InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Insueka Comagotchi?????? ❯ Discovery ( Chapter 3 )

Chapter 3

 

Discovery

 

 

 

“Sess…..”

 

“Insueka there you are!” I heard Kagome's voice. I would have thought that Sesshomaru would have removed his arms from me. But he didn't. My teeth were still chattering but I felt warm inside. I saw that when Inuyasha he growled. Yeah he saw Sesshomaru.

 

Then he pulled put his sword. He came running toward Sesshomaru. Since I was in his arms, I was willing to take the blow for him.

 

“Inuyasha, SIT BOY!!!” Again for the second time today. But this time there was a crater of Inuyasha and his sword. Inuyasha growled.

 

“Why the hell did you do that for, Kagome?” Inuyasha had asked angrily while rising to his feet.

 

“Insueka, come on its cold out here. We must get inside before the weather gets any worst. You can bring Sesshomaru, if you like.” She said whiling walking back to the village with the others.

 

Thanks Kagome. I said in my head. Sesshomaru didn't let me go. Besides I didn't want this moment to end or fade. Being in his arms for the longest of time I knew then I was truly in love with this cold hearted demon.

 

“Insueka you must be getting inside. Or you will freeze.” I smiled and looked at him. In his golden color eyes. He was looking back at me.

 

“Oh, now when does the Lord of the Western Lands call me Insueka and cares for a pitiful demon as I?” I saw him grin, I laughed, and then he growled. Then he looked away.

 

“Insueka, don't push your luck with me. Remember I saved your life….”

 

“Yes, I know Milord Sesshomaru, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.” I gently grabbed his chin and made him look at me. I smiled, though he did not smile back. Oh well I will make him smile one day and then hopefully he can smile without being meaning it.

 

Then I moved closer to his warmth, I was really cold to tell you to truth. But when I moved closer I felt his whole body stiffen. My hands felt like ice. I never felt this cold in my life. Then my world went black.

 

 

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My Dream

 

“Ow” I said sitting up. My whole body ached really bad. I didn't know why. It felt like thousands of knifes struck my body. I looked at myself and saw that I was…..was NAKED!!!!!

 

I was really panicking. I looked around the room. It was well furnished. There was a large fire place in front of the bed. I looked to the left and saw a table and two chairs. The table was like a emerald green marble and the chairs were made from wood with cushions. There was also a window that was covered in gold silk. At the lower left I saw something that I awed dearly. It was a painting; it was a painting of the younger Sesshomaru with his father and mother. And I guess his house. They were standing under a cherry blossom tree. No one smiled but the mother.

 

I noticed by how the mother looked she was full demon and very beautiful. His father looked serious but seemed also clam and kind. Well he must of to have taken a human for his mate. Then I heard someone laughing. I quickly turned around and saw Sesshomaru. I grabbed the blanket and covered my body. He was sitting in a nice looking and comfortable chair.

 

He was only wearing his pants. I felt my face blush when I saw his well toned chest. But also I saw scares on his chest. He had one that started from his left shoulder to his right side. I then frowned. I knew that he had seen my facial expressions because he got up from where he was sitting and walked over to me. I moved over so he could sit on the bed. But I never released my grip on the blanket. He sat and then looked at me.

 

He grabbed my chin to make me look at him. I looked at him and saw something in his eyes that I have never seen before. His eyes held an emotion or a feeling, his golden color eyes moved like fire. We were a good foot away from each other. Then once again I felt my face grow hot. Then something popped into mind.

 

“Um Sessy, could I ask something?” I asked in a seductive tone. I saw that his breath become heavier.

 

“Something tells me, I will not like this question of yours.” I smiled and leaned forward. I saw he had almost jumped out of his skin. Then I gently raked my nails across his chest and lost my grip on my blanket. Letting it expose me chest. I felt his heart race a thousand miles per hour. And his breathing increased speed, when his eyes rested on my chest.

 

“Um did we….do anything?” I asked scared a little on what he may say. Then I got a confused look from him. “I mean why am I naked? Where are my clothes?” I saw he gulped hard.

 

“Well you were wet and freezing so I brought one of my servants to remove your clothes, so that they could be washed and dried. No, we did not do a thing…not yet that is.” He smiled wickedly. I felt stunned. Then I felt his arms wrap around my waist. He leaned to kiss me.

 

“Sesshomaru….”

 

End

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“That is the second time she called the name Sesshomaru is her sleep.” I heard a voice say. I recognized it was Inuyasha's.

 

“Are you jealous, Inuyasha?” Miroku asked quietly. I already knew the upcoming answer.

 

“Hell no damnit! I was only meaning she had said the name of my bastard brother.” I heard Inuyasha yell back. “And besides, I have Kagome now.” He whispered.

 

“Is Inuyasha blushing?” I heard Shippo's cute voice.

 

“I believe so. Him and also his wench.” I knew that voice way to well.

 

“Kagome is not my wench! Nor is she my mate! Shut up Sesshomaru!”

 

“Inuyasha, please keep it down, Insueka is asleep.” Kagome said is a low tone.

 

“Fine, but I think that he is just jealous, that I have someone to love and she loves me back.”

 

You're wrong Inuyasha, I love Sesshomaru. You're just wrong. I kept repeating to myself. But I stopped when I heard Sesshomaru laugh.

 

“Me jealous, the Lord of the Western Lands jealous? Ha, that is ridiculous. This emotion or feeling you people call love is nonsense. That word love brought father to his graves, along with our mothers. I do not care at all for this love.” He laughed again. I felt tears running down my face. I opened my tears but the tears kept flowing.

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Sesshomaru's POV

 

I smelt the saltiness of tears. I knew to whom they belonged to. I looked over at her “asleep” body. She laid on her side to where no one could see her tears.

 

A part of me felt regretful for causing her pain. But it was true what my brother said. I can not love or be loved. But a part of me told me I could love and it told me I could love Insueka.

 

What I said was not true, damn my demon pride and damn Insueka for making me feel this way. But what if she and I…, get a grip on your self Sesshomaru. You are the Lord of the Western Lands, you don't need this love. I told myself countless times.

 

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Normal POV (Mine)

 

I could not believe it after how he held me in his arms. Cared for me, he mocks love?! Damn you Sesshomaru! He brought me hope and now destroyed it. I laid on my side just crying. I heard someone move.

 

“Where do you think you're going Sesshomaru?!” Inuyasha's harsh voice asked.

 

“I must return to my castle. If I do not leave here, then Rin and Jaken would come looking for me. And besides I have more important things to do then sit here.” I balled my fist. I sat up quickly, scaring Kagome.

 

“The leave already, damn it! I should have listened to Inuyasha! You are a cold hearted bastard! I hope you rot in hell! I hope you die a painful death! I hate you; all you are is a cold hearted jackass! I screamed as my tears flowed like rivers down my face. I knew that I cracked. I saw Miroku cover Shippo's ears, everyone looked stunned by how I reacted.

 

Sesshomaru just grinned, and walked out the hut. I sobbed; I was choking on trying to hold back my tears. But what he said really cut like a knife. Kagome recovered from her shock and walked over to me and wrapped her arms around me like a little sister would do. Or older, I was not sure. And then Shippo ran over to me.

 

“Sh…. Everything will be better. Just stop crying and sleep.” Kagome said quietly. I held Shippo in my arms. My tears slowed, my body trembled. I laid back down and Shippo fell asleep beside me. Then once again I again fell into the arms of sleep.

 

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The next morning came quickly. I was awoken by the sounds of birds. The sun was about to arise. I got to my feet and looked outside the window. There was a good eight inches of snow. As the sun rose, the sunlight hit the ground causing the snow to sparkle like glitter. It was so beautiful. Then a tear fell down my face.

 

But as I looked outside, it started to snow again. When the tear froze it started hailing. Then I whipped my tear away and then the snow stopped completely. But one thing I found funny about the snow and hail was that there was no clouds in sight.

 

Do I control snow and hail? Then I closed my eyes and thought of Sesshomaru. I heard it was hailing lightly. Then I thought of everyone else. I opened my eyes and saw that it was snowing gently like soft tears. I was so happy to discover my gift.

 

“Wow! You can control snow and hail.” I turned and saw Kagome behind me awake.

 

“Yes, it's amazing. But one thing bothers me, is that if I control snow and hail, then why I still freeze.”

 

“Maybe. You were freezing because you did not know your powers. Are you cold now?”

 

“To think about it no. My powers could maybe help you and everyone out.” Kagome and I smiled at each other.

 

“Then maybe you can have Inuyasha teach you how to wield a sword.”

 

“Sure if I'm willing to lose an arm and leg.” Then Kagome and I burst out laughing.

 

“Hey what's that suppose to mean?!” We turned around to see the fully awake Inuyasha.

 

“Oh nothing, are you hungry Inuyasha?” He nodded then looked out the window. I looked at Kagome as she walked over to her book bag.

 

“Wow, its really pretty outside!!” I saw Shippo looking out the window on Inuyasha's right shoulder.

 

“I did it. I'm the controller of snow and hail.” I said with a smile and then looked outside. But my smile turned into a frown. Then my heart started racing fast.

 

My silver-haired keeper of my heart was standing outside. I wanted to run up to him. But my heart told me not to. Then I remembered what he said last night.

 

Then it started snowing lightly, with a breeze. I saw his hair flow in the breeze. He had his usual look. He was starring straight at me. I looked into his eyes; I saw confusion, passion, lust, desire, kindness, and fear. I could not understand the emotions that consumed him.

 

“Insueka, I love you.” I read his lips. I was shocked, I blinked my eyes, when they opened he was gone. Was it a daydream? Or a…..

 

“Insueka, are you ok?” I turned and saw everyone look at me with concern.

 

“I'm fine.” Their concern never left their faces. “Really you all have to believe me, I just thought I saw someone.” I smiled.

 

“Don't tell me, she is in love with my stupid excuse for a brother.” Inuyasha whispered. But I heard him though. I blushed. Was my love for Sesshomaru that noticeable? So would I now have to try harder to hide them? I really didn't care what Inuyasha says. I'm in love and that's that.

 

“I think she heard you.” Shippo whispered back.

 

“Inuyasha, so what if she is in love with your brother. You could at least be happy for him.” Kagome said seriously.

 

“I'm not saying that it's bad, but forget him Insueka.” Kagome opened her mouth to say her favorite word. “I only meant that you should forget him before you get hurt. Sesshomaru is to proud to fall in love. He thinks its an emotions that would make you weak. So he avoids love.”

 

I felt my heart wrench in pain. I knew that Inuyasha was right. And my heart began to hurt. But I wanted to love him, but also I wanted him to love me back.

 

I sighed heavily and looked at the ground. I felt the eyes of my friends starring into my back. They sensed my pain. They knew of my suffering. Then without meaning to outside the weather raged, the wind blew hard, and the temperature dropped by many degrees. I could not stop it. I had no control over my powers.

 

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