InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In the Arms of My Sanity ❯ Circle ( Prologue )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: CherryBlossomMiko 
It begins...
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.29.2004 | Updated On: 07.29.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 846 | Status: Completed
It begins...
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 07.29.2004 | Updated On: 07.29.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.0K | Visits: 846 | Status: Completed
In the Arms of My Sanity...
- By CherryBlossomMiko
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Disclaimer: I don't own anything, hrmph.
Summary: Kagome's feudal, lust-based relationship with Sesshoumaru is pushing her emotions every which way, confusing her and driving her insane. There's only one person in the world who can make everything crystal clear; her sanity. But now Kagome's feelings for him are what are causing her controversy; can she figure it out before she looses them both?
Pairings: Sesshoumaru/Kagome (beginning), really an InuYasha/Kagome
Rating: R; for language, adult themes, and adult situations.
Author's Note: Dictionary at the bottom of chapters where needed.
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:: Prologue: Circle ::
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Kagome yawned, squeezing the warmth in her arms toward her before opening her eyes in disappointment; a pillow, just a pillow. She sighed, she'd known, last night when she'd fallen asleep in his arms she'd known she'd wake up hugging a pillow alone, but her fantasies had gotten away with her again.
She pulled a silver silk sheet with her as she got up, wrapping and securing it around her exposed form. She walked over to the window, leaning against the sandy wood trim as she looked out at the back patio, at him.
He sat in a wrought iron chair, papers spread as far as his long, bare arms could reach on the glass top table. His white, sleeveless shirt was pulled slightly by a small breeze that Kagome couldn't feel. From her second story view Kagome thought she counted two cell phones and a pager, but there could be more. A frown of concentration crossed his face as his fingers flew with practiced ease over the keyboard of his laptop, and Kagome could almost hear the clicking that near constantly permeated the near silence in their house. He flipped his long ponytail over the back of the chair, brushing a wisp of silver out of his eyes before he grabbed a stack of papers, oblivious to the fact that she was even awake.
Kagome walked across the room to her closet, absent-mindedly picking up the remnants of their clothes, torn to shreds by his lack of patience and sharp claws. She threw them in the trash before disappearing into her closet, reappearing a moment later with a pair of tight, low rise hip huggers and a midriff-exposing red hoodie, making a beeline to the bathroom and dropping the sheet outside the door.
After a quick shower Kagome changed, letting her carefully pinned-up hair fall to tickle the bare skin all the way to her hips. She sighed again, picking up the sheet and dropping it back on the bed as she past on her way out, closing the large door behind her.
Kagome was walking up behind him; he could hear her quiet breathing, smell the sakura blossoms and himself. God he loved that scent; her intoxicating base, sakura, and underneath all that the strong scent of him; something no demon could ignore, and the rock on her finger took care of the rest.
Sesshoumaru felt Kagome's warm arms around his neck as she rested her cheek against his hair, "Ohayo," she whispered.
He turned his head, capturing her lips in a heated kiss. He pulled back slightly as she swayed, a smirking gracing his lips, "Ohayo," he answered, his lips brushing against her's as he spoke.
Kagome blinked a few times to clear her glassy eyes, "Y-you want breakfast?"
Sesshoumaru turned back to his computer screen, The usual."
Kagome nodded, turning and walking back inside. Out of the corner of his eye to watch her hips sway in the low, tight jeans. He smiled slightly before returning to his work; he'd be done by after breakfast, then he could have his fun.
Kagome stood at the counter, humming to herself as she chopped fruit, placing the slices and cubes of apples, oranges, grapefruit, and mangos in the medium-sized wooden bowl. After finishing cutting the fruit Kagome grabbed two forks and the bowl before heading back out onto the patio.
Sesshoumaru had just finished putting away his papers when Kagome returned with the fruit. She handed him a fork before they began to eat in silence as Kagome read one of her romance novels, which rarely left the table. He watched her, waiting for her to finish; her was polite enough for that.
Kagome could feel Sesshoumaru's eyes on her and she had to stop herself from smirking as she slowly drew a piece of orange off her fork with her teeth. His gaze intensified and Kagome finished the last piece of fruit as slowly as possible before setting down her novel and meeting Sesshoumaru's intense golden gaze, "Something... wrong," she asked, her voice holding a seductive undercurrent.
Sesshoumaru stood, circling behind her before leaning down to her ear, nipping at it, "The bitch must pay for her teasing," he gently bit the pulse point on her neck, making her gasp.
Kagome turned to look at him, throwing her legs over the edge of the chair as she raised her eyebrows at him, "I haven't done anything... yet."
That sent him over; she was toying with him, trying to take his dominance, and his youkai didn't like that.
He pounced, pulling Kagome from the chair and subduing her with a bruising and probably painful kiss before he tilted her head back and deepened the kiss. He pulled away suddenly, leaving an unsteady Kagome to lean back on the table, her sweaty palms slipping against the glass, whimpering for more.
"You are my bitch, got it?"
Kagome nodded, but he could smell her need and her excitement. He walked toward the door, leaving her at the table until her legs were steady enough to follow her commands to move. He knew that she would go straight to their bedroom, wait hours if he wanted her to. But he wouldn't make her wait; if he wanted it he got it, when he wanted it and how he wanted it. And he wanted her. Now.
Kagome stood away from the table, quickly following Sesshoumaru's path to the door when her legs held. She walked quickly up the stairs, bounding through the open door to their bedroom and closing the door behind her.
Her eyes scanned the room, but Sesshoumaru was no where to be found.
"Sessho-"
A pair of arms wrapped around her waist and a breath stirred the hair around her ear before it was tucked back by a gentle hand.
"You're mine now."
-!- Lemon Ahoy -!-
Kagome let out a small gasp as Sesshoumaru placed a line of wet kisses down her neck, nipping at her pulse point on his way down, leaving a trail of her skin tingling with warmth. The fingers on her exposed waist were making small circles on smooth skin there as Kagome lifted an arm up to place it around Sesshoumaru's neck, her little moans and gasps encouraging him forwards.
Sesshoumaru continued to taste Kagome's neck as his fingers moved up to brush the hem of her hoodie, then passing under it to tease the curve of her breasts. As Kagome let out a particularly loud moan he stopped, removing his hand and turning her to face him. His golden eyes met her warm blue ones, which were currently full of longing as her glossy lips teased him. He leaned down to press his lips to hers, a hand fisted in her hair; tilting her head back to allow him better access to her sweet mouth. Both of Kagome's little hands were dancing along the hem of his shirt, slipping under and running her fingers over the taut skin. Normally Sesshoumaru would have punished her for being so forward, but he was too wrapped up in kissing her now to stop and reprimand her.
Kagome tugged at the edge of Sesshoumaru's shirt, begging for the skin to skin contact her instincts were demanding. He pulled back slightly, helping her pull his shirt over his head and toss it away. Kagome's lips sought his again as she pressed her palms against his hard abs, the smooth skin and hard muscle a pleasing contrast. Kagome sighed against Sesshoumaru's lips as a claw ran down between her breasts, cutting her bra and her shirt in one swipe.
Sesshoumaru let his fingers dawdle for a moment, exploring the smooth undercurve of her pert breasts. His lips wandered down her shoulder, his tongue leaving a wet trail along her collarbone before he ventured down to her left breast, exploring the smooth skin with his tongue. Kagome's hands were both fisted in his hair, urging him downward along her quiet moans. Sesshoumaru smiled against the warm smoothness before taking the nipple into his mouth, rolling it around with his tongue. The moan from Kagome upped his longing a few more notches, but he refused to give in to his instincts. His tongue made a path from one nipple to the other, lingering a moment in the space between her breasts.
Kagome moaned again and rested her chin in Sesshoumaru's silky locks, sighing contentedly.
Quite suddenly, Kagome's feet left the floor as Sesshoumaru walked toward their bed, setting her on the silk sheets. Kagome didn't know when she had lost the rest of her shirt, but she could feel the cool silk against her warm back, slipping against her smooth skin. Sesshoumaru undid the button on her jeans, sliding them down along with her panties and tossing them off into the darkness. The sun fell into the window, lighting Sesshoumaru from behind and giving him an angelic glow as he removed his own jeans, straddling her as his mouth returned it's attention to her breasts.
Kagome could feel Sesshoumaru's hardness brushing the heat between her legs and she arched against him, letting out a low moan. Sesshoumaru moved up and captured her lips against as he entered her, both of them moaning against each other.
Sesshoumaru explored Kagome's mouth as he moved against her; a slow, gentle pace instead of the rapid, fierce experience they normally enjoyed. He could feel Kagome arching her back beneath him, rising up to meet his deep, slow strokes. He could feel Kagome's little hands grip his back as she moaned, her mouth pressing her harder against his.
Every touch of Sesshoumaru was leaving burning impressions of his fingertips as he moved against her, his lips trailing down to her neck as heat began to pool at the junction of her thighs. His lips moved down to her neck, leaving Kagome to lick the salt off her lips as the heat grew. She moaned again, her fingers gripping the smooth skin of his back. The heat grew, becoming unbearable, causing her to twist under his attentions.
"I love you Sessho-"
Kagome moaned again, and just as she thought she couldn't take it anymore the dam broke, and the heat flooded her body, causing her to scream into the crook of Sesshoumaru's neck as he moaned loudly into her neck, nipping her heated flesh hard enough to break the skin in his own wild ecstasy before he collapsed onto her, rolling slightly to one side as to not crush her.
They lay like that for a moment, panting against each other as Sesshoumaru continued to caress her neck with his lips and she ran her fingers through his silky hair. Sesshoumaru rolled off her, placing a gentle kiss to her forehead before he rolled to the edge of the bed, standing and looking around for his clothes.
-!- Lemonade Sold Out -!-
- By CherryBlossomMiko
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Disclaimer: I don't own anything, hrmph.
Summary: Kagome's feudal, lust-based relationship with Sesshoumaru is pushing her emotions every which way, confusing her and driving her insane. There's only one person in the world who can make everything crystal clear; her sanity. But now Kagome's feelings for him are what are causing her controversy; can she figure it out before she looses them both?
Pairings: Sesshoumaru/Kagome (beginning), really an InuYasha/Kagome
Rating: R; for language, adult themes, and adult situations.
Author's Note: Dictionary at the bottom of chapters where needed.
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:: Prologue: Circle ::
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Kagome yawned, squeezing the warmth in her arms toward her before opening her eyes in disappointment; a pillow, just a pillow. She sighed, she'd known, last night when she'd fallen asleep in his arms she'd known she'd wake up hugging a pillow alone, but her fantasies had gotten away with her again.
She pulled a silver silk sheet with her as she got up, wrapping and securing it around her exposed form. She walked over to the window, leaning against the sandy wood trim as she looked out at the back patio, at him.
He sat in a wrought iron chair, papers spread as far as his long, bare arms could reach on the glass top table. His white, sleeveless shirt was pulled slightly by a small breeze that Kagome couldn't feel. From her second story view Kagome thought she counted two cell phones and a pager, but there could be more. A frown of concentration crossed his face as his fingers flew with practiced ease over the keyboard of his laptop, and Kagome could almost hear the clicking that near constantly permeated the near silence in their house. He flipped his long ponytail over the back of the chair, brushing a wisp of silver out of his eyes before he grabbed a stack of papers, oblivious to the fact that she was even awake.
Kagome walked across the room to her closet, absent-mindedly picking up the remnants of their clothes, torn to shreds by his lack of patience and sharp claws. She threw them in the trash before disappearing into her closet, reappearing a moment later with a pair of tight, low rise hip huggers and a midriff-exposing red hoodie, making a beeline to the bathroom and dropping the sheet outside the door.
After a quick shower Kagome changed, letting her carefully pinned-up hair fall to tickle the bare skin all the way to her hips. She sighed again, picking up the sheet and dropping it back on the bed as she past on her way out, closing the large door behind her.
Kagome was walking up behind him; he could hear her quiet breathing, smell the sakura blossoms and himself. God he loved that scent; her intoxicating base, sakura, and underneath all that the strong scent of him; something no demon could ignore, and the rock on her finger took care of the rest.
Sesshoumaru felt Kagome's warm arms around his neck as she rested her cheek against his hair, "Ohayo," she whispered.
He turned his head, capturing her lips in a heated kiss. He pulled back slightly as she swayed, a smirking gracing his lips, "Ohayo," he answered, his lips brushing against her's as he spoke.
Kagome blinked a few times to clear her glassy eyes, "Y-you want breakfast?"
Sesshoumaru turned back to his computer screen, The usual."
Kagome nodded, turning and walking back inside. Out of the corner of his eye to watch her hips sway in the low, tight jeans. He smiled slightly before returning to his work; he'd be done by after breakfast, then he could have his fun.
Kagome stood at the counter, humming to herself as she chopped fruit, placing the slices and cubes of apples, oranges, grapefruit, and mangos in the medium-sized wooden bowl. After finishing cutting the fruit Kagome grabbed two forks and the bowl before heading back out onto the patio.
Sesshoumaru had just finished putting away his papers when Kagome returned with the fruit. She handed him a fork before they began to eat in silence as Kagome read one of her romance novels, which rarely left the table. He watched her, waiting for her to finish; her was polite enough for that.
Kagome could feel Sesshoumaru's eyes on her and she had to stop herself from smirking as she slowly drew a piece of orange off her fork with her teeth. His gaze intensified and Kagome finished the last piece of fruit as slowly as possible before setting down her novel and meeting Sesshoumaru's intense golden gaze, "Something... wrong," she asked, her voice holding a seductive undercurrent.
Sesshoumaru stood, circling behind her before leaning down to her ear, nipping at it, "The bitch must pay for her teasing," he gently bit the pulse point on her neck, making her gasp.
Kagome turned to look at him, throwing her legs over the edge of the chair as she raised her eyebrows at him, "I haven't done anything... yet."
That sent him over; she was toying with him, trying to take his dominance, and his youkai didn't like that.
He pounced, pulling Kagome from the chair and subduing her with a bruising and probably painful kiss before he tilted her head back and deepened the kiss. He pulled away suddenly, leaving an unsteady Kagome to lean back on the table, her sweaty palms slipping against the glass, whimpering for more.
"You are my bitch, got it?"
Kagome nodded, but he could smell her need and her excitement. He walked toward the door, leaving her at the table until her legs were steady enough to follow her commands to move. He knew that she would go straight to their bedroom, wait hours if he wanted her to. But he wouldn't make her wait; if he wanted it he got it, when he wanted it and how he wanted it. And he wanted her. Now.
Kagome stood away from the table, quickly following Sesshoumaru's path to the door when her legs held. She walked quickly up the stairs, bounding through the open door to their bedroom and closing the door behind her.
Her eyes scanned the room, but Sesshoumaru was no where to be found.
"Sessho-"
A pair of arms wrapped around her waist and a breath stirred the hair around her ear before it was tucked back by a gentle hand.
"You're mine now."
-!- Lemon Ahoy -!-
Kagome let out a small gasp as Sesshoumaru placed a line of wet kisses down her neck, nipping at her pulse point on his way down, leaving a trail of her skin tingling with warmth. The fingers on her exposed waist were making small circles on smooth skin there as Kagome lifted an arm up to place it around Sesshoumaru's neck, her little moans and gasps encouraging him forwards.
Sesshoumaru continued to taste Kagome's neck as his fingers moved up to brush the hem of her hoodie, then passing under it to tease the curve of her breasts. As Kagome let out a particularly loud moan he stopped, removing his hand and turning her to face him. His golden eyes met her warm blue ones, which were currently full of longing as her glossy lips teased him. He leaned down to press his lips to hers, a hand fisted in her hair; tilting her head back to allow him better access to her sweet mouth. Both of Kagome's little hands were dancing along the hem of his shirt, slipping under and running her fingers over the taut skin. Normally Sesshoumaru would have punished her for being so forward, but he was too wrapped up in kissing her now to stop and reprimand her.
Kagome tugged at the edge of Sesshoumaru's shirt, begging for the skin to skin contact her instincts were demanding. He pulled back slightly, helping her pull his shirt over his head and toss it away. Kagome's lips sought his again as she pressed her palms against his hard abs, the smooth skin and hard muscle a pleasing contrast. Kagome sighed against Sesshoumaru's lips as a claw ran down between her breasts, cutting her bra and her shirt in one swipe.
Sesshoumaru let his fingers dawdle for a moment, exploring the smooth undercurve of her pert breasts. His lips wandered down her shoulder, his tongue leaving a wet trail along her collarbone before he ventured down to her left breast, exploring the smooth skin with his tongue. Kagome's hands were both fisted in his hair, urging him downward along her quiet moans. Sesshoumaru smiled against the warm smoothness before taking the nipple into his mouth, rolling it around with his tongue. The moan from Kagome upped his longing a few more notches, but he refused to give in to his instincts. His tongue made a path from one nipple to the other, lingering a moment in the space between her breasts.
Kagome moaned again and rested her chin in Sesshoumaru's silky locks, sighing contentedly.
Quite suddenly, Kagome's feet left the floor as Sesshoumaru walked toward their bed, setting her on the silk sheets. Kagome didn't know when she had lost the rest of her shirt, but she could feel the cool silk against her warm back, slipping against her smooth skin. Sesshoumaru undid the button on her jeans, sliding them down along with her panties and tossing them off into the darkness. The sun fell into the window, lighting Sesshoumaru from behind and giving him an angelic glow as he removed his own jeans, straddling her as his mouth returned it's attention to her breasts.
Kagome could feel Sesshoumaru's hardness brushing the heat between her legs and she arched against him, letting out a low moan. Sesshoumaru moved up and captured her lips against as he entered her, both of them moaning against each other.
Sesshoumaru explored Kagome's mouth as he moved against her; a slow, gentle pace instead of the rapid, fierce experience they normally enjoyed. He could feel Kagome arching her back beneath him, rising up to meet his deep, slow strokes. He could feel Kagome's little hands grip his back as she moaned, her mouth pressing her harder against his.
Every touch of Sesshoumaru was leaving burning impressions of his fingertips as he moved against her, his lips trailing down to her neck as heat began to pool at the junction of her thighs. His lips moved down to her neck, leaving Kagome to lick the salt off her lips as the heat grew. She moaned again, her fingers gripping the smooth skin of his back. The heat grew, becoming unbearable, causing her to twist under his attentions.
"I love you Sessho-"
Kagome moaned again, and just as she thought she couldn't take it anymore the dam broke, and the heat flooded her body, causing her to scream into the crook of Sesshoumaru's neck as he moaned loudly into her neck, nipping her heated flesh hard enough to break the skin in his own wild ecstasy before he collapsed onto her, rolling slightly to one side as to not crush her.
They lay like that for a moment, panting against each other as Sesshoumaru continued to caress her neck with his lips and she ran her fingers through his silky hair. Sesshoumaru rolled off her, placing a gentle kiss to her forehead before he rolled to the edge of the bed, standing and looking around for his clothes.
-!- Lemonade Sold Out -!-