InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Impossible Love ❯ Chapter 5

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Impossible Love

Chap 5

Jessie Cat


I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a while. I'm sure you all want to go ahead and read the story so I'll only take up a little more of your time. I want to thank all of you who have given me good reviews.

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Kagome was unable to move about much while she was healing, so she was still confined to her room. Meanwhile, Iya-yuma kept her constant company and Migumi, Inuyasha's Ningen mother, visited frequently. Kagome worked hard to keep her conflicting emotions hidden from the two. She was hardly able to understand them herself and they were too new, too deep, to show them to anyone yet. Her heart was heavy with guilt, but her stubborness wouldn't allow her to call for Inuyasha and appoligize.

Both the ningen and the youkai were worried for Kagome and both wanted to find out what was wrong. Migumi eventually gave up. Iya-yuma wouldn't let the subject drop. She brought it up at any chance she got.

"Kagome-chan, please tell me what's wrong." The tall Inu youkai pleaded.

Kagome let out an exasperated sigh and looked up at her. Her long silver hair was hanging down her back in a loose braid, done by kagome. She had crimson streaks on either side of her face. A crescent moon symbol stood out on the pale skin of her left cheek, sybolizing both feminity and her family at the same time. Her eyes, like the rest of her family's were golden, but were spotted with flecks of silver and brown, making them appear almost brass.

"Kagome-chan! I won't tell anyone, I promise." She clasped her clawed hands in front of her and her eys got large as she stuck out a trembling lower lip.

Kagome glared at her. "There is nothing wrong with me!" She snapped.

"Hai. There is. You're never like this." Iya-yuma pouted.

Kagome sighed. "I'm just a little emotionally fatigued, Iya-chan. I mean, just look at what all has happened to me in the past few days. I was naealy raped by a wolf youkia and beaten past the point of consciousness!"

"Inuyasha saved you didn't he?"

"Hai. And then he wanted payment for it, the bastard." She growled.

"But he said he only marked you! I never knew that he . . ."

"No! He didn't try anything else! He wanted to, but he didn't. He marked me though and that's bad enough."

"You know he only marked you for you own protection don't you?"

Kagome snorted disbeleivingly." He just wanted to spite me. he said I was his and I'd be his forever. Like I didn't have a say in the matter! Everytime I look at that mark, I'll think of him." She growled. "And that's bad cause the only thing I feel for him right now is anger."

Iya-yuma raised an eyebrow. So that's what happened, She thought. Inuyasha and Kagome had a fight. Her eyes widened. Poor, Inuyasha. I'll bet he's ready to forgive her by now, but he's afraid Kagome won't forgive him. She looked over at the ebony-haired girl who was sputtering with an inner rage. I don't think she understands what the mate mark does to youkai. maybe I should tell her.

"Kagome, do you know wht the purpose of the mate mark is?"

"Hai. It' s to show that you're mated."

"That's one purpose, but the real purpose is deeper than that. The mate mark connects two persons in a life long bond. It can't be broken, even if someone else mates you."

Kagome looked confused. "So I'm permenantly connected to Inuyasha through this mark?"

"Hai, but you are a ningen, so it will take a while for the connection to be strong for you. Inuyasha, on the other hand, was been connected to you from the moment his fangs peirced you're skin. Being away from you is probably killing him."

"But we haven't mated!"

"Doesn't matter. Inuyasha has made his commitment to you and he'll stick by it to the death. "Iya-yuma nodded. "And you should thank your lucky stars that Inuyasha has good will power or you'd be mated to him already."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, let's put it this way. Inuyasha has been attracted to you from the beginning. That's why he got so hurt and angry the first time you met. He was attracted and he thought you didn't accept him. But anyways, you know that when a youkai male gets angry, he loses control and he might end up killing the someone that he's mad at, right? Well, when they get angry at a female that they're attracted to they ussualy end up marking them or mating them right then and there. And it's all the same for hanyou males, too."

"But Inuyasha gets mad at me all the time and all he does is grope me or kiss me or theaten me!" Kagome then got a thoughtful look on her face. " All this time I thought that was how all unmated males acted."

"What?! Are you serious?!" Iya-yuma suddenly burst out laughing.

"What?! I've only met two males besides your father and they both mauled me!" Kagome yelled irritably. Iya-yuma howled with laughter and rolled around. She fell to the floor, still laughing. "It's not funny, Iya!" Kagome threw her pillow down on the inu youkai.

She crossed her arms and scowled. I don't see what's so funny, she thought angrily. It only shows that Inuyasha was wrong to keep me secluded. She felt a familiar pang of guilt at the thought of the hanyou's name. Maybe I should appoligize to him. I guess he really didn't mean the whole marking thing. And if what Iya-yuma says is true about when he gets angry at me, then I've been blaming him for something I did. She suddenly thought of calling him, but quickly changed her mind. No. I'll find him. I only hope he'll forgive me.

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Inuyasha walked into the meadow beside the lake. He looked around and saw the tree that Kagome'd been sitting in the day he met her. He walked to it and ran his fingers along the trunk until his fingers met the edge of a hole in it. The place where he's buried his fist. He shuddered at the memory.

He pushed to the back of his mind and untied his Tetsaiga, leaning it against the tree. He then leapt up onto the same branch that she'd occupied and sat there, crouching on all fours. He looked around him. The lake reflected the sunset perfectly and beautifully. The world around him seemed to be glowing.

It should have cheered him up, made him feel happy, but it didn't. He looked up at the real sunset and sighed. Two days, he thought. Two days and I already miss her so badly it hurts. Damn! If only she'd talk to me! Hell, I'd settle with arguing with her. Not to mention that she looks cute with her face flushed like that and her eyes looking like violet ice. He chuckled at his last thought, then sighed again. At least now I can think about her like that and not get angry at myself. His ears drooped sadly. If only she'd forgive me.

He looked up at the sky again mournfully. "Kami, Kagome. If you only knew how sorry I am. I never knew what the results of my actions would be. Never thought about how it might affect you in the long run. Now it's too late, but I swear on anything and everything there is that I'll find a way to make it up to you. I promise my life on it."

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Kagome limped outside and looked up at the darkening sky. She took a deep breath trying to gather up all of her courage and then started towards the meadow. She'd start there and if all else failed she'd run agian. After some of the things I said, I'll be surprized if he even looks at me when I do find him.

"So I was correct on my assumption that you weren't a youkai at all. You are the miko Kagome." A deep voice said from the shadows.

Kagome gasped and spun around. "W-who's there?"

"Oh. Don't remember me? Maybe I should remind you." A tall figure stood and started to come towards her and stepped into the light. There in the fading light, stood Kouga. Kagome took an involantary step back, her voice deserting her. "Ah, so you do remember me?" He chuckled lightly. "Then that means you remember what you and your prince did to me. Well, I'm here for revenge."He loomed over her menacingly.

Kagome suddenly found her voice and she screamed the only name that came to mind.

"INUYASHA!!!"

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Inuyasha slid out of the tree and landed gracefully on his feet. I have to see Kagome. He thought. Even if she doesn't want to see me, I have to see her.

"INUYASHA!!!" Kagome's terror filled scream rang through the still air.

"Kagome!" He was off in a flash, his Tetsaiga leaned, forgotten, against the tree. Inuyasha arrived at the castle in enough time to see Kouga throw her over his shoulder. "PUT HER DOWN, YOU MOTHER FUCKING WOLF!" He snarled leaping at Kouga.

He dodged him easily. "YOU WON'T SAVE HER THIS TIME, INU KURRO!" The wolf then landed a powerful kick on the back of the hanyou's neck, sending him flying into one the castle's stone walls, which crumbled under the blow. The rest of the Inu clan appeared, shocked speechless and confused.

"Inuyasha!" Kagom shreiked, seeing Inuyasha crash into the wall. Kouga started leaping away. "Put me down, bastard! Stop! Help!" Kagome struggled to get out of the wolf's grip.

"Kagome!" Iya-yuma snarled, leaping after Kouga, only to be attacked a group of wolves and wolf youkai. She screamed in pain and tried to fend them of as they tore at her flesh.

"Iya-yuma! Someone help her!" Migumi yelled from one of the windows of the castle.

This seemed to snap the Inu youkai out of the trance they were in. As one, they leapt into battle with the wolves. Kagome's screams were forgotten by all but one.

Inuyasha lay covered in almost a ton of rubble. Kagome . . . have to save . . . . Kagome . . . His thoughts were muddled.

"INUYASHA, HELP ME!"

Kagome's voice reached his ears. A jolt of energy ran through his body. What?! What's going on?! What's happening to me?! Even as his mind voiced these thoughts, a new one began drowning them out. He felt a desire like no other spread through him. Kill. Blood. The world slowly turned red.

With one powerful push of his arms, he was free of the rubble and on his feet. He was strong. Much stronger than before. A smirk played on his lips as he saw the two groups of youkai tearing each other apart. Then he recognized one group as his own clan.

He looked down at his claws. They were longer. Good. He could do more damage that way. he sirked and then gave a commanding, howling bark. they looked back at him and then leaped away from the other clan of youkai.

"Hey, you filthy wolves." He called. "Come and get me -" He tore his tops of, leaving his torso bare. "-if you dare." The wolves leapt at him. Time to try out my new claws, he thought. He leaped high into the air. "SANKON TESSO!" He yelled, slicing his claws through the air. There was a breif flash of light as the energy of the attack hit the youkai and then they fell to the ground in peices.

Inuaysha landed amongst the gore in a crouching position. He looked around at the carnage he'd caused and felt a sense of glee wash over him. He tilted back his head and let out a maniacal laugh.

"INUYASHA!" Yelled a voice, faint from the distance it carried.

The voice cut through his laughter. It was familiar, but who could it be. All of his clan were here, save those that had died in the battle. he looked up and saw the form of a retreating Kouga, not recognizing Kagome in his haze. The voice was forgotten at the prospect of killing again.

He laughed cruelly. "TRYING TO RUN ARE WE, YOU COWARDLY WOLF?!" He yelled.

He was after them in a flash. He caught up with them in no time. He smirked and was about to use his 'Sankon Tesso' attack again, but even as he lifted his arm, someone dealt an unbeleivably powerful blow to the back of his head.

He crashed to the ground and slid, going through tees and boulders, his body digging into the ground. the world around him cleared, the reddish tint fading along with his strength. He looked up and saw his father standing over him and saw Kouga, carrying Kagome into the distance.

"Kagome . . . ." he whispered, before slipping off into unconsciousness.


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