed out as I jerked in the ensuing release. He lazily lowered his head and licked me clean. I trembled as he laved his tongue and closed my eyes.

“I love you. Swear to never leave me.” I stated in a breathy tone.

“I swear. The Kamis will have to drag me away.” He smiled.

“I love you healer.” I said as I pulled him up and began kissing him in desperation.

Our night ended as so many of them did; I crying out his name and our bodies tied up in passionate embraces.

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The bloodbath was terrible. I was fighting alongside two of my best warriors; Gaku and Jouichi. I saw Bihua in the distance. I was thrusting my fang in deep and tearing out innards. The widows were not coming along willingly and I would not have my empire without such a powerful group. I hated that I was killing so many but a show of force was necessary. Bihua had managed to fight his way to my side and we ended up back to back.

“My lady!” he cried jovially.

“Hai Bihua?” I asked over my shoulder.

“I want you in my bed!” he said stabbing a widow male through the heart.

“Why recluse?” I asked.

“I want to make you shiver and moan as you do me.” He said smirking.

“Win this battle and I will grace your bed.” I said flippantly.

“As you command.” He said bowing.

I watched as he changed form and began tearing up the widow kumo to and fro. I was amazed as the funnel brothers Gaku and Jouichi worked their own destruction. I watched as my rag tag group of funnels, tarantulas, and recluse worked as a cohesive force. I realized my dreams were coming to fruition and I grinned. Bihua took my flippant statement to heart and he won the battle. He went to his knee before me and kissed my hand. The other kumo followed his example and he lifted his bronze head.

“Mistress.” He said in his seductive way.

“We are no longer amongst the trees of the forests or the rocks in the valleys! We are as great as any dragon or inu in these lands! When the youki think to kill one they will face us all!” I cried out.

I heard cheers and I looked around. Nagaharu was in Matsuyame at the moment seeing to our capital. I left the fields of blood and went to my tent. Bihua came up behind me and walked me backwards into my tent. We fell upon the travel futon and he began undressing me immediately.

“Bihua! I am mated.” I said fiercely.

“Right. As if any funnel female remains to one male.” He said nipping at my throat.

My eyes widened as he released his venom in my center. I closed my eyes as the toxin took over my senses.

“Do you know how beautiful you are my lady? Do you know how hard it is for me to be in the same room and not want to fuck you senseless?” he asked in a hoarse tone.

“Now! Now Bihua!” I cried as my muscles became wound tight as a drum.

He slammed into me and I cried out. His lean body pummeled mine over and over as my cries became louder. His back was gouged in my crazed state and it drove him on. I was driven over the precipice again and again as he continued to brand me. Finally he groaned out as he too became spent. My mind was mush and I knew if I needed a mindless encounter that Bihua was the one to see. He fell to his back and stared at the tent top.

“Remember who your master is Bihua.” I stated in a low growl.

“Oh yes my lady. As long as I can take your luscious body from time to time then you can order me to hell and back any day.” He mumbled.

I chuckled at his enthusiasm and he grabbed me. He rolled me to my stomach and again took me hard. I realized in that moment that I preferred strong males and those that tried to dominate me. I would never allow it but it was my pattern. The recluse lord managed to make me scream for him several more times before I finally gave out. He ended up passing out and I lay on my back in a haze. Somehow I was becoming my mother and that idea frightened me. I was close to three hundred fifty summers and I had yet to bare my first babe. My own mother thought I was barren. I refused to have any but Nagaharu's youngling and he was not allowing me to become pregnant. It made me angry and we had terrible fights over it. I threatened to take another mate and he calmly told me to go ahead. I was bitter that he would not allow us a babe of our own but I kept fighting. The only other group I would have to fight was the ookami kumo. They were known as a treacherous lot but I knew I could subdue them. I stood up and left my tent as I wrapped my obi around me. I saw Gaku in the distance and he bowed to me. I bowed in return and the black funnel knew I was watching him. He was as handsome as Nagaharu but he was more pale then my mate. He was also good natured and very easy going. I neared my general and smiled at him.

“You are a fool you know.” I said in teasing tone.

“Only for you for my lady.” He teased back.

“Where is Jouichi?” I asked.

“Off rounding up the widow leader. You were magnificent my lady.” He said circling me.

“Thank you Gaku.” I said smirking.

“I heard your cries.” He said in a low tone.

“Did you?” I asked.

“Hai.” He nodded.

“I did not realize I was that loud.” I said blushing.

“I was close by. I wanted to hear you in passion.” He said meeting my eyes.

“Thank you Gaku. I shall be on my way now.” I said backing up.

“You are a jorogumo my lady.” He said stalking me.

“What does that have to do with anything?” I demanded.

“Nothing except you have unreal expectations of yourself.” He said bowing.

He went on about his business and I was curious at his meaning. I followed him and whirled him to face me.

“What do you mean?” I demanded.

“It is well known you want an heir. Your mate seems unable to provide you one. There is talk that you should take another and perhaps provide an heir to this new nation.” He said bluntly.

“Who should provide my heir Gaku?” I asked with narrowed eyes.

“I know not my lady. That is your choice as everything falls to you. You are our heart that beats within our chests.” He said bowing low.

He backed up and then away. I was breathing hard and stared at nothing. I looked up and around at the bloodied ground. I growled suddenly and followed him.

“What Nagaharu and I decide is my business!” I yelled.

“Of course it is my lady but does my lady truly wish to be barren?” he asked.

“That is my choice!” I stammered.

“Is it? You are the most powerful kumo of any sex that I have seen and you allow a male to dictate if you will bear young?” he asked brazenly.

“That is not your business!” I snarled.

“No it is not and I live to serve you as always my Lady Ayana.” He said bowing.

“Why do you bring this up? Who dares think to speak out against me?” I demanded.

“No one. I dare because I serve you and this state that you have created.” Gaku said bluntly.

I walked up to him intent upon showing him my anger. I grabbed his jaw in my hand and he lifted his fingers along my own jaw. It was soft and subtle as he ran his fingertips along the mandible.

“Stop!” I growled.

“I shall not be as brazen as Bihua my lady. I adore you but it is not my place to question but I see you angry and languishing in this area.” He said softly.

“I want a babe. Not because I need an heir but I want to feel!” I said suddenly.

“Why not insist.” He said softly.

“I love Nagaharu so much. Anyone else is just a release of frustration. I truly love him so much.” I said closing my eyes.

“I am sorry for you then.” He stated.

My eyes opened and they were red. I was angry at his pity and angry at his astute nature. I walked him backwards into a boulder and growled terribly.

“How dare you! Never treat me this way again!” I snarled.

“What way my lady?” he asked.

“As if you feel pity for me!” I snapped.

“I shall endeavor to try.” He said inclining his head.

“Bastard!” I hissed.

“Why?” he asked me.

I was trembling in fury and could not meet his eyes.

“You think I should take another mate?” I demanded.

“That is just my thought my lady.” He said softly.

I bared my fangs and sank them into his jugular. He groaned in pain as I clamped down hard. I had no idea why I punishing him for my anger. I suddenly felt terrible guilt and pulled away. I met his flint colored eyes and as suddenly as I had marked him; he was on me growling and snarling. His true nature never eased up but he took me in tenderness and marked me in return. I was in utter shock at my behavior and so was he. We stared at the other in mortification and I scrambled away from him. I said nothing and I ported away. I staggered into the castle at Matsuyame and went to the springs. I sank into the hot water and began sobbing. I knew I was loud and Nagaharu flew into the springs. I looked at him in fury and turned my head.

“Ayana!” he said coming closer.

“You will not deny me anymore! Do you hear me?” I screamed.

“This again?” he asked.

“Hai this again!” I yelled.

“Ayana my love, you are still fighting battles almost every week. I do not wish to loose a babe that way. It is traumatic.” He said lifting my chin.

“I will not fight! I swear I will not battle any longer!” I cried.

“No Ayana! No!” he said looking away.

I slapped him and I crawled out of the hot spring. I was sobbing terribly as I moved. I never thought I would have to beg to be a mother. I was so furious that I rounded on him and slashed at him with my claws. He fought me to try and contain my anger. I hit and spit at him many times.

“You deny me your seed! I am your mate and you deny me!” I screamed.

“For your safety and that of our babe you stubborn onna.” He yelled back.

“I hate you!” I screamed.

“Fine but it will not happen!” he yelled in my face.

I lost my mind and began sinking my claws anywhere I could strike. He growled louder and hit me in return. Our eyes were burning and my true nature was threatening to take control. He was crazed as he took me hard. I cried into his shoulder and he jerked my face to stare into his.

“Ayana! Stop crying.” He commanded.

“No.” I said closing my eyes.

“Ayana my love.” He said roughly in my ear.

I gasped loudly as I felt a tremendous pull on my yoki. He did it again and my eyes widened.

“Nagaharu?” I asked in a gasping voice.

“Give me your yoki Ayana. Release it to me.” He said in a hushed tone.

He continued to forcefully pull on it and my body arched physically. I began crying out as the physical manifestation of our combined powers was becoming too much. It occurred to me what he was doing and I surrendered my all to him. He suddenly groaned under the onslaught and his movements became chaotic. The mental rapture was too great and I screamed. It felt as though I was infused with powerful venom and I collapsed under the weight. I woke up much later and Nagaharu lifted me up gently.

“How are you?” he asked me lovingly.

“What did you do?” I asked meeting his eyes.

“Made love to you.” He answered.

“That was beyond the normal my soul.” I answered.

“I have given in. I have given you a son. He grows within your belly.” He said kissing one peak then another.

“Really?” I cried.

“Hai. Now no more bitching and promise me you will not participate in any battles.” He said holding my hands.

“Hai!” I said kissing him.

He held me close and I softly cried. I never wept but I was now to bear my beloved a babe. I had wanted his babe for a long. I grew excited to feel the babe move within me. I looked forward to my life.

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I was running as fast as I could. Matsuyame had been attacked but by ningens of all creatures. Ningen were in fear of most youki but definitely feared kumo. We were evil beings in their eyes; it was true that we did have hundreds of thousands of lower level kumo youki that would eat ningen as well as a forest animal. The ningen saw no difference between them and the upper level kumo. The funnels were scrambling and Nagaharu detested killing other species with a passion. He was trying to just fight off the ningen and not harm them. I grew furious at the mindless beasts and I released a voiding shoki from my fang. He glared at me as I did so and I growled at him. I began beheading as many as I could find and I looked around at my soldiers. The brothers Gaku and Jouichi were busy fighting as well. I had not been alone with my general since our angry mating had taken place. I refused to dwell as I killed the mortals. I felt tremendous pain suddenly and I whirled to see Nagaharu go down.

“Noooo!” I screamed.

I jumped down from the wall and slashed through the mortals and kumo alike. I released my venom as I ran. I made it to his side and he was coughing up blood. I held his head and I began crying no over and over in a mantra.

“No. Nagaharu no. Please my love tell me how to heal you. No you swore you would not leave me. My love? No!” I screamed.

He weakly looked at me and kissed my hand. His throat had been cut and he closed his eyes. He had pathed his love and his hand went limp. My eyes went red and I shrieked in rage. The pain of the separation made me loose my mind. I jumped up and screamed in my native tongue for my people to move. I began releasing huge amounts of yoki; I was destroying my own castle but killing ningen in droves. I slashed and ripped heads off of the ningen warriors and I was grabbed.

“Lady Ayana! My lady you are injured.” Gaku said in my ear.

“Kill them! Kill them all!” I snarled.

“My lady. Your babe will not survive! Nagaharu's son will not live if you do not seek help!” he said fiercely.

“Promise me you will kill them. Gaku please?” I begged.

“Jouichi! Take our lady to Gifu and have her tended.” Gaku commanded his younger brother.

“Hai. My lady?” Jouichi asked.

“What? Have you killed them?” I asked.

“Gaku, we go now!” Jouichi stated and pulled us through his shoki cloud.

I sank to the ground and began sobbing. I could not feel him and I felt like death was upon me. I crawled forward and my belly was already rounded. I screamed in rage and lay down as I cried. My mother had told me to never tie my soul or I would regret it. She said death was not enough and the pain had been known to kill. I knew the truth and I was loosing my mind.

“It hurts! Kamis Jouichi it hurts!” I screamed.

“The healer is here my lady. Allow her to see you?” Jouichi asked.

I said nothing and I was being given to another as I was being sewn up. I heard hushed voices as they spoke about me but not to me. I sat there dumbly as another healer sewed me up.

“My lady? Swallow this.” The healer said.

I took a vial and threw it against a wall. I stared around and saw only black funnel. I was in my dead mate's clan I realized.

“Tell me how to stop this pain so I may kill every ningen I find!” I screamed.

“Another joining would ease it my lady.” The healer said gently.

I looked at her as if she had lost her mind and I suddenly nodded. I would lay waste to the biggest ningen settlement of Nara. I stood up shakily and dragged Jouichi to me.

“Get out!” I yelled.

All of the healer kumo scrambled and Jouichi stared at me shocked.

“I need your strength. I need to destroy them.” I said through my tears.

“What do you need my lady?” he asked.

“Get Gaku. Now get your brother now.” I said numbly.

“Hai.” He nodded and stepped back.

I waited whilst he was gone and Jouichi appeared with Gaku. I stared over at him and my eyes were glazed over. My lips trembled as I looked at them both.

“You are technically my mate Gaku; give my son legitimacy and I will give you the keys to unbelievable power. I will give you both lands and titles.” I said bluntly.

“My lady whatever you need.” He said bowing.

“Swear you will love my son as your own. Swear this before me now!” I demanded.

“Hai!” he said bowing low.

“I am a jorogumo and it is time I act like it. The ningen will never cross me again!” I snarled.

“Hai my lady!” They both said bowing.

“Take me home to Kinki.” I said shaking.

“Kinki my lady?” Jouichi asked stunned.

“Asa is my mother.” I said suddenly exhausted.

“Hai. What do you need from us my lady?” Gaku asked.

“You will be my consorts. Both of you will be my consorts and you will bring the ookami kumo and the fucking widows under our control. You will help me rule these vast lands as I put down the mortal trash!” I growled.

They took me to Kinki and I staggered into the caverns.

“Mother?” I called out.

“My dear?” she called as she came out.

I fell into her arms and cried my heart out. She stared at Gaku and Jouichi as I clutched her.

“I will care for her for now. Go and destroy them!” she commanded.

They both bowed low and they ported out. I felt my brothers and sisters near as she led me deeper into the caverns. I allowed myself to be comforted by my family in the midst of my sorrow.

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I was in my new palace in Korea. I laid upon my bed as Gaku read the latest news to me. I had come to depend upon him and his brother more than I thought I would.

“Gaku please stop reading for now.” I said in a tired voice.

“Hai.” He said gently.

He stood up and joined me on the futon. He leaned over me and I looked up at him. It had only been a month since the death of Nagaharu and I had not cemented my alliance with the brothers in a mating as of yet. He was truly beautiful and I pulled him to me in a hungry kiss. He groaned into it and I began ripping at his clothes. He soon shed his silks and our kisses became more heated. His hands were splayed over my belly as his mouth possessed me. He pulled back to catch his breath and I shed my yukata.

“Take me.” I demanded.

“Do you really wish this?” he asked.

“Take the void away Gaku.” I stated.

“Can you love me even a little Ayana?” he asked.

“Give me time.” I said as tears welled up.

“We love you already. We adore you.” He said nipping at my throat.

I moaned softly as his lips scorched my skin. I believed him in his devotion and I made a decision to try my hardest to love him. I would give him the best I could. His lips lingered over my belly and he pressed hands to the roundness. I felt the babe react with strong kicks as he pathed to him.

“Such a strong boy. He will be like his haha.” He said meeting my eyes.

“Gaku.” I said closing my eyes.

“I already love you Ayana. I am sorry I pressed you that day. I wanted you and I know it was wrong. I wanted you so badly and that damn recluse touched you.” He said in a heated tone.

“He is a bully and no more Gaku.” I said in a whisper.

“He brought you pleasure.” He said in a jealous tone.

“He brought me physical pleasure. I have only ever felt complete with a funnel.” I said honestly.

“Ayana, let me in. Let me in deeply.” He said lightly sucking on one tip then another.

“Too much right now Gaku.” I mewled.

“Please my lady. Let me feel you as you call for me.” He said attacking my neck.

I lowered my mental shields and he growled in passion. I discovered what a strong telepath he was as he prodded my mind. He felt my pain and he washed me in his desire and his love. My eyes opened and I cried out as he delved into my soul. My eyes widened further as he began filling my thoughts and emotions. I felt the physical but I was too caught up in the spiritual. He was bonding with my babe as well and I gasped hard as my sweet boy kicked me hard. He rolled me to my side and I saw Jouichi there.

“What?” I asked suddenly.

“Make it official my lady. Make us your mates in actuality as you have stated we are.” Gaku said in my ear.

Gaku slowly pulled the cover my body and he spread open my thighs. He was behind me and he opened my nether lips. His brazen acts had me panting and I watched as Jouichi joined us on the bed. I moaned a little as Gaku rolled one peak. His lips were nipping at my throat and I groaned.

“Allow me.” Jouichi stated aloud.

I nodded dumbly and he lowered his ebony head to my spread lips. I cried out as he began dipping his tongue into my center and Gaku held onto me gently as his younger brother plundered my center. I felt my nub being suckled and stroked with his tongue and I wiggled in Gaku's grasp.

“I would never hurt you my lady.” He said in my ear.

“I know. Kamis! Where did you learn that?” I gasped out.

Jouichi chuckled and watched me to make sure he could continue. I was on overload and Gaku brushed my nipples again and I groaned as my body gave into a small release. He laid me on my side and spooned my body. He lifted my right leg a bit and entered me. I reached out and clutched Jouichi's arm in a tight grasp. Gaku was large and filled me perfectly. He pressed a claw into my nub and I groaned loudly. Jouichi settled on my other side and began to kiss me as Gaku began moving. I was overwhelmed in the sensation and I know I was tight for Gaku. They continued to plunder me and I groaned out. I screamed out Gaku and Jouichi's names. Blood was spilled between the three of us and I ended up bound to them both through the physical and mental.

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I was stalking through my Korean palace and the winds were roaring outside. The weather was terrible and Jouichi still had not returned. I stalked into my library and stared at Gaku.

“Where is he? Does he not know that I give birth any day?” I demanded.

“Ayana, he will return.” Gaku said calmly.

“No do not pull that crap on me Gaku! You both swore to be here! This babe knows you both and by the Kamis you both will be here!” I growled.

“I know my lady. Remember we both adore our sweet Ayana.” He said smiling at me.

“Do not try and charm me fool! You find him and drag his ass back here now!” I snapped.

“Ayana will you please calm yourself? You are awfully aggressive right now.” He said coming closer.

I had come to love them both very much. Between the two; I had a very full life and the pain of Nagaharu's death was eased. I glared at my general and consort as he smirked to calm me.

“The least you could do is try and bring labor on.” I said pursing my lips.

“Is that what you wish?” he asked smiling lewdly.

“Hai.” I stated.

“Come my mighty warrior mate.” He said sweetly.

I was overdue and heavy with my boy. Gaku smirked at me as he pulled me to our chambers. I felt Jouichi and relief flooded me. He too came closer and walked straight up to me. He tipped my head back and kissed me deeply. I clutched at him and he released me.

“Did you miss me?” he asked.

“Hai you idiot! Where have you been?” I demanded.

“Making sure the widows comply. You asked that they be subdued.” He said brushing his thumbs along my cheeks.

“You almost missed it! Both of you piss me off!” I growled.

I stalked away from them and I knew I was not being irrational. I felt off as I walked back and forth. The storm roared outside as I stalked my chambers.

“She is ready.” Jouichi said to Gaku.

“Hai.” Gaku nodded.

I blew up a statue near them with my supaida nami. They jumped to avoid the pieces of stone. They both glared at me and I snarled. They both looked at the ground and I looked down too. There was a puddle of water at my feet and I groaned. My son was finally arriving and Gaku eased me towards the bed.

“I am not ready!” I said suddenly.

“You face down all manner of kumo but you are afraid to give birth?” Jouichi asked.

“Hai!” I said looking fearful.

“Calm my love. I will get the healer and you can do this.” He said calmly.

I looked frightened and Gaku laid me on the bed. He helped me out of my sodden silks and put a light covering over me. I looked around at the white bedclothes I so favored and realized what an idiot I was to birth on white. I laid back and waited for contractions to hit but they were not coming. I was worried and I saw a cousin of Nagaharu named Nobuya. I smiled at him and him at me. He came closer and checked me.

“My lady Ayana; I need to take him through your stomach okay? It looks as though you will not progress.” He said softly.

“Do as you need Nobuya.” I stated.

He nodded and he pulled his bag out and pulled out small knives and vials. He handed Gaku a vial and I took it. It made me drowsy and I knew he was cutting in and quickly he pulled out a large babe. He had a shock of black hair and obsidian eyes. He began crying a shrill newborn cry and I too was crying. He looked just like his sire Nagaharu. I continued to cry as he was laid in my arms and he was still whining. Gaku and Jouichi looked at each other and they both felt tremendous love for my boy.

“I am sewing you up my lady. Congratulations he is beautiful.” Nobuya said.

“Thank you so much!” I said wiping my eyes.

I looked over at my two mates and I looked at my son conceived in love.

“I want to name him Gaku Jouichi after you both.” I said softly.

“Ayana?” Gaku asked surprised.

“Are you sure?” Jouichi asked.

I nodded and held my precious son to me. I would keep the secret of his sire as the nobles would think he was Gaku's son. I would leave it as it was and know in my heart what a precious babe he truly was. I cried hard as I put him to my breast and prayed to the Kamis for his true sire.

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I gasped awake and sat up in a hurry. I was shaking as I looked around. I saw a couple of kumo in their humanoid forms and they were brown funnels.

“Why did I keep his sire secret?” I asked.

“After you created the nation Gaku and Jouichi were nobles. You felt that his standing would be higher if he was supposedly was one of the brother's son. Nagaharu was a healer from Nobu lineage.” Asa explained.

“I favored him above all my babes.” I said ashamed.

“He was Nagaharu's son.” She said softly.

“You told me not to soul tie myself to one male.” I said looking away.

“I did but you did it anyway. You loved him deeply but you came to love the brothers as well.” She shrugged.

“He died on me and he is withdrawing?” I demanded.

“He is deep Ayana.” Asa shrugged.

I stood up in anger and I ported out. I was in Sendai and I marched in fury to Nobu's chambers. I jerked the shoki open and he looked up surprised.

“You are the one that died on me! You are the one that promised to never leave and you did! You left me pregnant and alone!” I yelled.

“What?” he asked surprised.

“Gaku Jouichi was not Gaku's son. He was yours!” I snarled.

Ishin and Naraku heard my screaming and came to the ruckus. Nobu stared at me as I was on my tirade.

“You cared so much for the ningen and let them into the castle so they killed you! You and your pathetic sympathy killed you and left me to raise our son!” I growled.

“Asuna?” Ishin said softly.

“Stop it! You swore to me! You swore you would not leave me and you did!” I hissed.

“My lady of what do you speak?” Nobu asked dumbly.

“I was Ayana. I was Ayana and I was mated to Nagaharu. He is the true sire of this house and not Gaku and Jouichi. You are the grandsons of a healer and your sire was one of the best men there was.” I growled at Naraku and Ishin.

They both looked confused and I stared at Nobu. Tears streamed down my face and I knew he remembered some things.

“You left me. You left me and now…” I started to cry.

“Inu come with us.” Ishin commanded.

“No! You will answer me!” I screamed at Nobu.

“What do you wish me to say Asuna?” he demanded.

“Why? Why did you let them in?” I asked.

“I know not! I do not remember!” he cried.

I stalked away and Ishin followed me as well as Naraku. I broke down and sobbed. Ishin hugged me tightly as I came undone.

“What happened? Why are you saying these things?” he asked.

“I saw it. I saw the beginning Ishin. I saw your sire's birth and I know of his death. Kamis this is screwed up!” I said hysterically.

“Asuna what are you saying?” Naraku stated.

“You two have no idea of the true history of your kind. I have to go.” I said jerking away.

“Where are you going?” Naraku demanded.

“To sort through the memories. Besides Naraku are you not busy with Akane?” I asked in anguish.

The color drained from his face and Ishin looked shocked. I walked away from both as I ported out. I appeared near Gifu and waited for Nobu. I did not wait long as he came up beside me.

“I had no control.” He said softly.

“Yet you would pull away now?” I demanded.

“We are not the same anymore!” he cried.

“I still love you.” I said as I looked over at him.

“I love you as well but damnit we are us in this life!” he said grabbing my shoulders.

“I love you!” I growled.

“My lady I know.” He snapped.

“I love you and I told you I was not leaving your life.” I said flatly.

“Let it go Asuna! You are Ayana no longer and I am Nagaharu no longer.” He said looking down.

“You cower because you know you broke your word.” I said angrily wiped away tears.

“How could I know that the ningen would kill me?” he asked.

“By not caring! You were mine Nobu! You were mine for over fifty years before you died. You left me with Jouichi in my belly.” I cried.

“You asked for him!” he growled.

“Hai! I loved you and wanted your babe! Make me suffer for that!” I growled back.

“What do you want me to say? I did not want to leave you; I wanted to see my son born but I could not stop helping others!” he said meeting my eyes.

“No you could not. You will do the same in this life.” I said looking away.

“I am sorry that this is what I do!” he snapped.

“You owe me.” I said suddenly.

“Owe you what?” he asked.

I stalked away and cried into a tree. I knew he had no control over his death and I knew he had wanted to stay but I was overwhelmed.

“I shall leave you be Nobu. I see why you are pulling away from me. The pain is horrid.” I said stepping back.

“What do I owe you?” he asked in a tortured tone.

“To be there but I know you will not. I see your pattern in this life. You avoid pain by distancing yourself. The void was awful so you made yourself closed off. I understand.” I said bowing.

I pressed my forehead into the tree and I wished I knew nothing.

“I am sorry I touched you in Siam. I will refrain from you from now on. Thank you for your care of my person. You are right and we are these people no longer. I am no longer kumo and very much inu and uppyr. I wish you all manner of happiness in your endeavors healer.” I said with a pained throat.

“Asuna please! Give me time to sort through this emotional tumult.” He begged.

“You are right Nobu. I have been as selfish in this life as I was in the previous. I blamed you for things out of your control. I built up a powerful nation that fell to pieces after that whore tore it up. I have to finish pulling it together. Do whatever you need but I am going home to the West now. I need to reconnect with who I am now. I am not her anymore and I refuse to dwell.” I said bowing low.

“Asuna!” he cried as I ported out.

I shut out the memories and laid my head against a pillar. I needed to crush the Panyu threat and Magatushi had to die once and for all. I had to pull myself together and quit languishing in lives that did not matter. I did not even seem to care that Naraku had taken Akane. He had not shielded very well in his concern for me. I laughed and shook my head more. I was ready to stand over my empire reunited and hand it to my own younglings from this life.