InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ If I Die Tomorrow ❯ Depression ( Chapter 3 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
(A/N): I will swap in between Inuyasha Kagome often. Normally only one or the other in a chapter though. I'm upping the rating, I can't hold back. Italic in this chapter is Kagome’s thoughts. This chapter is in Kagome's first person view.
I wanted Inuyasha to love me the way I love him. But nooo, he has to choose Kikyo. Damn him.
"Kagome?" Her mother asked.
Just leave me alone! I want to alone! Can't you see that! Now leave!
"Kagome answer me!" Her mother yelled.
I said LEAVE ME ALONE! Don't you get it! Leave me alone!I kept on ignoring her mother and inevitably fallen asleep.
The next day.
I woke early as she was used to, from being in the feudal era. And had breakfast, left for school before her mother woke up. She took her time, and walked a longer route. Trying to avoid Eri, Ayumi, Yuki, and Hojo. I didn't want to talk to anyone. It's bad enough that I have to in the public! I continued walking, and lost track of where I was going. Damn it Inuyasha! I would love to believe you, but Kikyo! What will you do about her! I know that she and she alone are on your never to kill list! I don't know what I'm going to do with him!
"Watch where you're going!" some stranger said as she bumped into him. I realised that I went to far, I was in such deep thought that I walked right past the school. She turned back and ran towards the school. And ran to it. What an idiotic thing to do! Inuyasha tonight, I will come back! We will talk and find out what really happened! She managed to school on time. Come on! It's taking to long! It's seems like forever and only one class has went! I hate this feeling!
"Kagome! Answer the Question!" her teacher yelled.
"What question?" I answered a little confused.
"What is pi?" he asked.
"Don't know," I answered.
"3.14," he answered, "Remember that, and pay attention!"
The rest of the day was like that for her. The teachers told her to pay attention about five times a class. At lunch she found a spot where she thought she would be alone. Great Eri, Ayumi, and Yuki found me!
"Kagome, It seems like you have been very distracted," Eri said, "What happened?
"Did Mr. Possessive do something again?" Yuki asked.
"What does it matter to you!" I snarled.
"We are worried about you Kagome," Ayumi answered.
"So, tell us, what happened?" Eri Asked.
"None of your business!" I shouted.
"You're obviously hurt," Yuki said.
"When you're hurt we're hurt," Eri said, "Now tell us!"
"No! Now leave me alone!" I said. You fucking sluts!
"I will not give up so easily!" Eri said.
I won't either!" Yuki said.
"Good for you," I said sarcastically. The lunch bell rang, "Look at that, I don't want to be late. See yeah later!"
The classes after lunch for myself went even worse than the morning! Constantly bickering with Yuki, Eri, and Ayumi. And the teachers keeping on yelling them to quieten down. After the umpteenth hour school, it finally closed, and I rushed back home, to the shrine. Hopefully I can escape before they find me!
"Kagome, stop!" he yelled.
No, it couldn't be!
"Please Kagome!" Hojo yelled, "Can't you stop for one minute?"
"Fine!" I snarled, "What do you want?"
"Do you want to go to the movies with me Saturday?" Hojo asked.
"No!" I said trying to hold myself back.
"Pardon me?" replied Hojo.
"Look Hojo, I do not like you!" I screamed, "So you can use the gift that I know you have and shove it up your ass!"
"You know if can't go, you can be polite about it," Hojo replied.
"You fucking idiot!" I screamed at Hojo, and slapped with everything I had! Hojo flew to the ground, bloody nose, and unconscious! I stormed off towards home. The first thing I did there was go to the well, I was getting to annoyed and to impatient to not. I jumped into the well. Strange, it isn't normally like this? I climbed out and seen that I was still in my time! What the fuck? I jumped in again, and again. Each and every time I climbed out I was still in my era. After about two hours I gave up and went for a walk. Damn it! They've been waiting for me! I'm not going to talk to them! I sneaked out the hut and went to the bushes. And I quietly, but slowly got passed them. I walked towards to park and found a rarely traveled spot. Why couldn't I get through the well? Could Inuyasha have Kikyo seal the well? No, Inuyasha isn't that much of a jackass! Kikyo probably did it on her own accord. She already tried to kill me! But she... When Dark Priestess Subaki (I think that's the right spelling) turned the jewel black and poisoned me. I thought that she used her powers to enter my aaahh coma and bring me out of it? I don't know anymore! Maybe I should go home and try again? Or just go to bed? I haven't had a bath since I left the Feudal Era, and I stink. I'll have to be careful though. Eri, Yuki, and Ayumi might still be there. I walked back home and didn't seen them. I was cautious though. I moved silently and instead of going in a door, I climbed up the shrine and walked into my room. I checked outside and went to have a bath. I'm amazed that no one caught me! I probably should try to relax. Not like last night, I fell asleep but woke up so many times. I'm worried about him, I caught him with Kikyo, and I'm still worried about him. First thing tomorrow I check to see if the well is still sealed.
(A/N): Please do not directly come out and bash Kikyo, if you do not understand her, ask. PLEASE REVIEW!
Chapter 3:
I climbed out of the well, crying! "Damn you Inuyasha!" I screamed, "You just had to go back to Kikyo didn't you!" She walked back and she went straight to her room, and ignored everyone. She hated telling Inuyasha that.I wanted Inuyasha to love me the way I love him. But nooo, he has to choose Kikyo. Damn him.
"Kagome?" Her mother asked.
Just leave me alone! I want to alone! Can't you see that! Now leave!
"Kagome answer me!" Her mother yelled.
I said LEAVE ME ALONE! Don't you get it! Leave me alone!I kept on ignoring her mother and inevitably fallen asleep.
The next day.
I woke early as she was used to, from being in the feudal era. And had breakfast, left for school before her mother woke up. She took her time, and walked a longer route. Trying to avoid Eri, Ayumi, Yuki, and Hojo. I didn't want to talk to anyone. It's bad enough that I have to in the public! I continued walking, and lost track of where I was going. Damn it Inuyasha! I would love to believe you, but Kikyo! What will you do about her! I know that she and she alone are on your never to kill list! I don't know what I'm going to do with him!
"Watch where you're going!" some stranger said as she bumped into him. I realised that I went to far, I was in such deep thought that I walked right past the school. She turned back and ran towards the school. And ran to it. What an idiotic thing to do! Inuyasha tonight, I will come back! We will talk and find out what really happened! She managed to school on time. Come on! It's taking to long! It's seems like forever and only one class has went! I hate this feeling!
"Kagome! Answer the Question!" her teacher yelled.
"What question?" I answered a little confused.
"What is pi?" he asked.
"Don't know," I answered.
"3.14," he answered, "Remember that, and pay attention!"
The rest of the day was like that for her. The teachers told her to pay attention about five times a class. At lunch she found a spot where she thought she would be alone. Great Eri, Ayumi, and Yuki found me!
"Kagome, It seems like you have been very distracted," Eri said, "What happened?
"Did Mr. Possessive do something again?" Yuki asked.
"What does it matter to you!" I snarled.
"We are worried about you Kagome," Ayumi answered.
"So, tell us, what happened?" Eri Asked.
"None of your business!" I shouted.
"You're obviously hurt," Yuki said.
"When you're hurt we're hurt," Eri said, "Now tell us!"
"No! Now leave me alone!" I said. You fucking sluts!
"I will not give up so easily!" Eri said.
I won't either!" Yuki said.
"Good for you," I said sarcastically. The lunch bell rang, "Look at that, I don't want to be late. See yeah later!"
The classes after lunch for myself went even worse than the morning! Constantly bickering with Yuki, Eri, and Ayumi. And the teachers keeping on yelling them to quieten down. After the umpteenth hour school, it finally closed, and I rushed back home, to the shrine. Hopefully I can escape before they find me!
"Kagome, stop!" he yelled.
No, it couldn't be!
"Please Kagome!" Hojo yelled, "Can't you stop for one minute?"
"Fine!" I snarled, "What do you want?"
"Do you want to go to the movies with me Saturday?" Hojo asked.
"No!" I said trying to hold myself back.
"Pardon me?" replied Hojo.
"Look Hojo, I do not like you!" I screamed, "So you can use the gift that I know you have and shove it up your ass!"
"You know if can't go, you can be polite about it," Hojo replied.
"You fucking idiot!" I screamed at Hojo, and slapped with everything I had! Hojo flew to the ground, bloody nose, and unconscious! I stormed off towards home. The first thing I did there was go to the well, I was getting to annoyed and to impatient to not. I jumped into the well. Strange, it isn't normally like this? I climbed out and seen that I was still in my time! What the fuck? I jumped in again, and again. Each and every time I climbed out I was still in my era. After about two hours I gave up and went for a walk. Damn it! They've been waiting for me! I'm not going to talk to them! I sneaked out the hut and went to the bushes. And I quietly, but slowly got passed them. I walked towards to park and found a rarely traveled spot. Why couldn't I get through the well? Could Inuyasha have Kikyo seal the well? No, Inuyasha isn't that much of a jackass! Kikyo probably did it on her own accord. She already tried to kill me! But she... When Dark Priestess Subaki (I think that's the right spelling) turned the jewel black and poisoned me. I thought that she used her powers to enter my aaahh coma and bring me out of it? I don't know anymore! Maybe I should go home and try again? Or just go to bed? I haven't had a bath since I left the Feudal Era, and I stink. I'll have to be careful though. Eri, Yuki, and Ayumi might still be there. I walked back home and didn't seen them. I was cautious though. I moved silently and instead of going in a door, I climbed up the shrine and walked into my room. I checked outside and went to have a bath. I'm amazed that no one caught me! I probably should try to relax. Not like last night, I fell asleep but woke up so many times. I'm worried about him, I caught him with Kikyo, and I'm still worried about him. First thing tomorrow I check to see if the well is still sealed.
(A/N): Please do not directly come out and bash Kikyo, if you do not understand her, ask. PLEASE REVIEW!