InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Insueka Comagotchi?????? ❯ Sesshomaru....Why the Hell is He on My Mind??!! ( Chapter 2 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

 

“Sesshomaru what are you doing here?” I asked a little shocked at the approaching Sesshomaru.

 

“You damned wench, look what you have done to me!” I looked at him closely. I saw nothing very different about him.

 

“Sesshomaru what are you talking about. I don't see anything about you.” He walked to my bedside. He sat beside me. I looked deep into his eyes, then there I saw it, longing, desire, anger, confusion, and frustration. I could also tell that he was tried. Tired from holding something back.

 

“Insueka, I can't hold it in anymore you've melted my cold heart. You've brought me from the darkness. You have changed me beyond compare. What I am trying to say is I love you Insueka Comagotchi. I love you with all my heart and being.” I started to cry, tears rapidly fell from my eyes.

 

“Oh Sesshomaru!”

 

 

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“Insueka, Insueka, wake you were just dreaming.” I felt someone shaking me. I woke up then I saw Inuyasha and the others at my side. Kagome was the one shaking me. I started to sit up. Everyone just starred at me worriedly. Though I maybe a new member they care for me. This made me happy. I had friends in a world where I am alone, but I am not alone anymore.

 

“What happened?” I asked as I sat up and lend against a wall in the hut. Then I saw Keade coming into the hut. I realized that this hut was Keade's.

 

“You have fainted child. Inuyasha and the others came in here running. But don't worry you are not wounded.”

 

“Not psychically….” I murmured.

 

“What was that Insueka?”

 

“Nothing, I have just been through a lot today. And I guess that I was tired.” Keade motioned Inuyasha and the others out of her hut.

 

“Amiliya Sacasa, I know child that you have been through a lot today. But all you need now is rest.” She said when everyone was out. Then I lay back down on my stomach.

 

“But Lady Keade…” Then I feel asleep again.

 

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The next day I woke up in the same hut I looked outside and saw that it was dusk. Then I started to cry. I wanted to go back home. I wanted to see everyone again. So I wasn't dreaming all this. This was for real. I was scared and I didn't know what to do. I sat up and tried to get to my feet. And boy was my body aching really badly. But then I remembered that I was not alone in this world. I had friends.

 

Wait…. I remembered that Keade said something to me last night. Then my eyes widened as I remembered her exact words.

 

`Amiliya Sacasa, I know child that you have been through a lot today. But all you need now is rest.' When I was balanced I ran out of the hut and saw that Inuyasha and the others were right there waiting for me.

 

“About time you woke up. It's already to late to head out to search for more shards of the Shikon jewel.” Inuyasha said with his arms crossed.

 

“Oh Inuyasha be nice she is just new to our group. Please try and be nice to her.” I turned and saw Kagome walking toward me.

 

“Feh!” Was the only and last thing I heard from Inuyasha before Kagome sat him. His hole was big, I thought that watching it was big but seeing it with my own two eyes it was large. I giggled a little. I heard another `Feh.' from Inuyasha.

 

“Kagome will he be alright?” I asked though I already knew the answer. She nodded and laughed.

 

“Damn you Kagome why did you go and do that?” Inuyasha said as the spell started to wear off.

 

“Why do you have to be so mean to her?” Then we heard another `Feh' from Inuyasha. I just laughed. I least I have friends and they care. I felt a little better though the pain of probably never going back home was still there. I was about to walk off again but Inuyasha had stopped me.

 

“Don't wander off to far, you wouldn't want to run into Naraku again.” I turned back to face Inuyasha.

 

“So when did you start to care about a pitiful demon as me?”

 

“Feh.” Then he walked off into Keade's hut. I turned back around and walked deep into the forest again. If Naraku came out and attacked me again…..I really don't know what I would do. I would just have to hope that Sesshomaru saved my life again. But I still wandered off. I took in the sweet smell of the moonlight flowers, and other things. There was a light breeze. Then I started to take the braid out of my hair.

 

Once the braid was gone my long wavy hair swung lightly in the light breeze. Then out of nowhere a child ran into me. I looked down and saw that it was Shippo. He just looked up at me.

 

“Are you feeling better Insueka?” I nodded at the fox child. Then I knelt down and opened my arms. He jumped into them.

 

“Thank you Shippo for coming. I could use the company.” Then I held the fox child closer and tears ran down my face.

 

“Insueka, why are you crying? You shouldn't cry.” I let my grip go. Shippo just starred at me. He starred at me with concerned eyes.

 

“I know but I have a brother and you remind me so much about him I miss him dearly.” Shippo whipped my tears away. I looked at him smiling.

 

“I'm sorry but you still shouldn't cry. Don't worry if you ever need me I'll be here. I'll be your little brother if you want me to.” I laughed.

 

“Thank you Shippo. And it would be nice to have a brother again.” Shippo jumped on my shoulders happily.

 

“So am I now your little brother?” I nodded. “Now I have a mother and sister. But I wish that I had a father.”

 

“I think that you do Shippo. What if Kagome and Inuyasha got together?” Shippo's face lit up but went dark.

 

“But Inuyasha loves Kikyou and not Kagome and he is always punching me. I would like to see Kagome happy with Inuyasha but Inuyasha is to stubborn to tell her his feelings for her. Inuyasha is just to stubborn.”

 

“I agree Shippo, I think that its time that you and I step in and help them get together.” We looked at each other and planned our Kagome and Inuyasha Get Together Project.

 

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Later after sun set

 

“Kagome, hey could I talk to you?” I yelled out to Kagome. Kagome turned and ran over to me.

 

“Yeah, what's wrong, Insueka?” I smiled.

 

“Kagome do you love Inuyasha?” Kagome turned a bright red. Then she looked away putting her hands on her face.

 

“How could I love a stubborn…..stubborn guy like him. And he loves Kikyou. He would never love me.”

 

“You are trying to avoid question. Now do you love Inuyasha or not. Yes, he is stubborn but have you noticed that he always gets jealous when Kouga is around? Have you noticed that all he wants to do is make sure that you are alright?” Kagome turned back around. She was still bright red but she also looked sad.

 

“He only protects me because he only thinks of me as the jewel shard detector. He would never think of me differently. I do love him but I just wish that Kikyou was died again. I just wish that she would leave me and Inuyasha alone.” After yelled at the nothingness in front of her, she realized that she said all that out loud. She turned a darker red and then turned to me. “Um….Insueka I will see you at Keade's hut.” She then ran toward Keade's hut.

 

I turned to a tree. “Inuyasha did you hear everything?” Then Inuyasha fell out of the tree. I moved of course.

 

“I didn't know that Kagome still loves me after everything I did to her. I do not think of her as a jewel shard detector. I don't even love Kikyou anymore. I don't even know why I kissed her or hugged her. As I said before I love her.” I smiled and laughed.

 

“Shippo were you able to stop Kagome?” Then Shippo came running toward me. Kagome was behind him. She had a shock look on her face as Inuyasha did. I was pleased on what Shippo and I did.

 

“Yeah, Kagome heard everything. Do you think that our planned worked?” Shippo said as he jumped into my arms. Inuyasha heard Shippo of course. I looked at Inuyasha and saw that his mouth just dropped. All I did was laugh.

 

“So you planned this the whole time?” I nodded.

 

“But it was Shippo and I that have planned this since dusk. We will leave you two alone. You two have a lot to talk about.” I smiled in my mind as Shippo and I walked off. I walked off into the woods.

 

“Insueka, where are we going?” I had somewhat forgot that Shippo was following me. I knelled down.

 

“Shippo please go back to the others I have to think to myself for a little bit. If anybody wonders where I am. Just tell them I went out for a walk.” Shippo nodded and ran off. I looked at the sky sighing.

 

The real truth why I told Shippo to go back to the others was that I sensed that Sesshomaru was nearby. I walked deeper into the forest. It was really dark. Then I realized that tonight was the night of the new moon. But then I sensed that Sesshomaru walked from behind a tree. I turned to meet his gazed.

 

“Oh, now isn't it Lord Sesshomaru of the western lands? What brings you here? Oh let me guess you wish to kill your bastard of a brother and me. Am I right?” I mocked his previous statement. He grinned slightly.

 

“Mock me as you will, Insueka. But I did tell you that next time we were to meet I would kill you.” I looked at him.

 

“Then kill me, really to tell you the truth, I have no reason for living. I have no reason to go on. So kill me as you must.” He looked a little shocked but shook it off. “I have no family, I have only your brother and his friends for my friends, and I have no one to keep me back. Like a boyfriend or a love. I have no one anymore.” I opened up to him a little. I crossed my arms and looked away. I kind of feared that he would just walk away.

 

“I do not kill those that just want to die. I am not that much of a cold blooded killer. I would kill someone if they go down in a fight. So unless you want to fight then I will not kill you.” I turned back at him.

 

“Why do you have such pity for people weak like me? Any demon I know of would kill those weak demons. They would never let a weak demon live. Not even a one that looked pretty. So why do you have pity on me? Is it that I am a woman or a lady demon? Is it that I have more power then I know of? Damn it Sesshomaru tell me!” I didn't know why I was so upset or angry. I just wanted the misery to end. All he did was stand there and stare at me.

 

“I may be a demon, a powerful demon but I do not kill for the enjoyment. Well most of the time. But yes you do have more power then you know of. And if I didn't feel pity for you I would make you take back your rude comments and kill you.”

 

“Then kill me already, damn it. Or is it that Rin girl. Who softens your heart? I have heard of you Sesshomaru you were feared by many but now you don't kill as much. Ever sense you met that human girl. She had softened your heart as I……” I covered my mouth then I turned my back. I want to soften his cold heart. I want to be that person. I didn't care what Naraku said. I was actually falling in love with him.

 

“As you what demon!?” His voice sound harsh and cold. I tried to hold back my tears. I turned to face him, and then I saw his face look shock. I already felt tears running down my face. Then I walked off tears still flowing from my eyes. Sesshomaru didn't stop me. All I knew was that he was still shocked. I wish that I could tell him, but I was just to scared, to frighten on what he may do or say.

 

“Sesshomaru, the lord of the Western lands would never fall in love with me. He hates me to much.” I said barely above a whisper. But not to my knowing Sesshomaru heard what I said. Only because his darn ears could hear a pin drop from a mile away. But still he had no intention of stopping me.

 

I should have just kept walking but I couldn't. I stopped and looked back. Then I felt a strong cold breeze. My hair whipped my face. I tried to pull my hair back but then I feel it getting really cold. I saw that it was snowing, very hard. The wind was blowing very hard. There was already a good inch of snow. The wind got so strong that I lost my balance. I would have fallen to the ground but someone caught me.

 

“Sesshomaru?” I said as I looked in to his striking golden eyes. I felt myself shiver. My teeth started to chatter. He brought me close to him. I felt the warmness of his body. My breath was nearly taken away. He wrapped his strong and powerful arms around me. My heart was pounding harshly against my chest.

 

“Insueka what did you mean by that comment about I would never fall in love with you?” I was still looking into his eyes as he looked into mine. I grasped at what I saw. In his eyes I didn't see angry or cold striking golden eyes. I saw emotions flicker across his lovely golden eyes.

 

 

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A/N-I am so sorry for not updating in a while. Please forgive me. Well I hope you all like this chapter. But please if you like this story and wish for this story to continue please review. But I will not take flames. I work to hard to be flamed because someone does not like how I write. Well till next time bye.