InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ In The End ❯ Breaking The Habbit ( Chapter 3 )

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Song: Breaking The Habbit

By: Linkin Park




Inuyasha and Kagome went back to their own sleeping areas that night, but both had trouble sleeping. All they could do was think about what transpired that day. The memories kept replaying over and over again. They had no room for any other thoughts, but those. Even the next day after the sun rose.

Memories consume like opening the wound.
Im picking me apart again
You all asume im safe here in my room
Unless i try to start again

Inuyasha seeing that those thoughts were all thta occupied his mind, decided he needed to talk to Kagome. Before anyone else woke up he went to kagome's sleeping bag and woke her up. "After we eat, we need to talk. Alone." "We can go to my time, its quieter at home." As Kagome got out of her sleeping bag, she admitted to herself that she was a little confused. 'What more can he possibly have to talk about now. I thought he told me everything already.

I dont want to be the one the baattles always choose
'Cause inside i realize that im the one confused

After they ate their meal, they announced to their companions that they would be going to Kagome's time and would be back later. "Bye." "Bye." "Bye Kagome." "See you later everyone." While they walked Kagome tripped and fell. inuyasha immediatly helped her up. They kept walking as Kagome dusted off the sand. Shortly after, Inuyasha got the nerve to hold her hand. They continued walking withou any word, but hand in hand. When they made it to the bone eaters well, Kagome was the first to speak. "Its such a beautiful day today, we should just stay here." Without a word Inuyasha sat with his back against the well. Kagome followed suit. Finaly after a few quiet and awkward moments, Inuyasha began talking. "I wanted to talk about yesterday." Kagome's heart skipped a beat. She thought, 'Is he going to take back everything he said, is he going to say he doesnt love me' "There are so many ways in which I need to change, but one thing I am never going to do is hurt you again. I promise." Lightly on her cheek he left a quick kiss. A wave of reliefe came over Kagome, she knew now his feelings were real. But she thought, 'What do i feel'

I dont know how I got this way
Ill never be alright
So im breaking the habbit
Im breaking the habbit
Tonight

Inuyasha turned his face to hide the blush spreading across his face and deep into his pores. "I also have to promise you to never hurt myself again. That was a stupid thing to do. i worried you over it unessarily and im sorry for that. I was up all night thinking. Maybe one day you will learn to love me the way I love you." Kagome's eyes were glossy with tears, these feelings to her were knew. Somthing she has never realy experianced. "inuyasha, I dont know what to say..." "You dont have to say anything. I used to fight for the shikon no tama, but things have changed. i dont want the same things anymore. I kept bringing you here because I wanted you here, not so you could be a shard detector. Just so you could stay longer."

I'll paint it on the walls
Cause im the one at fault
I'll never fight again
Idont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what i mean.

"For a while I didnt know why I fought. But i realize now it was the caring that you brought. Almost from the the start, I never wanted us to be apart. Even through my refusal to be your friend, you continued to be nice to me, even if I was rude. I thank you for everything, you made me who I am today. That is all I had to say. Kagome leaned her head against Inuyasha's shoulder before speaking. Inuyasha I ---" He quickly interupted her, "No, dont say anything. Take some time to think." They sat in quiet for a long while enjoying each other's company, before heading back to camp, holding hands.

I dont know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So im breaking the habbit
Im breaking the habbit
Im breaking the habbit
Tonight

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Hey again. I have regents testing for school and finals, so i dont know when the next chapter will be typed up again. I will as soon as i can.
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