InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ If I Die Tomorrow ❯ Apologies and Her Life ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

(A/N): This chapter is in Kagome's perspective. Once again Italic writing means Kagome's thoughts.
The next day I got up casually. Good, no school! I'm going to go try and go through the well. Inuyasha won't know what hit him! Kagome headed out to the well, I forgot to get dressed, I became very worried. What if it doesn't let me through? What if I do not see Inuyasha again? I got to the well and jumped down. Did I make it? I climbed up the well and... Fuck! I didn't go back to the feudal era. I just stayed in this era! I started to cry and went back to my room. What am I going to do! I liked my life the way it was! How am I going to get accustomed to living in this era again? I only have mom to talk about this, it's not like I could tell Eri, Yuki, or Ayumi. I don't want to go to a mental institute. Damn it, I hate this! Why won't the well let me through? I went back inside the shrine, and had a bath. Damn it I just absolutely hate this! Will I ever see Inuyasha again? How will Shippo avoid from getting killed by Inuyasha? What about Miroku and Sango? I guess I only have one option short of... I have to try and get my grades back to where they were at. At least until the well unseals! That's assuming that it will unseal. I guess I should try and do something, staying here will only make things worse. Maybe I should find Eri, Yuki, and Ayumi and apologize to them. I was being a bitch to them and they only tried to help! Hojo is a different story, I told him that I didn't like him, but he didn't listen! In the end I had to hit him. I'm amazed I knocked him unconscious.
"Alright, I'm off," Kagome said after she had her bath and got dressed.
"Ohhh no your not!" her mother said, turning the door and realized that she already left.
I made my way to Ayumi's house. Maybe I should of tried to contact them before I left. I'll just have to hope that she's there. I was about half way there and...
"Kagome," Eri yelled trying to get Kagome's attention.
"Eri, Yuki, and Ayumi," Kagome replied, "Sorry about last day, I was being a bitch to you and you didn't deserve it. I'm sorry!"
"Don't worry about it!" Ayumi said, "But you should tell us what happened!"
"I will," Kagome answered, "I was just to upset, I shouldn't of even left home that day!"
"Alright, tell us when we get to Wacdonald’s," Eri said.
So my friends and myself went to Wacdonald’s and ordered. "I think he cheated on me!" I said.
"So what are you going to do?" Ayumi asked.
"Yeah, you should dump him!" Eri added.
"I don't know he did react like he tried to resist her though,” I replied.
"What?" Eri quickly responded, "He cheats on you and you want to go back to him?"
"Well I don't exactly know if he did," I responded, "I'm definitely going to ring him out for it!"
"Really," Eri said sarcastically, "And what after?"
"That might vary," I answered, "It depends on what actually happened".
"I guess," Yuki said.
"Anyone up for bowling or something?" I asked.
"Sure, why not," Ayumi said.
"Good idea," Eri said.
"Let's get going," Yuki said.
We left Wacdonald's and there was Hojo.
"Ohhh, great your here!" I said.
"You!" Hojo said, as he stepped back, "What are you doing here!"
"I'm with my friends!" I replied, "Now get!"
Hojo screamed and ran off as fast he could before I finished talking!
"What was that about?" Ayumi asked.
"And why no gift?" Eri asked.
"I knocked him unconscious a little while ago!" I answered.
"Why'd you do that?" Yuki asked.
"Because I told him that I didn't love him, and he ignored that!" I replied.
"He's better than..." Eri said, before I interrupted her with a evil glare, and I stormed off. They tried to keep up, but I managed to lose them in a crowd. I went home and into my room and started to cry.
"Kagome can you tell me happened?" my mother asked from outside the door.
"The well sealed!" I replied. And she stayed silent.
"Can you let me in?" she asked.
"No!" I answered, "Please leave me alone!"
She did as I asked. And I stayed in my room for hours. Until it was late at night. I snuck out and went towards apartments. Damn it! Why did I have to tell them! Why do they have to run down Inuyasha like that! It hurts me as well! Don't they see that? I'm ending this! If I can't see Inuyasha anymore, then where is the point in living! I found one that would allow me in and I went to the roof. I walked over to the edge. What choice do I have? Go and live my life? With this scar? No one in this era can do anything about this? What do they know about this? No one understands! My life is falling apart and no one can help! I was about to jump and... I was grabbed and thrown down onto the roof!
"Kagome," Ayumi yelled, "What the fuck were you doing?"
"End the pain!" I snarled.
"I will not let you do that!" Ayumi yelled.
"What were you doing following me like this?" I screamed trying to get her on the defensive.
"I live in this apartment now," Ayumi answered.
"What I thought you lived in a house, near my shrine?" I asked.
"Until my father lost his job we did!" Ayumi answered, "Now stop that! This is about you, not me!"
"Good for you," I sarcastically replied.
"Are you going to come to room peacefully, or am I going to force you?" Ayumi asked, "Yuki and Eri are going to be up here soon!"
"I think you going to have to forcefully take me there," I screamed.
"Alright then," Ayumi said, "Eri, Yuki get here quickly Kagome is trying to kill herself!"
Eri and Yuki ran towards me and stopped right behind me.
"Kagome, why would you do that?" Yuki asked.
"None of your business," I screamed, "Now get out of my way!"
Yuki grabbed my shoulder, and Eri did the same. Ayumi went for my feet, and I struggled against them but they dragged me all the way to Ayumi's apartment. They dragged me into her room, and Ayumi left the room. Eri stood in front the door, and Yuki stood in front of the window.
"Are you going to stop this?" Eri asked.
"No," I replied.
Ayumi came back into the room, "I phoned your mother and told her what happened! She coming here right now!"
My mother came and we went home. She changed the window in my room so it's permanently shut! And for the next eight years I tried as often as I could to go through the well! But they it didn't let me! And every time I got out the well my mother was there. She insisted that she had to be there each and every time I tried since that attempt! She kept a very close eye on me! I managed to my grades up to were they were before they well sucked me in, after the very painful months after the well sealed itself. I went to college and became a doctor. But it didn't satisfy me. Eventually I joined the army, into the infantry. They fought to keep my job as a doctor, but I fought that, and because I had a college education, a had officer status. Ayumi found out and she joined the army and managed to get in the same unit.
(A/N): Can anyone find the rank structure that Japan would probably use? Thank you.